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a, d, f for anyone you want :3
(also, i'm new to genshin, so i literally know no one besides childe so far... i haven't played in a couple weeks.)
"your challenger has summoned CYNO to the event . . ."
A/N : more cyno world pls ;c
✦ㅤㅤA = aftercare (what he’s like after sex, what he needs from his partner)
for such a tough guy persona, cyno is among the softest during and after sex. he's gone so far under that it's difficult for him to come back up afterwards; he's all soft n' bleary, blinking up at you with still-wet eyes and moving slowly, lethargically. he trusts you inexplicably ! this trust, then, manifests in a clinginess; he's wrapped himself around you and refuses to let go. you need to get a cloth? he's holding onto you and refuses to let you move even a foot away. time to take a bath? he's got you in a bear hug—feet wrapped around you waist, arms holding your neck, his own face buried into your neck—, and he forces you to go about setting the water and the soaps and the towels while he's stuck to you.
anyway, how long aftercare lasts with him is impossible to parse. over most night-time fucks, usually all he needs is to sleep it off; he'll wake you up the next morning as his usual, chipper self. a whole night's sleep or a nap is typically enough. but, sometimes he needs the day: for those midmorning and afternoon delights on those rough days—especially on lazy ones—, cyno will be floaty for the entire day. you could have fucked him over the couch at 10 a.m., and he'll still be rather quiet and endearingly clingy at 6. (you won't admit it, but these are always your favorite days—the days where cyno allows himself to fully relax and not worry his pretty lil' head about a single thing !) this quiet, however, is also his favorite to share jokes in—the silence filled only with your light laughter.
here, he does not try to carry his jokes with his voice. he murmurs them breathlessly into your ear, your throat, letting your laughter wash over him and soothe him. you staying, even after all of this—it means the most to cyno.
✦ㅤㅤD = dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of his)
it's embarrassing for the general mahamatra to admit, but cyno regularly fantasizes about you being the general, he the prisoner. he just has so much control in the day to day; he holds the power to judge others, and it is a hefty burden he so bears . . . but, god—imagining being not the hand in control, being wholly helpless under someone else . . . it really, really gets cyno goin'.
because he'd never say this out loud, it always starts the same: with cyno on his knees, wrists held neatly together as he looks up at you with those doe eyes you so love . . . "please?" is all he needs to ask for you to assume your role in charge of him<3
✦ㅤㅤF = favorite position (this goes without saying . . . )
cuddle-fucking, easily. the exacts don't matter: front to front, front to back—all that matters is that he's enveloped in your arms (the same way your cock is enveloped in those strong thighs or his small cunt). fast n' desperate, or slow and so-very sweet—cyno doesn't care so long as you've got him wholly wrapped up in your arms. he protects everybody—it's not so greedy of him to want to be protected in turn, is it? just this one? (these few hundred times?) with you, he's allowed to indulge in what he desires most. it's a good thing you're eager to abide by his every whim, hm?
it hurts my heart to see such a strong man left to rely on nobody but himself . . . please be sweet to him for me.
moving along very slowly . . . i think i may start writing less and less. this event is burning me out more than i thought it would LOL i'm so repetitive . . . (also fun fact 'cos i've had so many 'nari asks ,, i only care for cynari nsfw when cyno is subbottoming 😵💫😵💫)
21 APR. 2024, @rosedom, rosey .
#ㅤ✦【 EVENT 】#the note is irrelevant i just#. i've been thinking of them lately . . .#alphabet#sub cyno#cyno smut#sub genshin#genshin smut#dom reader#okee that's all !
