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#sad love poetry
bloodintoink-blog · 8 months
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Half of me is you
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Is it me? Is it me? or is it you in me? Who am i? Am i you in disguise? I don't know what I am without you What I would've been if you hadn't come my way
I am made of your best pieces You swallowed my existence like a black hole and emitted a better version of you in parts of my form Half of me is you and the other half of me is, unintentionally, trying to be you
They will have to know you first to know me When they ask me my favourite color I remember yours When they ask me my favourite book I remember yours When they ask me my favourite memory I remember yours By that I mean I have no memory without you in it Even though I hadn't met you in my childhood You are there, in my memory, standing afar Our hands almost touch "I wish I met you sooner." "I wish I never met you."
You are the shape of my water Your sorrow, my drought Your words are the pearls I wear around my neck Your silence, my necklace's chokehold You are my eclipse But your absence causes apocalypse
Half of me is you and the other half of me is trying to be you and yet I cannot love me but I can love you
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bonnibuckets · 11 months
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— the garden within | leon kennedy
pairings: leon x gn! reader
warnings: ANGST
synopsis: your garden was doomed from the start
wc: 190 (its a poem)
note: wrote this about a certain someone irl but then i turned it into something different to fit this lol. I also apologize for not posting its finals week.
── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──
Leon S. Kennedy
Your life, Your world, Your universe, Your savior, Your happiness, Your beautiful moon on those dark nights— luminating the sky with his presence. Pouring everything into him watching it blossom into a ravishing garden of roses.
But what you lacked to see was
The soil was hard and rotten from the start
Poisoned by aphids
Poisoning your beautiful garden by feeding and weakening your roses— killing everything you knew
The garden you knew.
The aphids’ voice dripped like venom as it stole your moon right from your fingertips— and the worst part was he was allowing it.
His heart still stuck in the past as his body was in the present.
The promise Leon’s lips spoke were nothing but empty hollow words— hollow, exactly how you felt as you watched your moon disappear from your nights plunging you in cold bitter darkness.
Only then did you realize you wasted your time tilling the hard soil and watering your roses daily. Meticulously tending to your precious garden in hopes the flowers wouldn’t wilt away
As the aphid named ada wong smiled and ate away at your hard work.
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junexsleepyy · 17 days
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I’ve loved you for so many years, yet you haven’t noticed it by now.
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sullenload · 2 months
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i love you. i love you and the way your mouth curls up when you won’t admit i’m funny. you hate smiling with all of your teeth, but when i see it, my body melts into the shape of waking up next to you on a sunny morning.
you kept me afloat and didn't even let me know you were drowning. it still hurts knowing how well you hid it but i guess it’s too late now.
what do i do with this? what do i do with this emptiness that has an underlying scent of your clothes?
my ribs crack every time i pass you and take in that loving scent. one that feels like holding me when i’m at my worst.
i’m sorry. i’m sorry you had to feel like you were at the bottom of the ladder, having to feel like you need to help everyone else up and by the time it’s your turn, you’re already back on the ground trying to catch your breath.
i’m sorry you didn’t feel like i could be there for you. and maybe that’s my fault.
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lusie-king · 1 year
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And if loving you is a crime,
Then arrest me.
I'll spend an eternity,
Imprisoned,
As long as you want me.
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koi-no-owari · 1 year
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the bright display
of flowers blooming forth
above both our heads
in a show
of striking and vivid color
the beauty
which comes only
from impermanence
sitting on the concrete
beside me
the lighting coursing
through the delicate glass bottle
of a sweet and and fizzy origin
stains my heart to this day
your hand delicately placed
on your left side
your face shines
with an exuberant smile
the flowers have burnt out
your smile saturates the inside
of my head
the heat of that day
the salty ocean air
the twinkling of the stars
unable to reach out
unable to connect
I look back
at that August sky
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to-my-luna · 1 year
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it's your smile, that's the reason for mine.
