#probably a narcissist honestly…. yea that would probably be right… huh….
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Small World
Prompt: During a night out, Kenny meets an incredible girl. But what happens when the girl of his dreams is also his new teammate?
Hey guys👋🏾!! Hope everything is going well during quarantine and everyone is safe and trying to stay positive💕! This was requested by @lclb13 and I’m so sorry that it’s taken all this time I honestly didn’t mean for that to happen and hope you like what I came up with!
Pairing: Kenny CrosbyxReader
⚠️: Mentions of drinking, fluff💕!
There was nothing more that Kenny wanted to do after a tiresome day at work literally chasing down a narcissistic, psychotic kidnapper than to have a couple beers and relax. He could practically smell the mixture of alcohol and wings already as he walked the remaining few feet to the bar he frequented on work days like this. However, his mood would soon fall seeing the note on the front door and all the lights off in the usually bustling establishment.
“Due to state mandated rules following the COVID-19 pandemic, we will be closed until further notice. Sorry for the inconvenience and stay safe.”
“Shoot, I thought it didn’t start until tomorrow,” a voice speaks from behind him. Turning around, he couldn’t help but notice the stressed, yet beautiful, eyes in front of him as you crossed your arms letting out an annoyed breath before turning to walk away.
“Tough day at work?”
“Not exactly. I start my new job tomorrow and I just wanted to have a couple drinks to try to calm my nerves.”
“Crazy how as we get older those don’t get any better,” he lightly chuckles making you smile.
“Now that you mention it, you have a point,” you giggle. “Well looks like I’ll just head home then since more than likely every bar in town is closed. It was nice talking to you um..?”
“Kenny.”
“Kenny. I’m Y/N, have a good night,” you smile giving a small wave before turning around and walking away.
Although only having that short conversation with you, he hated that you had to leave. Besides how breathtaking you looked, it was something about you that drew him in and didn’t seem to be loosening it’s hold anytime soon. Plus with everything closing, who knows when he’d get the chance to see you again.
“Hey, what if I told you I may be able to get you that drink after all!?,” he calls after you, lightly jogging to the spot you were currently standing.
“That depends. If this is your way of trying to get me back to your place I’ll admit you’re cute but-,”
“I promise you it’s not like that, but thank you for calling me cute though,” he winks with a chuckle. “An old army buddy of mine owns a arcade and game room a couple blocks up and if you’re still up for it we could go there.”
“Won’t he be closed too?”
“To the public yea, but not to those with special VIP access. So what do you say?”
“Okay, I’m in,” you smile following behind the taller and bulkier man as he begins to stroll down the empty sidewalk. “And sorry for thinking you were trying to get me back to your place. I probably look full of myself now.”
“Nah don’t apologize, you’re looking out for yourself. There’s nothing wrong with that.”
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“Read the sign, we’re closed,” an annoyed voice answers from the other side of the call box.
“Even for an old friend?,” Kenny asks with a smirk.
“Especially for said old friend,” the voice replies chuckling.
A loud buzz sounds as the front door unlocks allowing both of you to enter the building. Climbing the flight of wooden stairs, you’re finally met with a room that seemed to go on forever from how many activities one could do.
Towards the back were 10 pool tables with five on each side of the room while pinball and other arcade games lined the side wall. At the top of both corners of the bar hung flat screen TVs displaying the evening news and ESPN individually.
“So what do I owe the pleasure of this visit?,” the friend asks with a smile hugging Kenny.
“Work stress. Leo this is Y/N, Y/N this is my friend Leo I told you about.”
“If he said anything bad, I promise it’s not true,” Leo laughs shaking your hand.
“Don’t worry it was all good, and Kenny was right when he said this place was amazing!”
“Well thank you! Usually there’d be more people here, but with COVID that’s pretty much shut everything down.”
“And while that sucks, that also means everything here is open for us and bottomless drinks,” Kenny winks pulling two beers from the ice chest behind the bar.
