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y'all liked the last one so here's another 👍
#pokemon#submas#guzma#emmet#piers#my edit#yes this is me procrastinating#shh art is hard and i have work today
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↪ 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑫𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑳 𝑰𝑵 𝑴𝑬 . ( a series of sentence starters from the 2022 supermassive game “ the devil in me ” . adjust phrasing as necessary . spoilers & mature themes are present . )
i bet you can see a hundred miles from the top .
you mean you’re not weary of me after an entire day of marriage ?
are we the only ones here ?
that’s no way to run a business .
that’s my [ name ] , always finding that silver lining .
my attention was needed elsewhere .
i promise from here on out , it will be nothing but silver linings .
today is a very special day for us .
i’m starting to think i’ve gone & married a thrill seeker .
are we looking for excitement ?
see what happens when you chase a thrill ?
if you’ll excuse me , i have work to return to .
i’m sure we’ll see each other again soon .
this feels like some sort of treacherous plot .
close your eyes , & face the mirror .
aren’t you clever & romantic ?
don’t fight it ... it’ll only hurt more if you do .
you’re only prolonging the inevitable .
what have you done ?!
you’re wasting your last chance to tell him that you love him .
it’s so good to have company . for a long time , i was on my own .
i can barely recall a time when i was not here .
what good are stories without someone to experience them ?
art can elicit all sorts of reactions .
you’re responsible for what happens . you’re culpable .
i can’t interfere , that’s very much against the rules .
it’s tough being honest when it means everyone just thinks you’re a bitch .
i’m sick of being on my own .
it’s a fucking mess , to be honest with you .
i think we’ve heard quite enough .
i was born with the devil in me .
i could not help the fact that i was a murderer any more than a poet can help the inspiration to sing .
just being dead ain’t enough to stop me from killing again .
actually , it’s what i can do for you .
do you know where we’re going , exactly ?
it was 100% your fault . you fly by the seat of your ass .
was this part of the plan ? did you know about this ?
i figured we needed all the help we could get .
downtime ? why would you want to do that ?
i’ve got a lot going on at the moment , [ name ] .
you got any family you can go bother ?
‘ married to the job ’ ... how’s that marriage working out ?
we agreed to let that drop for the weekend .
sorry for giving you a hard time .
christ , what the hell is that ?
it’s gonna be okay , it’s all gonna be okay .
i’ll explain everything later .
are you sure ? ‘cos you don’t seem sure .
i’m charming , & you can hotwire your way past security .
hey , can i ask you something & get a straight answer ?
shh , get down !
this is ridiculous , there’s nothing out here .
i heard you were looking for a new place .
if i wanted to go on nature hikes , i wouldn’t have moved to the city .
you can do it . eyes forward , don’t look down .
you always knew how to get me through the shit , didn’t you ?
maybe this won’t be a waste of a weekend .
i told you this was a good plan , didn’t i ?
you’ve been out & about all day , & i have to sit here worrying . gone all day , & not a word from you !
i don’t think we’re the only ones here .
this is my don’t be scared song , sing it & i won’t be scared long !
scream if you need me for anything .
something about this place makes me wanna use the buddy system .
you talk in your sleep ... not sure if i ever told you that .
you’re cute when you’re worked up .
cute ? ... you think i’m cute ?
i try to pretend like it isn’t a thing , you know .
if my cheeks are red , it’s from this wine .
sorry . didn’t mean to make you feel weird .
i’m fucking with you , i’ve been wanting to kiss you for months .
sorry , did i interrupt something ?
i can’t find my room & i need a fucking cigarette .
i’m not stressed , okay ? do i look fucking stressed ?
this place is massive , surely there’s a pack of cigarettes here .
stick with me , [ name ] , i’m going places .
[ name ] , there’s something important you have to understand .
no , come on , you piece of shit ... don’t do this to me !
i’m supposed to buy “ nothing ” is eating up at you ?
i still think your priorities are fucked .
what about taking a huge risk & just DO something ?
are you trying to butter me up ?
we don’t need to rehash stuff , let’s just work .
you’re only asking me ‘cos your arms are too short for a good selfie angle .
maybe we should just add this topic to our “ discussion no - fly zone ” list .
shit , that scared the fuck out of me .
at some point , you have to give up the ghost .
you’ve been doing your research , haven’t you ?
are you taking a survey or trying to learn something ?
would it kill you to be direct ?
you want to know what inspired me ? as if i wasn’t the original ?
you look amazing , as usual .
i heard enough , thank you , i know what betrayal sounds like .
i’m not blind , i know what i saw .
this could work to our advantage .
am i the only one that’s getting really freaked out by this place ?
can you stop trying to make this worse ?
don’t come crying to me if you end up dead .
choices , [ name ] , make better choices .
this is your own damn fault .
it’s all about the honey trap .
you bring me some smokes ? like i asked ?
that’s what i remember most . those screams .
you’ll never really know how it feels to watch the fire burn out of somebody .
thanks for that stuff you said at dinner . it was nice to hear .
we’re all on the same side , sometimes we forget .
get me out of here ! i can’t see a thing !
count your breaths . one, two, three, in ...
how very rude , not to stay for dinner .
i can only observe , & it can be ... frustrating to watch .
in some ways , i envy you .
something is very not right here .
i’ve been waiting on you for ages to actually make a decision about something , anything , & now this is when you suddenly choose to take a stand ?
your delusions make for such great plans .
would it kill you to think positively just once ?
it’s not even the worst idea i’ve had this evening .
don’t go patting yourself on the back , i still think your priorities are fucked .
i can care about more than one thing at a time .
working this job has made me really understand what a sociopath is .
you always assume the worst .
help me ! please -- please , i’ll do anything !
maybe you’re right , but you don’t need to be an asshole about it .
i guess i was holding out for things to change with us .
i have never once shied away from telling you where my priorities were .
i have to live with it every day & now someone knows .
someone WANTED me to find this .
you have to get the fuck out ANY way you can . just get the FUCK OUT !
are you losing your shit ? ‘cos i don’t need that right now .
maybe we just focus on one thing at a time .
[ name ] ... i found a way out , maybe .
i don’t know what i was expecting .
what the fuck is this ?
[ name ] , what are you doing ? just stay back .
no way this is happening .
it’s gotta be fake ... a prop , or from ... an animal or something .
it can be difficult working with someone you’ve been involved with .
i think we can bust through this thing .
i’ve had enough of this shit , what the hell is going on ?
the walls are moving again .
i’m not a fuckin’ lab rat here for your amusement !
don’t look at me like that . you know i’m right . you get it .
you got to do something that matters .
think of the most profound thing you’ve ever done .
i see the gleam in your eye , [ name ] . you can’t fool me .
there ... there you are . i see you now .
bare hands can feel good , huh ? but the blade makes for such a prettier picture .
how far down does it go ?
there’s blood everywhere , & ... & a body .
one of us is going to have to be bait .
you could use that as a weapon if need be .
what an excruciating way to go .
people can surprise you sometimes .
as always , i’ll be watching very closely .
hurry the fuck up !
it’s a forest , it could be anything .
can you not freak me out even more than i already am ?
i wasn’t expecting you .
you’re a selfish monster ... always have been .
predictable little shit , i know you .
[ name ] ! i thought i lost you .
all good things must come to an end .
can you find your own way out ?
i have no doubt we’ll meet again in the future .
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prompt 52 with sub ganyu?
☆ – Let Me Down Slowly
prompt: don't be afraid it's just me
featuring; sub ganyu & dom gn reader
info; the reader is not traveler, everything that takes place is consensual, reader has a vision, reader is an adult
cws; smut, consensual somnophilia
author's note; i love ganyu so much i hope i did her justice 🫣🫣 as always pls lmk if i need to change anything !! likes and rbs appreciated <3
art used is official art ! event details here
you've known ganyu to be an extremely hard working individual in the time you've known her, often working overtime and on the verge of falling asleep constantly. when she brought up the idea of somnophilia to you, you were not as shocked as people might have anticipated you would be. most people would presume to have a different image of ganyu in their heads, because of her shy demeanor, but you could read her like the back of your hand.
so when you came home today to ganyu fast asleep in the bed of your shared home, a note on your bedside stating she's okay with you using her in her sleep, you couldn't help get excited. humming to yourself softly, you moved to take off your coat and jewellery as well as your vision, and placed it on your nightstand next to ganyu's. you didn't want any of the sharp edges in your clothing to poke her and hurt her.
after disrobing just the outer layers of your clothing, you take off ganyu's skirt and sleeves, slowly moving to peel off her bodysuit next so as to not rouse her from her sleep. you didn't need to worry, however, your little qilin was fast asleep and you could hardly hold yourself back from pleasuring her.
once her bodysuit is off, you take a second to admire her. she doesn't wear a bra, only underwear below her bodysuit, you've teased her about it and she's always jumped to stammer about how a bra would look odd under the semi-sheer bodysuit, and you simply kiss the tips of her ears, tell her you think it's hot. her face flares it shuts her right up.
you kiss her on the lips once, then start kissing down her neck, nipping lightly. you kiss the top of her breasts, and start going lower, down her tummy till right above her panties. you hear her whimper in her sleep, as you skip over her core down to kiss and nip at her sensitive thighs.
ganyu fidgets in her sleep, you can tell she's already worked up. how cute. you slip off her panties slowly, deciding to settle between her legs as you slowly rub her clit. ganyu whines in her sleep, as you slowly start to push two of your fingers in her cunt, still rubbing slow circles around her clit. ganyu get's worked up really easily, it was easy to overstimulate her. as you keep dragging your fingers in an out of her cunt, bringing her closer and closer to her high, ganyu stirs.
her eyes flutter open as she tries to get used to the overwhelming pleasure she suddenly feels. you notice her waking up, quick to assure her, "shh it's okay darling. it's just me."
ganyu moans loudly, she was oh so close, and the way you curled your fingers just right each time and rubbed her clit was too good, the pressure in her belly finally broke as she came beautifully around you, panting, trying to catch her breath. her eyes, still drowsy, fluttered as you kissed her forehead and got up to get a wash cloth to clean her up. she was truly such a good girl.
#ganyu x reader#genshin impact x reader#ganyu genshin impact#ganyu smut#<3 – writer tag#<3 – fae's events#genshin x reader#ganyu genshin smut#ganyu#ganyu headcanons#ganyu imagines#genshin impact x y/n#ganyu x you#ganyu x y/n
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bestie can i request smth??? can u do an insta blurb with ari?
hi 💗 of course! i'll even make it a series hehe.
sweethearts ☔️ ☕️ 💝. a harry styles series.
fc. ariana grande. director!reader. secret bf!harry.
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harryupd harry seen today in new york, handing a college student's art project fliers to everyone, LOL 😅❤️
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harryfan01 imagine harry styles helps u with your arts project????
harryfans7 HE LIKED LMAO
celebrityfan8 he looks so fine 😻
harrychella11 omg what
harrystyles She really seemed passionate about it, and in need of help.
harries9 lmfao what?? 💀
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weloveharry the lucky girl!! she was the girl harry helped today lmao
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harries8 harry in his college student era
harryfan99 and active era, he is liking all the posts 💀
harries23 she looks so cuteee
harrystyles Poor girl! Horrible photo
harryfan111 WHAT?? 😭
harries93 HARRY I-
harryfans55 harry is roasting her 💀
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ynsfinsta he keeps laughing at me 🙄
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yourbff he is practically doing your job 🫠
yourinstagram shh 🤫
harrysfinsta you are just lazy
yourinstagram im not
yourfriend craziest day ever
yourinstagram at least you met my bestie 🫶🏻
yourfriend im gonna steal him
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harrysfinsta What a beauty 😂
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hunterschafer she looks beautiful, i will steal her
yourinstagram i consent 🙏🏻
harrysfinsta Noo
florencepugh hahah what a cutie! congrats on your gf harry <3
harrysfinsta I literally do not know this girl
yourinstagram omg shut uppp
annetwist You are being rude! She looks cute 💓
yourinstagram 🥹
harrysfinsta Mooom!!
two months later . . .
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yourinstagram celebrating my graduation in the countryside ❤️🩹
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yourmom Very proud of you, my baby 💞
yourinstagram 🥹
yourfriend congrats babyy
gemmastyles go sister go !
yourinstagram yayy
yourcousin 💓💓💓 have fun with wonder boy!!
six months later . . .
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yourinstagram just uploaded my first short film. this is my baby, my firstborn, my everything (pun intended). i put all my hard work in this creation. i want to thank all my friends and my family that helped me make this posible. "my everything" out now in my youtube channel, enjoy it.
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yourfriend it's amazing y/n!! so happy to be in it
harrystyles Love to be by your side, thank you X
yourinstagram thank you!! for helping me :)
harries8 wait... is this the college girl?
harryfan02 harry is in this?? whattt
harries7 she must be rich or smth
hunterschafer it looks beautiful bestie ❤️🔥
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Hey there! I’ve been hospitalized today so may I request a Moder AU Levi x Reader fic?
