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genadelikesships1233 · 8 months
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Before i go to be some Good omens HC.
When freddy mercury passed away, Crowley was inconsolable and took a year long nap that Aziraphale had to wake him up from.
To add to the FM HC. Crowley would rant to freddy about Aziraphale and his love for him inspiring. "Somebody to love and Good old fashioned lover boy"
When Aziraphale gave Crowley the holy water, he went home and cried for hours truly thinking Crowley would kill himself.
Nina and Maggie doesnt exactly know what happened but they assume Aziraphale rejected Crowley.
Annathema and Newt broke up 2 years into dating because of infidelity.
Warlock visits Crowley sometimes.
Aziraphale asked muriel to sneak in a few books into heaven, Crowley tells muriel which to bring. Aziraphale's Favourites.
Aziraphale while in a womenly form for the first time got cat called and harrased so much that he never did again.
Crowley names his plants after demons he particurly hates.
Crowley has only killed 2 men, both tried to assualt her.
Aziraphale has killed 7 people. Most of them accidentally, one very purposefully.
When Nina met Aziraphale she assumed he was homophobic. But she didnt care so she hung up a pride flag anyway. He didnt know what a pride flag was.
Crowley has discorparated from alcohol poisening.
Crowley's snake form is a python.
Maggie knows the gavotte.
Aziraphale has had sex, in the gentlemens club.
Oscar Wilde had a crush on aziraphale that was immediatly friend zoned when Crowley called Aziraphale "Angel".
Crowley created the term of endearment "Angel"
Aziraphale knows how to tango.
Crowley is terrified of spiders.
Aziraphale has kissed Crowley on the head in his snake form before.
Maggie was bullied saverely that she gained an eating disorder. She has healed tho.
Nina has two gay dads.
Crowley tried to confess at Alexandria. But something came up. (Or went down)
He tempted Cieser's men to attack him.
Adam is a rainbow baby.
Beelzebub and Gabriel are asexual. But they arent sex repulsed.
Crowley is still technically a virgin. All tho he had lovers he never has penatrative.
Aziraphale is not a virgin anywhere.
Okay hope you are crying
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Aziraphale's wings arent white anymore, they are a shade of dark yellow.
Crowley has nightmares about the wars.
Aziraphale met hitler, he told him he would be an amazing artist
Newt is trans, FTM
Warlock uses They/he
Aziraphale got a drivers licence only to drive trucks of escaped jews.
Aziraphale can paint. Really well.
Crowley invented those weird shower thoughts.
Aziraphale accidentally invented the fez.
Crowley watches Doctor Who and really likes David Tennant.
Aziraphale hates Micheal Sheen.
Neil Gaimen is in the canon universe and has met Aziraphale and Crowley then wrote a book about them.
Crowley tempted exactly 14 teens into not killing themselves.
Aziraphale has been directly responsable for Crowley not killing himself purely by being there at the right time.
Sargent is a feminist.
Maggie had an emo phase
Nina still has an MLP phase
Crowley cried while watching titanic more than being on the titanic
Aziraphale laughs at horror movies.
Crowley get geniunely scared at horror movies.
Beelzebub changed zer face because Satan scarred it to much.
God doesnt know whats gonna happen next and she loves it.
Aziraphale reconized Crowley on the wall and thought "what did they do to you?"
Crowley also did and thought "Was he always this pretty?" Now that he wasnt distracted by stars.
Hustar had a small crush on Crowley.
Kids love Crowley's eyes.
The bentley wont change back to black, its stays yellow bc ut misses Angel.
Crowley has met Marilyn Monroe, he tried to help her with her addiction but he failed.
Aziraphale and betty white were friends.
Judie Dench.
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artzychic27 · 10 months
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In Scarlet Beetle, how will Kim and Max react to Rolland’s racism? I know it will not be pretty
How will Nathaniel react to Rolland’s racism also?
I have been waiting for this!
Nooroo: Nathaniel! Why’d you akumatize him? He seems awful!
Nathaniel: It’s quite simple, Nooroo. I want Scarlet Beetle and Ikati Black to kick his racist old ass.
Nooroo: Ooh… Valid
Bakerix: *Says something racist*
Scarlet Beetle: …
Ikati Black: …
Parisians: …
Monarch: …
Scarlet Beetle: Did this old-as-dirt motherfucker just call me-
Ikati Black: Okay, fuck his age. I’m gonna put this bitch in the ground.
Mendeleiv’s class annoying Bakerix just by being themselves
Simon: I’m an Irish Catholic demiboy dating a Cuban female-presenting nonbinary bodybuilder who can bench press me while I am constantly on my phone!
Marc: I’m a gay as fuck teenager boy with the looks models kill for! Also, I wear makeup!
Ismael: And it is I! A transgender Pakistani boy in a platonic relationship with my friend who is a Lesbian!
Reshma: But get this! I am Demiromantic! And here to explain is our gender-nonconforming friend who is an actor!
Jean: Today’s song is about the AroAce spectrum while my good friend Cosette annoys you with facts about the first black President of the United States! Well~
Cosette: *Random Obama facts*
After Bakerix calls Aya and a few of her customers a degrading name (Because he a fucking racist. Let’s all say it), Monarch appears in his hologram form and revokes the Akuma right in front of them all
Rolland: Who do you think you are?!
Monarch: … I'm a Jewish whore, currently enjoying premarital sex with my atheist Latinx boyfriend who interns at a Planned Parenthood where the dress codes requires men to wear dresses and they give hormones to disabled homeless trans veterans for free. So, hail Satan, and have a lovely afternoon, sir.
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roxanneslosteyes · 4 months
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Full DNI
Proshippers/Comshippers/Darkshippers (Whatever proshippers are now called)
p3d0s (this includes L0l¡/sh0t@ likers/supporters)
Z00files
Fatphobic people
Ai artists/supporters
NFT supporters/likers
Wallyest aka Appleest DNI and selfest shippers in general (It's makes me uncomfortable)
Transphobic people (This includes terfs)
Homophobic people (This includes Lesphobic, Aphobic, Biphobic etc)
Racist people
Swerfs
N@z¡ supporters/N@z!s
Inotreal supporters
Ablest people
Pro Capitalism
Pro patriarchy
Anti abortion people/Pro lives
People are anti an religious that isn't Christian (example: Anti Jews, Muslims, Pagans, people who believes in Satanism, etc. These are about people who hate religion because they can not about people who hate religion due to religious trauma!)
misogynists
zionists
Incest likers/supporters
fetishizers (the ones who fetishize race, Sexuality, Disabled ppl, People's trauma, gender, bodytypes, etc aka seeing groups of people as Objects not humans.)
Sexist ppl
Fatshamers
Slvtshamers
Victim blamers
People who hate on harmless ships (Such as Oc x canon, canon x canon, rarepairs, Self inserts x canon etc.)
• Also Helluva boss/Hazbin fans who have to make a big fuss over valid criticism or try defend the things that being criticism.
• Any toxic fans really in any fandom
Bigoted people!
People who make traumatised people's trauma as gender wars (Example: Mostly **from what I seen btw** the male fake allies of male trauma of any type survivors saying 'It's happens to men too' under a female or AFAB person of the same trauma video about their trauma)
Anti-Kink people
Fujios (This is under fetishizers who fetishizes groups of people since they fetishize gay people.)
People who forgave yan dev and people who support him
People who support Dream (The dsmp member)
People who romanticizes true crime
People who treat real victims of trauma as circus animals and not humans
MERF (Male exclusionary radfem/Radical "Feminist", I looked this up and many sources say its an alternative term for terfs who are Transphobic to trans women, they see trans women as men.)
The "Misandrists" who are just bigot women who use misandrist as a safe guard for their hate (I don't think these people have terms unlike with feminism who has terms for bigot women who use feminist as a safe guard for their hate. I saw two Transphobia "Misandrists" against a trans woman and amab non binary person, An Afab victim blamer "Misandrist" and "Women cannot be harmful to people" "Misandrists". All these "Misandrists" I mentioned are just bigot people who are using "Misandrist" to spread their biogot hate)
Lovelypeaches fans/stans
White supremacy people
Wilbur Soot (The YouTuber from Dream (Minecraft YTer's group) Supporters/forgivers
white feminists (White Feminists are basically a "Feminist" version of White
transmisogyny people (I didn't know this exists until recently)
Georgenotfound supporters/apologist
I should really explain three things of my DNI list.
What's Terf?
A terf is short for Trans-exclusionary radical "feminism"/Trans gender exclusionary "Radfems"It's pretty self explanatory, they are "Feminists" who are Transphobic.
What's a Swerf?
A swerf is short for sex workers exclusionary radical "Feminism"/Sex Worker exclusionary "Radfems".
Swerfs are the sister of terfs in a way.
Yes the sex work industry and its sub industries have serious problems and exploitive however the sex work industry and its sub industries aren't the only industries with serious problems and exploitative, all industries in this world have serious problems and exploitative due to all industries are under Capitalism and Patriarchy's control.
Swerfs also have this black and white view of sex workers and clients, Swerfs think all sex workers are straight women and all clients are straight men when in reality sex workers can be any gender and Sexuality same with the clients.
Swerfs also think sex work is the reason for women objection (when it's Patriarchy's fault) and sex work is only for "Male gaze" (Which doesn't make sense as male clients aren't the only clients due there are clients that are all genders)
The time i know about the male gaze fits into sex work more on the heterosexual men side since well that's literally what male gaze applies too, gross Heterosexual men (I'm talking about misogynistic straight men who objectify women)
However Swerfs only use it to fit in "Every sex worker is a woman and every client is a man." View they have while completely forgetting about lesbian SWers, gay SWers, Bi Swers and other Sexuality outside of straight SWers and clients. Queer clients and Swers exist.
