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tomsmusictaste · 1 year
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All pop-punk christmas songs are either like, I fucking HATE Christmas, or, I am absolutely heartbroken rn and also it happens to be christmas-time too, that’s also happening
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plumspider · 4 months
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Some more Christmas presents:
- A Freddie Mercury Funko Pop
- A TON of posters of different musicians/bands.
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chromaticfades · 5 months
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It’s December, so I figure I might as well start posting my favorite holiday songs.
We’ll start at the top: New Found Glory - “Ex-Miss”
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rickchung · 1 year
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♫ The Linda Lindas x “Groovy Xmas” x Jimmy Kimmel Live.
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wilbursoot-updates · 3 months
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Lovejoy, The Twisted New British Boy Band
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Wilbur is mentioned in this article!
It was a December night, and as finals’ hush fell across campus, we fled north to the Aragon Ballroom for their Twisted Xmas. Little did we know just how sick and twisted it would be. (Although there was no punk-Christmas music played, thank God). We went for Lovejoy, an up-and-coming band in the pop-punk scene whom we had found by misremembering the name of Grouplove.
Under the Ballroom’s eaves, nestled in a crowd of teenage girls and their mothers, we caught sight of a woman’s lock screen next to me: “I’m nothing without you” scrawled in gothic handwriting. We weren’t sure what we had gotten ourselves into. Were we joining some kind of cult? Something that might continue to fill us with stories and motivation long after the concert, long after the holidays, through this winter and into the coming years? Then, lead singer Wilbur Soot, a teenage girl’s dream, stepped on stage with tousled hair. His toothy smile put me at ease and his mellifluous British accent calmed and enthralled us as the music came on.
While Soot was the center of the show, what’s a boy band without its boys? Bassist Ash Kabosu stood to Soot’s left, rocking shoulder-length hair and dark shades, in front of drummer Mark Boardman. Lead guitarist Joe Goldsmith flanked Soot to his right, performing in front of Alan Osmundson, the band’s touring trumpeter and keyboard player (who’s also an MIT Aerospace Engineering grad).
Lovejoy opened with a rolling drum beat, a groovy bass line, and an upbeat guitar melody. “Concrete” displayed all their charms. Soot counted his friends into the jam session before recalling a perhaps-fictional night out at 3 a.m. Someone, barely described, is making quite a commotion over Soot’s late-night kiss, enough that both our charming British boy and the bar’s bouncer is upset. Is this just a jealous fan? A long-term girlfriend? Someone a little too invested in that lovely accent? Soot recommends they “sleep on the concrete.” This tall, lanky boy, thin enough to be blown over by a small gust of wind, has a naughty streak in him! Soot’s music plays into emo and punk tendencies, writing about the dark sides of relationships and fighting the system, yet nastiness also comes from within him, giving him power and control.
And yet, somehow all the twisting only adds to this British boy’s allure. Soot’s songwriting is unconventional. It does not hold individual lines of lyrics like many other artists but instead rambles like prose, where one line is only understood by the context of the three lines before and after. With every song, the band publishes a short story. These short stories are just as much musical and emotional as they are lyrical. You would be forgiven for not knowing the names of “Concrete” or “It’s Golden Hour Somewhere” while they played. The refrains are so much less punctuated in his style, and it is hard to hear Soot sing those words over the sound of the entire crowd. Those of us at the concert experienced his stories collectively, uniting in these twisted and tousled emotions. Maybe this is a cult. We chose to join it by buying a hoodie, and they rewarded us with a trading card. What a great souvenir for my night with Wilbur the Hero.
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kennahjune · 4 months
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My favorite Steve headcannon is him liking all kinds of music.
He doesn’t really care what it is— and it’s not that weird “music is music” mindset. He just likes all music. Metal, Punk, Pop, Rock, Country, shit even nursery rhymes are fine.
He’ll be listening to Christmas music in July without realizing just cause he likes the song.
This is my favorite headcannon for modern AUs cause it’s more like— idk “acceptable” to like more than one kind of music cause people are less close-minded than in the 80s.
But when applying it to a cannon-divergent AU that’s still in the same timeline, i like to make it come with a bit of hurt/comfort.
Especially steddie hurt/comfort.
Where Eddie’s Munson Doctrine gets in the way in more ways than one and where he thinks he’s teasing Steve in playful banter about his music choices he’s actually making Steve kind of hate himself.
And obviously it’s a miscommunication on both ends (Steve doesn’t know how to tell people “no” and “stop” half the time and lord forbid he opens up about his /feelings/). But neither really know that until Steve’s pulling away and Eddie’s angry that he’s pulling away and they hash it out or smth.
Idk where I was going with this lol
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imnotavamp1r3 · 2 months
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♡ A guide to emo, goth, and scene! ♡
So since I see a lot of confusion over certain subcultures are and the differences between them, I thought I would make somewhat of a master post basically outlining the characteristics and differences of three aesthetics that I see misinterpreted a lot. If I do at any point get something wrong, feel free to correct me because I really don't intend to spread misinformation.
