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myeagleexpert · 14 days
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A story about the director and Grim, who are very close friends <3
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Translation from fan to fan, all credits go to the appropriate artist, see the source in the pin below:https://br.pinterest.com/pin/902690319055568233/
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Who else wants to see Grim's final form? but…. What cost would this have?
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inkedhntr · 1 year
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Yamato is just a little drunk
don’t worry, kids
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trinitylinncaanen · 7 months
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since the bird app is what it is these days, I'm attempting to post this here as well! on the first of every month I share the calendar art of some of the most awesome fandom artists! these are September 2023. there are probably easier and better ways to do this, but I do not understand this platform lmao artists are @winchester-reload @ladyrandombox and @lizleeships
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bladeweavedance · 1 month
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I decided to do one of those ship template meme thingies. There is no official height for either of these characters that I have seen, but they appear to be about the same size, so I kind of gave 'em an average-ish height. Wyll's age is his official age. Gale does not have any official age - he looks to be in his early-mid 40s, but I can't discount the idea that the orb might have prematurely aged him a bit, so I put him in his late-30s.
I figure Wyll and Gale take turns being the big/little spoon hence why I kinda halfsies it for both of them.
For the lends clothes / borrows clothes thing… Well, first of all, I headcanon Gale as being stockier than Wyll weight-wise - so it's likely Gale would not fit in any of Wyll's clothes (which seem rather tight on him anyway). Additionally, I just have this thought in my head that Wyll is sort of used to not being near a water source for washing his clothes for days at a time - so, he might sort of have this habit where he ends up running out of clean clothes and where normally he'd just wear the same thing over again (sort of a young bachelor-type of mindset almost), he just decides to borrow Gale's clothes instead. When they get married, Gale tries to gently break him of this habit. Though, he does like seeing Wyll wearing his clothes. It does things to him. LOL
I feel like neither Wyll nor Gale are the type to really excessively use pet names, but they might use a few simple ones with the occasional unique one sprinkled in. Wyll uses darling, dearest, my love - and maybe "my sweet wizard" and "my king" - playing into the sort of fairytale romance thing with that. Gale is put-off on using darling himself because he's heard Astarion use it too much, but he also uses dearest, my love, my hero, my Blade, and he uses "my king" back to Wyll as well.
Wyll is very charming and he seems really sociable when he's in a good mood (he mentioned dancing a bunch of sarabandes with the ladies and gentlemen of the Gate, and he's really a Man of the People sort, I think - he likes interacting with people and inspiring them) - so I put him all the way on the extroverted side. Gale is a bit harder to judge - on the one hand, he enjoys a lot of solitary activities (reading, he stands off to the side at parties, etc.), but he also exhibits a lot of very social traits as well - seeming to enjoy conversation and hanging out in bars. So, I headcanon him as being the sort that's kind of in the middle in terms of extroverted and introverted.
Wyll and Gale are not only both service-oriented people, but they're also rather eloquent and enjoy romantic phrases and poetry and building up people around them (especially their partner). So, I see both of them as being in-between when it comes to Affection through Words and Affection through Actions.
I wasn't really sure what to put in regards to Confesses First and Waits for Confession. On the one hand, they both tend to play the slow-burn in terms of romance, but on the other hand, they're both also rather eager and bold people… Sooo… I kinda just put them both on the same level. They seem like they'd both confess their feelings first at various points in their relationship (Gale might be the first to say "I love you" but Wyll ends up being the first to propose or what have you).
The bugs question… ROFL While I don't see Gale as really being the scream-y sort about anything really (he's pretty level-headed in the face of danger), he does seem to harbor some wariness towards bugs, particularly spiders (Not just the "Stop licking the damn thing!" but he has some words about phase spiders and Kar'niss). Wyll meanwhile is absolutely fearless and will definitely squash bugs or anything else that might set Gale on edge without question.