(Also I am ok kinda. Just in pain and need to stay here for them to watch me 😅)
Reader suddenly needs to go to the hospital and stay a few days. Collapsed at work or something and they need a few things.
Knowing Levi has a super busy day with important meetings, they ask Erwin and Hange to bring them clothes and stuff
Levi later learns about this and gets super insecure, because they didn’t call him.
But fortunately there is the one thing only Levi can provide to make us feel better and that’s….Levi himself ❤️
I hope you're feeling better anon! I'm going to change it a little! I'm gonna have you contact Levi, cause it's a little mean not to let him know you're in the hospital.
@kenkopanda-art <3
I don't want you to worry.
Pairing: Levi x Reader
Genre and tags: romance, fluff, cute, modern AU, worried Levi, serious talking, being a couple.
Concept: You collapse at work and end up in the hospital, turns out it's only something small, you are a little low on sugar and iron. Getting a top-up from the doctors and them telling you off, you ask your friends to get your clothes for you as you have to stay just for a few tests. You send Levi a text to let him know where you are and you're perfectly fine, but you'll be in for a day or two. Levi comes over after work and begins to worry. You relax him and snuggle with him on your bed.
Warning: Talks of self-neglect. Reader collapsed due to not getting enough iron and sugar in their diet.
Tag list: @ladycheesington @levisbrat25 @skittlelover69 @strawberrybunny123 @nyxiieluna @li-anne @galactict3a @notgoodforlife @demonsimp6
You groaned a little as the doctor ripped into you about not looking after yourself. You had been working too hard and you put yourself on a ridiculous diet. You were being told to eat normally, work fewer hours and get some sleep.
Levi had been on top of you a lot with it all, but he had no idea about your diet. He knew you had smaller portions when you ate around him, but he didn't know you'd been skipping meals. You had to face facts, you needed to stop your diet and just go back to the way you were.
You knew Levi loved you just the way you were, he'd be really upset that you made yourself sick and would probably blame himself. You didn't want Levi to blame himself. You felt bad about yourself and you punished your own body. Levi told you all the time how much he loved and adored you.
You texted Levi where you were and that you were perfectly fine and to come in after work. You sighed and called up Erwin. "Hey, Erwin? Could you and Hange go to mine and Levi's place and grab some clothes for me?"
"Sure. What's going on?"
You sighed. "I'm in the hospital and I have to stay for two days. So, I need some things."
"Oh, sure."
You gave him the hospital. "I've texted Levi, but I can imagine he's in a meeting."
Erwin hummed. "He is. Give him a call when he's done. That should be half an hour."
You smiled. "I intend to because I know how upset he'll get if I don't contact him. I just know you and Hange would be free. Thanks again."
"No problem! See you soon!"
You sat back in your bed and had a nap. You woke up to see Hange and Erwin moving around your room. "Thanks."
Erwin winked. "No problem. We'll head on out now."
You waved and then called Levi. "Hey, Levi."
Levi shouted your name. "Are you okay!? What do you mean you're in the hospital and I shouldn't worry?"
"Levi, I really am okay. I'm just low on sugar and iron."
"What? But I've been making your dinner and you've been eating."
You gulped. "Well..."
He said your name. "You have been eating, right?"
You welled up. "No..."
He sighed your name. "You...ah...I'll come over and talk to you. I'll be there in a bit." He hushed you. "Please don't cry."
"I'm sorry."
"Shh, it's okay. I'll be there in a few minutes. I love you."
You sniffed and rubbed your tears. "I love you too." You ended the call and whined a little. You stared at your hospital door for ages until it opened. "Levi."
Levi smiled at you. "Hey, are you alright?"
You rubbed your tears. "I'm sorry."
He put his bag down and ran over to you. He sat down and hugged you. "Hey, hey, hey, you're alright, it's alright."
"I'm sorry."
He cupped your face and kissed you. "Don't be sorry, okay? I love you so much. Tell me what happened when you're ready."
You sighed. "You know how I've been having smaller portions?"
"Mm, it has worried me."
You nibbled your lip. "Well, I've been skipping all my other meals. I have been drinking water, but only water and tea when I'm with you."
He held your hand. "Why?"
You sniffed. "I think I'm...well..."
He moved closer. "You are the most perfect and beautiful woman in the world. You are stunning. I know you don't think it, but I really believe it. I always tell you the truth, even if it's shitty."
You laughed. "Yeah."
"I don't hold back."
"You don't."
He kissed you. "I love you. I love all of you. Please don't hurt yourself like this, okay?"
You nodded. "I am going to be good, don't worry. The doctor told me off about it too." You laughed. "I'm going to go back to eating normally."
"Good." Levi lay on the bed and pulled you into his arms. "If anyone judges you for the way you look, they can fuck off. I'll take care of them. I'll cover them in honey, tie them to a tree and leave them to the ants and bears."
You giggled. "Levi."
"What? They deserve to be ripped apart for hurting me cute bunny."
You snuggled close. "They're a bunch of meanies."
He kissed your forehead. "They are." He hummed. "You want pizza when you get released?"
"You know it."
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hhnnnnn
MFA program interview tomorrow (it's almost 4am now so technically today but shh)
honestly. i think i’m more nervous about what will happen if i'm accepted this time than the interview itself. the interview... i've been through it once, & my interviewing skills are good if i say so myself. but idk until last wednesday i had more or less accepted the idea that an mfa wasn't meant for me in this lifetime. i still WANTED it but i accepted that i might not get it— who do i get rec letters from 2, 5, 10 years down the line, when i’ve likely been just in the workforce and not a community that could speak to my art & study skills? what do i put in my portfolio if i’m too disabled to get out & find studios & make the art i’d want to create a graduate thesis out of?
but now i've got this opportunity and like. yeah you can be cynical about it & say they're filling a quota or maybe this is their M/O every year to bait more applicants & inflate numbers… but idk i’m trying to stop those suspicious, paranoid thoughts because they’re based in insecurity & hurt.
when a dept. head emails me the day before the deadline and says 'we were looking at past applicants and invite you to apply again; just reuse your previous application' and they offer me an interview the day after i send that and a few new materials, i need to think ‘yeah there's something in my art that they want. that the world wants.’ i do make good art, art that does what i need it to do. and i have worked SO hard. i know what i’m doing and what i want.
plus i got waitlisted last time so i was this close 🤏 i’m not going to be cocky but it sounds like a have a good chance this time. i think about how i got into RISD for undergrad i just couldn’t afford it. i got into RISD! one of THE most illustrious art schools in the damn country! only about 17-19% acceptance rate!!! my portfolio was good enough for that!!!!!
so if given this opportunity i will seize it because i have to. i will be grinding myself to dust while i’m there, i’m sure. i’m still spent from the last 4 years, but i am a fighter and i will claw my way through with torn nails and broken teeth if i need to. i’d rather do that right now while the iron is not exactly hot but still workable rather than wait for a nebulous “someday” or never get it at all. if i get it done now, school can be completely totally DONE for me. there’s nothing above a masters for fine art.
and i feel really good about giving this second chance at this MFA program everything i’ve got, without over analyzing or second guessing because my gf has given me a really stable life and we have a whole plan of where we wanna be for the next few years at least. i have a job too! a pretty ideal one for someone like me!! there is a LIFE waiting for me if i get rejected. i’m not hinging on this for student loans to live on and a reprieve from work that was making me suicidal.
but like. yeah i’ve been having a cart before the horse thing. i'm really scared of the idea of 2 more years of study while being away from a more permanent home precisely because we are so ready & prepared for stability and being somewhere that’s not temporary. i don’t wanna be in transition anymore! i want a home and a place to rest!! i want to stay in therapy! i want to go to doctors and fix my body!
but if i need to, i will.
opportunities have always been stolen from me, by circumstance & finances, having no support. i’ve never been in control of my life. i want to capture this one if it lays down in front of me. i really do deserve it.
and tbh i think it will be somewhat easier because it is just art and some TA stuf. undergrad was agonizing because i was trying to put together senior projects and manage portfolios while also having to fucking write busywork 1-2 page essays every week in each of my other classes and writing manuscripts and being the one to manage group project email chains and scheduling because the 18-20 year old students don’t like to just get shit done. i don’t want to say i’m better than students who went to art colleges but i am built different LOL
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Thanks @aquarianshift for tagging me in this and making me realise how much I still need to improve my opening lines... get to the point, Javelin!
ao3 first lines tagline!
Rules: Share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people. If you have written fewer than ten, don’t be shy and share anyway (spoiler alert: rules are made to be broken…)
Tagging @scurator because I know if you've already done this you can just pick another random 10 fics
Paul in the raw
“Shh… keep it down, will ya?” hissed Paul as he and John stood in his hallway, trying to kick their wet boots off. They’d missed the last bus and had got caught in a downpour on the way home.
2. Fair's fair
Paul had started it.
They were all in a giddy mood that day. The US tour was going well, but they were surrounded by so much craziness that they felt like they might be the only sane people left in America… which of course made them start feeling insane. And John didn’t think they’d actually stopped giggling since that mate of Dylan’s had passed round the pot a couple of nights before.
They were also particularly excited about the promise of an even rarer treat… a day off. They just had to get through one more press conference first.
3. I've just got to get a message to you
Paul blinked his eyes open, instinctively rubbing his fingers against his temples even though he couldn’t feel a headache. He looked around him. He didn’t seem to be in a room, but he wasn’t outside either. He looked down at his hands, which were both there and yet… not there.
4. Take a sad song and make it better
John was bored. He’d done the baking and washing up for the day, Sean was napping, and Yoko was at another business meeting (or so she said). He was slumped on the sofa, flicking aimlessly through the tv channels, when the phone rang. ‘Please be someone interesting’, he thought to himself, as he picked up the phone. “Hello?”
“Blahdy hell Terence - are you evah going to pick up the phone and call me yourself?!” the voice on the other end blasted.
5. Double Fantasy
John carried his cup of tea out of the stock room and got himself as comfy as he could on his hard wooden stool, one foot resting on his knee, and an elbow on the counter. He picked up his book - just half an hour of relaxed reading to go, and he reckoned he could call it a day. It hadn’t exactly been the most lucrative of afternoons, but January never was - and after the chaos of Christmas, he was quite glad for the peace and quiet.
But his peace was soon disturbed by the tell-tale jingle of the bell above the shop door, announcing the arrival of a customer. ‘Why does this always happen when I get to a good bit?’ he thought to himself.
6. Khristmas Karaoke
Linda rang the doorbell, her arms full of presents and bottles of wine. For once, it was John who opened the door, but what was even more unusual was what he was wearing. The blue jeans weren’t a surprise, but the accompanying jumper with Santa flying across it in a reindeer-powered sleigh certainly was.
“Oh,” said Linda, putting a hand to her mouth to try to hide her amused smile, but failing. “Oh no.”
John immediately raised a finger in warning. “Not a word – not a a fucking word.”
7. Get a job, cop!
“I’d like to say thank you on behalf of the group and ourselves, and I hope we’ve passed the audition.”
Paul laughed as he took his guitar strap over his head. His cheeks were aching, but whether it was from the cold or because he couldn’t stop smiling, he wasn’t sure. He couldn’t believe how well it had gone today. After all their back and forth about where to do their show… about whether to do a show at all… it had finally worked out perfectly.
8. Très bien ensemble
John sighed and took another swig of his beer. He didn’t know why he came to these wanky art school parties. Well, he knew why; free booze and the possibility of getting off with one of the wanky art school birds. But, god… they took a while to get going. He really wished they could skip all the existentialism and poetry crap and just get straight to the getting drunk and shagging part.
9. Stop all the clocks
Brian was dead: to begin with.
Paul still remembered the first line of ‘A Christmas Carol’ from reading it at school – Marley was dead: to begin with. He always thought it was a great way to start – just get it all out there right from the kick-off; make it clear that everything is not quite as it seems.
This wasn’t the beginning of their story though. This felt more like the end.
Brian was dead: the end.
10. Brother Dearest
Paul always thought he was meant for great things - he refused to accept that this was his lot in life. Admittedly he was only sixteen, with hopefully still a lot of living to do, but either way he could still see the path that currently lay ahead of him – school, college, teacher. That was his dad’s plan anyway, and he supposed it was better than the alternative; wasting his life away in some factory with only a pint at the end of the day to look forward to.
But no, that wasn’t enough for Paul McCartney. There was greatness coming his way one day – he just knew it.
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I saw you posting about chronic pain earlier, I am luckier than most, the most I get is flair ups of arthritis every now and again. Maybe I could get an agere story with Roman having chronic pain and not wanting to admit it. but Remus knows and kinda secretly outs him to the others about it, so they can all take care of him and shower him in love and heating pads and cookies? Remus apologizes to Roman later for telling the others but he knew they needed to know in case Roman was little and had a bad pain day and Remus wasn't around to help. Roman forgives him but says Remus still owes him ice cream.
