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captain fish holy shit im a big fan
#she could stab me and i wouldnt complain#she could absolutely just destroy me and i would be yipeeeing all the way#i was already ill over both ahab and ishmael before this id#but pjmoon decided to give me the third lesbian awakening this season iguess!!#I AM UNWELL#EVSN GAY BABY JAIL CANT HOLD ME IN ANYMORE#JFJHULHLLIHH RAHH I LOVE INSANE WOMEN#limbus company#project moon#ishmael lcb#lcb ishmael
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this man has no fucking right to be THIS beautiful… jinshi my LOVE.
#jinshi my BELOVED… god he makes me so. insane#i say that a lot but he really makes me Clinically Unwell i just love him so so so so so so so much#him & maomao <3 my favs of all time <3 the only people EVER#i NEED to order all the apothecary diaries manga/light novels STAT#ALSO THE FUCKING SOUNDTRACK TO THE ANIME??? THE NEW EPISODE TODAY???#BEST ANIME SERIES EVER I’M NOT EVEN REMOTELY JOKING.#the song that was used when jinshi carried maomao out after she saved his life… i teared up & got LITERAL chills holy FUCK#let me order the books rn actually like ’m not playing around#the apothecary diaries#jinshi#personal
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NOO NO YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND LAIOS’ SUCCUBUS AKA MOST ALLURING FORM IS MARCILLE SMILING
#Dungeon meshi#Laios touden#marcille donato#and it’s the romantic advance that’s unwanted#…. OR IS IT#Anyways this is my TLDR of my huge succubus analysis#Laimar#marios#Marcille is so special to Laios it makes me go insane and feel ill (/pos)#I’m collecting laimar moments to post one day hehe#I’m a hopeless shipper but don’t let that blind u from my point if u don’t like laimar!! Like debate if u disagree#I see too many people fully disregard the succubus scene when it has so much to say!!#OUGHH THE WAY HE DOESN’T EVEN FLINCH AT SEEING HIS MOST ALLURING FORM BC HIS LIKING OF IT IS BASED ON FAMILIARITY#AND THEIR LONGTIME FRIENDSHIP. HE SEES IT ALL THE TIME SO OBVI HE WOULDN’T REACT LIKE A MESS#They make me unwell I can’t stop thinking about this#Btw that second picture is the last page of a chapter where on his deathbed Laios sees his life flashing before his eyes#And the chapter is all about how he met Marcille and when she became part of the party#And that chapter is the one JUST before the succubus mini arc#So like it’s 100% connected and intentional#dungeon meshi manga spoilers
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i have been stewing in the hate crimes md content for almost a month now, why did nobody tell me that house's subconscious (the Amber hallucination) literally told him to tell wilson he loves him. that happened on my screen. i rewatched it 5 times with my volume all the way up bcs it felt like a fever dream. pain and repression show.
#what the fuck#why havent i seen 1500 gif sets of this#the way he shouts ENOUGH to get her to stop talking is also delicious#and like.#after a season of detached and emotionally unavailable wilson...#when he finally tells house he is fine with things getting back to normal between them...#after this makes house happy and hopeful for exactly 2 minutes... she appears and crushes down whatever hope he might have had#but not before hiving us this not before making it abundantly fucking clear that no matter how hard he tries to suppress it ITS ABOUT WILSON#the fucking 'so this is the story you made up abt who you are'. it hit me so hard. he is calling himself out on being repressed#he is also so fucking insane abt wilson i am feeling unwell#hate crimes md#house md#repression md#hilson
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Clara Oswald, or, a ghost story
The Snowmen, Doctor Who // Interstellar (2014) // Snow and Dirty Rain, Richard Siken // Hide, Doctor Who // ‘As Strong As Death’ published in ‘Eight Ghosts: The English Heritage Book of New Ghost Stories,’ Jeanette Winterson // ghost I, Christina Marie Brown // Hide, Doctor Who // Danse Macabre, Steven King // Hide, Doctor Who // Landscapes with Fruit Rot and Millipede, Richard Siken // Death in Heaven, Doctor Who // Ghostland: An American History in Haunted Places, Colin Dickey // Interstellar (2014) // Black Hole, boygenius // Unbidden, Rae Armantrout // “A Ghost Is a Memory.” On Bodies, Belief, and the Places Ghost Stories Live, Genna Rose Nethercott // Faces in the Crowd, Valeria Luiselli // Hell Bent, Doctor Who
#she doesn’t believe in ghosts but she is one! she’s been haunting herself from the beginning!#im insane and unhinged and feeling soooo unwell after spending all day watching doctor who#but it’s my last healthy coping mechanism so you all have to suffer now#clara oswald#she’s a ghost story! she’s haunted! she’s haunting!#doctor who#web weaving#< if you can call it that#twelveclara#twelfth doctor#ghosts#ghost stories
