sometimes i really think about how i have so many dear lovely friends that are just. crazy good visual artists. and i go a little fucking insane bc you guys can just. draw stuff. you can see it in ur head and get ur pen or ur pencil or ur digital stylus pen thing (i dont know how digital art works im sorry) and you can just. draw it. how does it feel to be a god amongst men. to be able to draw the little images you see in your head. this BAFFLES me i CANNOT draw and i specifically Cannot Draw People i am CURSED by having sooo many little pictures in my head and NO technical skill to draw them. i am in awe of visual artists every day. i envy your skills so terribly and i am so deeply impressed at the same time. my beloved artist mutuals do you ever think about the gift you possess?? do you ever look at a piece of your art and think “wow this was in my head and now its right here and not in my head any more. now other real people can look at it with their eyes.” like THINK ABOUT THAT. what i would give to be able to draw. i love you all so much. i see ur art on my dash and i am filled with awe and love and pride like that is my FRIEND. they DREW THAT. and its BEAUTIFUL. look how TALENTED they are!!!

this is incomprehensible. art is insane.