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sl-ut · 4 months

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random college!abby hcs

more!college abby

warnings: mentions of sex, drinking, drugs, and nudity, cursing, mild hint homophobia

first things first: jerry is alive and abby is his pride and joy

i'm serious... her mom died when she was a toddler and jerry hasn't had a long-term relationship since, so he's the only parental figure that she has

he took every precaution while raising her to make sure she always had everything she could ever need while also making sure that she didn't end up being an entitled brat

otherwise, she is very close with both of her father's siblings (her aunt is the only maternal relationship she has and definitely relied on her for all of her personal issues as a teenager), has a good relationship with jerry's mother and step-father

her mother was an only child, but her parents always come over for thanksgiving and even christmas sometimes

she was very supportive of her father taking in yara and lev after she moved out. she knew he was suffering from a severe case of empty nest syndrome. she def makes them feel so welcome right away like those strangers became her siblings in a matter of minutes

i'll only say it once ppl: OLD MONEY

jk i'll say it again. the andersons are a long line of surgeons and doctors so obvi they're gonna be well off

like, not "fund a research facility to get my kid into college" rich, they're more "i casually have a summer home, a ski chalet, and a ridiculously nice house to live in year round" rich.

her only real relationship was in high school (trigger warning: it was owen)

our bby had a bad case of comphet as a teenager

like fr she had not even considered the fact that she might be gay until she was two knuckles deep in some sorority girl during a party in her freshman year

after that she sort of just accepted it, she had no concern of her dad bc obviously he would be so accepting and supportive, but a few of her relatives def had an issue with it right off the bat (old money, old values)

she's been friends with manny, nora, owen, and mel since middle school, and the only one whose view of her seemed to change was owen (and mel too ig bc she stopped seeing abby as such a threat)

he drunkenly questioned her about it once, saying something super gross and along the lines of "you didn't seem gay when we were together"

to which she responded by offering him two choices; he could sit down and shut up or she would knock him tf out

he's cooled it since then but everyone knows that he still has a big fat crush on her so he still wants to believe he has a chance (even tho he was literally already talking to mel before they broke up and announced they were together only a few days after)

she's pre-med, majoring in bio and minoring in something totally different like classical lit or history or something

she's gonna end up being an orthopedic surgeon but later on in her career i can see her turning to teaching at a university or something

like doctor!abby turned prof!abby???? omg

is very health conscious

she's a gym rat, this we already know

she also takes her diet very seriously as well, but always has a secret stash of junk for when she really needs it

also careful with her alcohol/drug intake

she drinks on occasion (birthday, christmas, new years, etc, etc) but usually not very much (will almost always be sober enough to be the sober driver if need be)

she refuses to do any drugs during lacrosse season. she's so strict with her diet during the season that she won't ingest anything other than quality, nutritious food. she also needs to submit a drug test a few times per season so she doesn't wanna risk it.

in the off season, she's more willing to have a puff or two at a party or take an edible before a movie night or something (i don't see her doing any drug other than weed)

she lived with manny during her freshman and sophomore years

they had a shitty little apartment a few minutes away from campus

it was the only one that manny could afford on a student budget, and he refused abby's offer to get a nicer apartment and let her pay a larger portion of the rent than he did

they still had fun either way

manny loved having another person he could talk about girls with (he was initially gonna move in with owen but then he got ditched for mel)

every sunday morning they would get takeout for breakfast so manny could recount his night with the girl that had snuck out only a few hours earlier

she was a little hesitant to join in and share her own stories, but she finally got more comfortable in talking to him about it (RESPECTFULLY!!!!!!! she was so scared that she was gonna end up sounding like a literally disgusting pig but she keeps the details to a minimum and only says nice things unless the girl was a major bitch)

she's a lululemon/gymshark girly. her go-to style is definitely any variation of athlesiure. she wears lots of joggers, dry-fit tops, and the cleanest pair of white sneakers you'll ever see

underneath, i'm picturing her as more of a bralette type of girl. obviously she wears a sports bra to the gym, but on a regular basis, she likes wearing bralettes over bras bc she doesn't need that much support so they offer just enough without the discomfort of a bra

i'm settling the debate rn everyone, college!abby wears boxers AND panties

she finds boxers more comfortable on a day to day basis, but she likes wearing cheekies and thongs especially when she's wearing leggings

so dorky

she was definitely a sci-fi/fantasy kid

she grew up on harry potter, lord of the rings, star wars, etc etc

would love a partner who would watch them with her and actually enjoy it

unironically makes gym thirst traps on tiktok

her followers always comment supportive things like: looking good!, major gainssss, muscle mommy come destroy this pu-

still wears the iconic braid, but usually only when she's on the field. she occasionally wears her hair down, but i hc that she still likes to wear her hair pulled back in a cute little braided ponytail or a messy low bun

when she's older SHE CUTS HER HAIR OMG OMG OMG like literally i'm purring rn

like ik you've all seen that edit of her with super short hair omg she's so hot

in her junior year she decided to live on her own

manny moved in with jordan, who had been begging him for a while since the rent was more than he could handle on his own, though manny's rent would actually be cheaper than it was in his apartment with abby

they still do their traditions tho, still having sunday breakfast, still going to the campus pub on fridays for trivia, still going to the gym together on wednesdays...

they're actually besties i love them

when she's on her period, she craves salty foods

is so frustratingly confident in her emotions

will always try to diffuse the situation and pissing the other person off with her calmness

takes really good care of her skin

her favourite drink is diet cranberry gingerale

she's a dog person, but she would definitely enjoy having a cat around too

adopts a rescue dog a few weeks after finishing her residency

uses old spice fiji body wash and deodorant (SHE SMELLS SO FUCKING GOOD) and a musky vanilla body spray

likes to feel and be clean, but isn't too fussed about her body hair so long as it looks tidy. she isn't anti shaving, and will probably make an effort to shave more regularly in the early stages of a relationship until she's more confident and comfortable around the person

NSFW

down-there hair? duh

like i said, she likes to keep things tidy so she'll trim and maybe shave her bikini line if she's feeling it but that's it. she's not fussed with body hair, whether it's her or her partner's

again, she'll make an effort to keep herself looking neat and tidy for the first bit of a relationship but after a few weeks she's not afraid to go full-bush when she doesn't wanna shave

she doesn't love penetration. fingers are one thing, but she has only had not-so-great experiences with sex that involved a penis-like object. she'd wanna be the one wearing the strap for the most part, but she'd be willing to try it again with the right person

slow and passionate sex >>>>>

considers herself to be very vanilla but she's actually kinda kinkyyyyy (she gets so embarrassed and blushy when anyone calls her out for it)

she prefers scissoring to using her strap (but she LOVES her strap)

she doesn't like to choke her partners, but she will reach her hand up and just hold their throat while they're fucking

she's always so sensitive

came in like thirty seconds during her first time with another girl

she's noiiiiisssyyyyyyyy

she usually starts out with just heavy panting breaths, then they turn into deep grunts, then she begins to whine from low in her throat, and finally she begins to gasp out words of praise or curses

she squirts teehee

like i said she's always so sensitive, so if she's any ways worked up when someone's going down on her they better watch out bc they're in the splash zone

her strap is purple and sparkly

abby anderson eats ass

her nipples are super sensitive too

not really nsfw but she really loves casual nudity with her partners, changing in front of each other, hopping in the shower together, using the bathroom with the other person in the room...

she's a boob girl. doesn't matter if they're big, small, saggy, or perky, she just wants to suck them

when she's on top, she likes to pull her partner's leg over her shoulder and will just start like trailing kisses along the length of their calf

she's a literal munch

will use it to her advantage too

tells her partner she'll go down on them if they finish their assignments

#reader insert #x reader #imagines #lesbian #abby anderson #abby anderson imagine #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson x you #abby tlou #college!abby anderson

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yourclumsyguardianangel · 6 months