Swerfs also blame sex workers for the gross crimes of men and inappropriate behaviour against women (Again Patriarchy's fault) **FROM WHAT I SEEN**
They also blame sex workers for holding up the patriarchy and blame them for fetishisation of groups of people who get fetishized instead of the fetishizers and Patriarchy.
They also paint SW as a literal crime. When SW and that crime is VERY different
(SW is legal and the crime takes place in countries where SW is illegal.)
What are anti-kink people?
Anti kink people are people who don't understand kinks at all but only know the serious harmful stereotypes of kinks. They don't want to learn about kinks, they want kinks to be illegal due to the harmful stereotypes against kinks they know of since these harmful stereotypes have filled up their brain so they assumed all kinks are like their harmful stereotypes counterparts
Also they confused kinks with Fetishisation.
(Note: Fetishisation isn't about fetishes, Fetishisation is about people seeing groups of people such as survivors of literally crimes, POC, disabled people, women etc as objects not as humans.)
When both aren't the same thing.
The same way Swerfs want SW to be illegal and Terfs want transgender to be illegal too.
Due to
Swerfs treat sex workers as subhumans and the cause of everything bad
Terfs treat Trans people (Mostly trans women) as sub humans
Anti kink people treat kinks as an abomination sub group to sex and the cause of every thing bad.
Because of the Transphobic ideas, SWphobic (idk if I can say the actual word on here) ideas and anti kinks ideas against those people (Sex workers and Transgender people) and that group (kinks)
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safeheavenproject · 1 month
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A more in depth look at the hierarchy of hell and where each major player falls in Safe Heaven. Also acts as a guide to the important notes about each character. Heaven has a lot less focus but the few major players will appear listed here, too.
Lucifer, his "kids", and the sins of course are at the top, with the rest falling under them. The Right and Left Hands of Sin aren't quite equal with the Right having more power than the Left. Under them are their own left and right hand men of sorts. The right hand man of the Left would have about the same power as the left hand man of the Right. Hopefully that makes sense.
PRIDE
Lucifer - King of Hell, Prince of Pride. Incredibly disappointed in the sinners who come to his land. Intersex, Genderfluid, Oriented AroAcespec (Romance Neutral, Sex Favorable)
Eden - Right Hand of Pride, proprietor of Safe Haven. Doll given life by Lucifer. "Cis" Man, AroAce (Romance+Sex Repulsed)
Dawn - Left Hand of Pride, proprietor of Safe Haven. Doll given life by Lucifer. "Cis" Woman, Pansexual
Abel - right-hand man to Eden, Pride Sinner. Writer and serial killer from the 1920s, shot when mistaken for a deer and died. Louisiana Creole, cis man, Oriented AroAce (Romance Favorable, Sex Neutral). Died at age 32.
Dollie - left-hand woman to Eden, Gluttony Sinner. Cannibal and housewife from the 1950s. Japanese American, cis woman, bisexual. Died at age 41.
Agatha - right-hand woman to Dawn, human turned angel turned fallen angel. Retail worker from the 2020s. Chilean American, cis+ butch lesbian. Died at 25.
Zoey - left-hand woman to Dawn, Lust Sinner. Sex worker from the 1970s. White, "cis woman" (nonbinary and doesn't have the terms for it yet), bisexual. Died at 22.
GREED
Mammon - Prince of Greed. Leader of the largest non-Pride section of Hell. Excellent Salesman. "Cis" man, pansexual.
Dex - Right Hand of Greed, Greed Sinner. Hacker from the 2000s. White, trans man, gay. Died at 20.
Kara - Left Hand of Greed, Greed Sinner. CEO in the 1990s. White, cis woman, lesbian. Died at 50.
Lucielle - right-hand woman to Dex, Avias. Cis woman, straight.
Dagas - left-hand man to Dex, Avias. Cis man, straight.
Midas - right-hand man to Kara, Avias. Nonbinary (they/he/it), AroAce (romance repulsed, sex neutral)
Felis - left-hand man to Kara, Hellhound. Agender (they/them), aromantic bisexual.
GLUTTONY
Beelzebub - Prince of Gluttony. Leader of a large portion of the City. Never satisfied.
Dante - Right Hand of Gluttony, Gluttony Sinner. Scriptwriter in the 1980s. White, cis man, gay. Died at 35.
Junior - Left Hand of Gluttony, Gluttony Sinner. Famous chef and cannibal in 1940s. Black, trans man, straight. Died at 40.
Anthony - right-hand man to Dante, Hellhound. Trans man, biromantic asexual (sex repulsed)
Pamona - left-hand woman to Dante, Hellhound. Trans woman, straight.
Frack - right-hand man to Junior, Hellhound. Cis man, gay.
Henry - left-hand man to Junior, Aquans. Agender (he/she), romantic (romance favorable) pansexual
WRATH
Satan - Prince of Wrath. Leader of a steadily growing, never shrinking portion of the City. In Heaven's pocket. Trans man (yes really), AroAce (Romance+Sex Neutral)
Marcella - Right Hand of Wrath, Wrath Sinner. Ballerina from the 1880s. Portuguese, trans woman, bisexual. Died at 34.
Amy - Left Hand of Wrath, Wrath Sinner. MMA Fighter from the 2000s. White, cis woman, panromantic asexual (sex favorable). Died at 25.
Astra - right-hand woman to Marcella, Avias. Cis woman, lesbian.
Havoc - left-hand man to Marcella, Imp. Trans man, pansexual.
Maya - right-hand woman to Amy, Imp. Cis woman, bisexual.
Maxie - left-hand man to Amy, Imp. Cis man, bisexual.
LUST
Asmodeus - Prince of Lust. Leader of the "fun" part of the City. Not all lust is sexual, dears. Intersex, Cis man, Aro (romance neutral) Pansexual
Scotty - Right Hand of Lust, Lust Sinner. Pimp in the 90s. White, cis man, pansexual. Died at 40.
Twilight - Left Hand of Lust, Lust Sinner. Social Media Influencer in the 2010s. Black, trans femme lesbian. Died at 22.
Chad - right-hand man to Scotty, Incubus. Cis man, gay.
Candi - left-hand woman to Scotty, Succubus. Cis woman, bisexual.
Veronika - right-hand woman to Twilight, Succubus. Cis woman, bisexual.
Sweetie - left-hand man to Twilight, Imp. Trans man, gay.
ENVY
Leviathan - Prince of Envy. Suffocated portion of the City. Always wanting what others have. Cis man, Pansexual.
Titania - Right Hand of Envy, Envy Sinner. Executioner in the 1800s. Black, trans woman, bisexual. Died at 35.
Oswald - Left Hand of Envy, Envy Sinner. Boyband manager in the 2000s. White, cis man, bisexual. Died at 47.
Aedin - right-hand man to Titania, Aquans. Genderfluid (he/they/she/it), AroAce (Romance+Sex Favorable)
Livia - left-hand woman to Titania, Aquans. Cis woman, lesbian.
Ursula - right-hand woman to Oswald, Aquans. Trans woman, straight.
Jade - left-hand man to Oswald, Slothos. Bigender (He/It), bisexual.
SLOTH
Belphegor - Prince of Sloth. Ruler of a stagnated growth. The easy way is the right way to him. Agender (Any Pronouns), AroAce (Romance+Sex Neutral).
Aurora - Right Hand of Sloth, Sloth Sinner. Noblewoman from the 1700s. White, cis woman, heteroromantic asexual (sex repulsed). Died at age 19.
Simon - Left Hand of Sloth, Sloth Sinner. Soldier from the 1930s. Chinese American, cis man, straight. Died at 18.
Dressa - right-hand woman to Aurora, Slothos. Agender (she/her), pansexual.
Murmur - left-hand man to Aurora, Slothos. Cis man, bisexual.
Sid - right-hand woman to Simon, Slothos. Trans woman, AroAce (Romance+Sex Neutral).
Rocco - left-hand man to Simon, Incubus. Trans man, gay.
OTHER
Lilith - The First Wife of Adam, she's not quite done with him yet, an understanding with Eve. Cis Woman, pansexual.
Eve - Biblical Wife of Adam, blamed for the first sin, Lilith saved her. Cis woman, pansexual.
HEAVEN
Justitia - Seraphim heralding over justice, protective of her flock, allows the Angelic Raids. Intersex, cis woman, pansexual.
Adam - The First Man, an angel still repenting for his own misdeeds, a bit of a doormat these days. Cis man, pansexual.
Umbra - Angelic Raid Leader, believer in this being the only way to protect heaven, kind of an ass but well-meaning. Cis woman, lesbian.
Dahlia - A new soul in heaven, dies a few arcs into the story and goes to heaven. Artist from the 2020s. Black, trans femme lesbian. Dies at 26.
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rmlarson · 2 years
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A husk of his former glory as a family friendly mascot.  With nothing left to lose in life, his behavior has grown cruel and downright mean-spirited.  He takes great delight in the emotional and physical suffering of not only the residents of Hayesville but the people they sacrifice as well.  His favorite gag is to decorate the town’s police station in the remains of sacrifices for Día de Muertos, just to rub Eloise’s sins in her face.  Tito’s eventual goal is to leave Willy’s Wonderland for good and head back to Mexico, slaughter every cartel member he can get his claws on, and eventually take over the country.  He’s grown increasingly fond of Liv Hawthorne as she’s grown older, believing her to be the reincarnation of his long dead love.  He’s been caught by Lund lingering around their mobile home numerous times.