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🎀 Emo
Emo is a music based subculture that first emerged in the 80s out of the hardcore scene. The name emo came from the music genre emocore, which was short for emotional hardcore. The fashion is typically pretty casual, with some staples being straightened and teased hair with a sideways fringe, black clothing, band shirts, arm warmers, sneakers, skinny jeans, fishnets, arm warmers, wide leg pants, studded belts, and merchandise from various properties like Emily The Strange, Nightmare Before Christmas, and Ruby Gloom.
Since the early days of emo, the music in the subculture has expanded outside of hardcore and post-hardcore, and has since gone on to include alternative rock, horror punk, metalcore, pop punk, and screamo. Some of the most prominent artists in the scene are Avril Lavigne, Blink 182, Fall Out Boy, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, Paramore, Pierce The Veil, and Sleeping With Sirens.
Since the subculture is mainly music based, fashion is not as important to being considered part of the scene. Therefore, not dressing in a specific way while listening to the music wouldn't make you a poser, but dressing emo while not listening to the music would. What is not considered emo is listening to a random genre of rock music. Bands like Metallica and Nirvana, while enjoyed by many emos, are not emo bands and therefore don't make someone emo. Furthermore, I can't believe I need to say this, but, contrary to what many people seem to think, kawaii people are also not emo. While it is common for kawaii people to listen to metal and other heavy music genres, their style is not at all similar to emo and they don't consider themselves as part of the subculture either.
🎀 Goth
Goth is probably the oldest subculture here, with it dating back to the 70s English punk scene, with bands like Siouxsie and the Banshees and The Cure pioneering the culture. The post-punk band Bauhaus' debut single 'Bela Lugosi's Dead,' a song inspired by the famous horror actor Bela Lugosi, who portrayed Dracula in the 1931 film adaptation and also starred in White Zombie which is a film that's typically referred to as the first zombie movie, is often considered the first gothic rock song.
Goth is a subculture with many different sub-subcultures. Some of the most popular are batcave, bubble goth, cyber goth (formerly referred to as gravers), death rock, mall goth (formerly known as spooky kids), nu goth, romantic goth, steampunk, vampire goth, and, my personal favourite, gothic lolita. Contrary to what many people think, I don't consider aesthetics like pastel goth (which I do love) to really be a part of goth since it doesn't have roots in goth. Obviously I'm not going to go over every substyle because that would take way too long and would have to require its own post, but some common staples in most of these styles is lots of black, horror-inspired imagery, very big teased hair, black or red lipstick (red was the most common in the earlier days), and very pale almost white skin. Therefore, e-girls and emos (e-girls especially) are not goth. Also, the fetishisation of the 'big tiddy goth girlfriend' is very demeaning and offensive to goths, as well as just not funny at all because of how it objectifies and reduces them to simply walking breasts who wear black.
Goth music is, in my opinion, some of the most accesible and palatable alternative music. The most popular genres are dark wave, electronic rock, gothic rock, industrial metal and rock, new wave, and post-punk. Some of the most popular bands are Bauhaus, Evanescence, Joy Division, Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Birthday Massacre, and The Cure.
🎀 Scene
Scene is an aesthetic that originated in the 2000s on the website MySpace as a derivative aesthetic to emo. Many scene kids were considered emo posers because of their unconventional style and the music they listened to, which included genres ranging from crunkcore to metalcore, often being considered 'trashy' by other subcultures. Despite all of the hate towards scene kids, many embraced their label and many of the most popular people in the subculture started being known as scene queens who are also often credited as the first influencers. This included people such as Ambrehhhisdead, LedaMonsterBunny, and Melissa Marie Green.
Some staples to the style are colourful clothes, straightened and teased hair with colourful raccoon hair extensions, the scene swoop fringe, brass knuckles or diamond necklaces, bows, leopard print, zebra print, colourful shorts, tutus, tight clothes, sunglasses, knee high converse, band shirts, and merchandise of characters like Gir from Invader Zim, Gloomy Bear, and Hello Kitty. Personally, I would consider the modern rendition of scene, scenecore, to be a different aesthetic that, while it is pretty similar to scene, typically borrows from aesthetics like glitchcore rather than emo or mcbling.
Scene music is pretty diverse in what it provides, as it ranges from very heavy genres such as deathcore and metalcore to more pop and rap adjacent genres like crunkcore and neon pop. Some of the most prominent artists are 3OH!3, All Time Low, Asking Alexandria, Blood on the Dance Floor (unfortunately), Bring Me The Horizon, Brokencyde, Cobra Starship, Dot Dot Curve, Jeffree Star, Ke$ha, Metro Station, and Millionaires. A lot of the music is known to ignore many of the typically conventions of music, with the lyrics often containing themes relating to partying and sex.