“Bottomless sure, but that doesn’t mean free,” Leo retorts as Kenny laughs.
“Don’t worry we know. Put everything on my tab.”
“No, I can’t let you pay for my drinks” you reply taking the cold, dripping bottle from his hands.
“You don’t have to let me, it’s already done,” he smiles before taking a swig. “Plus take it as a good luck gift for your first day.”
“I would try to fight you on this, but I have a feeling it’s not gonna get me anywhere.”
“And you would be right,” he chuckles leaning against the shinning bar. “I’m that easy to read huh?”
“Don’t take it to heart, it’s just part of my job.”
“Let me guess...psychologist?”
“Not exactly, psych is part of my background but I work with law enforcement.”
“Oh what branch? I work with FBI.”
“Same! I just transferred here from LA,” you excitedly beam.
“Well a heads up, the guys in the main office here are really good people. Me and my team have worked with them before and I know you’ll fit right in with no problem.”
“I hope so.” Sighing, you take a drink from your bottle trying to ease your nerves but they only seem to grow the more you think about the new environment you’d be in tomorrow. Sensing that your mind and nerves were getting the best of you, Kenny’s fingertips brush against your skin as he lightly grabs your arm.
“Hey we’re here to forget about work right? How about some pool?”
“Sure, but I’m gonna be honest I suck,” you answer as he leads you to the closest table. Setting his beer next to one of the pockets, he hands you a stick from the wall before removing the triangle holding the balls in place.
“Oh I’m sure you’re not that bad.”
Lining up your shot, you bend over the table with top of the stick in one hand and the base in the other. Shooting it forward, you connect the stick with the cue ball expecting it to crash into the others, but sadly it wildly spins and hits the side of the table nearly landing in the middle pocket.
“Well, uh it’s a good start,” he grins as you flip him off.
“I told you I suck.”
“You just need practice. Here let me help.”
“Oh help me as in stand incredibly close to my butt all the while having your arms around me?,” you smirk making Leo laugh from his spot behind the bar.
“C’mon that’s the oldest trick in the book! Rake that big head for something new,” Leo adds sipping on his beer as Kenny chuckles crossing his arms in front of his broad chest.
“Actually I was just gonna demonstrate how it’s done, so if you’ll excuse me miss know it all.”
Stepping aside with your hands up in surrender, he takes your previous position bending forward with the stick in his hands. In a swift motion, he hits the cue ball making it glide across the table until it makes contact with the others causing them to scatter and a couple to sink in the corner pockets.
Although it was a simple movement, you couldn’t lie and say that it didn’t make you feel things. Watching as he bent over, you had a better view of his back muscles and how his tight shirt clung onto their every curve. His biceps grew bigger as he flexed to perform his shot making you wish he had chosen to guide you instead.
“So you just need to have a better grip on the stick and give it more force, then you should be good,” he explains snapping you out of your trance. “Ready to try again?”
“I guess,” you nervously smile moving to where the cue rested. Readying yourself for your shot, you feel his eyes on you making you even more nervous to try to get it right. Aiming for the striped ball, you keep his words in mind as you strike the ball and it hits your target better this time, but misses the pocket from being hit a little too hard.
“See? Better already!,” he smiles playfully nudging your arm.
“Yea but I still need to work on how hard or soft to hit it.”
“That’ll come with time don’t worry.”
“And thank you for being such a good teacher.”
“Anytime.” Meeting your eyes with his blue ones, you both feel as if you’ve been there for longer than a few seconds, but in the most comfortable way. Moving towards you, he sets his mouth to say something, but is cut off by his phone buzzing.
“Duty calls?”
“Yea something like that,” he answers quickly typing his response before putting his phone away. “What do you say we do this again next weekend?”
“What? So I can practice my shots?”
“If you want, or we could do other stuff. It’s up to you.” Noticing your raised eyebrow, he realizes what he said before pinching the bridge of his nose with his eyes closed.
