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smallhorizons · 2 years
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Can you imagine what it's like? When your blood mixes with the filth and the river toxins eat through your nerves ...
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aprillikesthings · 3 months
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I had originally promised msyelf I wouldn't live-tweet or live-blog my rewatch of she-ra (mostly bc it will make it take FOREVER to watch the whole thing) but...fuck it
THIS IS A REWATCH. I've forgotten plenty of it, but I still remember plenty too, and that's all going to bias how I react to things, and obviously there will be spoilers, and also I don't plan to react to EVERYTHING bc it would just take too long okay? okay
Edit: ....yeah this took me nearly two hours for one episode oops
First of all let me point out how hilarious it is to me that when scrolling back through my tags I found myself posting MULTIPLE TIMES that I wanted to write the kind of fic I'm working on but knew I'd need to rewatch the whole series to do it right and now FOUR YEARS LATER I'm finally giving up and doing it.
why am i like this lol
ANYWAY
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NETFLIX IT HAS BEEN A COUPLE OF YEARS and I know he's legally changed his name WHY is Nate/ND's old name still on here
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THat's....that's Angella. That's a terrible propaganda poster of Angella. I'm cracking up how did I not notice that before
Okay the very first time Adora says Catra's name I lol'ed bc I've watched this fanvid (which came out after s2) a truly bananapants number of times and it's just what I immediately thought of
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I started reading a fic recently that I couldn't get into and gave up on, but it pointed out something that seems OBVIOUS NOW: the reason the Horde is all children/teenagers is like, the whole "destroying the villages of Etheria" thing. Just slaughtering the parents and stealing the kids.
Then again maybe they said that in canon and I forgot. Dumb shit like that is of course why I'm rewatching.
Someone pointed out that both Adora and Catra obviously have ADHD and I cannot unsee it
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I mean yeah that's...that's her entire motivation
(I mean not quite in the way Adora means it here but)
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I will never, ever be over how fast this show started baiting them as a pairing. I remember the first time I watched the first episodes saying "the people who made this came from fandom and they know exactly how to get us."
Catra nails Shadow Weaver's motivation--"She's just mad she doesn't have any real power that doesn't come from Hordak and everyone knows it." And then calls Adora a "people-pleaser." She's not wrong.
Like, Catra understands the motivations etc of everyone but herself
(...something something abused children something C-PTSD something hypervigilance)
Catra's tail swishing just like a real cat's does when angry is A+
Re: stealing the skiff: Catra's supposed to be the one with bad impulse control but Adora is just as bad!! (it's the ADHD)
...pulling a random pretty sword out of the ground that's lit up like a quest in a video game is also poor impulse control lollll
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I still crack up at this one and am still surprised I haven't read a fic that makes a big deal out of hair-pulling
Bow folding up random laundry on the floor and asking where it goes while talking to Glimmer is some nice early character-building. "This boy is not a sexist douchebag."
I mean the outfit helps too lol
Okay so on the one hand I know character age wank is fucking stupid, but also I get why people were like "...are these all minors or what" considering Glimmer's being grounded and then arguing with her mom like a high-schooler. My own parents (who were more controlling than most) stopped actually "grounding" me once I was 18--they just forbid me from using the car for anything but work or school because they owned it. Which is why they owned the car. Anyway.
(True story: that was their punishment for me getting bad grades at community college, and my response to this was to quit school, buy my own car, and move in with my then-boyfriend's family)
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I wonder if Adora running off to do things on her own in order to attempt to protect people she cares about without asking them if that's even something they want her to do will be a continuing theme for her 🤔
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omg the way they did her eyes/face makes Glimmer look so fucking creepy here
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SO MUCH HAIR-PULLING poor Adora
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I FORGET WHAT THIS SAYS I know it's an actual "alphabet" and people get tattoos and shit
(so, SO many tattoos of the failsafe...)
(okay but let's be honest a tattoo of the failsafe from the last episode is a really great way of finding other nerdy sapphics, they'd be the only ones to recognize it)
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This is kinda heavy-handed ("don't just believe everything authority figures tell you, kids!") but also this show was aimed at like 12-year-olds so
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Yeah this absolutely reminds me of conversations I've had over multiple decades about LGBT people and how people who know us as friends, coworkers, neighbors; realize we're Just People and are less likely to be dicks to us--not always, but often. Adora has never met a princess, so it was easy for the Horde to convince her they're all evil.
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OH MAN this scene reminds me SO MUCH of the one in Arcane where Ekko is talking to Caitlyn about how Piltover/the Enforcers are fucking over the people of Zaun/the Undercity
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Yeah good lord I could do a line-by-line dialogue comparison.
"Woman who has always been on the side of what she thought was The Law finds out everything she's ever known is a fucking lie and actually, she's been part of a force oppressing and destroying other people and immediately wants to fix things"
*squints at Caitlyn and Adora*
We never do find out who Grayskull is, but that's because Netflix doesn't have the rights to the He-Man stuff, and I admit this was probably the best way to keep She-Ra's signature line without getting into that
OKAY FIRST EP OVER omg
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truedairship · 11 months
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Tagged by @ladytharen a while ago (thanks love). It’s been hiding in my drafts for way way wayyy too long but I finally remembered to finish it.
Current top 5 songs
Not that I have the self control to stick to five since it depends on my mood and this kinda got out of hand and that’s why it took such time oops
Statements - Loreen
Both the original and the acoustic version are amazing and what keeps me going at times. For me the lyrics is very personal, and working in a high-stake job with no room for mistakes where there is an unavoidable competitive element us coworkers (and roommates!) in between, well… it’s… interesting, to say the least. This song is like that softest blanket in the house that you hide under to relax after a long day.
I adore the performance with the dancers representing Loreen at different stages in her life, and the part in the bridge with the old lady lifting her up… yeah. It is both comforting and hurts in the best ways okay. Sadly the performance was too dark and a bit to politically loaded for the general public to vote for so she didn’t make it to the finals in Mello that year.
Also yes I’m cheating Tattoo and Neon Lights are two of her many other songs that give me life. Tattoo is just visual heaven and Neon Lights is another comfort song. (The song is about this comfort persona that Loreen herself sometimes needs / wishes she was) Honestly if you are in need of comfort vibe songs check out all the music she’s made. And the music videos are always worth watching.
Lost Again - Kings Elliot
Such a vibe. All the lyrics is so painfully spot on. Another artist worth checking out bc wow. I have the very bad habit to shut down my emotions but those songs make you feel stuff and are a great way to let some of that steam out.
*sneaks in Bitter Tonic, ‘Til I Die and Someday, Somewhere as well.
Rainbow Connection - Sleeping at Last
Sleeping at Last is one of the artists I especially listen to when I’m sensory overloaded. The way the different sounds are combined makes my brain focus on hearing the details which can help me to calm down and stop myself from spiralling into a meltdown.
Honorary mention to Saturn, Neptune and Touch as well.
Girls - Marina
Sometimes you need to get some irritation out okay. And I cannot stand being around people who regularly have that “mean girls” behaviour. It drives me crazy.
Are you satisfied?, Oh No, Solitaire, Happy Loner and you know what? Check out her songs as well. The lyrics are always so spot on. She’s one of the artists I’ve listened to basically forever, and her music still feels so relevant and personal.
Fiction Feels Good - Loreen
Yes she gets one more bullet point okay. This one is made based on her three Mello entries (til that point). And yes. Once again. It’s the lyrics that gets me. The Arabic influence is an homage to her Moroccan culture, and I don’t know why but the feeling I get from all of it combined is comforting.
I’m not gonna tag anyone in particular in this since it’s being posted way after I was tagged myself. So instead I’ll just say whoever wants to do it, consider yourself tagged.
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cosmiclatte28 · 3 years
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Sushi Date! (Dad!Yuta x you)
a/n : hey sorry for disappearing, I have midterms last week and this week I only have to do 2 more... anyways I am double updating today :D
warning : none
a/n again : This is like the second scene after Fringe (though it’s not related) Namie is your first born daughter and yes you guys delivered a second child! Find out who the prince is... oop spoiled it
ENJOYYYYY
this is your fave dad!yuta domestic kind of thigns right? @yutahoes
anyone who wants to be tagged, please let me know :D
vocab crash course : Otosan - dad in Japanese
“Open up,” said the sweet man seating on the other side of the table as he extends his arm and brings a chopstick with sushi to your mouth.
You giggle, blushing from the bold public display affection nevertheless you open your mouth and take in the piece of sushi.
“Aaaa" he mimics you by opening his mouth and you really have to hold yourself back from crawling under the table. Yuta is really affectionate, but you are the type to keep it low in public. Mainly because the man you are dating is a public figure and you are just a small girl in the village doing alright . And you are just a lucky girl who happens to fall in love with him aannndd its mutual.
“wae?” He asks when you slowly kick his shin under the table. Your red ears are enough to make him realize that you're shy.
“there’s many people Yuta,” you whisper and glare at him. He runs his eyes along the room and nods his head “so what?”
“Well I don’t want to attract attention.” You play with the chopstick in your hand. Yuta doesn’t mind you instead he picks another piece and stuffs it into his mouth “No one is paying attention to us. Besides I've missed your tons! I just want to make sure you know I love you.”
You feel guilty but thanks to the banging on the table, both you and Yuta quickly drive your attentions to the little member of your family.
“Oh Kenji-san, you want more?” Yuta quickly refills his son’s empty plate.
Kenji's big smile soon reappears as he picks up his training chopstick and make an attempt to eat the salmon sushi.
“Otosan! Namie-chan too,” your first daughter who already grows up to a well behaved sweet 4 years old tug on her father's shirt.
Yuta looks at her with heart in his eyes and with his father mode he takes care of her.
Yes, your second child has been in the family for a year. Kenji is a healthy baby with calm personality, unlike Namie who cannot sit still, Kenji can entertain himself with sitting down on the floor and dozing off. You sometimes feel bad seeing Kenji staying quiet despite Namie's tireless attempts to make her brother laugh.
They're a dynamic duo, but Namie loves Kenji with all her heart. She was sometimes jealous at first, but when Yuta makes sure she gets the love she deserves and explains Kenji is her brother, Namie wants to understand and helps you a lot on daily basis by being a good sister. Yes, Yuta's absence in the house during promotion era is crazy for you, but with his constant hard work your small family can enjoy living a good life.
Yuta and you continue to supervise your children as they gladly enjoy their meals.
“I love seeing them eat like this,” Yuta puts down his chopstick and you quirk an eyebrow. Sushi is something he really likes, but he only ate a few earlier.
“Stopping? Diet?” you ask totally aware of his food restrictions. Yuta shakes his head “Let the kids have it, I had enough.”
You smile, as you help Kenji scoops in some more food.
Namie is eating like every other kid her age, totally engrossed in the delicious foods that her face is messy and her hands are full of rice.
“Aigo look at how big you've grown! Otosan still remembers the day I can cradle you.” Yuta rubs a loving hand on Namie's soft hairs. She smiles which makes Yuta smiles too.
“I am a big girl! I am a sister now! Kenji is my little brother.” Namie proudly points to Kenji who is clapping his hands as if he understands his sister's words.
Yuta plants a kiss on Namie's head and the smaller one winks.
“Look at both of you having the same smile,” you comment while helping Kenji cleans up after his happy meal mess.
Yuta watches as Namie reaches out for her own wet tissue and starts cleaning up, Yuta's heart swells at the thought of his daughter growing up so fast … he'll drive her to school and suddenly she is a young lady and one day Yuta will walk her down the aisle!
“Otosan?” the small girl's tug on his shirt brings Yuta back to present days.
“Yes princess?” Yuta plants his attention to the less messy girl.
“Help me, I don’t know if I'm clean already…” she hands Yuta the wet tissue pack and Yuta gladly takes one fresh sheet out “Of course, here next time you want yo make sure you didn’t miss this part.” Yuta explains as he wipes the cheek area.
“Thank you for dinner.” Namie mutters to Yuta after they all settle into the car and head back home.
Yuta looks surprised, Namie has never said that usually it was you, but you were quiet because Kenji fell asleep already on your chest.
“You're welcome Namie.” Yuta replies although he shoots you a questioning yet proud look.
Once the car is parked and the small family enters the house, Namie stays behind to wait for Yuta to lock his car.
“Oh, go inside Naemie, it's cold.” Yuta ushers the small girl into the house and Namie is all good she just waits to tell “Thank you!” for Yuta to drive them home safely.
Yuta feels warm, receiving small gratefulness from his children is enough to recharge his energy.
Once Namie and Kenji are asleep in their room, you finally have the time to enjoy your husband's attention. Well Yuta has been giving his attention to Kenji and Namie, but you don’t blame him. He needs a bonding time with them or else they don’t know who their father is.
You snuggle comfortably into Yuta's hug and he runs a finger throughout your hair while sometimes massaging your tense neck.
“Namie really grew up so fast!” Yuta mumbles.
You nod proudly “I taught her all of her manners.”
Yuta smile “I am aware of that; it is a habit of yours that always thank me for dinner and driving and anything else! Every small thing I did… you give me thank and attention! Namie sure saw you do that all the time and thinks it is something to do… which I am glad she did copy!”
You laugh “Yes I am glad she picks up this habit from young. Thanks, Yuta, for tonight.” You impulsively thank him like any other days.
Yuta lovingly rubs your shoulder “See, always thanking me! I should be the one to thank you… must be hard to look after them by yourself. I promise I'll try to go home more.”
His hand brushes your shoulder and he focus his eyes on the dark to notice a patch of neck pain reliever stickers on your back. He sadly smiles and runs a hand over the tensed muscles
“Must be hard right? Tired… taking care of children… I am sorry,” he presses the tight nods away, trying to help you unwind.
You blush when you let out a breathy moan on a good knot Yuta is pressing “Well I need to thank you, because I really am thankful. Thanks for being a good father to them. If it's hard? It is, but your job is also hard. so, both of us have our own duties and we need to do them well.”
“Am I? I feel like I am a bad father.” Yuta frowns as his hand continues to do wonders to your tensed shoulders. Carrying Kenji with the baby carrier while doing house chores made you want to buy a nee spine.
You smooth out the lines between his brows “No, they see you as their hero! Namie knows you work hard for her so she can go to school and eat her favorite foods.”
Yuta feels happy about that and kisses your head “You're a wonderful mom! Teaching that to your children by yourself.”
You shake your head “You are being responsible, and it is a good father image for them. They'll understand.  You- coming home every free time you have is strong enough to remind them how hard you're working for them. You're not a bad father Yuta, instead I am glad you're always trying your best to be a dad.”
Yuta hugs you deeper into the sheet “Is it? Then I am glad you are the mother to my beautiful, handsome, and wonderful children. Thank you (y/n). Saranghae~”
“me too, love you tons Yuta!” you press a kiss on his cheek and bury yourself to his chest as you slowly drift to dreamland.
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Love That Will Last
Requested? Yes | No
Will you please write a Bucky x Ivar x Reader fic that takes place during Victorian times? Lots of romance please
Pairing: Victorian times!Winterboneless x reader
Summary: You are the duchess to be of Duke James Barnes and the lover of Lord Ivar Ragnarsson in secret. On the night of a ball, you and Ivar have an argument and you wonder if this love is meant to last.
Song inspo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8GxG7IuI0Y
Warning(s): Angst, reader and Ivar get into an argument, loving James, ends in fluff
Word count: 2.8k (oops)
A/N: This is my first request in a long time! Hope you like it!
Tags: @unbetaedimagines​
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The ballroom was blazing with light. Chandeliers cast mini rainbows as the crystals gleamed. A fountain could be heard faintly bubbling outside against the chatter and music of the room and the footsteps of eager ladies and less eager gentleman. Cream and gold decorated the walls with expensive frames of art and sculptures pushed to the corners of the room but placed in a way that looked deliberate. Opulence was the name and it showed.
You were standing by one of the open balcony doors to get the faintest trace of a spring evening breeze. The dress you wore was too tight and the heat of the room made everything too claustrophobic. Maybe it was the champagne too…
A glass of water appeared in your vision and you cast your eyes to your fiancé before downing the liquid quickly. You sighed in relief.
“Thank you. This room is absolutely stifling.”
“Here I thought it was just my presence.”
You snort and hand him the empty glass.
“I could never be bored in your presence, James, no matter what you think,” you tell him before taking him in.
James Barnes, your town’s most eligible bachelor, and a holder of a very large estate, was the most eligible bachelor, is dressed in a smart suit with black tails behind him and a bowtie to match. His blue eyes are slightly shadowed in the light and they make him look even more alluring with the slight smirk on his face.
“I am a lucky man.”
“You better not forget it, or I might just leave you,” you tease.
He fakes a gasp as he holds the glass close to his chest.
“My love you wound me.” He casts his eyes around the room. “Which one of these insufferable fools would you leave me for?”
You also cast your eyes around the room for a few moments and you spot the lord of the house, Ivar, sulking away in a corner with a half empty glass of whiskey. You grin a bit as you turn back to James.
“Well, there’s a lot of qualities and responsibilities that I’d need to replace you,” you start and rock on the balls of your feet, as much as the shoes allow. ���First, he’d have to be able to support me and whatever endeavors I hope to achieve. Secondly, he has to be attractive and fun. He can’t sulk away the day. Finally, he has to have an open mind. I have ambitions and dreams and maybe I want to cause some trouble too. He has to help.”
James nods as he twirls the stem of the glass between his fingers.
“Hmm, well, I do believe you’re out of luck here sweetheart. None of these men here have all three qualities that you desire. I guess you’re stuck with me.”
He grins at you and you flush at his gaze as you know what that look means.
“Behave, James. We’re in public,” you whisper as he draws you close to his side.
“Maybe I just want to have a little bit of fun.”
The band concludes with the song and you applaud politely with everyone else as they take a break. You kiss James’s cheek, as the sound of scraping chairs and hurried footsteps around you gives you an opportunity to lean away from his promising touch.
“Will you get me more water? I’m parched.”
James nods and then goes off into the crowd. You take a moment to look for Lord Ivar again, but he is gone from his spot in the corner. You frown for a moment and then hear the signs of squeaky wheels halt at your side.
“Miss (Y/L/N),” he says, and you turn to see him beside you. You start into a curtsey. “You don’t need to do that, you know.”
You smile coyly as you dip back down anyways, just to torture him with the neckline of your dress.
“It is your family home, my lord. It would be impolite to not pay my respects,” you say and complete the curtsey before standing back up.
“And because it is my home, I can command you to do certain…acts,” he teases back.
You fight the flush that tries to crawl its way under your skin.
“Of course, my lord,” you drawl. “But I always make you pay for it later.”
You wink at him and then casts your eyes around the room to make it seem like you and the lord are having a simple conversation, perhaps about the artwork lining the walls. No one needs to know that you’ve been here may times before and you’ve memorized the lines of wallpaper meeting together and the places of frames, even when they are taken down for cleaning.
“Has there been any news about my father’s statues? I thought that you would have told me something by now…” you enquire.
Your father conserved ancient marble statutes and once he had died, since he had no male heir, they were sold at the house auction, breaking your heart. Before you had met James, you spent quite some time looking for them, but you hadn’t been able to find them. Upon James introducing you to Ivar, and learning about his connects, he put out enquiries into them. He had found them two months ago but no new information had been provided since then, leaving you antsy.
The squeak of leather alerts you to the fact that he’s shifting in his seat, either from discomfort from the topic or from the pain in his legs. If this was any other situation, you would help him, but you cannot. No one can know.
“You know I cannot talk about that. Only James is privy-”
“To that information, I know. You always say that,” you finish and sigh before looking at him again. “You know my background. My father didn’t educate me in conservation for years just for you and James to disregard my experience, even in our….relationship. It isn’t fair.”
“Can you believe that we are trying to protect you?”
“No. If you wanted to protect me, you never would have asked me to risk my reputation every time you ask me to come see you. James and I will be married, Ivar, and I don’t know where that leaves you.”
You look away again at the many pairs of feet that are lingering by the drink table or swaying to an unheard song on the floor.
“I understand that you are angry at me for not indulging you, but there are certain things a lady of your disposition-”
You can’t help but laugh at that and then you stare at him again, making him stop.
“Don’t pull that with me. I’m not your mother. You cannot command me to do anything.”
“Watch your tone, woman, or I’ll-”
“What? Hmm?” You stare him down. “What will you do to me? Punish me? Arguing with you is punishing enough and I will not do it anymore, even if you want my forgiveness.”
He snorts.
“Forgiveness? Why would I want that? Have I slighted you, my darling?” He asks with a slight rage burning behind his eyes, begging you to keep going, but arguing with Ivar always ends in someone’s feelings getting hurt and you are not in the mood.
Enraged, you look away from him, just as James returns.
“I’m gone for two minutes and you two are already at it,” he comments and hands you the refilled glass of water.
You down it quickly again, feeling the water cool your anger, but not entirely.
“I want to leave. I’m tired and annoyed,” you address James, ignoring Ivar completely. Two can play at that game.
“You will come back tomorrow and we can-” Ivar starts, and you whip your head around so fast it makes you a bit dizzy.
“I am not cattle to be herded. You will do your best to remember that my lord. I am going to be a duchess and you will show me the respect I have earned.”
He opens his mouth to counter back, but he is stopped by James.
“That’s enough, both of you. If I knew that you two were going to be at each other again, I never would have suggested that we come. My love, let us go and, maybe, we will return tomorrow with cool heads. Agreed?”
“Ever the logical one,” Ivar sneers.
“Ivar,” James says sternly, and shuts his mouth again.
James turns to you.
“Agreed?”
You nod curtly and hand him the empty glass again. You know that Ivar will not say that he agrees but he might if he decides to behave.
“Alright. Let us go before the storm kicks in.”
James leads you away from the crowd of bustling dancers as the music starts up again and you don’t bother to turn around to see if Ivar is watching you go. You doubt he even cares.
On the carriage ride back, you’re abnormally silent as you look out the window. Your annoyance has calmed but it still lingers, even in the cool night breeze.
“I don’t want to talk about it,” you tell James as you know he wants you to, at least, say something.
“I’m sure he’ll be sorry in the morning.”
You snort again.
“When Hell decides to freeze over, then maybe then there will be a chance of him apologizing, and actually meaning it.”
“(Y/N)…” James sighs and from the corner of your eye, you see that he has turned to look out the window on his side. “I don’t understand why you two fight so much. There’s nothing be gained from it.”
You swallow and blink back the tears.
“I know.”
You argue because most of the time you don’t believe that Ivar truly loves you as he says he does and when you argue, at least you can see some emotion laced in his words and in his eyes.
“Will you sleep on it? I can come get you in the morning and we can have breakfast at that café you like and discuss it then,” he suggests gently.
You nod.
“Alright,” he concludes.
Fifteen minutes later, the carriage rolls to a stop in front of your home but before you can get out, he stops you. James kisses your hands.
“My love, please think on it. You and I both know he loves you, and don’t look at me like that. You know it’s true.” He kisses your forehead and opens the door to help you back down onto the gravel road. “I love you and no matter what happens, that will never change.”
You nod again and give his hand a squeeze before parting.
“I love you, James Barnes. Always have, always will,” you proclaim softly.
You’re rewarded by one of his dazzling smiles and as you lay in bed that night, you wonder about the future and how uncertain it all seems.
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At that same moment, Ivar sits at his desk in his study tapping his pen against a piece of paper that has many scribbled and struck out lines on it. He cannot seem to find the right words to apologize or tell you how he feels, even when he knows you’re only trying to help.
He balls up the piece of paper and throws it into the fire before he sighs. He looks at the picture of you on his desk and gently strokes the image of your cheeks.
“What am I to do with you, my love?” He asks himself softly.
He looks at the clock on his desk just before he hears the small bells chime for midnight. Maybe he’ll have a better idea in the morning. He swallows at that and downs the rest of his whiskey before he stares back at the picture.
Right then, he knows what he has to do, and he can only pray that his hands can keep up with the words flowing from his mind.