More to come for the rest of this! Darn character limit…
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i am in the library. yes it is a library. my favorite thing about libraries is that they are quiet. and yet. why must you pace right where i am and loudly i forgot that people could walk so loud why must you do this to me. i understand that you fucked up dealing with someone or whatever but please do not talk loudly while on the phone and pace loudly in the library at seven in the morning when you are at the library where people go to study in peace and quiet
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ratchlocked · 1 year
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I wonder what kind of present he'd like...? [HQ]
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seariii · 6 months
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My take on Kotoko as a morally gray person, about a morally gray character who thinks in black and white
first of all, i absolutely love this woman, so all of this comes from a kotoko enjoyer, but when talking about canon i can not turn the blind eye to the wrongs she has done. i will talk about my perception of her murder, of her as a character and about her beating up the guilty prisoners (i will put this emoji 🐺 when i jump subjects just to keep it organized)
this next phrase is my personal take, i know some will disagree with me and thats okay, which also works as a tl;dr:
Kotoko didnt do anything wrong outside the prison, but she did wrong inside of it
i know beating up people isnt actually good, but she did research upon research to get to the bottom of the cases she was investigating and found the culprits this way. "but she could've brought them upon justice" and you arent wrong about that, but the victim she actually murdered, even when his identity was revealed to the public, the law didnt bring justice upon him.
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screenshots & translations from @/maristelina (i didnt put everything in here, if you wanna check all the articles, please go check on their post!)
her victim was a child murderer, he had already killed 10 girls in 2 years, but even then, he was still free because of his father’s position of power. 
then we have her other victim, the man she beat up and sent to the hospital
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there are a couple articles dedicated to this one. but a quick run down: the man, Mikio Oshii, was wanted for theft and assault, having tricked at least 2 or 3 elderly people, pretending to be a bank employee, and convincing them to hand over cash, he pushed one of his victims, fracturing her ankle. 
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then we have the article about Kotoko’s assault. again a quick run down: someone heard screaming and found a man lying on the ground, who had lost consciousness after being beaten up, and was taken to the hospital. the police suspects a man (kotoko was wearing men’s sneakers and covering herself up). the victim was wanted for theft and assault charges and was Mikio Oshii.
further proving that she was aiming at people who prayed on the weak, she had good intentions (at least at first), and we also have the facts that she was trying to go through the lawful(?) path at first 
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she was studying law, showing us that she genuinely believed her cause, bringing justice to the world and protecting the innocent, or “weaklings” as she calls them, more on that later.  that she was gonna try and go for the morally correct route, but what changed? what is that thing she “wants to do”? i hope we get to see her reasoning on the next trial. for now i agree with the theory that says that her or her family was victim of someone like the guy that was above law for having money and a father with a position of power. showing her the flaws of the law/justice system and thus taking matters into her own hands.
🐺 i personally believe that there are some people who dont deserve second chances, like pedos and rapists, and like the man kotoko murdered, between others. so this is why i forgive her from her crimes. she did proper research, she is passionate about it, she wants to protect the weak, or thats what she tries to convince herself of, because this brings me to my next point
she does have those violent tendencies, and she enjoys them
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“this feels so good”
this is from the t1 trailer, people suspect this were phrases they said after their murders. so i think there is a possibility that while she was trying to convince herself that her actions were for justice, to try and protect the weak, and i dont doubt that that was where it came from at first, she ended up doing it out of personal enjoyment.
i once read that “if you do a good deed because you want to do it, it means that you arent a good person. to be a good person you need to do good deeds without wanting something in return” meaning that you should be uninterested on even the satisfaccion of said deed. this is a phrase that i absolutely hate and dont agree with, but i think it applies in here. kotoko was trying to do something “good” (morality is on the bearer’s eyes) by bringing to justice people who kept escaping it, by taking revenge for those weaklings she so desperately wants to protect, and while thats her main motivation, she also does it because she wants to.
i believe my girl has a thirst for power. she is self righteous, the way she refers to the people she wants to protect as “weaklings” its like shes putting them down in some way, the way on her VD she just wants to keep rambling about her theories, the way she inserted herself on Mikoto’s interrogation, the way she just assumes Es’ intentions and doesnt seem to accept when they call her out on it. she doesnt listen to others at all and once her mind is set on something, there is nothing that can move her from there. she isnt a good person…. but also, she isnt a bad person, and i feel that the fandom forgets those two statements can coexist. even if she sees herself as a saint, and firmly believes that she did nothing wrong, thats because
🐺 her world view is black and white. and this is why while i condone her actions on her murder, i do not condone her actions of beating up the guilty prisoners.