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"the oracle chose you, the gods chose you-" YEAH BUT PERCY CHOOSES YOU ANNABETH, AND THAT'S ALL HE CARES ABOUT
#HELP IM GOING INSANE#IM TRYING TO MAKE AN EDIT OF THE NEW EP AND I#THEY MAKE ME UNWELL#THEYRE ALREADY SO READY TO GIVE IT ALL FOR EACH OTHER#i cant theyre sooooo#its abt him showing her unconditional love for basically the first time#its abt annabeth going against the system she holds to dear for him#ITS ABOUT THEM ALWAYS AND FOREVER#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy series#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo spoilers
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You and I, we’re bound to one another. So much that I don’t feel that I could survive without you. You nurture me. You protect me. You are my home.
Booth & Brennan + being a couple
#bonestv#booth x brennan#tv#*#tvedit#bonesedit#bonesedits#userseeleyboth#userannalise#usermulder#userlolo#tuserheidi#tuserabbie#sincerelygabby#userlarri#otpsource#this set is just my favourite kisses + favourite soft scenes#the kiss in the 9nd gif makes me go INSANE it's just the way she grabs his jacket i'm unwell
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that tidbit in @kchzndrvh‘s post about nana transferring a lot bc of her family and therefore being incredibly lonely is kinda making me a little insane. bc in that situation kids typically either wall themselves off and stop trying to make connections OR present themselves in a way that invites interest and fosters connection (even if their presentation is dishonest or the connections are shallow). and the way that nana clearly went hard on the latter option—making herself appealing by centering others and making herself available to counsel or comfort them, then feeling worthless when she perceives that her help isn't needed (as seen in overture my best friend overture)—makes me SO sad. just. the image of this desperately lonely kid who got it in her head that to be loved she has to be needed, and to be needed she has to be useful. who chose to be useful by being kind and nurturing and offering her love one baked good at a time. kinda tragic kinda heartwarming (as many things about daiba nana are)
#revue starlight#daiba nana#mine#do you understand. DO YOU UNDERSTAND#i love daiba nana so much. the way that she's so kind and so loving and so lonely and so UNWELL#THE WAY. that this adds yet another layer to her Fated Stage(TM). she'd finally found the love and community she was starved of growing up.#of course she'd want to stay. by any means possible#i'm not over it. she chose to keep loving and keep putting herself out there even if the way she went about it eventually became untenable#and also insane and concerning#big banana character of all time#this was supposed to be a dm but if there's something i want to be known for in the revstar circles it's spiralling over daiba nana#so here it is for the world (my cherished revstar followers and mutuals) to see#if you want to buy my silence in the public arena please tell me there's a revstar discord
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when your mom asks you to send her some of your recent art but all of your recent art is these gay ass puppets. Uh
#sending her stuff was like#'oh heres a dragon.... *quick scrolling past all the laughingstock* and heres um... another dragon....'#the silence on my end of the call while i looked for Presentable Stuff was deafening#i was like She Cant Know She Cant Know#she already thinks im fucking insane for my interest in a fake puppet show. like.#cant let her know im obsessed with two of said puppets being Gay and In Love#trying to be sooooo normal in my day-to-day life & around people outside of this webbed site#that way all of the Unwellness is reserved for you guys <3 you're so welcome <3#its so hard though its really an Ordeal smh#everything reminds me of Them...#absolutely unprompted#stg when i do land a job im gonna need to practice masking to hell and back bc that shit crumbleddddd during the past few years#i cant be in the middle of isle 3 having a Category Five Me Moment bc i had a cute laughingstock thought
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series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:
