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Why should I bother "fixing" how others view me, when it is easier to be the worst version of myself?
#self deprecating#horror#uncanny#blood#implied blood#silhouette#dereality#chip revvington#chainsaw consultant#altered beast#not putting this in any of the main toontown tags because of the grittier imagery#sigh. mr. revvington when he has so many issues.#for the folks wondering though “altered beast” is not the override#it's like. a projection of chip's feelings towards the override#in a way it's kind of basically how he views himself#he refers to the override as a monster and by virtue of that likely views himself as one too#he's got rumors spread and he gets hatemail from his employees. he's probably given up trying to recover his image#being this unfeeling stone wall that isolates himself likely feels like his only logical answer. and not to mention-#toons constantly show up to his office and then there's a giant gap in his memory before he wakes up on the floor in pain. why bother.
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Do you like enemies to lovers because it's hot or do you like enemies to lovers because you think of yourself as unlovable & unworthy of love and therefore like the idea of someone seeing all the worst in you right away and still falling in love with you anyways
#enemys to lovers#tropes#fml#unloveable#unworthy#relatable#self deprecating#bookish#books#literature#reads#aestehtic#dark humor
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Being "meek," "shy," or "quiet" does not come naturally to me. It's not instinct, it's a response. Normally, I'd love to be talkative, outgoing, and assertive, but given any amount of time, I will find a reason not to.
I can do the stock "self-deprecating fool" play quite often, which is to not speak up when a question is asked of a group that I'm a part of. My reasoning will be "no one wants my opinion anyways." When someone doesn't call on me specifically, I can then know "see? No one wanted to hear me." despite the crowd being large, or the time being limited.
I will always caution myself against being too assertive. I figure I'm already pushing the limits of my friends' hospitality by just being here. I've developed heuristics to keep me in check. I want to say everything that's on my mind. In a group of 4 or more people, by the time I have the confidence to speak up, the message I'm commenting on will no longer be the topic.
It may look like I'm not talkative. I am extremely talkative, I just know that people don't want to listen to me. Who would? Just read my posts. These aren't actually easy to stomach, I'd assume. This is the shit I feel the need to talk about. Sometimes I'll be extra enthusiastic about Pokemon or MTG and want to talk for hours about that. Sometimes I'll talk about anything I can, just to make someone want to stay longer. That's usually not how it works, though. They leave quick just the same. They don't text me just the same.
#lavender town#lavender tower#mental health#therapy#college#social anxiety#diary#diary entry#lonely#self deprecating#heuristics
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#dank memes#meme#memes#the office#Michael Scott#Fresh Memes#Mental Health#Mental Illness Meme#Anxiety#Anxiety meme#Relatable#relatable memes#Depression Memes#Comedy#Lol#Self Deprecating
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#discord#help#artists on tumblr#art help#young adult#i’m suffering#rick sanchez#self deprecating#rick and morty#my post#vent#mental health#(but not really. just playin it safe with my tags)#suicide mention
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Fuck your zodiac sign, what antidepressants are u on?
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Is anyone else at that point where isolation has become the safest option? Because people have always left and disappointed you with their ugly colors, and you can't be hated and blamed if you're all alone. That's what you tell yourself at least.
#text post#personal#depression#depressed#vent#self deprecating#self isolation#agoraphobia#agoraphobic#social anxiety#angry#disappointed#hated
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Not me accidentally rigging a tournament because of my stupid lil brain.
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She already knew herself to be a killing machine. To date, through a lethal combination of neglect and fear, she'd murdered her childhood goldfish (RIP, Princess Leia), six houseplants, various romantic relationships, and her career.
Laura Hankin, from Happy & You Know It
#humor#self deprecating#hot mess#self destructive#characterization#quotes#lit#words#excerpts#quote#literature#laura hankin#happy & you know it
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life update i started stimulants this week (finally) (have been waiting for 4 years but wtv) and its brought me back to tumblr again i feel like i was kinda inactive for a few weeks because i got lost in the trenches of kpop stan twt but im Free now. for the most part
#gonna start a new tag for myself bc my old diary tag was a little how do u say#self deprecating#new tag is#diary time#surely i dont forget it#feel free to mute this tag bc i might use it as like a vent for irl stuff bc my new friends have most of my socials#and my bestie who i usually tell everything has been busy recently#and my meds make me sofa king chatty when they kick in#<- CLEARLY...
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Hello guys, gals and non-binary pals. I am so sorry that you have found yourself on these tags. I understand the comfort in darkness but I promise you that things can change for the better.
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[ A PORTRAIT OF THE WRITER AS AN ARTISTIC SELF-IMAGE ]
OG Newgrounds link:
#art#digital art#illustration#artwork#tumor#blob baby#babby#j. e. tremulant#novels#bibliophile#writer#self-portrait#self deprecating#satire
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Rushed Scrawling in a Tattered Notebook
Push it back down boy
It won’t do you any good
Shove it far away boy
It’s useless to feel like that
Give it up boy
It’s stupid to think that way
Stop seeking attention boy
It can’t do what you want it to
Quit acting up boy
It’s not going to give you what you want
And negative attention will never help
No matter how much you tell yourself it will
Kyle Stewart
6/4/21
#sadness#repression#repressed emotions#repressed feelings#repressed depression#depression#self deprecating#self h@rm#self reflection#self loathing#poetry
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Pseudo Live Blogging Maverick
85 minutes in
This is the only movie I can recall where Tom Cruise appears in shots where he is obviously short(er)
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every so often my brain goes through a short phase of "babies? cute babies? can has cutie babies? what if we had children? that'd be so much fun babies are so cute and we could raise a child to be super duper sweet and caring and wouldnt it be nice to live in a nice family house and have children so that when you grow old you can get grandchildren?" and i have to slap those thoughts with a rolled up newspaper like "no! down!! down you nesting omega bitch!!"
#hdhsh uh ask to tag i have no idea what to tag here#bc this is a very out of left field type of post#self deprecating#kinda#violence mention#do i have to tag my omega joke?#rat🐀#oni👹
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My moods go so up and down good lord
#self deprecating#to looking at fashion and makeup content#trying to find self gratification#feeling helpless and unproductive#then back to trying to be positive#all I do on here is just ramble and be embarrassing
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