Warnings- chronic pain, being poisoned, talk of spiders, food
Little Roman, Cg everyone else kinda.
Chronic illness was the bane of Roman's existence.
For starters, He had pain flare ups weekly. Closer together if he pushed his limits, (Something he tended to do) and even doing things he liked felt like trying to climb a cliff face with no gear. Not to mention he didn't tell anyone about it. He could be dramatic but he didn't want to risk telling them and they say he is overreacting. He hurt! That was real! And being told he didn't... It wasn't something he wanted to deal with.
So grinning and bare it, or going and hiding away till the pain passed. He would spend a couple days hidden away I his room "Working" while he was resting in bed. Of course he was actually working too. Having nothing to distract him from the deep constant aches and sharp pains of movement would be torture. So writing or drawing was his main comfort. Thinking about plot lines and story beats was like a breath of fresh air to the bed ridden Prince.
It was on the really bad days, the ones with brain fog and hand aches and shakes that were the worst. The days where escaping into his art wasn't an option and he was stuck in his own head feeling every single bit of pain. without relief. These were the days he tried his best to avoid.
Of course Remus knew about this. Remus kicked his door down once when he was laying in bed resting in pain and demanded why Roman was still moping. Roman explained his problem and Remus firmly put his foot down that Roman was NOT going to be going through this on his own anymore. So even though Roman never asked him for help Remus started showing up when Roman was at his lowest and cheering him up.
Even going so far to take care of him when he regressed due to the pain and stress.
His regression was another thing that he kept to himself, and Remus invited himself in on the secret. It was comforting to have Remus to rely on when the days got hard and everything hurt.
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Remus had gotten really good at taken care of his baby brother. He even managed to get Roman to text him a crying emoji when he needed help or company. Something Remus would answer in a heartbeat or as fast as he could deranged himself from whatever he had been doing.
Today he had gotten mildly poisoned and was loopy and tired. To the point that standing was hard and his vision was doubling. He really needed to stop giving his bugs poison attacks. He had gotten back and collapsed in bed before passing out.
He woke up to four messages from Roman. Each an hour apart. The first three were the crying emoji and the last was just "Bubba?" fifteen minutes ago. Remus cursed loudly as he tried to get his limps to work and get out of bed to go help Roman. His balance was off and he managed to stumble his way to the door before falling out into the hallway.
"Remus are you ok?" Patton asked panicked as Remus blinked and shivered violently.
"Roman...needs me." Remus said as Patton helped him to his feet and The others looks up at him as Patton helped him to the couch.
"You got poisoned again didn't you?" Janus said flatly before going to grab an antidote for him.
"Don’t worry about me. Roman has spiders." Remus said trying to get them to understand Roman needed help right now.
"spiders?" Logan asked.
"Pain is like spiders" Remus said.
"What?" Virgil asked. Remus put a finger over Virgil's lips.
"Hey no, Shh let me finish. Pain is like a spider on your arm. If you like spiders, It doesn't bother you as much but you still know it's there."
"But if you hate them it's all you can think about." Logan said.
"And even if you like spiders, a bunch is still too many." Remus said.
"Spider limit." Virgil said looking down.
"My spider limit is zero spiders." Patton said.
"The spiders are a metaphor for pain." Logan said.
"Yeah! And I don't like any pain." Patton said, before he looked over towards Roman's door. "He has a lot of spiders right now huh?"
"Right! So as soon as I get...get the antidote. I need to go take care of him." Remus said closing his eyes as a wave of dizzy crashed over him making the room spin.
"OH no you won't. " Janus said pressing a glass to Remus' lips. A cherry medicine flavored drink was poured into his mouth. "We will be taking care if both of you."
Remus swallowed the medicine before huffing. "I don't need...taking care of." Remus said firmly trying to stand only to fall back onto the couch.
"Of course not." Janus said dryly.
Janus then picked Remus up bridal style and started towards Roman's room. "What are you doing?" Remus asked clinging to Janus's shoulders as the world spun.
"It's easier to take care of both of you if you are in the same place. "Janus said as he opened Roman's door and walked in. He set Remus down on the bed next to a sleeping Roman who woke up at the movement.
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Roman woke up to see Bubba in bed next to him. He did come to help him! Maybe Bubba had just got super busy and didn't see the texts till now. That was fine! He was here now and he was gonna make it better and... Roman sat up and froze as Janus stood next to the bed and everyone else was coming in too.
no. they couldn't be here! They were gonna make fun of him for being weak. "Bubba." Roman whimpered hiding in Remus' side tears coming to his eyes.
Bubba hugged him tightly. "It's alright. You're safe. No one is gonna be mean. They just want to help."
"We really do." Janus said softly as Roman peeked up at him. Roman glanced at Logan, Patton and Virgil. All of whom looks concerned instead of angry.
"Smoothie and movie?" Roman asked in a half whisper.
"Get the baby his smoothie!" Remus said loudly almost flopping out of the bed. Janus put him back.
"Stay still idiot." Janus hissed.
Roman jumped a bit as Logan touched his shoulder. "What type of smoothie?" He asked softly.
"Blueberry." Roman asked. "Please." He added before looked back at Bubba. He was shaking and sweaty, and he looked really really tired. What was wrong with him? Was he sick too?
"I'll be back with the smoothie." Logan said.
"I'll set up the movie." Virgil said going over to poke the t.v. on Roman's dresser.
Patton walked over and sat on the edge of the bed next to Roman as Janus and Remus started arguing over Remus' health. "What happened? Remus said you were hurting?" Roman looked tired but other than that he liked fine. No cuts or bruises.
Roman shrunk into Remus' side away from Patton which caused Patton to raise his eyebrows and let his hand fall. Slightly hurt that Roman seemed afraid of him.
Remus cut off his argument with Janus to looked down at his brother who was trying to burrow into his side. "Hey, Your going to hurt yourself more if you get all upset. What's wrong?"
"My bones hurt." Roman whined a bit. It felt like every joint in his body was filled with a dull throb of pain that got worse as time went on. "all of them."
"Your bones?" Patton asked confused.
"He has some kind of chronic pain problem. Makes his joints ache." Remus said causing Roman to tense.
"You said you wouldn't tell!" Roman cried shaking as he was ready for everyone to tell him he was overreacting and then Remus would believe them and he would be alone to deal with it again!
"That sounds awful." Roman sniffed as Patton ran a comforting hand through his hair. He blinked as he looked up.
"Does he need pain meds?" Virgil asked setting the t.v. remote down. Moana pulled up on screen. Roman's current Comfort film.
"Two of the ones that Logan made for the bad stuff." Remus said. That had more effect on everyone then Roman thought it would.
"Jeez and You've been trying to deal with this alone?" Virgil said leaving to get the meds.
"I'll grab the comfort bear." Patton said going to get the stuffed bear that Roman liked to hold when he got overwhelmed.
"Remus, You are going to have to rest now. Roman is going to need cuddles." Janus said firmly shoving Remus so he was laying down and tucking the blankets in around them.
Roman blinked away tears as he watched everyone bustle around to get things. To help him.
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"I'm still mad at you." Roman huffed as the movie played and everyone was sitting around close by watching it. Smoothie in a sippy cup that no one batted an eye at. Bear tucked between him and Remus.
"You can fight me over it later." Remus said feeling almost completely back to normal.
Roman hummed and snuggled down closed. The pain meds has eased the pain and with it the adrenaline keeping him awake. He let his eyes slid closed as the movie continued on screen.
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Invisible frog
Denki x GN!reader
Pairing: Denki Kaminari x GN!!Reader.
Concept: fluff, comfort, based on true events.
{inspired by a tik tok challenge called invisible frog}.
[art from an amazing anonymous artist on Pinterest]
***************story begins here*****************
Kaminari is a lot, he is energetic, needy, clumsy, dummer than most and an all round baby. And somehow you are his partner, YOU!! of all people, have you seen you, the standards are completely unbalanced here, you were in the hero course of another school and you dabbled in robotics, you chose not to go to UA because it seemed over hyped. You met denki at a robotics carnival and it seriously felt like denki went fishing and caught a whale while you caught this cute loveable goldfish. When he introduced you to his friends, they were all shocked, they thought you were being paid, it took them 2 weeks to accept the facts. Don’t get me wrong denki is a good boyfriend, he was also strangely more serious whenever he was around you so he doesn’t seem dumber, he is at you house with one call, he is always there for you.
Today he came to your place seemingly sad, it was strange, it’s an emotion he usually finds hard to show. He laid down on the floor in your pillow fort, his back towards you, y/n did not like seeing him like this so they tried everything to cheer denki up. Everything!! Food, movies, y/n’s new robotic inventions, video games, date offers, money, everything! But nothing worked. So you had a bright idea, there was one more thing denki had in common with you and it was the fact that you both loved pranks, you tugged on the shirt of the blonde, then quickly clasping your hands together like you had caught something. “Denki! Denki look!! I made a friend and he wants to show you something” denki groaned “I’m not in the mood y/n” y/n tugged on his shirt again, “c’mon just look, don’t worry we’ll be quick! Hurry” denki groaned again before turning around once more, seeing the excitement on your face he decided to see what you had, the blonde sat up facing directly in front of you, with your hands still clasped in the middle of you both.
“Ok look” y/n said opening your palm in front of him, {it was empty}
“There is nothing there” denki said, brows furrowed.
“Wrong, there is a frog, his name is Thomas and Thomas is going to do three back flips for us, you have to see it cause he’s really good” y/n debated raising her hand higher to show Thomas off.
“Babe, I’m concerned i-” denki said in a confused tone cupping your face in his hands.
“Shhh shhh shh” y/n said gently taking his hands off “Philip wants to start” y/n added
“You said his name was Thomas” denki said trying hard to contain his giggles.
“Oh yeahhhhh, anyways let’s count with him” y/n said looking intently at their own palm, while denki looked red from holding his laughter in.
“One” y/n said looking up at the creature’s backflip and looking down at the frog’s landing into their palm.
“Two” y/n said again looking at the performance of the creature “he is very good” y/n added,
“Three!!” Y/n said seeming amazed at the imaginary Thomas
“Ok Thomas says he wants to do three more jumps, he is hot and wants you to take his jacket, hold out your palm” you pinch your thumb and index finger together dropping an imaginary jacket in the hand of your boyfriend.
“Wtf” denki laughs maniacally, refusing to drop the jacket you had assigned to him from Thomas.
“Ok here we go he wants to do big jumps this time ready, one!!!” You said smiling like a crazy person “wow look at Philip go” you say staring at nothing.
“His name is Thomas dumbass” denki said struggling to breathe through his laughter but still holding the jacket intently.
“Shh he is going again” you huffed, not wanting to be corrected “woowwwww!! Denki did you see that” you urged
“I saw it…. I saw it if you did” denki said trying to regain his breath while holding the jacket.
“And finally, THREE!!! Oh how splendid good job Thomas” you laughed then abruptly dropped your hand, your tone got somewhat serious “do you see a frog in my hand” you asked
“Babe if you see Thomas , then I see Thomas , I don’t want you to be alone in this” he laughs, almost falling over backwards
“I’m serious denki, do you see a frog in my hand” y/n says still giggling, trying to sound as serious as possible
“No” denki cries leaning forwards as his stomach hurts from all his laughter. Y/n’s stops laughing and their face goes completely serious.
“ then why are you holding a jacket” y/n says
The room goes silent as denki stares at his hand and then back at you, his confused look makes you burst out laughing
“You asshole” he says laughing and leaning into you.
“I can’t believe you fell for all that” you laughed, catching your breath
Soon enough the atmosphere calmed itself, denki laid on your thigh, wrapping his hands around your waist as you stroked his blonde healthy hair.
“You don’t have to tell me now but when you are ready, I’ll be ready to listen” y/n said in a calm tone
“Thank you y/n” denki muffled as he snuggled into you, enjoying the comfort that you provided him, you were his safe space and he loved you for it.
The end
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A Little Too Much II Draco Malfoy x Reader, Theodore Nott x Reader II Part 2 of 2
Summary: Draco has to watch how you fall in love with someone else. (18+)
PART 1
Words: 2.5k
Pairings: Draco Malfoy x Reader, Theodore Nott x Reader, post war
Warnings: none except for angst
Theodore Nott falls in love with you on a rainy sunday afternoon in his fourth year of Hogwarts.
He doesn’t see it coming, he doesn’t expect it.
He is on his way to the Great Hall when he sees you running inside the castle - completely drenched, pressing a book to your chest. You leave behind a trail of raindrops and your laughter echoes off the stone walls. He has heard it a thousand times before; in the common room after classes, during quidditch training, muffled through the palm of your hand in the library. He is familiar with the way it swells and makes you gasp for air the longer it goes on, and knows how you tear up. But this time, something’s changed. Your laughter is ringing in his ears a little too loud and his heart suddenly starts beating a little too fast.