Name:  Tito Manuel Turtle
Real Name:  Miguel Chiodo
Unofficial Name:  Miguel!Tito
Gender/Sex:  Male (anatomically correct)
Species:  Spiritually possessed common snapping turtle animatronic
Spiritual Age:  31 years old
Coded Age:  25 years old
Height:  5′9″
Eye Color:  Blue
Scale Color:  Gray blue
Hair Color:  Black
Occupation:  Former cartel drug lord; Cannibal; Cult member
Spiritual Beliefs:  Satanism; Black magic
Alignment:  Evil
Crimes:  Kidnapping, stalking, robbery, stealing, mutilation, non-negligent manslaughter, aggravated assault/battery
Abilities:  Spell casting, vocal impersonation, manipulation, supernatural stealth, teleportation
Hunting Style:  The only animatronic to utilize a “tag team” system, usually with Siren Sara.  He will lie in wait in the foam block pit inside his play place or the ball pit inside the dining room while his “partner” chases and tires their prey out.  Once in reach, he will lash out and tear into his victim while they’re being attacked from the front by the other animatronic.  If he decides to work alone, he will stalk after his victim, continuously dipping in and out of their line of sight, before violently attacking them from behind.
Likes:  Liv Hawthorne (a lot), Siren Sara, Arty Alligator, torturing people, gambling with Knighty, smothering and ambushing sacrifices inside the foam block pit, getting Willy riled up, huffing spray paint from time to time, scaring Lund and her goons for the hell of it
Dislikes:  The Janitor, Eloise and her goons, racists, the town of Hayesville, being stuck in one location for long periods of time, Arty’s flirting, gay men, every other Mexican cartel
Whereabouts:  Hayesville Willy’s Wonderland restaurant
Status:  Alive (spiritually); Self-repairing after being run down by The Janitor
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frostyreturns · 2 years
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Super Fucked Up
This post is about the depopulation agenda, genocide, hypnosis, satanism and porn (no pornographic images though) so if that’s not for you stop here.
I worked with this gay dude I used to talk conspiracies with a lot, and at first it was just in the context of him liking them the same way people like a bigfoot documentary he didn’t actually believe any of what I was saying...but has been starting to come around lately and the video this post is based on is partially why. He’s chill in that I can tell him I think the rise in gay/trans stuff is a depopulation conspiracy and he wont freak out and get upset. He never agreed but he told me about there being gay porn centered around hypnosis and encouraging people to turn gay or trans by using video hypnosis, and he recently told me there is a kink subset to it that surrounds “extinction.” Asked him if he could send me any screenshots without sex or nudity so I could make a post about it. Below is what I was sent and was told there was a lot more and a lot worse but it all had mostly gay sex in the background. The main idea seems to be not just encouraging men to be gay or trans so that humanity goes extinct...and turning that into a sexual fetish...but also in encouraging the genocide of white people by encouraging white women to exclusively breed with black men. Men (specifically low value men) are encouraged to become women to attract men so that those men waste their time and their reproductive energy on them instead of on real women and getting them pregnant and propagating the species. And it tells these men who can’t get laid that the key is to become women instead, that women don’t value them and will never have sex with them...but men will if they ‘become women.’ It encourages general homosexuality for the same reason. The key factor is that it’s not just about a trans fetish, it’s not just about a gay fetish or a race fetish but it’s all three combining to fetishize or at least try to make people fetishize the concept of their own eradication. There’s nothing overtly graphic or pornographic in the images but they are still disturbing.
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These are some of the other phrases from the video I don’t have images for, keep in mind these phrases are using subliminal and hypnosis techniques like flashing lights and images and use porn as a delivery system. The idea is that the ideas are subconsciously implanted because you’re not fully aware of seeing or hearing them in order to reject them with your conscious thinking mind.  
“You have a biological imperative to be bred into extinction”
“compromise everything”
“This is your heritage” (alongside images of black men with white women)
“Damn your lineage”
“your sisters are doing it, join in you failed as a man”
“submission makes you easy to control”
“It’s natures course, enjoy it, play your role”
“Your ancestors are watching, make them proud”
“breeding status revoked” (images of white people)
There’s also a bunch of just graphic gay porn terms I’m not going to repeat.
He also says there are a lot of weird symbols he doesn’t understand but some of them look occult, I didn’t see these and don’t know for sure because he said he couldn’t get any images without gay porn in them but if someone who doesn’t believe in satanic conspiracies thinks they look satanic I believe him. Especially since one of the images he did send me was the eye of providence. One of the symbols he did recognize was of a seahorse...I’m guessing that has something to do with weird gender shit since I think male seahorses get pregnant or at least thats what I’ve been told... that could be bullshit.
Now to be fair I don’t know how many people are actually consuming content like this. I expect it has to be a very small niche and for all I know gay and trans people in general are not into this. For all I know this was uploaded and everyone hated it...however the fact that it exists as a genre of porn at all is concerning. For all we know also it was not ulpoaded even by someone who was gay or trans but simply someone who is using that for their agenda. It communicates that there is some kind of concerted effort to use duplicitous and non consensual means to alter peoples sexualities online as part of a satanic agenda to depopulate the world. This is the sort of thing I knew was going on to a certain degree but to see it presented in this way so overtly and unapologetically is still shocking. I asked him where he found the video because this seems like dark web shit but it’s not. He says it’s not even from a gay porn site but it is from the gay section of a normal porn site. If this is the kind of porn some peopel are watching...who’s to say it’s not directly responsible for their gender and sexuality confusion. This is the kind of thing people like me have been called crazy for even suggesting exists but it’s just there for anyone with an internet connection to stumble on. I would even bet these kinds of videos are aggressively served to people who google decides would be vulnerable to it.
Now some will argue stuff like this does not work, that this sort of hypnosis is ineffective, that’s an argument I’ve always heard but don’t really trust that that is true. However there is the argument that hypnosis only works if you want it to and you can’t alter someone sexuality in this way. I think that’s bullshit but it’s certain to be a counter argument. The point however is not whether it’s effective or not, even assuming it is not..this is still a huge problem. The point is that it was attempted, the point is that it’s being disseminated online in the attempt to push this agenda. The point is there are people who are searching for and attempting ways to alter peoples minds and sexualities for the purpose of causing extinction and genocide. Who knows what other attempts they are making, what they are putting in your food, in your water. Who is making and releasing content like this and are they involved in anything else the public consumes.
Now I want to have like 15 kids out of spite.
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feridsluver · 1 year
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Tbh, I am not sure how I feel about certain situations. I am used to become numb to several feelings but at this point I feel like a lot has been erased. It's like there's nothing. I am not sure if I call this an improvement but I am relieved that most feelings that cause a depressive episode don't happen anymore. And I hate that. I hate that because of my emotional instability I can't have a healthy emotional relationship with me and other things I love. I hate the fact that these feelings cause a whole breakdown that have an unpredictable timing and occupation. Once I was so overwhelmed that I was shut down for 3 months. I barely was able to respond to anything, anything triggered my anxiety and I didn't have the situation under control. It went into a standard setting of something. To add on, my dissociation is becoming worse. It was fine at the beginning of the year, and now it happens in every conversation I have. I hate myself. Or at least I think that is what I do. I can't even have that emotional response to that. I hate the fact that I am too quiet in a group of people, the fact that I must give but never get and my entire personality. I wish I was different. I wish that sometimes life wouldn't be life. Life feels so meaningless. It's like a loop. You wake up, do your work, go home and sleep. Why do people care so much for it?That is what I question. Why do people value this circle? I am very relieved that I am not on the streets and go through actual shit. But why is life that exact thing? Why must there even be that consideration of suffering and all of that? I don't understand why people have to fight for their existence to be accepted. Jesus Christ you are human. Who tf cares if you support an expired orange or who tf cares if you support a liberal pedophile? You will die alone and no one is going to remember for "this persons sucks the conservatives off because they have a weird fetish of humiliation" or " I think I'm so cool because I hate a group of people who I generalise on a stereotype because my idiotic self doesn't understand the basic human rights." And the whole gender thing. Don't get me started. "MeN Are BetTer. NO WoMan Are." Kindly stfu. Did you know that nature made a system and it's called hetero sex? Yeah. So basically host of annoying Satan spawn has to get,WITH CONSENT, fucked by the man. Now to say that some men are like omg, consent? Tf you don't need that. Alright. I am not going to need your consent when I am going pop some of your organs out with a certain technique called: "mummification". (Yes the Pharaos actually consented to such things but guess what honey unlike the Pharaos who have been seen as a god hence why they had this treatment when they were dead, YOU WILL EXPERIENCE IT ALIVE.) or also the argument that "not all men". Personally that sounds to me like the same excuse some Germans pulled up with in the 1950's. but "not all nazis". STFU PLEASE. SOME MEN ARE FUCKING TERRIBLE BUT IF YOU PULL UP WITH THAT FUCKING LAME EXCUSE FOR YOU TO USE, IT CLEARLY SAYS TO ME "actually I want to use this argument so I don't get fucked over if I do smth shit." No nice man in the world would pull up with that argument. To come to my point; what does it matter on who tf I am? Pretty damn sure you don't need to know that I am pretty gay for women and a slut for men when you hand me your fucking money at the cashier. Or your ethnical background. I am white myself. But geez some of y'all sound fucking ridiculous when you tell a person that they can't cosplay a character because they are black. Guess what honey, I guess you can't visit the Indian restaurant that you have mistakenly thought was somehow Pakistani, because you are not Indian. So you can't enjoy Indian food anymore. Sounds stupid right? Well same argument . And why are politics so important? We are a species. A stupid species I might say so, but a species. A pathetic one at that. Imma cut that hot take off right here. Thank you for reading this abomination.
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elfwreck · 2 years
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Joyofsatan.org (JoS) is 100% law abiding, they don’t advocate for violence against anyone or anything.
