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xcerizex · 5 months

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Random thought, but I kinda want to see Cael break down or snap. Or just fumble with human emotions he has no control over.

Cael is very obviously non-human and extremely apathetic in nature. He is more likely to lament over a wasted piece of canvas over human life. It's what makes him so....unnerving. An eerie persona. Someone who you would never believe to have the capability of crying out in pain, yelling in anger, or let his tears fall.

It's why a part of me is so curious to see what sort of faces he could make. Unfortunately, it's difficult even for the MC to affect his mood. We rarely ever see him express jealousy during his POV Expedition storyline.

Which is also why his rare, small acts of self-desire and love for the MC move me. Like how'd he let her go back to Godheim after imprisoning her because he couldn't bear to see her lose her vitality and glow.

I wish we also got a more in-depth showcase of his feelings during the MC's time at Godheim. She clearly had gone through many painful deaths over and over again and I REALLY would like to know what sort of pain he suffered in that seemingly cold heart of his, or if he suffered at all.

I just really, really want to see any semblance of uncontrollable human emotion. It doesn't even necessarily have to be negative emotions, I'd also like to know if he'd unconsciously make a sincere smile if there comes a day the MC expresses her love for him, or if he'd cry tears of joy and sob like a proud father if he ever got the chance to raise a child of his own.

I'd also like to see a decent confession/realization scene. Cael doesn't quite understand his feelings towards the MC. For him, he has currently identified it as an uncontrollable desire to care for her and left it at that. It'd be genuinely liberating to see him agonize over himself when he realizes that his feelings towards the MC are in fact, pure and genuine love. And that there's no escaping it (I doubt we're getting that though).

I might sound cruel, but I honestly want to see what he's like when he's desperate the most. Would he cry in shock and despair, or would he just silently stay still and rational?

So dear writers, I beg of you to help me fulfill this selfish desire of mine. I'll do it myself if I get the chance though.

If you read to the end of my ramble, congratulations and thank you! I really needed to get this off my chest.

#lovebrush chronicles #for all time #should i get Cael's Eden SSR?#can veterans tell me if its worth it pls?#this man's a menace to my sanity #he's also literally the best part of Lars' route lmfao #rereading his POV really hurt my heart #WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE LONG HAIRED ONES HUH?!?!#😭#cael brainrot

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