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dredshirtroberts · 1 month

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alright well. if i don't hear from grandma and grandpa by the end of the day, i might try and call them tomorrow (oh heeeyy easterrrr yeah happy that thing i don't celebrate anymore.... hope yours is good soooo did you see that i sent a text message ysterday about an email i sent 2 weeks ago? did you get either or those or.....?) but like.

i'm just so tired of having to deal with my fucking biofam.

#3/5 people who hadn't yet responded eventually got back to me.#one didn't even get the original email (probably went to spam) so sent it along special #momaunt and sister forgot to respond. one of them at least acknowledged that was fucking lame of her to do #the final two fucking live together. i sent the original to BOTH of their emails and i sent the text to the only one of the two #whose cellphone number i'm relatively sure of and also is most likely to text back #idk guys i'm just. so fucking tired of having to be the one doing all of the work all of the time in order to stay connected to people #especially people who ostensibly don't hate me (though that's in fucking Doubt sometimes)#like. again i know we're *all* bad at this which is why *I* am also bad at it but like...#what is the point of trying to improve my skills at this if no one else is going to even fucking try #all of them have years of experience in adulthood and doing keepintouch correspondence #the only one who i'll give a wholesale pass to is my sister because fuck if i struggle with it she's gotta be too #and she's younger than me so like. giving her a break seems reasonable to my brain #but i just... if y'all find it hard then why the fuck was i berated so much for failing at this when i was little and learning?#why am i berated now as an adult when not a single one of them is willing to do any better than me #and in fact all of them DID WORSE

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