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I spent $3k on eras tour tickets and like god knows how much on my stupid costume. I've made so many bracelets and I have a permanent tattoo on my leg of a line from august. as much as I haven't ever really liked it, I'm known for being a swiftie. I didn't like matty healy at all and was kind of part of the speakupnow movement without knowing it (lol), and I was really excited for this album as an english major. for that to be what I got? I've never really gotten along with other swifties, and I've said on multiple occasions that my experience as a swiftie has been incredibly isolating (even despite spending $3k on tickets and collecting most vinyls) but god, I don't think that I'm crazy when I say that some of these people are wild if they think that this album was a #girlboss move.
you guys have talked a lot about the other songs so I won't go over it again, as entertaining as it is, but one of the songs I haven't seen a whole lot of negative discussion about is but I can do it with a broken heart. babe. how are you going to promote that song (with awful lyrics btw) with videos of the eras tour and flashing to the crowd during the line "but the crowd was chanting MORE!" like I'm sorry I expected you to do your job at a concert I spent $3k trying to attend? how does making your audience feel guilty for trying to support you help you in any way, shape, or form? obviously I think she's allowed to feel poked and prodded at and overexposed bc I'm sure it was difficult, but also I can't feel sorry for her after shit like guilty as sin?.
anyways I pre-ordered a vinyl bc I thought "old habits die screaming" and I have to print out a return label for it now, haha. I haven't even opened the box yet, that album was so bad.
This is so valid because why are you crying that your fans expect you to do your job properly for the money they spent on your show???? Most of her fans even go feral with the bare minimum she does. And it's not the fans fault that she decided to do a 3 hours long show for 3 days per week. It was her own idea and own decision. Even though I agree that her fans are spoilt sometimes because they keep asking for more content the more she gives them, but again who made them like this in the first place? She! Nobody asked for an album in the middle of her tour with 16 wait 31 songs but she's dropping it it's like she can't stop feeding her fans. But at the same time she's complaining that they want more from her. And she's also complaining that the fans ruined her relationship like "sorry if you decide to have a moral compass that goes against me and my racist pretty baby boyfriend you are not my well wisher!" That's pretty much what she said and I think she did her fans so bad with this album. But they're still defending her with their lives, idk both swifties and taylor deserve each other at this point!
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Hello! I hope I don’t offend you or make you uncomfortable bc it’s my first time requesting to you, but can I request Sin of Envy reader x Sin of greed (Mammon)?? Into sure if you already did this, if you did you can ignore this!! Ty😓😓
Mammon x Sin of Envy!Reader
Includes: Mammon, Leviathan!Reader.
A/N:Ur perfectly fine don’t worry at all!! This request doesn’t make me uncomfortable at all!! In fact, it’s quite adorable. They give enemies to lovers except they still hate each other lol. Enjoy!
As stated in one of the posts I’ve made about the sins and how they feel about Leviathan!Reader, you and Mammon HATED each other
You literally had the I.M.P. kill one of your own sinners because they leaked your ideas to him.
He ripped off your fame, so you despised him.
Your rivalry was known across the Greed Ring and the Envy Ring.
You both would rant about each other to anyone who would listen.
The Greed Ring hated you and the Envy Ring hated him.
You were more popular than him. He was jealous as hell.
But when you both attended Sin meetings either Lucifer, you two couldn’t help but steal glances at one another.
You didn’t understand why, and he didn’t either.
Maybe it was growing hatred. Why does hatred feel so good, though?
You always felt a weird sensation whenever you saw his posters. Whenever you saw whatever he was hosting.
A weird gut feeling you’ve never felt before surfaced.
It was the same for him. It made him hate you even more. What did you do to him?
Seeing your face on any posters made him blush. He secretly kept them in his room.
He didn’t know why.
You didn’t know why you felt this way either.
One day, you were ranting to Beelzebub and the topic of Mammon came up.
You started ranting and ranting. You lost track of everything you said until you heard your bestie gasp.
She stared at you like a deer in headlights.
“Levi, hunny, you’re in love!”
You immediately made a gagging noise. In LOVE?!
Sure, you’ve had hookups, but you’ve never been in love. Especially not with HIM.
“That might be why you hate ‘em so much. Your heart wants him but your brain doesn’t. Hah! Look at you go!”
Her mocking pissed you off.
Meanwhile, Mammon was ranting to one of his employees about you. Nothing unusual.
That was, until, he mentioned the weird feeling of you.
He nearly killed the bitch that brought up the possibility of him being in love with you.
But it made him think. Maybe he was.
But he would never admit it. He’s too cocky.