“I didn’t mean that stuff,” he chuckles. “You know, I’m not sure if you giving me a hard time is because you like messing with me or hate me completely.” Softly giggling, you reach to grab his phone handing it to him so he could unlock the screen before adding your name and number.
“Does that answer your question?,” you smirk taking a final drink from your bottle.
———
Sitting in his usual spot, his eyes scan the computer screens in front of him, as he tries to decipher the hit patterns of their new suspect to predict where he’ll be next. Every so often, he’d look at his phone to see if you replied to his recent message, but still there was nothing.
“That’s like the 10th time you’ve glanced at your phone in the span of five minutes. Is someone expecting a text from a girl?,” Hana asks amused.
“Stop watching me like a creep,” Kenny smiles throwing a balled up piece of paper at her.
“Okay guys quick announcement. This is Y/F/N Y/L/N from the LA FBI branch and she’s gonna be our newest member for these next few cases,” LaCroix explains. “Just to give you a quick introduction to everyone, that’s Sheryll, Clinton, Hana, and Kenny.”
“From the look on your face, I’d say you guys have already been introduced,” Hana whispers as Kenny seems to become more red by the minute.
“Y/N I’m gonna have you here with Kenny while Clinton and I go check where our guy was last seen in town. Sheryll and Hana I want you both to check in with our victim to see if she’s been able to remember anything else.”
Everyone scattering to where they need to go, you sit next to Kenny nervously fiddling with your fingers.
“So...first day ok?,” he asks after clearing his throat.
“Mhmm,” you nod. Awkward silence falling over the both of you, the only thing that could be heard was the ticking of the clock on the wall and Kenny occasionally clicking the mouse.
“Hey, this doesn’t have to be awkward. It’s not like we did anything you know? Basically last night was two adults playing pool.”
“Right, and enjoying each other’s company, which coworkers can do,” you add as he nods in agreeement.
“Exactly! You could even say I just welcomed you to town,” he smiles.
“And in a very fun way!”
Another silence falling over you two as your small laughs died down, you both knew that your feelings were already too strong to try to ignore or get over. Plus deep down neither of you really wanted to let it go.
“So what now?,” you ask just above a whisper causing him to lean back in his chair rubbing a hand through his short hair.
“I don’t know, but I’m guessing it starts with us not meeting next weekend,” he sighs looking down as he taps his fingers against the table.
“....well not necessarily. You have to give me my next pool lesson remember?” Lifting his head, your small but bright smile make him feel as if he’s floating as he softly chuckles to himself.
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Boots Reads Homestuck Epilogue(s) Part 11 - Candy Page 12
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Alright, looks like Jake and Jane had an active night and now Jake’s going to distance himself again.
Yeah you’re pretty afraid of closing this distance with Jane. You REALLY don’t want it, do you?
JANE: Lighten up Jake! The election’s off! The economy is stable! Dirk is probably never going to talk to us ever again! And we just... we finally fucked. Hoo hoo hoo!
Okay seeing that “Hoo hoo hoo!” at the end of the sentence makes it really fucking uncomfortable somehow.
Something catches the corner of his eye, and he swivels his head around to see the Trickster Lollipop on his bedside table.
JANE I THOUGHT YOU WEREN’T GOING TO BE SUCH A SCUMBAG THIS TIME AROUND WHAT DID YOU FUCKING DO????
far more sets of underwear than the number of people accounted for in the room.
Yeah that sounds about like what might happen with the lollipop thrown in.
Okay at least it was Jake’s idea??? that makes it... ALMOST... better... but not really..??
Oh God, and Jake just does the pushover thing and rolls with it only because he thinks he SHOULD, not because he wants to. Fuck.
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Mhmm. There’s always a thick sense that “what would Bro tell me to do” was thick in everything Dave did hanging over him like a shadow. Interesting that here it manifests as that Meta voice he was using in Meat or whatever.
Is Dirk even going to be there, or has he fled entirely?
Gamzee, what the fuck are you doing. Forceful character arc intervention? Is that what you did with Roxy somehow?