There’s ZERO evidence that Maxine Dietrich (JoS Founder) is a pedophile, groomed children or used child porn. JoS is against pedophilia and child abuse. Even Hitler and the Nazis were against pedophilia.
"It is all over the internet that myself and my husband Clifford Herrington [YES, he is a very high profile Nazi and has been so for over 40 years] engaged in sexual intercourse with minors. THIS IS NOTHING BUT SLANDER AND AN OUTRAGEOUS LIE!!! Neither myself, nor Mr. Herrington has ever had ANY sexual relations or even anything close to it with any minor. My sex life is not any of anyone's business, but I will reveal here, I have always prefered men who were older than I am. Sexual intercourse with young men is repulsive to me and a total turn off." - Maxine Dietrich. Source: https://archive.is/VkAiy
“Animals and children are sacred to Satan. People who abuse animals and children are an abomination to the Powers of Hell.” - Maxine Dietrich
Source: https://archive.is/jPE1j
Wow, anti-Semitic apologists in my inbox! Such fascinating things I get when I leave anon asks on.
Err. Um. I don't think I accused JoS of being criminals or pedophiles; I accused them of being Nazis. Which is nicely confirmed by your quote, so thanks! That should clear up any confusion anyone had about JoS's actual purpose.
I had no idea there were accusations that the founders had sex with minors until you mentioned it. So thanks for the additional info, I guess?
Wait, I'm sure I can find a relevant quote for this.
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I don't believe pedophiles are worse than Nazis. Pedophiles didn't choose how their attraction signals got messed up. Nazis made a conscious choice to be close-minded bigots using fake science to prop up their prejudices.
The claim that "children are sacred" takes some special hypocrisy, coming from a group that actively promotes white supremacism. Do they think all children are sacred? Or only the white ones?
You got a name, Anonymous Coward who jumped into my inbox to defend a pack of Nazis who give Satanism a bad name? Are you a member of their org, or just a concerned random citizen who wants to debunk rumors I never spread?
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I do not care what crimes the founders have or have not committed. I do not have to make a group welcome because they've failed to commit direct crimes. I can decide "these are worthless scumbags" even if they haven't broken any laws.
I... don't care if an org has broken laws. Are you familiar with this?
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I care WHICH crimes an org, or its members, have committed in their pursuit of Being Gay. But just saying "we have broken no laws" does not endear me to them. Quite the opposite; actually. In a totalitarian dystopic society, any decent and ethical person is going to wind up breaking some laws.
The idea of "100% law-abiding Satanists" is beyond laughable. My, what meek, obedient, submissive cowards they must be.
Anyway, tl;dr reminder for the lurkers:
Joy of Satan is a Nazi organization with an edgelord red-and-black occultism aesthetic.
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susiephone · 3 years
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Imagine thinking that wanting straight people to be accepting of gay people is a "trap" and not like, literally THE entire goal of the modern LGBT rights movement since its inception
okay. this is in response to me saying “respectability politics is a trap.” which it absolutely is.
but i’ll give you the benefit of the doubt here. let’s define respectability politics, shall we?
several people who are more well-spoken than me have talked about this. to quote this article on the subject:
Respectability politics is a school of thought that utilizes respectability narratives as the basis for enacting social, political, and legal change.
Respectability narratives are representations of marginalized individuals meant to construct an image of the marginalized group as people sharing similar traits, values, morals with the dominant group.
essentially, respectability politics is when people in a marginalized group (queer people, disabled people, people of color) wish to be accepted by the majority, and thus present themselves in a way and behave in a way that the majority deems acceptable - and pressure others in their marginalized group to do the same. for example:
“Not all bisexual people are sluts, I’m bi and I’ve been in a committed relationship for 20 years!”
“I’m gay, but I’m not one of THOSE gay guys, I hate shopping and I don’t like to flaunt my sexuality at all!”
“Lesbians aren’t really all masculine, I love makeup and having long hair.”
(I’m using examples I’ve seen in the queer community because I’m queer; I know this happens a lot in communities of color, but I am not qualified to speak on that at all.)
this stems from a desire to be accepted by the majority; for the purposes of this discussion, straight people. we hear straight people say things like “i could never date a bi person, they’re all cheaters” or “i don’t mind gay guys, don’t just shove it in my face” and “why don’t lesbians act like women if they love them?” and, in response, some people go, “i don’t act like that!! you can accept me! i fit in! i’m respectable, i’m not like those guys, they embarrass us!”
there’s also a lot of people saying, “don’t reinforce the stereotype.” as if it’s OUR fault straight people stereotype us.
so this leads to shaming within our own community:
“You’re bi and polyamorous? Wow, way to make people think we’re all two-timing whores.”
“Makeup? Jesus, we get it, you’re gay, you don’t have to make it a pride parade every time you go out.”
“You look like a teenage boy, this is why everyone lesbians aren’t real women.”
and that all boils down to:
“THIS is the example you’re setting? This is the face you show to the world? Don’t you know you’re representing us? No wonder they don’t respect us.”
and that’s the real problem: telling other queer people, “it is YOUR fault you’re not accepted, YOU aren’t acceptable, YOU reinforce these stereotypes, YOU should try and be more respectable, more normal.” and the thing is, “normal” is defined by the majority. THEY decide what is acceptable behavior for us. and guess what? 
most of the time, that boils down to, “It’s fine if you’re different... as long as you’re as close to what I deem normal as possible. As long as I can’t tell you’re different.”
in the queer community, this sort of thinking has led to the exclusion of butch lesbians, femme gay men, nonbinary people, non-passing trans people, trans people in general, people who use any pronouns besides she/her and he/him, bisexual people, ace people, aro people, pan people, polyamorous bisexual people, people who have an active sex life, sex workers, people who have changed how they identify, and countless others. these people get shoved aside by the Good Respectable Gays, who are eager to say, “We’re not like them, we’re just like you!” in order to be accepted by the mainstream. and it still doesn’t work. even the most macho, would-never-guess-it gay guy is bound to face some level of oppression or otherness at some point in his life. it doesn’t matter how much he fits in, how much he distances himself from the Unacceptable Queers; it won’t work 100% of the time. how’s that for a punchline?
there is no point in trying to file off the “unacceptable” parts of our community just to please straight people. 
if a person hates all queer people, no matter how they act or present, they’re a homophobe.
if a person doesn’t hate queer people, just the ones who shove it in your face and sleep around and won’t shut up about it and buck gender norms and use weird pronouns and expect people to learn their new name and change their identity every week... they’re still a fucking homophobe.
and why the fuck are we trying to please homophobes, again?
so when people say lil nas x is bad, actually, because he “reinforces the stereotype” of gay people going to hell and thinking a lot about sex or whatever, they’re playing right into respectability politics. why can’t he just talk about his sexuality in a normal way? why can’t he express himself in a nicer way? why does he have to use that imagery? why does he have to make straight people uncomfortable?
lis nas x is a gay black man who grew up being told he’d burn in hell for being gay. and he made an awesome song with a legendary music video saying, “fine. i’ll go to hell, just like you want, and it’ll be great. i’ll take the damn place over and make satan fall in love with me. and i’ll have a great time doing it, because i’m proud of who i am, and i won’t apologize for it or be ashamed of it anymore.”
to see that and wring your hands, worrying that a straight person will see it and decide to be homophobic about it, and pinning the blame for that on nas is missing the point.
every time we as a community make ourselves lesser or change the way we present just to be accepted by the majority, they move the goalposts, and someone else gets left behind. and the beautiful thing about the queer community is that there is a place for everyone who is left out in the cold by the straight, cis majority.
“We’re here, we’re queer, get used to it” was the rallying cry for a reason. we’re different, you think we’re weird, you think we’re deviant, you don’t get us, and that’s fine, you don’t have to get us. we’re not going anywhere. get used to it.
respectability politics is a game you cannot win. so stop playing.
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Lil Nas X: Country Music, Christianity & Reclaiming HELL
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I don’t typically bother myself to follow what Lil Nas X is doing from day to day, or even month to month but I do know that his “Old Town Road” hit became one of the biggest selling/streamed records in Country Music Business history (by a Black Country & Queer artist). “Black” is key because for 75+ years Country music has unsuspiciously evolved into a solidly White-identified genre (despite mixed and Indian & Black roots). Regrettably, Country music is also widely known for anti-black, misogynoir, reliably homophobic (Trans isn’t really a conversation yet), Christian and Hard Right sentiments on the political spectrum. Some other day I will venture into more; there is a whole analysis dying to be done on this exclusive practice in the music industry with its implications on ‘access’ to equity and opportunity for both Black/POC’s and Whites artists/songwriters alike. More commentary on this rigid homogeneous field is needed and how it prohibits certain talent(s) for the sake of perpetuating homogeneity (e.g. “social determinants” of diversity & viable artistic careers). I’ll refrain from discussing that fully here, though suffice it to say that for those reasons X’s “Old Town Road” was monumental and vindicating. 
As for Lil Nas X, I’m not particularly a big fan of his music; but I see him, what he’s doing, his impact on music + culture and I celebrate him using these moments to affirm his Black, Queer self, and lifting up others. Believe it or not, even in the 2020′s, being “out” in the music business is still a costly choice. As an artist it remains much easier to just “play straight”. And despite appearances, the business (particularly Country) has been dragged kicking and screaming into developing, promoting and advancing openly-affirming LGBTQ 🏳️‍🌈 artists in the board room or on-stage. Though things are ‘better’ we have not yet arrived at a place of equity or opportunity for queer artists; for the road of music biz history is littered with stunted careers, bodies and limitations on artists who had no option but to follow conventional ways, fail or never be heard of in the first place. With few exceptions, record labels, radio and press/media have successfully used fear, intimidation, innuendo and coercion to dilute, downplay or erase any hint of queer identity from its performers. This was true even for obvious talents like Little Richard.
