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#redeem billy hargrove im begging
munsster · 2 years
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love languages with billy hargrove
A/N: literally f*ck canon? that shite is ass and to me, billy is still very alive and maybe even thriving. anyways here’s a fluffy headcanon
Pairing: Billy Hargrove x GN!Reader
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him not really understanding/knowing anything at all about love languages when you first get together
but it turns out, with you, he's a sucker for every single one of them
quality time is a given, but he doesn't even realize how warm he gets when you randomly call him or drop by his home or visit him while he's on duty
in his mind, he's like wtf why are u obsessed with me baby, but really, he's definitely the one who's obsessed
him getting back at you for all your surprise visits by crawling through your window????
like the sentiment is there, and he's so proud of himself for thinking of it, but you both know he did it to make out with you on your bed, right?
despite how hard he tries to hide his love for spontaneous nighttime drives and mini backyard picnics, you can tell by the way he holds back a smile that he wouldn't trade it for the world
also??? maybe you're not really a party person until he convinces you to come along, and the fact that you enjoyed being by his side the whole night is so fascinating to him
and there's no way he's going to another without you
apparently, it's the little things that get his softie gears turning
like he never really talks much, but he's obsessed with listening to you, even when he's stone faced; if you love it enough to talk his ear off about it, he's gonna love it, too
i won't even get started on the praise kink unlocked achievement.
okay maybe i will...
(just saying, once you figure it out, you'd definitely drop a casual "good boy" or a "you did so well, baby" literally whenever and he's like instantaneous heart eyes, hubba hubba, foaming at the mouth, convulsing, probably)
even getting him to talk about himself once in a while, and he feels so light afterward. like goddamn, somebody he loves wants to listen to him???? no fucking chance
except yes fucking chance, and he looks so handsome when he gets all puppy dog excited about his actual interests
he catches you staring at his mouth while he's talking and he clams up, getting all blushy and looking away
("no, no, it's cute! i'm listening" "shut up" "i like hearing you speak" "minx")
he's Melting.
okay, basically, the only experience—prior to you—he has with gifts (giving and receiving) is his mom, but he was little, and he's not a huge fan of toys anymore
and then you buy him a fancy new pair of sunglasses out of the blue, and his heart is fucking bursting
and of COURSE he brushes it off. maybe a thanks and a kiss on the cheek. or maybe a full on make out sesh in the front seat of his car with the sunglasses on top of his head keeping his hair out of his face?
just as a simple show of gratitude, of course
and then a couple weeks later he buys you your favorite cassette (definitely NOT because it also happens to have one of his favorite songs on it. psssh no way.)
you smile and squeal and wrap your arms around him and he totally shrugs it off, but he'd buy you the world if you'd have that reaction everytime.
okay, he found it a little weird when you offered to help tidy up his room, but on second thought, you look so cute setting his things on shelves—on display—because you're so amazed by how very billy they all are
or when you give max rides home and spend time with her while he's working. and turns out you guys are two-peas-in-a-pod close
just wait till billy finds out and you become THREE-peas-in-a-pod. hawkins #1 most chaotic evil trio, with you playing mediator (a given)
because as much as he thinks max is a little shit sometimes, she's also his baby sister, and somewhere deep inside his aching heart, he has a soft spot that's not getting any smaller thanks to you
now... that physical touch category is a touchy subject…. haha (sorry)
definitely the hardest to tame and the one that takes the longest to get used to, but also the one he likes the very most
seriously, every soft and precious thing he ever had was stripped from him by his deadbeat father
until you came along
and knowing that, you ease into touch with billy very, very slowly
like the most contact you have in the first couple months is either your pinkies brushing when you walk places together or handing him something and his is palm all rough and warm against your knuckles
but even that makes you both pull away all flustered
and when you do finally slip your hand into his, he's spiraling and praying you keep it there forever
like once you're holding hands, he is not letting go until you duck into his car, but even then, once he's seated, he is driving home one handed because he will not be caught dead without your fingers tucked snug between his
and that's where things truly take a turn for the better
he gets bolder. closer. and needless to say, you breathe a lot harder when he sits down with his thigh against yours and his hand on your knee
or his arm around your shoulders so he can lean down and whisper in your ear whenever??? goosebumps
also like when your mind goes off in the distance, it becomes a new thing that you're tethered to him (playing with his hands, drawing your fingertips over his skin, leaving small kisses over his face)
he thinks he's crazy for deserving something like this, and if he could lay right here for the rest of his life, he would
sometimes you even go as far as mindlessly braiding/brushing/running your fingers through his hair and he's just sitting there purring like a little kitten. how did you do that????
sometimes he might get overwhelmed by it, but he’ll let you know and you’re quick to give him physical space, and his heart is so full; you’re so understanding he could cry
billy never blames his touch aversion on anyone except his dad
and he especially never blames you
you're a goddamn angel, and looking back, he even laughs a little that you both were so tentative around each other at the beginning
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