#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨#and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate#so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah.#thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou#i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh#compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol#i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help—#so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig#my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa#i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control…#b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you#tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao#so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol#but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato)#so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though#either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane#i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date…#at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration…#…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig.#oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far…#i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience.#help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m.#anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee
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me: “i have got to be more normal about the vampire. i have got to take a fucking. tolerance break from the vampire”
me: “i know. i’ll start my evil run i tried to do with durge and bailed on. i can be normal about this bc im just going to make everyone their worst selves” (<- deranged statement)
minthara:
me: “fuck”
#TIME TO BE INSANE ABOUT THE OTHER WHITE HAIRED ELF#tav for this is a huge butch paladin half elf oathbreaker#i was like ‘lets lean into the misery of half elves having no true place in the world. lets have a devotion paladin#who discovers in adulthood that her devotion and her long hair and her repeated attempts to be a True Elf#will never actually win her a life of acceptance. and she finds hate for the seldarine’#(KNEW NOTHING ABOUT MINTHARAS STORY)#i functionally designed a character to fall for her like stepping on a rake#im unwell#dot txt#bg3#niko plays bg3
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LOVE AND PEACE ON FUCKING PLANET EARTH
#kelly plays ykz#yakuza 0 spoilers#I'm stopping now its like 7am I prefer to believe they are going to have a dinner and plan a trip to Europe and never come back actually#IM SO OBSESSES WITH THEM IT'S MAKING ME SICK IN THE HEAD#i didn't start this game expecting anything other than brother^tm but you know what. IF#they every single one of majima's old boss can say tell this guy has feelings maybe i can too. yeah. YEAH.#OBSESSED SO BAD with chapter 16 first cutscene... he has absolutely NO hesitation in running up to her.#and the second she goes past him he immediately refuses to let her go.#ITS SO INSANE how he has been so lifeless the last chapter and accepting his fate as a pawn for the next one#to show that fucking face he makes while looking at her. ITS SO WEIRD IN A FANTASTIC WAY my man is having too many feelings he can't#she** can't even see it and it KILLS ME bc he is making the world's puppiest eyes at her IM SO AUAAGAHHAHH SLAMMING MY HEAD ON THE TABLE#I NEED THEM. TO BE. SO NORMAL RN. I NEED THEM TO HAVE SUCH NORMAL DINNER RN.#I'm stopping playing bc i'm not sure that's going to happen so enough tears for today but I JUST. REALLY NEED THEM.#TO HAVE DINNER. HOLDING HANDS. AND THAT'S IS. CAN SOMEONE HEAR ME.#she really is like my top3 favorite characters in this damn game I adore this woman to death.#feeling so majima by his sigh in realief as soon as she stopped walking away when she tripped. the way his damn face changes from pained to#'IDEA!' and imediatelly offers to take her out........................... i'm so unwell at this momento.#I thought if they met again I wouldn't be able to trust majima bc he was so set in being a damn pawn in the previous chapter but man.....#the amount of thoughts behind his eye everytime he looked at her. if they end up playing that as him bring in pain#bc he has to win her over im going to kll a guy. there's no way NO WAY U HEARD ME#thry are literally my everything. there is NO way she is going to survive this game and I'm trying sk damn hard to get#used to that idea but it just sucks i love her so much. and thw worst part i have no idea what's up with majima on the other games#is her dying being his villain storie??? his hero redemption? HELL IF I KNOW. IS SHE EVEN DYING FR??#i truly think they could get away wih shipping her to another country. and it would make sense for majima to insist her to go.#but oh I doubt so hard they are giving me anything but pain with my favorite relationships in this game. i really do.#until then..... lying down in bed.... thoughts abt majima soft expression at her.... abt the weight her voice#carries rn.... abt the way he said 'hey' and she said 'you think I'm emotional because I'm hungry again'..... they. are. so.#the way they dont even give a choice to walk faster when she is accompanying majima.#I have such low standards at this point. if they don't at least hold hands again i will cry.#he doesn't need to guide her around anymore so... u see my vision? him asking for her hand bc he wants to... hello?