(Note: I’m particularly speaking of artists in this regard, not so much the hairstylists, make-up artists, PA’s, etc.)
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Which is why...in regard to Lil Nas X, whether you like, hate or love his music, the young brother is a trailblazer. His very existence protests (at least) decades of inequity, oppression and erasure. X aptly critiques a Neo-Christian Fascist Heteropatriarchy; not just in American society but throughout the Music Business and with Black people. That is no small deal. His unapologetic outness holds a mirror up to Christianity at-large, as an institution, theology and practice. The problem is they just don’t like what they see in that mirror.
In actuality, “Call Me By Your Name”, Lil Nas X’s new video, is a twist on classic mythology and religious memes that are less reprehensible or vulgar than the Biblical narratives most of us grew up on vís-a-vís indoctrinating smiles of Sunday school teachers and family prior to the “age of reason”. Think about the narratives blithely describing Satan’s friendly wager with God regarding Job (42:1-6); the horrific “prophecies” in St. John’s Book of Revelation (i.e. skies will rain fire, angels will spit swords, mankind will be forced to retreat into caves for shelter, and we will be harassed by at least three terrifying dragons and beasts. Angels will sound seven trumpets of warning, and later on, seven plagues will be dumped on the world), or Jesus’s own clarifying words of violent intent in Matthew (re: “Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I have not come to bring peace, but a sword.” 10:34). Whether literal or metaphor, these age old stories pale in comparison to a three minute allegorical rap video. Conservatives: say what you will, I’m pretty confident X doesn’t take himself as seriously as “The true and living God” from the book of Job.
A little known fact as it is, people have debunked the story and evolution of Satan and already offered compelling research showing [he] is more of a literary device than an actual entity or “spirit” (Spoiler: In the Bible, Satan does not take shape as an actual “bad” person until the New Testament). In fact, modern Christianity’s impression of the “Devil” is shaped by conflating Hellenized mythology with a literary tradition rooted in Dante’s Inferno and accompanying spooks and superstitions going back thousands of years. Whether Catholic, Protestant, Mormon, Scientologist, Atheist or Agnostic, we’ve spent a lifetime with these predominant icons and clichés. (Resource: Prof. Bart D. Erhman, “Heaven & Hell”).
So Here’s THE PROBLEM: The current level of fear and outrage is: 
(1) Unjust, imposing and irrational. 
(2) Disproportionate when taken into account a lifetime of harmful Christian propaganda, anti-gay preaching and political advocacy.
(3) Historically inaccurate concerning the existence of “Hell” and who should be scared of going there. 
Think I’m overreacting? 
Examples: 
Institutionalized Homophobia (rhetoric + policy)
Anti-Gay Ministers In Life And Death: Bishop Eddie Long And Rev. Bernice King
Black, gay and Christian, Marylanders struggle with Conflicts
Harlem pastor: 'Obama has released the homo demons on the black man'
Joel Olsteen: Homosexuality is “Not God’s Best”
Bishop Brandon Porter: Gays “Perverted & Lost...The Church of God in Christ Convocation appears like a ‘coming out party’ for members of the gay community.”
Kim Burrell: “That perverted homosexual spirit is a spirit of delusion & confusion and has deceived many men & women, and it has caused a strain on the body of Christ”
Falwell Suggests Gays to Blame for 9-11 Attacks
Pope Francis Blames The Devil For Sexual Abuse By Catholic Church
Pope Francis: Gay People Not Welcome in Clergy
Pope Francis Blames The Devil For Sexual Abuse By Catholic Church
The Pope and Gay People: Nothing’s Changed
The Catholic church silently lobbied against a suicide prevention hotline in the US because it included LGBT resources
Mormon church prohibits Children of LGBT parents to be baptized
Catholic Charity Ends Adoptions Rather Than Place Kid With Same-Sex Couple
I Was a Religious Zealot That Hurt People-Coming Out as Gay: A Former Conversion Therapy Leader Is Apologizing to the LGBTQ Community
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The above short list chronicles a consistent, literal, demonization of LGBTQ people, contempt for their gender presentation, objectification of their bodies/sexuality and a coordinated pollution of media and culture over the last 50+ years by clergy since integration and Civil Rights legislation. Basically terrorism. Popes, Bishops, Pastors, Evangelists, Politicians, Television hosts, US Presidents, Camp Leaders, Teachers, Singers & Entertainers, Coaches, Athletes and Christians of all types all around the world have confused and confounded these issues, suppressed dissent, and confidently lied about LGBT people-including fellow Queer Christians with impunity for generations (i.e. “thou shall not bear false witness against they neighbor” Ex. 23:1-3). Christian majority viewpoints about “laws” and “nature” have run the table in discussions about LGBTQ people in society-so much that we collectively must first consider their religious views in all discussions and the specter of Christian approval -at best or Christian condescension -at worst. That is Christian (and straight) privilege. People are tired of this undue deference to religious opinions. 
That is what is so deliciously bothersome about Lil Nas X being loud, proud and “in your face” about his sexuality. If for just a moment, he not only disrupts the American hetero-patriarchy but specifically the Black hetero-patriarchy, the so-called “Black Church Industrial Complex”, Neo-Christian Fascism and a mostly uneducated (and/or miseducated) public concerning Ancient Near East and European history, superstitions-and (by extension) White Supremacy. To round up: people are losing their minds because the victim decided to speak out against his victimizer. 
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Additionally, on some level I believe people are mad at him being just twenty years old, out and FREE as a self-assured, affirming & affirmed QUEER Black male entertainer with money and fame in the PRIME of his life. We’ve never, or rarely, seen that before in a Black man in the music business and popular culture. But that’s just too bad for them. With my own eyes I’ve watched straight people, friends, Christians, enjoy their sexuality from their elementary youth to adolescence, up and through college and later marriages, often times independently of their spouses (repeatedly). Meanwhile Queer/Gay/SGL/LGBTQ people are expected to put their lives on hold while the ‘blessed’ straight people run around exploring premarital/post-marital/extra-marital sex, love and affection, unbound & un-convicted by their “sin” or God...only to proudly rebrand themselves later in life as a good, moral “wholesome Christian” via the ‘sacred’ institution of marriage with no questions asked. 
Inequality defined.
For Lil Nas X, everything about the society we've created for him in the last 100+ years (re: links above) has explicitly been designed for his life not to be his own. According to these and other Christians (see above), his identity is essentially supposed to be an endless rat fuck of internal confusion, suicide-ideation, depression, long-suffering, faux masculinity, heterosexism, groveling towards heaven, respectability politics, failed prayer and supplication to a heteronormative earthly and celestial hierarchy unbothered in affording LGBT people like him a healthy, sane human development. It’s almost as if the Conservative establishment (Black included) needs Lil Nas X to be like others before him: “private”, mysteriously single, suicidal, suspiciously straight or worse, dead of HIV/AIDS ...anything but driving down the street enjoying his youth as a Black Queer artist and man. So they mad about that?
Well those days are over.  
-Rogiérs is a writer, international recording artist, performer and indie label manager with 25+ years in the music industry. He also directs Black Nonbelievers of DC, a non-profit org affiliated with the AHA supporting Black skeptics, Atheists, Agnostics & Humanists. He holds a B.A. in Music Business & Mgmt and a M.A. in Global Entertainment & Music Business from Berklee College of Music and Berklee Valencia, Spain. www.FibbyMusic.net Twitter/IG: @Rogiers1
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Do you think that the hellfire club is a D&D group or some sport team or what do you think it is? (BTW big fan of your theories)
I think it’s a d&d club. I talked about it in past posts.I think being about d&d makes sense since the game would foreshadow future plot points- like it did in prior seasons . And the “hellfire club” is even an X-men group relating to the dark Phoenix which was referenced in s1 by Will . And I think they’ll take inspiration from that comic book arc for future seasons too . (So it’s an eastergg) . But, also , being called “the hellfire club” is probably an inside joke with the club members- since in the 80s, adults claimed d&d was about devil worship.)
In Bts photos- one of the members has a ‘Wasp’ pin which is a heavy metal band formed in 1982 -so the club is not so shockingly confirmed to be into rock.Along with d&d (if the leaks are legit) . Makes sense since both things are part of counter culture that was demonized by the “satanic panic” in the 80s. In the 80s. D&d (similar to rock music) was believed to be satanic - so the club name (for the club members)is a joke making fun of these people who think that’s true . But also (as a show is) another dark Phoenix ref . One of the s4 movies ‘paradise lost’  (was about a real life case) of small town teens   who were into punk music, horror movies, stephen king, wore black,  into wicca, and accused of being gay. They were unfairly blamed for ‘ satanic child m**ders (in the woods & near a river). They weren’t guilty . But, because ‘satanic panic’ was still alive and well ...the town’s people used their hobbies/ punk look/ and perceived sexualities as ‘proof” they were guilty. The case was later described as a ‘witch hunt’. Meanwhile the other (more likely suspect) at the time was John “Mark” Byers- who was a hunter, had a thing for hunting knives, religious, admitted to hitting his kids, and was  accused of s**ually abusing his son, shot pumpkins (s2 ref), and sang a song about creating a portal to another world without light , that you could enter via a tree (s1 ref). Years later-after the doc- it’s implied he wasn’t guilty either. But, one of the other victims’ fathers - Terry was assumed to be guilty - he was also was accused of m***esting his son and daughter (by his own family members). Admitted to hitting his wife and kids. And had a police report filed on him - describing breaking into a women’s house , while she was in a tub and trying to attack her. He was also formerly charged for m*rdering one of his wife’s family members- but got away with it claiming self defense). Heck if the names John byers/Terry being in the film/st wasn’t crazy enough- the victims were named Steve, Michael, and Chris byers (luckily ours don’t have that same horrible fate/back stories).