Now, anytime you two see each other, your looks of disgust towards one another grow more and more intense.
That was until the last Sin meeting with Lucifer.
Asmodeus was teasing Mammon and he brought up you.
“Awww. Are you in love with them???”
His lack of a response made the room go quiet.
You stared at him forever. Until Lucifer just.. dismissed you guys.
Mammon pulled you aside and roughly confessed that it was true.
“Maybe I am in love with you, bitch.”
And that’s how you two started dating.
Your relationship was kept a secret, since everyone thought that the both of you despised each other.
Whenever he put on a show, you shape-shifted to fit in and watched his shows.
He did the same for you.
Afterwards, you two would meet up somewhere private and playfully tease each other.
You two act like an old married couple but with more hatred. That hatred comes from the love you two discovered you had for one another.
You killed anyone who even dared to look at Mammon the same way you looked at him. That’s the price to pay for being with the Sin of Envy.
He made fun of anyone who liked you too. He was ruder, but he didn’t normally kill them unless pushed too far.
You both secretly shared a bed together. One that nobody found out about.
He also spoiled the hell out of you.
You were even more lenient towards your people whenever they went into the Greed Ring.
It confused them.
Anyways. You two are VERY playfully mean to each other.
“Shut your mouth, bitch.”
“Kill yourself, cunt.”
But you both knew you weren’t serious. Not anymore, anyways.
He’s the little spoon. He won’t admit it at all, but you’re definitely the dominant one in the relationship.
Anyways. You two have fancy as hell dates. Anyone who says anything will be killed on the spot.
Your relationship remains a secret. Anyone who knew would be killed.
That was, until, it got out by Asmodeus or Fizz.
Now everyone knows.
But you two don’t really care.
Now, you affection is displayed openly.
#hazbin hotel x reader#helluva boss x reader#sin reader#envy#sin of envy#sin of envy reader#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#helluva boss mammon#mammon x reader#sinner#sin of greed#greed#enemies to lovers#lover enemies ???#demon#7 deadly sins#7ds
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🥀 It's so nice seeing the Vedic Astrology space start to talk about Ayanamsa- when I was first in the space, virtually nobody in the online Nakshatra based Astrology-sphere was talking about or questioning Ayanamsa, or really anything beyond what they were taught.
When I started talking about it, people acted like I was a little cray or just forcing something to fit- granted; I think back then I wasn't the best communicator. I was always good intentioned, but kinda flimsy in my arguments. I would get very stroppy when people challenged me because I would just crumble and think 'they're so right, I'm a stupid spineless lil amoeba, idk nuthin, I'm ashamed that even tried to pretend I know anything :(' lol. Ahh; I was so young, I forget that sometimes. I lacked self-belief, so why would others believe me?
In fact, I said a lotta stuff back then that people treated me like I was crazy for lol, but it's very healing to be seeing people starting to talk about the very same stuff I was on about a few years down the track.
I remember I always wanted to join in on the Twitter Nakshatra exploration, but mannn there was a lot of toxicity in that space. Some brilliant observations and minds at work, but a lot of unfair bias and judgement brought into a sacred practice I found /: (so and so Nakshatra are evil, etc.)
I don't mind what anybody else believes, but I have so much respect for people who are open minded regardless of their own beliefs/ideals 💜 I'm really enjoying Tumblr because from what I've seen, it is a much more balanced place.
I've always had a theory that on Twitter, the word limit on Tweets made people feel inclined to say more cut-throat, black and white things because there's not enough space to eloquently explain your thoughts. Saying (just as an extreme example lol) 'Sun men are evil womanizers', takes less characters than, 'Sun men can be inclined towards not placing much value on attachment, and therefore can exhibit womanising tendencies & in an unbalanced state, very self absorbed, callous behaviours'... wayy too wordy for Twitter. However, I think when talking about astrology it's important to put the TLC in and fully fledge out explanations. This knowledge is so sacred and we are blessed to have access to it, the more sophistication we speak of things with, the more we can do it justice 🌌🍃
I feel astrology is best utilised as tool for bringing people closer to divinity & unity rather than dividing and judging others. Granted, we do live on the physical plane so it is also important to understand division, but why not try to bridge that gap?