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That's it, byeeeee! ˚。⋆୨୧˚♡
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antoniosvivaldi · 4 months
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Assorted Christmas playlists vol. 2 - Here is a set of four new Christmas playlists for different emotions and atmosphere of the festive season. Comes with a Christmas themed Tag Yourself meme, just like the previous instalment from 2019! (Tag yourself collab with @violets)
Companion uquiz | Assorted Christmas playlists vol. 1
Gingerbread House - Christmas crackers, practical jokes, enjoys watching anime, has an eclectic taste in music, loves to brainstorm, arts & crafts, messy handwritings, mismatched socks, comic strips, colourful flashing lights
A selection of funky songs to dance to for Christmas
{Listen on Spotify}
Silent Night - Counting blessings, candlelights, quill & ink, vintage posters, staying awake at the middle of the night, feels everything deeply, coffeeshop jazz, solving puzzle games, slow and steady to the finish line, mindfulness, ancient library
A selection of introspective songs for the winter nights
{Listen on Spotify}
Cozy Fireplace - Quality time, lovestruck, cardigans, the smell of winter berries, heartfelt letters from loved ones, romance novels, a bowl of hot soup, the smell of fresh oranges, rewatching classic films, stuffing Christmas stockings
A selection of heartwarming songs to enjoy together
{Listen on Spotify}
Christmas at the Beach - Carefree, goes with the flow, life of the party, listens to punk rock at full volume, shirts with tropical prints, street smart, dancing like nobody's watching, fruity punch, loves to be surprised, loves to surf
A selection of pop / punk songs for the summer lovers
{Listen on Spotify}
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tomsmusictaste · 1 year
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Tom’s Top Ten | Alternative Christmas Songs 🎄
Note: This list is excluding any songs that are covers or any songs that aren’t explicitly about christmas/the holidays (RIP December by Neck Deep, you don’t make the cut this time)
10. Ordinary Christmas by State Champs
9. My Christmas List by Simple Plan
8. Happy Holidays, You Bastard by Blink-182
7. This Christmas* by Every Avenue
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*Since this song is criminally not on Spotify (or soundcloud, or anywhere really) here’s a YouTube video for it instead 🖤
6. Forgot It Was Christmas by The Downtown Fiction
5. Merry Christmas (Wherever You Are) by Lower Than Atlantis
4. Right Where You Want Me To Be by A Day To Remember
3. This Christmas (I’ll Burn It To The Ground) by Set It Off
2. Xmas Exile by Settle Your Scores
1. This Holiday by Dragged Under
🤘🎄🎅
Also note: This list is based on my own personal preference, and there are some notable songs I haven’t put here BUT you might just find them on my Spoofy Xmas Playlist! 🤘
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cleolinda · 6 months
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There was a post here a while back, and I can't find it now, to the effect of, "I thought 'Oingo Boingo' was just, like, 'blorbo' for bands people liked," and I love that. No, it's a real band, Danny Elfman's "art, punk, ska, rock, pop, jazz, and new wave" band—best known for, if you have to narrow it down to one song, "Weird Science."
I don't even remember how I first heard "Dead Man's Party," because it was only fairly recently, in the last couple of years—probably while I was combing Apple's Halloween playlists. It's one of my seasonal favorites now. In my head, which is the only place I would actually throw a big Halloween party, it's the song I'd kick the night off with. But not only is it festive as hell—there’s an interesting kernel of story in it. The lyrics are mostly about a narrator getting dead one way or another—
I was struck by lighting, walking down the street I was hit by something last night in my sleep
I got my best suit and my tie With a shiny silver dollar on either eye
—and getting ready to head off to a party "where no one's still alive." (Sidebar: the "shiny silver dollar" refers to the folk custom of placing coins on the eyes of the dead. I was surprised to discover that it may or may not have originated from the Ancient Greek practice of paying Charon with a coin on the mouth to ferry a soul; the internets are divided as to who actually puts coins on who, in which cultures, and why. Our narrator is really most sincerely dead, is my point.) And that party is great, "who could ask for more?" But then,
Don't run away, it's only me Don't be afraid of what you can't see
These lines arrive as a non sequitur; there’s no context for who the narrator is speaking to, no “but on the way, I ran into someone I knew/loved.” And yet, the entire last minute of the song (following a horns-and-guitar jam) is given over to this plaintive "don’t run away": the price of living it up after death is becoming unrecognizable to the people you cared about. There's a whole story there that's only implied—which means that there’s plenty of room to imagine what could happen next. This is Danny Elfman who wrote the songs for The Nightmare Before Christmas, after all—what would it look like, a musical about a ghost getting someone to see them and stay?
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undead-supernova · 1 month
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HIGH TOLERANCE
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Masterlist
important note: this is a one-off of my High Tolerance series! I suppose you could read this first, but I think reading the whole 5-part series first would be more fun hehehehe
plot: when a cute guy with curly hair asks you to be his best friend, how can you say no? how do you look away when your whole life has been altered by this one instance? In other words: This is how Eddie and Weirdo met.
pairings: modern!bestfriend!Eddie x bisexual!fem!reader
warnings: drinking, cigarettes, pure fluff
wc: 3.4k
additional note: this cover of Whitney Houston's "I Wanna Dance with Somebody (Who Loves Me)" was a biiiiig help with tone and vibe hehe
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         “And we'll have Halloween on Christmas.
         And in the night, we'll wish this never ends.
         We'll wish this never ends."
You swayed around in circles, careful not to let the microphone cord wrap around your block-heeled Mary Janes. The minimal drums and guitar kicked in, with the faded background vocals echoing I miss you. Your pleated black skirt swayed around you, following your lead.
This was your favorite Tuesday Karaoke genre, the emo and pop-punk throwbacks being your jackpot. It was a classic go-to for you, the meme-ification of the song riling you up even further. And you were going to prove it.
“WHERE ARE YOU?” you nearly screamed, too excited to get to your favorite part. You imitated Tom DeLonge’s voice, concentrating on getting it right. Maybe a little bit more than you should’ve, but— “AND I’M SO SORRY! I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight!”