I kind of assume - the d&d club will be looked at suspiciously as teens go missing/ kidnapped/ or maybe found k*lled in the woods/quarry. And the cops/others think they’re “satanic k*llings” and rumors about the d&d club insue. And maybe our teens suspect it’s the demogorgan again. But as a subversion- it isn’t and it’s a human . A human that by ab*sing Will- caused Will to unconsciously create many things including the demogorgan (which in d&d is called the “deep father”) . Also, in s3 they called Will “the devil’s baby” (Aka lonnie is the real “devil” ).And such incidents in the woods/ near the quarry would connect back to s1 demogorgan & Will being found in the quarry. And if paying attention you already noticed s1 demogorgan paralleled Lonnie a lot! So s4 would start bringing things to the surface- in regards to how evil Lonnie really is.Not to mention more hints (I previously posted) that hinted they’ll go with this “ch*ld serial ki##er plot line...
But then again I think it may not be literally Lonnie. My guess: Brenner (who I think was created/based on lonnie) is possibly doing failed experiments of teens to open portals (in the basement of pethurst -like in hellraiser 2) . And dumping failed experiments in the woods/water. A few movies had the d*ad victims have numbers carved in them. And then El/kali team up and maybe sneak into the facility (like in ace Ventura people posing as siblings investigate a m*rder and one fakes being ‘crazy’ to sneak in and find a murderer) . In ‘peanut butter solution’ 2 kids - 1 of them is goth/not american teams up with a girl to find a man named ‘senior ‘who is kidnapping kids. 1 of them also sneaks in and is captured on purpose to investigate. Kali already busted Dottie out of a psych hospital and lucas referenced El being there in s1. Alexi (like el-another alter of Will) watches roadrunner- in that papa bear throws him in a psych facility. And assasains creed/dream warriors - the psychiatric facility was similar to the lab with sensory deprivation tanks, cameras, solitary confinement in dark rooms. We already know 1 new character is against the mistreatment of people at the facility. Also the real pethurst (in Pennsylvania) -known for human rights a*use issues- wasn’t a psych facility (but a place for people with intellectual disabilities). So El being at the psych hospital version in Indianna (and maybe having id herself like I mentioned before -would be a nice ref). And in assasains creed- when the character starts sneaking around investigating - the dr reveals how the character is actual the reincarnation of their ancestor ( brenner tells el she’s an alter of Will’s ). And before that the dr was making that person relive the traumatic past of their past life/other person -which they couldn’t change (sort of like el seeing Billy’s past in s3). Also kali said her and El should team up to face their father- which I think they’ll do. And I’m excited about it!
I still think brenner was created by Will and based on Lonnie so he could be responsible and connected to Will/Jon’s backstory with Lonnie/the Woods. In an abstract way. Like how brenner/Lonnie forced their kids to k*ll animals. Brenner threw El in a dark room/ Lonnie threw Will in a trunk. Brenner’s name being associated with the woods and Lonnie being a hunter , etc.
Also we know s4 involves this dark-storyline involving c**ld m*rders cause of foreshadowing
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* Also, mentioned here how in s4 rolling a 11 isn’t actually a good thing and that it’s a callback to Will rolling a 7- in s1. Before things go array.In “paradise lost” when blaming the innocent goth boys someone asks the chief “on a scale 1 to 10 how confident are you? You have the right men?” And he laughs and says “11.”
*And , just for historical context of how ‘metal ‘ and ‘scary ‘ d&d was to nonplayers (in the 80s).
“In 1985, 60 Minutes dedicated a full hour to the supposed connection between D&D, Satanic rites, murders and su*cides . 2 years earlier, Patricia Pulling formed Bothered About Dungeons and Dragons (BADD) . She described D&D as ‘a fantasy role-playing game which leads to demonology, witchcraft, voodoo, murder, r*pe, blasphemy, suicide, assassination, insanity, sex perversion, homosexuality, pr*stitution, satanic type rituals, gambling, barbarism, cannibalism, sadism, desecration, demon summoning, necromantics, divination and other teachings.’ In 1987, Peter Leithart and George Grant published The Catechism of the New Age, a pamphlet where they introduced the idea that D&D was immoral because roleplaying allowed too much freedom for critical thinking, which might lead to heretical ideas. That same year, Chris Pritchard and two friends conspired to murder Pritchard’s stepfather in his sleep, the media ignored the obvious financial motivation and instead focused on the men being in the same D&D group.”
( I think quite a few of those themes will come up in s4/5 - although d&d isn’t the actual cause). It’ll just be a subversion.
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#reblogging this bc u were just so gosh darn sweet to take the time to rec all these!!! all of these are going in my country playlist
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#5
I'm just gonna say it once... Lil Nas X's video is not good for the fight for homosexual rights. It paints gay men as overly sexual, wearing make up and heels as if those are good, freeing things. He is also "reclaiming" the connection between being gay and being satanic/evil/sinful which... Are we really up for that, especially in a "serious"/unironic context? I sure am not willing to have my homosexuality connected with antigod/sinful shit, bc I don't even believe in god, let alone this Christian god... And this is still very much used against us (homosexuals), as we are seen as evil, sexually perverse, sinful.
I also follow mostly supposed radfems or gender critical feminists or lesbian feminists... And it's tiresome to only see uncritical praise. This video was not good for women, it was not good for lesbians, like I said it isn't even good for gay men... So I don't understand.
Men trivializing make up and heels, tools which are used against women, to keep us uncomfortable within ourselves, is not a service, even if it were a fully positive message in the gay rights front (which, as established, it isn't).
I think it's amazing that Lil Nas X is open and outspoken about being gay, that is clearly awesome, especially since there's not nearly enough out black gay men in the public light.
That being said not every action he takes, no matter how he himself perceives it, is politically positive to gay people (let alone to women, though I understand that only matters to feminists, and is a separate issue from gay rights). Take off your rose colored glasses. If you are a feminist you should be analysing this from a different perspective. I'm not saying cancel him, I'm just saying he is not exempt from criticism. Or at least he shouldn't be. My dash lately has been disappointingly blind to the negative connotations of this video.
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I imagine that pride month and rainbow flags were meant to be fun. I will never know that experience. We were supposed to be allowed to enjoy bright colors and celebrations of our lives as same sex attracted individuals.
Capitalism and post modernism have made the world such a shit pile that to me rainbows are literally symbols of the homophobic heterosexuals who go around telling lesbians they should be available to date men. They've twisted the actual concept of oppression and homophobia to such an extent they literally are able to overlay other flags over the rainbow flag and call that progress. They erase the lesbian flag (and by that I mean the labrys flag), and call it a "TERF" flag.
I'm honestly just tired of seeing homophobes and misogynists being centered during "pride". Pride month and pride parades have no meaning anymore, and I know too many lesbians who don't feel welcome or happy during these times that were supposed to be about community and joy among other same sex attracted individuals, among homosexual people.
Pride is now a celebration of heterosexuality, of medically abusing children, of fetishes, and of males in power. Words mean nothing among self-proclaimed qu**r people (aka heterosexuals with a desire to be special) and at the end of the day pride was coopted as no more than a marketing strategy centered on upkeeping the status quo.
65 notes • Posted 2021-06-10 00:51:20 GMT
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Random request..... Is there anyone out here who listens to country music and could make some recs? Looking for female artists only
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Let's take feminist action. This video is about a project to get cloth pads to teen girls in Eastern Kenema Sierra Leone. You can help by creating a Hygiene Kit yourself and shipping it by September 1st 2021 (more info on the video), or by donating [here]. Their goal is £5k, and they are at only 39% of that goal as of right now (June 8th 2021).
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Hi! I saw your comment about “new radfems” not reading radfem theory and I was wondering if you could list some resources or tell me where to find some? I’ve only recently started to read radfem blogs and I really want to get into it more, and not just read posts about it. Thank you so much, I appreciate your blog!
Hey! I'm really glad you want to do your research, it is heartwarming to know the newbies out there actually want to study the theory.
I think The Second Sex by Simone de Beauvoir is probably one of the most important and complete books in the path to understanding Radical Feminism. It is also super long and daunting, so while I do think it should be a read-in-progress for all of us, I think it's important to have more "beginner friendly" books, in order to avoid burn out. [link to pdf]
I've been into radical feminism since 2017 now, and I'm not a great reader, so for those of us who find it hard to focus for too long, I think Andrea Dworkin is also a good place to start. Her books are filled with rage – and important analysis. I find her language easier to keep up with, more approachable if you will. Woman Hating was my first [pdf]. You can find all of her other works [here] as well.
The book that made me want to really read more and get educated is honestly A Politically Incorrect Feminist: Creating a Movement with Bitches, Lunatics, Dykes, Prodigies, Warriors, and Wonder Women, by Phyllis Chesler. It's an autobiography, and gives some great insight on what it was like to be involved directly in the Second Wave, and also why sisterhood is powerful and needed, but also not easy to achieve. It gave me hope, and helped me to see radical feminism in a new refreshed light. You can get the audiobook for free as an [Audible trial].
[Radfem.org] has some other books handy as well
And [here] is a post with some other feminist books.