It's important that when we find ourselves having the blessing/burden of knowledge in our hands, we use it wisely 🤍🌜
- someone who doesn't know which way is up 😎
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I like blind siding people with niches they didn't know they liked
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i wish i had more energy to draw and plot lately i NEED to make the insane daemoverse flowisk situationship real. i need you guys to see my vision
#they're the only ones that understand each other they're the only ones marred from the same mistakes#nobody else can understand the way save power changes you and they don't know how to live with it afterwards#but hell if they're not going to stick around each other to see what happens next#there's a chara shaped hole carved into both of their chests and they want it back they can't bear being alone again. but they have to#and so they cling to each other. because who else will understand?#and they are FREAKS!!!!!!!#a freak and a frea(s)k#also it's been like 12 years since the barrier broke. what does it mean to grow up after you spent so long stuck in stasis#what does it mean to Change and develop past the solidity of what you thought you were#also they're really stupid roommates frisk keeps eating raw ramen blocks to avoid doing the dishes#they have one of those mad detectives corkboard with the red string going everywhere which is almost impossible to walk through#because flowey handles it and he keeps ignoring the fact that he's 2ft tall while frisk. isn't. lol#also the corkboard is 70% investigation and 30% them bickering about stupid bullshit as commentary#the post it situation in the flat is insane#daemo tag#frisk#flowey
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highly specific pet peeve of mine when it comes to sab is that none of the characters act with any kind of wariness when they should. like the grisha would not be celebrating in the king’s court with genuine displays of emotion (and obvious shows of rivalry that can be exploited) for all of the otkazat’sya nobles to see. aleksander shouldn’t be showing so much genuine emotion in front of the king or any otkazat’sya (noble or not, they’re all threats to him after all). everyone should be tenser when they’re in court or around authority figures, and the ways they disregard authority are bizarre. that would have you flogged in any monarchy during that time period.
it feels like the writers don’t really grasp the setting or what it means to the characters. these people are soldiers, and even worse, they’re soldiers that are apart of a persecuted class. they should not be so comfortable in areas or around people where they would be thinking about their every little move and how it could be taken advantage of if it was shown. vulnerability should not be tossed around so carelessly by people who should be startlingly aware of life’s atrocities.
honestly, genya is the only character that even acts remotely like she should, in that she is always tense and wary and holding herself like someone who knows they can be hurt at any moment. and even then she’s loose in the king’s court (the king) when she would be at the height of her wariness and paranoia.
#this follows the same vein as criticisms about the realism#in the way the military works in sab#and the ways mal and alina disregard authority as soldiers when there would be serious repercussions#like nobody raised in these conditions would act this way#genya safin#zoya nazyalensky#alina starkov#shadow and bone#sab#grishaverse#sab critical#i mean a bit#its kind of just a weirdly specific pet peeve lol#i don't actually mind it because lets be real most fantasy is anachronistic in this regard#there's so many characters in modern media that speak to their superiors like they don't fear any consequences when they absolutely should#but its so obvious that lb doesn't know how politics or the military works#(and also how the power allotment within it would actually work)#or any kind of government structure and the way people would operate in it#and doesn't give serious thought to how people in these situations would realistically be thinking#and the writers of the show clearly followed in those footsteps#but its like come on#its kind of obvious#you wrote a story centering around trauma there should maybe be a bit more of that shown#but i guess that's also the whole tell don't show problem sab has#myramblings
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Hrmm... Revising my game and I feel like there's still sooo much writing left to do, for something that probably won't even amount to much, so.. I do want to narrow my focus more (especially given my health problems seeming to get worse/less energy the past few years), but I'm not sure how would be best to...
I currently have 5 characters as the Main ones with full planned questlines and such, with each character having 6 quests you can do for them. But I haven't really started the writing for the 5th main character.
