#she automatically assumed i was going to be rude and wouldn't care abt the work and i know she was so shocked when | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

robotpussy · 1 year

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i fucking hate it when people are like "this is why nobody likes black people" when we're just... being ourselves because it doesn't matter what you do as a black person, non-black people are still going to see black people the way that they do no amount of assimilation is going to change their view of black people

#im just thinking back to my last year in sixth form and how i went above and beyond in all my classes and my fil #film and english teachers didnt care especially my English teacher #she automatically assumed i was going to be rude and wouldn't care abt the work and i know she was so shocked when #the student that did disrespect her all the time was a white girl. i was quiet because i tend to be anyway and she didn't like that #she used to antagonise me so i would lash out but i wouldn't because i genuinely don't start beef with teachers and i knew what she #was trying to do. even tho i was quiet and i always did the work she still saw me as the black student that didn't belong in her classroom #i eventually stopped caring because the pandemic guaranteed everyone a passing grade because of the disruption #but she hated seeing my little brown face in her classroom. and the same with my film teacher #he was so scared of black ppl he was so shocked when i had like. a genuine love for film and was at the top of the class #again i eventually stopped caring because there was no point in impressing these white ppl because they will always just see #you as the black person who shouldnt be in their room. and its not like i asked to be in that spacwe #my school just got progressively whiter as the years went by it was terrible

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