You really thought that the meme of it all would bring the five drunks here together. That you’d earn at least a chuckle from someone other than the bartender. But maybe you’d miscalculated your audience. Because everyone was sitting, mainly ignoring you as they either talked to each other or stared at their phones.
But was that going to stop you? Fuck. No.
         “Don’t waste your time on me.
         You’re already the voice inside my head.”
“Woo!”
You glanced over at the voice to see some guy standing there. A very attractive some guy, with long curly hair and bangs. A tight t-shirt hidden by a leather jacket with…a denim vest over it? His hands were stuffed in his pockets, but that didn’t stop him from shimmying both his shoulders and swinging his hips around. Rocking back and forth on the balls of his feet as he danced. 
He was paying attention to you. Why was he of all people paying attention to you?
You couldn’t deny that you liked it, liked the way he moved no matter how stupid it looked. So, you decided to give him a show, pointing at him as you came in for another round.
         “Don’t waste your time on me.
         You’re already the voice inside my head.”
He pulled his hands out, cupping them around his mouth. His many silver rings and chain bracelets shone in the light, along with sparkly blue nails.
“Do ‘Freebird’!”
That made you laugh harder than you thought you’d ever laughed before, having to pull the mic away from your lips from the sheer volume that erupted from you. And above the sound of the music, you could hear his guffaw of laughter mixing with yours. 
When you looked back at him, a huge grin on your lips, you couldn’t help but feel something tingle in your stomach. Like a small fizzle, something resembling a firework that sputtered out almost immediately after being ignited.
         “I miss you."
You replaced the mic back on its stand before stepping down from that shitty excuse for a stage. Immediately, you were face-to-face with this pretty guy.
“Hello, it’s amazing to meet you,” he said.
You smiled. “Likewise. Thanks for being my biggest fan.” Gesturing around the nearly empty bar, you added, “Tough crowd tonight.”
“Oh, I gotta get your album autographed. And your mixtape. And the collector’s edition.”
“Oh my god.” You giggled as you shook your head. “You’re too kind.”
You introduced yourself, desperate to put a name to his face.
“I’m Eddie,” he said, sticking his hand out for a handshake. You took it without thought, his palm sticking to yours with a bit of sweat. “You’re not gonna sing ‘Freebird’?”
“I don’t think she’s singing it, dude,” another voice said lightheartedly behind you. 
You dropped your hand from Eddie’s nearly immediately, absolutely embarrassed for reasons you couldn’t understand.
As you turned, you saw another guy there, with silky honey hair and warm brown eyes, rocking a post-work look. Popped white button-down, navy slacks with shiny mahogany loafers that clanked against the floor when he walked. 
His hands were resting on his hips, showing off a nice watch. One lifted, extending toward you. “I’m Steve.” 
Taking it, you noticed that you weren’t as affected by his touch. Maybe it was because his hand wasn’t sweaty. 
As you introduced yourself, you were almost trampled by a very cute girl.
“Sorry I’m late,” she said with a harsh breath, arm slung around Steve. “Jeez, they really made me grovel to get off on time and the traffic is hell. Maybe we should go back to—” She noticed you then, straightening her posture. Her hairstyle could barely be considered a ponytail from the way half of her short hair had spilled out. A black button-down now unbuttoned, hanging down her sides with a black tank top underneath. Paired with black jeans and an array of thin rings. God, she was cute. “Hello, new friend. I’m Robin.”
“Hi Robin, I’m new friend.”
She opened her mouth to respond, but Steve took over the conversation, asking her about her shift. 
You tried to pay attention, but it was brought back to Eddie when he asked, “Can we be best friends?”
You let out a small laugh before nodding. “It’s a done deal,” you responded, earning a high-five. 
“Wanna come hang with us?” he asked, pointing his thumb at Steve following Robin to a small table in the back. When had they decided that?
Looking back at Eddie, you weighed your options. You could continue to sit by yourself, reading a book in a bar and listening to them have fun; laugh. Could let yourself wonder what they were talking about. Could take the easy way out, could walk out of there right now and leave yourself wondering what could’ve been with someone like Eddie. 
But that wasn’t really the easy route.
And you wanted to take the easy route.
“How could I refuse?”
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“So why’re y’all out tonight of all nights?” you asked, placing a napkin under your vodka Redbull to fiddle with something.
Eddie was looking at you, sitting on the opposite side of the table, holding your eye contact in a way that was making you nervous. Because he was lifting his glass to his lips and right on those pretty lips of his was the softest smirk you’d ever seen. And there his dimples were, deepening as he took a sip.
“We’re celebrating,” Robin said, smiling at you.
You turned your attention back to the conversation at hand, letting out a breath you didn’t realize you’d been holding.
Steve nodded. “We moved here five months ago today.”
“Hell fucking yeah we did!” Eddie exclaimed, raising his glass before clinking it with Steve and Robin’s. You were surprised when he faced you, gesturing towards your drink.
As you lightly tapped your drink to his, you couldn’t help but notice the way he was looking at you now. Like you were already something to him.
“Well, congratulations,” you said, still making eye contact. “Do y’all like it here?”
“It’s pretty different from the world we’re from,” Eddie said with a nod.