a lot of the prisoners have a black and white morality, heck, milgram itself as a system IS black and white. and from what i’ve read, a lot of the fandom also thinks in black and white. all of which i find extremely… interesting…. tbf its the nd majority vote game about nd murderers on the nd website, so makes sense (im half joking, sorry)
kotoko attacked the guilty prisoners because thats what she had been doing, and thats what she got voted innocent for on t1 (i wasnt around). but no one told her to do that, she acted on her own, she misinterpreted her judgment and forced her opinions and methods on others, claiming it were Es’, without their knowledge and without ours.
as a side note, when i first got into the fandom, i found surprising to see that kotoko was inno and fuuta was guilty on t1, since from my perspective their crimes are basically the same, they both exposed and harrowed “bad” people.
i make a lot of emphasis on black and white thinking, since its something im familiarized with, for example lets talk Amane since its her trial is still going
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she is the type of girl who will correct other’s mistakes, who will call them out and try to fix them so that the others can be right, like her. her truth is absolute and even when it flails, she stands her ground and proceeds to believe in herself and her views of the world. in what i said, you could re read that and it would also apply to kotoko, and just like her, Amane also convinced herself of doing something she wanted to do by telling herself it was the right thing to do. kotoko’s “protecting the weaklings” directly translates to amane’s “punishing her mother for her sins (hurting the cat)”. so while in both cases there were hidden feelings, something tells me neither of the girls knew about their own ulterior motives, thats how well they convinced themselves.
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people who think in black and white just see it as it is, right or wrong, left or right, green or blue, there is no other choice but those two. and from my personal experiences with myself and with others, its something you end up applying in almost every aspect of your life and its really difficult to change up this way of thinking. beginning to see the grays of the world and its other options its not an easy task without some proper help
overall, i dont believe she was right for hurting the guilty prisoners, and fuuta losing his eye because of her gives me a horrible gut feeling. overall, it also ties on her need for power, since she firmly believes shes Es’ “fang”, thus reducing herself a weapon for justice, not implementing her own judgment anymore, but someone else’s, ours, which my problem with her actions in this scenario. i firmly believe that if outside the prison she had came across mahiru or fuuta, she wouldn’t have attacked them, but  after her t1 inno, and getting her ideals supported, her beliefs became radical, and now shes going based on our ideals, our judgments, our right or wrong, our black and white morality, MILGRAM’s black and white morality.
🐺 im still a kotoko inno truther, and i love her, shes my favorite character. but i dont expect her to get innocent this trial, as she did wrong. i dont want to say it was our fault that she harmed the other prisoners, since we had no way of knowing this would happen. in retrospect we can say whatever we want, but none of us can read the future. 
i dont even have a real argument on why you should vote her innocent “shes pretty” is not good enough lmao… but who knows, maybe we will see something that makes her worthy of an inno vote on her second trial a few months from now (not counting on it, probably wont be enough)
in the end i wrote this because im really passionate about this character and her black and white views on the world (shes so intense). and because this beautiful person @archivalofsins told me to "keep talking about kotoko" and i have zero self control regarding this fictional woman.
🐺 i believe with the help of a third party, someone who could act as a moral compass to her and could teach her that the world has more colors, more choices, and if she actually learns about this, she would end up being an amazing thing. 
also, if the theory about her being an accomplice of the serial killer turns out to be true, i will puke and cry :) 
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dollypopup · 11 months
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Colin canonically adores Pen. like. . .very obviously. He is one of very few characters who repeatedly compliments her, seeks out her company, checks in on how she is feeling, cares about her opinion. he listens to her in a way i can honestly say no other character does (and yes, I am counting Eloise in this). and Penelope canonically adores Colin. she ALSO listens to him, she also always wants to talk to him and cares about his thoughts and dreams like he does hers
so. . .someone please make it make sense why the polin fandom so badly wants Colin to grovel for her forgiveness when he has spent 2 entire seasons caring about Pen on main w/ full blown heart eyes and Penelope has spent 2 entire seasons seeing the very best in him and lighting up from within every time they're around each other?
