they say never meet your role models
i agree now
or per se
never let your role models meet you
the earliest recollection i have of my role model
is when his family visited mine when i was four
and i, being extremely socially anxious, hid under the dining table
to peering eyes of him and his brother
9 years later; a bustling diwali party
his eyes light up in cartoon shock and silent violating questions
"shit! you are so different"
i grew up, no longer a shy little girl
and me too, i was surprised as well
for a man i have only seen through blog and videos
a national champion which i strive to be
one who makes her parents proud
and is filled with the same infectious energy
how can someone be so perfect?
i admire him, how badly i want to be him
radiate that energy & emulate him
i did change but its for the better, promise
its my turn to show it now, make everyone proud
they say never meet your role models
but im kinda glad i did
“A Hopeful Ending” We've had a Tumultuous beginning, You and I. Endured things That are unspeakable. Lived in the shadows Of our nightmares. And yet, in each other We've found a home. I can see your pain Like a flash of lightning In a clear blue sky. You can hear the sorrow Of the abandoned child, In my weary cries. And I can feel your Search for freedom Every time that you kiss me. You see, I fell in love With the darkness inside of you. Because it offered me a dream. A dream for a hopeful ending. A dream of you. A dream where we Don't have to run Anymore. Where we don't have to Hide. A dream where we can Lie in roses and tulips, Counting every star In the sky. Maybe I'm being Cautiously optimistic. But it’s only because, I have looked For you in every Ring of the inferno, And I think I've finally Found my last resting place. @KVP Art: Resting Place, James Suret Art https://www.artstation.com/zerojs Prompts: “A hopeful ending” "Cautiously optimistic" "Flash of lightning in a clear blue sky" @angelealowes #angelealowesprompts . . . Prompts: “Tulips” #promptsbyjasmine . . . Hashtags: #poetry #poetrygirl #poet #skullart #skullhead #twinflame #kimpossible1111 #poetssociety #poems #poetryporn #explorepage #poets_community #instapoet #poetrycommunity #poetryofinstagram #poetsglobe #poetstribe #poeticreveries_ #wordswithqueens #skulls#femalewriters #poetsofig #poetconnection #poetryofinsta #portofpoetry #poetrysupportbybt #bybtpsfeatures #womenwhowritepoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/CqBy-VNsA7p/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Watering Dead Leaves // Tagged a few days ago by the wonderful @nina_green_poetry for @jasmine.s.higgins #promptsbyjasmine #acidic and “a pretty existence” Open tag for either or both! • • #MBS #poetry #poem #poetsofinstagram #longform #poetsofig #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryisnotdead #writer #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #writing #writtenword #writerscommunity #writtenword #spilledthoughts #spilledwords #instapoet #instapoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/CebmgL8O_FF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Day 16 of #alicjasjuly20 wow the days are flying by 🌿 here's an alternative Petrichor piece. I've written one before if you scroll down a little bit. . Used: @poemslikememory "paper airplanes" #julylikememory and @jasmine.s.higgins "temperature rising" #promptsbyjasmine (at Peterborough, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCtuj9IJXaL/?igshid=h6um34eobtus
Swipe right for poem! TW: some of the lines may be interpreted as self harm. If that could be hard to read, I don't recommend continuing. This poem uses @jasmine.s.higgins July prompt "distant kisses". Follow her for lovely poetry or more lovely prompts! The photo is mine. And the bracelet on my wrist is the bracelet described in the poem. My boyfriend bought it for me while traveling. So this poem is partially about how the bracelet and my boyfriend help calm me down. But it's also about the semi unhealthy way I use them to cope. I should not depend on him everytime I feel vulnerable. And I shouldn't need a bracelet to forget or grow past my scars. It's something I need to work on. . . . #promptsbyjasmine #poemoftheday #poetsofinstagram #poetscommunity #poetsofig #poets #spilledinkpoetry #promptedpoem #julyprompts #distantkisses #gifts #remembrance https://www.instagram.com/p/CCJLyLHHD_X/?igshid=1jrbtifsqsvbk
Day 29: broken clock. This scene was inspired by the number 420 which I always see on a daily basis whether I look at the time, random numbers on a page, serial numbers, class numbers, friends birthday, etc. It just drives me insane especially since I dont smoke weed or associate the number with it. I do know its my angel number and it means something very important from my spirit guides! #FebruaryPrompts #PromptsByJasmine #amwriting #writingcommunity #writersofInstagram writersofig #prompts #writingprompts #undeniableseries #undeniablecrush #numerology #angelnumbers #420 #brokenclock https://www.instagram.com/p/B9K2D0BgU-g/?igshid=htzffl2t2y9n
First one of the year. I'm hoping to be more consistent and atleast getting something written even if it isn't the best. This is a rough beginning and I'm rusty because I haven't written in pretty much an entire year but just getting something down was a big achievement!
This poem is a coffin,Where my thoughts of youDie to live again.
The words have beenWritten out of spiteAnd heartbreakLonging and tears.
I dip my pen intoThe ink and beginA conversation withMyself and my dreams.
I paint a picture of you,With adjectives and phrases,Lyrics that describe the beautyOf your smile and theRichness of your eyes.
I see your face formingBefore me and I cry throughThe…