He is so captivated by the scene that he doesn’t see how Draco appears behind you and takes your hand. Yet, when lightning strikes behind you, Theo knows that he is lost.
***
Two months later, Theo sits next to you in Defence against the Dark Arts. For the past weeks, you haven’t left his mind. Not once. Theo doesn’t know what’s happening to him, doesn’t quite understand. He’s only fourteen, he’s never been in love, and the way you overtake his mind, body, and soul frightens him.
Now, he’s here, smelling your shampoo and he feels dizzy. He can’t stop looking at you from the side, fascinated by you. He notices the little wrinkle that appears between your brows when you concentrate, the way you play with your quill absentmindedly, how you smile at him from time to time when Moody says something remotely funny. Not that Theo is listening to him.
“Are you going to the Yule Ball?” The question leaves his mind before he can think about it.
You stop writing and look at him. “Of course.”
His heart beats a little faster.
“With Draco.”
A kick to the stomach. That’s what it feels like. Theo can’t breathe for a second and when he regains his composure, he doesn’t know what to say. He hesitates, maybe a little too long - he’s worried you’ll notice. But you don’t. There’s a spark in your eyes and your smile is warm and bright as you continue: “He asked me. I was hoping he would but you know … I thought he’d rather go with Pansy.” You lower your eyes.
Theo stares at you. Draco. His best friend. You. He swallows.
“I mean … why would he want Pansy when he can have you instead.”
***
Draco doesn’t deserve you.
For Theo, this is as clear as the fact that the sun will come up tomorrow morning.
He doesn’t deserve you and he never has. You feel like a sunny day in spring - warm and bright and colorful - and he’s a hailstorm. He fights and is loud and gets in trouble - trouble that you always end up saving him from.
But you still fall in love with him. So hard and fast that Theo can do nothing but stand aside and watch. When you kiss him at the Yule Ball, something inside of Theo cracks. A crack that only grows wider when you start dating officially.
Draco often comes to Theo, talking about you, and Theo wants to scream. Yet, he doesn’t. He listens quietly, he pretends to be happy, he swallows down his guilt. He wants to be happy for his best friend. In a way, he is happy. He simply wishes that it wouldn’t be you Draco talks about. He’s still convinced that Draco doesn’t deserve you but he makes you feel so good. Theo sees how your eyes light up when Draco comes, how you hang onto his every word. And he also sees how something changes within Draco. You make him better even though you shouldn’t be burdened with such a task.
In the end, who is Theo to judge? Who is he to end your happiness, to hurt you?
So, Theo stands aside and watches.
Watches you go on dates in Hogsmeade and drink butterbeer together. Smiles when Draco tells him, he confessed his love for you in fifth year. Looks away when the two of you drunkenly make out in the Slytherin common room after a party. Bites his tongue as Draco breaks in the sixth year and you hold him, desperately trying to fix him.
Theo dates other girls during all these years - a pathetic attempt to forget you. It works from time to time, at least for a few months. But then you come down the stairs or laugh at one of his jokes during Quidditch training and it hits him all over again.
There are occasions where he wants to tell you and confess but never pulls through. He can’t do this to you, to Draco. You’re happy together and the question of whether or not Draco deserves you, is yours and only yours to answer.
So, Theo stands aside and watches - and breaks a little more each day.
***
It happens slowly.
Theo doesn’t know when it starts but something inside of you begins to shift after the war when you all return to Hogwarts. He notices how you watch him during meals, how your eyes linger a little too long. You flinch when he accidentally brushes your hands in Potions or lean in a little too close during study sessions.
A small, tiny seed of hope begins to grow in him.
He tries to kill it. Tells himself that he is imagining all of it - until one day, all of you sit in the common room. Pansy keeps talking about one of her embarrassing dates and he makes a comment - he can’t even recall what he says - and you laugh. Loud. Too loud. Theo turns his head, the smirk still plastered on his face, and your eyes lock - and suddenly, he knows and the seed grows into a flower.
A flower that grows a little taller each day. With each smile you send him, each touch that lingers on a little too long. It grows inside of him, its roots wrapping around his heart, and he barely notices how Draco pulls away from him. Not even after the talk in the library does he see how their friendship is slowly coming to an end.
Or maybe he simply doesn’t want to see it.
Because the guilt that washed over him from time to time when you smile at him across the classrooms, threatens to drown him. He rather pretends that everything is fine. Everything will be fine. Everything has to be fine.
So he lets the flower grow and grow and grow until the night of the party, his lips crash against yours, and the flower has turned into a garden.
***
Theo paces up and down his dorm room. His mind is restless, his thoughts keep circling back to the night before. The kiss replays in his head over and over. The way your lips felt against his, the smell of your shampoo, the way you tasted … Theo stops in the middle of the room and touches his lips with his fingers as if that will help bring the memory to life even more.
You had left abruptly, practically ran away from him while he was left in the bathroom, out of breath, confused. He had dreamed of this moment for so long and now that it actually happened it felt like just that … a dream. He stayed in the bathroom for a few more minutes until a group of Ravenclaw boys stumbled in, trying to find a nearest toilet but failing. One of them vomited right in front of Theo.
When Theo stepped outside again, his head still buzzing, he saw Draco a few meters away, looking in the direction he assumed you went. And then he turned his head and the two friends stared at each other. The bitter realization in Draco’s eyes flipped Theo’s stomach. He lost him right in that moment.
Something will change today, Theo is certain of that. He saw it in your eyes this morning and it’s the reason he is hiding out in his room. He skips class, misses lunch and then right before he starts debating whether or not he should attend dinner, there’s a knock on his door.
His heart stops.
The door opens and it’s you.
Theo gets up from his bed at lightning speed. “Hi,” he says.
“Hi,” your voice is low, almost shy. He sees how you pick at your thumb and instantly knows you feel the same way he does: nervous. In fact, his heart - which momentarily stopped - is now beating so hard, he’s scared that it might jump out of his chest any second now.
“You want to come in?” Theo opens the door a little wider.
You have been in his dorm room before. Countless times. But usually, Draco would accompany you. Sit with you on Theo’s bed as you played a round of cards or shared a bottle of stolen liquor.
You hesitate for a second but then nod. “Yes, thank you.”
Theo catches a whiff of your shampoo as you walk past him and as he inhales the familiar scent, he realizes what you must have done. Truly realizes. If you would have talked to Draco and sorted things out, you wouldn’t be standing here, in the middle of his small dorm room, looking so tiny and lost. And you certainly wouldn’t be crying.
The tears begin to fall and Theo is by your side in a millisecond. Instinctively, he puts his arms around you, pulling you into a hug. Like he had done a million times before. But this time, you lean into him a little too much. “Hey, hey, it’s alright,” he says repeatedly as holds you close.
He feels his shirt becoming wet with your hot tears and closes his eyes. His heart breaks for you. He never intended to hurt you, he never wanted to see you cry, you are the last person in this castle who deserves to be in so much pain.
“It’s over, I-I … it’s over,” you mumble against his chest, your body shaken by sobs. “I ended it. I …”
“I’m sorry,” Theo whispers. And he means it. “I’m so sorry.”
“I … he … I don’t know …”
“Shh,” Theo makes. Then he slowly guides you over to his bed. “Come sit down, it’ll be fine.” Empty words but he doesn’t know what else to say.
You cry for what feels like hours. Theo holds you the whole time, he doesn’t say anything and you are grateful for it. After a while, your breathing calms and your sobs fade away until you finally pull away from him. Your eyes are red and puffy. Theo reaches for a tissue from his nightstand.
“What happened?”, he asks when he hands it to you.
A dumb question and the look you send him, proves that. He grinds his teeth with embarrassment. “How did he take it?”, he then offers a different question. One that he means. Draco loves you and he must be shattered right now. Theo can only imagine what is happening in the dorm room down the hallway. Is Blaise with him? Theo should be with him right. His best friend. But instead he’s here with you.
Welcome back, guilt.
You sniffle again as you dry your tears. “What do you think? He’s … devastated. The last time I saw him like that …”, your breathing began to speed up again and you looked up to the ceiling, trying to gather your thoughts. Theo watched you, his face slightly distorted. “I had to end it, I …”, you continued. “I couldn’t go on pretending.” Then your eyes find his. “Am I imagining it?”
Theo blinks. “Imagining what?”
“This. Us.”
He stares at you - and although he had guessed it during all those weeks, had hoped and dreamed, you just gave him the final confirmation. A smile tugs at the corners of his lips, a little too bright, a little too happy, a little too much. “No,” he then says, trying to chasten himself. “No, you’re not imagining anything.”
“Fuck.”
He lets out a laugh. A short, breathy, relieved one. You look at him and he can’t read your expression. He can only imagine the whirlwind of emotions and thoughts that must happen inside of you right now.
“I don’t know what to do now,” you whisper.
Theo’s smile leaves as he leans forward to take your hand. “You grieve.” He pauses. “Cry, scream, whatever you need to do to cope with the loss of your relationship. Figure out if breaking up was the right thing to do.”
A part of him hates himself for saying that. Why can’t he just swoop in and kiss you like he did the night before? Because it would be wrong. He knows that. If the two of you have any chance of surviving the aftermath of your relationship, you have to be by yourself for a while.
“That’s not the answer I expected.” You frown.
Theo chuckles. “That’s not the answer I want to give,” he replies truthfully.
“What answer do you want me to give then?”
“I want to tell you that you should just forget all about him and kiss me,” he says softly and looks at your hands in his. “We can’t though. Not like this. I need you to want this. To fully want this with all your heart. Y/N, I’ve been in love with you for so many fucking years and I need you to know that this, me, is what you want.” He doesn’t look you in the eyes when he says this but he feels you flinch at the confession. So you truly never noticed. “This will blow up everything. I’m losing my best friend right now. And you … you lost your first love. You need to …” He swallows. “If some time has passed and you still … you’re still sure of this, then I’m here. I promise you. I will be here.”
When he says that, he finally looks up at you again. Your face is soft, confused, but there’s the faint shadow of a smile on your lips.
“Have you always been so wise?”, you ask him, teasingly.
He shrugs. “Hm, I have my moments.”
The shadow turns into a full smile.
Fuck, Theo thinks, fuck, you’re so beautiful. And he knows, just like he did all these years ago, that he is lost.
“Let’s go, have dinner.”
***
A/N: I hope you liked it! I appreciate any kind of feedback <3
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The Deal Pt 2
Masterlist
Summary: Clark take you to august to finish the deal.
Warnings: Adult Situations +18, Smut, Dub Con, BDSM, Toys
A/N: second part to @wolfieash ask which is here
Taglist: in reblog.
Smut below the cut.
"NO IM NOT GOING ! AND YOU CAN FUCK OFF!" You yelled chasing Clark into the living room arms cross and lips pulled into a snarl.
He rolled his eyes at you, you'd been throwing a fit all day.
"Sweetheart, you made a deal, gave him your word... you cant go back on it" he insisted once more trying to convince you.
"Yes I can it was my word! Not yours, I can do what I want!" You huffed blowing some hair out of your face it was hard trying to be serious when your hair seemed to want to stick in your mouth.
"No poppet I'm not letting you break you word , now get dressed we leave in a hour" he said quickly spinning you around pressing you to the bedroom door.
"Fuck you, I'm not going anywhere!" You grunted pulling away from him.
"Tonight love I promise, now go get ready august is expecting us..." he said grinning almost sweetly at you.
"I don't give a flying fuck! I'm not going" you stomped a foot at him finally making his brow twitch, jaw tightening in irritation.
He stood taller and let his frame seem to devour the space on the hall making you shrink, shivering as you watched your sweet fiancé become a great predator. A loin or bear?
"Sweetheart enough! Now go get dressed...I laid out your outfit" he ground out severely finally having enough. A deal was a deal... and he wanted your ass!
"Out fit? What outfit-OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!?" You cried entering your room seeing the shear fabric
"That? Its a little body stocking~" Clark said leaning on the door frame arms crossed wearing a huge grin.
"IM NOT WEARING A FUCKING BODYSTOCKING!"
"Well I would if I were you because if not there will be images of your naked ass being flown about on the front pages tomorrow~" he quipped with a smirk.
"Yo-you wouldn't dare!" You said voice loosing its bite as he stared at you.
"Wouldn't I? I mean come on love anal's on the line~" he teased and moved up behind you and slapped your bottom hard enough to make you yip and jerk away.
"Now hop to it... You've got 50 minuets~" he called over his shoulder as he exited the room.
In the end Clarks threat of having you mooney metropolis was too much of a threat and you'd showered and slipped into the body stocking...
But you didn't shave! If they were gonna push through with your whole sex for silence deal then they would live with the consequences! No bare pussy for either of them!