...is Gamzee toying with the narrative now that Dirk has fled or something??
...okay there’s some author worship going on or some such?
Dave how do you even know who Pagliacci is.
Okay there’s the Rose bot, and an ominous note. Suicide note? Self-Decapitation note, again? Hm.
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Epilogue Three
Okay, that’s some startlingly abrupt pathmaking toward suicide. I was warned that there was a vivid description of the leadup to suicide in Candy somewhere, so I’ll try to talk only lightly about it as I read.
Your legs feel impressively powerful as you begin to climb the staircase
Nice Meat callback at least.
A flip of the cosmic coin has rendered your entire life completely inessential. What could you accomplish in a dead-end existence like this? There are no stakes. No meaningful challenges. No structures or themes—only residual chemical reactions in a dying brain, a physical system’s obligate compulsion to exhaust its own lingering momentum. A cockroach with its head cut off, waiting to die of thirst.
Wow, yeah, you REALLY can’t stand living in a world where you don’t hold some sort of Light-y relevance, can you? So much so that you were willing to steal Light away from the story entirely just to have more to carry with you in the flipside. Is this supposed to sort of embody the comeuppance you didn’t get in the other half, the way you’re offing yourself here? Weird.
Your friends might derive some sense of fulfillment from satisfying the elementary obligations of self-preservation and self-propagation, but there’s nothing here for you. It doesn’t matter anymore.
HOW ABOUT LIVING HAPPY LIVES AND NOT GETTING STUCK IN COMAS YOU ASSHOLE
Seriously, that whole Meat part, the... the four things I really couldn’t stand being left with were Jane’s fate, Jade’s situation, ROSE’s unenviable situation, and Dirk being allowed to escape without consequence. Three of my favorite characters left on doomed paths or basically IN COMAS, constantly having their agency quashed by others or forced away from anything that could have corrected their disastrous path (Jane’s) by Dirk’s meddling. A line being drawn in the sand that clearly stated CANON ENDS HERE, before any of them could wake up or stop FUCKING SUFFERING. Jesus Christ. I just wanted some loose ends tied up by this epilogue, I didn’t need the characters’ POSSIBLE HAPPINESS to be left unresolved with a likely “NO” as the answer??!??? THEY DIDN’T COME ALL THIS WAY AND SACRIFICE AND WIN FOR JUST THAT! DIRK STOLE THE FUCKING ULTIMATE REWARD FROM THEM OUT OF NOWHERE!
*breathes*
FUCK. So, yeah, on to seeing Dirk either die or get stopped by Dave somehow because he still needs him or whatever.
Ew, self-decapitation indeed. You narcissistic fuck.
When you think so little of yourself as a moral character, any act of self-termination will result in a death that is Just.
Huh. So that influences the way the clock judges you, hm?
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A damn funeral, huh.
He looks at Roxy, who is staring at the floor, rather beside herself in grief.
Oh thank goodness, a glimpse at her line to Gamz had me thinking she was in weird happy-stuck Candy mode still, that would have fucked this scene a bunch.
...IS Dave really more eloquent than you, though?
Dave’s long speech--
Oh my gosh I just realized during this speech how UTTERLY FUCKED of Andrew people must have thought this Dirk suicide section was if they chose Candy FIRST. Jesus dick.
End of speech. Jane, stop being so remarkably fucking composed. Unless Dirk’s plans and machinations really hurt you as much as you let on when you expressed seemingly-mock excitement that you’d “never hear from him again”.
Fuck you Gamzee.
ROXY: BRAVO!!! DAMN I FEEL LIKE IF I NEVER HEARD ANOTHER WORD THIS GUY EVER SAID THATD BE FINE BECAUSE THAT WAS ALL JUST SO *PERFECT*
Thanks for coming to your senses Roxy, better late than never I guess.
Dave dips down so that their noses are bumping. Karkat’s eyes are so wide it’s amazing they don’t pop out. For a moment, it looks like they’re going to...