what kind of vindictive, mean fanon nonsense Penelope have we created that would see a person who she cares for and who cares for her in turn begging her for ANYTHING and want that? especially when she is currently very much lying to him and will also have to, at one point or another, apologize?
polin is a mirror. that is their motif. that is the point of their romance, to see each other and to be seen, to reflect one another. i don't want to see Colin begging and I don't want to see Penelope begging but I, personally, am begging that we finally let this trope die
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cyberaxolotl · 7 months
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drawing a yassified old man was not on my 2023 bingo. why are th robots in my brain i drawed them
snaxcurity breach by @/orb-the-watchman do i tag you. hi moot you will prolly end up seeing this anyways
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5eraphim · 1 year
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yandere alphabet for demoman or heavy would be perfect 💕💕 your medic hcs are amazing!! preferably f!reader. have a good day!!
I am so sorry this took me forever to respond to! I originally wanted to write for both Heavy and Demo, and I'm so sorry for letting you down if you were really looing foreword to them both, but I kept pushing this back and I needed to get this out before it sat in the W.I.Ps folder forever. I'll still do this for Demo if anyone wants to see it, but here's Heavy in the meantime! Thank you So much for the request, and for your patience anon, I hope you enjoy!
(Medic's Alphabet here)
Character: The Heavy 🐻 (Team Fortress 2)
Trigger Warnings: Yandere themes (obviously), toxic relationship dynamics
Rating: T
Word Count: 2.6k
Requests are currently open <3
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Attachment, how do they become obsessed?
Heavy is the definition of hard on the outside and soft on the inside for those he loves. In general, he's very attracted to people who want to get to know him better and don't write him off as a brainless brute. As well as people who are likewise misunderstood in their own way. He's usually somewhat reserved around new people, but seeing you, someone so much smaller than himself, struggling, he can't help but feel himself soften up and offer to help and is somewhat flustered by your gratitude. Nothing better than feeling helpful to those he loves, a simple ambition, but a powerful one, nonetheless.
Brutality, how vicious can they be towards a rival?
While he may have a soft heart, this doesn't make this exterior any less threatening, and he is more than ready to use this to his advantage. He knows how most people see him, and if that means he can use it to keep other people away from you, all the better. If you were to become suspicious of his actions, he could easily prevent you from grilling him on it by playing the "You don't hate me, like the rest of them, do you?" card. He may feel remorse over lying to you like this, but if it means keeping his comrades away from you, it's all worth it.
Caring, how well do they take care of their obsession?
Very similar to how he cares for the rest of his family, his foremost concern is your physical health and wellbeing before he bothers with his own in exchange for companionship. Though, if you offered to dote on him in private, he would never turn you away. While he may be apprehensive about being cared for in front of others, it can be sweet and intimate if shared just between you.
Depraved, do they have a shrine? (If so, what's on it?)
Tough to say for sure. Heavy's known to detest others touching his things and is likely paranoid about others finding his collection or messing with it. Also, Heavy isn't really the type to steal from you. It's one of the few times his guilt would get the best of him in a situation like this. But if you were to give him something, no matter how small, he would treasure it forever. Heavy believes it's better to share things with you rather than steal what you discard. However, little handwritten notes he can conceal and carry on himself are his favorites.
Erratic, how unpredictable are they? How quickly are their mood changes?
Wildly rides the line between a tender, soft, and misunderstood soul who only wants to protect and a kill-crazy war machine ready to enact violence at the drop of a hat. Unfortunately, given his remarkably stony exterior, it only makes him all the harder to get a read on. Fortunately, Heavy isn't the type to change drastically depending on the hour, but more likely will enter several days-long periods of sullenness followed by levity. It only takes one of his truly bad days to make you fear him.
Fun, what do they do to keep their obsession entertained?