Fuck'em.... or don't? Which was preferable
It wasn't that you didn't enjoy it, it was that you did... a little more then you should have! It frightened you the way you'd enjoyed being used and fought over.
"Oh come on why the long face angel?" August hummed as he opened the glass doors on his rooftop home, the penthouse was shiny sleek and as dark as the man himself.
"Fuck off august!" you grumbled walking right passed him as soon as Clark put you down
"Oh such a foul mouth! We will have to teach you some manners~" the agent quipped as you entered the bare but masculine space, everything was harsh lines and fucked up art pieces of splotching blocky shades of black, red and deep violet.
"Yes she's very snippy today... has been all week, pouting" Clark huffed shrugging. Taking the offered crystal glass with amber liquid.
"Ah we have a brat on our hands then?" August chuckled and walked through the home quickly snagging one of your elbows and directed you to the playroom, not wasting any time.
"Yeah, she doesn't want me to fuck her ass" Clark summarized with a shrug.
"Aww Why not sweety? You loved me fucking your ass? You cried and withered moaning so beautifully~" august hummed into your ear as he pressed you over the threshold into a large windowless room, strip lighting igniting the room in a light red. The devils den so to speak.
"Sh-shut up you prick" you snarled.
Augusts reply was a tsk and he pressed you over to a padded sawhorse and looked to Clark nodding to the ankle and wrist cuffs.
Clark breezed past him quickly securing you down making you curse him, but by this point it was a formality as you had already soaked yourself through.
"Oh would you look at that? Our little brat is eager~" august said with a chuckle and a warm hand probed you lightly making you jolt and try to squirm away.
"Yes I know, she likes denying herself, its strange she knows we will win but Continues to fight?" He said coming around your side ghosting his fingers over your ribs making you shudder.
"Well lets not waste time shall we? I have a few things out ready but first lets get this fitted shall we?" August said menacingly walking around you brandishing a very large O ring gag.
"After all if she's going to throw a tantrum I don't trust her not to bite" he uttered moving towards you.
"I've never thought of using one of those before... it wont hurt her will it?"
"Only her pride Clark trust me even she needs a... dressing down every once in a while" august reassured him.
Your eyes grew wide as the agent approached with the large gag that looked both threatening and enticing, things had been kinky with august but you hadn't ever gone this far into bdsm before. You were scared and still fighting but not as hard? You were curious and being dominated by them last week had... changed you. It had been thrilling to be so out of control.
"Should we... give her a signal or something? Incase it gets to much?" Clark quizzed, he was still all for it but wanted to be mindful of you. He didn't want to hurt you.
"Trust me she's going to love it, but in the case of something going wrong" august directed his attention to you befo4e continuing.
"There is a small desk bell one the inside of the left leg on the saw horse... if thing get too much hit it three times fast and we will get you down" he said seriously.
You frowned as his gaze bored into you, for a second you believed you saw actual concern in his eyes.
It unsettled you, August couldn't really have any feelings towards you could he? I mean this was blackmail!
You nodded quickly to him letting him know you understood.
Then just like that August was haughty again and quickly fixed the gag in your mouth, setting your teeth in the small grooves that was semi comfortable.
"Shes ready when you are~" the agent hummed and stood back.
Clark darted behind you and helped himself to you and august disappeared from sight.
You moaned into the room as your fiancé roamed your folds as if exploring them for the first time.
He was rougher then usual prodding and impaling you fast and hard before slowing and drawing your own arousal over your presented ass.
You withered as Clark used you body, pressing you higher and higher making you teeter on then edge then back away letting you calm down only to work you up again.
"I thought we could... try something... a little bonus for all of us tonight~" you heard august but couldn't see him.
"I'm listening" Clark said as he plunged his fingers back into you harder throwing off your concentration making you cry out.
"I have this" you tried seeing what August had but was too preoccupied with the maddening strokes of clark's fingers as he pounded away at your g-spot forcing you to try and rock on him chasing a high he had already cruely denied you twice.
"What even is that thing?" Cark said not paying attention to you as your body twisted and pulled trying to cum like a desperate whore.
"Here ill show you~" august said and Clarks fingers disappeared from you making you cry out and moan, your pussy tried holding him but it was to drenched to actually grip him.
Then something was pressed into you, large wide and very short.
"Oh-oh fuck?!AH!" You yelped awkwardly around the gag as the toy settled, curved forward and down pressing on your gspot without being held. There was a large flat expanse resting outside of you to, the toy curved in a large C shape.
"Does that go up her?"
"No no, we just pop her little clit in here~ and press the button!" You jerked as august moved you, thick fingers prodding your clit and sat the engorged nub into a small round dip and pressed a button.
You squealed tensing all at once as you felt a suction on your clit and roared.
"Holy shit?" Clark said in awe watching as you keened and tried throwing you weight around on the toy that was held in place by your muscles clenching to it so tightly... It was bittersweet in a way, your own body holding the sweet torturous device on your clit.
"And it gets better, press that one" you hear a small click and arched moaning out as the egg like shape inside of you came to life vibrating against your insides.
Clark watched entranced as you withered this is what he'd been missing out on? Fuck!
August darted around you and strokes you hair watching as Clark stripped behind you unable to wait any longer as you thrashed about trying to rock into the toy.
"Shh shh thats a girl, now deep breath your wonderboy may be a little too enthusiastic if your doing all that squirming~"
You froze feeling Clark poise himself at your well lubed ass then grunted as he thrust forward splitting you open.
Clark hissed and moaned loudly as the vibrating egg not only made you quiver and tense around him already threatening to flood the place but it also rubbed his cock as he rutted you.
"Oh fuck- thats amazing! I cant- I shit babe!?" Clark didn't wait he immediately began pounding in to the tight quivering body before him.
August chuckled once more before releasing his own belt buckle. Not wanting to let your wails and monas go to waste.
They would work wonders on his cock, offering the sweetest of releases as you screamed onto his cock as he lodged it into your throat.
August was never into men, but he could develop a thing for corrupting this huge perfect man.
For now August would let you and Clark think you were in control of the deal. Let this one final night play out.
But the seed was sewn and before long he knew Superman would return wanting to explore more and more of this little sex dungeon. And then he will strike another deal.
Because August wasn't opposed to making a little compromise to get decent pussy. If he had to share with Supes so be it, it looked like he could teach the kid a thing or two and he would gladly, because he had many more toys to tease you both with~
If things went to plan he'd have not one but two desperate little subs. And he couldn't wait!
#henry cavill#clark kent imagine#august walker x reader#clark kent smut#august walker smut#superman smut#superman imagine
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summary: as you and taehyung start to build your life together post graduation, things become more complicated than what you expected it to be. while taehyung struggles with his inner demons, you’ve become the sole supporter, the pillar, juggling different jobs to keep you two afloat. your love for each other has been put to the test as your relationship continues to face hurdles - hurdles that have you questioning whether or not your relationship will make it through.
pairing: reader x fiancé!kth
genre: post grad au, established relationship au | fluff, angst, smut
words: 3.9k
warnings: cussing/mature language, jealousy, lots of insecurities and overthinking, angst, crying, arguments, y/n and tae get really mean with each other honestly, unprotected soft sex in the flashback scene, alcohol consumption, y/n really going above and beyond for her man though
note: taehyung’s one shot for the witchers one series will be coming out.. probably this weekend? i’ll continue taking some breaks in between posting new chapters for bands and restart so i can work on this too!
tags: @enchantaeduniverse @thedarkwinterrose @sapphirejeon @jwlmnbt @bluesharksandfish @ra-mun-e @brightcolorsoffendme @jungcrookthecookbook @sunniejinnie (please message me if you would like to be added to the taglist!)
You looked at the new picture hanging on the hall at Jin's café. It was a picture of you, Taehyung and your friends in your graduation caps and gowns. You smiled to yourself seeing how happy you all were to finally overcome the milestone together, how happy you and Taehyung were to have gotten through it together.
It seemed like a distant memory.
"Hey." Jungkook comes behind you, his blonde hair almost covering his eyes.
"Hmm?" He follows your gaze to the picture.
"What time is your shift over?" He asks, trying to change the subject. You turn to him and sigh, checking the time on your phone.
"Mm, in a bit actually. I have to run home and get ready."
"Oh hey, you're meeting that girl today right? To see if you can sell some of your art and merch in her boutique?" You smiled from ear to ear.
"Yeah! She's such a sweetheart, I'm super excited. I hope it works out."
"I'm sure it will." He pinches your cheek. He doesn't say anything else, being that he can tell other things were on your mind but you weren't ready to talk about it yet.
Racing home to the apartment, you decided to hop into a quick shower and throw on some better clothes. You still couldn't believe Brandi had came up to you at the flea market, almost feeling like she was a blessing in disguise. You smiled at yourself in the mirror, the excitement peeking through as the minutes went by.
"Hey! Goodluck today, little one!" You picked up Jin's call as you walked out of your apartment and down to your car. Taehyung, for whatever reason, was nowhere to be found, and you figured he was just out with Namjoon or one of their other friends. You had left him sound asleep earlier, and you didn't think he had any plans today. But, you would just have to see him later and tell him all about the meeting. You were actually excited to, especially after last night.
➤ FLASHBACK
Taehyung gripped onto the headboard as he rolled his hips into you, your clit rubbing against him as his body lowered onto yours. He kept his eyes on you, his lips barely grazing yours as he softly hissed and let out small moans.
“Hmmmfuck.” You softly mewled. For once, the love making felt like old times - the passion. The fire. The feelings. It felt like Taehyung was making love to you like the world was going to end. And the thought of it, the feeling of his body against yours, the warmth - it made you feel complete, and like you never wanted to leave this moment.
"I love you so much, baby." He whispers as he continues to pick up his pace, rolling his hips and working in tandem with yours.
"I love you, too." You softly say as your fingers lock into his hair, his lips pressed gently against your neck as he laid soft kisses along a straight path and nipped at your skin. You arch your back slightly, the pleasure starting to bubble up within your core as you hear Taehyung moan against your neck.
"God, baby I'm gonna cum." He continues to moan. "Cum with me."
"Close." You moan softly, tugging on his hair as he picks up his pace and begins to thrust a little more aggressively. "I-I'm--"
"Uh huh." He nods. "That's it, love."
"I'm gonna cum." Your hands are now gripping his shoulders, nails digging deep and leaving red marks against his honey-dipped skin. It takes a few more rolls before you feel your body trembling under his grip, muffled moans trying to escape as you let the orgasm ripple through you. As you come down from your high, you feel Taehyung fill you up warmly, his body still ontop of yours as he tries to regulate his breathing. He presses his lips against your jaw, to your forehead, to your nose, then back down to your lips before he removes his softening member from within you and plops next to you on the bed. He instantly swoops you into his arms, your head laying on his chest as you ran your finger in circles around his collarbone.
"Baby." He says softly. "You mean everything to me. You know that right? I got you through anything, no matter what." You simply nod before he places another kiss against your head.
➤ END FLASHBACK
"Thank you. I'll tell you all about it later, okay?"
"Sounds good. I know this'll work out. I'm proud of you, you know that right?" Your smile lightly fades. Yeah, it was a big deal, but you still hadn't told anyone a lot of your other plans had been put on pause.
"I know." You softly chuckle. "K, I need to get going. I'll call you later."
"Love you, drive safely." He says before you return the love and hang up. You hopped into your car and began to drive off to the destination downtown. However, as you neared the boutique, another call came through to your car, but from an unknown number.
"Hello?"
"Hi, is this Miss Y/L/N?"
"Yeah, this is she."
"Hey there. Could you come down to Jack's? We have your fiancé here. He's intoxicated and he's been giving the staff a hard time." You sigh and look at your watch. Jack's was on the opposite end of town. You were never going to make it on time for your meeting. You had promised you'd be there to make this work.
"Where is he?" You say as you quickly park your car and make your way to the restaurant. You see him slouched onto the bar, slurring his words to the police men. The bar stools around him were all turned over, glasses broken and flyers from the wall had been ripped off. You couldn't help but begin to cry because you knew this was all Taehyung's doing, and quite frankly, you had so many emotions - you were scared, upset, empty, exhausted. You didn't know what else to do, but you loved him.
And yet here you were again, pushing your goals aside to help the love of your life.
"Tae, baby. Let's get up, okay?" His eyes are glazed as they turn to you. He smiles, but he struggles to get up, the police man helping support him as you both bring him to your car.
"Baby girl." He mumbles.
"Shh. Just stay here." You shush him as you get him situated in the passenger seat, tears streaming down your face.
"I'm sorry sweetie, but this damage needs to be covered." You took the ticket from the police man, showing the restaurant charging over $200 worth of the damages.
"It's fine, I'll take care of this. I'm so sorry."
