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selfhealingmoments · 1 year

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runfor-cover · 1 year

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Seems like i won‘t get over this pain

1,5 Years have Passed.

Still these memories are coming for me

‚Life‘s too short to even care at all‘

I‘m only 23, still i think i know what It means

To Loose the Luck of Life

Everything you ever wanted-

‚If i could find a way to see this straight i‘d run away, to some fortune that i should have found by now‘

At Least i ever had it

#loss #memories #put the past behind #remembering #love of a lifetime #so sad #when we were young #How to get over it

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somnimagus · 7 months

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My page for @kairizine. It was such a huge honor to be part of this wonderful book with everyone, I had so much fun!

[id in alt!]

#kingdom hearts #kh #kh kairi #kh xion #kh namine #i don't really feel proud of my own stuff usually but #i really think this is the drawing i'm most proud of from this past year!! it made me think 'oh maybe i can draw' haha #i'm still kinda bad with colors but something clicked with this one. and i feel like i got the sentimental feeling i wanted!#ooh but this project's about flower symbolism so ramble incoming:#protea symbolizes resilience transformation and diversity; hollyhock means 'please remember me.'#so my general theme was finding a sense of self.#these 3 have struggled with finding their own identity; they tend to get left behind both in-universe and in general plotwise #and naminé and xion both resemble kairi and were overshadowed by her memory. but i feel like all 3 have transformed into their own people #xion and naminé have their faces covered partially by hollyhock to show their wish to be remembered for who they are-#instead of the parts that they share with someone else #and the protea bouquets show how they each held on and resiliently grew into their own person despite it all #i put a little swervy path on the hill behind kairi to give that hopeful sense of growth and moving forward. it's a little hard to see #hopefully that makes sense! i really love symbolism but i think in visuals so i'm really bad with words #but gosh working with everyone on this project was so fun. it was like impossible not to get swept up by the team's hype for this zine #i need to hunt down everybody's work and rb it #ohh and everybody's flowers are so crisply drawn it's insane!! i think if i lined all these flowers and leaves i'd die haha #fan art #my art #project stuff

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hamable · 1 month

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It’s really interesting to me how elusive Kipperlily Copperkettle has been throughout what is now the first half of the season.

She’s the closest thing we have to an identifiable Big Bad. She gets established in episode 3 to be constantly vigilant, capable of eavesdropping on anything and everything.

And then she’s physically MIA (iirc) for seven episodes, barring her scene with the food trucks at the start of episode 7. I think she’s said to be present at the assembly this most recent episode (ep 10) but she doesn’t appear to be an active participant in anything. That inaction is eating away at me… bc I know she’s doing something.

Talk about haunting a narrative… I’m constantly aware of her nonexistence. I’m paranoid. With every episode that we don’t hear from or interact with KLCK, she grows more terrifying to me. Brennan made sure to establish right away that she could be listening at literally any point. Riz tried to keep that at the forefront of his mind initially, but even he let that idea fall to the wayside as stress built up and time passed.

I think we’ve settled into a false sense of security in this respect. I think that at any point Brennan can and will drop a KLCK bomb on us and oh boy it’s gonna be deliciously messy.

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #kipperlilly copperkettle #brennan lee mulligan #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high spoilers #I didn’t even mention that Aylwen is somehow working for her???#KLCK is clearly pulling threads behind the scenes and I can’t tell how or to what extent and it’s fascinating #yknow that idea that like if someone went back in time to change the past no one would notice bc to them that’s just how it is?#it’s like that to me. she could just a That Bitch at school or she could be the Mastermind behind the curtain and I Don’t Know Which!!!!!#she fascinates me #I want to put specifically her character’s influence under a microscope

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lipt-97 · 4 months

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came back just to post these. okay bye