“Feels very, uh,” Steve stumbled, snapping his fingers. “Can’t think of it…”
“Upside down?” Robin offered.
Snap. “Yes, that. Exactly. Upside down,” Steve said, pointing at her.
“What about you?” Eddie asked.
Your eyes widened. “Me?” All three nodded. “Oh, I’m from Tennessee. I came here for college and then ended up staying.”
Eddie nodded along as you spoke. “You like it here?”
“Yeah, I actually do,” you said. “It’s the first place that’s started to feel like home.’”
Steve smiled. “I hope we all start feeling that way.”
“Oh, I think I’m already there,” Eddie said, shamelessly holding your stare as he lifted his drink back up to his lips again. It was soft, sweet—something that he wasn’t currently sharing with the other two.
No, it was just you.
God, he was hot.
When you looked back at Steve and Robin, you noticed Robin tilting her head at you, like she was observing you or something. Watching you. Studying you. Whatever the right word for it was, she was doing it.
“Rob, we should get up there,” Steve said, nudging her.
She returned his nudge with a more forceful one. “And sing what, dingus?”
“‘Livin’ on a Prayer’!” Steve exclaimed.
“Are you kidding me?” Robin asked. “I’m not singing ‘Livin’ on a Prayer’.”
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“Woah-oh, we’re halfway there!” Steve shouted.
“Wo-ah, we’re livin’ on a prayer!” Robin shouted back.
You and Eddie were sitting at the bar, laughing as you watched the two go back and forth. It had started as a field trip to get another drink and then ended with you sitting on the stools. Eddie had followed your lead wordlessly.
“They’re incredible,” you said and really meant it. How they convinced Craig to let them sing a song outside of the theme was astonishing. Maybe Steve gave him heart eyes. Craig was such a sucker for a pretty face.
“I have not seen Robin this drunk in a while,” Eddie commented. “She’s something else.”
“Are you gonna sing?” you asked, turning your attention back to him.
He chuckled. “No, maybe next time.”
“Not a singer?”
“I am, actually,” he replied with that special smile he’d given you earlier. “I just convinced my bandmates to move down here after they graduate back home.”
“Oh, that’s really cool! What’s the name?”
“Corroded Coffin.”
“Metal?” you questioned.
“How’d you guess?”
You shrugged. “A hunch.” 
That is the most metal band name I’ve ever heard, you thought to yourself.
“You listen to metal?”
Laughing, you pointed at your outfit. “Clearly.”
His eyes seemed to spark up. “Really?” 
“You make that seem like it’s such a big deal,” you said. “Or are you one of those guys that’s all ‘Women don’t even know real music. Name six of their albums.’”
Eddie took a sip of his whiskey, all the while shaking his head. “Nah, I think those guys are assholes. It’s not like women aren’t making the same music about more important shit anyways.” 
“Correct answer,” you said, pointing at him before taking another swig of your drink.
He shrugged, scratching the top of his head. “I think it’s wild just ‘cause I come from a small town where the mere idea of liking that genre is, like, unheard of.”
You snorted. “Where are you from?”
“Hawkins, Indiana.”
“That sounds fake, I’m so sorry.” He laughed. “But, to be fair, I don’t know much about Indiana.”
“I wouldn’t expect you to. Fuck, I wouldn’t wish it on you, either.”
“Well, consider yourself lucky. There’s lots of people in Atlanta who like metal. But beware of the weird Republican-looking guys who listen to butt rock. Oh, and the skinheads. I made that mistake once and I’ll never be the same.”
“Seriously?”
Trying to get the flashback out of your head, you stated plainly, “You’d be surprised how easy it is to think you’re around like-minded people before you realize where you are.”
Eddie raised an eyebrow. “Was it like Green Room?”
“Kinda, just with less death,” you said before pausing. “Or maybe I didn’t stay around long enough to find out.”
“Shit. Makes sense,” he said. “So, are you waiting for someone? A boyfriend…or girlfriend? Partner?” Eddie sighed when you laughed, putting a hand over his face before waving it around. “I’m sorry, I’m not used to being in a cool place like this. I don’t know why I thought anyone would be straight here, least of all you.” 
You started laughing harder as he gestured to your outfit. With your skirt and Mary Jane’s, you had a simple black crop top on and spike bracelets. Almost as many rings as him. A simple tattoo choker. You were a blatant neon sign with GAY written in cursive and an arrow flashing at you.
“No, it’s alright. I’m a raging semi-goth bisexual.”
“No way, same here just with metal. And my buddy Steve is bi, too.”
The two of you looked over at Steve who was doing some variation of a hip thrust and pretending to play the guitar at the same time. 
“Is he dating your other friend? They seem close.”
Robin whipped her head around as she pretended to play the drums before her head collided with Steve’s and they paused to have a bickering match.
“Robin? Nah. They’re kinda a package deal but they’re platonic with a capital P, as she likes to say. And she’s only into girls.”
“Right, of course.” Some part of you felt an itch that you couldn’t help but scratch. “Uh, are you dating Steve?”
That made Eddie cackle so loudly that even Steve and Robin looked over.
“No, absolutely not,” he finally said. “I’m not dating anyone, least of all Steve.”
You let out a hum. “A gaggle of queers.”