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laikacore · 5 months
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in this place where my eyes are tired
And I've written so much poetry
I listen to your sleepy breathing
One rusty exchange for another
When you wake will your fondness glimmer
Only to be overtaken by the storm?
I have been there, in those lonely moments
Where love itself has turned against you
I do not wish you there for my sake
And I wish you only sweet dreams
Even though I know when you awake
Reality may pale against them
So when your breathing comes smooth
My darling lover
I hope by some daybreak soon
My thought will be as sweet as your dream
I am comforted by the memory
This is not my first time sleeping on the floor
beside the one I long for
Bruise by laika wallace
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cocotrtl · 1 year
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true love is the one thing i want most in this world. maybe i’m destined not to find it.
maybe true love is a myth
maybe true love doesn’t exist
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bloodintoink-blog · 8 months
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Loveless
You can love me all you want
but never, never blame me
for what it brings forth
I will pray to everything anyone believes in
that you never love me
and help anyone who ever did
When I read love poems
I think I'll never feel them
I won't say I am loveless
but my love's worthless
I love in the dark, like shadow, like ghost
I can't stay in love, I think it hurts the most
I think I've never felt anything
which doesn't feel like a knife stuck at my throat
I bet you think you could love me
but you don't know my antidote
Such a tragedy it is to love me
Such agony to hold m𝘦
Do you feel the void in my kiss?
Do you taste the saltiness on my lips?
Don't I taste like metal, like blood?
Do you smell the smoke in my breath?
Can you savour the venom in my mouth?
Can you breathe it back?
Can you take it in?
Can you feel the love turning black?
Can you feel the life draining out?
What is love when it dies?
Is it love if it dies?
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austeregreen · 1 year
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the air smelled of tansy and wormwood though summer of that year was cold and full of rain and settled on the fields like a pale coating but still I was able to smell those herbs to feel more and more bitter aftertaste in my mouth a trickle of juice flowed from my fingers to wrist I licked that juice off even though I knew - it was far too late for us overriped blackberries fermented it was the end of summer
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caffeyn · 2 years
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Its another silent night
But I can't feel any delight
For I've lost my mind
From someone I can't call mine
Can't help but worry
Everything's gone awry
Waiting was a difficult journey
Gosh I felt so lonely
I know this isn't working
Having nothing and giving everything
When are you reciprocating
My love is waning
I can't help but question
My stupid decision
Is this all I'm worth?
Or am I actually cursed
Are you still there?
Do you still care?
In this silent night are you aware
That what you're doing isn't fair
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eminems-mnm · 5 months
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I’m Sorry
I’m sorry I put you through so much pain
I wonder how you're still sane
I’m sorry I never listen
Cause without you my smile wouldn’t glisten
I’m sorry I made you feel so alone
I should have made you my own
I’m sorry I never learn
Now i’m left here to yearn
I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart
Our relationship was just the start
I’m sorry I made you leave
I actually started to believe
I’m sorry for taking everything from you
I’m sorry for this heartbreaking truth
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lusie-king · 11 months
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I have to hate myself,
More than I can love you.
I'm sorry.
There is something wrong with me,
I'm sorry.
There is something very, very wrong with me...
I'm so sorry.
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koi-no-owari · 1 year
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was there ever love
between the two of you?
was that crimson thread
leading, guiding, binding
your pinkie to his thumb?
a youthful smile
your dress hiked up
that happiness, that joy
the sweetness melting
upon your tongue
soft and pure white
turned a dark, cold ebony
like many others before
two rooms never felt further away
and arguments never more aged
when did the thread snap?
doors slammed shut
and tears unshed
was it there
and if it was
did the inevitable have to come?
grieving what isn’t and never was
looking back at those days
I never saw and never can
I’m only able to muster up
the bitterest of tears
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illusorylove · 2 years
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I went from putting him on a pedestal
and idolization,
falling deeper in love with his complex sense of self
his deceitful mind games
to seeing through him, throwing the rose coloured glasses to the ground
shattering them
And finally, burning that pedestal
I placed him so highly on
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