i hope you did at least one thing for yourself today. whether that's brushing your teeth, drinking a nice cup of tea, taking a break to listen to your favorite song or reading your favorite poem. it doesn't have to be grand to be meaningful. it is so important to stay close to what brings you joy and purpose in life. ❤️
Obviously I don't know what's going on, but for the way things are looking, I guess Vessel got sick these days, or strained his voice, and his throat just gave out.
He probably knew about it beforehand but chose to carry on, possibly putting his voice in jeopardy, as to not cancel the show and disappoint the fans. If that doesn't speak volumes to the type of person he is, I don't even know man.
(this is sort of a sequel to my Anxiety Tips With Bird post I made a couple days ago)
note: I made this list with gender dysphoria in mind, but it works for just feeling down/sad about yourself
first off, MUSIC! This is a really well known one but it helps so much. (Listening to it and making it! making music is excellent for venting) My personal recommendation is Cavetown, they make great music and sing a lot about being transmasc
Second, another well known one: get yourself a hoodie! Hoodies are just great when your feeling down about anything.
Third, blankets. Wether your just curling up in bed, or making a huge fort, it's a good strategy to feel better
Watch/read/listen to media with queer representation! It helps you remember you're not alone in your struggle
Sort of distract yourself with a hobby. I like to game when dysphoric, and if possible make my avatar a guy.
Watch a comfort show/ YouTuber/ streamer/ ect. My comfort streamers are Ranboo, Aimsey, and slimesicle.
Vent! You can do this by drawing, writing, making music, taking to someone, ect
Remember you're seen, loved, appreciated, SO VALID, and definitely not alone!
Another note: this is my personal experience, and everybody's different! Also please feel free to add your own tips!
Reminder that you'll never be good enough if you keep shoving your face with food like that. You wanna be pretty? Put in actual f*cking effort and stop eating every three seconds. You. Don't. Need. It. If you wanna be skinny, starve.
Trigger warning!!! : Mentions of Eating disorder, Depression
If you struggle with one of those, please know that things will get better. May sound like empty words but you will be okay, and I’m so proud of you no matter what
Gender neutral reader !
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Note : im not very good at writing but some people may find that comforting
Characters implied : Itadori, Megumi,
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Itadori yuji
You have been sitting in front of that plate for what seems like an eternity, you just kept staring at the pancakes covered in some golden sauce that seems like honey or whatever that was.
“You okay..?” You look up to see your boyfriend’s eyes filled with worry. You hate to see him like that, he’s so worried about you to the point that he’ll eventually get tired of you.
You nod but can’t help but feel the tears filling your eyes,
“Yeah.. I’m just feeling a bit sick”
“Baby, please eat something.. for me”
That’s it. You can’t handle it anymore.
You slam your hands on the table and throw the plate away.
“Fuck it Yuji ! It doesn’t work like that, everytime i eat I feel disgust. I fucking hate it- NO I am NOT eating for you!! You just don’t get it !“
Before you know it, you feel arms holding you tight as you start bawling your eyes out.
“I’m sorry Y/N, please forget what I said”
It’s just.. too much, the feeling of wanting to throw up everytime you see a piece of eatable matter.
“I love you, and asking you to eat just for me was stupid, I’m just so worried I didn’t know—“
What he heard next almost stopped his heart, “you’ll hate me” How can he possibly hate you ?
He cannot imagine a moment without having you by his side, he’s yours and he thought that you knew it.
“What are you talking about ?!” He asks
“You get so worried, you’ll eventually start to hate me or even get tired of me..”
“Nonsense!” He holds your face with his hands telling you “I get worried because I love you ! I want you to be okay YN, worrying about you is part of my job as a boyfriend.”
“But-“ “No but ! Worrying about you shows that I care about you YN, please allow me to worry and care about you”
When you think that your body cannot possibly produce more tears, you start peeing falls of tears with your eyes.
He loves you, No matter the struggle, he cares about you.
Eventually you clean the floor up making sure to not injure yourself with the broken piece of plate.
You guys end up sharing a snack making sure to kiss you and telling you how proud of you he is after every bite.
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Megumi Fushiguro
How did you even end up in this situation you ask yourself.
There is an empty box on the floor, and yet you’re still hungry.
You felt so fucking numb but sad at the same time, empty of emotions but full of despair at the same time.
Crying like you’ve never cried before and eating as if you were starving, is all you are good for.
Crying and eating at the same time causes you to choke on a piece of cereal again,
And here he is, with a glass of water in his hand. Helping you stand up to drink it
You feel pathetic, a lost cause, and nothing else
You were gaining weight rapidly and you could see that people were treating you differently.
But not him..
“Are you okay?” He asks
“Why are you staying with me ? I’m nothing but-“
“Please don’t say that about yourself. You are everything to me”
“I don’t get it..” tears falling on your shirt, you couldn’t understand. Why or How
“I have a hard time talking about how I feel and I know that I don’t tell you that I love you a lot.. but I want to stay with you”
He’s lying. You can’t imagine yourself being even slightly important to someone like him
And yet.. when he looks at you, you feel like the most beautiful person in his eyes
Maybe you are important to him. Maybe you’re worthy of his love
“Please talk to me.. and we’ll figure this out together, it’s going to be okay. I may not fully understand everything but I will make sure to make you feel heard”
That’s stupid. But you want to feel good again, you want to feel okay.
“I love you Megumi” you say as your tears slide on your already wet face
Hi, is me again, I hope you're well and everything is fine. Since you said that you want to do a part 2 of adult!Atreus x freya'sdaughter!reader (my God this name is so long lmao)I been thinking a whole night literally of what can be in the second part, and if I'm honest I have a lot ideas but idk who to put in order.
The first I want to clear is that, this is a slowburn. So here is the idea I have thinking:
After a day of their reunion, reader ask atreus if he can' join her to fish, then one of them fall off the river and the other laugh, they play with the water even they are adults they still had fun. After that they return to the house and Freya is there, atreus decide to go visit his father, and Freya after notice how her daughter act when she is with atreus, she decide to talk about the situation, like a mother and daughter talk.
IDK IF THIS IS TOO SPECIFIC, I try lol but yeah like I said I had a lot of ideas and I wanted to give it to you, i want you to explore the relationship of reader and Odin, if he is the father, maybe you can do this in the future if you decide it of course. Is like is a mess I'm my head, maybe this is a start point idk.
Again, do it of you feel confident and if you have the time, don't over task. Again thank, have a nice day♡
I. Am. OBSESSED.
Its 1 am and I would love to start working on this rn but I know I’ll be up all night if I do, so tomorrow I’m gonna start working on this because I LOVE THIS.
You mentioned slow burn and I am totally down with that, I hate it when fics feel rushed and I would love to write their relationship through multiple fics if that’s something people would want to read.
But yes, I’m gonna start this ASAP and I’m gonna take my goddamn time to make sure this is the most beautiful piece of work you will ever read. Because you are lovely and deserve it <3
Thank you SOOOO MUCH! For the request, I was thinking of some ways to write another part and this is my FAVORITE. Again gonna jump on this as soon as I can. Have a lovely day or night
it doesn’t matter how much you want to understand mental illnesses, you won’t ever understand it if you’re not experiencing it yourself. you can learn about it and know what it’s about, but you won’t ever understand it. and i hate when people say they do when they clearly don’t. You might want to understand, but don’t say you do. you don’t know what it’s like to live with, or what it’s like to pretend that you’re ok, when you’re clearly not.