Overall, given how physically demanding his job is, if he does have downtime to spend with you, Heavy would prefer to do something more relaxing, something he doesn't need to exert himself much for. However, if you were interested in learning some of his native tongue, he would love to teach you! He would also love to teach you how to properly clean some of his weapons and wants you to know how much he trusts you by allowing you to touch his guns. He may not be able to use his Ph.D. in Russian literature in his job, but it would mean the world to him if you let him read some of his favorite stories aloud while you listened.
Good, do they reward their lover for good behavior?
Heavy is all about tough love, but he's also happy to reward good behavior when he sees it. He also knows it's essential to keep you disciplined to keep you from getting too comfortable or thinking you're the one in charge here. Heavy's big brother instincts usually tell him what to do in situations like this, and he's generally fair about treating you to some time alone if you'd been well-behaved in his company before now.
Hysterical, how quickly would their facade break?
It would take a long time for you to realize precisely how lovesick he really was. After all, Heavy never seemed to have much interest in romance, at least in comparison to his other priorities. Additionally, any of his hostility towards other close friends of yours could be misconstrued as his general icy demeanor. He'd have to be very direct and upfront for you to eventually catch onto why he acted so strangely around you. In other words, while you always knew Heavy was a strange guy, it wouldn't be until it was too late for you to know just how deranged he really was.
Intimate, how intimate are they with their obsession?
Heavy does enjoy expressing affection physically and receiving in kind. More in an innocent sense than anything else, his preferred intimacy mode lies in hand-holding or cuddling up. He really loves knowing he can keep you warm when you are cold and keep you safe and sound when you sleep. Something small like this can calm him down after going too long without seeing you or if he suspected you were up to something.
Jealous, what makes them the most jealous?
Heavy isn't nearly as suspicious as many other yanderes, nor is he the type to worry about you leading him on, though he's far from perfect. Heavy can act very childish and petty when he sees you spending more time with his comrades or if he worries you care more about them than him. He wants to believe he has nothing to worry about, but it's hard not to get competitive around others. Hates to see you asking other people for help before asking him, no matter how trivial the task.
Kindness, so they think what they're doing is kindness?
Completely. Heavy is very confident in his place as the most competent and the best man suited to be your protector, and he knows what he is doing, whether you want to admit it or not, is well within your best interest. Even if you were to try and convince him what he was doing to you hurt you, or if you were to beg for him to let you go, Heavy simply wouldn't understand what you mean and wouldn't falter in what he believes to be his vital obligations to you.
Lust, what is the most beautiful thing about their obsession?
In truth, Heavy may be a bit sheepish in thinking of you lustfully, at least in the way some other yandere might. Mostly because he wants to preserve this idea of you as this innocent, sweet little thing to protect, and if he were to defile you in thought, that could be just as immoral as violating you in person. Though, if he's brutally honest with himself, Heavy's always had a thing for a size difference, and he can't hide how his heart flutters when you curl up beside him or if you hold his hand. (You know when a little child holds their parent's hand and can only wrap their little hand around one of the grown-up's fingers? That is the kind of thing that causes Heavy to absolutely MELT.) From his perspective, he loves the way you look so small beside him and knowing how the two of you appear to others.
Makeout, what are their kisses like?
Bless his heart, Heavy is doing his best to come off as sweet, romantic, and desirable, but he simply can't help but come off a little, well, heavy-handed. It takes a lot to psyche himself up for moments like this, and it's hard for him to hide this! He'd need constant reassurance that what he was doing felt good, and even then couldn't help but come off a bit stiff and awkward. Primarily due to lack of experience, he would constantly worry if he's making you feel undesirable because of his nervousness. However, he loves when you two can rest together, your head against his broad chest, his arms wrapped around you, practically smothering you while you trail soft kisses along his neck and cheek.
Never; what is one thing they would never do to their obsession?
While He would like to think he would never hurt you physically, sometimes his raw strength can get the best of him, and Heavy may just forget he's not on the battlefield. Although Heavy would say that no matter how enraged he may be in any given situation, he would never lay a hand on you, this may not be true. Though this only extends to the very, very rare outburst of anger, Heavy would never dream of using one of his weapons on you. He wants to see himself as your benevolent protector, and it's only at times like this he might forget himself.