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the seven + a few others future headcanons

percy:

becomes a high school teacher

teaches high school marine biology (idk how it is in other schools but when we hit sophomore year we got to choose different bio classes ie: marine bio, ag bio, med bio + regular bio)

also teaches the mythology elective and is the swim team coach

annabeth:

we already know this queen is an architect with obvious inspiration from greek architecture

learns how to make blue food for percy and their kids from sally

has traveled all over the world looking at different architecture

learns the basics of many languages so shes able to communicate with the locals

her and leo team up to build a small school near camp half-blood for year rounders so everyone can learn consistently but dw they get summers off

piper:

love her but shes a nepo baby

she doesnt act like it tho

”are you tristan mcleans daughter?” “who?”

loves her dad to bits but does not like being seen out in public by the paparazzi

marries shel, they dont have kids tho, neither of them want to bring any into the world especially with america’s downfall and the government erasing women and poc rights

is basically leos big sister atp

leo:

him and calypso dont last, maybe a year and a half in they split bc calypso wants to explore the world and leo is very emotionally unstable and calypso has a hard time understanding

they end on good terms but dont ever talk unless its with a group of friends

he goes into a trade to become a mechanic and owns his own shop

starts smoking cigarettes/vaping

his friends dont really approve but they understand he cant quit just yet as hes not in a mental space to do so

goes to therapy with a psychologist whos a demigod that specializes in grieving and war trauma

they all go to therapy but hes the last one to do it

he’s still the ‘happy go lucky’ guy hes always been but as he gets closer w the others they start to see the true sadness in him

piper and him grow a lot closer after jason died and have a big sister little brother relationship

hazel:

my girl stays at camp jupiter

takes nicos place at camp

horse trainer

her and frank also dont work out as a romantic relationship, they felt that the age gap was too much after frank turned 18 and hazel was 15 theyre still friends tho

hazel often visits leo in his shop

as much as leo reminds her of sammy, through therapy she has recognized that theyre separate people and to not push all her past feelings for sammy onto leo

not only does she train horses but she also teaches little kids basic math, science, and history to the younger kids

they all call her ms. hazel

she prefers to teach the really young kids (age 4-7)

wears her hair in different braid styles after BOO

frank:

my friggin HOMIE

i relate to frank a lot personality wise

therefore i think hed be a 4/20 fanatic after BOO

hes not stoned during training or during important camp duties

but otherwise you try talkin to him and you dont really notice until you look and see the far off look and red eyes and he just goes “huh?”

other than that hes a great leader

after he gets his cool new look from mars he takes really good care of his body including consistent exercise and eating really healthily (maybe he has a soft spot for fast food when hes hi)

him joining the military does not make sense to me

he lost his mom to war, and he was in one himself, idk about you but i would not wanna join the military after being the main character in a war

he studies to be a veterinarian for exotic animals

when no one is around he shifts into the animal to find out whats wrong

”dr. zhang prefers to work by himself” “why” “idk but hes always right, if it aint broke dont fix it”

jason:

rip home-slice

nico:

my other homie

my guy does not get taller than 5’8

stays at camp during the summer to train the new and old kids

him and will get a house together

teaches history at the camp school

cat dad (5 cats and counting)

will:

takes nicos last name when they marry bc its cooler

him being a doctor doesnt click w me i more picture him being an EMT

EMTs are hotter anyways

does med training with new apollo kids whenever he gets time

if he’s not busy during working hours he drops by nicos classroom w his fav drink from dutch bros (starbucks is MID) and hangs out with him and his students

#percy jackson #pjo #jason grace #hazel levesque #frank zhang #leo valdez #piper mclean #annabeth chase #nico di angelo #will solace #heroes of olympus #solangelo #percabeth

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http-finnick · 1 year

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𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝

finnick odair x onesided love!fem!reader

summary: as you sit in the cold hospital room of finnick odair in 13, you hear him talk about his one true love, and everything clicks.

request: Hi! I’ve been in my feels lately and I was wondering if you could do an x reader where Finnick and reader are best friends and he talks about how he misses Annie in district 13, and y/n is forced to listen as a best friend should even tho she doesn’t want to? It’s up to you whether he notices that she’s uncomfortable and asks about it and she tells him, or he doesn’t notice at all. I love your work!! ✨✨

you bring your knees up on the fitting white chair that matches equally with the white-out room.

your hospital gown flowing to your calves as you listen to Finnick rant about his laughable hatred for one particular nurse in the district.

you giggle that he's already hating people when you've barely settled in 13 -even though refusing to get him juice isn't a reason to hate someone, he's pumped up on pain meds that make him slightly woozy

"I wish they had seafood here." okay maybe not sightly woozy...finnicks high out of his mind.

"Finnick we are so far from any ocean" you giggle as he playfully pouts up at the ceiling before sighing

"Annie would've gotten me seafood"

you froze at her name. you hated freezing, but you seemed to stop everything when she was mentioned. it seems like in the best moments you two have together it circles back to her. like it would've been even better if you were only her.

"I really miss her. Like, horribly. I don't think I've ever missed anyone so much before"

you sniff uncomfortably as you push back pieces of hair that fell out of your tie.

you're jealous. you can't deny that. you're a horrible friend and you're that girl. that girl who's the best friend and you should always worry about. because that girl is terribly in love with him and would either take him down with her or just take herself out.

you never wanted to be that girl. and you aren't gonna drift away from him or tell him about your feelings to make him decide. because he's already decided. and you accepted that.

but you accepting that doesn't mean moments like these are less uncomfortable, they just leave a dull pain in you that you have to swallow down.

"That whole time I was in the arena, I couldn't stop thinking about her. no matter what was happening I was wondering what she was doing, where she was, if she was safe...happy" you saw him rub his lips together as he was getting emotional,

shifting slightly as you bit a little chunk of your lip to gnaw on it, You need to be the best, best friend you could right now. always.

"you love her so much Finnick" you say, cursing yourself as you can hear the strained way you're talking from the way you feel your throat closing with tears

he sniffs and wipes tears that were still swirling in his eyes before staring back blankly at the ceiling

"yeah, I do"

you do the same motion as him and thank goodness for him being so high he didn't notice you getting emotional yourself

when you moved back to your room that night you felt so alone, so dull and stale as you realize you were just never meant to be. no matter how great a friend you were, he loved her.

sitting on your stale bed you confessed to yourself that if Finnick were to run in here and say he's in love with you, you'd kiss him immediately. and that isn't okay. you think back to the paths you had, share your feelings or drift from his life. you thought you could sit in the middle, content and happy with keeping to yourself. but that never works.

you hate yourself for ruining this friendship. so you decided you weren't gonna feel bad for yourself anymore, you were gonna let finnick live. let him love, finally.

that night, you got up from the middle and chose the path that lead you to your own. and you never walked back.

an: ahhh it feels like forever since I've written angst!!! I really like this one because there's not way around it expect realizing and moving on and that hurrrrrtts. thank you so much for requesting! ilysm <333

#finnick odair x reader #finnick odair angst #finnick odair imagine #finnick odair #finnick x y/n #finnick x you #finnick x reader #finnick x annie #finnick odair fanfic #finnick odair oneshot #thg finnick #thg rp #thg x reader #thg headcanons #thg fanfiction #the hunger games imagine #the hunger games fanfiction #the hunger games rp #the hunger games

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serendipititties · 2 months

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my mutuals and why they are superior:

@hyperfixatingdumdum - we're related so im biased but i mean. Shes studying medicine. She paints. She sings. Shes bi. Shes might or might not be cis. She takes meds for ADHD. She has that broken girl swag. She has it all. Shes pretty too and ladies she is hella single.

@luvrli - has the nicest sounding voice ever. She paints too so thats sick. Plus she, @hyperfixatingdumdum and I have that telugu bi girl swag and thats always amazing to have. Probably good in school too. Also was my first ever mutual when i joined tumblr! Love her

@deadaldipshit-jpg - she writes AND draws. Shes aroace and tamil. Coolness needs to observe them and take notes.

@pollywantsacracker - so iconic. Serves cunt like its free. Funny, brave, gorgeous, and awesome. She is so strong. She is the moment. Also pansexual so thats punk as hell.

