I do not want a conditional love.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when it is convenient.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when the time is right.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when her shape is appropriate.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when you decide she deserves it.
I would rather live loveless for the whole of my life than compromise for even a second and live a life being told I am not enough as I am, all the time.
Because I will love with the ferocity of a blazing sun, unconditional and eternal - so why can I not want the same? It is not impossible, I am wholly capable and exist as proof that it can be done. Any excuse otherwise is simply worthless, a lie to pretend infatuation could ever be love.
Love is loud and obnoxious and treats your insides like a poison. It ruins your mind, your soul, your touch, your heart. It takes every part of your being and makes it it's own, as if they never belonged to you in the first place. The only cure is them and their happiness. You can handle the pain if it is in their name, you can take the fire.. but if it's true, they will never let you - because they would feel the same flames of hell without you.
I want that.
I won't settle for less.
Magic touches me and leaves a trail of fire, and rosewater. Oh a dream within a dream is but a breath within a breath, a shared beat inside two hearts. Time means nothing and distance is an illusion that dissipates like mist in the face of the divine feeling, the brush of your soul against mine. Light and dark meld into one breath, one heartbeat, one dream, one desire and erase the rest. The world fall away as two songs become one melody.
You lied —
But I've come to realize
It doesn't matter
Whether and why you did so
To me, to yourself; to us both
At the same time…
It only hurt because I believed you.
Therein I
Was at fault.
i feel like if there was a word to describe how much i love you, my love would be less meaningful, for nothing can replace the need to prove how much i love you with actions because words aren’t enough.