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You debated going with James in the late morning, but the argument could not be left unresolved or else bitter feelings would grow between you and Ivar. You are both very stubborn but driven people and you two were bound to clash every once in a while. James always has to play Switzerland, the neutral ground, to make sure that you two didn’t reach the point of no return. That only happened once, and you and Ivar didn’t speak for two weeks. You can’t even remember what that argument was about. That’s how silly it seems.
You sigh a bit as you look out the window as his manor comes into view.
“Remember-” James starts as he’s adjusting his cuffs.
“I know. Be nice, smile. Be a duchess to be.”
James sighs a bit, but you don’t have the energy to respond to that. What you do have is curiosity as you see the servants bringing in a wooden box, and by the sounds of their grunting, a very heavy wooden box. You frown as the carriage rolls to a stop in front of the manor.
The footman helps you down as James rounds the carriage to come to your side.
“What is this? Did Ivar mention anything to you?”
James shakes his head and once the box is securely inside, you enter the manor. The manservant is inspecting the states of the boxes and is making notes in his book as he spots you. He bows to you both.
“Your grace, my lady. Lord Ivar is in his study,” he says and you both nod as you make your way to his study.
“This is very odd,” you whisper to James as he just smiles a bit. You frown again. “What is it?”
“Oh, nothing,” he chuckles. “He’s smarter than I thought is all.”
Now you’re even more confused, but Ivar’s study door is open and the conversation halts. Ivar looks up from the paper he’s studying and looks back down before gesturing for you two to come in.
As you enter, you see papers littering the floor around him and you can only imagine the state under his desk. He isn’t looking up, but you take in as much as you can.
“Have you slept?” You ask gently, your argument almost forgotten.
“No,” he speaks, and you want to protest but stop as he speaks again. “But you will see why. Come with me.”
He sets the pen down and wheels out from his desk and in front of you and James. He stops at the door and looks back at both of you.
“Well, come on. Hurry up so I can sleep this day away.”
You roll your eyes and takes James’s hand as you follow Ivar back out to the main hall where the boxes have been arranged along the sides of the walls deliberately. You can then read the words that are stamped onto the fronts of the boxes that read fragile in Italian. Your heart leaps in your chest.
“Ivar-”
“Shh, let James open them first before you get too excited.”
Ivar gestures to the crowbar that is resting on top of one of the shorter boxes and James takes off his jacket and hands it to you. You take a step back and your heart flutters with nerves and excitement.
It takes James a moment to creak open the front of the box and the protective stuffing comes pouring out, revealing the smoothed marble of one of the statues, completely unharmed.
“Oh,” you exclaim, and James moves aside so you can investigate.
You almost start to cry as you move away some more of the stuffing to see the face of the statue looking out over your head. You gently stroke the marbled cheek and let out a sound between a choke and a sound of exclamation.
You turn to Ivar.
“How did you get them here so fast? I thought that they had been lost or something.”
He shifts in his seat again, this time from discomfort as pink decorates his cheeks.
“You were right last night. I know they were your father’s greatest possessions, besides you of course, and…..I had lost them for a while there during transport and I didn’t want to tell you in case something had happened.” He meets your eyes. “I didn’t want to disappoint you and…..I’m sorry for being so snippy lately. I’ve been worried about them. I managed to send a letter to the dock master late last night when he was on shift and he said he was going to write me because they had arrived around ten. I had them delivered here as fast as he could manage it.”
You rush over and hug him tightly, despite his chair. You press kisses all over his face.
“Oh, Ivar. Thank you, thank you, thank you! I cannot tell you how much this means to me.”
He smiles, a real one, and he strokes your cheek.
“You’re welcome and I am sorry.”
You look at each other for a few moments before James speaks.
“I guess it won’t be a cold day in Hell after all,” he teases.
You know then that this love will last after all, no matter the situation or the fall. Loving forever and forever all time.
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stunt-lads · 4 years
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👀👀👀👀 omg what if Richie and Eddie go to a sex shop together and at first Eddie is like I can't fucking believe you brought me here but once inside- and once he realizes it's not dirty or full of scary dark rooms and leery men- he's looking at all the toys. The collars, the crops, the plugs, the costumes. Imagine that Ecks!!!!
i uhhhhhhhh i couldn’t resist oops :3c
“Richie!” Eddie hisses it from the passenger seat as the pull into the parking lot, “What are we doing here?!” He’s still whispering, like he’s afraid someone’s gonna overhear them. 
In the car. 
With the windows up. 
Richie is too tired to tease today so he cuts right to the point. 
“Listen, Eds, I love you but you are killing me and I cannot keep up.” Richie is exhausted, he’s on maybe 3 hours of sleep, and that’s being generous. 
Because Richie, has accidentally, inadvertently, created a monster. 
Honestly, how was he supposed to know Eddie would be so sex crazed?! He didn’t know. He couldn’t have known. And he hates to admit it but he is...not as young as he used to be and keeping up with his insatiable boyfriend is wearing him thin and running him ragged. So! Sex shop it is. 
“We’ll run in, look around, if you don’t see any toys you like,” The word toy has Eddie turning beet red and glaring at him, “Then we’ll leave and I will die trying to satisfy you.” 
Eddie looks petulant, like he’s going to sit in the car until they leave, but then he licks his lips and looks nervous and Richie has a sudden realization.
“Oh my God.”
“Don’t say it.”
“Oh my God. Eddie, have you ever even been inside a sex shop?”
The stormy expression says it all and Richie tries not to laugh, he really does, but it’s kinda funny and he loses it. 
“A fucking sex maniac who’s never been in a toy store before I can’t believe it.” 
“Okay, alright, look,” He says when he sees how upset Eddie is getting, “we’ll stay for like...5 minutes, if you’re that uncomfortable then we’ll leave and I’ll fuck you here in the car.” 
And then there’s a smirk and Richie knows he’s been played as Eddie unbuckles the seatbelt and easily steps from the car. 
“Come on then Rich, let’s get this over with.” He says before closing the door and walking casually to the doors of the shop.
“You fucker.” Richie mumbles fondly as he hurries to catch up to him
Inside is brightly lit and Richie can tell, the way Eddie seems in awed of the cleanliness of the place, that it’s not at all what he was picturing when he thought the words ‘sex shop’. Which, to be far, Richie remembers what he thought they’d look like too. 
But then the novelty has worn off and Eddie has found the vibrators. 
“Rich.” He sounds wrecked as his eyes scan them all. 
“Yeah, baby, see? Big ones, small ones, look! There’s even one with my name on it!” He holds up one that says XXL and Eddie scoffs and rolls his eyes, trying (and failing) not to grin. 
“Ideally,” Richie starts, actually contemplating everything, “We’ll need a plug since you like to be filled more than anything so maybe...” He picks out a few different sized ones, “We’ll get a couple of those. As for other things,” he gestures towards the rows of vibrators and dildos of all shapes and colors and sizes, “You’ll wanna pick something that seems interesting, worst case scenario we use it once and then forget about it.” 
“I don’t know what to look for,” Eddie says, looking a little overwhelmed, he walks along the isle, eyes scanning everything, “I just really like being full of you and I...” He trails off and Richie looks up to see what has his attention and he swallows around the sudden lump in his throat. 
“Uh, E--”
“Richie, I want this.” He’s grinning deviously and Richie sighs in exhaustion.
“Yeah, alright. We’ll cast my dick for you.” He’s resigned to his fate but then he grins, “But, in exchange, I get to get you something for me.” 
“Okay.” Eddie agrees far too readily and Richie is reminded, once again, how much of a beast he has created. 
“Y...You’re supposed to say no Eddie.” 
“Really? Why would I do that?” He grins and leans up, whispering into Richie’s ear, “I mean, just seeing all this and thinking about how I’m going to have to keep myself occupied while you’re gone has me...well.” And then he’s pulling Richie’s hand to his dick and. Yep. Yeah, Eddie’s hard. 
“You kinky fucker.” Richie feels hoarse suddenly and decides they need to hurry home before Eddie makes a scene. Because he will. He’s like that now. 
“Let’s just.” Richie starts as Eddie stars kissing at his neck, “Let’s take a raincheck and get you a costume at some other point.”
“Mm, and maybe a collar, I saw you eyeing those when we walked in,” Eddie purrs, pressing into Richie’s hip, “You want me to wear one? Get a tag that says ‘property of Richard Tozier’? Make me wear it under my clothes when we go to public events so anyone who sees it knows?” 
“Eddie, Jesus Christ.” He whispers as Eddie gropes at him.
They have to leave, now.
Richie hurries to the checkout, the cashier smiling and asking if he found everything alright and he nods, smiling and trying to ignore the way his boyfriend is grinding up behind him. 
“Have a nice day.” She calls out and Richie half waves in acknowledgment before all but dragging Eddie to the car.
When they’re seated and Richie is trying to calm down enough to drive, Eddie grins. 
“So, how about that car sex?” 
Richie groans. 
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Lisa anon again.Thank you for for insightful answer.But - first things first- am I not a seer or what?You saw what happened with the BP debut on weVerse.WV "mistakenly" made a technical error that basically was free promotion of BP's debut .After they apologised saying "oops!" and corrected their "mistake".In short ARMY suddenly had BP in their following tag after they made their debut.They had to go to the BP page to leave manually.This is shaping out to be a very interesting turn of events considering BTS didn't/doesn't need BP for anything,whereas bp benefits all things good from this association.Lisa has been trending non-stop since her "supposed slip up" in JK's vlive.For BTS, Nothing but money can be gained from this association.They are at a stage where they should collaborate with independent Korean artists to not only uphold them,but for self enrichment as well.
To explain about my perceived after-effect of jikook,I have to talk about a key decision that V made,which is corroborated by other members as well(Suga,Jimin). Keeping his worklife and personal life separate.He considers BTS his work life.The friends are in Wooga squad,who were like unicorn to the members.If you go back in time this change came about from Fall 2018.You can see where I am going with this.
When you think about jikook,you think about jimin.I think by now it is general consensus that bighit promoted jikook to heavily promote jimin.I don't know if I can write so much here but I am trying to provide you with the short version.I believe Taekook had disagreements about bts vs them very strongly in 2018 which was about which should they focus on more.Coupled with the fact that now they were quite openly a pair in front of the members and key company people,they were under pressure not to neglect their professional commitment.I had a hunch before that Jungkook struggled with this a lot.He confirmed it for me(supplemented by My Time and his 'all of my life' cover) when he suggested a story "The herdsmen and the weaver",which is a sad love story of two people who fell in love,but due to them neglecting their chores,were banished by the king who allowed them to see each other only once a year.The king wanted to teach them a lesson. I think bunny drowned himself with work to numb the pain.While Taehyung who didn't have as much load as bunny,wanted the opposite.Jikook comes in here because jimin's schedule is almost as full as bunny's.Here,I sincerely believe, jimin exercised some behaviour regarding Taekook's relationship,which Tae didn't like,and later the members would react negatively to it too.Jimin is a strict person regarding his work ethic.Tae is an easy going intuitive person. I think Jimin was opposed to the idea of taekook in BTS's workspace due to his aforementioned work ethic.and don't forget that jikook was ongoing too,which obviously Tae would've preferred would happen with less "intensity" shall we say.I have seen angry Tae during jikook moments and I have also seen Jimin noticing that and smirking.He didn't take it seriously but it's safe to assume that Tae was serious.It's interesting that jikook could converse and have flirty talking and Tae would be fine.But the extreme physical ones would rearrange his face. On the professional front, he was not being heard and recognized which was just a mess.
With the other members it too was easy to see.They started getting irritated with jikook for 1. BTS is not only jikook.But for a time it seemed only they were the bts.The others were just there.Jikook and co. It did not suit with other members. 2. They did not like jimin in taekook situation.I remember around that time Taekook were extremely hot and cold.And from that time(late 2018- early 2019) , vmin never seemed the same.There was a time when in interviews /place where Jikook was happening,RM and Jin would look from Tae to jikook I kid you not.It wasn't about romance.But couples are gonna fight and makeup.That's the rule of the universe.If you are picking sides in fights just remember after a while they are gonna be together and you are going to feel like shit.
Relationships that changed that you cannot deny no matter how much you look at it : 1. Suga-Jimin - Suga had a real softcorner for Jimin.Extreme is the right word.But now it is not like before.Instead Suga became extremely protective of V.
2. Jin- Jimin - I don't know what happened but again Jin has bonded with Tae for some time.Jin has had a great relationship with Jimin but now it's not reflected in their demeanor.
3. Vmin- The biggest change.They are cordial with each other.But they are not bffs no matter how much they preach it.Tae has kept Jimin outside his boundary of personal life for quite some time.They are professional so it is not apparent to the newcomers.But ARMY have seen them grow up.
I struggled with one thing.Why would Jimin not think V's anger was serious being his "bff"?I have a feeling he thought of it as silly.Not going to lie I think other members thought of it too.They couldn't put themselves in V's shoes as 1.They lacked perspective of a male who was attracted to another male. 2.They lacked serious relationship experience in general.From 2019 things changed.You can sense that the members really started giving their relationship respect.I wonder how much of it is because they have started their own serious relationships.Jin is 30,RM Hobi Suga all are way older than Vminkook.Before they used to tease Taekook and thought of them as chaotic duo,but how their attitude towards them has changed!
I also think their personal romantic relationships have taught them Tae's emotion was not a silly matter.Some things you cannot help.They also think of JK as a bit immature at times but professionally he is the mature man with excellent work ethic.I think no matter what JK does, he is soft corner of every hyung.
The members now has solo successes.They are secure.But in 2018 they were suddenly getting superstardom and they weren't ready.Insecurity about their abilities made them wary.Jikook getting the forefront most of the time was not appreciated.Jimin's overly caring attitude towards bts's future also I think pissed the members off.At 30 you want to have a relationship.Someone to go back to.You cannot be like work work all the time just slaving away.Jimin would rather taekook focus on their work more.I know each people can choose how they prioritise but taekook didn't want to abide by it. The members too.I know Jimin encouraged JK about his work a lot but there is a difference between JK and Jimin here.JK wants to be independent from BTS.Not that he doesn't want to be in bts.But he wants to sing,dance the way he wants,not because he is told to.JK is trying very very hard to be independent and establish his singer-songwriter profile and he has done a marvellous job with it.In contrast Jimin focuses on BTS as a whole.The problem is BTS is 7.6 more independent mind than Jimin. Idk what is in the future so lets wait and see.
Lisa anon😊
I thought of you when the weverse incident happened. I still stick to my opinion that a Liskook collab will not be well received by the fandoms but if it does happen then I would like to hear less of how shippers are the reason Tae and Jungkook chose not to interact with each other and how BigHit facilitated the awkward co-workers by not showing them in content.
I try not to form any concrete opinions about the BTS dynamics because like I said earlier they don't reveal much and I don't believe what celebrities say in general, they have an image to maintain after all. I do like theorizing even though I call them analysis, I don't consider them true analysis as we don't know or see enough.
I too have noticed Tae being uncomfortable during certain Jikook moments. Another one of the reasons Taekook stand out to me; why care about what your estranged bandmate does and over fanservice, which is scripted, of all things. If I'm not wrong they also rehearse fanservice so it can't be the first time he's seen it unlike the audience unless Jimin is doing impromptu stuff. He could be doing it to tease and genuinely doesn't see the problem, like you said maybe they don't consider it serious because it is different from their own experience with relationships. I don't want to assume anyone had any ulterior motives, I'm sure some of them had reservations about Taekook but not beyond a point-I'm not a fan of the hyungs know/expose Taekook trope. As much drama as Taekook can provide I'm sure they had their own personal problems to deal with.
I think the problem with vminkook and to an extent the rest of BTS is that they started off at the same point of familiarity and Taekook suddenly getting “closer” might also make Jimin and the others feel left out or annoyed. For the same reason, it's possible Jimin doesn't even think he's breeching any boundaries, I don't know if that makes sense. I'm sure and like you also pointed out that most of them seem to have outgrown that.
I admit I haven't paid much attention to Jimin and Yoongi's relationship but everyone I talk to agrees that Yoongi has a soft spot for Jimin and some who have access to Korean side say that Jimin is mostly seen with Jin and Yoongi outside of work and not with Jungkook which is the popular perception. So maybe they were able to move past it. 
I agree about vmin. I never really gave importance to the soulmates/bff narratives. I consider these things part of fanservice and their stage personas much like Tae fanboying over Yoongi and Hobi, Jungkook saying Namjoon is his role model, or even Jungkook saying Tae brought him out of his shell. These might not be outright lies just one-liners that make it easier for fans and for themselves. The interesting thing about vmin is that no one needs much to believe that they're bffs (even vmin shippers seem to ship them as bffs lol) No one cares that they aren't spotted together, no one is out to debunk them because their dynamics changed, and no one is upset even when they interact. Very few popular ships are as non-contentious as vmin. If I had to pick a pair that did "drift apart" then I'd pick vmin (they still seem close all said and done). Pinpointing Jikook as the cause seems too easy. Tae and Jimin seem like people who don't have much in common that could be a reason.
In terms of Tae and Jikook: Apart from the company endorsement which may have inturn promoted Jimin. I don't blame Jimin completely for what Jikook brought about. Jungkook was an equal participant in the early years of Jikook. Again "blame" is a strong word as we don't know the exact status of Taekook's relationship around the time Jikook was being promoted. I don't think Jikook do anything over-the-top, just standard kpop fanservice with the difference being that BTS is hugely popular with an international audience who might not be exposed to this type of fanservice. I don't think Jikook are attracted to each other, nothing they have said or done makes me think otherwise. Tae's discomfort seems to be disproportionate to all the possible reasons we have listed so far and he seems fine when Jungkook does fanservice with other members, he himself seems fine indulging in fanservice. Some say Jungkook isn’t too fond of Taejin fanservice (🤷🏻‍♀️). This seems to be one of those things that can be categorized under Taekook Being Weird lol Maybe we'll find out in a few years.
Lastly, I think Jimin says things the fans want to hear (all of them do). So him "relying" on BTS could just be him pandering to fans and not because of lack of ambition or personal fulfillment.
I look forward to hearing more of your thoughts. You can message me or I can answer without posting your ask if you aren’t comfortable sharing controversial opinions.💜
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geneclarksboobs · 3 years
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thanks @gingerbaker i hate ur url tho #erasegingerbaker
why did you choose your url?
RANDOM NAME GENERATOR 💔 i wanna change it though but i havent got to that
any side blogs? if you have them, name them & why you have them.
i used to run @monkeelore but i forgot about it and i also have @hollers-cuckoo to post my art <///3 i dont remember why i made a separate blog actually
how long have you been on tumblr?
i’ve had tumblr since october 2019 but only started using it december that same year 💖
do you have a queue tag?
no i spam the dash like an evil person
why did you start your blog in the first place?
bored??? i have literally no clue. i used to stalk thru tumblr blogs for pics and then i decided to get one for fun and then i posted Once and now i cannot get off this stupid site
why did you choose your icon/pfp?
HES PRETTY
why did you choose your header?
funney buff of low spring field
what’s your post with the most notes?
THE CORONA MEMES WITH THE BEATLES MONKEES AND BEACH BOYS MY SISTER MADE BYE but the ourinal is catching up but thats just me reblogging though
how many mutuals do you have?
yes
how many followers do you have?
302! i dont know why these people follow me i do nothing
how many people do you follow?
419 💔💔💔💔 some of them are deactivated blogs that have csny things so i can come back to them and skimmed thru them again
have you ever made a shitpost?
what else can i do
how often do you use tumblr each day?
uh??????? idk i just come on and off
did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?
THERE WAS THIS ONE TIME SOMEONE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT PUSSY AND ME AND THIS OTHER PERSON WERE LIKE LOL CAT 🤣🤣😂😂🤣🤣😂🤣 and they said bitch you aint getting pussy and then i ignored them
how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?
fuck them lmao
do you like tag games?
I LUV THEM!!! i just forget to do them sometimes OOPS </3
do you like ask games?
YES IT’S ONE OF THE ONLY REDEEMING FEATURES OF THIS SITE
which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
uhhh?????? idk. i had a mutual who had a 10,000+ notes posts
do you have a crush on a mutual?
NOT RN.... but in the past two 🤼‍♀️🤼‍♀️🤼‍♀️🤼‍♀️ it was more like aro squishes though so there’s that 👍
tagging @starrechords @wesley-2015remaster @expecting-to-fly idk i just looked through my notifs uh  and anyone who wants to join in ‼‼‼
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saiilorstars · 3 years
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The Girl in the Forest
Chapter 26: To All My Children
// Story Masterlist //
Fandom: The Originals
Pairings: Klaus Mikaelson x OFC
Pronunciation of OC’s name: Ma-leh-nee
Requested tag: @queenmj10​ @ocfairygodmother @anotherunreadblog @maaaaarveeeeel
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Chapter Summary: Maleny succumbs to a spell that allows her to relive her time as Iris Velden, the body in which she gave birth to her son. At the end, she shares her memories with Klaus, though admits that there's a part of the story she feels she can't remember, and two then promise that they will bring their son home. But what Maleny couldn't remember will end up coming for them later on.
Because Maleny has been switched bodies once again, her temporary face claim is Adriana Louvier.
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Iris Velden walked alongside Klaus in the courtyard of the Velden residence during the middle of the day. There was no one around for the attractions were inside for one of the family's daily celebrations.
Iris giggled as Klaus spoke of his younger siblings who apparently drove him mad. It was part of the reason for him being outside. He had gotten into some sort of argument with one of them and preferred to be alone.
"I must say I never heard anyone talk about their family that way," she looked at him.
"Because no one has a family like I do," Klaus said as if it were obvious. Then again, she thought he was just another human being. She truly had no idea the complications within his family.
"Well, my brother does often anger me," Iris shrugged, "but I suppose it's never been enough to get me really angry like you say you have. Still, I should like to help you distract yourself from your family troubles," she reached for Klaus' hand.
Klaus stopped walking and turned to face her, "Do you have an ideas?"
Iris blushed and looked down, "Well, I was thinking...just...spend time together…" she looked up to see his response but was met with a pair of lips pressed against hers. With a giggle, she broke the kiss and looked up at him, "I was not going to suggest something like that."
Klaus tilted her chin up, his eyes flickering from her eyes to her lips, "Then let me suggest it…" he leaned down for another kiss.
"You think we can break her out soon?" Amarrah was questionably flickering her gaze from the unconscious Maleny on Klaus' bed to Freya who stood beside her.
"No," Freya regretted to admit, and as soon as she did, Klaus (who'd been standing beside Maleny) turned on the two women.
"You did this!" he furiously stalked up to Freya, "And you need to fix it!"
Freya wished she could do so and win back her brother's good side, but she could not as the spell didn't permit her so. She shook her head, "I can't. Maleny has entered a dream induced coma-" but seeing the explanation was only making him act worse she quickly added, "But she will wake up! No later than tonight she will be up and she will be okay. Her mind is just releasing all those subdued memories - the best we can do is let it be exposed."
Before Klaus could come up with another gruesome threat he'd been throwing Freya's way, they all heard a loud crash coming from another room. The three went out to the corridor and realizing the noise was from Hope's nursery, Klaus sped towards there. Rebekah stood over Hope's crib inside a rattled up nursery while Hayley was recuperating from a clear attack.
"Rebekah! What are you doing?" he lunged for her, meaning to bring her down not to hurt her.
However, Eva cast a pain infliction that forced him on his knees. Hayley ran back to fight but with the same spell she was brought down and forced to choke. With the pain, Klaus forcibly brought out his wolf claws and gnashed Eva's thigh with them. Eva screamed and dropped the spell. Knowing she would not win then, she made a dash for the open window and jumped out for a clean escape. Slowly regaining their strength, Klaus and Hayley got to their feet and checked on Hope. The baby was sat in her crib, completely at ease and calm.
"We need to do something," Hayley told Klaus in a heavy pant. Clearly Rebekah was no longer in control of Eva Sinclair's body and it was only a matter of time until she returned to cause more chaos.
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"I don't understand how this happened," Amarrah sat on the edge of Maleny's bed and gazed upon her friend, not even surprised something like this had happened to her.