So then I was thinking, if I were going to write 6 full quests worth of content anyway... is it better to allocate that time on just doing a Complete 6 Quests for ONE single character, OR would it be better to do something like.. choose THREE side characters and do 2 quests for each of them? So that people have a wider variety to interact with and sort of sample around (of course with the idea that, once the first version of the game is released, IF people actually care about it enough to make it worth the effort, I would then add additional content to complete those 3 characters stories as well)
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SO... If you were playing an interactive fiction sort of game centered around talking to & doing quests for a cast of characters (like there's no larger plot, more it's just about interacting with people, every character kind of has a self contained story, the focus is just learning about them and the world and exploring the area) --- Which would you rather have?
(and of course it would be stated up front which characters have only partial questlines, so people don't expect them to have full quests like the others and then get disappointed, or etc. etc.)
Basically, is it better to just focus in specifically on having one fully complete questline? Or for there to be a few stories that are not complete yet, but have more initial options available?
#I guess I just feel weird about investing too much into characters if possibly nobody will like them. so the idea of being able to sample#around a wider variety opens up the option of like 'hey even if neither of these 4 are your favorite - you have 3 other options soon too!'#or whatever. BUT I also am very anti-the trend of releasing half finished games or shit like that where people preorder and then#the game sucks on actual release and isn't fully playable or good until 5 updates later#HOWEVER.. those are giant companies with hundreds of employees and millions in funding. I feel like it's different for someone#if they're just like ''hey I am getting zero money for this and doing it entirely on my own in my free time and before I do like 50+ hours#of work on top of the 100+ hours of work that I already did - I would like maybe to at least see some proof#people are interested in this - so I'm releasing the game with like a small amount of the originally intended content removed#that I still have planned out and hope to add later and the game is still entirely done and completely functional#except for just a few quests I might add later.. sorry'' etc. etc. ??? like I think that's different. but maybe some people dont see#it that way and would still be like 'grrr.. how dare there be unfinished options..>:V" idk#And the nature of the quests is such that it's not weird to have it be partial like.. again.there's no major plot. it's not like the quests#are leading up to some dramatic thing and having them half done would make it feel like a cliffhanger. It's meant to be very casual just#chilling and doing little tasks and such. And last thing to clarify I guess - by 'side character' I don't mean taking some unimportant bac#ground character and forcing them to have quests. I mean like.. originally the game had 8 full characters and I thought that was#too much so I cut it down to 5. So I still had everything planned for all the side characters too. Id' just be like.. re-giving them#quests and focuses that were already planned from the beginning but that I got rid of.. former main characters banished to the side lol..#ANYWAY... hrmm... hard to decide... It's just so niche I think. I feel more and more like I should just get it to a 'proof#of concept' state and get it out there to interest check rather than invest in it soooo much for nothing. Because I really do not have the#tastes other people do or interact with games or have interest in things in the same way. A lot of the stuff that I love (slow. character#focused things with basicaly no action or plot where its' just about getting to explore a world and learn about#people in a casual low stakes setting but ALSO not romance) I think people find very boring so... lol...#This year as I try to pick the project back up again after abandoning it for like 3 years I keep looking at stuff and going.. ough...#yeah... cut this maybe.. I should cut that too.. I should make them a side character.. remove this.. blah blah..#Though I did ADD a journal and inventory system and other things that like People Expect Games To Have so.. maybe#that will count for something.. hey..you can collect items.. it's not just 'talking to elves for 600 hours simulator'.. are you#entertained yet? lol.... When I was making my other tiny game for that pet website and I gave it to the play testers and someone was like#''it should have achievements so I feel I'm working towards something concrete'' I was literally so blindsided like..??... people WANT that#in games..? is the goal not simply to wander aimlessly &fixate on world/character lore& make your own silly pointless personal goals? I did#do them though because it IS fun to make up little achievement names and such but.. i fear i am out of touch so bad lol..
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Anyway (your well-being and you as a person are more important than your hobby), I agree, but framing it like a person wanting replies back and getting frustrated by unfinished threads or unresolved plot points as them being petty or uncaring ain't it chief. Those things aren't mutually exclusive.