“Got your own gaggle of queers, then?” 
You shook your head, watching his smile fall. “Lost all my friends a few months ago,” you explained. “Some my fault, others not.” 
You couldn’t help but shrug, trying not to go back to all the shit talking and the fights and the blocking and the tears and the loss. The late nights wondering how you were so blind to the manipulation. The games. The accusations you made against the innocent. The moment you fell to the ground when you realized that you were just the pawn in a game made to humiliate someone else. Someone you considered a close friend. 
You’d burned your bridges with the assailants but lost your best friend in the end.
Senior year of college was not what you’d expected it to be.
“Sometimes you trust the wrong people and end up hurting the right ones. Either way, you get burned from a flaming double-edged sword. And then you graduate all alone.”
“That sucks,” Eddie said, his tone changing. “I hate that that happened to you.” He paused, giving you a glance before putting his shoulders back and pretending to wield a sword. “Fear not!” he said in a low voice. “For I am here to lead you from the realm of darkness and into the world of victory!”
You giggled, shaking your head before clearing your throat. Mimicking his posture, you said, “I would be more than honored, my lord!”
As you fell into fits of laughter, your smile fell. “Sorry, I don’t mean to dump all that on you. Sometimes I just have no filter and—” 
“No,” he interrupted. “I don’t either. It’s alright. I kinda like talking to you about—”
“Hey, Eddie,” Steve said, approaching you two. “Rob and I are thinking of heading out. Are you coming?”
You watched Eddie’s eyes flicker from Steve to you before he shook his head. “Nah, I think I’m gonna stay out for a little longer.”
For some reason, that made you feel all bubbly inside.
Despite hiding your smile, you caught Robin’s eyes on you again, eyebrows raised at you with some kind of crooked smile on her face. 
“Have fun,” she said, glancing between you and Eddie before taking Steve’s arm and dragging him out of the bar.
When the door shut behind them, you turned back to face Eddie.
“You’re staying,” you stated with a playful tone.
“Uh, yeah. I’m talking to my new best friend.”
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“You’re telling me that the only time you watched Lord of the Rings was at the beach?” Eddie looked at you like you were crazy, causing you to giggle. “What about the beach says, Let’s go to Mordor, shall we?”
“Listen!” you exclaimed. “My mom and my sister would go to a DVD rental place by one of the grocery stores. Well, then Redbox after video stores closed. But, anyways, every year they had Lord of the Rings on display first. So, they decided that that was that.”
Walking side by side, you and Eddie headed to your cars, sharing the last cigarette in his pack. The bar had closed, the first time you’d ever been kicked out of one. But you and Eddie weren’t done talking.
“And those were the only movies you watched?”
You shrugged. “Basically. Unless you count the time I rented Saw and nearly shat my pants.”
Eddie paused at his car, a rather creepy looking van, looking like he was considering something before he ran around the car. Without any hesitation, you tried to beat him to the other side. But he faked you out, coming back around and scaring you.
“I’d like to play a game,” he growled. You squealed involuntarily, jumping back to escape him. But he continued to chase you around his van. “What’s your name?”
You smirked, surprising him by turning around and pushing him back. “My name is Very Fucking Confused, what’s your name!”
Giggles spilled from your lips, colliding with his in some kind of harmony. It was so natural, the way you fell into tandem with one another. The way you were leaning into one another already, laughter mixing with labored breaths as you tried to catch them.
You couldn’t believe just how easy it was with Eddie, especially after months and months of loneliness. There was a part of you that had given up on any form of friendship. A little voice that told you that no one would be willing to listen when you spoke. No one who could be as goofy as you were. Readily give back what you put out.
And it was something that you really hoped you wouldn’t lose.
“This was really fun,” you said. “You’re really cool.” Before you sounded stupid, you added, “Y’all seem really fun.”
Eddie held a soft smile, reaching his hand out to you. “Here, give me your phone. I’ll give you my number.” You handed it over without any protest. “Let’s hang out in the next few weeks.”
“I’d love that.”
Your smile was slipping. That was just something people said. Nothing ever followed through and you knew that all too well. Any date you tried to go on. Any new interaction with coworkers in passing. Anyone you casually talked to at Go Ask Mary. 
“What about next Thursday?” he asked, handing your phone back to you. “Are you free?”
A smile made its way to your face as you stared in shock. “Yeah, I have that day off.”
“Same. I’ll jot it down in my calendar,” he responded with a growing smile before unlocking the door and jumping into his van.
“Welcome to Atlanta, Eddie,” you said, looking up at him.
Leaning down, he gave you a final handshake. You took it, noticing that it was a lot less sweaty than before.
“I’m really starting to like it here,” he said. 
And you gazed at each other for a moment, continuing to hold each other’s palms, a special look in your eyes that was reserved for each other. Like this look was going to be a continual thing. Like this was just the start of something. You just couldn’t figure out what exactly that something was.
Then Eddie seemingly flinched, pulling his hand away.
“Thanks for being my new best friend,” he said finally, scratching his cheek before placing it back on the steering wheel.
A lump in your throat formed as you took a step back. Put your hands together behind your back. Squeezed for some kind of comfort to satiate the ache in your palm.
“Thanks for asking,” you replied.
“See you next Thursday?”
“See you next Thursday.”