#gbf #belifaa #did you get triple zero (summon)? the sanfaa scissoring summon? SSS? i sierotixed it. It was awesome. Everythung in gbf is going right for #e except for the fact that i had to sieroticket it but its alright. just the notion of so much lucilius is just enough to put me back on my #feet again it’s almsot unreal how much lucilius-centric stuff theyve pushed out the past few months. his GBVSR debut. his summon.#Omg when I saw the gbfes fashion show i was a few seconds behind zen and she told me “You wont believe this” and I was like “WHAT? BELIEVE #WHAT? WHAT? WHAYT DO YOU MEAN” and the official lucilius cosplayer walked out in his robes it felt unreal unreal like it was seeing my onl #dreams come true after years and years of being like Theres no way they’d do that. There’s no way they’d make a cosplay for lucilius in his #robes because hes in his void outfit forever. BUT THEY DID…..AND THERE WAS BLOOD UNDER HIS SKIN….AND HIS LIPS WERE GLOSSED…AND HE HAD A LIT #LE BIT OF TAREME AND TSURIME (TARIME) ACTION ON HIS EYES AND EVERYTIME HE WALKED HIS ROBES KIND OF FLUTTERED AS HE SHUFFLED ALONG I HAD TO #SIT ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR lay down on the bathroom floor and I almpst puked from how nauseous it made me i was OVERJOYED BEYOND MY PHYSICAL #LIMITATIONS OF HAPPINESS . I WAS SO HAPPY. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN UTTERLY MISERABLE FOR ME AND I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS DEPRESSED SINCE HIGH SCHOOL #BUT SEEING LUCILIUS like this genuinely blew me off my socks . I don’t know if i should be 100% thankful because I’ve been trying to figure #out how to balance my emotional state with the media i consume but #I think i really needed it. thank you lucilius for ending my 2023

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dumbf1sketches · 5 months

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Lando always chokes when it matters most. we love to see it. he got outqualified by a rookie and is not even top 3 in the 2nd fastest car. fraudo

Thank you anon I love getting requests!

No I don't know how iPhone messages work

#i debated putting it behind a cut because i blurred it AND put pants on Carlos #but we don't want to shock anyone who's just tucking into their breakfast rn #I'll save that for if anyone wants to see the uncensored image with all its ummmm #juices #so mad at anon because I've been saying Fraudo Baggins on my head all day #carlando #q-ing this for the dead of night lol #and honestly I'm so offended that anon just copy pastes the most lukewarm take #i once walked into work with a spot and a 3 year old went “oh no! and you were already so ugly”#with the utmost sincerity #you think this ask even comes close?#my art #ask

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fiendishartist2 · 6 months

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"you've got my heart, i've got your hand, so we are safe and sorted."

#screams and throws up a little ngl #its so so so so so so so important to me that petscop has a ''good ending'' and that paul gets to see it #after everything the game and the family put him through he gets to put it all to rest and finally leave. go back to belle and lina #put his past behind him and just live as he is with the people he loves. with his real family #ough........#my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #petscop #paul leskowitz #petscop paul #petscop belle #belle leskowitz #<3 #they're brother and sister to me

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hexjulia · 3 months

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i was looking for a way to learn russian not because i have any reason to or expectation of ever becoming fluent but because i have insomnia and need challenges to occupy myself with at night without those things having anything to do with anything i try during the day.

ok now i feel like an annoying cooking blog giving an essentially unrelated story before the recipe, but this motivation probably determines what i look for in language learning resources: no organisation necessary on my part. accessible online. capable of keeping me entertained while half-asleep.

found this!

"The "textbook" for Ме́жду на́ми is this website. It is a free resource that requires no special password or registration. It provides the story line, vocabulary, grammatical explanations and cultural context that will guide your study of Russian. You will also use a set of printed workbooks called Ра́бота в аудито́рии (Classroom Activities) and Дома́шние зада́ния (Homework Assignments).

The program is organized into nine уроки (units). Each one starts with a list of goals so that you know what you will be learning to do in Russian. You should plan on checking yourself regularly against these goals as you work through the material. They will help you keep track of what you know well, and the areas in which you might need some additional work. Each unit divided into three ча́сти (parts), with each часть (part) sharing common thematic and grammatical content. These parts are divided into episodes that advance the ongoing story line and provide new vocabulary, grammar and cultural information. Each episode begins with a текст (text), which you should plan to read multiple times. Listening to the audio, looking at the illustrations, and checking the mouse-over glosses for words and phrases that may be hard to figure out from context will aid your understanding of the text. If you cannot recall the meaning of a word you have seen before, you can look it up by checking the Слова́рь (Dictionary).

After reading and listening to the text several times, you should move onto the Вы всё по́няли (Did You Get All of Тhat?) section, which provides comprehension questions with automatic feedback to help you to check your understanding of the text and to learn new vocabulary. These activities are crucial preparation for the in-class work, which is designed to help you use this new vocabulary and to examine new grammatical constructions.

As you work with the classroom activities, you will read and re-read the Немно́го о языке́ (A Bit About Language) section, which contains information about Russian grammar and usage encountered in the episode. Be sure to make use of the activities with automatic feedback to see if you have understood the new concepts being presented.