John sneezes.
Oh COME ON, John. :(
JOHN: i have no idea why i did that. now i have this whole memory in my head that i could have definitely lived without.
Me after reading the Meat epilogue.
Huh, offering to undo the death. That IS potentially a little bit insensitive, as obvious and necessary a question it is to ask, even if the answer is no.
DAVE: dirk was a complicated guy
DAVE: dude obviously had reasons for doing what he did
DAVE: if you go back and just rewrite his decision
DAVE: thats like denying him his personal autonomy
Exactly.
A courtesy that Dirk, funny enough, wouldn’t have given anyone else. The fucking prick.
--Yep, they’re too far outside of canon for his retcon powers to work anymore. Rose told him on the last day he could.
Roxy what the hell are you doing.
ROXY: we should get hitched
No, you should ANSWER WHY YOU LEFT CALLIOPE HANGING and THEN decide LIKE ADULTS to do whatever you all feel like doing. This isn’t legitimate if you’re HIDING most of the situation in Voidy shadow! If you really DO want this, then do it properly and HONESTLY!!!!
JOHN: you...
JOHN: LOVE me??
ROXY: yea john i love you
ROXY: wanna marry u and spend the rest of my life with u and pop out a bunch of cute lil buck toothed babies with you
JOHN: oh, uh. haha, wow. roxy that’s um.
JOHN: that’s a LOT.
Yeah, this isn’t how it should go. WOULD go. Something’s seriously wrong with Roxy right now and I hope John figures out how to bring them to the forefront so they can come to an honest decision.
Just a few weeks ago, Roxy was happy with Calliope, and now she wants to have his babies? John feels like he’s missing something important here, like he went for a bathroom break during the part of the movie where the plot twist happens.
Exactly. And you haven’t even had time to process how you feel about HER again. If something’s off, make it NOT off before you say yes.
Roxy practically attacks John’s mouth, she’s so excited. John shuts his eyes and kisses her back, still giddy and laughing against her lips. She kisses him until they’re both breathless, then pulls back so that she can gaze at him with glittering eyes.
ROXY: omg
ROXY: were gonna be SO freakin happy!
Yyyyeah, THAT was ominous. Someone’s definitely fucking with this situation behind the scenes. ...Maybe Roxy’s been hitting the Lollipop too when the camera’s away from her?
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Dammit, we skipped to the wedding without resolving ANY of their fucking issues first. This is bad.
--oh my god we skipped to months PAST the wedding too.
JOHN: jane and jake are kinda, um, together now.
TEREZI: OH GOD
JOHN: and she basically ordered jake to catch the bouquet “or else.”
JOHN: i was seriously afraid for him. and then he didn’t even catch it!
Jane. Jane, come the fuck on.
Can’t we get ONE TIMELINE where Jane doesn’t end up terrible???? D:
JOHN: yeah. they’re all dating.
JOHN: or rather... jade is dating them both.
JOHN: dave and karkat haven’t... exactly figured things out yet.
JOHN: and as much as i love jade, i don’t actually think she’s helped matters by putting herself in the middle of it.
TEREZI: HMM >:[
TEREZI: SOM3HOW TH4T DO3SNT S33M R1GHT
JOHN: i know.
Jade, you can’t force these things!!!
Can’t we get ONE TIMELINE where Jade doesn’t end up unhappy???? D:
JOHN: now i have to pretend to laugh and think it’s funny when she makes jokes about being the next to “tie the knot.”
TEREZI: WOW D1D SH3 R34LLY GO FOR TH4T DOUBL3 3NT3NDR3
JOHN: what?
TEREZI: WH4T
JOHN: what do you mean?
TEREZI: N3V3R M1ND
Jegus Christ. Terezi, WHY did you have to go there. I’ve seen enough nsfw RP to know exactly the fuckery you’re alluding to with Jade, NO.
JOHN: things’ll probably work out with those three anyway. things always work out between old friends.
