(P.S just answer the ones you feel comfortable answering. Cause I'm really curious but like I dont wanna overstep, y-kneurr) anyways ----> 1.) who's the most relatable BSD character to you and why? 2.) You mentioned in your BSD violence analysis that you "suffer from a similar loss of truth on a daily basis" like Nikolai. Do you have OCD,if I may ask? Cause I do (symptoms) and it's a pain. 3.) Who's your fave BSD character and why? (lmao I love the vibe change) 4.) fav fiction work?

YESYESYES MUAH ILY TY FOR ASKING OVERSTEPPING IS SCRUMPTUOUS DO IT MORE OFTEN

relatable is absolutely nikolai. I used to say dazai because of the whole double-personality, depressed but goofy bla bla bla thing (i'm not like other girlzzz😋😋), but as I mentioned, I feel like they're opposites in their emotions. I am an emotional person; I feel things strongly and get irritated at my emotions. Both I and Nikolai fall on the "understands what is right and wrong but doesn't understand right and wrong" spectrum and I crave detachement from reality because I am detached from reality. Plus I would definitely develop a strong love/hate feeling towards anyone who understood me as well as I understand me. Close second is Ranpo but we do not need to get into that :D

I have no mental illnesses officially but honestly I can't say I think I have OCD. I think I'm just goofy 😩😩😩 but fr I don't think it's that deep, nowadays society, being emotional or thinking differently is shunned and my loss of reality is just a byproduct. mayhaps??? unsure tbh but i do hope ur symptoms aren't too bad bby i'll swordfight em for you <33

FAV??? OH GOD THAT'S LOADED because I love tachihara bc he's ABSOLUTELY HEAVENLY PERFECTION, lovecraft bc he's baby, and ranpo bc ranpo,,, but I HONESTLY DK?? I do appreciate the simultaneous complexity and simplicity of Fyodor's character, plus he a stinky cutie so that'll have to be my answer !! but my vibe n mood change like the weather so don't think too much abt it lol

Don Quixote de la Mancha by Miguel de Cervantes, hands down. I've read it in three languages multiple times each, in terms of fiction there are so many nice books I've read but the thing about Don Quixote is that you get it all in one. The book is long and it's got romance action philosophy humour you name it. It's from like Shakespearean era so it has some funky vocabulary but it's so so good. Plot in a nutshell is that a man spends so much time reading chivalry novels that he becomes delusional and thinks that he IS a knight and goes on adventures which have their own subplots. (lowkey I think - I'M CONVINCED - that he's the one whose ability is the Book™️ in bsd bc it makes sense this is a theory of mine that I refuse to not believe) ANYWAYS GO READ IT RN 👹👹👹