#put the rest of the explanation from the site itself behind a readmore simply because it's long and that's annoying to scroll past

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selfhealingmoments · 1 year

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wigglebox · 1 year

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Plants 🪴💖 [§]

#spnfanart #castiel #spn art #spncreatorsdaily #wiggleart #a redraw of a 2016 drawing #that I clearly put very little effort into #like what even is that plant behind him in the old drawing lmao #copy paste with color adjustments. yeah good job #Jennifer you really did wonders there lmao #here Cas is holding my favorite plant in my house which is #my rattlesnake plant #and then behind him is a monstera which is a plant I want so very badly but #I can’t have right now lmao

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cerealboxlore · 1 year

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Hear me out

A Christmas Carol like/type of fic for Billy Batson

You would expect him to love and adore the festive holiday, right? But remember, Billy Batson is a homeless child who doesn't have a family or home for the holidays to celebrate in. He doesn't get presents, a warm bed or nice meals like everyone else does, and probably hasn't for several years despite being a kid. Maybe he's a little bitter that he can't be the kid he used to be

Maybe in the Watchtower the JL is hosting a small holiday party and when someone (The Flash) asks Captain Marvel if he's having a fun time, he lies with a great big smile. But when he walks away into another room, he mutters under his breath that he actually dislikes the holiday a lot, and much to his dismay, Superman accidentally overhears it. Thus immediately begins a surge of rumors spreading like wildfire though the Watchtower about how odd that is the learn about CM.

Slowly each of the members try and bring out the holiday spirit in CM over the next couple of days before Christmas, and CM, who keeps trying to deny his dislike for the holiday, has to just sit down and begrudgingly tell them why he doesn't like the well celebrated and popular holiday (while hiding that he's Billy Batson) and earns so much sympathy and words of encouragement from the others

Superman even offers to invite him over for the holidays, but CM refuses, says maybe another time

That year he spends another Christmas doing patrol and maintaining the Rock of Eternity, but by next year, Billy Batson finally gets to celebrate with the League and the Kent family, finally getting a chance to be a kid, just for a day

#billy batson #dc captain marvel #Shazam #justice league #superman #Fic idea #Late night thoughts #a christmas carol #I know it's past Christmas already but I would have forgotten the idea by the next one #Once Batman knows the truth about Billy he would gift him the present of seeing uncle Ebeneezer being put behind bars #Give Billy Batson back his inheritance money 2023 #And a toy #Don't know if people would like this idea

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sanctus-ingenium · 9 months

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hi! do you have any tips for drawing backgrounds? i feel like i always struggle making look detailed/lived in while also keeping things uncluttered

ahahaa as someone who doesn't draw backgrounds... i really have no specific advice for you. i tend to go the sort of abstract route rather than drawing full scenes with characters placed in their proper settings. however for detail i think i can say again what i do is organise the detail level based on how important the thing i'm drawing is. try to pick out parts of the scene which tell more about what's going on, and put the detail there. that way you add more context and tell a story too. also, just for adding detail without really adding clutter, i swear by drawing seam lines on clothing & putting random dents and scratches into stuff

#only within the past couple of years did i start putting anything at all behind my characters #and even still 99% of what i draw (and don't post) is Character Standing In White Void

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simplegenius042 · 2 months

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Music Monday

Tagged by @josephseedismyfather

Tagging @socially-awkward-skeleton @shallow-gravy @inafieldofdaisies @strangefable @strafethesesinners @direwombat @derelictheretic @titiagls @wrathfulrook @carlosoliveiraa @adelaidedrubman @thewanderer-000 @henbased @josephslittledeputy @direwombat @g0dspeeed @nightbloodbix @afarcryfrommymain @voidika @ladyoriza @florbelles @vampireninjabunnies-blog @minilev @snake-in-the-garden @softtidesworld @onehornedbeast @cassietrn @chazz-anova @megraen @deputyash @dephellseed @deputy-morgan-malone @skoll-sun-eater @fourlittleseedlings @la-grosse-patate @cloudofbutterflies92 @starsandskies and @i-am-the-balancing-point + anyone else who wants to join in. Here's my taglist.

Three songs for The UnTitledverse, Wings And Horns' original spin off trilogy and Far Cry The Silver Chronicles below the cut.

First is "My Ordinary Life" for the main antagonist of The UnTitledverse, Zachariah the Orchestrator, the "Hand at Fate's Table" and the second-borne Eldritch that is the center point of majority of the multiverse's issues.