"If you need anything, please let us know." The cop couldn't help but sympathize looking at you. At this point your cheeks were hot, tears continued to stream down your face and your hair had become a mess having supported Tae back to the car. You silently climbed in, crying to yourself as you drove back to the apartment, Taehyung slumped and asleep in the passenger seat.
You did your best to support him back to your apartment, the security guard offering help but you turned him down. You had been doing good so far and you thought you had this in the bag. As you had exited the elevator, Taehyung stumbled upon his own two feet, bringing the both of you down.
"Babe, get up please." You cried, using all of your force to get him up. He did try his best to stable himself as you stood, but the five steps to the front door ended up being twenty, with a few more stumbles in between. "Please, we're almost there." You continued to cry.
You finally got Taehyung out of his clothes and into the bed, washing his face with a warm towel before you let him sleep peacefully. You made your way to the living room and just broke down. Your meeting was way past its time, and yet you had passed on another great opportunity because you needed to be there for Taehyung. You felt helpless.
You just didn't know how else to do it.
"Hello? How'd it go?" Jungkook asks on the other line.
"Kook, I don't know if I could do this anymore." You cried into the phone. "I can't do it." You cried silently, heavily.
"Y/N." He sighs worriedly. "What happened? Do you want me to come by?"
"No, I-I just—" You cry as you sink to the floor, your back against the wall. "I've given up so many things for him, and he even apologized last night. Saying he'd do better and all this shit, but he hasn't. I knew this would happen and-and I can't—" You ramble on and on, Jungkook worried as he tries to decipher what you're saying through your crying.
"Slow down, and tell me what just happened."
"I didn't even get to meet her, Kook. I was on my way when I got a call from the cops saying he was drunk and giving the staff a hard time at Jack's. Shit was torn up, the stools were turned over, flyers ripped off the walls." You mumbled through your cries. "I told them I'd take care of it and handle the damages. Why would he do this? Why would he do this to me?" Kook sighs heavily.
"I'm so sorry, Y/N. I'm sure there's a lot of things going on in his head that can help explain this. And I can help you take care of the damages, it's not a big deal."
"No."
"Stop. Let me help you." He pauses. "Can you text Brandi and just let her know it was an emergency or something? I'm sure she'll understand."
"I'm so humiliated though, like I can't even face her after I stood her up."
"Listen to me. It's not like you meant to. Just text her and explain, she seems like a really nice and understanding person. Don't feel embarrassed. Shit happens."
"You don't get it, bunny." You cried harder, silently, hoping you wouldn't be too loud to wake up Tae. "This was the last chance I had. I-I told Jimin I wouldn't be working on the shop right now. I gave all this shit up for him and I really just can't do this anymore. I've set myself aside to be there for him, only for him to fuck me over in the end. He doesn't realize how much he's been hurting me." You're feeling so many emotions at once that you don't even know if you're making sense. You wanna say so much, but you can't. You wanna get back up on your feet, but you can't.
"It's not gonna be the last chance." He says softly. "You're always welcome to crash with me if you'd like, just to give yourself some space." You sigh, finally able to slow down your crying and regulate your breathing.
"I can't just leave him."
"Y/N. He's gonna have to learn one way or another." Suddenly, you hear some stirring in the room, causing you to frantically wipe your tears and get yourself together.
"I have to go, I'll talk to you later, okay?"
"Okay. Let me know if you need me, I'll be there." You hang up the call and turn your attention to the room when you hear Taehyung give off a small groan. You rush over, seeing him bent over on his knees on the side of the bed, his hands pressed against his face. "You alright?" You ask him softly, already prepping the trash can with a paper bag inserted inside in case he needs to release.
"I don't feel too—" And as you assume correctly, you hold the trash can up to him as he releases, your heart breaking at the sight of him struggling. You were torn - torn between wanting to do everything and wanting to do absolutely nothing at this point. You were spent, you had given him everything and you were left with nothing besides the uncertainty of your relationship and the umpteenth amount of tears you had been shedding.
This wasn't fair to you, and you couldn't let him keep doing this to you.
After he seems to be done being head first into the trash can, you set it aside to clean up later and give his face another good wash up with a warm towel. He seems a bit better and more sober after having vomited, but you get him to go back to sleep while you head into the kitchen to heat up some water and make some tea. You ponder on your thoughts, on your feelings, while waiting for the electric kettle to flip the switch, hinting that the water was done heating. You pour yourself and Tae a cup - green tea for you, while you whipped up some ginger tea with lemon for him. You walk over to the room seeing him asleep, but he slightly opens an eye when he feels your body dip into the edge of the bed.
"Drink this while it's hot." You say as you place the cup on the night stand.
"Thank you, baby." He manages to say raspily. "Stay with me?" You shake your head.
"I need to take care of some stuff outside." And with that, you don't turn to look at him or give him more of your attention before simply walking off. You bite onto your bottom lip as you head back to the kitchen, pulling out your laptop to start organizing the bills and figuring out which ones to pay off first. You almost forgot you had these deadlines to meet.
It's close to 8pm when Taehyung finally gets up and walks out to the kitchen, seeing you still hovering over your laptop. This time though, you had a bowl of ramen ready for him to go, while you had just finished devouring yours. You don't say anything as he comes forward to the kitchen island, but his eyes are locked onto you. You turn to face the sink and start washing your bowl when you feel his arms snake around your hips and his lips pressed against the back of your head. And as much as you wanna sink into his body, you don't.
"Baby, I'm so—"
"Save it." You aggressively throw your spoon down into the sink before turning to face him. "Don't."
"Y/N, please. Just let me explain."
"No, Taehyung. Not anymore. I've heard it way too many times and I'm tired." You say, your eyes starting to water. "I'm so tired. You knew today was the day I had to meet Brandi. Why couldn't you just hold off for a second, Tae? Do I literally have to give up everything for you?"
"Woah, I never said you had to—" You scoff as you cross your arms.
"You didn't have to say it. All this shit you've done, throwing the whole Jimin thing in my face, getting drunk and acting up." You cry. "You don't think I can catch on? I'm not stupid, Taehyung. Don't take me for a fucking dumbass."
"I've been here struggling with my own feelings too okay, Y/N? It's been a fucking shit show for me and I don't think you understand."
"You don't think I understand?!" You yell, appalled at his argument. As much as you didn't wanna play the pointing fingers game, you had no choice but to since Tae didn't seem to get it. He obviously didn't understand you even though he said he did last night, and that's what hits you. "I know you've been struggling and I've been doing my very best to be there every step of the way for you to help support you. I gave up this shit with Jimin and told him to hold off because I knew you were having trouble with it. I fucking went to the school event 10 minutes late and tired out of my goddamn mind, and I just got lucky Dr. Forneo wasn't done with his speech or else I would have been shit out of luck too! And then today, I was on my way to meet Brandi when I got the call that I needed to come get you because you decided trashing Jack's was the perfect way to show how frustrated you've been feeling. Don't tell me I don't fucking understand when I've done it all just to be here for you! I pushed myself aside for you, and quite frankly, I feel like I've just been wasting my life in this relationship." You say harshly, a little taken aback at the words that come out of your mouth, but you have no intentions of bringing it back. He scoffs, tears streaming down his cheeks as he looks at you, expression full of hurt and betrayal.
"If you've been feeling like that, why didn't you tell me sooner so I could have just left you alone? So I wouldn't have wasted all this time for you?"
"I love you so much, and I hate seeing you hurt. I wanted to do everything in my power to help relieve you, help you get rid of this pain you've been feeling, but I've just been hurting myself in the process. You haven't even realized it. I can't do this to myself anymore, Taehyung. I can't." In a quick moment, his expression quickly turns into more hurt and frustration, his brows furrowing as his tears continue to come down.
"Then fucking leave Y/N! Leave, if this shit isn't what you want!" He yells loudly that you're a little startled by his tone.
"You'd just let me go like that?" You ask shakily.
"Go and be like the rest of them, like I give a fuck." He says, sounding exactly like the asshole Taehyung you had dealt with the night of Jin's café party. "You don't know what it's like—" He shakes his head. "To feel so completely useless and unworthy. To have people remind you and throw it in your face constantly how much of a fuck up you really are." He pauses, glaring back at you. "You're just like Hana, you know?" He instantly regrets it the moment it slips, but it's too late for him to take it back. You cry harder at the statement because why in the fuck would he say some dumbass shit like that? You were not her whatsoever. And you'd like to think you've done a hell of a job sticking by him through thick and thin. Not like her.
"Don't ever say that shit to me again. I am not her." You put your foot down. "I know I can't relate but the one thing I do know is that I gave you my everything, and I did nothing but stand by you through thick and thin. As much as I want to do it all, you have to do your part in getting yourself out of this, too. There's only so much I can do for you. Don't tell me you're in this for the long run when you can't even realize that shit. This isn't how you're supposed to treat somebody who loves you, somebody you call your fiancé. This isn't how we get by together. And you know fucking better than that." You spit out, aggressively wiping your tears. "I'm going to stay at Yoongi's until we leave."
"Y/N." He sighs deeply, following you into the room.
"No, don't touch me." You look at him as you break free from his grip. "You said what you said. I'm not doing this shit anymore." You softly cry. "Clearly, we need the space." You began to pile your clothes and necessities into your luggage, removing all attention away from Taehyung.
"Fine." Is all he manages to say before he's grabbing a jacket and heading out of the room. You hear him yell a loud 'fuck!' before glass hits the wall and shatters, followed by the front door slamming shut. You break down onto the ground and cry everything you have left in you. What did this mean for the both of you, you had no idea. After all of this, you still wanted him and you still hoped this would work out. Half of you suddenly didn't want to leave on these terms, but you knew you had to - to give yourself some space and give Taehyung enough space to hopefully learn and snap himself out of it.
But shit, this fucking hurts.
Suddenly you look at your ring and you have no idea what to feel.
By the time you're done packing what you need to pack, you feel so groggy and beat that you can barely make your way to Yoongi's. Your head is pounding and everything around you feels like dull, white noise. Sleep is the only thing on your mind.
"Hey." Yoongi steps aside to let you in. He grabs your luggage from you and sets it aside, following you into his living room space. "You okay?" He asks, knowing damn well you aren't but he figured this is how he could get the conversation started. You simply look at him, silently shake your head and begin to cry into your hands again. You feel Yoongi engulf you in his arms as he sits you down into the couch and brings your body close to his. "I'm so sorry, Y/N. It's gonna be okay. I got you."
"It fucking hurts." You mumble into his chest and he simply nods before slightly pulling away. "He just let me go."
"Let's get you to bed, yeah? You can sleep in mine and I'll stay out here." You nod as you wipe away your tears, Yoongi also doing his best to get rid of the stragglers streaming down your cheeks. He brings your luggage into the room and gives you some space to change and get yourself comfortable. Which, you do, but it takes awhile as your body wants to do absolutely nothing at this point. You shove yourself underneath his covers, a weighted blanket on top providing you with extra warmth. You turn to face the wall, hoping you could fall into a deep sleep soon.
But, you can't, no matter how exhausted you are.
"In here?" You hear Jungkook's voice faintly outside before he gently opens the door. You don't move in your position, even though you've just been blankly staring at the wall. You hear Jungkook gently shut the door before you feel his body weight on the edge of the bed. His fingers are running through your hair, brushing it gently as you continue to stare at the wall. "Y/N."
"Not now, Kook." He sighs.
"I'm worried about you."
"I'll be fine."
"Can I at least do anything for you right now?"
"I just want to sleep." He nods.
"Okay. I'll be hanging out with everyone for a bit outside. Just let me know if you need me." He says, gently caressing your covered arm before heading out of the room. You sighed and closed your eyes once more, hoping you could finally drift off into a deep sleep.
But your thoughts continued to wander to your fiancé and his whereabouts, whether or not he was okay and where he was at. They always wandered to him. It never failed.
And yes, it was the same for Taehyung. It was the same all the time.
He thought about you 24/7, he even thought about you now as he looks down at the notification lighting up on his phone.
The notification that gives him permission to come upstairs to her apartment.
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but when i see you it hurts, when i see you it starts to hurt baby; i can see it in your eyes, I can see the pain in your eyes I'm sorry, tell me baby did it feel right to be with you and at the same time lose myself, my soul is burning out so casually
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Hello Rat! o/ If you’re working on another animatic or doing more art, remember to take your time with things! And to take breaks and drink water. Also I like the Bdubs clips. Thank you for them! I hope you’re doing well and don’t push yourself! -arah fren
I refuse to take traditional breaks but thank you I really appreciate the sentiment.
I must chase the high of creation. I must fulfill every whim I have. I don’t think I just do it. And if I’m not in the mood I just Don’t ™. Is it pushing yourself if you physically can’t think of anything else? Is it pushing yourself if you do literally whatever you feel like doing at any given moment? I wouldn’t say it is, though maybe others would disagree. One day my inspiration will fizzle out. One day all my projects will cease being appealing and I’ll leave them all dormant. That day is not today. I have only so many days before real life begins at the end of summer. I need to use my time wisely. And that means creating what makes me happy.