Freya kept her distance for she knew Klaus would come back and push her far away if she was closer to Maleny than his liking allowed. She crossed her arms and rubbed her face, "Maleny wanted to remember more of her son, so she asked me to perform a spell. I warned her of the side affects and she said it was fine. I never thought it would actually happen."
Amarrah didn't display the same anger Klaus did towards Freya. She only sighed and patted Maleny's hand, "Maleny would, of course, take the chance if it meant she could remember her long lost son. I'm not mad with you, Freya, I'm mad at the luck she has. To not even remember she had a son…"
Freya had long been examining Amarrah - the moment the woman walked in with a French accent actually. She stepped closer, but still not too much. "You're one of them, aren't you?" Amarrah looked up, confused with the brief accusation. "You're a descendant of the Collin bloodline?"
Amarrah nodded. "Yes, and I suppose the story of a man and a woman dropping off Maleny's body to my oh-so-many-times grandmother was you and Nicolas?"
"Yes," Freya lightly smiled. "Thank you for taking care of her - Nicolas will be very happy to know your family has taken care of her all this time."
"We really have," Amarrah smiled and looked down at Maleny again. "Ever since I could remember, the story of the sleeping girl in the attic was told to my cousins and I. We were told that long ago, she was left at our care because evil witches had put her into a sleep curse. It was our duty to make sure no harm ever came her way so long as she was still asleep. I guess none of us ever really thought about what would happen when she woke up..."
"Where is she!?" they heard the voice of Alton from outside. Amarrah's face dropped even further when she realized Alton was going to be matching Klaus' horrible mood. This was, after all, his girlfriend's body Maleny was taking over.
Minutes later, Alton came into Maleny's room and ran straight for the brunette. "Yamilet!"
Iris was coming out of her bedroom chamber when she heard distinct shouts coming from Rebekah and Klaus. While she didn't make out all the words, she did hear Klaus threatening Rebekah which concluded with a louder shout from Rebekah followed by angry stomps going away. When Iris was sure there was no one left to see she made way for Klaus' room. He was just returning when she arrived.
"What's happened?" she whispered for fear of being overheard by someone, "I heard shouts and…" Klaus didn't let her finish and instead brought her inside his bedroom.
"Rebekah is making bad decisions as usual," was his brief response as he closed the door.
Iris had come to learn poor Rebekah was always judged by her siblings too wrongly because they didn't understand her. Crossing her arms, she gave Klaus a sharp look, "And just what exactly has Rebekah done to earn so many of your shouts?"
"She's in this phase of apparently loving someone and she cannot see it is completely wrong!"
Iris chuckled, confusing him, "Oops, I suppose this would be my cue to leave as well, then?"
Klaus' anger simmer upon hearing her words, unable to return the playful banter, "Things are different with you, love," he walked up to her and cupped her face, "You are nor treacherous nor a liar."
The smile widening on Iris' face assured Klaus he had chosen well with her, "I am glad to be on your good list. But perhaps if you listened to Rebekah's words then you could try to understand her."
"Rebekah has a way with words that leaves me wanting to cut them off," Klaus rolled his eyes and dropped his hands from her face.
"Well, someone has to listen to her…"
"Someone did - Maleny had the patience we all lacked with Rebekah." Klaus blurted before realizing. When he did, he felt the pang in his heart scold him for bringing her up.
Iris warmly looked at him, understanding his guilt. It would happen on occasions now, slowly less and less but it was still strong enough to make him feel guilty for it. She reached for his arm, gently making him look at her, "It's fine," she whispered calmly, "Bringing her up is not some sort of sin, you know."
"I know," Klaus gave a small nod, "But it's…"
"Complex?" she finished and received another nod in response, "Well of course it's complex. It's a first love, my dear. Those are always difficult. But it is possible to move on from when proposed. Remember, under the stars?"
'Under the Stars' had come to turn into something deeply important for Klaus as his newfound relationship with Iris developed. It told him, it reminded him, that Maleny Rowan, albeit deceased, was now in peace. She was the stars that lit up the dark skies that led him where he wanted to go. And under those stars, he would always love her, and they would, in turn, want him to be happy - as best as he could in his situation.
Klaus gave in with a sheepish smile, "Under the stars," he agreed in a quiet whisper.
"FREYA!" Klaus' loud shout startled the blonde witch along with Amarrah. However, upon entering the room he was met with hostility from Alton who had remained by Maleny's side.
"This is why you had me leave with the pack for the bayou!?" he angrily stalked towards Klaus, but the hybrid remained unphased, "So yet another member of your family could hurt her!?"
"Um, Alton…" Amarrah's shaky voice made no effect on the wolf man. Freya knew at the moment it was better to keep her mouth shut.
Klaus was near the brink of his patience and so he calmly instructed Alton, "Take a step back and listen to what I have to say."
"We are done," Alton shook his head, "From day one I should have taken Yamilet's body to the bayou where I would protect her until the spell was broken. I am taking her with me-"
"You are not taking Maleny anywhere," Klaus cut him off, though calm his words were laced with a dangerous warning of a challenge, "And if you should try then it will be no one's fault but your own when I tell dear old Yamilet - when she wakes up - that her boyfriend had his heart yanked out of his body."
The threat wasn't taken lightly by Alton - it infuriated him more the situation was being taken so calmly, "For someone who claims to oh-so-love this woman," he extended an arm back to Maleny, "You sure seem to let your family harm her more than anyone else. In fact, you also keep hurting her."
Patience was gone and replaced by the usual murderous instincts. Klaus had grabbed Alton by the neck and pushed him against a wall, "So then, what exactly will I tell Yamilet first when she regains control? How you died or how I chucked your body out into the street?"
"Klaus, stop!" Amarrah exclaimed and went to try to get the hybrid to back off. But of course her strength was of no use.
"Don't act like it's not true!" Alton snapped, continuing with his accusations against Klaus, "I know your story, Maleny told me. How do you live with yourself knowing that you not only hurt her but now - because of you and your family - your own son was taken and turned into a slave."
"STOP!" Amarrah screamed in horror as Klaus flung Alton out of the room, the man crashing against the rails and promptly falling to the floor.
Klaus walked out of the room with all intentions of ripping the man's heart out of his body, "I never did like you," he muttered as he made way for Alton.
"ENOUGH!" it was Freya who ended the quarrel with pain infliction spells that forced both men to back down, "Now I may have done wrong but it was all Maleny's choice," she angrily told both, "and I know she wouldn't like it if she woke up to see both of you dead."
"You are the last person to speak about this," Klaus got to his feet, glowering at her for her spell.
"And yet I am but of one of the two people who could help you with Rebekah," Freya stood her ground and stepped forwards, "Now I may have indirectly caused this but Maleny will remember her son and that will make her happy. Isn't that what matters in the end?"
"I want her awake!" Klaus frantically came at her, not to attack but to turn her to the room where Maleny laid asleep, "That is what matters to me!"
Freya sighed, understanding his pain. She looked at him softly, "I promise you by tonight she will wake. Allow me to help with Rebekah in the meantime, please?"
"Alton and I can stay with Mal," Amarrah offered for extra comfort, "And I promise he will behave himself," she added with a small glare towards Alton, daring him to say otherwise. "Maleny will stay right here."
With one last glance at Maleny, Klaus agreed with a small sigh. However his threatening mood took over his face when directed towards Freya, "If she does not wake by tonight I will make sure your suffering is tenfolds than what ever it is Dahlia had put you under."
"Understood," Freya nodded and motioned for Klaus to lead the way.
Amarrah waited until the two siblings were gone before she went for Alton, "You really ought to stop picking fights," she sighed as she helped the wolf man to his feet, "Especially with Originals and one that has such a short temper."
"He needed to hear it," Alton grumbled, gently shaking off her hands and entering Maleny's bedroom, "It's his fault."
"Weeeeell," Amarrah began in a sing-song manner, "technically this isn't his fault," Alton turned on her menacingly, "I know Klaus has many...many faults," she made a face when she got to thinking about it, "but this one isn't one of them. Finn cast the spell because Mal pissed him off. And the Dahlia curse? That was on Esther Mikaelson. This is not Klaus' fault and you shouldn't blame him because you miss Yamilet. Don't forget he kind of lost Mal too in this."
Alton rolled his eyes and made way for Maleny, "At least he can talk to his girlfriend. Yamilet is lost in her own body and I can only watch as someone else walks and talks in it."
Amarrah felt sympathy for the man, able to half understand his anger directed at the Mikaelsons, "Yamilet will come back, I promise you that. But in the meantime you have to understand that everyone here is always trying to protect Mal."
"I can understand that," Alton nodded and looked at the French witch, "but they have to understand they're not the safest people she should be around with. They are a warzone."
On that, Amarrah remained silent.
~ 0 ~
Cami found Vincent in Rousseau's helping himself to plenty of bourbon. She was both glad she found him for Rebekah's sake but annoyed she found him in the state he was in. She agreed with Elijah to split and conquer for Rebekah - he, Hayley and Gia would go back to Josephine for a hopeful extension on the ultimatum given to them, Marcel would continue trying to track Eva down and she would try to get Vincent to help them.
"It's a bit early for that, don't you think?" she pointed to the glass Vincent held.
The man sighed, "You know why I'm sitting here day-drinking in the Quarter all by my lonesome? Because I'm pretty much done and through with the vamps, wolves, and witches of this town. And, from some of the looks I've been getting, they're through with me, too. So, if I'm sitting here, they don't see me, and if I drink... after a while, I don't see them, either."
Cami raised an eyebrow before tapping the photo of Eva that laid on the table, "And how many is it gonna take before she disappears?" Vincent reached to take the photo but Cami pulled it away, "You need to know that she is back and on the loose, and we need to find her before the witches do so that we can save my friend, who is trapped inside of her," and before Vincent could get a word out she added, "and simply because you choose to turn your back on us does not mean I will accept it. I don't take 'no' for an answer so…"
Cami made a motion for Vincent to get moving and or talking. With a roll of his eyes, Vincent began talking, "If Eva is back then, you need to let the witches put that body down! Eva will use up your friend, just like she did the others."
The last part caught Cami's attention, "Others? What does that mean…?"
"The first of the kids went missing two years ago. Feels like a lifetime. I was, uh, clocking in: college, work, coven. Felt like a normal life. But, um, had this woman. Met when we were sixteen years old, did our first bit of magic together... it was so insanely intense. And then the children began to disappear. First was a little girl named Amelie Dupree from Algiers. Then, Lou-Anne Hughes from the 9th, Nicholas Alseis from the Tremé. All young kids, all witch prodigies...phew... vanished into thin air. So, I put together a posse of guys from each of the covens, but the killer cloaked the kids so quickly, our locator spells was useless."
"Eva did all that?" Cami gaped at the horrors the woman was able to do.
"I was able to slap a locator spell on one of the kids right after he got snatched, and I got nothing at first. And then a car, and then a face... But that face, man- it was Eva. The love of my life. So, I caught her, confronted her... and then I saw the truth. She kept pleading with me... "Vince! Just three more little girls, Vince! Just three!"
"But...why did she need three more exactly?"
"To complete the Rite of Nines. Eva thought if she sacrificed a witch from each of the nine covens, it would create a new witch order in New Orleans. She would have been more powerful than any Elder. Any Harvest girl."
"Wait, wait, wait- but why kids?"
"Because their magic is untapped. It's pure. And, they're a hell of a lot easier to subdue."
"I never found those kids. They died; unconsecrated, unable to be with our ancestors," Vincent bitterly admitted, "Used as a source for Eva's magic."
"Okay then," Cami nodded, "So, help me find her before she takes any more lives, including Rebekah's. Help me stop her."
Vincent didn't answer right away, for he was torn with the heavy decision that now rested over his shoulders.
~ 0 ~
Freya was more than irritated to be walking with her wrists shackled with the magic-disabling manacles from the O'Connell's dark objects room. Klaus had snuck them up on her right before they left the compound and never explained why.
"I fail to see the need for these. I'm not your enemy," she told Klaus while the two walked down an aisle in the cemetery, "What happened to Maleny was an accident."
"Oh, they're not to protect me, love," Klaus rolled his eyes and yanked her into a main room of a tomb, gesturing over to a corner, "They're to protect her, the one who knows more about mind-invasion and body-jumping than all of us put together," he chucked two blood bags into the room.
Curious to see who he had locked up in there, Freya stepped forwards. She saw a hand reach out for the blood bags. As Freya studied the conditions of the woman she began to realize it was Esther.
"No!" Freya cried in horror and turned to leave but Klaus was blocking the way, "No! Stop!"
Klaus grabbed her by the shoulders, completely at ease as he turned her to Esther, "Mother? Freya. Freya? Mother," he introduced.
Esther, while still weak and almost desiccated, was in disbelief at the sight of Freya, "It... can't be."
Freya angrily turned to Klaus, "Is this some sort of punishment?"
"Esther is now a vampire," Klaus began to explain as he left her to go to Esther, "and as such, she's vulnerable to my compulsion," he grabbed Esther by the face and compelled her, "You will answer me truthfully," and right after he forced Esther up and dragged her to where Freya stood, "Now, at least everything that comes out of her wretched mouth will be honest. We're going to raid her mind for the spell to get Rebekah back and - since you have proven useless in your promise to Maleny - she's going to tell us the spell to get Mal back in her own body."
~ 0 ~
In an abandoned warehouse was Eva where she frantically applied some remedy for the horrible injury Klaus had done to her earlier. Just when she felt the remedy take effect, she found herself pinned against a wall by Marcel who snuck up the magic-cancelling shackles on her.
"Oh-ho-ho-ho! Not really keen on another witch headache!" he smirked, remarking of their earlier incident.
"Dark objects?" Eva looked at the shackles around her wrists, "How did a damn vamp find me?"
"That would be us," Cami entered the place along with Vincent, both looking not too pleased to be there.
Vincent, of course, wanted nothing to do with Eva but in the end his morality for the innocence had won him out. So, there he was. Cami's irritation originated from Elijah. After Vincent agreed to help, Cami phoned in Elijah with the news only to be then instructed to head on home while Marcel took care of things. Cami knew Elijah was trying to pull the 'trying-to-protect-you' crap Klaus always did with Maleny and she was not going to let it happen. They argued and argued over it until someone snatched the phone and compromised for the both. Hayley had declared Marcel would accompany Cami and that was that.
"Release Rebekah!" Marcel angrily got to the point and shook Eva violently.
Eva remained at ease, wearing a wide smirk across her face, "Best not damage the package, or you may never see her again. Or your little adopted witch Davina."
At that, Marcel and Cami exchanged glances of shock.
Eva wickedly laughed, "Oh, some friends you are! I've been feeding off of her for days, and you didn't even know she was gone?"
Marcel could not contain himself and slammed the woman against a table, "WHERE IS SHE!?"
Cami sped up and pushed him back before he truly hurt Eva, "Stop!"
But Marcel went against her and tried walking back to Eva, forcing Cami to use all her strength and keep him back, "I'll just torture you until you give me what I need!" he shouted at Eva.
"Torture ain't gonna do it, man!" Vincent pointed out, "Half the witches in this city went after her, she ain't say a thing."
"He's right, Marcel," Cami finally pushed the man away, "We have to come up with something better that doesn't involve hurting the body Rebekah may remain in."
"Then what do you suggest!?" Marcel couldn't help glare at her. Apparently, not only were they fighting for Rebekah, they were also fighting to get Davina back.
"Let me talk to her," Vincent's idea left Marcel and Cami surprised and frankly a little suspicious. Still, with time running out there wasn't much to debate about.
"I would have liked to travel. Yes, that is my biggest desire," Iris was remarking as she and Klaus walked down a corridor for Iris' room, "but clearly that is not going to happen in this lifetime."
With a curious look, Klaus questioned, "And why do you say that?"
"Because I am a woman," Iris gestured to herself with a chuckle, "And unwed. Without a husband to travel with I have no hopes in leaving this place."
"Such optimism for a young lady," Klaus joked, coming to a stop in front of Iris' bedroom door.
Iris gave a light shrug of her shoulders and mischievously looked at him, "Well, unless some sort of gentleman - say a certain someone in front of me - marries me," she innocently said as her fingers danced on his shoulders, "then I shall remain here for the rest of my life."
"Such straightforwardness, how can someone not marry you?" Klaus went on with her play. He stepped closer, backing her against the door, and putting a hand on her waist.
Iris pretended to pout, "I know. I am a complete delight."
"Fortunately I'm here to make you feel loved," Klaus said before placing a kiss on her lips that turned into many more.
Iris giggled and managed to break the kiss for a moment, "Ooh, am I ever so lucky."
"You are so," Klaus smirked and continued to kiss her.
Iris melted in his arms and felt like the entire world was slipping away from her. At the sudden moan that escaped from her lips Klaus pulled away and smirked at her bright pink cheeks.
Iris was not about to let him tease her about it. She wanted something different from him and she proposed to get it, "Not a word," she whispered before grabbing his face and passionately kissing him again. Before either could realize, Klaus had opened the door to Iris' room and backed her inside, promptly shutting it behind them.
Back in the tomb where Klaus kept Esther, things were still rocky with Esther processing the fact Freya lived and Freya practically wanting to shred Esther to pieces.
"My beautiful girl. My first born!" Esther tried reaching for Freya but was met with incredible hostility.
"Touch me, and I will use these chains to strangle you!" Freya snapped and raised her shackled wrists to show she was serious.
"Yes, now that we have the pleasantries out the way, let's begin, shall we?" Klaus did not hide well his impatience with the two women, "It appears that your delightful sister Dahlia is on her way to New Orleans, hell-bent on stealing my child - well, second child apparently. I need Rebekah back in her original body so she can help me destroy her."
Esther was left speechless for a minute or two while she processed just what she had heard, "Child? Second child? Dahlia?"
Klaus rolled his eyes in annoyance but briefly broke it down for the woman, "Oh, I suppose it is difficult keeping up on current events whilst rotting inside a tomb. Very well. The short version? My second child is alive. And, somehow, in one of her past bodies, Maleny gave birth to my actual first born who was successfully taken by Dahlia in that period. But due to his escape, as well as Freya's, Dahlia is now on her way to steal my second born for revenge and power. And, on the other side, the previous tenant of Rebekah's body has seized control and isn't keen on giving it up," towards the end Klaus felt almost the need to take a big breath. That was a lot of problems, enough for a lifetime.
Esther was gaping at all she had heard, "But…"
"Oh, I'm not finished," Klaus wagged a finger at her, "Young Freya here, although powerful, lacks the spell to put Rebekah back in her true body. And that's where you come in. I need you to be a dear and dig deep into that ex-witch mind of yours," he pulled out a folded pack of paper from his jackets pocket and forced it onto Esther's hand, "Give me the spell that puts Rebekah back. And, since your son Finn decided to play a nasty game with Maleny, I need the spell to put her back into her own body as well. He's locked her into a new body with this mark," he unfolded the paper and tapped on the symbol that Maleny bored on her body, drawn by Amarrah who'd been studying it for such a time now.
Esther glanced at Freya silently and immediately saw it was all true. While being branded as evil and sadistic she did always want to help her children, and even Maleny who wasn't hers. She never intended on actually hurting them. Grumbling, she nodded and began with the task of the spells.
Time seemed to pass so very slow, and with the impatience Klaus had he stood right beside her ushering her to hurry up. "What is taking so long?" he rolled his eyes, "You didn't tarry when you attempted to kill my child!"
Esther stopped and looked up, apparently hurt, "I took no joy in that! I knew if your daughter lived, Dahlia would come, not only for her, but for all of you if you stood in her way. And however you may despise me, I would not wish that upon you."
"How touching!"
"Isn't it?" Freya had to agree with Klaus' sarcasm, "I always wondered what maternal compassion sounded like. Of course, I wouldn't know, since you sold me into slavery at the age of five!"
"When I made that bargain with my sister, I had no idea what it meant to be a mother!" argued Esther, "I thought if I had a dozen children, I would not miss the one. And then, you were born. You were beautiful. You had a light about you that put a smile on the face of the hardest man I had ever known. And when Dahlia took you, I thought that same light might warm her embittered heart. That you might lead a good life."
"A good life?" Freya had a good scoff and stomped up to Esther, "You were my mother! You should have come for me!"
"Yes. I should have," Esther said calmly before her tone took a sudden cold turn, "But, it would have been a mistake," her eyes flickered to Klaus, "The same mistake you will be making if you let this girl help you."
"For God's sake, speak plainly!" Klaus motioned with a hand to hurry up.
"The light I saw in Freya as a child, it's gone. While she was mine for five years, Dahlia was her mentor for a thousand. And, like her mentor, she will offer to solve your problems, but for a price."
Freya felt like she could literally strangle Esther, "There is no price! I know the…" she went for it to attack her but Klaus yanked her back by the arm.
"No violence until she's finished writing the spells, please!" Klaus snapped, "Honestly, it's all temper and no timing with this one," he joked to Esther, "for one, am glad you gave her away so that I could be born. You should think of me as an upgrade!"
Freya heavily sighed in irritation, wondering if this was typical sibling arguments. After a couple minutes more, Esther declared she was finished with the spells. Freya took a look at the spells to get a clear view of what would be needed.
"Mal's spell is fine but to place Rebekah back in her body requires an enormous amount of power," she looked up at Esther incredulously.
Esther remained at ease, "Which you have."
"And that power needs to be anchored, or I'll be lost inside Eva's mind along with Rebekah. Unlike your magic, mine isn't anchored to any one place. Because of you, I have no home."
"Perhaps," Esther shrugged and glanced at Klaus, "But, there is no other spell."
"Unless…" Freya began to think, "You," she turned to Klaus, "I can use you as my anchor. I'll channel your power while I breach Eva's mind."
For once, it appeared Klaus and Esther were on the same page of suspicious.
"And there it is. The price," Esther said, "If she channels you, she will have access to your mind, past and present. She will know everything about you."
"All of my strategies and all of my secrets laid bare to give to Dahlia," Klaus realized during his small pace back and forth, "You must think I'm a fool, Freya."
Freya rolled her eyes, "I am not acting with double reasons. You have me looking at Maleny's spell-"
"Don't confuse that, love," Klaus cut her right off, "Amarrah Collins will be performing that spell. There is no way in hell I would ever allow you to do it."
Freya took on an indignant aura after that, "Maleny has been the only friend I ever made, I would never harm her. And as for Rebekah, she is my sister and the only family who's shown me a bit of kindness. Rest assured I will not double cross you."
But that was not enough to convince Klaus.
Iris kicked and shouted to be let free as two older men practically dragged her through the forest. In front of them were two women, middle aged, and in the back two more men.
"Let me go! Let me go right now!"
One of the women in front laughed and glanced over her shoulder, "You can kick and scream all you want but it's not going to happen. It took us a while to determine whether or not you were actually Maleny, and now we're not letting you go for anything."
"What? Maleny?" Iris was thoroughly confused, and beyond terrified of these strangers. She had been on her way to find a trusted witch to determine or not if she was actually...well, with child. She had her suspicions but she didn't want it to get out before determining if it was even true. But she should have known better than to flee home during the night. She was ambushed by the two men and was now in front of several more strangers.
Iris was brought into a small village and promptly thrown near a fire in the center. She clutched her stomach and glared up at the group that was crowding around her. She breathed in rapidly, waiting for someone to explain what the hell was going on.
"Maleny Rowan, what a pleasure to meet you," an elderly woman made her way to the front of the crowd. She chuckled as Iris' brows furrowed together in confusion, "The spell has not allowed you to remember yet. That's a good thing. It's better this way."
"What is going on?" Iris' voice shook with fear as she looked around her spot. Everyone was staring at her like she was some grand prize - even the children looked in awe. "H-how do you know that name?"
"Our spell worked," the elderly woman declared to the group and bent down in front of Iris, yanking her golden chained necklace forwards for the others to see, "The mark is the chain, owned by the original body. This is how we will identify her in the next generations. Understood?"
"Yes," the group answered together.
"I-I don't understand, what's happening?" Iris got to her feet and kept a well distant from her and the woman, "I am Iris Velden and I order you to take me back to my-"
But the woman laughed, as did many others in the crowd. The elderly woman sobered first and put a hand on Iris' arm, "My dear, you are never going back there. It is time for you to live up to your word and die for our coven."