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"They tell me that I'm special, I smile and shake my head I'll give them stories to tell friends about the things I said They tell me I'm so humble, I say I'm turning red They let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been misled They give so much to me, I'm losing touch get me? Served on a silver platter, ask for second they just let me

They tell me I'm a god, I'm lost in the fascade Six feet off the ground at all times I think I'm feelin' odd No matter what I make, they never see mistakes Makin' so much bread, I don't care that they're just being fake They tell me they're below me, I act like I'm above The people blend together but I would be lost without their love

Can you heal me? Have I gained too much? When you become untouchable you're unable to touch Is there a real me? Pop the champagne It hurts me just to think and I don't do pain."

Silva may not be aware of it, but she actually has a rivalry with the Voice, or at least her supernatural Third Eye does. Abridged explanation of the Third Eye: some mystical entity commonly tied to the human soul but doesn't necessarily need to be to help its user, usually just retains memories and personality to give some back to the renewed soul upon reincarnating so the variants of the person don't become carbon copies, however instances like Silva and Paul who don't have a soul (due to the circumstances of their "births") they instead only build up their own Third Eye to protect themselves, which gives them back their memories, personality and skills into their next lives deep in their subconscious, so while they don't consciously remember most familiar things they instinctively do and gravitate towards that. The Third Eye also has an OP mode and can enhance the user who is aware and works symbiotically with it in ways humans back in the beginning of the multiverse could do. Paul realized this and gave Silva some subtle lessons (never explicitly saying what it was for) so Silva just thought it was meditation to make her more spiritual with her soul or something and doesn't actually realize until much, much later in her life that she's powerful enough to kill a God if she wanted to. There's a lot more for the Third Eye but I'll explain in a more detailed post.

Anyway, the Voice genuinely hates Silva for constantly foiling its plans in some shape or form, especially by the time of Silva's Hope, as the Voice hasn't exactly made itself look capable of governing one corner of the universe to its extremely cruel and unforgiving superior. And since the Voice is very biased and hypocritical on why "a deputy woman trying to live a normal life is more deserving of torment and needless suffering than the the prophet who killed his daughter for it and the other prophet who gaslit, gatekeeped, manipulated, mansplained, manwhored and manslaughtered his way through life", once Silva becomes aware of the Voice, its on sight. Anyway song below:

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"Kill me again, again and again But I come back knowing so much more Learning all your tricks I'll make you sick Because the truth is...* I'll make you quit."

"Try to stay [first], [have to] stay first** You're still good-good, admit to this Don't fight anymore, it's such a snore One more step, and I'll make it war."

"And I still love the way I "hurt" you."

"It's determination, whoa-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-yeah Whoa-oh-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-yeah.

I love the way, I love the way I love the way you keep on trying I love the way (I love the way), I love the way (I love the way) I love the way you keep on dying."

(* = Obviously I had to emit Sans name due to that probably not being the Voice's name ** = The Voice is against Silva, and since Frisk is from Undertale, I had to adapt the lyrics here a bit)

A song for the unnamed original trilogy I'm working on, which spins off from the events of Wings And Horns, but focusing on two characters who appeared in it, unnamed but can confirm they're both women, with one being trans. This pair are the first humans to have ever explored the Multiverse, and the trilogy will be following their story in life, navigating the aftermath of the abolishing of the soulmate system, discovering + exploring the Multiverse, and seeking out the Wheel of Reincarnation in the Afterlife, while facing internal and external problems, the most prominent being the Mad Kin of Carnage himself, Discord.

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"I'm born to run, down rocky cliffs Give me grace, bury my sins Shattered glass and black holes Can't hold me back from where I need to go

Whoa-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

Yellow hills and valleys deep I watch them move under my feet Stranger things, have come and gone To see the world and take the throne

Don't hold back Oh, I won't hold back

I'm gonna live my life like I'm gonna die young Like it's never enough, like I'm born to run I'm gonna spend my time like tomorrow won't come Do whatever I want, like I'm born to run

I wanna see Paris (Hey), I wanna see Tokyo I wanna be careless (Hey), even if I break my bones I'm gonna live my life like I'm gonna die young Like it's never enough, like I'm born to run.

A winding road, where strangers meet To feel the love of a warm drink My body moves, it's speaking loud Don't have to say what I'm thinking now

Don't hold back Oh, I won't hold back

I'm gonna live my life like I'm gonna die young Like it's never enough, like I'm born to run I'm gonna spend my time like tomorrow won't come Do whatever I want, like I'm born to run

I wanna see Paris (Hey), I wanna see Tokyo I wanna be careless (Hey), even if I break my bones I'm gonna live my life like I'm gonna die young Like it's never enough, like I'm born to run.