@imslowlydisintegrating - he possesses a gender so confounding I couldnt do it justice if i tried. Shes so so so sweet. Has incredible taste. Is from louisiana and probably has an accent which is sooooo cool of them. Shes neurodivergent and a writer?? Writes poc characters and tries to do them justice?? Perfection.

@drew-dopamine - aroace trans boy. Need i say more? (Helps that hes funny and really nice too). Love him endlessly.

@beomgyutruther - she and I are studying for the same exam right now sooo. But yeah shes indian and queer and amazing and all that is good in this lonely world.

@katyakazanovas - so pretty. I mean shes a lovely person too probably but i got distracted for a second. And shes a fan of ghost so thats cool. Plus shes texan? And pansexual? Incredible is an understatement. Great taste in music 19/10.

@bassguitarinablackt-shirt - I have to be honest, he's blonde so there really isnt much i can defend here. He makes up for it by being a trans he/they gay boy though! Plus he writes! Awesome. Hes super sweet too.

@bil-daddy - Nuff said. (Really nice tho i did message them and they were super sweet)

@docdust- hilarious and lovable. We havent interacted much but i love this blog.

@70snasagay - i mean theyre hungarian so thats already cool. But theyre bi too? And adorable?? And a good omens girly?? I fear im in love.

@lordcatwich - genderfluid neurodivergent writer. How could you top this? (Super sweet and funny too. 19/10)

@funkyratman - came into my dms offering to fight me for the name wren. Common he/him W in my opinion. We're gonna be highway robbers together now.

also. @cheezbot. Hilarious.

Edit: i found out pollywantacracker (mint-mayonnaise rn) is lesbian now so thats awesome. The lesbians are lucky to have her

#wren et al #mutual appreciation #wren left her barbequeue on

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abigails-gf · 11 months

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hiiii! i hope you’re having an amazing day❤️i love your writings, especially abby fluffs:) i was wondering if you could write smth like reader being sick (maybe a cold) and Abby taking care of her and getting her checked out bc she’s so worried for her gf😭 then she maybe cuddles with her and lots of fluff✨

it’s exam week and i need abby’s comfort so bad😭❤️

(it’s okay if you don’t write tho no need to rush🫶🏻)

abby anderson x fem reader.

a/n: hii! hope you're doing okay! good luck for your exams <3 i'm not used to writing sick characters so this is not the best .. but i hope you like it !! :)) take care<33

“oh fuck, my head hurts.” you exclaimed sitting on the couch next to abby. she kissed your temple and put her computer aside. “i know. i heard you coughing all night.”

“why aren’t you at work?” you asked her. “took my day off. we’re going to the doctors later, you can’t stay like this.” you groaned, letting your head fall on her shoulder. “it’s just a cold, it’ll pass.” you sniffed. she chuckled. “baby, you’ve been sick for two days – we need to get you some meds.” you closed your eyes and nodded against her shoulder. “now, don’t fall asleep on me.” she got up, making you open your eyes. “c’mon. i’m gonna make you some tea and then we’ll get ready.”

you got up and followed her to the kitchen, sitting down at the table. “god, i’m miserable. i’m sorry you have to see me like this.” she picked up some honey and put it in your warm tea. “don’t apologize. i’m here to take care of you, sweet thing.” she said before putting the mug of tea in front of you. “be careful, it’s hot.” you nodded and put your hands around the mug.

“i’m cold.” she sat next to you and kissed your temple. “i know, baby. that’s why we’re going to see a doctor.” you took a sip of your tea and looked at her. “thank you, abs.” you said quietly.

abby was at the pharmacy while you waited in the car, wearing a big coat. she came back and handed you the medicine. “we’ll take that when we get home.” she started the car and drove you both back to your apartment.

once you were home, abby decided that you should have a warm bath to relax your muscles. she made sure you didn’t hurt yourself while going into the bath and left the door open. “call me if you need anything, i’ll be in the kitchen.”

you got out of the bathroom finding abby setting up the table for lunch. she had made your favorite meal. “abby... you shouldn’t have. you could’ve done something easier.” she turned to you, holding two forks. “my baby’s not feeling alright, so i’m making her feel better.” she kissed your forehead.

when you were almost done with your plate, abby took the bottle of syrup and a teaspoon. “open your mouth for me, babe.” you opened your mouth, swallowing the liquid – it tasted horrendous. “bleh.” abby giggled at the face you made. “you only have to take it one time a day – or two if you keep coughing.” she reassured you.

after lunch, you both went back to bed. “you probably didn’t get any sleep last night, i’m sorry about that. and i’m sorry you had to miss work.” she caressed your cheek, smiling softly. “sweet girl, i told you not to apologize. i get to spend the day with you. and you know i love taking care of you, don’t you?” you closed your eyes as she continued to rub your cheek. “thank you for taking care of me, abby.”

she kissed you on the forehead, her hand leaving your cheek to find its place on your back, pulling you closer to her. “it’s time to rest, now, my love. wake me up if you need anything, ok? i love you.” she whispered as you drifted off to sleep.

#abby anderson #abby tlou #abby x fem!reader #abby anderson x female reader #abby anderson x reader #abby anderson x y/n #abby x reader #abby anderson x you #the last of us #abby anderson tlou2 #tlou2 #tlou x reader #abby anderson blurb #abby the last of us #abby anderson fluff

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sherlock-is-ace · 2 years

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ok y'all i got to the episode She of The Good Doctor, the episode lots of you warned me it was transphobic, and I have some thoughts...

I appreciate your warning, it is an episode full of missgendering and discussions of difficult decisions made mostly by cis people, about the life of a trans girl. But I really really liked the ep.

For a bit of context. The patient is a 15 year old trans girl, Quinn (played by a trans actress btw), with testicular cancer. There's a discussion of stopping puberty blockers and then discussion of surgically removing both testicles (one of which is medically necessary). Because Quinn is a minor, the medical decisions are made by her parents, who support her and love her very much. Quinn's grandmother, is not so supportive, a lot of "he's confused" and "what if he wants children in the future". She even acuses the parents of abuse. When they're discussing what to do, there's a medical emergency and Quinn need to go into surgery immediately, so there's not a lot of time for making a decision. The parents consent only to the medically necessary surgery, so they take out the cancer affected testicle, leaving the other one intact. Quinn is sad at first, but she had already made up her mind about getting gender reaffirming surgery as soon as she turns 18, and her parents were on board with it (not that it was necessary, but it's nice).

Now, another big part of that episode, is Shaun's "sience says he's a boy" and all the missgendering. Which I'm not defending, I'll never defend transphobia, but I do understand. All the other neurotypical doctors were accepting of the trans patient, so I see how it looks. And as someone pointed out, there's quite the overlap between autistic people and trans people, so it would have been nice to not have all this. But, I also know that Shaun wasn't in a very supportive household, he left home when he was a child and was homeless for a while. His only firend was his even younger brother (so far there hasn't been mention of any friend in med school either). So I get how a guy like that, regardless of his autism, could be very ignorant about trans issues, you know?

Yes, I would have loved to have better writing in this ep, more support from that front. But in the canon of the show, in the world, from the point of view of the characters, it does make sense, and it is in fact very nice. Shaun asks lots of questions, some quite stupid, some quite personal and Quinn answers them, to quote her "I'd rather people ask questions instead of pointing and staring". He ties, he hears her, and he goes out of his way in the end, to really understand what she meant. I also feel like he might relate a bit, it is actually quite lovely.

I was sort of expecting to feel as horribly angry as I felt when watching that one really acephobic episode of House M.D. (you know, both being David Shore's creations), but it was much more enjoyable. Although to be honest with you, I do hold on so tight to Wilson trying to learn about asexuality in that ep, even tho the conclusion of the case was "syptom" and "faking" for both characters presented as ace. I do try to focus on the tiny glimpse of light lol

ok long ass post just to say, althoug there's a lot of missgendering in "She", I felt that it was a really lovely episode. Thank you so so much to the people who warned me about it, that's always welcomed, and this is in no way a diss on anyone who felt really uncomfortable by the ep, you're feelings are valid <3 but I don't think it was as bad as I thought.