Iris' eyes widened and immediately she tried to run but the crowd blocked her way. She whirled back around to the woman, "Please," she swallowed hard, "I have no idea what you are talking about. My father, he's...he has power, and…"
"Our power does not come in the form or wealth, child," the elderly woman said calmly, "It comes from you and your death."
"But you cannot kill me," Iris' voice shook again, her eyes filling with tears while her arms wrapped around her stomach, "Please, I am with child," the news left the crowd and the woman stunned, "If you hurt me you will hurt my baby and I...I don't want that. Please, let me go."
The elderly woman got over her shock and walked up to Iris, grabbing her by the chin, "Your lies will not get you anywhere," her dark voice implied things would go bad in a very short time if Iris didn't do anything.
"Please," Iris resorted to beg on her knees for her child's life, "you have to believe me. My baby is very young, but he is inside and he is just starting to live. His father doesn't even know he exists."
"Father?" the elderly woman glanced at the crowd for an opinion.
"Maybe she hasn't met him yet," a young woman spoke up and walked up to the elder. The elder seemed to consider the idea and while she did, the young woman turned to Iris, "Who do you claim the father is?"
Iris knew she wasn't even sure about the pregnancy but at the moment it was apparently the only way she might be able to save her life. And furthermore, she saw no point in keeping the identity of the child's father a secret, "He's, um, he is a visitor in my father's residence. His name is Klaus Mikaelson."
"She lies," the elder declared instantaneously, "The man cannot possibly procreate."
"He has," Iris snapped, "I didn't know how to tell him and now he may possibly never know."
"Is it possible it has already happened?" the elder was now rethinking things.
"..what...?"
"The fertility spell may have worked after all," the elder continued on like nothing. "And as such, we should not waste the opportunity to have more power. Your sacrifice will happen, but…after the child is born, if there truly is a child to begin with."
"You are all mad," Iris began to insult, clutching her stomach once more.
Eunice had begun to come around on the idea by the wide smile breaking across her face, "Gentlemen," she called, "take Miss Rowan into my cottage. We have a lot to discover from the child - starting with is existence."
"N-n-n-n-no!" Iris began to shout as the two men who had carried her in were now coming for her again, "Stay back! Stay away from me!" but her shouts were of no use as they grabbed her again and dragged her towards Eunice's cottage.
Hope was placed on Maleny's beside beside the sleeping brunette and as if wanting her to wake up, Hope yelped every now and then and clapped her small hand on Maleny's arm. Beside the edge of the bed was Hayley who was staring at Maleny with her arms crossed and a grim, yet overly concerned, face.
"She'll wake soon, baby girl," she whispered to Hope and glanced at Amarrah and Alton who had remained in the room as they had promised earlier, "It surprises me how Hope knows it's Mal in there," she gave a light smile as her daughter continued to do everything in her power to wake Maleny up, "In such a little time she's managed to get Hope's affections."
"That's Mal for you," Amarrah clapped her hands together and walked closer to Hayley, "When I was a little girl and I first discovered that we harbored a woman in our attic that had been sleeping for centuries, I was terrified. I knew it was our responsibility to protect her, but...I was like six so...yeah, I was a bit scared. And then one day, one of my cousins dared me to go into the attic. I so scared I kept shaking," Hayley and Alton smiled in amusement as they listened in, "But when I opened the coffin and saw Mal unconscious, I realized there was nothing to be afraid of. On the contrary, I was afraid for her."
"Why?" Alton asked, even Hayley curious of the answer.
"I knew the stories of the girl in the coffin, how she was always living in lies and never being herself. I was afraid of what she could be experiencing at the moment," Amarrah sighed deeply, "I was so scared of where she could be and if she was okay. The sleeping girl in the coffin-I always wondered if I would get to see her awake in my lifetime."
"You did," Hayley gently clapped a hand on Amarrah's arm.
"But for so little time," Amarrah pointed out and moved to sit down on the edge of the bed, right beside Hope, "Ever since she woke up, Mal has never had a good moment. I'm her friend and I just don't like seeing her in these conditions."
Hope continued to yelp and let her head drop onto Maleny's shoulder, babbling to her oh-so-many things. At the same moment, Klaus and Freya entered the room.
"I see you have the wolves ready for Eva's return," Klaus remarked off-handedly while coming straight to Amarrah.
"Elijah said to gather them up," Hayley sighed, "but he's not exactly quite up for the fight since Cami ended up getting hurt when Eva escaped with Vincent."
"Ah yes," Klaus wasn't so surprised to hear about that.
Even though it was a petty injury - a neck snapping - it was enough to have Elijah ballistic of the idea of Cami still going out with Marcel to look for Eva. That was why he went out for Cami himself to the location where apparently Eva kept the missing children in. Vincent had called them in with the location, also admitting and apologizing for his rather abrupt plan of pretending to go with Eva's doings.
Klaus pulled out Esther's papers with the spells and held them to Amarrah who took them in confusion and gave them a mere glance, "What are these?" she raised an eyebrow.
"One of them is to get Rebekah back in control of Eva Sinclair's body," Klaus tapped one of the papers, "And the other is the spell to return Maleny to her original body."
Amarrah's mouth dropped open as she quickly looked at the spell for Maleny, "You found the spell!?"
"Yes, and since time is of the essence I need you to do Rebekah's first."
Amarrah's eyes flickered to Freya who, although no longer wore the shackles, looked pretty angry this was being asked to someone else. "Are you sure this is a good idea?" she asked Klaus, "I mean, you have a sister."
"The spell requires an anchor," Freya spoke up, "and it appears my dear ole brother doesn't have the trust in me to be my anchor."
"Because you don't have a home," Amarrah realized the problem and looked at Rebekah's spell again, "I can do it. I can draw on my family's power."
"That's all that matters," Freya said, giving her a lighthearted smile, "Someone needs to save Rebekah."
"Okay," Amarrah nodded and turned to Klaus, "We can do it."
"What are we supposed to do, then?" Hayley asked then, gesturing to herself, Alton and Freya.
"Stay with Maleny, of course," Klaus answered as if it were obvious. With a grin he walked over to Maleny's bed, reaching to tickle Hope beside the brunette, the baby promptly giggling in response. He then passed a hand down Maleny's hair, "Hang on, Mal. I got the spell," he whispered to her, "You'll be back in your body very soon now."
"Klaus," Amarrah cleared her throat, sheepishly waving a hand to grab his attention, "We have to go. Rebekah is literally running out of time."
Klaus nodded and straightened up, turning to head out. As he and Amarrah left the room, Alton stopped them.
"You mean that?" he demanded of Klaus, and if it weren't because Klaus too was content with the results they were going to receive he would've snapped the man's neck there and then.
"Yes, my mother gave us the spell needed to place Mal back in her own body and thus release Yamilet."
Alton's face changed into a brilliant joy and once Klaus and Amarrah had left, he rushed to Maleny, "Yamilet, you're coming back! Do you hear that? You're coming back to me again…" But while he was cheering and even Hayley and Freya were relieved to hear the good news, Maleny/Yamilet were far from hearing it.
Iris stood before a window inside a cottage, staring out to the dark sky filled with its many stars. She held in her hand the wooden stars craft Klaus had made so long ago. She sighed and rubbed her now swollen, pregnant stomach. It had been months since she'd seen him, her family and home. And now that she understood and even remembered some, she knew she would never see that residence again. Iris Velden had completely ceased to exist in her mind.
Maleny Rowan was alive. She was her.
"Under these stars," she remembered her ironic words. How could life be so cruel to make her say those words to the man she had loved for years and years.
"What is that?" a young woman stood behind Maleny, having come out of another room in the cottage. She was the owner of the cottage where Maleny was to reside during her pregnancy.
"A gift," Maleny answered briefly, hugging the wooden craft closer to her, making the woman laugh.
"I won't steal it," she went to a table where several herbs laid, "It can make a nice gift for your child when it is born."
Maleny rubbed her stomach and turned to her, "I wish to sleep. I have no intention on sticking to this conversation as if were friends or even acquaintances."
The girl, Laura, sighed and turned from the table, "Listen, Iris-"
"Maleny," she fiercely corrected. "My name is Maleny Rowan and I despise you and your stupid coven."
"You are the one that made this deal with us-"
"Because you lied to me about it!" Maleny shouted, once again getting angry this was being blamed on her, "Your ancestor told me a lie! She said I would live forever, and that I would be with my love."
"And you were," Laura gestured to her stomach, "and that is a consequence."
"This is some miracle," Maleny snapped, "But this was a miracle in some wicked story your ancestory had pulled. I do not want to live this way."
"Well, that is not up to you anymore," Laura declared coldly and made to leave the cottage when Maleny called out, her voice turned softer and meek.
"If I am to live this way...then I only plead you not force my child into this same cycle," her tear-filled eyes made Laura shift uncomfortably, "I made the deal, not my child."
"That is not up to me," Laura said after a moment, though did feel guilt for it. Maleny moved to take a seat on a chair, her feet now more fragile as she grew closer to her due date. Laura's guilt did not allow for her to leave. Instead, she found herself clearing her throat and asking, rather awkwardly, "So, um...have you thought of any names yet for the child?"
Maleny raised her gaze to the woman, confused of the question. Over the course of her pregnancy not one person had cared enough to ask how she was doing nor how she felt. Perhaps for that reason she had decided to answer Laura's question.
"I am not sure," she rubbed her stomach, "If it is a boy, then...I was thinking of Nicolas."
"Why that one?"
"Because it sounds like his father's name. And if shortened, it will be exactly like his," Maleny began to smile at the idea, "Nick?"
Laura smiled lightly, "That's a nice name, then. It has a lot of meaning. What about a girl?"
Maleny's smile widened. "Marlenie. We always wanted a 'Marlenie'. But, I just really hope the baby does not inherit his temper."
"Is it that bad?"
Maleny scoffed, "Imagine the worst temper possible and then chuck it out the window because it will never measure to Klaus'. God help my baby if he does inherit that."
Laura chuckled, for a minute forgetting who she was talking to, "My mom used to say that I had my father's impulsivity and that is why I would never get married."
"Used to?" Maleny had picked up on the key words and her stomach churned as she assumed what that meant.
Laura sighed, "I lost my mother when I was a little girl, unfortunately. My dad's off in a battle so I'm here on my own."
Maleny could feel a small empathy for the woman, having practically lived in the same conditions, "I lost my mother when I was girl too. And, even though my dad was still around it felt like he wasn't. He absolutely hated me."
"Why?" Laura frowned.
"Because I was born a girl and my mother didn't stick around to bear him a son. So, I was more like a slave to him than a daughter."
"I am very sorry about that," Laura honestly said and Maleny knew it, "I don't feel very lonely out here, though. Our coven is united."
Maleny made a face, wanting to say 'of course, united over my looming death' but she felt Laura was being kind enough for a minute and she wanted to keep it that way. "I didn't feel very lonely either," she admitted with a small smile, "I had the Mikaelsons with me and they were enough."
"Enough for you to get yourself cursed," Laura blurted and gasped once she realized.
"I didn't get cursed because of them," Maleny corrected calmly, "I did what I did because I wanted to secure myself a good future with Klaus. But he, just like the rest of his family, is not to blame for what I got myself into. Just like this little one," she rubbed her stomach, "does not deserve to get pushed into the life that awaits me," realizing where Maleny was headed with in the conversation, Laura shifted and tried to leave but Maleny was quick in her talk, "Laura, please. Kill me if you must but let my child live. Let him live until he is old enough to leave and find his father. Don't curse him because of my choices."
Laura stared at the woman for a long while, and in that while Maleny began to weep again, her hand clutching the wooden starcraft in her hand as if her life depended on it.
Amarrah cursed herself for ever thinking this was a good idea. The amount of power the spell required to get Rebekah back was taking a toll on her body and if it weren't for the two Originals practically keeping her on her feet she was sure she would have passed out a long time ago. She had conducted the spell needed and had sent in Marcel and Vincent to help Rebekah fight Eva off and regain control of Eva's body. However, there seemed to be a fight inside and it was only making it harder for Amarrah to keep the spell going.
Inside, the war was waging at terrible costs. Eva had knocked out Marcel across the room and was almost to the point of killing Vincent herself when she felt a stab on her back. It had been done by a young aged Rebekah who remained stoned-faced as Eva fell over Vincent and gasped for air.
The force of the spell pushed everyone away from each other and onto the floor. Vincent and Marcel woke up with loud gasps.
"Please tell me that worked," Amarrah raised her head with a heavy pant.
"You're the witch," Cami said, not too far from her, "you tell us."
"Oh...right…" Amarrah blinked and glanced over to Eva where Marcel was already carefully checking her.
They all started hearing several noises and so Cami went to find its source. She was relieved to see it was Davina waking up from her slumber on behalf of Eva's plan.
"Where am I?" the young teen looked around, barely remembering anything. After a couple minutes, more of the other children were beginnign to wake up along with Josephine who had been taken at the last minute by Eva and Vincent.
"You're okay," Cami laughed and gave her hug, "Oh thank God!"
"What the hell happened?" Davina struggled to stand on her feet for a minute but eventually got it down, "I remember Rebekah coming in and then…"
"Best not to think about it too much," Cami made a face then patted the girl's arm before taking her back to where the others were.
Klaus and Elijah were looking over Eva who had yet to wake up. Concerned, Klaus glanced to Amarrah, "Why isn't she waking?" unsure herself, Amarrah gave a big shrug.
"I did everything the spell needed me to," she promised him and raised her hands in solemn swear.
Thankfully, 'Eva' gasped awake then and looked around, exclaiming words only said by Rebekah Mikaelson herself, "Bloody hell!"
"Mummy! Mummy!" cried a young boy of a mere five years old. He was cheering for himself as he picked up his small wooden craft and hurried to where his mother was, "Mummy, look what I did!"
Maleny was helping Laura prepare some sort of spell when the boy arrived and tugged on her dress for her to look down. She chuckled and mishapen craft he held, "And what is that supposed to be, Nicolas?"
"Like the stars!" he happily replied and waved it in the air, "Like the one daddy made!"
"I think you could compete with him, you know," Maleny knelt down in front of him, "He used to make a lot of these but I don't think they were ever as good as yours."
Nicolas crinkled his nose and declared, "You are lying, Mummy," he accused, "But I don't care because I'm going to get better and then I will compete with daddy and win him!"
Maleny chuckled again, "Of course you will, sweetheart."
"Do you think maybe Ma-"
"Maleny?" Laura whispered suddenly, causing Maleny to glance at the woman, "Don't you think it's time to tell him that-"
Maleny knew where Laura was heading and tried to hurry Nicolas towards the doors, "Nicolas, go outside and play with your-"
"Maleny," Laura said again, "Six years of age is coming and you know what that means. It's time to reveal the truth."
Maleny knew exactly what that meant. And knowing what was to come of her made her eyes fill with tears again, the only thing stopping her from bursting into sobs was her son still happily babbling on to himself about his wooden creation.
Back in the compound, Rebekah was explaining to Klaus and Amarrah the reason for her choosing to stay in Eva's body - she needed to help resurrect Kol. Along with that existed the fact the children used in the spell by Eva were still linked to the body and if Rebekah were to leave it they would all die, including Davina.
"Are you sure that's what you want?" Amarrah couldn't help ask three times in a row, "Because I assure you I can do the spell."
Rebekah smiled and shook her head, "I need to help get Kol back and being in this body can help me do it. Is that a problem?" she asked, more for Klaus than anyone else.
"Of course not," he replied rather fast, "Keep your promise to Kol."
Rebekah rolled her eyes, almost amused at his impatience. They all knew what he was waiting for and it was frankly novelty to see him excited for something that didn't involve the death of someone.
"I should warn you that I can't do the spell until Maleny has woken up from her dream coma," Amarrah told Klaus, as if reading his mind she smirked, "So quit waiting for that to happen tonight."
"Simply because you are friends with Maleny does not mean I won't hesitate to hurt you," Klaus replied with, narrowing his eyes at the unaffected woman.
"Actually it kind of does - hurt friend," she gestured to herself, "means mad Maleny, and made Maleny equals shouting at Klaus which really has no happy ending you see."
Rebekah watched the exchange of sarcasm with a chuckle. She grabbed Amarrah's arm and gently pulled her away from Klaus, "C'mon, we have a lot to work on since you're going to help me practice this magic stuff."
"I am?" Amarrah made a face as she started to walk away with her.
"Did I forget to mention to that?"
"Uh, yeah!"
"Well there you have it!"
Klaus rolled his eyes at the two and headed out of the lounge room, intending on staying with Maleny for the night until she woke up. He bumped into Hayley instead just outside in the corridor.
"I can't find Freya," Hayley announced as soon as she saw it was Klaus, "She disappeared over an hour ago."
"Let her," Klaus shrugged and started for Maleny's room when Hayley called again.
"You know, if you're going to want her to help us you're going to have to be a little nicer."
"I reserve that notion for people I deem likable and I've yet to decide on her status."
Hayley rolled her eyes and walked up to him, "That woman is here to help us. If she wanted to do more harm she would not have stayed here to look after your comatose girlfriend," and at that small insult Klaus nearly lost it but Hayley was guilty enough to retract from it, "I'm sorry - you know what I meant. You need to trust a little more to get people on our side. You lost one kid, you wanna lose the second one?" she knew those were harsh words but it was the only way to get the message through to someone like him.
However, Klaus didn't reply due to familiar noises not too far away from him and Hayley.
"Klaus?" Maleny stood just at the doorway of her room, looking fragile and weary. Her mind was buzzing with new memories and new feelings while her body screamed for her to go lie down again. But, there was one thing that overpowered it all, and as Klaus quickly returned to help her, she voiced it outloud, "I saw him," she breathed and clung onto Klaus like her life depended on it, "I saw Nicolas…"
~ 0 ~
"Mal, you really ought to get back to bed," Klaus told the brunette as she took a seat in the lounge's couch.
Though clearly needing more rest, Maleny had refused to go back to her room, claiming she was tired of being there. She looked at him with a smirk, "If I had a dollar for every time you used that one on me in my lifetimes I'd be rich enough to own the Quarter."
"And that's how I know you're getting back to normal," Klaus dismissed the comment with a roll of his eyes and joined her on the couch.
As soon as he did, Maleny turned to him with that big smile of hers, "Klaus, I saw him. I saw our son. He was…" she couldn't find the word to describe Nicholas as much as she wanted to, "...beautiful," she settled for.
The revelation still seemed to put Klaus on edge. The idea of having a son with Maleny was more than shocking enough, but now to have clear proof of it was something else. But for Maleny the stage of shock had passed with all that she saw. In her excitement she got up and started to describe what she saw of Nicolas, "He looks like you! He has your hair, your eyes and your crafting skills - well that last one was in developmental stages cos he was - oh," in her excitement she had overused what little strength she had left and stumbled.
"Mal," Klaus has gotten up fast and caught her by the waist, "this is why you need to go to your room and rest."
Maleny shook her head in refusal, "You have to hear more. Please?" she insisted softly, looking up at him with pleading blue eyes that reminded him who was really in charge there unfortunately.
With a deep sigh, he settled them back on the couch, refusing to let her go for another of those excitement moments that could very well have her falling to the ground. It didn't look like she minded too much sitting on his lap as she comfortably snuggled closer to him and rested her head over his chest.
"You should have seen him," she said again, her voice laced with the tiredness she was refusing to fall under, "I only saw certain memories up until he was five. But he was amazing."
"Tell me then," Klaus suggested, wishing he could see for himself those images. Since they were barely resurfacing in her mind they wouldn't be too clear to view. Besides, her mind was probably weary already after so many new memories had resurfaced.
"He was incredibly smart," began Maleny.
"Well, he clearly had somewhere to get it from," Klaus cleared his throat and earned a whack on the chest, making him laugh.
"Nicolas was a little copy of you when you were a boy, I remember it. He wanted to show everyone his little crafts. When he got a tantrum, which were often, he would turn into this fierce little boy."
"I...don't know where he could have gotten that from," Klaus feigned innocence as he looked around the room.
"You cannot deny he is your son,' Maleny playfully joked, "Not with that awful temper binding you two together. But it was okay, because it reminded me of you during that time. Thanks to a brief friend I made, the witches only allowed me six years of his life to before I was to be killed."
Klaus held her tighter, the bile of guilt rising within, "I'm sorry for not being there."
Maleny looked up at him, not at all sad, "I don't care. I'm happy right now, I got to see Nicolas and now I know I want him back faster than ever. I want to see how he's grown - I want him here with his little sister, and with his family where he belongs."
Taking her hand into his, Klaus said, "And he will come back to us, I promise. I know I make those promises and rarely come through but this time it will happen. You will see your son again, Mal."
Maleny smiled, "I know it. I don't know why you always act like you fail me so much. Partially it's my fault for never keeping my nose out of trouble."
"Well, that would make things a lot simpler I can't deny…"
Maleny chuckled and once again looked up at him, "But that wouldn't be me, and you don't want that other me, right?"
Klaus gave her a long look, and while the face he was looking at wasn't hers, he still felt beguiled by her beautiful features of within, "I want my Mal who never listens to me."
"And I want my bad-tempered hybrid," she replied back and as seconds ticked by Klaus watched her smiles fade and a distant look take over her eyes.
"What is it, Mal?"
Maleny looked away from him as she felt another memory try to come through but she lost it just as fast as it had come up, "It's just...I feel like there's something important I didn't get to see – like there was something else to the story."
"Like what?" Klaus took that as a red alert. Anything not remembered had proven to be dangerous or at the very least agitating for them later on.
"I don't know," Maleny sadly said, "But I just know it's important…"
For the moment, Klaus would let it slide. He rubbed her arm up and down and kissed her hair, "Perhaps it will come to you later."
"Perhaps…" Maleny whispered and rested her head on his shoulder, choosing to relish in their moment instead. She was actually very tired, but she didn't want to be anywhere Klaus wasn't at. Besides, the memory would probably resurface later on. And if it didn't, it probably wasn't that important.
She was wrong.
Early 11th century.
A grand party was being celebrated in the Velden residence for one of the nobles. Everything was going as planned with the celebration until one of the double doors was flung open by a guard who was thrown inside. The music stopped and the guests looked upon the guard who was definitely dead on the ground. It appeared he had blood oozing from his neck. Just like that came two more guards that shared the same injuries.
"Mmm," the nobles heard coming from the doors.
"Who's there?" One of the Velden nobles demanded as guards from the room came to the opened door, "I demand you show yourself."
"Wow, that is delicious," they heard a young English woman's voice and a couple seconds later she walked in holding a guard by the neck.
The sight of her was appalling yet no one dared to move. Her fangs were displayed for all to see, and the trail of blood led down to her neck and parts of her tattered dress.
"Nobles always do have a better taste," she declared. She let the guard drop to the floor and opened her arms in a very familiar way, "Well, don't let the celebration stop - I do like to be honored."
"What in heavens sake are you?" the same noble from before asked.
"One very special woman, sir," the woman could almost promise. As her tongue licked off the blood from her fangs, her hand pushed back strands of her long, black hair, "I believe you know my mother? She was one of you, you know - Iris Velden?" She watched with satisfaction as the crowd went in awe and confusion. "And my, my it has taken me a long time to find you all. But now that I am here, I expect to be welcomed. If not, well…" she pretended to flick something off her nail, "...that's one catastrophe I won't be happy to cause."
"Iris Velden disappeared more than 10 years ago," the noble declared, still meaning to be brave but it was crumbling quick.
"Oh yes, and for very awful reasons," the woman wickedly smiled, "But I am here because if I cannot find my brother nor my father, then I shall have to make a home for myself in the meantime. This will be my home now," she walked forwards, "My name is Marlenie Velden - well," she smiled to herself in thought, "That shall be my name to the outsiders. In here," she gestured to the room, "You will address me by my true name: Marlenie Mikaelson."
