Hey there, everyone.

I've been trying so goddamn long to not do this, but I need help, and I don't know where else to turn.

I'm known as Zhanael online, and I'm a disabled, ace lesbian living alone with my cat on the Front Range of Colorado, which ain't a cheap place to live. I moved up here to help take care of my mother before she passed, and attempted to work for a while afterwards, until my disabilities (both physical and psychological) got the best of me. I'm already on SNAP and Medicaid, but I'm still waiting on my (first-time) SSDI app that was submitted a few months ago. I have unemployment, but only about $114/wk after taxes.

I'm STILL $200 short of Dec. rent and I have a $600 credit card payment that needs to be paid ASAP, as I'm currently overdrawn due to interest. I've had to put EVERYTHING on that credit card since I last worked 13 months ago, so I've hit the limit, despite my best efforts. I've used up my 401k already, my friends have mostly done what they can, and my dad is on SSDI already, so his help is heavily limited.

Please help me, Tumblr. I only have PayPal and Zelle, so if you're willing to help out, the email is this URL at Gmail.

Or you can toss me your email and I'll send a money request through Payps. Whichever you feel is safer. DMs are open if you want more info.

Edit: Also just put up a GoFundMe here.

Even if you can't help, have a great rest of 2022 and stay safe.

And as a bonus, here's my lovely girl, Blake:

my baby boy is finally home!! he’s still a little out of it but he can sleep on his comfy bed at home so im sure he’s happy to be back! everything went fine, the surgery was a little more complicated than they expected because of a big vein (the cephalic vein i think they said?) that runs down their front leg right where the mass was growing but they didn’t expect it to be part of the mass, so it complicated things a bit with removal. but other than that, he’s home and safe and that’s what matters! they said he was a wonderful patient 🥰

i wanted to let you guys know how everything went since your help was even more appreciated than even before so thank you thank you thank you all again so much. because of the complications they had, the cost got bumped up significantly to $1600 😩 i was able to pay $1000 of it now thanks to you guys and the staff are being so kind and letting me pay the rest when i can. our fundraiser is still open (i bumped up the goal a tad) if anyone else wishes to help out.

i seriously can’t thank you all enough ❤️

donate here ! 2 help pay rent lol

you're going to

really ?! It doesn’t seem interesting to me tbh…

Heya guys. Sorry for posting this for the billionth time. But maybe if you guys would like to give my posts about patreon a boost it would mean the world to me. I know I post this a lot and I don't take any help I receive for granted. I've only been able to make two new drawings since February. Bc every day I have been working almost 9 hours. I'm sick nearly every other week, my lymph nodes are swollen n I've been feeling incredibly depressed. I am from the global south, in the philippines, government help is near nonexistent. I am the sole caretaker of three disabled people. My mom can not do any housework, she is a full time wheelchair user, she needs care 24/7, insulin, adult diapers and kidneys that are under threat of failing if we don't watch her health, my dad has a chronic heart condition and my sister is autistic with a very low frustration threshold. Both my parents are diabetic, and I am the only person in my family who can work. I currently have three jobs, one in publishing, but I have a morality clause which means the publishing house can take back every single penny I make if I or the author fail to meet certain expectations. Anyway.. I have been working nonstop, my scoliosis is untreated and extremely painful, n for the past few four days I have been rationing a single can of spam and a few potatoes. Would mean the world to me if you guys could pick up a print, or subscribe to my patreon, or reblog any of my old art or send me a tip on ko-fi or anywhere else. Sorry and thank you again. I remake these a lot, but I sincerely don't take any of the help I receive for granted. Thank you again.

My inprnt

My patreon

https://www.patreon.com/littlestpersimmon

My tipping jars

i really hate how often i have to post about this, but im horribly in debt and if i don't get out of this soon (ideally within like two months) it's only gonna keep getting way worse. at this point im over 4.6k in the minus cause both paying back debt and keeping up with living expenses and bills at the same time is pretty much impossible on my little income, so i always end up having to spend more in credit card debt again (i have to cover most of the living expenses for a two person household and sometimes help my wife with shopping as well).

i know i already have enough coming in rn (with the talk and other paid work + a bit of my monthly income) to pay off at least 1.6k this month, but absolutely anything i get will help me massively, and especially monthly subscriptions are valuable for budgeting and allowing me to worry less while doing my writing or posting my silly posts and are my only stable form of income.

give with card if possible as it is currently not possible for me to get paypal money into my bank account, but paypal is at least still useful for running expenses, anything helps <3

Really low on funds rn and I got incoming bills

Crowdfunding yet again 🫠

hello I will try to be brief,my sister is disabled and recently she got horrible news from her doctor that her reflexes have gotten worse,which means she will one day probably become paralyzed unless something is done(also her chronic pain is pretty severe rn which is another bad sign).now they want her to do a bunch of exams + physical therapy+ maybe new medication??we are looking at a bill close to 800€ tho honestly I dont know what's going to happen.the first paragraph you see is nothing but blood work and allegedly we will be able to get those for free so that's a relief.But I'm convinced thats not going to be all I'm scared for what's going to happen to her,I'm scared she will need to have surgery.also long covid is still fucking with me so yeah I'm don't think I will ever find work at this point🫠but who knows maybe I will be fine one day.I'm going to ask for 1200€ just to be safe tho dont be surprised if the amount rises or drops because I again I don't know what to expect with this,the extra money is in case we do need to pay for extra exams,blood work or bills etc

Goodbye for now 15.feb.2024

How to Donate to the Domari Society of Gypsies in Jerusalem

As many of you may know, the Domari community in Palestine is suffering alongside native Palestinians in the genocidal campaign headed by Israel.