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on a less awestruck and overwhelmed-by-how-fucking-cool-art-can-be note sparkle's motifs of suicide and the way she kept depicting herself as the murder victim in the game she played with black swan is certainly uhhhh .. Something
#girly is UNWELL#like the base for the concept is obvious#she led a mundane directionless life and was actively suicidal and turned to Aha in a desperate attempt to find something worth living for#what intrigues me is how they built her character from that base . what exactly unfolded for her to end up like THIS#aha and the masked fools are chaotic but like look at sampo and giovanni and that one npc from that side quest on the xianzhou#with the wildlife enthusiasts who kept trying to releasr random wild animals into the gorge#every masked fool is nutty but sparkle's batshit insane#to the point that sampo looks like the most reasonable calm normal person in the universe#and the fact that even he was like 'yeah i'd rather not get involved with her schemes' really says something#GIRL! WHAT'S UP WITB YOU
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im in love gyys. i a m innlove. WITH MYSELF HAHAHAHADJ
#sorry 😭#i am unwell#but like#i love myself sm tbh#she does so much for me#!!!! <3#shes such a girlboss#girlblogging#female insanity#wonyoungism#it girl#pink pilates princess#self concept#loa blog#manifestation#self care#me ♡
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for something that is essentially two dozen paragraphs of mild worldbuilding from a character we never truly meet. kaycee's mod sure does fuck (me up)
#the cryptid speaks#inscryption#kaycee's mod#i am equally unwell about luke and kaycee in the way that they are both equally doomed since the beginning#but where luke descends into insanity kaycee is just. living her life#she's playtesting a game; she's befriending one of its characters; she's making a mod; she's watching the otters#she's walking to her death. she's hiding the evidence. she's saving leshy. she's dooming luke.#ogh. ough /pos#'leshy will thank me. the world may not.' she's giving it all up for him!! this is damnation; this is death; this is sacrifice!!!!#the OLD_DATA bears the cost of two blood and kaycee is slitting her wrist and luke's in one fell swoop to save the scrybes!!#im not making any sense . gods i love this game
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Did your OC's parents love them unconditionally? If so then has this helped them feel confident as an adult? If not then how has this affected them? What were the conditions their family attached to their relationship? - for the OC you're most feeling
Oooooh, this is a very good choice! I could do this for basically anyone & it would yield an absolute chef's kiss result. I could write a fucking essay on The Royce Twins, & maybe I will one day, but honestly I have been thinking about Aldreda Farwynd lately bc more of her character is falling into place, so here we go!
On paper she is loved unconditionally, like, neither of her parents asked anything of her or were like "hey, I will like you more if you do x, y, z" but she very much assigned conditions to their love. And, given context clues, she wasn't wrong? I guess?
She's her mom's only living child, of course Lady Melusine loves Aldreda unconditionally! But she's a daughter and her inheritance (even after her half brothers died) feels contentious & there's cousins & uncles chomping at the bit to take Lonely Light. Aldreda is all she has as proof of affection (however fleeting) of a Marriage For Duty...but also her own failure in Not Having The Oldest Boy. She just wants the best for Aldreda, she would kill for her, but Aldreda just decided that because she's a girl she has to earn her mom's love by being willing to do the killing instead or by physically fighting the whole world to prove that they both are more than they're perceived as.
Her dad on the other hand...Lord Alfric isn't mad he only has his daughter left. Disappointed maybe? She wasn't what he wanted from any of his wives, but he has her & she looks like him & he likes her...but he's not really warm or close by any means. He'd never meaningfully say anything to imply conditions to his love or a lack of some kind of paternal affection...but the evidence is also kind of there. So she just...becomes all of the sons he lost & maybe then she'll get what her dead brothers recieve (only in death, bc they had unspoken conditions too). Maybe then he'll love her enough to make his brothers back off of her inheritance, & to unprompted, actually say "hey, I love you Aldreda."
She is...she's not not confident, but she's confident like a wrecking ball going through a wall. It's a little forced & very obviously over-the-top. Like, she had to craft it herself because it was only imparted by her mom (& even then it was a little You Have To Be This Way Because Pride). She overcompensates for her perceived inadequacies by Being The Best And Knowing She Is The Best, by having The Moat Loyal Raiders, by being larger than life & everything that House Farwynd is & should be. Because if she's Like That she's worthy of Lonely Light, she's worthy of her dad loving her, she's worthy of every shred of care her mom showed her (even though she didn't/doesn't deserve it). Being a destructive, mythic force who strikes at every opportunity to be The Best and have The Best is what she needs to be worthy, right?????
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