#excuse any misspellings of typos i'm not rereading all that lol #angel watches the good doctor #long post #the good doctor #angel talks #personal

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do-i-look-like-a-doctor · 2 years

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Hacketteer Headcanons: They all retain wolfish quirks after being cured of infection

So imagine that everyone got infected then cured at the end. Bang bang Silas is dead, rip, everyone wakes up half naked and very confused

They all may not notice it right away but some part of them remains wolf/inhuman and it varies for each but a few things they all share

One thing shared is their eyes

Their eyes turn back to their normal colors but there’s specks of yellow within them

Luckily, it’s more of a golden hue instead of the poisonous yellow that their werewolf counterparts had

Another thing they all share is the way their teeth seemed to reform

It was a bit painful at first because their mouths went from normal teeth with dull canines to sharper edged all around

It’s not like shark teeth, mind you. It’s more so that their canines got long and most of their back teeth now have a sharper edge

Their jaws hurt for a while because of the sudden change but a few dentist trips and some meds fixed that up

The biggest similarity in all 9 of them is their enhanced strength that sort of comes out in waves

Imagine it like this: Nick managed to rip a door handle off by accident the day after being cured of infection meanwhile Kaitlyn’s strength kicks in a week later and she smashes a wall while hanging a picture

It would take a while for them to get used to the strength as it impacts literally everything

The normal grip they use to grab coffee or shake a hand is suddenly bone-crushing, it’s honestly scary at first but some self-training does the trick

Those are the shared similarities so let’s get into the more unique ones

Dylan is a worry-wart who wants to collect his friends like little trinkets and keep them safe in a box so no one gets hurt

He can’t manage to do that obviously because no one is a trinket and he doesn’t have a big enough box

So he tends to herd them away from danger instead and safe areas are his thing

He also is the most nimble bodied of the group now as his wolfish strength went to his legs and arms

He takes parkour to a new level essentially

Not to mention he is the fastest and he learned that the hard way after messing with Nick's stuff to much

He's a runner he's a trackstar, mess with an Australian's sandles will get you new scars~

His protective mindset does cause him more anxiety tho as his “pack” is very diverse and separated due to housing locations

He may be at the opposite end of town but he will be damned if his legs won't get him to those in distress

Abigail shared the same anxiety except hers is more of a possession thing

She never minded sharing items but now she’s terrified of her things being stolen/lost

Her room becomes a sort of sanctuary and only those close to her can come in

Oh you asked her if you could borrow a pencil? Good luck because she’ll break your fingers

Despite that she became a more nurturing werewolf and while Dylan frets and runs to the rescue of their friends it’s Abigail who takes them off of him and patches them up

Oh Emma got a scrape? She’s there with a bandaid while Dylan runs back out

Very much medic duo

Another thing she kept was the raw energy within a werewolf's body

Her need for new scenery art is fixed simply by casually scaling mountains or climbing giant trees so she can find new things to scribble

Speaking of Emma she got something dangerously fun

You know how the werewolves were like mad agile and healed in two seconds? Yeah she does that now

Ms. Girl doesn’t even hesitate to do anything at all

She could crash her car for fun and break each bone in her body and be running within a minute

She gives everyone a heart attack each time, especially Abi, so she tries to keep the danger low

She also has this tendency to rub herself on things she wants/claims

The wolf in her sees something remotely interesting and she suddenly hugs it

Same for people. Ryan is looming around menacingly? Yeah she’s sneaking up on him for a quick side hug

Her friends are people? No they’re her people

Also her new need to assert herself over specifically Jacob? 11/10 fun to watch

She tries to tower him but he is rather... dense so he doesn't even realize what's going on

Emma suffers severe small-dog syndrome but it's small-werewolf syndrome

She doesn't really know why she feels the urge to jump at Jacob all the time but it's all good natured in the end

Ryan is… weirdly normal

He did spike up a few more inches and has this like growling issue going on but other then that he’s less intense then the others

It’s mostly to do with the fact he’s already aloof and a mystery

He is the anti-social werewolf who hides behind Dylan when they go to Wendy's

The growling though? Why does he keep doing that-

It’s more subconscious and he does it for a million reasons

Filling the silence, humming to music, comforting someone, threatening others to back off, self-soothing, etc

You name it he has a growl for it

He also is the master at “hunting” and his nose is on point and he hates it but also loves it

He can find anything you ask for but he had to learn how to block out bad smells and he’s very sensitive to most things

This does come with a small consequence and that is the temptation to follow animal smell

Instincts are a bitch and his now say to hunt down any animal he somewhat gets a whiff of because food

Like I said tho he learns to block it off for the most part

He especially had to learn how to manage Jacob’s smell because the man became Hulk after transforming

Jacob’s quirk is his super strength and mass amount of overprotectiveness

He can and will throw hands with everyone and anything if it means keeping those around him safe

Him, Dylan and Abi become a sort of protection trio

One fights off the threat, another grabs the person they’re rescuing, and the third fixes any injury

Jacob, while not the wisest, does manage his strength well and he is usually the one called to fix up things

He can deadlift cars like no other

He also shared the growling quirk with Ryan but its normally just happy growls

Another thing he picked up was this strange need for tidiness/possession, kinda like Abi, but with him he is willing to share

Need to borrow a hoodie? Sure, take his yellow one, but he will be sprinting down the street for it the next day

When it comes to running down streets though it’s not Jacob to worry about it’s Nick

Nick became feral after being cured and it has everyone wondering is he is still infected

Not like he transforms still or anything but he became rather… sporadic in a sense

He was always such a gentlemen and he still is but it’s to just his friend group and more specifically Abi

He’s the one who is snapping at strangers, huffing around his house like a cooped up dog, and he will happily tackle his friends no hesitation

He often sights them out and likes to play cat and mouse, much to everyone’s dismay, and he usually wins unless he’s chasing Dylan

With Abi he’s completely different they’re like Yin and Yang

If he tackles Ryan in a store it’s Abi who calms him down and shoos him away

Her presence in general calms down the restlessness that his wolf side suffers from

To be fair the way he acts does have an underlying cause which is anxiety over the fact the group is separated because once again, home location

The anxiety does one full circle for everyone tbh

The only person who’s not that anxious over most is Max because his wolf side seemed to swap places with a golden retriever

Loyal to a fault but he doesn’t snap at people, growl much, or do the wolf things he’s more relaxed

But you can def tell he was once a werewolf because god damn his eyes are the brightest yellow and he has some strong ass arms and core strength and- holy shit his teeth are razors

Remember the scrapyard incident? Werewolf jumps at everything in sight like it’s nothing? Yeah Max can do that

His stamina is the greatest out of everyone he’s not fast like Dylan but he can outrun him purely because he doesn’t get tired

A very… allusive wolf oddly enough he is very good at just disappearing and he can be very scary at certain times

His eyes being the brightest and teeth the sharpest make him look menacing but then he starts talking and it’s like ‘ah friendly golden dogboy’

Laura on the other hand? Literal opposite her and Nick are almost on the same page

She wasn’t a werewolf for long but she managed to retain a lot of the spunk and the wolf in her is extremely tough

What I’m trying to say is she bites

Her hearing is probably the biggest aspect she kept and she can pick up anything from miles away

It bothered her at first because who wants to hear people talking and bees buzzing all the time?