Though we do not know much of the Domari's struggles in detail, I can only imagine it is the same extent as the Palestinians' struggles.

The Domari Society was founded by director Amoun Sleem in 2000 and since then she and her staff have done incredible things for the Domari, including providing resources and education to women and children.

On the Domari Society website, there is information on how to send donations via bank transfer, but considering that their main avenue may not be the most accessible to share and donate, I am making this post providing a step-by-step guide on how to donate to the Domari Society of Gypsies in Jerusalem.

This method works only if you have a PayPal and/or Xoom account (Xoom is owned by PayPal so if you only have PP, you can still donate.)

Step-by-Step:

Click this [link] here. It will take you to Xoom's page for sending money to Israel (Jerusalem is occupied by Israel, so it must be through them). Make sure you are signed in to either Xoom or PayPal.

Enter a minimum amount of 35.66 shekels (minimum 10.01 USD) to send. Click (Send Now) to progress to the next page.

3. Confirm information on screen and click (Next).

4. Select (Bank Deposit) and click (Next).

5. When selecting a bank, click (Other) and it will bring you to a page where you must enter the IBAN number of the bank you want to send money to. The IBAN for the Domari Society's bank is IL040176380000002503877 (copy and paste this exactly). Confirm that the bank is Mercantile Discount Bank Ltd and click (Next).

6. Enter in contact information. It is as follows: First Name: Domari Last Name: Society Address 1: Shua'fat, Derech Shua'fat 10 City: Jerusalem Phone Number: +97225324510 Email: [email protected]

7. Enter any information required and choose your payment option. On the last page, confirm the information listed and if everything is correct, click (Send).

Bank transfer may take a few days, but congratulations! You just donated to the Domari Society of Gypsies in Jerusalem. Know that your contribution will go towards the betterment of the Domari in Palestine.

Also, most information is found on the Domari Society's website, so if you wish to confirm that the donation is legitimate you can check the bank details here: [link]

Please share this whether you donate or not, it could mean life or death for Dom under occupation. May we all see a day where our people are safe. Te aven baxtalo 💙❤️💚

edit: please read my additions at the bottom before reblogging this post. please do not reblog this post without also reblogging the others i've linked!

if you saw my reblog(s) of ahmed's donation posts in which he includes his crypto wallets (and my links to those posts), anyone else's posts explaining how to donate to him using those wallets, or any aid post that mentions his ability to accept cryptocurrency and decided to villianise him and accuse him of being hamas for it... you are repulsive. you are not welcome here.

people are dying. paypal and ko-fi take percentages. paypal has a monthly withdrawal limit. i'm the first to admit i know nothing about cryptocurrencies, but ahmed has said it goes directly to him without a service taking a cut. i assume there are fewer or no withdrawal limits. it is harder to track and less regulated, which, in this case, provides an additional layer of security for people being precision targeted. get over it.

anyway. donate to ahmed's ko-fi. donate to ahmed's paypal. follow ahmed @90-ghost for updates on how to help him, and check his ko-fi and tumblr posts for updates. send him a nice ask. reblog his posts depicting he and his family's life in gaza. read tumblr user neaeach (naoual sahe)'s interview with ahmed. bring hope. listen to palestinians, don't speak over them.

ahmed's reblog of his interview, with a link to it:

direct link to the interview:

edit: i don't need reblogs, but palestinians, muslims, arabs, and other people suffering directly due to zionism and islamophobia do! please reblog their posts!! @el-shab-hussein has also made a post about these accusations against ahmed, which @fairuzfan added onto. and please reblog this post with ahmed's latest ko-fi update and all the ways you can DIRECTLY donate to him! thank you

Major Update final update in link

hi u might remember me from this post

tl;dr i moved in with my estranged father in November and he quickly got invasive emotionally verbally abusive and given his history his privacy invasions and sexual talks were huge red flags and he kicked me out after confronting him on going thru my things

i have been in a motel since then with my cat and some neighborhood bedbugs

today i just got confirmation i was approved for the studio i wanted 🫀🫀🫀🧿 deposit is paid i just need some help with the prorated rent($440)

and a little extra for transportation to bring my things(two trips via lyft if my sister cant help) and some $ for blankets and an air mattress ($150?)

i have a ko-fi but paypal is being very shitty about releasing money ko-fi sends there ill still attach it tho and update that goal

MET