My current to-read list, as offered by a dear friend who's been involved with radical feminism for the past 10+ years, is as follows:
> The Second Sex - Simone de Beauvoir (a current read-in-progress for me)
> Lesbian Nation - Jill Johnston [borrow]
> For Lesbians Only: A Separatist Anthology - Sarah Lucia Hoagland, Julia Penelope [borrow]
> Sappho was a Right-on Woman: A Liberated View of Lesbianism [borrow]
> The Lesbian Revolution: Lesbian Feminism in the UK 1970-1990 - Sheila Jeffreys
> The Wanderground - Sally Miller Gearhart [borrow]
> Woman Hating - Andrea Dworkin
> Intercourse - Andrea Dworkin [pdf]
> SCUM Manifesto - Valerie Solanas [pdf]
> Lesbian origins - Susan Cavin [borrow]
> Sisterhood is Powerful - Robin Morgan [pdf]
> Like There's No Tomorrow - Carolyn Cage [pdf]
> The Lesbian Heresy: A Feminist Perspective on the Lesbian Sexual Revolution - Sheila Jeffrey [pdf]
> Gyn/Ecology - Mary Daly [pdf]
Okay so now I flooded you with reading material... What next? How do you even get started, how do you tackle this?
I think first of all it's really important to find community. There are discord servers out there for radical feminists and gender critical women, communities which are open to you, and were made for women just like you. Surround yourself with women, build yourself up with them. Don't just say your politics are woman centric, but actually make your life woman centric. And read up. Study. Trade notes, ask questions, question... Everything. Be critical. Not just of your past beliefs, but of this new information. Where is it coming from? Who wrote it? What do they gain from it? Who loses if they win?
Be aware that radical feminism is a political movement. It can be heavy. Unfortunately, we deal with the knowledge that the world is ugly, especially ugly towards women. Part of radical feminism is addressing borrow such as human trafficking, pedophilia, incest, and the likes. Have positive things to balance this out, take breaks, take your time. Work against overwhelming yourself. You can do this.
Apply the same kindness you'd offer other women to yourself, and treat yourself with respect. Reach out! To me, to others. We're here for you. We have space for you. We'll make time, we'll try our best. I just spent an hour finding these links for you. Not because you owe me anything, or vice versa. But because I care that you have a good experience of it. We are stronger together.
Anyway, take care. Good luck!
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A lot of the convos about what’s wrong with hip hop needs deeper analysis. Simply saying it’s wack now, it’s vulgar, misogynistic, and homophobic (misogynistic and homophobic is true) isn’t enough.
Hip hop/rap vulgar origins had to do with the rebellious nature of the genre. America has always wanted to ignore its ugly past and adorned rose colored glasses. America is not only oblivious to the world outside of America, but even atrocities in our own backyard. Rap shattered that. Talking about real world issues that mainstream upper middle class white media was too shy to talk about or acknowledge was rap at its core. Specifically, the lives Black ppl were living. America was seen as this utopia, the time of the American dream. Meanwhile, Black folks were going through police brutality, mass incarceration, crack/AIDS epidemic, extreme poverty, etc. so, hip hop talked about many of these things. Especially in the 90’s, when so many rappers were promoting safe sex( it was the 90’s, so it definitely wasn’t sex positive, negative for std/sti positive ppl, misogynistic…but…yea)
But rap is not inherently violent. If anything, hip hop/rap was used as an alternative to fighting and gangbanging. You had beef, freestyle or do a dance battle. Hip hops vulgar ness and “in your face” nature wasn’t just for show and for the sake of attention, it had a purpose to it.
In regards to the misogyny and homophobia, it’s been a problem in hip hop for a long time unfortunately. The reason? It’s dominated by straight Black men, frankly. It’s no surprise that Black folks have homophobia, transphobia (overall anti-lgbtq+) and misogyny in our community. So, since hip hop is not only our creation, but dominated by straight Black men, it has all of those flaws. No matter how much women and lgbtq+ folks have added to the genre and culture of hip hop, discrimination and disrespect is still something female and lgbtq+ rap artist have to encounter. The way y’all talk about female rap and lil nas x is proof of that. But, this ain’t unique to rap, and I’m tired of opportunistic nonblacks acting like it is. Because of the nature of rap( and anti blackness if we’re being honest) the toxicity in the genre is more present, but other genres of music also have this problem, and women and lgbtq+ folks also struggle to be respected in genres like pop, rock, country, etc.
Lastly, the problem with mainstream rap, is legit that, mainstream. Rap was meant to be against mainstream, at the very least challenge it. However, when something that was created in the margins becomes mainstream, it’s stripped of its original roots and becomes something completely different. It becomes palatable and relatable for the mainstream, which changes it completely. That’s the issue. We need to be back in control of hip hop. Now, I do think it’s cool that there are different forms of rap now. I mean rock rap is becoming a thing and I fucks with it. Trap rap, conscious rap, lyrical, party rap, etc. I like it all, but a lot of the rap that’s been promoted in recent years is not it at all. It’s been extremely disappointing.
I could argue, that the most authentic rap artist right now are female rap artist and lgbtq+ rap artist. Not just because of their identity, but because the content of their songs. Many people complain about female rappers always talking about their pussy(but say nothing about the thousands of straight male rappers talking about how much they’ve been fucking without a condom, but I digress) and while I get the need for variety, that is rebellion. Women talking about sex, in regards to their pleasure, and how they’re not fawning over a guy, is against the status quo. While not all female rap needs this template to be rebellious(and one could factor in the complex trope of the over sexual Black girl) this is something that’s rebellious. Many folks make fun of WAP, and while I have my criticisms of cardi B, WAP caused almost nearly the same ruckus as straight outta Compton👀 I’m not comparing WAP musically or bar wise to straight outta Compton, but the attention it got from mainstream media. Ppl are still pissed about that song. Politicians debated it, it caused a ruckus on social media, hell, all media. Frankly, that’s what rap is supposed to do. 👀 Again, not just simply cause controversy just because, but to challenge the status quo. Whether or not that was cardi and megs intentions, that’s what it did. Also, Montero by lil nas x did that as well. 🙃 When in rap history, have we seen a gay man rap about his sexuality? When have we seen anyone, let alone a Black man, grind on satan?!?! When have we ever seen two men kiss on an award show performance?!?! That’s what rap is supposed to do.
Rap has been used around the world for rebellion. I saw a mini documentary on Thai rappers and Russian rappers using their music to challenge their government. That’s what rap is supposed to be. That’s its origins. And frankly, we need to take it back and save it. But if we do, it can’t go back to the calling women bitches and saying the f slur and not respecting women and lgbtq+ folks in rap. To not being a safe space for non straight Black men. To a place that protects abusers, rapist, pedophiles, misogynist, and colorist. This is the commentary I want to see with rap.
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The son of a lesser known Mexican drug lord.  Growing up around mass bloodshed and debauchery, he was unaffected by his father’s sudden disappearance and violent death, taking his place at the top.  He veered away from the illegal drug and weapons trade and focused on trafficking vacationers that visited Mexico instead.  Miguel fell in love with an abductee and did his best to shelter her away from his violent lifestyle.  She was later abducted by a rival cartel and mutilated until she passed away, sending him into a blind rage which led to a bloody shootout.  He was arrested and imprisoned for years before being bailed out by Jerry Robert Willis and enlisted to be part of his crew.  Despite being very homophobic, he cherishes Anton’s friendship and tries his best to not let his flirting bother him.
Name:  Miguel Chiodo
Gender/Sex:  Male
Species:  Human
Age:  31 years old
Height:  5′7″
Eye Color:  Hazel
Hair Color:  Black
Skin Color:  Bronze Hispanic
Occupation:  Former cartel drug lord; Cult member; Hayesville Willy’s Wonderland host
Designated Animatronic:  Tito Turtle
Spiritual Beliefs:  Satanism; Black magic
Alignment:  Evil
Crimes:  Kidnapping, human trafficking of women, robbery, stealing, drug trafficking/smuggling, non-negligent manslaughter, aggravated assault/battery, sex trafficking, sexual assault/battery, illegal weapons trading
Abilities:  Spell casting, manipulation, unnatural stealth and agility
Likes:  Mackenzie Stone, Anton Lombardo, gauging a woman’s worth based on her appearance, torturing people, gambling, teasing Deborah about her crush on Willy, smothering and ambushing guests inside the foam block pit, getting Jerry riled up
Dislikes:  Anton’s flirting, gay men, Tito Turtle, unruly customers, blatant racists, supervising the children that visit Tito’s Play Place, every other Mexican cartel, the men who killed his father and love
Whereabouts:  Hayesville, Nevada
Status:  Dead by self-sacrificial cyanide poisoning
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Last Sunday, I was in the kitchen preparing a meal and anticipating Black Excellence on BET. It’s been many years since I watched a BET Awards Show. I had a nostalgic moment. I remembered watching the BET Awards with my parents and being in amazement of the live performances. I reminisced seeing the sexiness of the Black Woman’s curvy shape in beautiful attire and lusting over the masculinity of Black Men who came to either rap poetry or swoon R&B. This Sunday was no different than the other Sundays in the past. Now, as a parent, I was excited to relive those moments with my 9 year old son.
We were about two hours into the BET Awards show after eating dinner and dancing to the latest hit songs and my one and only son was talking my ears off in excitement about the music and the performers. He was amazed at Black Excellence as I was at his age. I poured another glass of Ciroc and pineapple juice when I heard the announcer say, “Next Up, Lil Nas X!” I immediately felt some type of way. It was the way that a mother bear reacted when her baby cubs were in danger. The way that a mother raised hell at the school when she felt her child was being mistreated. The way that a mother takes up for her child who was bullied for being different. The way that a mother watched over her child at a playground. I didn’t know what this feeling was, but I felt it was to protect his innocent ears and eyes.
I was no stranger to Lil Nas X and his recent transformation. His first musical hit “Old Town Road” serenaded my son’s ears two years ago and it was a bop! I even liked it. All the children around the world kept that song on repeat and helped Lil Nas X rise to fame. Since then, without my son’s knowledge, Lil Nas X’s appearance changed. I watched him announce his homosexuality, the infamous “Satanic Shoes”, and the music videos that slowly but surely got a little…..weirder. My son joyfully announced that he was ready to see Lil Nas X.