She learned eventually how to tune it out and focus on what’s in front of her but that makes her on edge most of the time

The wolf inside her is untrusting of the environment so to not use her ears has her jittery but Max soothes her a lot

Remember the scene where she is turning and jumps off a roof and lands on her feet like a queen? Yeah she does dramatic entrances like that a lot

Terrifies tf out of everyone except Max who’s like hehe girlfriend :))

She does the tackle play-fight thing that Nick does except she doesn’t need Max to calm her down

She’s the werewolf that scurries away out the window the second she gets scolded unlike Nick who wants to lunge at scolder

And who’s the one that scolds the most? Kaitlyn herself

She is the pack mother-hen which is unfortunate for her tbh

She has this tendency to call up everyone purely because she gets so worried they aren’t taking care of themselves

It’s weird to her how she went from a human who didn’t show much of her soft side to a wolf person that needs to show it or she’ll go crazy

She howls. She doesn’t mean to but she can’t help it

It’s like a self soothing type of deal, much like Ryan with the growls

She does like to rub her scent on things but it’s not a possession habit it’s a safety habit

If an area is safe she will scent it so the others will also know it’s a good place to be

She’s short but… nope she’s still short even with werewolf blood but her muscle? Good luck fighting her

She can finally have a fair chance at beating Jacob in arm-wrestling

Her sense of surrounding sky-rocketed and suddenly the world feels more alive and crisp and every little noise is fun

She’ll be snapping her neck with how fast she turns around to check something out

Curiosity at its finest unless it’s a rodent in those cases she’ll try and attack it because hunting instinct is on point

In game she's a badass and even here she’s a badass but make it ever so slightly nervous for the well-being of her friends

In all the Hacketteers became an anxious, outgoing, fun-loving, loyal to each other, bitey, most likely rabid pack of werewolf like people who love one-another in some way

Sure their eyes are a bit different now, especially Max’s, but who’s to judge?

Nothing wrong with some werewolf blood, afterall

Just don’t get in the way of any of them cause all that they need to do is let out a howl

Suddenly you have all 9 counselors on you before you can say “werewolves are real and they ate my entire ass”

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I wrote this with confidence and I love it

Songs that got me through this: HandClap - Fitz and the Tantrums , If It Means A Lot to You - A Day to Remember, Tangerine - Mosie

This was worth the lack of sleep cuz look at it

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some-creep · 1 year

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Hi I stole this idea and was too lazy to make new pictures teehee

The details of the complex inner workings of my mind below

Callie signs her name with a heart, Marie is too lazy to finish signing her name it just trails off to nothing.

I don't have specific heights in mind just that Marie is taller (Callie is wearing platform shoes in 3 sorry it's a fact). Also in fable the range skills make you tall and the strength skills make you buff so charger/roller get that too. Simple.

They r the same age. Unless it's funny. Aka one of them being like when I was your age then they explain what they did a week/month/whatever ago.

Not girl, hashtag girl. Callie also isn't picky about who she's with.

Marie was very Girl when she was working as an idol but she's free now. Also she only likes Callie because mental illness.

Callie decides who gets to be the big spoon sometimes it's her sometimes she wants to be held, Marie doesn't really have a preference tho.

Callie steals clothes and loses them, she has that vibe. She has So Many and still takes Marie's. Marie doesn't necessarily want to lend them but Callie will just take them anyway.

Marie isn't a pet name kinda squid... She'll use Cal but that's just a nickname. Callie loves pet names because they embarrass Marie.

Yeah yeah introverted extroverted we know this one.

Callie loves to say I love you and all of that. Marie isn't very good at expressing her emotions thru words but she does things to show she cares.

Callie isn't waiting for a confession because she doesn't necessarily know one is coming. Marie however will eventually breakdown and say it and think Callie will hate her and think she's gross but that doesn't happen.

Marie doesn't like bugs but she has to be brave 😔

Callie splantoon cuttlefish canonically cannot drive. At least, she couldn't before. I just assume she hasn't had time to learn since. Marie doesn't like to drive but she will.

Callie can't cook but would be happy eating candy and junk food. Marie can cook, hypothetically, but usually doesn't because. Y'know. The depression

Marie gets nervous about Callie being publicly affectionate because what if someone sees and gets suspicious. Even in a it's ok no one cares world I think she'd still get embarrassed and just not want people talking about it (everyone totally does). Callie loves affection any time any where.

:) Marie will disappear you if you're bad to Callie. She was always protective but after 2 she maybe went a little. Hmm. Callie is afraid of being alone so she ends up being over protective about Marie at times, too, but more. Normally.

Callie loves dates and going out and casual relationships and meeting new people. Marie misses when she had the idol excuse as to why she doesn't date. She feels intensely inferior because Callie HAS been with people with experience, so what if Callie is just humouring her? She isn't as good as the other people. Callie could be with anyone...

Listen. I think Callie has an insanely high sex drive. So much so Marie has given her permission to just "do whatever" even when she's asleep. Callie wants her to return the favor but Marie isn't as into it. Guilt tends to override any arousal, then inferiority, then general depression, then if she ever gets on meds?? Man. :/

Callie is awkward but she doesn't realize it. She says or does weird things and doesn't realize other people think it's awkward. Marie said she could smell that Callie was around. Girl get help <3

Marie is so jealous :( Callie is regular jealous but Marie if left unchecked could be abusive about it. Not letting Callie go out or getting real passive aggressive like "wow why did I even save you if you never want to be home with me? No it's fine go, you don't care about me anyway"

#hotaao #aohota #sorry i was inspired 😔

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fqiryspit · 2 years

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𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 ; 𝐞.𝐣𝐚𝐞𝐠𝐞𝐫

𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠?

summary: y/n went to bed to fall into a new world where she met a boy, Eren. every night she would spend with this imaginary boy, but what happens when one wants to stop dreaming?

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Chapter 4: 𝙧𝙪𝙣𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮

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Eren Yeager x Female Reader. College!AU

【ＥＲＥＮ'Ｓ　ＰＯＶ】

sliding the buttons into my shirt, spraying the cologne onto my collar, the minty musk fills my nose

I'm about to go on a date, And all I can think about is another woman.

Yes, this date is forced.

and Yes,

The other woman on my mind is Y/n...

I was panicking last night, and she held me, told me everything is going to be alright, and changed the setting to a library, reading a book I couldn't tell you anything about because I was too busy staring at the features that lay on Y/n's face.

"Why is she so perfect?" I mumble to myself as I tucked my murky gray button-up into my black dress pants.

Pulling my hair into a bun, a few strands falling out in the process, I try and imagine that I'm going on a date with Y/n.

My heart skips a beat thinking about her in a dress...

day-dreaming about my dream-girl, Reiner walks in

"Woah Woah, Whose the lucky lady?" He taunts,

"Whatever Reiner, a childhood friend" I'm obviously not about to go into the details with my Father to my roommate, so I keep it at that.

"That's cute, I hope you have a good time dude" He gets sidetracked staring at the ground, probably reminiscing about his childhood. I don't know a lot about Reiner, but what I do know is he's probably fucked up

I grab my phone from its sudden ding to see a message from my Father with an address I can only assume is for Mina's home.

"Shit, I gotta go...bye Reiner" I leave the dorm and start driving to the location...

Maybe me and Y/n should go on a dinner date tonight...wait would that be weird?

my thoughts get cut off by Armin's words of wisdom

"maybe hold off with the dreams for now... you need to consider living your life."

He is right...I should at least try to enjoy this date...

I leaned onto my car as the door opened out to see a woman with long black hair that was no longer in those goofy pigtails, and a black tight mini dress that hugged her in the right places.

this was defiantly not the same Mina I grew up with...

"Hey" she smiles at me

"Hey Mina, Ready?"

she nods and I couldn't help but notice her cheeks taking a pink hew

The drive to the restaurant wasn't as awkward as I first thought it would be...

turns out Mina is going to Trost University, the same one I'm moving into in 2 months.

I was actually having...fun

of course, I'd never tell my father this, he loves being right more than anything in the world. I'd never give him that satisfaction

Even when took our seats the conversation didn't die down...

"So, before we all went our separate ways, Mikasa was set on being an ER Doctor...is she still set on that?" she smiles sweetly as she looks back down to the shrimp alfredo she ordered moments prior

"Yes, Its really amazing to hear her talk about her excitement for med-school"

"and Armin...he was planing on?"

"Bussines, Like me. He wants to work for a big hot shot company, you should see how his eyes light up at the thought of it" I smile as I took a bite,

"How about you, Mina?"

"I'm taking over my Father's Bussines as well" I nod,

Maybe Armin was right, I just needed to spend time away from my nagging thoughts that ate me away with thinking about Y/n

when I walked Mina back to her House I left a hand on her waist, making her face swirl with a deep crimson

I do feel bad tho, I like Mina as a friend and nothing more, Sure she was hot but I'd never date her,

Fuck her? Yeah. Date her? No.