I don’t seem to get wrist cramps or anything, at worst my ring finger becomes sore but I think that’s from pushing pens too hard into it which I don’t tend to do digitally. I’ve drank more water today than I have in the last week (my throat is. Killing me. Water doesn’t help but my brain is convinced it will). I’ve also had to get up and pee more often because of that so at least I’m not at my desk all day.
I shall leave you with these from the animatic I’m working on (they’re not actually the most updated, scar has. Scars now. But shh)
Also I haven’t actually worked on that today. Just a bdubs drawing and the comic I just posted. I also played rhythm heaven and talked to a counselor for school so. I haven’t been only drawing
Though really. I appreciate the ask and sentiments❤️
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This is how you broke Jeno’s heart
Lee Jeno x reader //ANGST, smut, fluff?
Themes: college! au, strangers to friends???, popular Jeno, normal student reader, sad ending
Word count: 5k
Summary: He was your lover, and now he’s your professor. Lee Jeno is Valentines day, 2017. Lee Jeno is afternoon golden hour drive, windows open as you let the wind gush into your face. Lee Jeno is burgers during movies on theaters. Lee Jeno is the holy grail and you broke his heart.
Warnings: mentions of other idols, pairing of other idols, swearing, car sex, protected sex, rough sex, slight cheating, sad ending
A/N: I did this in one sitting so I understand if this is not loved. but anyway, this is inspired from true events. And fuck, I was actually getting teary eyed while writing this because I recently found out he’s going to be married so yeah. Enjoy reading another sad story about my love life! Oh I picked Jeno because he looked like Jeno :(
SENIOR YEAR
Three terms before graduating college, finally. Today is the first day of senior year and you’re late for your 7:30am class because of your best friend who doesn’t care about punctuality plus the elevator is taking too long and you’re worried because it’s a class you don’t want to miss because it’s hard to pass. Or so you’ve heard.
“Gosh, first day and were late?” you whine as your best friend hands you a medium sized coffee as a sorry for being late and as thank you for waiting for her.
“Since when did we ever went to class on time? And look at us now, graduating in a few months with good ass portfolio’s” she took a sip from her coffee as you both walk towards the classroom, “I wonder who the professor is” she added but the moment you guys arrived the classroom there were no professor, just waiting students freezing under the high temperature air conditioning of the school.
You removed your jacket and prepared your things on the desk, checking through twitter while you wait for the professor to come and boom.
“Good morning class, sorry I was late but no worries. If you come in late next time, I won’t care just to be fair. Please sign this attendance sheet, pass it around as I prepare for class”
You don’t know if he saw you but you’re sure he’s someone you know and you’re hands are shaking not because of the coffee, but because of the man right in front of the whole class. Your best friend nudge you shoulder, clearly you’re thinking about the same thing. “Are you seeing this?” she whispered beside you, pretending to fix her jacket behind her chair.
“Fuck. I thought It’s just someone who has the same features as him”
Lee Jeno.
Lee Jeno is Valentines day, 2017. Lee Jeno is afternoon golden hour drive, windows open as you let the wind gush into your face. Lee Jeno is burgers during movies on theaters. Lee Jeno is the holy grail and you broke his heart.
Flashbacks kept on coming the whole class hour and it was so hard to concentrate and listen to him while he teaches. His eyes looked at you but you don’t know if he recognise the girl who broke his heart. Maybe the school offered him a job? Or this is a part time job? Dropping the subject was your last chance and only idea to avoid him but doing that can make you not graduate on time. Fuck, you whispered to yourself.
After the class, you hurry on putting your things to your bag but not quick enough to avoid Jeno’s presence. Your best friend left you on purpose because she knew Jeno will not let this opportunity pass and as someone who knew about your history, you two need to talk. Standing beside you with his hands inside his pocket, looking at you as you hurry out the room. “No ‘hi’ or ‘hello’” his face is as handsome as ever. There’s not a day goes by that you don’t regret hurting this amazing guy.
“See you on Thursday, Sir Lee” you smiled like an innocent student and left him on the empty classroom.
FRESHMAN YEAR
Your first year in college is about adapting, adjusting with the surroundings, finding yourself or finding a certain classroom for hours and hours because the school campus is still not familiar to you. College is so different to high school especially when it comes to lunch breaks. Your lunch break is two hour long before a 5 hour brain challenging class. Good thing you have your best friend who knows how to kill time in a fun way.
“I bet your life will change in two minutes, when Lee Jeno finally enter through that door”
“Lee who?” obviously you’ve never heard about that handsome senior your best friend is talking about.
“Jeno” unlike you, your best friend knew every popular student from the higher batch. “There he is. He’s fucking handsome, I can’t believe him”
At first you didn’t want to look back, you just want your best friend to enjoy her eye candy of a crush. The way her eyes turned to heart eyes is amusing alone and you’re satisfied with that. But you are curious. So you figured, why the hell not?
Jeno was sitting with his friends the moment you turned your head towards him. He was smiling and laughing at his friends while he sits so handsome holding his phone. You didn’t notice that you were looking hard and that your best friend is the one making fun of you this time. It’s true what she just said, Lee Jeno will change your life.
“So how popular are we talking about?” you turned your head towards your best friend with a big smile.
“Popular. Girls write love letters to him and put it inside his locker and guess what, those girls knew the combination of his lock. That means girls are crazy for him, literally. Not to mention he’s smart and friends with the other cuties in the campus. Oh! He has a car, and the greatest mystery of all time…” she leaned closer to you, “Jeno and his ex, are not in good terms. And after they broke up before their freshman year ended, he never went out with someone again, he stayed single until now”
“Wasting his good looks and handsome body, and for what? For the right one? Tsk. He’s handsome but stupid” but that doesn’t changed the fact that you actually like him.
Your first year in college turned around, up side down because of Lee Jeno. You fell for him. Hard. But even though you have great feelings for the man, you kept it to yourself. Theres no way you will leave love letters in his locker before he graduates, you’re satisfied that you get to see him during your long hour lunch break and watch him smile everyday.
And as life goes on and Freshman year is almost over, that means Jeno will soon graduate and it’s time to let go of your silly crush and find another one in school. You’re not stupid to cry over a guy you’ve never even had a conversation with, but you’re sad enough that you got teary eyed when you found Jeno’s usual seat in the cafeteria being taken by some random student.
It was the start of Sophomore year and you have different schedules with your best friend. That leaves you alone during your two hour long lunch break. No Jeno. No best friend. Just you and the school’s yummy pasta, alone in table in the middle of the cafeteria full of young bloods.
“Is this seat taken? Sorry everywhere else is full”
Your mouth was full of pasta and you can’t talk or lift your head to see who it is so to avoid humiliating yourself, you signalled, ‘it’s okay. Sure take the seat.’ When you finally chewed and swallowed your food, you almost choke yourself with your own spit because it’s Lee Jeno. Eating the same pasta as yours, in front of you.
“I usually sit with my friends during lunch breaks, but they’re all gone now. Graduated already. Hi, I’m Jeno by the way” he offered his hand for you to shake and smiled handsomely.
“Uh, y/n” you gladly accepted the handshake, but you manage to keep your calm and don’t freak him out. The last thing you want to happen is Lee Jeno thinking that you’re weird. “Aren’t you a Senior? I mean, you’re kind of popular, so I know”
“Yeah. But not everyone knows I have failed a few subjects so, that’s our secret” he held a ‘shh’ gesture and continue eating.
Who would’ve thought that him failing his subjects will draw him straight to your life. It’s not right to be happy that he didn’t get to graduate on time, but you’re glad it happened.
During your time eating with each other face to face, you talked about how silly the school is for giving their students hours and hours of lunch breaks only to torture them with a five hour class afterwards. He asked about your stay here in this college and why did you pick fine arts, you did the same. It was a talk that you never imagined having with Jeno and you’re having a great time. Until those two hours are finally done and you both have to go to your respective classes.
If Cinderella had her time with her prince at the ball, you had your time with your prince in the middle of the cafeteria during lunch. Just like Cinderella, you don’t know if this kind of moment will happen again in your life. It’s not as if you can just leave your shoe and let him find you again, you just left with a smile, thanked him for his time and he thanked you for the seat.
You didn’t know, but Jeno was actually sad and having a hard time. He was having a bad day and he misses his friends, cursing this popularity that he never asked. Now everyone in school will judge him for being a late graduate. On top of that, he’s not used to eating alone and he was pretty worried until he saw you with a vacant seat. He didn’t expect to enjoy your company but boy is he glad he met you today. It’s like meeting you brightened up his mood, now he has something to look forward to during lunch breaks.
On the next day, you don’t want to keep waiting and expect the same thing that happened yesterday happen again today. So you distracted yourself with a movie. And while you’re in deep concentration with the movie while you’re eating your cookies, you saw a hand get a piece and you put on an angry face because who dared doing such a rude-
“Oh Jeno…” you were like a statue when he placed his bag on the chair and brought out some books to work on something, his homework maybe?
“Sorry for the cookie, I’ll buy you another pack after we finish this and after I do this stupid homework” he turned to his books while eating the cookie on his hand.
We. The word made you smile and nod at him, not wanting to disturb him while he studies. You figured maybe comparing yourself with Cinderella was wrong because your prince didn’t need a shoe for him to come find you.
After that second interaction with Jeno… A third happened, fourth, fifth, and so on and so forth. He depended on your great company to save him from his own sadness and heavy thoughts because being an irregular student makes him lonely and whenever he remembers not graduating with his friends makes him sad plenty.
You two spend lunch breaks together everyday and talk about everything and anything under the sun, talking about each other’s interests, laughing loudly at each other’s jokes like you’ve been friends for years and years already. In other words, you and your college crush became good friends. Maybe if you’re not destined to be lovers, you two are bound to be good college friends.
“Hey do you want to go for a drive?” the question made your heart beat fast because it’s a drive with Jeno were talking about here. You do have one last class for the day but, no one will die if you miss it just this once.
“Sure” you smiled wildly to his offer and you two made your way to the school’s parking lot.
The drive was something you will never forget because you’re with Jeno. Simple as that. The sun hits his face perfectly while his eyes are fixed on the road and you feel the wind slapping your face because he’s driving a little too fast to make it exciting and fun. He went to a drive thru and bought burgers for the two of you and eat it inside the car in the middle of an empty parking lot somewhere.
To Jeno, that drive was the proof that he’s falling for you hard. But it’s also a proof that he’s scared of loosing you once you knew about his hidden feelings. He shrugged it off and focused to the way you ate your hamburger that makes him smile but when you ask for his hamburger because you’re still hungry, it makes him happy.
That drive sparked something between you two. It’s obvious that he likes you and you’re not stupid to not see it, he’s just not saying it yet because maybe he’s waiting for the perfect time or assurance. No one knows.
As for you feelings, let’s just say you don’t know what you want. You’re still convinced that Jeno is destined to be a great friend and not as someone who’m you can love. But since he’s been your crush, your heart still beats for him.
“Did you know that a lot of girls are crazy about you? And that they can open your locker?”
Jeno let out a loud laugh that echoes inside his car, “I know about the locker, but that locker is not just mine. It’s Haechan’s, Mark’s and Renjun’s and mine. So every time theres a letter we don’t know how to feel about it”
“Oh my, good thing I never sent you one” you laughed to yourself too.
“So you’re one of those girls? You crazy about me too?” heat creeps around your body and suddenly you avoid his eyes, “You are…” he pretends to be shocked.
“Calm down, I used to be like those girls. Okay, you can stop teasing me” you shook your head on disbelief because this is not how you imagined telling Jeno that you used to have a crush on him.
“I think you’re cute and I’m not embarrassed to tell you that so you shouldn’t be embarrassed on admitting that you used to have a crush on me” to Jeno, that’s only half true. Because he doesn’t only think that you’re cute, he thinks you’re also beautiful and he likes you. Very much.
Since the day you two became incredibly close, you realised that you’re not romantically meant to be together. But you can see him fall for you each day that passes and you hate the timing of your lives even more each day for doing this to you and Jeno. It’s like fate was playing with your feelings.
As days go by, you notice Jeno is acting a little weird towards you. Little did you know, after that drive he confirmed to himself that he likes you and not just as friend. And because of that, he’s taking baby steps on turning your friendship into something more romantic.
Come Valentines day, you didn’t expect something special to happen this day because you’re single and no one in school is interested in you. But you’re wrong. Lee Jeno has something up his sleeve and he caught off guard. For the first time in your life someone gave you a Valentine card, a box of expensive chocolates, and a red rose. All that Valentines shit couples give out during this day.
And it made you crazy happy that Jeno actually thought he has a chance with you.