Outrage, what makes them furious?
In Heavy's mind, your place is waiting for him back home, and if he were to hear about you putting yourself in harm's way, no matter how justified you may think you are, he would be beyond furious. Not only is this insanely dangerous behavior on your part, but he also worries about you not seeing him as good enough to be your guardian. While he may see himself as the only one strong enough to protect you, he doesn't like to be challenged on this front and will ensure all threats to his position are eliminated.
Pleasure, what is something they love making their obsession do?
Again, related to his significant size kink, Heat can't get enough of holding you close to him. Tucking you under his chin, close to his chest, when he falls asleep? Heaven on earth, and nothing less. Hope you weren't planning on going anywhere while he was resting because Heavy is notorious for his vice grip even in sleep, and you aren't going anywhere until he lets you go. No one gives hugs like Heavy, and you'd have to be crazy to risk waking him up to escape one, not that he rouses readily anyhow.
Quick, how quick are they to figure out escape plans?
Sure, Heavy may not be the brightest, and he's far from the most emotionally intelligent, but when it comes to the people he loves most, he's hypervigilant. And he's much quicker than you'd think to pick up on any of your changes in behavior and what they might entail than you'd think. Not to say he has a suspicious nature, but the better he knows someone, the better he can read them. Unfortunately, it's a skill many fail to see in him until it's too late.
Romantic, how romantic can they be or try to be?
Heavy will try, and he'll do his best regarding just about anything when it comes to you, but unfortunately, emotional intelligence isn't something that comes easily to him. Though this is certainly something that can be improved over time, as Heavy feels more comfortable around you, the easier it will be for him to express himself and understand your needs in kind. He's more the type to see romance in small, mundane acts, little parts of everyday life, rather than grand gestures or dramatic displays of affection.
Self-indulgent, how possessive are they, if at all?
Much more physically possessive than he might realize. As mentioned before, he's very uncritical about his yandere behavior and tendencies. He doesn't worry about how you may begin to grow fearful over spending time alone with him or question the way he seems to follow you wherever you go, and he doesn't see any of this as self-centered as long as you're kept safe. He might even try to convince you this is a good thing. After all, who wouldn't want the strongest fighter on base as their own personal bodyguard?
Trust, how much information about themself would they grant their obsession?
More So than most. Heavy is a straightforward man, and he doesn't see the need to overcomplicate life by keeping secrets or by wondering who has ulterior motives going for them at what given time. He finds it's easier to let himself believe you are as kind, loyal, and loving as he wants to think and not worry about anything beyond that. Not to say he would tell you precisely what happened to the last guy who tried to ask you out on a date, but he wouldn't lie if you asked how he felt about you.
Unattractive, what is their most unattractive trait besides being a yandere?
Heavy can be very childishly cruel and petty when fighting with others. Off the battlefield, he can be hard-headed and undignified when dealing with personal problems or with other people. Overall, he's never found working with others to be his strong suit.
Viscous, how viscous can they get?
Completely and without mercy or remorse. While he may see you as his angel and the light in his life, which makes the hardships worth enduring, it only makes the cruelty and bloodshed in your name all the more rewarding and satisfying. You might wonder if he's using this infatuation with you as an excuse to be cruel to others, though you ought to know better than to ask him about this face-to-face.
Weakness, what is something they can't resist?
Nothing hurts more than choosing between his loved ones. His loyalties to you and his blood relatives are unmated. He would do anything to ensure everyone was safe and sound. If he is worried someone is conspiring against any of you, Heavy will not hesitate to obliterate the possible danger at all costs. Heavy doesn't care if this means risking his own safety or that of others. All that matters to him is the people he cares for the most live to see another day.
Xenodochial, how fast would their obsession cut them off after an escape?
It would be hard for you to cut him off entirely. Despite all you'd been through and all the misery he'd brought your way, it's tough for you to believe Heavy is a bad guy. He's done so much for the people he loves and would do anything to support you. How could you cut him off so coldly? Especially considering without his help, his mother and sisters would've died in the Gulag. It would be tough for you to reconcile with yourself over doing something you know would destroy a man who did so much good for so many others, and if anything were to happen to them because he wasn't there to protect them. Could you deal with the fact their blood was now partially on your hands?