You can be friends, prioritize someone's well being over writing, and also be invested in your writing. You can absolutely value someone as a real person and still get annoyed/disappointed/etc. about threads going cold when you were having fun writing it or you were very invested in the bond it built between characters. Feelings aren't some empty thing to wave off as if they're irrelevant to a relationship? And furthermore you don't get to just Decide not to feel them. What matters is how you behave about them. As always, communicating with your writing buddies is the best thing you can do, but saying their feelings about the thing that brought you together don't matter 'in the big picture' is very dismissive, actually.
#personally it doesn't usually bother me if threads get dropped (esp. the random ones) i just Really don't like the tone of that post#and it's on my dash like 12 times in a row so i got a lil spiced about it yeah#☩ genuinely about to haul off and start biting ( ooc. )#like i mean ''i write for me'' and ''i don't care what you do'' are not the same actually. i write for me and i want to read your replies!#and i want to write things you want to write too! and i want to build with you! and i want you to also have fun!#and honestly? ''i don't care what you do'' is like. way more dismissive?? like ''here's this thing we do together but actually#i don't give a rip about it lol'' ????????#like -as i said- your well-being is absolutely more important than the hobby but hobbies are also important? and i value the sharing of it?#i dunno maybe that's not what OP meant but it sure does read...not great to me#maybe it's just me though and that's why nobody else had beef with the post but i sure didn't like it#p.s. you don't have to defend your rb of it if you rb'd it i am just making my thought about it known#and like. all of this not even touching the way that tumblr (broadly speaking) has a demographic™ and it's not a leap#to say you have followers that this hobby *is* a thing that contributes to their well being. so maybe don't shit on it idk#i don't...like that post.#Hobbies are actually so much of who we are and it's not weird to be invested in them. Like balance it with like#touching grass y'know but like. I don't like! that post! anyway#still not assuming the worst of anyone who rb'd the thing i am just voicing my voice is all
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redrew some of these nerds, these are there most current/updated designs rn? so improvement i GUESS?
#my art lol#ocs#original characters#lucian#spencer#aurelio#colin#nestor#ciar#my ocs#bleh i probably shouldve put a watermark on this but rn im too lazy to do so. plus this is still technically a wip and nasty looking so#its a little funny that me putting watermarks on my art is kind of a sign of growth??? cause like#i used to not put them b/c i thought my art was so bad nobody would bother to steal it#now its slightly less worse ig so i am actually concerned. but that is a bit more for the fandom stuff b/c who cares abt these nerds#i still think the 'my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard; and they're like; dead' tag on the og post is SO funny#I MEAN ITS TRUE... well lucian ends up as some undead abomination and aurelio a demon but other than that#yeah everyone else here dies#also edward's design is p much the same but he and sonata weren't here cause sonata is a pain to draw#AND i just need to overhaul his design cause its a mess in color i need to figure that out#and false siren lore going brrrrr b/c its a mess too and i need to fix up so many ends. those two have way too many alternate timelines#so im tryna condense shit
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i took physical damage when i was ranting about homestuck clearly excitedly and got told that nobody cared and to shut up <3333
#fandom#^soggy grumbles#feel free to ignore#for context there's like a club at my school which is just called#which is just to come and talk about your interests#and it's literally just like my friend group-#although it's open to everyone (and has teacher supervision)#and i was showing a homestuck animatic and ranting about it because it thought it was really cool#but nobody was paying attention or even looking my way lol#and half way through one of my friends told me to shut up :)#and after i sat down already feeling like shit i asked why she said that#and she said that nobody cared :D#and then the same girl ^^ was showing a TWICE music video and everybody was paying attention and were engaged#was literally staving off tears the entire day after this
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seeing 12 year olds on tiktok saying “our generation isn’t growing up too quickly! we still have awkward phases, they just happen when we’re 7-10 years old!”