“Lil Nas X! Yes! I love his music Mom!”
I remained quiet as I didn’t know how to handle how I felt about my son seeing him perform. It wasn’t that I didn’t want my son to be educated about homosexuality, I just wasn’t prepared to discuss it. My adorable curly haired son didn’t know anything about homosexuality, honestly, I just kept him away from it.  I knew after a shocking performance that Lil Nas X probably had in store, it was time for the conversation. The BET Awards Show resumed, and Lil Nas X showed up on our TV screen, draped in gold Egyptian attire with gold eyeshadow to match. I remained silent, looking over at my son every 5 seconds to catch any facial expressions.
At first, the performance I felt was PG-13 and I continued to tune in, watching Lil Nas X’s hips sway to the music. It was still awkward silence in the living room between us.  My son was zoomed into the whole performance as this was the first time he heard the song, “Montero (Call Me By Your Name).” 3 minutes and 30 seconds into the performance, Lil Nas X was concluding his performance with a grand finale, which I knew would be shocking because let’s be real, that’s who he was. I watched him grab the back of a back up dancer’s head and engage in a deep french kiss with him. That move sent out a panic scream from my son. I looked over and witnessed him turning his eyes away and yelling, “Ewwww.” He repeatedly asked me “Why did he kiss a man? Mom, why did he do that?” At this moment, I knew that I had sheltered my child or was it that I avoided this moment? I wanted to sink into my recliner and continue sipping my ciroc and pineapple.  
Two of my best friends are gay and proud of it. I have a few other friends who are tri-sexual or maybe they are bi-sexual. Let’s just say they have dealt with the same sex and have no true preference. Either way, I never judged them or their actions. I just loved seeing them happy with whomever they loved, shit, I didn’t care if they were with a fucking dog. I am the last person to be homophobic, but watching my son feel distressed in seeing two men kiss on television triggered me. I had to ask myself why. If I were alone watching Lil Nas X’s performance, I wouldn’t have cared. It was something about watching his eyes, watching something that disturbed him.  I didn’t know if I felt upset or if I felt annoyed. It just hit me like a ton of bricks. I wasn’t prepared.
I cut the volume down on the television, which was now on a commercial and tried to calm him down. For the past 9 years, I’ve only exposed and taught him that Mommy and Daddy love each other, that Mommy loves men, and that Men and Women deserve to be together to reproduce and make offsprings as I’ve done with him. At this point, I felt I failed as a parent who should have been exposed this to him sooner. Let’s face it, the internet would have taught him before I did. Had I really been hiding homosexuality and refraining from discussing it?  Sadly, yes, I have.
“Braylon, some people love others who are the same sex as them. Does that make sense?” I asked him.
“Two men together is disgusting!” He exclaimed.
I quickly corrected him. “No, it’s just not what you like, but it’s not disgusting. People have a preference in life, just like you do,” I said.
“I don’t like Lil Nas X anymore Mom,” He pouted.
At this point, I knew he needed time to digest this and I didn’t want to upset him anymore. I proceeded to let him know that same sex relationships are ok and if he doesn’t want to be in one that is ok too.
The rest of the night with us watching The BET Awards was a little mute and cumbersome. I knew that shocked feeling as a child so well. I felt the same way when I saw porn for the first time. I may have even been his age. I just remember feeling disgusted and curious all at the same time. It made me look at the male species differently. It made me curious on why people had sex and how it made them feel. The thin line of the mind of children can be easily influenced or easily nonjudgmental. This was why I felt a certain way about the performance. I tried to decipher which one was Braylon. Would he want to experience kissing a little boy now? Or would he not be judgemental, allowing people to freely love and live their life?
It’s been over a week now since the infamous BET Awards. I wouldn’t change a thing about our experience, but my mindset as a parent. How could I continue to go on allowing my son to see hetrosexual couples kiss on television and not feel as triggered as I did with Lil Nas X? No longer would I allow that to happen. No longer would I remain silent and conceal homosexuality around him.  He deserves to be educated. With Pride Month ending recently, that moment was a life changing eye opener to raise my kid with the knowledge of LGBTQ and the issues that also surround the lifestyle. Discrimination, mental illness, depression, suicide, anxiety, and many more is faced everyday. Wow, what a humbling moment this was for me as a parent to shift my way of thinking.
Dear Homophobic Parents, you may not be homophobic with your gay friend, neighbor, coworker, aquaintance or family member but your biases regarding your child can no longer be tolerated. I encourage you to raise your young Kings and Queens to know that homosexuality is as normal as heterosexuality. Teach them that God is love. Yes, protect your children at all costs, but to shy away from these conversations only hurts them in the long run. Don’t be silent about the realities of the world we live in. Would you still love your child if they came out to you as gay? If you answered yes, then you already have the right mindset.  To the Black Community, who continues to accept the sexual predator, but denies the gay family member, STOP THIS SHIT! To the LBGTQ Community, continue to live your truth and take PRIDE in that!
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3: 3 Fears: flying, heights and being homeless
4: 3 things I love: music, true crime and the 80s
5: 4 turns on: new wave, george ezra, music, and hearing bass grooves
6: 4 turns off: manipulators, abusers, men and of course, men (and no, I'm not gay)
7: My best friend: @georgesparadise
8: Which part of the world are you from? USA
11: What do I miss? NYC
13: Favorite color? black and sometimes pink
14: Do I have a crush? George Ezra
15: Favorite quote? Roses are red, violets are blue, George Ezra's great, let's watch some kung fu
16: Favorite place: NYC
17: Favorite food? NYC pizza
18: Do I use sarcasm? Extremely
19: What am I listening to right now? Nothing
20: First thing I notice in new person? Great smile
24: Favorite style of clothing? Sports-like casual: something sporty spice would wear
25: Ever done a prank call? No
27: Meaning behind my URL? Because I'm a spitfire if you mess with me
28: Favorite movie? Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971)
29: Favorite song? The Politics of Dancing
30: Favorite band? Depeche Mode
31: How I feel right now? Good
32: Someone I love? George
33: My current relationship status? George
34: My relationship with my parents? My mom's dead
35: Favorite holiday? Halloween
36: Tattoos and piercing i have? None
37: Tattoos and piercing i want? a butterfly on my right shoulder, something on my thigh, but I'm not sure yet
38: The reason I joined Tumblr? Because I liked it. Actually it's a long story, goes back to 2012
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? I don't care
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? No :(
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Ew no
42: When did I last hold hands? January :/
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? between 20 minutes to an hour
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? yes
45: Where am I right now? home
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? ????
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? loud with headphones on
49: Am I excited for anything? yes
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? my good friend from england
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? never
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? ???
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? I don't care! I told you, I don't like men!
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? what?
55: What is something I disliked about today? Men
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? George Ezra
57: What do I think about most? George Ezra
58: What’s my strangest talent? ???
59: Do I have any strange phobias? ???
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Both
61: What was the last lie I told? That I didn't eat my roommate's bags of chips
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Neither lol
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Ghosts yes, aliens no
64: Do I believe in magic? Yes
65: Do I believe in luck? Yes
66: What's the weather like right now? Sunny but chilly
67: What was the last book I've read? Python programming book
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Yes
69: Do I have any nicknames? Shelidee
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? ????
71: Do I spend money or save it? Both
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? No
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? Strawberry lemonade
74: Favorite animal? black panther (see what i did there?)
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? sleeping
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? ?????
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Anything that George Ezra puts out EXCEPT Shotgun
78: How can you win my heart? Buy me a trip to London
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? There in lies the girl who liked the 80s too much
80: What is my favorite word? syzygy
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: @georgesparadise and 4 others
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? I want to meet George Ezra very badly
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? ????
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? I'm not... answering this one...
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? ????
86: What is my current desktop picture? anything rainbow-colored it changes every few minutes or so
87: Had sex? Men are stupid
88: Bought condoms? Men are stupid
89: Gotten pregnant? Men are stupid
90: Failed a class? Not in high school but in college, yes :(
91: Kissed a boy? Boys are stupid
92: Kissed a girl? Girls are worse (i'll explain later)
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? No
94: Had job? I just got hired
95: Left the house without my wallet? no
96: Bullied someone on the internet? yes
97: Had sex in public? men are stupid and probably gross
98: Played on a sports team? no
99: Smoked weed? no
100: Did drugs? no
101: Smoked cigarettes? no
102: Drank alcohol? yes
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? I respect them totally but no i am neither
104: Been overweight? yes
105: Been underweight? no
106: Been to a wedding? yes
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? yes
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? yes
109: Been outside my home country? yes
110: Gotten my heartbroken? men are soooo stupid but no
111: Been to a professional sports game? yes
112: Broken a bone? no
113: Cut myself? yes
114: Been to prom? yes
115: Been in an airplane? yes
116: Fly by helicopter? no
117: What concerts have I been to? Franz Ferdinand, The Specials, NIN, Gary Numan, Janet Jackson (twice)... I love concerts
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? yes but i'm not telling you who
119: Learned another language? Yes i'm semi-fluent in french
120: Wore make up? Yes
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Not answering this one
122: Had oral sex? Yes
123: Dyed my hair? Yes
124: Voted in a presidential election? Yes
125: Rode in an ambulance? Yes
126: Had a surgery? No
127: Met someone famous? It's... complicated
128: Stalked someone on a social network? Yes
129: Peed outside? No ew
130: Been fishing? Not really
131: Helped with charity? Yes
132: Been rejected by a crush? Yes :(
133: Broken a mirror? Yes
134: What do I want for birthday? George Ezra
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