Author's Note:
THIS was the second twist I was waiting so badly to release! Haaaa, did you guys think that one was coming? Twins? Well, even if not, I present to you the Mikaelson twins - Nicolas & Marlenie ;). (Marlenie being pronounced as Mar-leh-nee'. The middle 'e' is a short 'eh' sound!
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languages-and-else · 3 years
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Lockdown Tag Game
Thank you for the tag, @itsfandomsgalore! <3 
Are you staying home from work or school?
Yup. Pretty much the same as you... I was at uni for like one and a half weeks last March, about a month in October (but even then only for some classes), and all the rest of the time I’ve been doing distance-learning. And also distance-teaching because I had to do both my school internships like this. :/ As for work, I tutor sometimes but I actually like online tutoring, it saves me a lot of travel time. In summer I was glad, though, that I could do my intensive tutoring courses on-site because the situation was rather relaxed. 
If you’re staying home who is there with you?
Right now I’m at my parents’ place and both my siblings and parents are here, but this is only for this weekend, most of the time I’m with my sister. My brother moved out from our sibling flat share a few weeks ago because he wanted his own place and a really good opportunity just happened to come along. 
Are you a homebody?
Meh. When I was younger, I used to be, but nowadays what I want is my own place but then to go out and see people every day. I’ve pretty much gone from introvert to extrovert and then Corona happened! Hooray! I’ve discovered that I do still recharge alone as well, and sometimes I need my evenings alone, but in the company of the right people I recharge even better. I really soak up all positive social energy, especially when I know that my social battery is going to be drained in the near future, especially by relatives, usually. 
An event you were looking forward to that eventually got cancelled?
I mean... who hasn’t got any?! I had some concerts planned, just before the pandemic started I got into poetry slams and I LOVE it, holiday plans with friends, Pride (it would have been my second and my first was so so good and I finally do not give a shit anymore), ... 
What movies have you watched recently?
I can’t remember the last movie I watched, oops... I went to the cinema twice in September/October, when the situation was still more relaxed, and saw “Persischstunden” and “Ein bisschen bleiben wir noch”, both of which I liked, but after that I don’t think I’ve watched anything... I can’t really watch movies by myself, I need company to get through one, and I’m not that into it in general. 
What shows are you watching?
None. If I watch anything, I watch whatever Norwegian TV I find, but not even that happens often. I cannot keep track of shows, I always forget that I was watching one and then it’s been so long when I finally remember that I’m not interested anymore. 
What are you reading?
Currently I’m reading “Beloved” by Toni Morrison and it’s really interesting! I got back into reading more last year, but now with my stressful semester it’s more difficult again. This is my sixth book of the year, I believe. Last year I read about 32 books, so that’s at least something! Next on my list are some books for uni and apart from that I'm going to pick up my copy of “Dracula” tomorrow!
What are you doing for self-care?
Umm, I’m trying to go outside every day, and I make a point of seeing my girlfriend around twice a week and my Contact Person Friend once a week. Apart from that, I’m trying to do creative things as often as possible, like writing on my current poetry slam text or embroidering. I also bake almost every week. 
I have no idea who might want to do this, maybe @strugglingclassicist or @happy-princess? 
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Tagged by @sentinelapologist to answer some video game questions and rest assured I am about to give some very embarassing answers! (I wish I was kidding)
GAMES:
First game you ever played: This is gonna date me! Right so. I can’t remember it well but Fifa 98 definitely had an indoor stadium so I must have played that, because it wasn’t on Fifa 99 which I have much clearer memories of playing. But that would have come out when I was like, 3/4 years old so I’m not sure if I actually played it so much as went OOH! at whatever my brother/cousin (because we would have been at my aunt’s to actually have computer games) were doing. Or if we were behind the curve with getting it (also very likely). Definitely played Fifa 99 on my cousin’s computer for many years, also Lego Racers (which heh, I redownloaded earlier in the year as well for the nostalgia kick - no lies it holds up!). I have a lot of nostalgia for late 90s/early 00s video game graphics because of this, and tbh Fifa games probably peaked with 99. 
Favourite game: Honestly I’m so invested in SWTOR so it’s hard not to say that, it’s had the biggest impact on my life like. Open world + Star Wars? the dream. I’m more of a SW fan than a gamer so it was definitely the universe that drew me into it in the first place. Also BOTW because oh my god. And I only got into that once lockdown hit this year but honestly, I cannot say how much I adore it.
Game you’ve played through multiple times: Super super into the Lego games, so Lego Star Wars - to the point we had it on the Xbox, and then I’ve downloaded it on Steam and played through it multiple times on the pc. And I’m a completionist, so that’s like, collecting everything not just going through the story once. Fun story, the prequel games were released before RotS came out so I got the basic outline of the film from that game first oops. Also I’ve played through the Crash Bandicoot GBA games quite a bit too.
Game you hated at first but now you love: Don’t think I have one? Because yeah if I’m hating it right off I’m not gonna stick with it. Which is probs why I’m really fussy about buying games and replay so much stuff instead. I have my comfort zone okay
Game you used to love but now you hate: I spent a lot of hours playing Runescape in my life, and every now and then nostalgia tells me ‘hey log in!’ and within two minutes I realise it is the grindiest game ever. I still have my account from when I was like, 11, though, which is a substantial chunk of my life. Also League of Legends - I joined it because a few friends roped me in and it was great when we could play together but going it alone was pretty brutal because fuck up a tiny bit and boom, toxicity. So then I just played ARAM mode and not SR with others, then just stopped altogether. May be partly why group-finder scares me so much, though also y’know social anxiety in general. But let’s not get into that.
Your favourite game atmosphere/setting(s): BOTW for sure, I can just lose myself in that world forever. The music is fab as well and I’ve been trying to learn a bit of it on guitar, music adds a lot to a game/film/anything for me so yeah. But it’s also visually just so beautiful. There’s a lot of planets in SWTOR as well, Tython, Voss, etc.
Game with the best group/companion(s): I don’t really play a great deal of games where I have companions really so gotta say SWTOR! Smuggler gang is my favourite. Just all out nonsense.
A game with your favourite ending: literally drawing a blank here. I think a lot of things I’ve played have been the type to go on and on. 
A game with the worst ending: as above. maybe I just don’t finish things? That said the final boss fight in I think the second of the Crash trilogy games was super disappointing and didn’t match how insanely hard I found that game. (And I’m talking as an adult hahaha, I got the Switch ones this year). also kinda with you on the end of the agent storyline too, I left that one til last because the internet raved about how good it was but in the end I was...underwhelmed. 
Best character customisation: struggling to actually think of games I’ve played with character customisation as opposed to ones where I’m just given a character/choose from a selection. and it’ll be a real sad indicator if I say SWTOR because I am constantly complaining about the creator. though I do like outfit designer. hmm, pass.
HERO AND COMPANIONS:
Your favourite playable character: does it count if they’re my own? haha. in SWTOR I’d generally say a smuggler because I seem to come up with 5000 different ideas for OCs and playing as a gunslinger is super fun (and I’ve learnt to love scoundrel too!). And then in the Lego games I’d play as Shaak Ti a lot, but that was first because she looked cool though I do think she’s neat generally! But she probably doesn’t count as a video game character. Ooooh Link as well, because I’m getting more and more into Zelda games.
Your favourite companion(s): *cough* Theron. Kira. T7. Risha. Guss. Blizz. Gault. Torian. Felix. Nadia. Vette. Talos. Ugh, loads tbh, I’ll forget them all. *gesticulates generally at SWTOR*
RELATIONSHIPS:
Favourite game friendships: I live for the smuggler crew dynamic, and the BH crew as well. And the Jedi Knight/Kira friendship warms my soul. 
Favourite game relationships: obv I’m super biased but Theron/Knight. Smuggler/Risha. Consular/Felix. BH/Torian. I’ll just list my otps here shall I? SWTOR is the only game I’ve done where there’s been relationships I think. still haven’t finished KOTOR.
Favourite companion banter: smuggler crew probably again. Smuggler just never stops. not sure about between companions though there’s a bit of it with the smug as well.
A relationship you weren’t sure of but loved: I knew going into the Docmance how many people hated it but I really enjoyed it! Suited how my Knight was at that point. 
A character you wish you could romance: Elara with f!Trooper, hoping that becomes more of a thing going forward. Also I wanna kiss Tau. And Anri. Basically I see a cool woman come along and I’m just like...is this a love interest?
FUN:
Shoutout to a random NPC: hey Numen Brock! And Lemda Avesta as the first wlw I got to kiss in game!
A game you love watching playthroughs for and want to play: I don’t really watch playthroughs a great deal so I got nothing here! and when I watch playthroughs they’re normally of games I already know well because I wanna experience them first for myself? So I like watching BOTW challenge/speedrun/trickshot videos and stuff sometimes, and ACNH island tours but that’s because I know the games.
Love watching playthroughs but won’t ever play: as above really, but if I don’t have the intention to play them then I’m almost certainly not watching vids of.
Why do you play video games?: uhhhh. because I enjoy them, but also escapism I guess? like it’s easier to throw myself into another world and focus and fixate on that rather than dealing with the general...stuff. it’s a type of relief sometimes innit. 
anyway if you’ve made it this far down in reading this then consider yourself tagged, because this was a long’un!
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twoidiotwriters1 · 4 years
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Home- Chapter 16 (Kylo Ren/ Ben Solo x F!Oc)
A/N: Omg, we're almost done, this gets good
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We all got out quickly and luckily we got to our ship. In the cabin, Poe inserts a medallion. A gift from Zurii, a key that can bypass the barriers of First Order systems.
The ship lands in the area of ​​the enemy Destroyer and the four of us leave, the first guards are eliminated and as we continue through the corridors of the ship, Rey is responsible for confusing another Stormtroopers, making them believe that it’s okay for us to be here, and to be told where chewie is, which works and we run through the halls, shooting any enemy soldier until we reach a door, where we are told that Chewbacca is.
Finn is in charge of opening the hatch, but before continuing I feel a chill and turn towards Rey, who begins to walk in the opposite direction.
"Rey?" I ask.
"The Dagger is on this ship. We need it,” she answers.
"Why?"
"A feeling. I’ll meet you back at the hangar,” She says looking at me.
"I'm not part of this, am I?" I have a bad feeling. Rey continues on her way.
“Where are you going? What's going on?" Finn asks me.
"I don't know, but I'm sure she knows what she's doing."
"But-"
"Come on, let's not waste any more time,” Poe cuts him off.
The three of us follow the course with blasters in hand until, finally, we found Chewie, who is handcuffed, but growls with joy at seeing us.
"Of course we came for you, Chewie," says Poe.
As soon as he is released, I feel his huge, furry arms wrap around me tightly.
"I am also happy to see you, friend."
Poe and Finn help him walk and when he stabilizes, we run to get out of here.
"The ship’s this way. Follow me.” Finn says going ahead, but the stormtroopers interrupt us and force us to change course. "Wrong way!"
"There’s not really a right way, is there?" Poe answers going to the other side "Can't you do Rey’s trick?" he says as we run.
"There are too many and everyone’s ready to shoot me before I can raise my hand."
The battle continues and seems to have no end.
"We close?" Poe asks.
"Straight ahead," Finn answers.
In one connection, Poe steps forward, but a Stormtrooper manages to shoot him in the arm causing him to fall to the ground.
"Poe!" Finn and I yell at the same time.
Chewie gets rid of some soldiers while I bend down to check Poe's arm, it doesn't take long for Finn to repeat my actions.
"Are you Okay?"
We hear footsteps and from one moment to the next, we are surrounded.
“Nope."
"Drope your weapons, now!”
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"Move,” They order us.
We are all handcuffed and being dragged by the soldiers to reach certain people who, unfortunately, seem familiar to me.
"Allegiant General, the scavenger is not with them, but we have the other girl,” says one of them.
“Take them away. Finish them.”
"But sir, the girl. The supreme leader gave orders to–”
"I am not interested, now I have given another order," he finishes, and then he leaves, leaving us with a rather irritating redhead.
Soldiers turn our backs and start their weapons.
“Come on, boys, we were friends. If Kylo finds out about this, I don't think He'll give you a raise,” I say, still with my back to them.
"Actually, she's right," starts the redhead. Uh-oh. "I'd like to do this myself.”
"Oops."
"At least you tried," says Poe next to me, and then I see Finn. "What were you gonna tell Rey before?" I roll my eyes.
"You still on that?" Finn answers.
"Come on guys,” I say.
"Oh, I'm sorry, is this a bad time?"
“Yeah, sort of is a bad time, Poe. You wanted to say something to Kiara too, is this the time to be honest?”
Oh, I didn't remember that.
"You're right, what was it, Poe?" I ask.
"Yeah... well, I asked first," He says nervously. "Cause later doesn't really look like an option. If you're gonna let something off your chest "
I leave the couple to continue arguing and listen to Hux's weapon start. Damn, that's why you must be friends with redheads. I close my eyes as soon as I hear the sound of the shot, but none of us is hurt. We turn and meet the lifeless soldiers.
"I’m the spy," says Hux.
"What?"
"You?"
“That’s why you always befriend the redhead,” I add, totally confused.
"We don't have much time.”
"Well, look at you, Huxie,” he rolls his eyes at the nickname.
"I knew it,” says Poe pointing at him.
"No, you did not.”
Another opportunity to flee that we do not miss.
"Who would say that all that psychological abuse was a mask. I thought you were just an idiot,” I say without stopping.
"Kiara, I think this is not the time–”
"Oh, it's always a good time to tease, Finn."
Hux guides us between the ship until we see C3PO, BB8 and the D-0 droid approaching.
"BB-8, come on!" shouts Poe.
Hux stops in front of a door and opens it for us.
"I'll shut down the impeders. You’ve got a few seconds.”
"There she is. She’s a survivor,” says Poe leaning out of a window, showing the Millenium Falcon.
"Finally," I whisper and we continue.
“Wait. Wait–” Hux tells us, “Blast me in the arm. Quick.”
"What?" Finn asks.
"They’ll know.”
“Oh! I’ll do it,” I say, raising my hand, but Finn shoots him in the leg, bringing him to the ground, complaining. "That's cheating," I say with a pout.
"Why are you helping us?" Finn asks him.
"I don't care if you win,” The man grunts, "I need Kylo Ren to lose.”
“Oh, boy.”
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After helping Rey, we are all at the Millenium Falcon. Finn and Rey are in charge of fixing some things on the ship, while I am close to them. They both talk about Exegol and how to win this, but from one moment to the next, I feel something different, something I felt many years ago... with Ben, but now he is part of Rey.
When Ben was telling me about the voices on the dark side, and how his mood changed for no reason.
“He killed my mother, and my father. I'm going to find Palpatine and destroy him,” Rey says with a blank look.
That is not a good thing.
“Rey," starts Finn, "that doesn't sound like you. Rey, I know you.”
"People keep telling me they know me. I'm afraid no one does,” This has happened before.
Rey walks away and I follow her. I take her arm and lead her to where was once my room.
"I can't stand another speech," she complains.
"No, you must finish what you are starting, Rey,” She stays still. "This is the same as Ben when we were in the Jedi temple, this is how Kylo Ren started."
"You don’t understand it.”
"Maybe not, but there is something in which I do have an advantage,” I say approaching. "All that anger and anger, the thirst for revenge does not end well. You have to see beyond that, Rey. No one can forget what we’ve lost, but you should not remain stuck wanting to avenge your parents.”
“It's not that simple," she answers.
"No one said it was" I stir in my place. "You must see everything Kylo has done and know that all that control is useless and will only harm the people you love the most."
"You know who I am, who Palpatine is to me. My Powers…”
"That does not define you, Palpatine’s a very good puppeteer, he did it with Anakin Skywalker and also with Ben, do not let it consume you,” My voice break slightly. "I don’t plan to lose someone else because of him, Rey.”
She shakes her head and I know she’s holding back tears as well, but she says nothing and just leaves my room.
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In our quest to find the wayfinder, we walked up a hill to observe Darth Vader's great work destroyed, surrounded by the wild surf of the planet.
"The death star. A bad place from an old war.”
"It's gonna take us years to find what we're looking for,” adds Poe.
Thanks to the dagger Rey recovered, we decipher the exact location of the Wayfinder, but a group of people interrupt us.
Babu Frik sent a signal announcing our arrival so that this group did not harm us. They are all part of the resistance. The leader of the group offers us help, but the surf is very dangerous, we can only go tomorrow, Rey is impatient.
"Any ideas to help Rey?" Finn asks me on the way back to the Falcon to fix the bulky landing. I sigh.
“It’s difficult to understand and even more to fix. I know how you feel, but at this point,” I see my friend, “I have no idea what you can do.”
Repair is difficult, but Jannah, the leader, who turned out to be an ex-stormtrooper is very helpful.
Everyone has a job, and when I feel a tickle, I know it's my turn now, and it will be the hardest.
"Where do you think you are going?" I say while still walking behind Rey.
"She said we should wait, but I can't do it."
"Oh, and what's the plan, miss, will I fix it all?"
"You don't have to come and take care of me.”
"Of course I do, apparently it’s my duty to take care of idiots who want to go to the dark side."
"No!" Rey yells at me, stops and confronts me. "No one asked you for help at any time, it’s not my fault that you have that need to protect us, I can do this by myself-”
"If you want to die, of course you can do it alone, Rey.”
"Enough! Stop being sarcastic,” She turns and continues walking until she reaches the ships of the group that is helping us.
"That's what Ben would say," I reply with a grimace.
"You don't understand, is everything just a game for you?"
"Only if it amuses me.”
“Kiara…" She says through gritted teeth.
"I cannot leave you alone and no matter what you say, I will be here,” Once I walked away and everything was destroyed. It won't happen again. "So... do we use a Skimmer?”
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Rey and Kiara, experts in bad decisions face the giant waves of an unknown place. All because Rey wants to play tag you’re it, and I can't leave her alone. The damn Skimer is very difficult to control with so much movement.
"Rey!" I yell.
"What!?"
"If we get out of this, remind me to kill you later!"
By pure miracle, we’re able to enter the death star. A totally abandoned and destroyed place. For my bad luck, we have to climb the ruins. Rey knows where the wayfinder is exactly, so I follow her.
"Not because I have a metal hand, it means that my whole body is resilient,” I complain.
“We're almost there.”
Between the corridors there are stormtrooper uniforms, and one or another corpse, but that doesn't matter, it was a long time ago… I think.
After what seemed like years, we stop in front of what was once a round window or maybe it’s a capsule, I have no idea, but at least we stopped climbing. At that a door to our left opens, we both light the sabers and enter slowly. Darkness floods the place, but a small light captures our attention: a small pyramid, The Wayfinder.
"Finally," whispers Rey, but then another pair of red sabers lights up behind us and two hooded figures start the fight.
Each one fights against an enemy, but everything becomes increasingly rare when the light of my saber illuminates the face of my opponent.
“Shit," The Jedi tricks again. I feel a chill when the other person smirks. It's me, but without energy, without hope.
The fight continues, and I see the other version of Rey attacking my friend. This is very confusing. At my distraction, She stumbles out of the dark place, hitting me on the back with the wreckage of the ship. It doesn't take long for Rey to stumble by my side as well, letting go of the pyramid, which rolls out of our reach, but another hand stops it.
"Oh great," I say sarcastic.
We both get up and prepare for Kylo Ren's attack. Rey lights her saber again, but I get in front of her, trying to calm the situation.
"Look at yourself,” Kylo starts and Rey forces me to get a little closer, but I stop her again. “You wanted to prove to my mother that you were a Jedi, but you’ve proven something else.”
"Kylo, ​​stop.”
"You can't go back to her now," he continues to ignore me. "Like I can’t.”
"Stop. Both of you must stop all this circus –”
"The dark side is in our nature.”
Bullshit.
"Surrender to it…”
"Should I use this invisibility power for good, or evil?"
"Kiara, you better get away," says Rey. "Give it to me," She says to Kylo.
"The only way you’re getting to Exegol is with me,” He answers raising the Wayfinder and destroying it with just one hand.
"No!" She screams and using force, she pushes me away from her battle.
What she did not think well is where I could fall. I feel a new blow on my back and my body weakens. I hear her groans the clash of sabers, in the distance.
Kiara.
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Carol of the [Wedding] Bells
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It all happens fairly quickly and he doesn’t remember much of it, which, really, seems fairly unfair from where Killian is sitting. Or, laying. Technically. He’s still laying in bed. With Emma next to him. And matching rings on either one of their fingers. On Christmas Eve. In Vegas.
Rating: Like a pretty solid T Word Count: Just under 8K. The prompts, they’re getting longer. Let’s all act super surprised. AN: So, in an effort to make things look a bit nicer, I’m going to post the Festive Fic Prompt a Thon stories on their own, outside of the asks. Today’s prompt from a lovely anon is: "we accidentally got married in vegas oops.” We’ve got pining, we’ve got friends to lovers, we’ve got opinionated Ariel, we’ve got thoughts on the Rat King in the Nutcracker.
|| Also on Ao3 if that’s how you roll ||
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His head is going to snap in half.
He kind of hopes it does. It will presumably be more comfortable than whatever is happening behind his right eye, a dull throb and pounding that times up far too closely with his pulse, making Killian’s stomach heave and his mouth is very dry.
He’s not entirely sure where he is.
It’s not very warm.
That is...surprising.
The whole schtick of this place is its warmth. A dry heat and whatnot. He swallows, feeling like his mouth is full of cotton balls with a tongue that is questionably large, blinking against the light streaming in through unfamiliar curtains and—
Bouncing off the band of metal sitting on his finger.
Maybe his head has already cracked. Maybe he’s cracked.
In a psychological sense.
Killian blinks. Once, twice, three times, but the metal doesn’t move and the pain behind his eye appears to be drifting down his spine and he’s so goddamn cold because the other person draped across the majority of the bed has stolen nearly all the blankets.
There’s a bit of fabric clinging to his left heel.
“Holy fu—” he breathes, the rest of the word getting caught in a throat that suddenly feels as if it’s collapsing in on himself.
He can hear his heart pounding against his rib cage, another noise his head does not appreciate and his eyes are starting to water.
He’d blinked enough already. He assumes he’s physically incapable now.
Because now things are starting to piece together, even through the fog and the metaphorical cotton balls, smiles and laughter and far too much alcohol, missed flights and East coast snowstorms, changed plans and new plans and—
Emma mumbles something in her sleep.
So, maybe he’ll just die here.
That would probably be easier to deal with.
“Swan,” Killian says, but his voice doesn’t even sound like him. It scratches its way out of his throat, rough and maybe still a little drunk and...married.
To Emma Swan. Presumably.
God, he really can’t remember.
That is...disappointing.
“Swan,” he repeats, and it takes more than a moment to flip over, another twist of his stomach and clench of his jaw, and Emma makes more noise. Less disappointing. Endearing, even. This is a problem. A bad problem. The worst problem. “Swan, c’mon, love—”
Killian reaches his hand out, lets the pads of his fingers drift over the curve of her elbow, even when it’s still covered by blankets with an astoundingly high thread count. He’s going to choke on his tongue.
It’s growing.
He’s positive.
Taking up far too much real estate in his mouth, a biological defense mechanism because love has always seemed to roll right off that same tongue when Emma Swan is involved, but now it sounds far too big and much too heavy, and Killian cannot think about both his tongue and Emma Swan in the same sentence.
Not when he’s— “Why are you talking to me?” Emma grumbles. He laughs. He doesn’t mean to, but that’s apparently par for the course of the last twelve hours and at some point he’s going to promise that this is all Will’s fault.
And global warming.
If it hadn’t been snowing in New York and Boston, then everyone else would have been able to get to Las Vegas. For Christmas. As planned.
Mary Margaret’s plan, really. There was a schedule and we’ve never done this before and that had been reason enough for everyone to buy plane tickets and book hotels and Emma had called Killian almost immediately to ask do you think we can bribe a hotel clerk to put us in rooms next to each other. Which had almost led to his heart bruising his ribs.
What with all the faster-than-normal beating and being in love with Emma Swan and whatever.
Whatever.
Emma Swan. His wife.
Holy fuck.