baby that isn’t an awkward phase that’s called being a child
#inspired by a real comment i saw on tiktok#honestly seeing how young these kids are being forced to grow up just makes me sad#and they think it’s a personal attack on their generation when no one means it that way!#nobody is mad at kids/preteens for wanting to fit in#*everyone* wants to fit in at that age#we’re mad at society for making kids want to follow the same trends as grown adults#at that age i wanted to fit in with my peers and follow trends set by my fav youtubers#now kids are being exposed to EVERY trend that is fed to you during 10 mins of scrolling on tiktok#genuinely think tiktok is gonna have serious psychological effects on future generations#like ppl on social media have been saying ‘we were never meant to hear this many people’s thoughts’ for YEARS#tiktok is doing irreparable damage to our society#will still use it tho lol#anyways this is a rant and idk how to tag this properly#social issues#social media#tiktok#mia's rambles
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was gonna say........ absolutely not complaining bc i’m not too bothered by this in general, but... sorta seems like i’ve gotten wayyyy more tik tok/media asks than usual these past couple days, and like. yeah, i’ve sorta been bad with my managing the content ones but... i’m starting to feel sorta weird just riffing of video ideas? if that makes sense.
i think bc after a certain point the idea really isn’t... mine or “unique” so... to do so many at once, esp when i know hardly anyone is going to watch the attached links... it’s kinda just like Sighhhh lol. which i also feel bad about because i normally like all my tik tok asks (i like all asks in general) i just wish the video itself could be displayed easier (aka: not as ugly) bc i feel like that would make them more inclusive for everyone? add better + faster context for whatever else i add bc it would be easier to view.
but idk. cuz i do like all the links i get + talk about... i just don’t wanna feel like it’s the only thing im good for sjdkfajkdfjak.
#and granted too im not good for a lot right now LOL i'm so drained#so i get it and theyre easy to respond to#so im not blaming anyone at all for interacting with in that way#i guess i just know nobody is really gonna be looking at the original vid so it feels a little off#knowing not everyone will get the same context me and the sender do#but it's fine#i long for more interaction (kinda. i think) but i dont have time for it#so i think what i long for is just more time and energy to respond to what i have#so i can get more of those original thoughts#but truly im happy where im at#gotta take it easy for now#and spend what time i can on... longer things. honing my skills and such#anyway if u send tik tok links i hope u dont feel bad i do enjoy them#but take this as u will LOL#i like original thoughts too! even if only one sentence#💕💕💕har har har#OH but also i started using#my tik tok account again#ihatetiktoks#so u can uhhh start sending things there too!#if u want#for less detailed responses ofc#what i wanted to say was like. i dont really wanna move all tik toks there but its nice having a spot for them#asdfkajhdfkahjs dunno#caitie rants
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thinking about my first dnd campaign that literally lasted like half a session. it sucked so hard. my character was intentionally edgy because i thought it would be funny in like a self-aware ironic way but nobody fucking talked during the campaign because nobody really knew each other. so we gave up.
#my character idea was like tragic but in a way that i thought was funny. his parents were killed by vampires and he became obsessive over it#and read everything possible about vampires and studied them and focused on vengeance but with like the most book-smart approach possible.#and also he stayed up really late all the time (because he was afraid of potential vampire attacks) and he had vintage chainmail armor#(it was cheaper than custom-made) and he had old vampire books so like. people thought he was a vampire. so he really had to go out of his#way to insist that he was a vampire Hunter. (who has never hunted a vampire. yet.)#i thought it was interesting and i thought that there could be funny interesting character moments but nope nobody fucking said anything.#the characters didnt even introduce themselves to each other because the dm was impatient and just wanted us to go through the plot setup#real quick. what a disaster... anyway. im thinking about my guy again.#im not sure id want to revive him for my own purposes though because like. my oc henricus has insomnia. and they both look similar. theyre#not the same but they look so similar... not sure if i need another tortured victorian orphan guy in the mix lol#whatever. maybe ill make a newer version of him. gregory 2.0. who cares#anis gaymer moments
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Funn oddity, both Ellie and Travaldo have the last name Jones. Idk if they're siblings or if it's just a coincidence, but a fun thing nonetheless