I will have to date her because of my father, I just hope she doesn't hate me. who knows, maybe I when start dating her I actually really like her

I can only hope.

【Ｙ／Ｎ'Ｓ　ＰＯＶ】

~ earlier that day~

You walked down to the cafe, your mint green jeans hugging your hips with your black flannel and black graphic tee swung around your arms,

walking into the shop, the warm scent of coffee cake and vanilla filled your lungs

"Who the hell are you" you heard someone say in a playful tone and a valley girl voice, turn to see Connie at the counter

"Who the hell are you?" you repeat in the same voice

"Whatever, what do you want?"

"CONNIE YOU CAN'T TALK TO CUSTOMERS LIKE THAT!" a deep voice scolds from the back

"shut it horsy it's just Y/n!" Connie yells, you giggle

"Y/n's here?" you heard a few crashing sounds as a Jeans finally head pops out from the door

"Y/N!!!" he grins as he walks over to stand next to the baldy

"You two sure make a duo!" You giggle,

"It was a mistake taking a dorm with him," Jean says deadpan

"It was your idea horsy" Connie snaps

"I never said It wasn't, I just said it was a mistake" Jean response

"Wow...so you're breaking up with me?" Connie says in his valley girl voice as he wipes fake tears

"Yeah."

"This is honestly heartbreaking...it would go good with an iced caramel macchiato" They both turn to you

"Coming right up...name?" Connie asked while he takes out a plastic cup

"Hottie"

"Weird name" he mumbles as he writes it down

you finally get your drink for the Name to be purposely, horribly misspelled.

you giggle and chit-chat with them until more people start to come in, you left not wanting to get them in trouble.

walking back to your dorm you hear a girl snicker,

you look at your feet, walking a little faster as thoughts about your appearance race through your head

you hear the snarky giggle once more and your eyes can't help but turn to see the familiar blond staring daggers at you.

you quicken your pace and finally arrive at your dorm to relax.

there wasn't any obnoxious chewing or yelling because Sasha's out of town

you laid on your bed with your icy beverage in your grip, catching up on school.

10:00 pm

sinking into your mattress, the coffee still doing its job by keeping you awake, you got a text

from Christa

Unknown Number: Hey, This is Christa. I have your fantasy book. Meet me at lake bye 10:30 or your dream-boy is long gone.

fantasy book?

oh fuck...

you run over to your drawer, pulling it out to see no sign of your dream journal

cursing under your breath, all you can think about is that,

you're humiliated, if anyone else found out about that you're ruined.

The only way to make sure no one else knows about "dream-boy " is to meet at the lake...with Christa

Chapter 5

˜”*°•.˜”*°• see you soon •°*”˜.•°*”˜

taglist!: @alienvarmint

an: heyyy shawtyyy!! omg *gasp* I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!! ilysm KISS KISS!!

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snarltoothed · 11 months

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yo barbies do have absolutely inhuman proportions and theyve given ken a truckload of cake. just an observation after play acting a barbie affair to a toddler and trying to reiterate the points her mom was trying to make every time she was upset through Ken, who had to be the voice of reason the way Barbie and Barnie kept hitting & yeling at him bc he had a baby with Barnie and their baby can magically fly and is causing a whole lot of problems and infected Dr. Mouse with her magical flying ability but neither of them are good at it and they keep sustaining what should be fatal injuries by jumping off of rooves and i got nowhere in probing about why Baby and Dr. Mouse want to hurt themselves and won’t just rest it off like Dr. Mouse said before she got magic infection and like Dr. Unicorn said before that before he died (permanently i guess she never brought him back lol) because this little girl had more insistence toward playing barbies for “just a little longer” than i have ever had toward ANYTHING…

(like. 2 hours of barbies prior to driving her around and hoping she’d sleep then bringing her to a playground trying to tire her out then the long way home to see if she’d pass out then for like 3 hours but ALAS she wanted to play barbies again within the hour and we continued on and off for 5. hours. i was three feet from the dolls to take my meds and a drink of water and she was like “ken…?” and i was like “one second honey ken is distracted by the movie but i’ll come back over in just a minute i just need to do something real quick” and she was just like “no! no!” and intensely cried for the 30 seconds it took me to swallow 👁👄👁)

((maybe i was also bossy af at her age, suppose maybe i wouldnt remember being tantrum prone toddler lmao… everything i remember i feel like i was pretty meek but i probs cried a lot. idk if i WAILED tho. my mom describes me as “perfect (in terms of childhood behavior) until puberty”. whereas my brother was a monster until about 3 or 4 and she isnt afraid to say so… either way no judgement unto the toddler, i probably started internalizing my feelings way too young for that to be healthy. tangent. my b.))

anyways point being: why are barbie’s legs still so fucking long??? her torso is more normal these days than 20 years ago but ye gods, the woman has still gotta be 7ft tall… and why can’t we out barbie in flats? literally why does she still have deformed ballerina feet? little girls don’t wear heels. little girls shouldn’t wear heels? not like that? because adult fucking women shouldn’t? (thankfully my psuedoneice wants everyone but ken naked ?)

SECOND POINT BEING: MOMFEMS, SINGLE MOMS, MOTHERS IN GENERAL… i have the utmost fucking respect for you. mothers do more for the world than ANY man, EVERY government & law system, fuck, even all the goddamn charities and every single scientific discovery presently known or yet to be found out. and it is NOT EASY WORK!! it is often THANKLESS WORK. it is always UNPAID WORK. mad fucking respect to moms. i could never.

#r #childposting #mom positivity #mother positivity #mother worship #disclaimer that obviously yes there are BAD mothers who neglect and/or abuse their kids and obviously i don’t condone that #this is how you know i love my bestie/basically sister #like it isnt that bad fr because i do love her and her daughter like family #but 7ish total hours of barbies until nearly 2am is not something you’d generally catch me subjecting myself to yknow #my bestie has a broken collar bone so she an her daughter have just kinda been stuck in the apartment w each other #and so she’s been doing this for like a week. plus her kid is starting to get sick of her and was being super mean to her #i knew she needed a break 😭 at least the kid wasnt mad at me #until she started nodding off trying to play barbies lmaoo #her eyes kept closing and she’d start to go limp then she was just forcing her eyes back open and screaming ‘no!’ for several minutes #we kept trying to ask like no WHAT girl we’re all just sitting here #until finally she got sooo mad that she was falling asleep she did her no thing then looked me dead in the eye and went ‘STOP DOING THAT’#my reaction made her cry ☠️ i couldnt keep from laughing a little i was like girl i cant make you fall asleep youre doing that…#she was at the point where ANYTHING wouldve made her cry so i don’t feel that bad it was mostly just so funny #yknow. after she cried and screamed for ~60 seconds and immediately passed out once she laid down #it was less funny before that stopped

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Dunno why I’m back so soon, guess my anxiety has been acting up or something. I’m surprised to see I didn’t get as much harassment posts thank god. Saw one person say bullshit that seems aimed towards me but aside from that one psycho all is good I guess.

I had a panic attack last week and ending up confessing to my older sister about everything that happened. I even told her about my fetish, which had me so scared to do I almost vomited. I was scared she was going to think I’m a freak and disown me as a sister as some people in my past did. She took it better than I thought and said it was a normal and a healthy thing. It is a part of being human. I was so grateful to learn my sister still loves me for being born this way. I am still too scared to tell my parents though as they are old fashioned and would definitely not get it. To help make me feel better she invited me over to her place to try and help me recover as my anxiety has been worse as of late. I had lots of fun! Sadly my parents fucking car got fucked up because some girl at McDonald’s messed up the hot chocolate cup and it spilled all over the controls so I had to take some meds after that scary almost car crash experience. The car seems to have somehow fixed itself the next day though? Still kinda nervous about it though.