JOHN: we’ve all known each other for too long for anything to cause a permanent rift.
Fucking allusions to the Meat section... D:
...okay, babies time. There are babies. Or at least one Roxy pregnancy and that earlier Vriskgrub.
TEREZI: 1T JUST S33MS... K1ND4 F4ST
YES, YES IT DOES.
TEREZI: 1 4LR34DY H34RD 4BOUT HOW J4N3 1S D4T1NG BOTH J4K3 *4ND* G4MZ33 4ND UNFORTUN4T3LY 1 DO B3L13V3 1T
What the FUCK is going on. Who’s manipulating everyone. Gamzee maybe??
TEREZI: H4H4H4 1 HOP3 YOU H4V3NT S33N TH3 P1CTUR3 D4V3 TOOK
JOHN: dave has a picture?!
JOHN: wait, never mind. i don’t want to know, and i definitely don’t want to see it.
Yeah that’s a cursed image if I ever heard of one
JOHN: so, what did you think, talking to dave and karkat?
JOHN: did they seem... happy?
TEREZI: NOP3
JOHN: oh my god, i KNOW, right?
JOHN: the whole thing is such a mess, it’s hard to be in the same room with them these days.
JOHN: i don’t even know the full story because dave won’t talk to me about it anymore, and jade seems to think that everything’s going just fine.
Dammit Jade, you forced your way in too early!!! D:
And why can’t Andrew at least PRETEND to give us a slight, fishing-line-thin possibility that Jade might POSSIBLY have any sort of chance at an endgame workable romance with ANY OF HER GOSH DARN FRIENDS AT ALL???????
>:(
I just want Jade to be happy okay jegus
TEREZI: 4 TRU3 K1SM3S1S 1S JUST 4S MUCH YOUR L1F3 P4RTN3R 4S YOUR M4T3SPR1T 1S
Interesting quadrant talk
TEREZI: TH3 PO1NT OF 4 K1SM3S1S 1S NOT JUST TO M4K3 YOU 4NNOY3D OR 3V3N 4NGRY
TEREZI: TH3Y SHOULD PUSH YOU TO B3TT3R YOURS3LF
TEREZI: TH3Y SHOULD SH1N3 4 L1GHT ON TH1NGS 4BOUT YOURS3LF YOU WOULD OTH3RW1S3 1GNOR3 OR D3NY
EXACTLY. I’ve been saying that about good black relationships for years. And Jade’s plowing in and fucking things up without really making things ANY better AT ALL for anyone but herself, and only temporarily and in her own head at that. :(
TEREZI: 1F 1 W3R3 3V3R TO DO BL4CKROM 4G41N, 1T WOULD H4V3 TO B3 LOW K3Y
Yeah, really pushing at what happens in Meat and stuff.
I love Terezi’s text-emote faces.
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Page 17... Someone told me to watch out for “Candy 18″ without any elaboration or context, so maybe I’ll split the post after this page so I can get to that one fresh? Hm!
My stomach is down to a low anxious simmer, so that’s good compared to before. Maybe reading this whole Candy thing isn’t going to be so bad. I can’t believe I’m not even halfway through.
He’s not sure why he feels the need to hide the fact that he’s talking to her.
Dammit, John.
It should be a beautiful image, but something about it roils John’s gut.
???
Is he catching on to some weird manipulation going on behind the scenes with his own metatextual awareness or?
Yep, Harry Anderson, heh.
He was. What’s bugging him about it is that Roxy didn’t seem to have any suggestions of her own.
YEAH THAT’S A HUGE GODDAMN RED FLAG RIGHT THERE. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO EVERYONE.
...Oh, huh. Now John’s having a bit of panic about how everyone suddenly feels like things are completely resolved with Lord English when they aren’t. And how Rose seems almost HYPNOTIZED into not worrying about it, along with many of the rest of them.