#rat rambles#its probably just a coincidence since ellie is relevant enough that we'd probably know if she had a sibling that worked at the same place#but it is quite silly indeed#also Ill need to see about adding some stuff to the wiki maybe since I am being haunted by the fact that my boy is listed as a nobody#my boy being askhan hes dr.ali#his full name is askhan seyer ali :]#hes my beloved chef who gets his own personal fancy bedroom since he needs light to sleep in my current run#oh also Ill have to double check this but I think devon might have two last names?#mostly because if Im remembering correctly most of the work emails are pretty typical first initial last name style#but devon is reffered to as dr.mason while their email implies it would be ross#so either they have multiple last names used a middle name for one or got their last name changed after getting their work email#ok just double checked and yep theyre the Only one who uses a different name in their email#I did find one weird thing tho#Im not sure if its a mistake or not but in one of the emails thats talking to a director abt an engineer it says it was sent by jackie#Ill have to double check in game once I get back to it#but if that is the case then thats very interesting in a way that only matters to me lol#mostly that its one of the very few glimses we get into jackie's past#or technically potentially present but I dont rly buy that#but yeah the idea of getting to in the future learn more abt jackie's old(?) boss facinates me deeply#I have like a billion thoughts abt things they could do with that or simply imply with it but thats just me fantasizing#oni posting
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I’ve been talking a lot about why I’m not a fan of the idea that all the servers are connected (tbh I don’t want to talk about it THAT much because then ppl will bring up how I’m wrong or something) but I wanna tell a reason I didn’t get to that is actually pretty much the MAIN reason:
I feel like it breaks the immersion. I’m going to be using the life series as my main example because it’s the only mcyt series I am currently FULLY invested in. All the others I like I struggle to keep up with unfortunately.
But like, in 3rd Life. Grian has a whole epic story of being in debt to a red name, going through a war, and winning in the end. It’s a really powerful story, and I feel like applying every other server Grian’s ever been in sort of… takes away from it?
Especially the idea that he just goes back to hermitcraft like normal. That’s often what ruins fics for me personally, when a character talks about how stressful it is or whatever and another character says “don’t worry we’ll be back in (“home” server) after this” I’m like man WHAT. Where’s the stakes NOW?? I will say that sometimes it feels necessary to give them a place to go afterwards, so it’s not ALWAYS bad and even with my own fic ideas I often think “damn maybe I need to do that even tho I don’t like it”
Even aside from stakes, because I can get wanting to give these guys a proper break from the death games, I feel like it changes their characters too much. Like, I want to focus on how exactly they played their characters in 3L, LL, DL, etc. But now you’re telling me I have to focus on their relationships in OTHER servers I don’t even WATCH? It makes everything they do feel more like an act, like they’re just pretending to have beef in whichever server they’re against each other. Which is closer to real life. Which makes me bored cuz I’m trying to get into the roleplay aspect. They’re pretending to have beef because THEIR CHARACTERS have beef. And the fandom is focused on their characters right? So it makes me so sad that we’ve turned even the CHARACTERS into actors.
To be clear I’m not saying you suck if you like making all the servers connected or whatever. We all enjoy what we enjoy! I do see the value in connecting the servers, it seems like it could be fun, but for some reason it’s the majority in fanon and I’m so confused about that cuz it feels more like an au. I just wish there were people I could talk to who don’t connect the servers like that haha. Don’t stop what ur doing tho
#mcyt#trafficblr#3rd life spoilers#I’m being asked my thoughts on this so I’m saying them okay no hate ❤️#but like whenever I read a fic and they suddenly talk about switching servers my immersion is immediately crushed LOL I’m like ‘oh. okay.’#but as I said I think it can be FUN to explore the different ways you can connect the servers#also I’ll take bits from other servers to create my own backstory for the character lol#but like when someone is enemies with a player in one server but friends with another I don’t see why that would mean they’re the same#character. like nobody is friends until they walk into a different room. that’s called acting. and we’ve established these yters are rping.#so why are we now ignoring that just to make all of their characters the exact same guy 😭#and for the life series I like to imagine they are stuck in the death games in an endless loop. it’s fun! but everyone thinks I’m crazy 😭#bro in Martyn’s lore he said that between death games they’re just falling in a comatose like state. and proposed that the other servers are#their dreams as they fall. I like that! and it doesn’t take away from the realness of those other servers because it’s ONLY CANON TO TRAFFIC
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