He shut his door then, leaving you to turn on your heels to trudge towards your own. You noticed that he waited to back out until you got in your car, giving you a wave before driving off.
And you watched his van go, taking him farther away from you. Though you knew you’d see him again in just a week, you really wished it had been now. 
Maybe you should’ve known then, should’ve understood what that was going to mean in the future. But hindsight is 20/20 and you’ve never been sure what that even meant. Perhaps it would’ve saved you a lot of distress. A lot of jealousy. A lot of insecurity. If things had transpired differently, maybe you could’ve avoided everything that came to fruition.
But instead, you drove home. Picked out your clothes for work the next day. Brushed your teeth. Got into bed. Turned some YouTube video on. Let the darkness fill your room. All the normal parts of your routine. 
Except for the buzz of your phone, a sound that you were still startled by after months of near silence.
It was from Eddie.
can’t wait for next week!
With a smile and droopy eyes, you sent a reply.
Me neither.
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frogalor · 3 months
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playlists i’m proud of:
west coast winter for the timeless days between christmas and new years / for the snowless california winters
bobcore darkwave vibes
feral girl fall ominous, off putting, and vaguely threatening is what we aim for
ayo who put this on at the gym??? just some girly (gender neutral) tunes to get me through a horrible workout
i’m a hickory just as well appalachian folk and bluegrass
dream queen mexicana y latine dreamy pop and r&b (Kali Uchis vibes)
yeeha cunty country (pre-2010s)
hot girl shit (self explanatory)
cigarette lounge dreamy, old timey vibes
in the meadow watching butterflies (ethereal romantic)
the main character just got an apartment upbeat indie pop
daisies dancing in a patch of diaries
gentle showers the soft spring rain that signifies the end of winter and everything becomes greener (soft r&b)
punk party my favorite upbeat modern pop punk songs (tssf, neck deep, movements, hot mulligan)
let’s pretend it’s a snow day just a west coast girly trying to romanticize her winter (semi indie pop vibes)
mistlehoe cunty christmas
stockings by the fire catch all playlist of christmas music (lots of repeat songs)
cigarettes & crisp air melancholic indie / alt
jumping in leaf piles perfect for movie-esque fall days
oh no it’s the season of the witch
let’s get spooky halloween songs
flannels & beanies mom, i wish it was a phase
tricks ‘n’ treats spooky adjacent indie & alt
abscission instrumental that feels like leaves gently falling
you’re stuck with me skyguy a goofy playlist of music i think Ahsoka would use to torture Anakin (with the help of the 501st) is she had the aux
pink something lgbt just happened to me
lonesome diner Bonnie Guitar vibes
softly old timey falling in love
fading flower in your feelings r&b
are you bored yet? indie pop (lots of Wallows)
we become the flowers soft indie vibes
bailazo regaaeton
beach bum beachy summer indie
cruisin’ motown and r&b vibes my parents raised me on
~groove~ some funky vibes my mom loves
Doo Wop Don’t Stop doo wop 50s-60s
lover boys lany x lauv (may spice it up in the future)
Shade a playlist for my favorite dnd character, it’s all over the place, but i miss her so much
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sapphim · 1 month
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I would enjoy to see your playlists 👉👈
I've got sooooooo many lmao but ok here are some of my most "these are in a state I'm pleased with" and maybe some of them will land! 👉👈
I've got great big playlists of music that "sounds like" a particular decade to me. hands down my nineties playlist is my favorite, very grungy alt rock with splashes of house and trip hop. the eighties playlist is also good, very new wave. the thing is, I do still need to add more 80s/90s hip-hop and 80s funk than they have currently, but I'm largely happy with them.
I've also been experimenting with making playlists that sound like a certain time of year. so here's muggy folk music for hot summer nights and my not-a-christmas-playlist of wintry midcentury jazz standards.
more general mood music here are some chill tracks that are perfect to me. here's some trashy indie rock and electro pop that's like millenial catnip to me. here's a playlist where I was trying to capture that same sound but it's specifically about queer women partying hard and fucking nasty. here is a disco/glam/dance punk playlist where after I finished it I was like "wow that's gayer than I expected" but I don't know why bc the songs I based the sound on were scissor sisters, mika, and elton john?!? I may be stupid. and here's my official bleaching my hair in my bathroom playlist. it's about women.
more conceptually here's a playlist about being stuck in a time loop and also maybe stuck in the 60s or 70s. and here's my thesis about how water is woman-coded. and here's "what if the fey realm were an abandoned mall with a roller disco." and here's a technogoth vampire night club for an urban shadows campaign I'll never get to run
fandomwise here's a playlist for kendall roy sucks session that I will maybe one day update for the latest season. and here's a folk/americana fanmix for magnus archives the buried. maybe one day I will finish the others. then there's my current Ravenloft Problem. there's the ravenloft megamix and the ravenloft pre-y2k throwback mix, and then there's the strahd von zarovich aggression mix, the seduction mix, and the angst mix. and then there's the angst mix's opposing pov, the tatyana mix.
generally speaking if a playlist is meant to be consumed shuffled or played in order it will say 🔀 or ▶️ in the description. otherwise follow your heart.