I got quests of yore the board game! We found a game shop and she decided to play a game with me, I sort of went in blind as I know nothing about DND. We got it and played and it was fun, I got a companion which was a bear. I was struggling to come up with a name and she said Gary. We proceed to laugh a long time. We are on a quest to make lots of money to pay rent that will allow us to keep a bear. LOL

I’ve been up and down lately really, my social anxiety is way worse and I’m currently questing my sexuality and identity. I am thinking I may be agender and only into boys I’m not sure. I get bullied by lots of girls so even though I am attracted to all kinds of body types and I’m not fused by gender and have crushes on fictional girls I’m absolutely terrified of real life girls now. I was thinking I may be pansexual as well but yeah...women are SCARY dude. It’s very confusing... I wish girls like Abigail from Stardew valley were real...*sigh* in my country we get lots of what we call sheep. So if you’re not into make up and Twilight the girls in my country are immediately like “fuck you!”. Guys and non binaries aren’t like that tho. Not sure why.

And yeah, Barley and Abigail, I have a type LOL

We are trying to look for a new therapist but they’re all booked out. I have been getting lots of trauma related panic attacks but my family is helping me through it. I came here again because of anxiety of course like I said but uh....thanks to everyone who supports me. And please don’t listen to any bullshit rumours you might hear about me. People just don’t know how to fucking chill. You guys have anything better to do than to bitch and moan? Just write and draw things you love, don’t complain about people or make up nasty stories to try and gain more haters to join you. I know you’re watching me. You say I should grow up but who really is the immature one? Yes I had a bad panic attack that time. Yes I should have kept it anonymous. But I’m not evil. I just wish to be myself without seeing nasty posts. I said sorry but did you guys say sorry to me? No you didn’t. You kept going and did a lot of damage. So who is really the immature one? The one who felt bad and tried to explain why I was hurt and how we can make things better or the one who wanted to keep assuming the worst in me? Just enjoy the things you love instead of thriving in things you hate and trying to guilt trip others who like the things you hate. Stop making rumours and harassing others. Just stop. And not just me, anyone in general, I know there’s others who suffered from your wrath. Much like a dear friend of mine in December 2021 who practically saved me life. You know who I’m talking about, you hated on him for being like me. So just calm down, do you and I will do me. If you choose to hate someone over ONE mistake or one tiny trait like personal preferences than that’s just sad. Do what makes you happy, don’t go out of your way to make yourself angry by LOOKING UP the things you dislike. You do you, I will do me. Just learn to chill.

Again thanks to the people here who didn’t harass me. I really do appreciate it. I will just post and disappear again as tumblr does tend to be a DANGEROUS website. Place is practically crawling with cyber bullies. You guys should be careful too, please stay safe and if people try to attack you block them and maybe get off of tumblr. I hear shit about Twitter but I will not lie, there’s actually less cyber bullies there apparently. Deviantart is a totally safe place too. I did have some BS happen there before but the people behind the website don’t allow bullying and band people. So yeah. Thanks and stay safe everyone.

#onward #barley lightfoot #vent #sexuality #agender #gender #sexualities #quests of yore #bullying recovery #anti bullying #tw vent #coming out #self shipping #trauma ment tw #trauma

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bobzora · 2 years

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GUESS WHO BEAT PEE3 TODAY (fes, the journey at least)

(lengthy) final thoughts:

ryoji is kind of. um. "that was my name for a while. i didnt mind it." hes kind of trans. is the thing. also bro 100% drew the shortest stick in this game lmao

obviously ryo/mina isnt quite the same as some of the other insane peesona gay people (2,5. 4 is gay but not rlly insane) bc like. in that form at least we only know him for like...two months?or so? but. u know what. they r t4t and both (kind of) dead. good for them.?

jumpscared by "the arcana is the means by which all is revealed." ive been seeing that shit in like. youtube comments since the day i was born. insane

nyx was like. pathetically easy. to the point where i felt kinda bad about it lol. at least its funny. this is what happens when u have level 99 protag + black viper lucifer (+ messiah for salvation for ailment healing. i could just use me patra gems but its more stylish this way). nobody ever got below half health and most phases (minus last bc of the halved non-almighty damage + gown) were a 1/2/3 hit kill. guys who overlevel because they just love the velvet room so so much (and im prolly not gonna do ng+, especially with portable port on its way (femc!). so trying to experience most that i can)

i did cheese the reaper a while back. used thunder reign strat. was actually harder bc new moon rebalance nerfed the shock rate so its not 100% lol. but took advantage of its ai to get it stuck in a break skill loop (akihiko dekunda sweep) the money was nice, and i spent soooo much time in monad levelling personas. wont be able to do liz fight bc not doing ng+. (slightly related: ive played pee5 so many times and ive never actually tried the twins/lvnza/jose fights. vanilla 1 time, royal 1 time, royal again for a friends playthrough but its not ng+, ng+ for 100% royal but only up to exams...royal for another friend's playthru. lol)

yuka/mitsu is real. to me. theyre even the colors of the lesbian flag

i maxed most social links besides magician (bc hes annoying. surt wouldve been nice tho), mitsuru (got up to like 8 then ran out of time), fuuka (trapped at rank 1. dont like her enough, not enough time. sorry. i played with english voices u know how it is), yuko (accidentally reversed her), justice (i know. who would have thought. started her wayyy too late.), keisuke (hes soooo cute like. i wanna look like that tbh. but fortune isnt useful enough and i ran out of time)

speaking of social links i literally hate how they work in this game so so so so much. i dont want to date all these girls! let me hang out with other girls please... this is the biggest example of romance making all these games so much worse. like. what the hell. (aigis is like. the only good female social link (that i finished) (maybe bc she isnt very much a girl))

another mechanic i hate: NOT BEING ABLE TO PICK INHERITED SKILLS. is every ps2 era megaten game like this? i love love love 'sona/demon fusion but it is so much harder to make stupid crazy builds when u have to reroll over and over again. literally just a timewaster. what could have been...i cant believe my lucifer is still weak to ice. WHO USES PEESONAS WITH WEAKNESSES. IN THIS DAY AND AGE????

the extremely strange continuity with 1&2 is fucked up to like. nickelodean sitcom cinematic universe levels. u know.

im still fixated on 5.i make that very obvious. and i do like 5's overall story better (royal being a very big portion of that). but GOD i love love love the theming of this game.

those strega guys r definitely fucking. i literally do not care about them but thats kind of just a fact.

the concept of artificial personas (that kill you) (that u have to take meds for which eventually kill you) REALLYYYY fucks me up what a BANGER CONCEPT. JESUS! JESUS. gg kirijo group.

chidori...(wretched)

akinari... (very wretched)

i dont think i have a favorite. tbh. like i like mitsuru because i like women and shes hot but character wise shes not actually super my type. i like ken because hes the most fucked up ten year old in the world (justice bias). aigis is crazycrazy theres stuff to be said abt her (characters who give metatron bias). yukari is a mean girl and i like that about her (lovers bias). ryoji doesnt have that much screentime for obv reasons but thematically hes cool (guys who beg u to kill them bias). i like the protag a lot (protag bias). yeah

OBVIOUSLY i knew we were gonna die. and when. and where. and how. but :( head in aigis's lap, brushing away her robo-tears... didnt cry but wow this game.

joshua peefee christ figure moment

kimi no kioku is the best 'sona song. period. nyx (avatar)&nyx (nyx) songs go hard too. but man!!!! kimi no kioku!! LOVE how its kind of a motif in so many other parts of the soundtrack, especially near the end...a unifying melody, an overarching theme.

forever from now ill prolly watch the movies just so i can make an amv. this game needs an amv. and unlike pee5 the animovies should cover most of what id want to say in one!

after the answer, ill finally be able to finish eternalpun. im so sorry ive neglected you guys, my friends...my pee2s....

kimi wo i will never leave you <3

#bobtalk #good game #if i missed a censor and u see this in the tags. sorry. lol #at least its so long nobody will ever read this. except me. because i know