“Seriously your voice is so loud,” Emma continues. “Are they doing construction outside or something? It’s too early for that.” “I have no idea what time it is, actually.”
“It’s probably not construction, is it?” “No, I don’t think so.”
“But...you’re here. Yeah?” Killian hums, pointedly ignoring the flicker of hope that appears in the back of his brain at those particular words in that particular order. As if she’d want that.
As if she’d want— They’re friends.
They’re...best friends. He knows things about her. She knows things about him. Good things, not so good things, things they’ve shared together, quiet moments and easy smiles, the growing sense that it’s just a bit easier to breathe around Emma Swan than any other human being on the planet.
They text. They FaceTime. On a schedule. One that Killian would argue is far better than Mary Margaret’s Christmas in Vegas extravaganza. He and Emma have known each other forever, have settled into their roles in the friendship group; the tag-alongs. The extra pairs, third wheels and sad ones with no designated other and this is really Will’s fault. He was supposed to get to Vegas before Mary Margaret and David.
“Here, Swan,” Killian whispers when he realizes Emma is still waiting on an answer.
He needs to find his phone.
He needs to Google things.
“Ok, good. That’s good, just—go back to sleep, ok?”
Her lips barely move when she speaks, burrowing further into the cocoon of blankets she’s created for herself, hair a riotous mess on multiple pillows and the smudges of black in the corners of her eyes make it obvious that neither one of them did much more than collapse into bed the night before.
They’re still wearing clothes.
So, that’s something.
Killian licks his lips. He’s not sure when he started breathing out of his mouth, but he’s suddenly all too aware of it, like every inhale is a particular challenge and he briefly wonders if she can feel whatever it is he’s feeling because the pinch that appears between her brows is rather sudden.
“Swan, Emma, it’s a—” Her eyes fly open, a blazing gaze that Killian swears cuts him right down the middle and stitches him back together. All at the same time.
“Wait,” she snaps. “You’re here.” “Yuh huh.” “In my room. This hotel room.” “Yup.” “And a bed.” “Also true.” “What are you—” “—I, uh,” Killian cuts in, and that’s probably not the best course of action. He bites back the urge to make another golf-related pun. To himself. Emma hasn’t blinked yet. “What do you remember about last night?” She shrugs, lower lip jutted out slightly. He’s got to stop staring at her lips. “I don’t—we were...did we come up with a song to go with the slot machine?” “Yuh huh.”
“Seriously, what is your deal right now? That’s—I mean, we were drunk, but—” Emma stops so abruptly Killian is fairly certain the world has also stopped spinning for a second. Until her hand jerks forward, as if she’s going to swat at his shoulder like it’s any other morning and any other day and he bites down on the side of his tongue. It’s bleeding.
The whole thing is oddly poetic in an entirely depressing sort of way.
Because Emma’s eyes bugs. Her jaw drops. Her exhale is impossibly loud.
“What is that?” Emma exclaims, jumping up and taking the blankets with her. She sways when she gets to her feet, gritting her teeth, and Killian reaches out on something like instinct.
She hisses.
The light glints off his ring again, casting weird shadows across Emma’s face and the dress she’s wearing and she’s still wearing a dress. It’s not white. It’s red and good and great and Killian feels some of the tension that had lingered between his shoulders dissipate as soon as his eyes sweep across her.
This is bad.
And not—
No, bad. Horrible, terrible, an absolute mistake.
Emma runs a hand over her face, fingers moving to pinch the bridge of her nose as she tries to catch her breath. Killian can still taste blood in his mouth. “Ok,” she says, all forced calm, “so, uh—we made up the jingle, song thing and then—” “—Jingle implies that it was an advertisement for the slot machines, doesn’t it?” “Oh my God, you’re making jokes.” Killian nods. “Yeah, a few.” “They’re not funny.” “Has that ever been the case, though?” One side of her mouth tilts up. “I hate you.” “That seems reasonable, all things considered.”
Emma huffs, tugging on the end of her hair like she does when she’s nervous and Killian doesn’t want her to be nervous around him, but he also didn’t expect to wake up married to the best friend he’s spent years pining for, so. Maybe nothing makes sense anymore.
“This is real?” Of all the questions Emma could have asked, standing barefoot in her own hotel room, with, Killian assumes, her own fairly awful hangover, that is not the one he expected to hear.
He expected more shouting.
If he’s being honest.
He nods again, slower that time. “Yeah, I think so.” “Ok, so, uh—” She clicks her teeth, more than once, as if she’s trying to work out some sort of residual energy and that dress is incredibly distracting. Being in love with her is incredibly distracting. “Did we win money last night?” “Quite a bit, if memory serves.” “And does it? Serve?” “Comes and goes in waves,” Killian admits, propping himself up on his elbows. Emma’s mouth does something else. “Scarlet called, do you remember that part?” “To tell us that he was stuck at JFK with Ruby and Belle?” “Yeah. And David and Mary Margaret couldn’t get out of Storybrooke—” “—Well, that’s because the entire town probably has like two pounds of road salt available, so—” “—Four pounds, maybe.” “The jokes,” Emma groans, but there’s not really any frustration to the words and that’s always been the case. The problem, maybe. It’s all too easy.
With her.
And them.
As a unit.
Killian’s eyes flicker to his ring. “Anyway. Scarlett called, gave a progress report on the great Nor’easter of 2019, Mary Margaret might have shed a few tears over her schedule and—” “—Wait until she finds out what we did,” Emma mutters.
The tension returns. Tenfold. It sinks under Killian’s skin and wraps around every one of his bones, slinks through his veins and settles between muscle fibers, threatening to push him into the mattress.
A muscle in Emma’s jaw jumps. ‘I just—” she starts, both hands waving in front of her. “Well, it’s not exactly like getting—”
That muscle is going to fly out of her face. That wasn’t on Mary Margaret’s schedule either. Emma flushes when she can’t finish the sentence, tugging both of her lips behind her teeth. Killian tries not to lift his eyebrows.
It doesn’t work.
He knows as soon as Emma sighs.
“So,” she continues pointedly, “we got the phone call, decided to—” “—Take in the sights of the strip. That’s a verbatim quote by you.” “God, did we start drinking here?” Killian points a finger towards the mini-bar, door still half-open and most of the shelves empty. “Context clues.” “And that led to the casino and the slots and then we won, so…” “I believe the term celebration was used several times.” Emma hums noncommittally, color still dotting her cheeks even when she does her best to bore her eyes into the tiny bit of carpet between her feet. And Killian holds his breath.
He counts to ten. Twenty. Forty-seven.
Backwards, too.
Because the memories keep settling into place, quick flashes of moments and earnest conversation, roaming hands and smiles that would put even the most rhinestone-covered outfit to shame.
Her hand had been very warm in his all night.
And there’d been—
He wishes he didn’t know how soft Emma’s lips were when he kissed her.
At least not like that.
“Right, right,” Emma mumbles. “And, uh—Chapel of the Bells?” “There was a Christmas joke involved there.” “Oh my God, by you or me?” “I honestly can’t remember.” Emma makes a noise previously never heard by human ears. It leaves her whole body bent in half and Killian’s heart shattering in his chest, far too much emotion for a drunken-fueled elopement, but he’s still having a very hard time coming to terms with the dress and the way she keeps twisting strands of hair around her finger and—
He’s already spent too much time thinking about this.
It seems exceptionally unfair that it ended up like this.
“How did we get a license? Don’t you have to have a license in Vegas or is that just for responsible cities with real rules?” “It’s a pretty scathing review of Las Vegas,” Killian says with half a grin. “We looked up that place, didn’t we? The Bell place.” “Oh call it the Bell place from now on, please.” She glares. “The jokes have got to stop. This is—ok, so the Bell place had packages. That’s...I remember that. We went in and we signed things and I had flowers. Like...roses, did you pick those out?” He’s the one blushing now, a heat in his cheeks and lingering at the base of his spine. Whatever inhale Killian takes does not do much to assuage the tightening in his lungs. “Yeah,” he mutters. “I wanted you to have something nice.”
It’s not an admission, per se.
It’s a fact, really.
But Emma’s eyes flicker up and he would swear in front of a variety of judges that there’s a hint of emotion on the edge, her own brand of want that he’s coveted for far longer than he’s willing to admit.
“And now we’re….” “Yuh huh,” Killian repeats, not able to say the actual word. So, he’s really a giant coward is what he is.
“How do we not be that?” It’s for the best that his heart has already cracked because the rest of him feels like it’s falling off in rather large hunks and that’s a disgusting thought, but Killian can still taste blood in his mouth and Emma won’t meet his gaze anymore and—
HIs phone is ringing somewhere.
“Do you need to get that?” Emma asks, soft enough that he can barely hear her. Killian blinks. Multiple times. Again.
“No, that’s—” “—You should probably get your phone, Killian. It’s, um...I mean we need to figure this out, right?” He makes a noise, is only aware that he nods when the muscles in his neck ache with the movement. Emma squeezes her eyes closed. “Because,” she continues, “it’s just a drunken thing. Yeah? That’s—I bet it happens to people all the time. This is like Vegas’ slogan.” “Drunk things brought about by delayed flights and the Christmas spirit?”
Emma’s lips twitch. “That’s verbatim too, huh?” “Something like that.” HIs phone stops ringing. And immediately starts again.
“Get that,” Emma repeats. “I’m, uh—why did we come back here, though?” “You were very certain you had the best sheets in the entire hotel.” “They’re stupid soft, aren’t they?” “I wouldn’t know, you stole all of them in the middle of the night.”
“I’m sorry.” And he can hear the apology for what it is, far more than bedding or questionably cold internal body temperature. For everything.
A mistake neither one of them wanted to make for entirely different reasons.
Killian stands up slowly, careful when he steps into Emma’s space and he’s at least eighty-two percent positive the sun is doing this reflecting thing on purpose. He ignores it, lets his head drop half an inch until his forehead is nearly resting on hers and his heart has made a miraculous recovery, hammering away in his chest like it’s trying to prove a point and—
She turns her head when his fingers graze her cheek, eyes fluttering shut.
“We’ll fix it, Swan,” Killian promises, the words like acid on his tongue. He’s really being the most dramatic groom.
She hums, a quick nod and hint of a smile. “Sounds like a plan.”
And, really, it’s stupid.
It’s idiotic and dumb and wrong, on some sort of fundamental level, but Killian’s moving before he’s even processed any of those words and Emma doesn’t do anything more than exhale softly as son as his lips brush over the crown of her head.
So, points.
Or whatever.
His phone vibrates off the table a few feet away.
By the time Killian reaches his phone Ariel has called fourteen times, which seems a little— “Excessive,” he says, but that only gets him a screech-like sound and he’s not sure how much more of this his body can take.
As a whole.
“Are you kidding me?” “Say words.” “These are words,” Ariel sneers. She’s pacing. He can hear the floor creaking in what he can only imagine is her living room or bedroom and the specifics don’t really matter because she’s far too preoccupied with yelling at him to be concerned with the structural integrity of her house. “These are very—”
“—Opinionated words?” Killian suggests.
“You told me.” “Wait, what?” “Oh not so high and mighty now, are we?” “Ariel, I really do not have time for this. I’ve got to look shit up and—” “—You know it’s Christmas Eve, right? You probably won’t be able to talk to a lawyer today. Or tomorrow for that matter.”
His legs lock, glancing down to make sure his stomach has not actually fallen on the floor. No such luck. That would have been a good excuse for getting off the phone.
“Got you there, don’t I?” “Are you playing games, right now?” “No,” Ariel says, but the way her laugh clings to her voice makes Killian wonder all sorts of things he shouldn’t. If only because they make his blood run a bit cold. Or, colder. He still hasn’t really recovered from the blanket theft.
“Are you?” she adds.
Killian’s going to bite his tongue in half by the end of the day.
Maybe the end of the morning.
“Did I call you last night?” he asks softly, ducking further into the corner like that will stop his voice from traveling across the room.
Emma’s on the phone too.
“Several times,” Ariel replies, not bothering to disguise her laugh anymore. “Each one got progressively more excited. It was honestly almost nice.” “Almost?” “Almost. Because, uh—did you really actually do it?” He’s frozen. Stuck. Stock-still in the corner with the shadow and his own regret and he’s already lost track of the number of times he’s looked at his ring.
Killian’s got to stop thinking of it like that.
It’s far too possessive.
“Your silence is deafening,” Ariel murmurs.
“Shut up.” “The honeymoon’s over, huh?”
“Seriously, shut up.”
“Killian,” Ariel says, voice going placating. He narrows his eyes at open air. “You’re an idiot, you know that?”
“Don’t you have better things to do?”
“Right now? No.”
“You might want to reexamine your priorities.”
“Oh, don’t be a dick. I’m worried about you.”
“Me? Why?”
The breadth of Ariels’ reactionary noises would be impressive in any other situation. As it is, they’re mostly just annoying and Killian needs to take a shower. And down a fistful of Ibuprofen.
“You’re really kidding me, aren’t you?” Ariel challenges. “Oh my God, that’s—how long would you say you’ve been madly in love with your best friend?”
Silence. It’s not his first choice, but his tongue is doing that thing again and Emma’s voice is getting sharper on the other side of the room.
Ariel hums. “It’s so obvious. Even before the elopement. I mean—I was not joking about the messages. You should probably make sure you didn’t take out ad space in whatever the major Las Vegas newspaper is.”
“The Las Vegas Review Journal.” “God, you’re such a dweeb.” “Was this the worry?”
“You love that girl,” Ariel says matter of factly. “And you have forever. And it’s—she is so ridiculously into you—” “—What?” Killian growls, hand going tight enough around his phone that he’s worried he’s going to snap it in half. That might not be the worst thing in the world.
“People do not just marry their best friends.” “There was a lot of alcohol involved.” “What’s that saying about drunk thoughts and actions?” His eyes flicker towards Emma, swallowing back his retort because he wants, wants, wants, with every single fiber of his being and every reason why he hasn’t taken his ring off yet and—
“Silence,” Ariel mutters. “You should tell her at some point that you’d like to date her while you’re married.” “We’re not staying married.” “That’s stupid.” “That’s practical.” “When is romance practical?” “Ariel.” “Killian,” she says, and he rolls his eyes towards the ceiling. It hurts. “You really did sound happy last night.” “You’re getting sentimental on me.” “You’re a martyr, you know that?” “Nah,” he objects. “It’s just—” “—Oh say, it’s complicated, please.” “It is.” Ariel clicks her tongue. “Sure it is. Seriously, you may want to double check on the newspaper ads. And other voicemails. From both of your phones.” He’s going to say something. It will be scathing and it will get the smile he’s sure is taking up most of the space on Ariel’s face to disappear, but then Emma is walking towards him, nerves practically rolling off her in waves. “I, uh—I called Mary Margaret last night.” “Told you,” Ariel yells. Killian snarls into the phone. She cackles.
Emma scrunches her nose. “So, she’s called me like forty-seven times. They’re still trying to get to Logan and apparently Scarlet did get on a flight. Ruby yelled and Belle pleaded and it was a whole thing, so they’re on their way here and—” “—They’re probably bringing gifts,” Ariel shouts.
“Is that Ariel?” Killian hums. “She’s very bored on Christmas break. Mind gone soft and so now she’s just determined to do permanent damage to my hearing and—” “—You are a dick,” Ariel says, making sure to pause between each word. For emphasis.
“Did you call Ariel?” Emma asks.
“Something about good news and it traveling fast.” She lets out a strangled sound between gritted teeth, nose still scrunched and far more attractive than any nose has any right to be. “Keep that in mind because Mary Margaret in all her overprotective wonder passed our tidings of great joy—” “—Look who’s making jokes now.” “She told Regina.”
Killian curses.
“Who was,” Emma continues, “as judgmental as you’d expect her to be, but also full of legal advice and promises that an annulment isn’t just possible, but is exactly what we should be doing and—are you ok?” “Hmmm?” “You’re doing that thing with your face.” “I have no face thing.” “Killian.” “Swan.” “Didn’t we do this before?” “Oh my God, how we were you not already married?” Ariel cries. Killian hangs up on her, stuffing his phone back in his pocket. It buzzes immediately.
“Where’s the inevitable but in this string of instructions?” Killian asks.
Emma smiles. Honest. Real. A little nervous, still, but something almost close to the expression Killian has started to consider his and that’s insane. He’s insane.
God, they’re married.
They are married.
He’s not sure he doesn’t want to be.
“Mind reader.” “Regina wouldn’t be able to make it easy.” “I’m not sure if it’s her or national holidays and our timing,” Emma shrugs. “But, uh—well, she said that we talk to lawyer, figure out the right reason for the annulment and then it shouldn’t take more than two weeks. We just—need it to not be Christmas.” “Meaning?” “Meaning our friends are on their way and we won’t be able to do much about this,” she nods towards his hand, hanging limply at his side, “until December twenty-sixth.” “Right.” “The face.” “No face, love,” Killian says, another slip of the tongue and he’s got to stop. That seems harder than not being in love with her.
Emma quirks an eyebrow. “Mary Margaret said they should be here tonight. But that leaves us—” “—A schedule for today?” “The Nutcracker.” “A ballet?” Emma nods. “And she thought Scarlet would agree to go to that?” “I don’t think he did. There are only four tickets and she’s already sold hers and David’s, so it’s just—” “—Us.” “Us,” Emma repeats.
Killian takes a deep breath, forcing a smile. It doesn’t do much to convince Emma, he knows, but his phone is making noise and his heart is doing its best hummingbird impression.
She hasn’t taken her ring off.
He dimly remembers picking out rings.
With her.
They are married.
“So,” Emma says, “if you want to get ready, then—maybe we could get some breakfast or something?” “Yeah?” “Sounds like you’re double checking that I want to.” “I mean—” “—We’ll fix it,” she cuts in. “But there’s nothing we can really do now and if I don’t shower soon, I may go insane. Killian barks out a laugh. “That’s fair. I’ll meet you—” “—Back here?” “Ok.” “Ok.”
Approximately 12:30 a.m. Christmas Eve
“That one.” “Yeah?” “Is this you double checking?” Emma asks, glancing over her shoulder and there’s something about that exact shade of green in her eyes that has Killian leaning forward, catching her lips with his. They’re definitely in the double-digits, kiss-wise now. He’s not all that inclined to stop, a rush that moves through both of his arms and settles in the base of his heels every single time it happens, like it’s grounding him and sending him into orbit at exactly the same time.
It’s better than he thought it would be.
The way her head tilts and that soft sound she makes, like she’s breathing out any sense of worry or fear, just trying to inhale him instead, light scratches of her nails when her fingers find their way into his hair.
That keeps happening.
He curls an arm around her waist, pulling her flush against his chest.
It leaves them impossibly close, like they’re trying to occupy the same few inches, or maybe just take up a bit more space in each other’s lives and Killian swears his head spins as soon as he feels her tongue brush his.
And the words bubble. They threaten. They rise up the back of his throat, feelings and desire and some rational part of him knows he should say them before they do this, but this seems to be happening and it kind of feels like a roller coaster.
Terrifying and exciting and he hopes he doesn’t lose his sunglasses when they flip upside down.
It’s admittedly a slightly jumbled metaphor.
But.
Then Emma is kissing him and the chapel worker coughs and she might giggle. He hoards the sound away. For later.
Forever.
“That one,” Emma repeats, tapping on the glass case it’s not much more than a thin band of white gold, but it could be her band of white gold and—
“Perfect,” Killian says.
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If you mess this up, I may scream. God, you’re an idiot. Did you at least tell her you love her yet?
Subject: AHAHAHAHAHAHA PART TWO
David says you didn’t tell her you love her yet?????
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Did you both pay for in-flight wifi to do this?
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I don’t think he told her he loved her.
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Idiot.
He keeps glancing at her.
It’s not all that covert, despite Killian’s best efforts. And, really, he refuses to admit that it’s even remotely his fault, because Emma keeps making quiet sounds that catch his attention, eyes wide whenever a ballerina does something particularly impressive and he’s not sure she’s blinked the entire second act.
He’s cataloguing her reactions.
In a way that isn’t nearly as creepy as it sounds.
In...drunkenly married his best friend on Christmas Eve and can’t unmarry his best friend because of legal bullshit and might be falling a bit more in love with that same best friend while she watches The Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairies.
He thinks that’s what this is.
Like ninety-six percent positive.
“You’re missing everything,” Emma mumbles out one side of her mouth.
“No, I’m not.” “If you stare at me any harder, you’re going to drill a hole into the side of my head.” “You’d look weird then.” She muffles her laugh with her hand, sliding further into her seat, but then her eyebrows are flying up her forehead and he can still hear the exact way she gasps when even more dancers appear on stage, a sea of color and swelling music and—
Killian grabs her hand.
Instinct. More than instinct. Head over heels in love with her.
Any of those excuses work, really.
And Emma doesn’t pull her hand away, doesn’t flinch or do anything except lace her fingers around Killian’s, thumb brushing the back of his palm.
Her eyes don’t leave the stage.
Her hand doesn’t leave his.
He genuinely doesn’t remember how Clara got back to her house.
Magic, he assumes. Something about Christmas and—
“Mary Margaret is going to be so disappointed she didn’t see that,” Emma breathes as soon as the curtain falls, head snapping towards Killian. Her eyes are bright again, an excitement there that doesn’t match up with the nerves of the last few hours, but he assumes it might just be more magic, or some kind of something that is inherently them and the power of friendship.
Or, whatever.
He kind of hates that last part. “That was,” Emma says, “Just—God, that was so...pretty.” He grins.
“Oh, don’t make fun.” “I’m not,” Killian objects. “It was very pretty.” She clicks her tongue, thinks he’s teasing her, but it might be the most honest thing he’s said all day. Idiot, Idiot. Idiot. “You didn’t even watch any of it. You laughed at the Rat King.” “Well, that was kind of funny.” “They were threatening!” “I’m sure if I got shrunk down to the size of a toy, I would also think a rat wearing a crown was a threat. And Uncle Drosselmeyer was—” “—Let’s not talk about Uncle Drosselmeyer.” “Because he’s a giant creep?” Emma mutters something that sounds like bah humbug under her breath, standing up to starting moving towards an exit. Her thumb taps against Killian’s. “You’re mixing references, love.” She squeezes his hand.
He thinks. He doesn’t want to imagine that.
But he’s also getting very greedy and he hadn’t taken his ring off and she’s wearing a different dress. Blue this time.
He might give Uncle Drosselmeyer a run for his creep-type money. There’s a joke about slot machines in there, Killian is sure.
“So,” Emma says when they reach the lobby, “what do we do now?” “What else was on Mary Margaret’s schedule?” “I don’t know actually, um—probably dinner, but they all land around seven anyway and—” “—You don’t want to eat without them?” “That’s not a secret me avoiding you thing.” “No?” Killian asks, and he hopes she doesn’t hear the added emotion behind both letters. That would be embarrassing.
More than everything else.
He probably shouldn’t have spent an entire ballet matinee staring at her.
“No,” Emma echoes. She tugs on the front of his jacket, like will make the words ring truer. He’s admittedly staring at her still, though. So.
“You want to play slots again?”
Killian presses his tongue to the inside of his mouth, a flutter of nerves in the pit of his stomach. “A dangerous game, don’t you think?” “We were good at it.” “I don’t know if you can be good at slots, Swan. That’s just—luck and spin ratio and—” “—Oh my God, say spin ratio again please.” “I’m serious.” “I know, so am I.”
He considers that for a moment—lets the sound of her voice settle in the darker corners of his brain, the places only Emma is really aware of, lost moments and could-have-been and Killian is breathing out of his mouth again, but for as fucked up as this whole thing is and will be for the next forty-eight hours, existing in the same space as her has been as easy as ever.
Maybe better.
With white-gold shine added in.