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mmashtz · 7 months
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It's just past eight and I'm feeling young and reckless
The ribbon on my wrist says, "Do not open before Christmas"
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First part of my October midwest emo inspired series!! But this one is actually more pop punk, soooo.... it's about early fob songs. I was obsessed with 'from under the cork tree' in middle school, and that is illustration for one of these songs
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voulezloux · 5 months
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hello! welcome to the masterpost of all my one direction fics 2: electric boogaloo! its the revamp, the remake, the remix. below the cut are all my fics from in chronological order with the pairing and rating of the fic. enjoy.
xx. oliver
lips so good i forget my name (2.3k) (mature, larry)
omega camboy louis’ got a request that he needs alpha friend harry to help with
ride it, my pony (2.0k) (mature, larry)
louis’ audience wants an encore
i’m still breathing (i’m alive) (9.5k) (teen, larry)
the downward spiral of louis tomlinson (or the alcoholism fic nobody asked for)
you took it all (but i’m still breathing) (1.3k) (not rated, larry)
louis almost has a relapse. harry’s there to save him 
you’re the feeling i can’t put down (2.8k) (not rated, larry)
i literally can’t sleep alone anymore so i’ve shown up at your door in my pajamas can we have one more nap together, please?
higher than the empire state (2.0k) (teen, larry)
harry and louis get high together
broken like me (1.4k) (general, larry)
we were only supposed to be friends
from the cradle to the grave (5.4k) (teen, larry)
love is only for the brave
and just forget the world (3.9k) (not rated, larry)
harry’s in a car crash. louis won’t leave his side.
emotions won’t grow (1.7k) (general, larry)
so, you’re the unfortunate soul stuck with me
a big. bright, beautiful world (0.6k) (not rated, larry)
louis asked who harry’d be
it’s hard for me to go home (4.8k) (not rated, larry)
don’t call me baby again
you know i spent some time (in hollywood) (2.2k) (not rated, larry)
harry’s an actor. louis’ the man he left behind.
calling out for someone to hold tonight (3.8k) (not rated, larry)
harry’s straight. louis isn’t. they still manage to fall in love
i couldn’t spend this night alone (2.9k) (not rated, larry)
it’s their first christmas together, and harry wants it to be the best christmas ever.
baby be with me (so happily) (10.4k) (mature, larry)
pop punk band owls on the avenue just signed to their first label, powered by soup, harry is assigned to do their hair. louis has a few problems with that.
this love’s a luxury (5.2k) (mature, larry)
omega louis is a hairdresser. alpha harry just wants his hands on him.
your blueberry eyes (6.1k) (mature, larry)
famous/not famous au where louis tattoos and harry falls for blues
and i’m putting my heart out on display (6k) (not rated, larry)
harry gets cheated on. so does louis. they find comfort in each other.
last christmas (i gave you my heart) (4.4k) (general, larry)
louis and harry are broken up. cue scheming friends to make one christmas wish come true
good enough (for you) (8.2k) (general, larry)
omega louis is next in line to rule the pack. in spite of the rule saying he needs an alpha to rule, he creates an impossible olympics to find a worthy mate. harry somehow wins the gold.
take it day by day (10.1k) (mature, larry)
“enemies” to lovers au where harry and louis secretly date and harry just wants to smell like his baby.
i’m still standing (after all this time) (22.5k) (mature, larry)
dubbed the modern elton john, harry is the biggest thing to come to pop music. topping the charts, there isn’t anyone who can dethrone him. until pop punk trio funeral for fire emerges on the scene.
a face of a lover with a fire in his heart (2.6k) (general, larry)
it’s christmas time and whamageddon is upon us. with all of their friends out, harry and louis make a bet to see who can not listen to the wham! song longer.
one chance (kiss him you fool) (5.5k) (mature, larry)
the five times louis tries (and fails) to ask harry out. and the one time harry finally gets the balls to ask louis out.
nights like these (3.7k) (general, larry)
you smile at me and say “it’s time to go.” but i don’t feel like going home.
your right now, your forever, your last call, your whatever (6.3k) (mature, larry)
“we should kiss.” so they kiss.
defying stars (9.2k) (teen, larry)
the marching band au that one person (and that was me) asked for
always had that heart of mine (7.8k) (mature, larry)
louis is nesting, though he won’t admit to it. between being ill, the stress of uni, and near drops, the only thing keeping him afloat is harry’s scent. the fact they don’t get along is neither here nor there.
part time soulmates (full time problem) (12.0k) (mature, larry)
sworn enemies harry and louis are soulmates. everything is going smoothly until the pain hits.
it's the summer of our love (3.0k) (general, louis/ryan ross)
ryan is in love with his best friend and gym bro, louis. the problem? ryan is straight.
if it feels like love (then it must be love) (1.9k) (general, shiall)
niall and shawn are in love. if they could both realize this, that would be lovely.
make my wish come true (2.4k) (not rated, larry)
the one where all harry wants for christmas is lou
powerless (and i don’t care) (4.0k) (explicit, larry)
everyone on tour calls each other daddy, don’t ask why. and louis is so used to calling everyone “daddy” that, when he finally comes home, naturally he calls harry that. alternatively titled "the daddy fic."
for the rest of my life (for the rest of yours) (1.5k) (mature, zouis)
zayn and louis are exes. they still sleep together.
last updated: 11 april, 2024
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