All these things, I've seen and done I live my life like I'm born to run All these things, I've seen and done I live my life like I'm born to run All these things, I've seen and done (I was born, born, born, born, born to run) I live my life like I'm born to run (I was born, born, born, born, born to run)

I'm gonna live my life like I'm gonna die young Like it's never enough, like I'm born to run I'm gonna spend my time like tomorrow won't come Do whatever I want, like I'm born to run

I wanna see Paris (Hey), I wanna see Tokyo I wanna be careless (Hey), even if I break my bones I'm gonna live my life like I'm gonna die young Like it's never enough, like I'm born to run.

Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh!"

#music monday #the untitledverse #oc: zachariah the orchestrator #big bad of the untitledverse is jealous of the attention humanity gets #far cry the silver chronicles #far cry 5 #oc: silva omar #fc5 the voice #the voice #hell its not even joseph that silva hates its the fact that joseph represents the voice and that's what her third eye recognises #but since silva isn't aware of the voice's existence #she goes to put this hate that she never held before towards joseph (and justifies the reasoning behind it by pointing at his actions)#wip: wings and horns #original unnamed trilogy #original works #coming up with titles is hard #but i will persevere past this #also funny how this trilogy is the planned end yet chronologically timeline-wise the beginning of the stories (not excluding WAH)

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plan-3-tmars · 3 months

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I've gone so far down the kazui mukuhara rabbit hole that I'll listen to any fucking song ever and it'll still remind me of him. FOR EXAMPLE

DO YOU SEE MY VISION....

#like yk the way he wears a mask for the majority of half and the mask is meant to represent his lies and like hiding his true self #yk like putting on a mask becoming someone else on stage actor shit yada yada #SO LIKE. “i know you've been hiding secrets in your past” and kazui mentions thoughts on his mind that he “gave up A LONG TIME AGO”#“whats behind the mask” like asking him to tell the truth and !!! be his true self !! to stop acting !!!#AND THEN LIKE... “curiosity killed this cat/sorry i ever asked” because kazui talks about how hinako would still be alive if he kept lying #it just . reminds me of him #ALOT #and i wasnt expecting it man i was just doing my sphe cba #i cant listen to music normally anymore and its all milgrams fault #milgram #kazui mukuhara #sorry for the ramble im procrastinating having a shower and going to sleep and i also just wanted to share this. discovery #Spotify

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good-beanswrites · 3 months

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I wanted to see your LCSYS take on the differences in the prisoners' uniforms in the Milgram Hallucination event:

The outfits all zip in the front, even those that wouldn't in the art. Shugo wears a coat instead of a cape. Ryota doesn't have half of his uniform tucked in. Minami is wearing a skirt under her costume. (Hi Nott!) Maybe I missed some.

Hmm, that's a neat detail! Because presumably they'd have their uniforms on hand, and they should just wear those. The fact that they had to create new ones leads to a few possibilities: 1. Milgram didn't realize what a hit the songs would be, and figured they wouldn't need these random straightjackets anymore. They got rid of them after the experiment, 2. Milgram gave the prisoners their uniforms to keep and they're the ones that threw them out, not caring to remember their life of restraints, or 3. Milgram does actually face some real-world consequences for being incredibly shady, and all their possessions are currently being investigated by the government. I personally think option 3 is funniest, and enjoy picturing Jackalope planning a live concert and selling merch while simultaneously trying to cover up a huge potential scandal/legal battle behind the scenes asdfsdf.

Amane's case is slightly different, since hers has to do with her own clothes. I like to think it'd be a sign of her leaving her old life behind and starting over. When Mahiru takes her in, (with Amane's permission,) she completely replaces her wardrobe to remove any painful memories that may be attached. There are a few things she liked too much to part with, maybe including her purple hat :) When it's time to perform, Jackalope offers to find her a skirt just like her original, but she prefers to do without it.

#milgram #lights camera sing your sins #thank you for the question!#the problem with option 2 is actually do think some of them would keep the uniform as a reminder to themselves to be better #i can really see shidou and kotoko putting it somewhere prominent so theyre constantly reminded not to go down the wrong path #maybe even fuuta #and i think mahiru would keep it for more sentimental reasons lol #but yeah i still like the last option LOL #'oh uhh sorry we cant find the uniforms at the moment 🤷🐰 looks like we'll just get you guys new ones haha' *glares at the government #official currently archiving each uniform as evidence*#and i love the thought of amane making an effort to leave her own past behind! obviously mahiru doesnt make her cut all ties #but she can remove some of the more painful things #and if thats the school uniform skirt that amane was often punished in/committed her murder in then i definitely think it would go #amane momose #jackalope

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lousydrawingsforgoodpeople · 2 years

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#put the past behind you #trauma recovery #child abuse survivor #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #choose joy

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