“Wow. From Lee Jeno” you read his Valentine card and blush like crazy in front of him at the school cafeteria. It did made you happy, for some time. For a moment you forgot that Jeno is a god, who gave you Valentine goodies in front of a lot of students who knew him. And that’s how people in school knew about you and Jeno. Rumours spread like wild fire, you started getting hate message all over social media from those crazy girls. Everyone thought you’re just that Sophomore friend of Jeno and they didn’t expect that Jeno will like you.
‘Find someone prettier’
‘Her vs. your ex… definitely your ex’
‘You deserve someone better’
All those hurtful words got the best of you and it made you small. But even though you got hurt, you figured they’re just jealous of you and you won’t let them ruin your friendship with Jeno.
Given the fact that he’s being confident with showing his feelings for you, and to be fair and to be completely nice, you just let him do his thing without hurting his feelings. If he wants to text you good morning messages and send you subtle but sweet phrases, you let him. If he wants to sit beside you during lunch breaks and not on his usual seat across you, so be it. If he insist on waiting for you after class and drive you home, you accept it. These are the things that you imagine him doing to you during freshman year but now that it’s actually happening, you feel weird about it.
Finally he asked you out on a date. Which you turned down because you have school stuff to finish and he completely understands it. And then he asked you out again, and you had to turn him down again. Because you really don’t want to go on a date with him.
“I think I’m doing something wrong?” he drinks his fourth bottle of beer while his friends listens to everything he says. Seeing the Lee Jeno so broken and frustrated like this is new to them. Turns out, you’re the only girl he’s interested with after being single for almost four years.
“Give her time that’s my say, maybe you’re intimidating her at some point and she’s not into popular guys” Mark pats Jeno’s shoulder and clinks his bottle of beer with Jeno’s.
“Any word from her best friend?” Jeno asks, and Mark shook his head none. Your best friend and Mark Lee have been dating for some time now and that officially put both of your names into the hall of fame. And a possible target of the crazy girls who are head over heels for Jeno and Mark.
Jeno didn’t understand why. It’s not that he’s so full of himself that he’s so confident that he can win you with his charms, but theres something different about you that even though it’s obvious that you only love him as a friend, he kept on pushing and pushing. And he wanted to do it until he can finally call you his.
Now that Jeno is busy being an intern outside school, you no longer see each other everyday and talk to each other like how you usually do. That’s how you met Hendery. Unlike you and Jeno who started off being friends, you and Hendery started off being sweethearts. And maybe that’s what went wrong between you and Jeno because you completely remember that you still have feelings for him the moment he ate one of your cookie, then your feelings slowly fade away each day you two meet.
You told Jeno all about Hendery through one of your calls before going to sleep simply because you don’t want him to find out from other people. “He’s a great guy, we went on a date yesterday after school”
“Two weeks with this guy and he can get you on a date? Wow” Jeno is broken, “I’m with you for over six months already and I asked you to go on a date with me twice…. you never said yes” the hurt from his voice is obvious and your heart is breaking because you didn’t mean to hurt him, you just wanted to be honest.
After that call, you and Jeno did not talked to each other. You wanted so bad to talk to him but you’re scared that he’ll get the wrong memo and that he will think that he still stand a chance. So yet let him be and you let him come to you and you focus on Hendery.
A few weeks after, you saw a picture of Yeeun and Jeno on one of his social media accounts having a romantic date somewhere. Complete with wine and candles. You’re jealous and theres no way you can cover it up.
“Is this some kind of joke?” you exclaimed over the phone to your best friend, mad and angry about what you just saw.
“He’s moving on give him a break. Besides I thought you don’t have feelings for him?”
“I don’t I’m just… offended because he’s completely doing this on purpose because of Hendery which is so childish! Oh my g- I can’t… ugh!” you continue to shout and scream over the phone but your best friend is in the middle of having sex with Mark so you can’t talk to her well.
Being jealous is a proof that you have feelings for him still. And you can’t give in to that because going back to Jeno will hurt Hendery, so you have to be smart and weigh things over. If Jeno ask you out on a date for the last time before being official with Hendery, you will give him a chance. But if not, that will be the end of it.
As days go by, Hendery has been going full out on showing how much he likes you and you come to the realization that you actually love Hendery already. Jeno on the other hand, haven’t talked to you since then, no hi or hello. And the thought of Jeno is the only thing that’s stopping you from making it official with Hendery. Of course you feel bad, it feels like you’re cheating on him. And to be completely honest, you’re growing tired of this push and pull with Jeno.
You were eating your favorite pasta alone while you catch up with some readings for your last class for the day when a fine young man sat in front of you. “Did you just saved me a seat?” one glance of his perfect smile made your anger vanished out of thin air.
“Yeah I kept it empty until you come back” you were happy to see him, it feels like those days when everything was still okay between you and him. No drama just you and Jeno and your own little world.
“Want to go for a drive?” he raised his eyebrows twice, luring you to miss another class for a drive with him. And because you miss him so bad, the next thing you know you’re watching a scary movie with burgers on your hands sitting closely with each other. His warmth is enough to make you feel safe and not scared with the movie and when the burgers are all finished, your hands are intertwined unconsciously.
You were both quiet when you got back to his car because of the movie you just watched. Both too scared and weirded out with how the story ended. “At least they died together”
“Yeah” you agreed immediately but you two stayed quiet.
“Did you know that you were holding my hand?”
You snap your head and looked at him, shy to answer what he asked you but theres no escape and you can’t make an excuse. “Yeah, sorry about tha-“
He’s quick to to grab your hand and hold it firmly you feel like your bones are starting to crush. It hurts but there’s no words coming out from your mouth. He made you face him with his free hand and leaned towards your face to kiss you. Just a peck as if he’s testing waters.
Then you kissed him back. And the kiss became heated that he pulled you close to him and invited you to sit on his lap, legs on the driver’s seat, his arms around your waist and yours is looking for something you can grasp because his kisses are intense.
“Why can’t you love me? Huh?” you see the hurt in his eyes when you peek in between kisses and you felt guilty. Tears run down to his face but you don’t know if it’s tears of joy or out of sadness.
“Jeno, please stop crying” you beg, breathing hard and gasping. But he never stopped.
“Say you love me” his hug against your waist tightens more as if he never wanted you leave his car, “say you love me, please” he sobs.
His begging made you do it, “I love you. Please stop crying, you don’t deserve this”
Hearing those words made him relax and loosen up his crushing embrace. His hand creeps to the hem of your shirt, playing with your tummy tickling it because he knows you’re ticklish. That changed the mood, he undid your pants and made some space so you can remove it easily. He did the same thing with his pants and boxer briefs and reached for the console to get a condom which he quickly rolled to his cock before you get back on top of him.
He motions you back close to him and put a little spit on his fingers before playing with your slit, checking if you’re ready to be fucked. “You’re not a virgin right? I don’t have to be careful anymore” he asked with ragged breath, obviously excited for what’s going to happen.
“Be gentle, still. It’s been so long since my last” you positioned your legs in between him, letting his cock tease your cunt and spread your juices more.
“Wheres the fun on being gentle? But don’t worry, I love you too much I wont let you get hurt”
You slowly sink down on him feeling his thick and veiny cock and rolled your hips slightly to help you adjust more and so you can have rough sex, just how wants. “Ah- Jen if I roll my hips longer I will cum” he chuckled and took over, thrusting hard upwards your cunt. One hard thrust at a time, you feel your head bump on top of the car roof your hands push on the windows for support. Then his thrusts became faster putting you two on edge in no time. You were moaning and letting out sharp breaths in between curses so he pulled your face closer to him and kissed you while he fucks you to your orgasm and while he catches his own.
The car smelled like sex and you were both too weak to move after cumming. It started raining hard and you feel awfully comfortable sitting on Jeno’s lap. “Just so you know, I didn’t planned for this to happen”
“I know” with all your strength you made yourself presentable again and went back to your seat and waited for Jeno to drive you home.
The rain was making you feel more sad and guilty, swimming with your thoughts while thinking about Hendery. That’s why you didn’t hear Jeno ask you is you if you were cold he needed to reach for your hand while he was driving under the strong rain and flinch because of his cold hands.
“Sorry, what” you crossed your arms so he can’t reach for your hand again. Your mind is full of Hendery and you and can’t tell him that.
Jeno on the other hand knew something is wrong that you feel guilty or mad because of the sex. But he wants to be selfish just this once to prove to you that he loves you and this is the only way. “Nothing, I asked if you were cold”
Sex never felt so wrong.
When you came home you took a shower and cried for hours, avoiding Jeno’s calls and messages because you feel bad about what happened. You don’t know what to do but you can’t tell Hendery what happened, so you did something to ease the guilt that you’re feeling. You finally made it official with Hendery, your heart broke even more when you heard him so happy through the phone because that only means he loves you too much.
Then there’s you. Having sex with a friend who’m you used to have a big crush with.
You avoided Jeno with all your power until he gets the message that you feel bad about what happened between the two of you. Until the day the that you’re ready to face him again, you will not talk to him.
And that’s how you broke Lee Jeno’s heart.
SENIOR YEAR
What happened between you and Jeno flashbacks like a movie in your head during lunch break and you can’t believe that you can feel his presence around the campus even though you can’t see him.
It’s been seven ugly months when you and Hendery broke up and you have to admit that it still hurt like hell. Cheating motherfucker didn’t deserve you. The regret of choosing Hendery over Jeno haunted you everyday but you didn’t expect that Jeno will literally comeback barging into your life again.
Maybe this time life will give you a shot at the love you deserve. And Jeno is the answer to that. But it’s been years since the last time you talked and that was the night you two had sex in his car. What you did to him was unforgivable and you feel bad, you feel like you used him but you didn’t mean it if that makes sense.
“Mark is here, you sure you don’t need a ride?” your best friend brought you back to reality while you were swimming in thoughts. You didn’t even notice it was raining hard already.
“I’ll be fine. I can just call an Uber, tell Mark to drive safe okay?” she hugged you and went towards Mark’s waiting car outside the school lobby. You were just about to book an Uber when someone tapped you on your shoulder.
“Come on I’ll drive you home. Just like old times”
“You do know that a student-teacher relationship is jail time right? This is not old times Jeno. You’re a teacher, a professor rather. And I’m still obviously a student” you turned your back on him and continued fidgeting on your phone.
“And I’m being a responsible adult, who’s offering help to a student that’s obviously in need because your phone just died on you” he smirked.
“Fine wheres your car” you said, accepting defeat.
“Right this way please” he ushered you to the elevator to go to the basement parking.
While walking to his car, you didn’t expect him to still have the car. The car where you two had sex. And that is the main reason why you didn’t want him to drive you home.
The rain caused a heavy traffic and it made you feel more suffocated inside Jeno’s car. You cross your arms because you were freezing, clinging to your thin sweater for more heat.
“Don’t worry, I won’t touch you. Please relax, you’re breaking my heart”
Your head swing towards him and you gave him a look. A look that’s telling him you’re angry and how dare him to mention your past. It was so hard not to talk back because it can end up as a fight so you kept what you’re feeling to yourself.
“You make me feel like I’m a bad person when all I ever cared about is you and loving you” he added.
“Please Jeno, don’t do this now” you beg, closing your eyes and turning your back against him looking at the cars outside.
“After that night you made me feel like I’m a rapist or something. I’m sorry that it’s not what you want to do that time, I’m sorry that I begged, Im so-“
“I forgive you. And you don’t have to say sorry because I was the one who hurt you Jeno. Not the other way around, so please understand how hard it it for me to sit with you in this car. To make you feel better I regret not choosing you. There! I said it. Now please shut up”
The ride became quiet, awkward and cold so you decided to sleep if off. When you woke up from your nap, you and Jeno are in front of your house already and he’s waiting for you to wake up. His jacket is on your lap cover your freezing legs and he even turned off the air conditioning so you won’t shiver. It was a kind gesture you admit, and he’s still Lee Jeno who cared for you. Your friend. Even though you hurt him so many times and that makes you a heartless person still, you care for him. “Thank you. And I’m sorry about earlier”
“I’m getting married” he finally blurted out.
You didn’t know. You didn’t even know that he was seeing someone “And… I’m happy for you…” what he said got you speechless and you felt your heart broke even more.
“But I recently found out through Mark that you and Hendery are over… And I started to have seconds thoughts Y/n”
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Is it wrong to admit that everything inside this fic happened to me in real life? hahahaha Except to the part where he’s having second thoughts.
So yeah the story goes like that I picked someone new over my crush who’m I became good friends with and that is that. hahahaha I recently found out that he’s getting married to girl, after me. And I couldn’t help but think that WHAT IF I chose him, it could have been my wedding. :((((((((((((( oh and yeah. he looked like Jeno.
#nct-writers#nct smut#nct imagines#nct scenarios#nct dream smut#jeno x reader#lee jeno x reader#nct jeno x reader#jeno smut#nct jeno smut#nct lee jeno smut#nct angst#nct jeno angst#jeno angst
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