The three gals in the room exchange a series of concerned glances. Do they truly think he’s crazy? Are they hiding something from him? John can feel himself trembling. It’s not possible that he’s remembering this wrong, is it? It can’t be. If he presses his eyes shut, he can still see the lines of the black hole cracking space apart around him. It seemed like such a big deal at the time, and then suddenly it felt like nothing at all. Why?
Are they, though? Do they know they’re in a split timeline of sorts, or...?
You’re the ones not doing okay, he nearly shouts, but then realizes it’s just going to make him sound crazier than he already looks.
Yeah this is all cracking at the seams.
ROXY: oh of course that makes sense
ROXY YOU’RE NOT THIS BRAINLESS WAKE THE FUCK UP
Hm, looks like John’s not as comfortable on the placid planet as he is with someone giving him SOME sort of broader purpose. A lot like Dirk, but LESS FUCKED.
JOHN: i’ve got a beautiful wife who loves me, but it’s not enough. i can’t even talk to her about what we’re going to name our stupid kid without it turning into some weird thing where she just goes along with whatever i want.
JOHN: even when all i want is for her to want something different than what i want!!!
It’s like Steven stuck in Rose’s Room with that Connie clone, SU-ways.
Alright, clicking the next button and starting page 18 in the next post.
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angel; do you have a nickname? yea
awe; how old are you? 20
baby; favorite color? blue
bloop; spirit animal? cat
blossom; favorite book/movie/song?
blush; what was your stuffed animal as a child?
breeze; most precious childhood memory? i think my parents teaching me how to ride a bike.
bright; mermaids or fairies? fairies
bubbles; do you have a best friend? no
buttercup; showers or baths? baths!
butterfly; dream destination? idk what that means
buttons; are you religious or spiritual? no
calm; favorite scent? laundry and also honeysuckle
candlelight; what did you dream about last night? i was in charge of some event and i kept stressing over it? also my roommate kept coming into my room and i kept getting mad kxkddkkd
charming; have you ever been in love? no
cozy; eye/hair color? black black
cuddly; what’s your favorite time period? like. ever? honestly now is fine. although if i lived in like the 1800s would my brain be this smart if i felt less fear ghen like that era
cupcake; favorite flower/plant? jasmine is nice too
cute; what did you get on your last birthday? i bought myself perfume
cutie pie; most precious item you own? my guitar&desk&bed
cutsie; what makes you happy? sleep.
daisies; describe a moment when you felt free. every time i go to a concert? although when they shove cameras in my face i still have to perform.
daydream; how do you want to be remembered? bubbly, funny, but also wise? not vapid.
daylight; favorite album of all time? no idea
dear; zodiac sign? virgo
delightful; concerts or museums? concerts
dimples; have you ever written a letter? yes
dobby; dream job? i don’t know any more
doll; how do you like to dress? i kind of wear whatever i want. lately i have been dressing to match weather and to not have my nips out. although i shouldn’t care i do. also one of my group mates seems to be looking at my chest a lot when we speak so i can’t tell if it’s like That bad or if he is just weird.
dovey; any paranormal/magical experiences? no i mean. psychotic maybe
dreams; do you want or have any tattoos? yes
drizzle; do you believe in aliens? yes
euphoric; talk about someone you love. im sure i love my siblings. i want to provide for them both financially and emotionally but i can only stay detatched. they are the only people who have dealt with all of my years until now and one has told me she didn’t really know who i was when i was in middle school, which is kind of an interesting point of view. i am usually a bit more open to my siblings than i am my parents even though they were usually who just got the butt of my anger and angst lol. huh. interesting. basically i want to die quietly but it is impossible with family and i don’t want them to be affected as heavily as it would but honestly it’s just inevitable
fairy; do you have a pet? no
fluffy; ocean or mountain? mountain
forever; where do you feel time stop? my room
froglet; are you a good plant owner? no...
garden; how many languages do you know? 4?
gem; who are your favorite tumblrs?
giggles; what is your aesthetic of choice? ?