Yearning, how much do they pine for their obsession?
While Heavy adores you, it's hard to say he's the pining type, not due to a lack of love, but more considering he's a rather blunt, upfront kind of person. If he loves you so much he can't get you out of his head, why not just go up and tell you how he feels? Why bother playing mind games like this and longing from afar? The only times he would find himself pining for you would be because of the lack of nerve to tell you how he felt, not from a desire to love from afar.
Zealous, how devoted to their darling are they?
You are absolutely one of his greatest motivators. It's only natural after Heavy's been forced to endure much pain and misery. How could he not do everything possible to protect the little love and happiness he finds in life? Surely you weren't so heartless as to fault him for that?
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chiropteracupola · 11 days
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one of the ways to have an extremely terrible yet inspiring time is to go back through Every Last Art File on the device you have used for the past five years and Look at them.
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devilishdelights · 5 months
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WHAR. HELP WHATDID I DO WHATG HAPPENED ????
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astranauticus · 2 months
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ok i like rushed through the whole orv webtoon way too fast so now i have thoughts going in like 5 different directions but ep121-123 drive me so fucking insane actually. every time i think about those two conversations i have to sit down
#orv#orv liveblog#like i feel like depictions of childhood abuse in fiction tend to depiction the relationship as some version of#'the one evil violent parent and the one good parent trying their best (it wasnt good enough)'#see: the twins parents from lc s2 is the obvious one but also like#going back to my roots lol but enji and rei todoroki? or hell even fire lord ozai and ursa#yknow theres this idea of like theres the one who was trying! and the one who fucked it all up#well yeah rei's the one who scarred her sons face but thats so obviously framed as like a trauma response outside of her control#like its not something youre reeaally meant to blame her for yknow#the WHOLE idea with kim dokja's conversation with yoo sangah is whether he's supposed to blame/forgive lee sookyung#wait ok those conversations drive me so insane like im feeling the alevel literature urge to fuckin close read quotes#that one line where he thinks like this is the vilest form of violence he can use against sangah goes by SO fast but it hit me SO hard#the idea of asking her to put herself in this nightmare situation she has no frame of reference for understanding or empathising with#and then asking her as someone who she rly cares about! to be the judge in this situation she cannot possibly fully grasp#and all of that being framed as an act of violence towards her. like asking her to do this knowing she cant possibly do it#but also 'did you want me to seem pleased to see you' 'a little (lie)' and 'do you think of me as a mother' 'a little (lie)'#like the pretense of a normal relationship over the yeah we know our relationships fucked over the#unfortunately we still talk and think in the same way and we understand each other way too well#ok wait but circling back to the original point. i saw this fucking incredible fanart on twitter that sort of goes into the like#how do you?? handle?? not knowing if youre supposed to blame your parent for something that they did that hurt you#like its this little animation thing thats all in kdj's internal monologue except for one line where its him saying#'im terrible. i deserved what she did to me'#and its like. yeah that would be easier huh. like the self loathing is easier to handle than the confusion and cognitive dissonance#full disclosure i saw that fanart literally a year ago before i knew jack shit about orv and the sentiment hit me SO HARD i just#havent been able to stop thinking about it for a whole year. like as soon as i finished 123 i immediately went to look for it in my archive#i checked the artist has a tumblr but that art is not on it and it bugs me so much i want them to know that they somehow like#managed to make art so painful it defeated both my non-orv reading self and my lifelong severe memory problems#i mean in comparison that line (that also went by alarmingly fast) about how without twsa back then like kdj would not be here today#like not so much to dig into just. Yikes#and him telling ysa all of this with that fucking smile on his face like thats the part that really gets to me just his *fucking expression
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transmascmikey · 1 year
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mafuteru · 3 months
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was going through twt mutuals cosplay insta super sleepy and then accidentally liked a post from years ago bc i fell asleep for a moment...
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