“We’re going to have to get more coins.” “We’re capable of doing that.” “You don’t want to try blackjack or something?” Emma shakes her head. “Nah, the house is always going to wind up screwing you at all those table games and I don’t know how to count cards.” “Is that a requirement?” “Hollywood would suggest it is.” Killian chuckles, the desire to kiss her senseless rushing up his spine. As if that’s not his constant state of being. “Plus,” Emma adds, rocking forward until her head bumps his collarbone, “the slots are more fun with their lights and showmanship and it’s not quite so—” “—So what?” “Serious?” She asks it like she’s not sure she actually wanted to say the word and Killian’s answering inhale is far too sharp, his nod far too brusque. “Right,” he says, and he’d let the analogy go on for too long anyway. “You want to walk to a casino, or—” “—Yeah, that’s fine.” “Cool. Let’s go.”
Approximately 10 p.m., December 23rd
The lights are very loud.
Casinos by their very nature seem very loud. There are people and more people, roulette wheels and sound effects. Drink orders and music playing, shouting and cheering and booing, as if the cards give a fuck about human emotions and Killian’s feeling almost too existential with Emma plastered to his front, demanding more coins for the slot machine they’ve claimed as they’re own.
They win.
They keep winning.
It makes more noise.
And then—
“I like you,” Emma announces, spinning on the spot and her arms are draped over his shoulders and— “Yeah?” “Is this you double checking?” “Something like that,” Killian mumbles. His vision swims, half convinced this is a dream he’s had more than once. “Yeah.” “That was the answer, then?” “Yeah.” “A little more loquacious, love.”
Emma lets out a shaky laugh, color rising in her cheeks and the side of her neck, shuddering slightly when Killian tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. And it all kind of—
“I’d really like to kiss you,” he whispers. “Do it, then.”
He does.
They don’t win.
It seems almost too heavy-handed, an unnecessary message from the universe that they can’t have nice things or simple things and this isn’t either one of those things, but Killian found himself hoping somewhere during the curtain call of the Nutcracker and he’s starting to wonder if they can get their money back from the Chapel of the Bells. He should make a list of everyone he has to call.
They will all be monumentally depressing phone calls.
And Emma keeps sighing, his jacket hanging heavy on her shoulders because it’s Las Vegas, but she’s constantly cold and he’s nothing if not a glutton for punishment. She stuffs another coin into a machine that’s different than the one they played last night and the signs have got to stop. Killian is going to scream.
“Ah, shit,” Emma hisses, kicking a frustrated leg out when the machine shows three different fruits. “That’s—it’s garbage.” “Scathing.” “I’m losing all your money.” “Eh, some of it is yours.” “Is it?” “Mmhm, you didn’t want to carry your wallet and I took some of your cash.” Killian shrugs when Emma gapes at him. “We don’t really have much left, honestly.”
“God, that is so sad.” “Scarlet owes us drinks.” “How do you figure?” “I told him sixteen times he should have gotten on an earlier flight, but—” “—He’s a stubborn ass?” “That, exactly.” Emma chuckles, a little more watery than Killian would like it to be, but he also assumes most casinos are used to crying. Just in general. He needs to stop giving the casino a personality. “He thought it’d be cheaper to fly closer to the holiday. And flying makes him nervous, so—” “—No way.” “Did you not know that?” “No. Although I bet Ruby mocked him mercilessly for that the entire flight.” “What would you bet?” She smiles, teeth finding her lower lip like she’s worried the action is too big. For them. And this moment.
Of complete and utter awkwardness.
Someone wants to use their machine.
“Alright, alright, alright,” Killian growls, an arm around Emma’s waist when he pulls her away. The woman, her coin bucket jangling noisily when she plops onto the plastic seat, grimaces at them, but she doesn’t actually speak and—“Let’s play a different game, love,” he says.
They don’t.
Killian didn’t really expect them to, what with their decreasing funds and a ring on his hand that seems determined to pull him into the Earth and he’s got to say something. He needs to say everything, but saying anything is suddenly the biggest challenge in the world and it is so goddamn loud.
Emma says something anyway.
“I’m sorry.” Killian’s shoulders sag. “What? For...what do you have to be—” “—Is that a joke?” “I’m out of jokes, I think.”
“This isn’t normal.” “No, but—” “—There are no buts here? We got married!” “I was there, Swan.” “Where you? Really? Because we’re just acting like it’s nothing and—” “—What would you rather do?”
It’s another big question. Far too big. Epically big. God, he hopes he doesn’t have to talk to Ariel for a week. She’s going to be insufferable. “Do you honestly not remember how this went?” He can feel his eyebrows lower, confusion rattling down his spine. Emma looks close to distraught. “I just—this made sense. Last night and even before last night and—” She drags both her hands down her cheeks, leaving streaks in her wake and Killian is not breathing. “I asked you to kiss me, Killian! That was—it was all me and—” “—Stop that.” “What?” “We’re going in circles, I think.” “I don’t understand.” “Are you under some impression that I don’t want to kiss you? Constantly?” “What?” “Emma, love, you’ve got to say something else.”
Her whole body sags. She wins. “I don’t—” she stammers, fingers curling around the back of her neck and the chain there and something in the back of his brain startles at that, not used to seeing the metal or the light imprint it leaves on her skin. “You can’t double up on nicknames like that, it’s cheating.” “That’s just your name.” “Yeah, but you’ve got your own thing, don’t you?” “Is that you double checking?” “It might be,” she admits, and there wasn’t that much space between them, but she rocks forward anyway, the toe of her shoes brushing Killian’s. “I—I don’t really remember how we got to the chapel.” “Neither do I, honestly.” “So, no idea who asked who, then?” “Maybe some hope.” The words fall out of him. It feels that way, at least. Part admission, part want, again, Emma’s eyes going wide enough to do damage and Killian doesn’t think. It’s too loud for that, anyway.
He ducks his head, swallowing down his groan when Emma steps on his foot. It’s easy to do that when he’s kissing her instead. His hands find her waist, holding on like he’s battling some kind of romantic tide and he’s barely cognizant of Emma’s eyes fluttering shut before her fingers curl around the front of his shirt, tugging him forward. Killian tilts his head, lets himself fall into a rhythm, far easier than anything else he’s done and if he’s keeping with the water puns, it feels like cresting the surface of a particular strong wave.
That he’d be all too content to drown in.
Emma pushes up again, lets her fingers card through the hair at the back of his neck and he can’t stop moving his own hands, desperate to blaze some kind of path that he’ll think about for the rest of forever.
The word bounces around his brain, leaves bruises and brands and another word that’s inherently more positive than that and— “Heyo, what are we doing here?” Killian is going to commit murder on the first floor of the Bellagio.
Andy Garcia’s character from Ocean’s Eleven will be pissed off.
And the whole lot of them are still holding their luggage, coats draped over arms and matching looks of surprise on their faces. Or so Killian assumes. He’s still staring at Emma, watching the dismay cloud her gaze.
She swallows.
“I’m going to get some air,” Emma announces, not bothering to hand Killian back his jacket. He doesn’t ask for it.
Mary Margaret mutters something undoubtedly encouraging, Ruby’s hand over mouth and Belle swatting at Will while he continues to laugh uproariously. David looks at Killian, stuck to the spot with his heart crumbling and his stomach on a different floor and he doesn’t know what to do, doesn’t know how to—
Something hits him.
Not literally. Metaphorically.
Memory...y.
“Did you tell her you love her?” David asks knowingly, and Killian doesn’t nod or shake his head, just kind of twists his neck because— “I’ll be right back.” He runs.
Approximately four in the morning, Christmas Eve
They got married.
Married.
To each other.
Killian’s whole body is thrumming, excitement mixing with everything he’s ever felt for Emma Swan and the questionable amount of alcohol either one of them has ingested. They haven’t taken their clothes off, which he’s sure he’ll be disappointed by eventually, but for now he’s content to lay there, staring up at the ceiling with his wife curled against his side, fingers tracing idle patterns over her arm.
He’s fairly certain she’s asleep.
It’s really why he says what he does. “I love you, Emma.” She doesn’t still, so much as she takes a deep breath, Killian hoping and wanting and—“I love you too, Killian.”
She hasn’t made it very far.
And he shouldn’t take much joy from that, but Killian’s desperate and greedy and he skids to a stop in front of a fountain that isn’t doing fountain things yet. He supposes it’s only a matter of time.
It’s another clunky metaphor.
“Hi,” Killian breathes, Emma’s lips curling up even when she tugs on the chain around her neck. He realizes what’s on it.
Her ring.
He’s glad he didn’t waste time killing Scarlett. It’d be hard to profess his love from jail.
“If I apologize again are you going to freak out?” “Undoubtedly,” Killian nods.
“That’s dumb.” “Your apology? Yes.”
Emma huffs, the ring falling over the front of her dress and the side of his jacket zipper and that kind of messes with his head a little. “This is insane.”
“Unorthodox.” “They all saw us making out in the casino.” “I’d imagine a lot of people did,” Killian reasons, dropping in front of her. “The degenerates come out in droves on national holidays, you know.”
“What happened to being out of jokes?” “It’s a defense mechanism.” “From me?”
She whispers the question, trepidation and nerves and Killian hopes he doesn’t fall over when he lifts his hand. His balance is better sober, though. “I didn’t want to—” “—Marry me?” He’s not holding his breath, so whatever sound he makes is absurd, leaving his forehead resting on Emma’s and her fingers brushing over the side of his jaw, familiar and not and normal and unexpected and absolutely goddamn perfect.
In an unorthodox sort of way.
“Say that again.” “You first.” “God, you’re stubborn, you know that,” he mutters, and Emma smiles, a kiss between his eyebrows. “I—ok, you want to be honest? Let’s be honest. That’s how Christmas works, right?” “Something about naughty and nice and rats.” “No rats, Swan.” “Nutcracker princes?” “Look who’s making jokes now,” Killian grins. He noses at her cheek, like some dam of emotional upheaval has been broken and he can’t stop touching her if he tries. He doesn’t try.
“You didn’t take it off.” “What?” “Your, uh—” Emma says, “your wedding ring. You haven’t—God, I keep looking at it. You’re sure it’s not a magnet?” “Not that I’m aware of, no.” “Weird.” “The weirdest.” “Why didn’t you take it off?”
Killian takes a deep breath, not as nervous as he probably should be because this is the moment and he’s almost surprised they don’t have a larger audience. Mary Margaret might be hiding behind a bush.
“I didn’t want to,” he says. Strictly speaking he wishes he said he more. He wishes there were some ridiculously romantic speech with adjectives and adverbs and every promise he’s ever made to himself when it comes to Emma, but that’s the important part and she’s kissing him.
He can feel her smile against his mouth.
And that’s enough.
By a long shot.
Gambling puns.
Emma pulls him up when she stands, Killian’s palm flat on her back and her fingers tracing as much of him as she can, rocking back and forth until they find a rhythm that might just be them and—
They both yelp when the fountain goes off behind them.
He nearly falls over her. She kicks him in the ankle. They laugh. Loudly. And he’d been right about Mary Margaret.
They’re all there, another round of smiles and practically giddy laughter, hands in the air and shouts of triumph that sound suspiciously like winning the jackpot.
Killian feels that way.
“I didn’t want to,” he repeats, soft enough that only Emma can hear. “I just wanted—” “—Me?” “You, Swan. From the very start. For as long as I can remember. And it’s—you want to go on a date or something?” “Honestly?” “No jokes.” She leans back, eyes wide and as hopeful as he’s ever wanted them to be. About him. And them. Collectively. “I’d like to go on several dates. That end with less clothing. I was really upset about all the clothing last night.” “We can probably work on that.” “Yeah?” “Yeah,” Killian nods. “And I—well, we don’t have to stay this—” “—No, no, that’s...I mean, it’s not the worst thing in the world.” “High praise.” “Something like that,” she agrees. “Just, you know...maybe we can date while we’re—” “—Married,” Killian finishes.
“That’s the first time you’ve said that.” “Why do you know that?” “As if you didn’t.” He kisses her again. He can’t help it. Scarlet whistles. And they do go to dinner eventually, but then Killian’s tugging Emma down a hallway, a mouth against her neck and her fingers working buttons and—
It’s even colder the next morning, a distinct lack of clothing and bedding, but there’s a body against his and a small smile on her face and he lets his eyes close again, hopeful for whatever else they may want together.
Approximately 5:15 p.m. April 17th
He asks her.
For real that time.
It’s sooner than he plans on, but they’ve been married for months and Emma smiles when she kisses him.
He figures that’s the response.
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Shoutout to @tiburme for tagging me~!
Rules: Name 10 favorite characters from 10 different things and then tag 10 people.
Oh, massive spoilers below btw.
1. Gon Freecss from Hunter x Hunter: My favorite shounen protagonist by far. At first you think he’s your typical happy-go-lucky bouncy boye :D who definitely doesn’t have abandonment issues or self-destructive tendencies that literally actually almost kill him later on, and then, uwu... The amount of complexity that Gon has as a protagonist who hardly ever has stand-alone development is nothing short of astounding. How during the Chimera Ant Art his characterization totally dips off to the side to become an unknowable entity even to the audience, while still retaining amazing character development regardless -- not to mention how brilliantly daring his decision to threaten Komugi is that nearly every other author with such a happy-go-lucky protagonist would shy away from in cowardice -- is absolutely surreal to me. The more I think and write about Gon, the more I fall in love with him. If I ever meet his father, and by that I mean his real father, the creator, Togashi, I have nothing else to say but,,, well done, sir.
2. Tanjirou Kamado from Demon Slayer: I’m really hoping the Demon Slayer movie comes out soon because I absolutely love this boy and how charming he is. Unlike most protagonists, not just of shounen anime but of seemingly macho story lines that involve power-ups and training in general, Tanjirou never lets go of his kind heart. (Welp, except maybe in some cases when he’s facing the Upper Moons later on -- I haven’t caught up yet -- but WE’RE GONNA IGNORE THAT for now.) From the beginning, Tanjirou’s kindness isn’t an obstacle holding back his power, though other characters pose it that way, but rather he cultivates his empathy to grant peace to the demons he faces. He smiles in the face of anyone who treats him poorly because of his cluelessness, and that’s just so heartwarming to see, and dare I say subversive to the hardened, calculating, and cocky male protagonists we so often get. Good job, Gotouge.
3. Joseph Joestar from JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure: Giorno Giovanna was a close second, but I gotta go with Joseph. He’s the one who made me fall in love with the series, and with the later parts too. Unlike Jonathan Joestar, who was chivalrous and manly, Joseph was a riot: colorful, arrogant, funny, but also extremely clever. I absolutely loved his, “Next you’ll say...!” because at first I expected it to just be him being an overconfident asshole and eventually he’d be proven wrong at the ~Dai Pinchi Moment~ (please excuse my weeb speech, I legit didn’t know what else to call it), but then he hit the mark every time and eventually I was just waiting for when he’d pull that out and it was so hype. Also I surely can’t forget his transformation as an old dude in Part 3 -- him screaming “OOHHHH MY GAAAWDDDA!” and “HOLY SHIIIT!” murdered me every time. And of course, last but not least, the raw fucking emotion when Caeser died -- the dude actually gave a shit and wasn’t made entirely of wit and absurdity, but heart too. Joseph set the tone for what JJBA was as a whole for me (fuck off with that “but Part 3/Part 4 is the best Part” bullshit, Part 2 will always be top tier for me because of Joseph Joestar’s brilliant, bright, and beautiful absurdity -- but Part 5 was really good too). Araki really is a genius.
4. Link from The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess: My love for this series is a bit older than the series I’ve already mentioned, and TLoZ: TP was actually probably the first time I got seriously obsessed with a fandom. I love all the Links in their own ways, but Twilight Princess really drove home the “lone wolf chosen by the gods, fighting against the world” narrative for me. It made me feel important and strong at a time when no one cared about me. Seeing Link struggle silently through his quest with villagers who meant well but did nothing for him, and Midna who started out as a reluctant acquaintance and eventually became so much more, meant so much to me at the time I played the game. I will always love Twilight Princess the most because of what it did for me at one of the darkest times in my life, and because I felt completely and utterly immersed in every part of the story and gameplay through Link’s character, who was, and in many ways, still is, so relatable to me: Silent courage really is what I use to get through every day.
5. Greedling from Fullmetal Alchemist (Brotherhood): For once I’m not naming the protagonist of a series! Lissen, I still smile whenever I see the slightest reference to Edward Elric, but now he’s more of my childhood love. He’s just a part of my personality already? LOL. Anyway, FMA(B) has so many good characters that choosing just one doesn’t feel right (I mean, same with HxH tho). I say Greedling because that encompasses both Ling and Greed though, two of my favorite characters from the series! Ling’s apparent childishness in constantly running away from fights, making other people pay for his food, and failing to grasp the seriousness of the situation (until Lan Fan’s arm gets cut off lol oops) is so adorable and entertaining. He’s the best kind of idiot asshole, and I especially love how he teases Ed. After him and Greed fuse, Ling’s stout heart becomes even more apparent, as he constantly eggs Greed on to remember his past life, his friends, and become someone outside of Father/the Dwarf in the Flask. Conversely, Greed’s nonchalance and (of course) avarice are nothing short of entertaining and heartbreaking. Greed’s realization at the end, when he finally admitted to himself that what he wanted all along were “friends like these,” completely crushed me the first few times I watched FMAB. And when he’s screaming in the tunnels under Central after having killed Bido, remembering his friends, and he doesn’t understand why, and later attacks Wrath/King Bradley... that shit was so entertaining and cathartic to watch. None of his development feels like forced redemption, nor like it was too little development, since it mostly happens in the background and away from the “validating eyes” of the protagonists other than Ling. And at the end, when Ling and Greed work together to take down Bradley and all the soldiers invading Central HQ... it’s so beautiful. Many have said this before but I’ll say it again: Hiromu Arakawa wrote the perfect series.
6. Ciel Phantomhive from Black Butler: Another protagonist! And another older obsession of mine. Ciel remains in my mind to this day mainly for his heartlessness in relation to his age, and the fluidity with which Toboso tells his story. Normally when authors write younger characters into their serious stories, they make “child adults” of sorts, but Ciel feels totally realistic to the extent that he is both childish and adult to me. Obviously, Ciel is responsible and (normally) level-headed due to being the head of the Phantomhive household, but also from trauma. Yet, his cruelty at times is what sticks in my mind the most: You really feel that he’s someone who feels he’s been abandoned by the entire world, given his experiences, and that makes him disregard or use others sometimes in order to reach his own ends. Normally, authors would be too cowardly to let their protagonists, let alone child protagonists, go to such lengths to avenge their family, or carry out their duty as the dog of the military (looking at you, Arakawa -- she’s still a goddess tho). But Ciel is unforgiving. He lies to Snake and tells him his troupe is still alive. He murders the entire troupe because he’s triggered -- a childish decision, but driven with adult-like power due to trauma. It’s devastatingly riveting, and I cannot forget his unrelenting, contained rage to this day.
7. Ahsoka Tano from Star Wars: The Clone Wars: This one may come as a shock to most of you, because I hardly ever post Star Wars let alone Ahsoka content on here -- but it’s true. Other than the blatant, half-assedly inserted heteroromantic partner they gave Ahsoka in, like, idk season 3??, Ahsoka is a fucking goddess. From her origin as a wee baby in the earlier seasons who didn’t really know what she was doing and was a bit of a cocky brat, to how she matures and becomes wise, resourceful, and fierce in the later seasons, I just love Ahsoka’s design and character to this day. The episodes that stick in my mind aside from the obvious are when she’s possessed by the Dark Side of the Force on that Force balance planet and her arrogance becomes so exaggerated that she threatens and attacks Anakin, her teacher. It was so fucking cathartic. Normally female characters, let alone young protagonist female characters, are never allowed to show the ugly sides of themselves in fiction, since women are always portrayed as perfect beautiful majestic angels or some bullshit like that. (Or they’re cocky/sexy/slutty villain women. ‘Kay then.) Seeing Ahsoka devolve into her basal desires and come out of it like hardly anything happened and she’s still a perfectly valid character was so amazing to see on a meta level; it wasn’t about her learning a lesson or anything, it was a thing that happened like any other character and then they moved the fuck on. I also distinctly remember the episode where she was trapped on that island/planet and she had to take out the aliens that were after her all by herself. That was so fucking empowering to watch and god fucking dammit I need to rewatch this series now. And of course, let us not forget the fact that the entire time, we were all expecting Ahsoka to just be another domino in Anakin’s downfall -- and she was, but not through the refrigerator -- but through walking away from it all. That was so powerful and moving -- and heartbreaking. By the end of TCW, her character carried weight and agency in the narrative, and god, I only wish whoever wrote her could write more female characters in the future.
8. Tigress from Kung Fu Panda: Maybe another surprise, but I think she deserves this spot. Tigress is a female character who starts out as kind of an antagonist, given how she outright tells Po to leave the kung fu temple within the first day of him arriving. She’s even jealous of the fact that he’s chosen as the Dragon Warrior rather than her -- but that’s due to the backwash of years of trying to live up to the memory of Tai Lung in order to please Shifu (which means “master” in Chinese but ok I’ll shut up now), her master and mentor over the years. She never says this out loud in the movie, which is what makes her character more believable. Others even joke about how stoic she is (and not in bad taste). Her character development is definitely present for those who are looking -- but I put her on this list because I’m so happy the movie doesn’t make it some huge dramatic emotional thing, because so often in media women are depicted as being overly-emotional and here Tigress is just a hurt child trying to make her mentor happy. But, she gets over it, her and Po become allies, even friends to each other -- she and Po talk like equals in the second and third movies, and she even tells him to back out of the fight with Lord Shen and he listens (I mean he doesn’t stay put but he doesn’t undermine her opinion either lol, like most jokesy protagonists of Western media would -- looking at you, Marvel). I like Tigress because she’s an antagonist without being a bitch, she’s powerful without being overpowered, and she’s not sexualized despite being a well-trained, at times jealous, and even emotionally awkward kung fu master. And I almost forgot to mention the best part: There is never an indication of romance between her and Po, or any other character, for that matter. She’s perfectly capable, complex, and lovely on her own terms. And that’s that on THAT.
9. Bilbo Baggins from The Hobbit: I wanted to include at least one character protagonist from a live-action movie/book, lol. I feel like Bilbo’s pretty self-explanatory. He doesn’t wanna go on an adventure because he likes his doilies and warm sheets, but then Gandalf seduces him with the call to the outside world and possible death (LOL), and he fucking goes for it, grumbling the entire time. Isn’t that what any of us would do if given such a proposition? I like to think so. Bilbo obviously has his own gradual, evil transformation with the One Ring, becomes murderous and uses it to disappear, and grows a strong bromance with the King Under the Mountain (which happens in both the movie and the book), but I think what I like about him is that he really feels... down-to-earth? Like even though the adventure changes him, it never feels like he’s been stretched in a way that makes his core character traits of grumbling and bluntness disappear. He gets better at the whole adventuring thing, for sure, but he remains Bilbo, at least, to me, throughout the journey. It was heartwrenching watching him try to save Thorin in The Battle of Five Armies, honestly, but Bilbo’s the kind of character that I feel like has his own story and mythology aside from The Hobbit, and maybe that’s just the result of J.R.R. Tolkien writing the lore for every aspect of his universe, but My Point Still Stands. He feels like his own man apart from the series he’s in, yet he’s still so much fun in his series.