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twinstarlovers · 3 months

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Finally being alone. It’s been a whole year lol. Time to get back to myself lol but I hope you are good. I’ve been thinking about you here & there. I’m glad I got to live all last year for once in my life or be free. I wanna say it was good karma just coming back to me after all these years but I think this year it’s gonna be REAL good karma. Idk if I told you but I met this stranger at Olive Garden, she was a host but the person I was w asked what book she was reading & it was spiritual book & her & I just start talking or whatever & she was like she’s been looking for a spiritual buddy to go to sound baths w & shit & I’m like girl ME TF. She’s 30 LMFAO but you can tell she’s really in touch w her inner child. She’s also a leo lol. I texted her but we haven’t spoken much probably cus she’s busy or idk & idc but it was awakening that I needed to get back into my spirituality. I’ve also attempted to dye my hair purple. Literally nothing happened but I could see a bit & it was fire. Maybe soon but ima just go black in the meantime again cus whatever this color is I don’t like it. It’s like a brownish/red like nah bruh. Im tired of my natural hair lol. Anyways I have nobody & im here for it. My soul was itching to be alone for a while now. Im sober too yay for me. I’ve been drinking again too which is good. Like my body can handle it cus idk if you remember I told you I would get sick so I just stopped drinking altogether but yeah now I can drink so that’s good. I haven’t been smoking cus no. Mostly because I wanna be more stable emotionally & mentally or I wanna get used to be being alone cus high me intensifies my inner world so if I am not used to being alone or at peace I’m gonna be thinking of the past & the past is what I’m tryna let go of rn. I also stopped w tarot cards because I used them too much & I noticed they would go missing (probably cus of that lol) so I was like well it’s not necessary rn & I should be more present & i don’t care about knowing. I’ve also been itching to go to the gym but I need a push or that right moment but it’s been on my mind like crazy. Maybe tmr (February 1st). I’ve been more disciplined w money too! LMFAOOOOOOO one of my biggest issues lol. Spending is a part of who I am lol. Also I’ve already applied for financial aide cus yes tf cus I already made the decision to get my associates in social work. So idk let’s see if it’s even gonna manifest if not then maybe I’ll make my way around it anyways. I know im not meant to overwork & it’ll all turn out in my favor. I wish I was rich & could not work but volunteer to help people just cus. The whole making money for helping people just doesn’t sit right w me 😭 but I mean I guess it doesn’t matter when that’s my intention in the first place so money is a bonus. Pisces midheaven tingz 💁🏻‍♀️✨. Anyways I feel good tho kinda. In terms of feeling like I’m human or healing. Like not on meds, having good mental & emotional health & energy to be present for a job, having energy to go to school & the gym like idk I thought I was beyond damaged tbh that it wasn’t possible for me. I wanna cry LMFAO. This song in the back tho. I’m listening to my old playlist. I wanna get back into music againnn. But yeah I’m glad I’m doing better. Unfortunately it had to take this long but im glad I can be healthy to enjoy the rest of life. It’s like living for the first time. Being a teenager for the first time, being a kid for the first time, & being an adult for the first time as well. It feels super good to have them all in synch cus I thought I lost my teenage years. I mean I did when I was actually a teenager but at the end of the day those are just numbers & im still in touch w my inner teen so dying my hair & everything feels good like I’m living it now. Im so glad I haven’t gotten my tattoos yet like I’m glad everything is happening at the time it is. It’s not rushed. I wanted everything so early but then I see everyone having everything so early that they get so tired of it so quickly or doing things early that they are tired of it & it’s like not for me!

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ecl1pse · 7 months

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well the good news is i got to see my friend at the hospital last night, they gave her her meds + a new one & she was doing way better, even laughing & told my dad & i she wanted to get better so she can get out & continue suing her ex for child support. my dad spoke w her on the phone for a bit & it seem to really lift her spirits. i let her sister know how she was doing & what the nurses & a security guard told me abt visitng hours & a pass close family members can get to visit her at any time since she is on a different floor now but could be let out sooner since apparently this could just be about leaving her on observation for the day & run a few exams.

but the bad news is now im pissed off bc her sister is still not at the hospital even tho the original visiting hours we were given were 10:30-11 & it's 12pm. i let her know about the pass so she could be there earlier, not later. she says she had other stuff to do since before but girl, your sister is in the fucking hospital, i think they can excuse you not being there come the fuck on!!! even my dad said there's a reason she's gotten to this point, her family is not helping at all.

all this time it has been me & our oyher friend shes been staying with scrambling around to help her. mostly my other friend tbh, shes been doing so much of the heavy lifting & even putting money that she doesnt have bc she was let got from her job a month ago. ive been putting my own money when i can too & helping when i can but it's nothing in comparison. my dad is handling her legal issues so she can have her money for her baby. & her mom wouldnt even let her stay with her when she wanted out of the house she was living with her ex. her sister & her family still live there!!! this isn't even the first time shes been suicidal, she was back in high school too & her family issue were always such a major source of her anxiety & depression back then. again, there's reasons why shes in this state now.

it just pissed me off that even when shes in the hospital she's not a priority for them while her friends are out here helping her all we can.

i truly hope she's discharged today so she can go home because she will have to go with them and they will have to take care of her since the friend she was staying with wont be home for 2 weeks & she cant ve alone, which also means she can't stay with me either. i dont even have a bed to let her stay.

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fangtastic-vampyra · 8 months

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TAKE ONE...... RECOVERING FROM COVID/UNPLEASTANTRIES....

i love this shirt, forever, <333

CAT EYEZ sunglasses

AND DONT KNOW WHETHER IM A BOY OR A GIRL, I THINK IM A CROSSDRESSER, IDK, HAHAHAHA.

(z courtesy of reminders of Louis..this retrograde umm.. He is always typing that way, (z instead of s) I am so glad I met him, he's my EX but I keep thinking about him, like we wanted to be each others primary, ) idek, I really thought our relationship was so innocent and cute, but meanwhile, Im trying to find my next meal and he's painting his nails and wont' buy me a drink when we go out.. idek.. but it was cute, and I would have married him..a few men i would have.. idk.. i think though, genuinely, im with or know or am about to find him. a few wanted to put a ring on it, but things just didnt work out, and havent popped out any kids yet... so >_> idek... hoping im not but i feel so weird rn.

even though im like mid sex change umm, no one talks about this, omgg..theres literally NOTHING, is it embarassing to people like fo srs i think its very fun and interesting.

tbh tho..im nonbinary (but i dont often remember when i act like a girl um) but i hate ugh... ugh hate being female soo soo much, it it wasnt the oppression, the overbaring patriarchy, and men literally hitting on females, like...idek... i wish i was a lesbian!!!, but im not, though i find i do want women to like me, but like, as a friend or a maaayyybe a bit more, like to have a good relationship with other women and to encourage having female friends with each other-- instead of worrying about stupid dudes that hurt us.. ugh...

idk, >_> I wasnt uh, lesbian with Livvy, Im a TRANS GUY.

LIKE ON HRT, THREE YEARS, PRETTY MUCH NO GOING BACK NOW, BUT I DONT THINKI WANT TO BE LIKE, A 50 YR OLD DUDE, MAYBE ILL STILL LOOK GOOD THO??,

Louis made my life beauitufl, I am enjoying the Dark side .... Industrial, REAL FUBAR SHIT THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED that he has pictures of, and struggling along.. Louis only got SSI too... Brenden gets child support for Jette and he is about to get hired as a maintenance, he is always running around cleaning.

TRULY-- I like people that liek downers cause Im so nervous. And MYSELF? i LIKE THE NEED FOR SPEED. But..... I dont do speed! Only a few lines. Yaknow. Literally. A few. Years and years and years and years. And I got on meds, and Im becoming a lot more wholesome. TBH. asking mum how shes doing and what she thinks of stuff and sharing recipes with her, like a FAMILY. They started the drugging out shit though, and i dont mind a drink here and there, im mostly a cig smoke these days, and cloves, i took a few puffs of weed and got nervous like and was hungry three hours later and felt bad like it had something wrong with it, idk do not want them to the point that they get violent, but you arent suppose to go over your limit with anything! Mum would come home and bark out orders and tlel me what im doing wrong, like she gave me three compliments in my life..the v2k (fake schizo voices cuz im a targeted individual) ... said.. she abandoned me in a parking lot!! pfft. Brendan said dont pay attn to that crap.

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