glittery; do you like anons? why/why not? sure
glow; list the top 5 things you like about yourself. i think a lot. i am considerate. i am able to be alone. i am funny. i am amiable.
heart; silk or lace? lace
honey; coffee or tea? how do you take it? both and it depends
hugsy; do you enjoy people watching or bird watching more? why? bird watching. people watching makes me uncomfortable
hunnybunch; what sounds help you sleep? anything really, mostly people speaking in a low voice
jewel; what’s your favorite kind of weather? sunny breezy
jiggly; what do you usually like to do on weekends? sleep and drink
joy; do you laugh loudly or giggle more? i cackle
kinky; do you blush easily? i think so
kisses; what romantic cliché do you wish for most? fwb to lovers
kitty; what’s your favorite time of the day? morning
ladybug; what’s your favorite artist to listen to when you’re sad? the 1975 yeah i know
love; what is your favorite season and why? summer bc its not real
lovey; what is your favorite flavor of macaron and ice cream? ummmm idk
magic; what are five flaws you have? i let my flaws affect my relationships. i let my flaws affect my work .. everything. i think too much. i give up too easily. i don’t know how to express myself.
moonlight; do you prefer soft pastels, warm neutrals, or cool darks? cool dark
munchkin; what do you look for in your significant other? funny and cute
paddywack; how would you describe a perfect date? idk
pebbles; how do you spend free time by yourself? lay around.
precious; what is something valuable that you learned in your life? your appearance, being beautiful, being skinny does not matter. it is impossible to achieve that arbitrary standard and it does not matter.
pretty; do you like to cook or bake more? bake
prince; how would you describe your handwriting? a mix of print and cursive
princess; do you play any instruments? if not, are there any you wish you could play? guitar
prinky; how do you relieve stress? jack off. drink.. sleep
pumpkin; what is your favourite kind of fruit/vegetable? ones that smell nice
rainbow; what was the last line of the last book you read?
roses; what is the most significant event in your life so far? probably entering college or my summers spent abroad
smile; what is one thing that has greatly affected you? rape, feminism, nihilism
shine; art or music? music
shimmer; do animals tend to like you? i think so?
smitten; do you collect anything? bracelets and socks
smoochies; how many pillows do you sleep with? right now 2
snuggle; what is your favourite candy? i don’t like candy
snuggly; do you have a camera? if so, what kind? no
sparkle; do you wear jewelry? no
spooky; sunrise or sunset? sunset
sprinkles; do you like to listen to music with headphones or no headphones? both
starlight; what was your favourite show as a child? idk
soft; describe your favourite spot in your house. my bed
soothe; digital or vinyl? digital
squeezed; who do you miss right now? my friends from last semester
sugary; what traits do you value most in friends? if i am only looking for people to hang out with and i do not care about them much as people, then they need to be able to have a (fun) conversation with me and want to hang out and do whatever i/we want. if it is a real friend then similar political alignment is sadly pretty important to me. we need to be similar in general probably, you need to understand my background.
sunshine; do you prefer for things to be practical or aesthetically pleasing? practical
sweet; do you find it easy to open up? no
sweetie; do you like kids? if so, do you ever want to have any? sure but no
thimble; is there somebody you look up to? who are they? no
toot; what is something you find unique about yourself? my chart . just kidding i think i have a philosophy that will cause a... bad revolution but i am also probably a narcissist
tootsie; what kind of friend are you? go with the flow kinda person, if you want to talk about something serious i can try. i usually match the vibe of the other person
treasure; what was something that made you smile today? videos
velvet; are you an early bird or a night owl? night owl
whiffle; if you could have a magical power, what would it be? i would be able to get any resource necessary Or i would be able to slow down time
whimsical; do you prefer doing stuff at home or going out? both
whiskers; do you usually wear makeup? halfhalf
wiggly; are you a messy or tidy person? mssy
wispy; do you like the place where you grew up? do you think you will live there when you get older?no
wobbly; have you ever wished upon a star? probably
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