Posted @withregram • @7rparanoiapam Found an awesome Lovecraftian doom band a couple days ago. Was pretty thrilled about that. I think it's safe to say I've been in a #doom mood lately. Kinda. #tortugaband #tortuga #theredwidowsband #theredwidows #enslavedband #enslaved #deadwitchesband #deadwitches #midnightband #midnight #ancientband #ancient #doommetal #blackmetal #paranoiapam #metalhead #metalheadwoman #metalheadsofinstagram #metalheadforlife #currentlylistening (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/B73YU0XJ0GN/?igshid=1crzitz66dwtf

Sorry for the shitty phone quality, but I finally got to see Iron Maiden!!!! It was awesome even though I had a shit ton of anxiety.

Gas Light

They said it’s just a game Who can stay most sane They want to play again No one knows when rules change

Moonlight offers little cover In the spotlight of this hell Welcomed to the side of others This is where we fell

Frequency voices echo loud UV stars dot the ground Crowd control for only two What becomes of us when they are through?

Moonlight offers little cover In the spotlight of hell Welcomed to the side of others This is where we fell

Descent in chaos’ catastrophe Couldn’t be anywhere else but inside me Never trust their eyes - only what you see Gas light alters reality (Repeat)

Do they want us in chains? Do they want us to take the blame? When all is said and done what did they gain? Will they come again?

– By pARANOIApAM (Akeldama Masomphenya)

Listen to Instability by pARANOIApAM

Here's this thing I'm drawing and I feel as though I don't know what i got myself into.

Going to see Goatwhore at the end of the month for the fourth time ever. I don't get to see a lot of shows. Funds and anxiety kind of stuff. Then, we're going to go see Iron Maiden the next week! I'm excited to see both but super excited to see Iron Maiden! Never seen them. This is a big step for me... there's going to be sooooo many people... *deep breath* it'll be okay.

So I decided I would do this thing.

Idk how I feel about the Tumblr menu bar being at the bottom of the screen. It's different and weird. I'm not ready for this change.

My psychologist gave me play - doh today. After learning more about myself, it had been needed..

Antidepressants and antipsychotics suck.... But they're necessary... more music today! We're going to get through and finish this album no matter what!

Quick thing called "Cutie" that I drew up and coloured

Sitting high up in my perch doing #artthings #paranoiapam #theotherhalfofgeneticide

Too much #anxiety to enjoy much of anything #paranoiapam #theotherhalfofgeneticide #b&w #pierced

Been together three years, and have been writing music together just as long.

We're eager to release our music, but we've yet to finish. Trust me though, it's epic as shit

A lot of times, I feel overwhelmed by seeing so much digital art. It makes me feel like anything I draw could never be as amazing.