10. Barley Lightfoot from Onward: And last, this one is because I saw Onward yesterday and was pleasantly surprised by the characterization in it -- and anyone who thinks differently can kiss my *ss. :) I was not expecting the movie to take the twist of fleshing out the “annoying” (more like adorable) overconfident nerdy big brother. Normally those characters are swiped to the side because God Forbid The Comic Relief Have Any Sadness In Them. I was expecting the movie to focus on Ian’s journey to meet his fatha and that the movie would pull something stupid at the end like “oh actually there’s another phoenix gem underneath the school” or “actually since only his legs appeared then you still have 24 hours with him” or some shit like that, but I guess this isn’t an anime so those absurdist explanations wouldn’t hold water anyway. But still, for a kid’s movie, I was NOT expecting this movie to go so hard with the characterization. For once, the main character doesn’t get what he wants at the end, and instead realizes it’s his big brother, Barley, who’s been looking out for him his entire life. Meeting his dad would betray that reality. What happens instead is that the lovable big brother never actually said goodbye to their dad before he died, because when their dad got sick, said brother ran away from the hospital room in fear of all the life-sustaining equipment. (Is this some meta thing about Chris Pratt and Guardians of the Galaxy? Off topic and call me stupid, but I didn’t realize Chris Pratt plays him until I saw everyone freaking out about it afterward on Tumblr laksjdflak.) So instead, the lovable big brother talks to the dad at the end, and unconfident younger brother grows confidence and thanks big bro for being with him his entire life. It was so touching, dude. I cry. But the moment that sticks in my mind the most was when Ian was crossing the invisible bridge... Ian needed to have confidence in himself to be able to cross over a chasm in their path, and Barley knew that if Ian didn’t believe in himself, he would fall and die. They tie a rope around Ian for good measure, and Barley encourages him the entire way, but halfway over, the rope comes loose and slips off. Barley sees this and starts panicking, but of course continues to encourage Ian so that Ian will get to the other side. What got to me wasn’t the fact that he faked it for Ian, but that there are actual tears running down his face as he’s encouraging Ian to get to the other side, because he knows otherwise Ian wouldn’t have the confidence and would fall to his death. Like dude, that raw, complex emotion in a kid’s movie?! DUDE?! I was fucking surprised. The clear anxiety and grief in Barley’s face as Ian’s totally clueless and even dancing around in the air was just too much, omfg. Of course, then it’s played off for laughs, but... I guess that makes sense for the annoying overconfident nerdy big bro character. :’)
Okay these are way longer than I anticipated and I’m sorry, but also I’m really not. Hope you enjoyed reading my thoughts on my favs!
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daughter of artemis // p.p — [14]
c h a p t e r  f o u r t e e n
Pairing: Peter Parker x Demigod! Reader [Female pronouns]
Warnings: swearing; angst [a lot of it]; greek mythology rewritten [completely my interpretation of it, oops]; slightly based off the games god of war and assassin’s creed odyssey; hurt/comfort; cliche; fluff [on later chapters sometimes]; mentions of sex and gore; slight alternate universe
Follows events after Endgame, but Tony, Natasha, Steve, Loki are alive in this universe.
Word count: 4888
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Apollo had teleported them back to his temple at Phocis. (y/n) looked around in awe, Apollo’s temple was merely just a mile away from Artemis’ temple, but she had never been to his. Apollo had a soft smile on his face, but the minute  he turned to his niece, his eyes narrowed.
    “You’ve never been to my temple?”
(y/n) blushed with embarrassment, “Maybe, if you were nicer to me when I was younger, I’d have come.”
    “Maybe, because you didn’t visit my temple, I was never nice to you.”
    “You didn’t know I visited your temple until just a few moments ago, uncle.”
Apollo turned red with childish anger. “You could have still come, I’m still your uncle and the freaking Sun god.”
(y/n) chuckled. Deciding to walk to her mother’s temple first, she turned to Apollo’s shrine and walked over. She removed her shoes at a distance and headed to his shrine, just before kneeling down and putting her hands together in prayer. Apollo watched, a bit surprised, but feeling warm. If there was one thing that kept Apollo alive and well, especially where his strength came from, it was from the peoples’ prayers. There were people who believed Apollo did the right thing, and he desperately tried to protect humans and ward off evil, to the best of his abilities. And these prayers proved that his efforts were noticed.
Stay safe, sun god, you’re all I have, (y/n) prayed, giving her uncle a fit of coughs. Laughing, she grabbed her shoes before rushing out barefoot.
    “I’ll meet you in a bit, alright?”
Apollo knew that her time in Artemis’ temple would not just take ‘a bit’, but he was willing to wait. After all, it had been five years since the girl set foot at her mother’s temple. She deserved the time she took.
Every time she set eyes on her mother’s temple, (y/n) was in awe. It wasn’t an outstanding building, not as outstanding as Apollos’, but Artemis’ temple resembled the feeling of home. Not having been here for five years, (y/n) noticed the roots and moss that had grown on the temple walls, little creatures had made the temple shrine their home, a sight Artemis would have loved. (y/n)’s heart warmed at the way her mother’s temple had changed, not in a bad way, and felt fortunate.
Suddenly, as soon as the girl set foot inside the shrine, her eyes widened. She heard her mother’s voice, almost a whisper, the tune she would hum on most days. The song, Time After Time.
Clutching on to the dagger, (y/n)’s eyes were vigilant. She took her dagger out and held it in front of her, looking at it as if she were looking at it for the first time. The humming grew stronger, but she felt no presence in the air. Her mother’s humming then turned to her mother singing, and (y/n)’s heart ached at the memory. It was as if her mind was playing a terrible trick on her, a trick she enjoyed at the time being, but knew would cause a nostalgic pain in her heart, later on.
(y/n) didn’t even realize she had closed her eyes, holding the dagger, standing right in the middle of the shrine. Squirrels and mice were scurrying along, with the soft singing bringing winds inside the temple shrine. Opening her eyes, she felt a presence. (y/n) turned to the exit of the shrine and saw a large stag, with unusual golden eyes that were glowing even in the daylight. The stag looked majestic, but fair—almost an albino, but albino stags had red eyes, as did most albino animals.
The singing stopped and only one sentence played in her ear. Looking at the dagger slowly, she thought of her mother’s words: One day, you may have to use this. For a hunt.
Her mother had told her these words when she gave her the dagger. Turning to the stag with surprise, she noticed how the stag then began to run away from her, thus concluding her suspicions. Her breath shook and a laugh exited her lips. It was never the henchmen, she thought before turning to the back of the shrine. Rushing over there, she found her mother’s ancient bow and a couple of arrows, and gripped onto the dagger tightly. She ran after the stag and paused, breathing the air around her. If this was a hunt, she knew what to do. Reading the footprints on the ground, (y/n) tracked the beast using its prints. After reaching near the beast, (y/n) hid behind a couple of bushes before marking her prey. She noticed the stag, bending down to eat grass, and the girl waited.
Most often, hunting was done incorrectly when the hunter chose to be impatient. You don’t hunt an animal you do not respect; her mother had always told her. The animal you hunt provides you sustenance and clothing, you must give it your time, your effort, your patience, as the animal gives you its life.
(y/n) smiled recalling her mother’s words. She waited for the stag to finish its meal, and head to the little stream to drink some water. While it was then about to graze on the grass, (y/n) mumbled a soft prayer, and shot an arrow to the beast’s backside, bringing the beast down in one shot. While it screeched in pain, (y/n) walked over to the stag and was mesmerized with the glow in its eye, tears filling her own at the realization of what was to come. Taking her dagger out, (y/n) kissed the hold of the blade, before muttering a prayer. Always show your gratitude to the animal whose life you are taking to provide for your own, her mother would tell her.
And in one stab, there was light all around her.
A golden glow exploded around her and she wasn’t really sure if she was in the same forest as before. Getting up slowly, she looked behind her and thought her heart would explode. There she stood, Artemis, surrounded by a golden aura, unmistakingly the most beautiful woman (y/n) had ever laid eyes on. It didn’t take long for her to start crying, for a child craving its mother’s love, and her mother standing right there after years of not having been able to meet.
And even if this was just a vision, (y/n) was happy she got at least this. Running to her mother, she embraced her, half expecting her hands to go through her mother, but was grateful for a solid presence, holding her back.
    “The rat passed away a while ago, so this is me now.” Artemis’ voice was just the same as she had remembered.
Pulling back, but their arms still connected, Artemis wiped the tears off her daughter’s eyes.
    “This… This was just a guess.” (y/n) let out, unable to look away from her mother’s face.
    “A correct one.” Artemis said, winking.
(y/n) embraced her mother once more and breathed in. She knew that this was not permanent, but however this was possible, she was glad that it was. Five years of not being able to see her mother, or even hear her voice had caused a hole to form in her heart. This being possible meant that this was indeed a god’s blessing.
    “How are you here?” (y/n) asked, a while later, still holding onto Artemis.
    “A part of me has been in that stag for five years now. You’ve hunted well.”
(y/n) let out a dry chuckle, “I’m not so sure.”
    “There we go again with the insecurity. My fawn, you’re so good at this. You have been so brave. I am so proud of you. It was not easy, (y/n), and I know this. You have come here all on your own. Realized things all on your own.”
    “You sent me visions. Especially when I went to New York for the first time.”
Artemis chuckled, “I did not send you any visions, (y/n).”
Then what visions were they? (y/n) blinked a couple of times, but chose to fret on that later.
    “Why didn’t you just tell me anything, mother?”
Artemis sighed once before brushing the girl’s hair off her face. Of course, everything would have been simpler if she had just told her daughter, as many witches and vicars did. However, Artemis knew that merely telling her would not be enough. The personality that came with (y/n) figuring things out for her own, and how she grew to nurture love than hate was something no one could teach her. Not even her own mother.
    “Some things I cannot tell you, love. But, you have done so well.”
    “I really thought that once I become a god, I wouldn’t feel so incomplete. But after meeting Pepper and… and my father, and Peter… I just…”
    “Never be ashamed of what you are, love. There is that amazing quality about mortals that even gods can learn from them,” Artemis kissed her daughter’s nose and said, “They are the only ones who know how to truly live.”
(y/n) smiled, not completely certain, but satisfied. “I know the song now.”
Artemis smiled before saying, “I’ve loved that song. It’s the song that was playing when your father kissed me.”
(y/n) scrunched her face, “Why did you—?”
Artemis laughed before saying, “Tony and I loved each other that night. It was all I could ask for, being a god. There was a forever in that hour, and I knew everything that I had been missing out on before.”
    “I didn’t need this answer.” (y/n) deadpanned.
A comfortable silence passed. Artemis hummed as she did years ago, listening to the wind and the chatter of animals around her. She looked beautiful in the forest, where she was meant to be. (y/n) could barely look away from the goddess, but this was her mother and this vision was not going to last.
    “I’m not meant to kill Zeus, am I?”
Artemis turned, her wild hair flowing gracefully behind her. Her eyes were green, a radiant and beautiful green.
    “You were never meant to kill anyone.” Artemis spoke, blinking slowly.
    “But, the henchmen—”
    “They are not of the living world, (y/n). They are merely moving stones and blood, and you are putting a stop to that dark use of godly magic.”
    “What about Zeus? What happens now? What about Olympus?”
    “Sometimes, prophecies happen without you having to complete them. When someone assigns you a prophecy, they do not take away your choice; they merely add you as one of the many catalysts that can bring about the change that’s mentioned. You might think that the dissolution of Olympus is entirely in your hands, but the fates are not as foolhardy to place such a big responsibility in the hands of a child.”
    “But you once told me that even the movement of a butterfly’s wing can bring about a massive change.”
    “Maybe, this needs the movement of a butterfly and not the efforts of a child.” Artemis winked.
(y/n) narrowed her eyes, “I do not understand—”
    “You are not meant to, love. The oracle stated that you would bring about the dissolution of Olympus, but it is because you destroyed two henchmen did the gods start leaving. Now, with Zeus not even in his own cabinet, there is not a single god alive that trusts him. What you did, has already brought about the prophecy, (y/n). Now, even if you do not complete the entire ordeal, there is no one who can undo this.”
(y/n)’s eyes widened at her mother’s words.
    “However, this took a great task,” Artemis said, smiling at her daughter, knowingly. “It took getting over that anger of yours. And Peter Parker helped you.”
(y/n) had understood his role in her visions. (y/n) knew that when she finished what had to be done here, in Greece, she would return to live a life in New York. What waited for her was a boy, a boy who could make her forget about whatever she had not known before. The boy, who was the very first person she met as soon as she was teleported into the place, as a 13-year old child.
The boy whose eyes were always asking her to stay.
    “It was always him, (y/n). An unexplained force of action let me know that Pepper would be the one who would make you believe in a parent again. It was the same unexplained force that made you cling to Peter’s form even when you never knew him. Without Peter, however, you would never have gotten over that anger,”
    “Love changes you.” Artemis said, kissing her daughter’s forehead.
(y/n) shut her eyes and felt tears fall down her cheeks.
    “I miss you so much, mom.”
Holding her daughter’s form close to hers, Artemis held her for the last time. Breathing into her child’s hair, a single tear trickled down the goddess’s eye, as she began to turn into the brightest light (y/n) had ever seen.
    “I’m right here with you.”
When (y/n) could not feel her mother’s hands around her, she broke into a sob that wasn’t particularly sad. She had seen her mother, sought answers for all those years gone by, and was certain now that there was a closure to how she felt about her mother. Now, (y/n) was certain she could move on; now, she was certain that there was nothing holding her back.
There was only one thing that was left to do. Standing up, with her mother’s bow and arrows with her, (y/n) rushed to Olympus, bare foot, to meet a particular goddess who was the reason her hate began.
(y/n) was wearing black tights and a white top, with a black jacket and no shoes when she entered the great palace of Olympus. Apollo stood behind her, feeling a tad bit awkward about her choice of clothing, and also feeling slightly nauseous once more. Leaning toward his niece, she didn’t think twice before asking her.
    “Is Wang’s a good Chinese place?”
Narrowing her eyes, she turned to her uncle and snapped, “You’ve been ordering from Wangs? They have terrible food! It always messes up your… Uncle, is that why it’s been cloudy for the past few days? You’re constipated!”
Apollo turned red and looked away.
    “Try Delmar’s next time?” (y/n) said, rolling her eyes, walking into the council chambers.
There was no Zeus, as expected. Athena, Demeter and Hestia were absent as well. Dionysus waved at (y/n) upon seeing her, still drunk, causing (y/n) to bow back at the god. Hera was not in the council, but this (y/n) had already known about. Aphrodite sat there, looking bored.
    “You’re looking for the Boar, I take it?” She asked, staring at the child.
    “Have you moved him?” Apollo asked, confused.
    “No,” Aphrodite sighed. “No, he’s right there. But, he’s so weird. Sitting there like a freaking stone. Ugh, when is this place coming down already?” She frowned before looking at (y/n), “Hey, niece, you’re bringing this place down, right?”
    “N-No, not really.”
Aphrodite screamed in anger before turning upside down on her seat.
    “I am so getting the hell out of here. Uncle Hades said he had a spot reserved for me down there. Or I’ll visit Australia or something. Or I’ll go visit the New Asgard. I hear they have a beautiful Queen now.”
    “Do what you want, Aphrodite.” Apollo said, grabbing the girl and taking her out of there.
    “What’s happened to her?”
    “Don’t pay her any attention. She’s hated Olympus more than any of us. Especially after Zeus made her marry—”
    “Don’t say his name.” (y/n) frowned, feeling terrible for the both of them.
Heading to the cells, Apollo and (y/n) walked quietly, side by side. He was thinking back to five years ago, in these very halls, when (y/n) and himself shared a terrible relationship. Truth was, he had always wanted to get to know her, to hold his niece and tell her stories and recite poetry to her; he always had a soft spot for his sister’s daughter.
But he had never managed to get past his initial bitterness. For Artemis almost losing her spot in the council, and being looked down upon for getting pregnant in the first place, Apollo unquestioningly blamed the child, while he knew it was not the child’s fault.
It was a defense mechanism and even though it was wrong, he couldn’t stop after he had started. And till date, he deeply regretted his actions. Placing a hand on the girl’s shoulder, he brought (y/n) to a halt and looked down to the ground. Regret was leaking out of him, his eyes held the pain he had ever since (y/n) was born, and only hoped and prayed that she would one day see past his pretentious tough exterior.
(y/n) turned to her uncle and blinked, confused by his sudden halt. Tilting her head sideways, she noticed how uncomfortable her uncle looked.
    “Are you alright? Is it your stomach?”
A moment later, Apollo embraced the girl, shocking her. He was shaking now; crying was something Apollo was not used to. (y/n)’s eyes widened before her hands flung around him, wondering what had gone wrong.
    “I have been such a terrible uncle to you,” (y/n) was shocked at his words, “All those years… As Artemis begged me to give you a chance, I pushed you away… Afraid… I wasn’t… I wasn’t fit to call myself your uncle… I never hated you, I just… I am so ashamed—”
She pulled away and looked at her uncle with adoring eyes. She placed a hand on his cheek and all she could see was a broken man trying very hard to apologize to a child he considered his own.
    “I love you so much, uncle. Don’t ever apologize. You’ve been the best.”
Apollo bit his lip and chuckled dryly.
    “I love you, too, you stupid, reckless demigod.”
When (y/n) grinned at him a moment later, Apollo swore he saw his sister smiling back at him. He could suddenly feel her all around him, a golden glow that she would emit as they rode their chariots above in the skies. He felt as if his heart was lifted, and his eyes were wide when he heard a few words in his sister’s voice.
At ease, Apollo, it’s over now.
Turning around, the two of them paused in front of the Boar’s chambers, and Apollo wondered what (y/n) was going to do. If she killed this henchman, she would become a god. This was it. This was the final call, she was either going to do it, or not. Apollo prayed for the latter.
    “Grandfather, I know you’re in here.”
Apollo’s eyes widened and he turned to his niece with shock. He then looked at the Boar, whose gaze was fixed at (y/n)’s form, and a gassy substance exited from his eyes. Apollo had seen uglier things, but the half melted form of the Boar, and Zeus’ upper torso, floating in front of him. Gods, he has the worst power ever, Apollo thought before scrunching his face.
However, the real question was how his niece came to know of this. Had she always known that Zeus was inside the Boar all along? How had she known something that he, a god, had not? It didn’t make sense to him.
    “I know you’ve always had the ability to possess things. That’s how you’ve been wooing the ladies, too. Hercules was born that way, it was the oldest tale in the book. So was Hephaestus—”
    “Silence, you insolent little trash! I will end you and remove you from this council—”
    “Yeah,” (y/n) folded her arms together. “That’s the thing. There already is no council. No Kingdom left for you to rule. You can’t hurt me anymore, grandfather.”
If it were possible for a storm to brew inside the premises of a single cell, Zeus made it seem easy. Black clouds grew out of him and formed cracks in the walls, he could escape the cell as easily as one could snap fingers. However, Apollo was stunned to see how (y/n) was not moving. She watched the scene unfold in front of her with no emotion on her face. As if she were used to whatever she was seeing. And this was something that shocked even Apollo.
    “The other gods now know where you are, you know?”
Zeus’ eyes were glowing white, and he paused for a bit.
    “All that hiding to prevent the gods from knowing where you were, to escape questions from them for your lack of action. I’m standing right in front of you, and here you are, hiding in one of your lousy creations. I wonder what the other gods will have to say to you about this,” (y/n) said, smirking.
Apollo was impressed.
    “I won’t lay a finger on you, grandfather. But, I cannot promise that she won’t.”
It was a second later did Hera arrive. She stood beside (y/n), and stared at Zeus’ form. Zeus held thunderbolt in his right hand and was about to shoot it down on (y/n), however, Apollo was not going to let that happen. Immediately summoning his bow, he shot down Zeus and impaled his hand to the wall, earning a nasty scream from his father. Apollo felt torn at doing this, but he was certain there was no other go.
    “Hello, husband,” Hera didn’t sound pleased. Looking at (y/n), she scoffed, “Can’t believe I needed this runt’s help for this.”
Apollo turned to the Queen and looked confused. Her help? When did this happen?
    “I banish you from Midgard. And hereby dissolve Olympus.” Hera said, rolling her eyes.
Zeus now had links attached to his hand, preventing him from using his powers to their complete extent. This is a punishment that a coward deserves, (y/n) thought before turning to Hera.
    “What are you going to do now?” (y/n) asked, blinking.
    “I’m going to leave this nasty shit hole,” Turning to the girl, “Take care of brown eyes, he seems to fancy you a lot more than you think.”
(y/n)’s eyes widened. She’s the goddess of marriage, she thought, turning away.
    “I think I’ll m-manage.” (y/n) let out, stuttering.
    “Nonsense.” Hera said, folding her arms.
She recalled how agile the girl was when she entered Hera’s room from the window. Hera noticed (y/n), and just when she was about to smite her, the girl raised her arms and bowed down. Hera knew there was no use hurting her after she had surrendered.
    “I want to know where Zeus is.” (y/n) said, still bowing.
    “So what? So you can kill him and turn me into a widow?”
    “No offense, but he isn’t the best husband, really,” The girl looked up at the Queen, still kneeling down, “And no, I will not be killing anything today.”
Hera stared at her, “Ugh, I smell love all around you.”
(y/n) smiled, “His name’s Peter Parker, and I did pray to you about—”
    “I heard you. Whatever. He’s the one who attacked you.”
    “Who? Peter?” (y/n) asked, confused.
    “No, malaka. Zeus. He resides in the Boar.”
(y/n)’s eyes widened, “Did you just swear at me?”
    “What are you going to do about it?”
Hera turned to the child before sighing. (y/n) looked up at her and blinked a couple of times.
    “You should kill this creature to become a god.”
(y/n) shook her head, “I don’t want to be.”
Hera chuckled darkly, “That’s why you prayed to me.”
(y/n) blushed, “Please.”
    “What about the prophecy?” Apollo wanted to join in on the conversation.
    “I didn’t complete my prophecy, I didn’t kill the boar, so I am still mortal and a demigod. It’s who I am.”
Apollo smiled, and when he looked at Hera, she turned away, frowning. Apollo turned away after that, and pretended as if nothing had happened.
    “I am still a god,” Zeus bellowed, grabbing everyone’s attention. “What makes you think I won’t come after you?”
(y/n) smirked and said, “You are a coward, Zeus. Let me see you try.”
This might be the last time, she thought as she stood in the temple of Artemis. She placed the dagger in the shrine and sat down, folding her legs. Apollo watched her, not ignoring the feeling in his heart that his sister was here recently. He was impressed with his niece’s growth, and what was more impressive was how calm she was.
    “How did you know?” Apollo asked, still staring at her.
    “How did I know what?” (y/n) asked, looking elsewhere, as the wind blew.
For a whole minute, Apollo saw his sister in her. She was one with nature at the moment, her hair swaying wildly in the wind, her eyes traversing across random things in the air, her legs bare feet and her heart wild.
    “How did you suddenly know what to do?”
(y/n) smiled at nothing in front of her, “Peter made me understand that I had a life there. A family… He’s always been telling me what I wanted to hear, just… I never understood it until recently.”
Apollo chuckles. Being an oracular god himself, he knew how important Peter was in her life. Which might have been one of the biggest reasons why he made her see those visions in the first place. But, he wouldn’t tell her that at that moment.
    “Funny thing is,” She mentioned, now turning to Apollo. “He told me he’s always wanted to see Greece. I wish I could show him mom’s temple.”
Apollo normally never just granted wishes on a whim, but this was his niece. Rolling his eyes, he realized that this made her his favorite mortal. And even though gods were not allowed to pick favorites, (y/n) was indeed out of the ordinary.
    “You can.” Apollo said, snapping his fingers.
(y/n)’s eyes widened and Peter appeared out of thin air. Apollo looked unimpressed, and the girl stood up instantly and stared at the boy in front of her.
    “You won’t believe what just happened!” Peter let out, his eyes wide. He must have been in school, she thought, since he wasn’t wearing his suit. “Where am I?”
Peter looked around for a moment before unconsciously letting out, “I saw people, (y/n). There w-was this vision sort of thing, and-and I saw this really, really pretty woman who was thanking me and I saw you…” Peter slowly turned to spot (y/n) in front of him, smiling up at him.
He blinked a couple of times and struggled to catch his breath. I saw this, he thought, recalling his vision. After the woman had thanked him, he saw (y/n), standing there and smiling at him, just as she was at this very second. Peter’s heart was rummaging against his chest as he took a step closer to her, and took her hands in his. She hugged him a second later, and Peter held her back, breathing into her, knowing from just her facial expression that everything was alright.
Pulling back, Peter leaned down to kiss her just before placing his lips on what looked like a palm. Jerking back violently, Peter grimaced at his english teacher, who was also the god of the Sun. Apollo scoffed before wiping his hand on the back of (y/n)’s jacket.
    “This is a temple for god’s sake.” Apollo snapped, causing (y/n) to laugh. He walked out of the temple, leaving the two of them alone.
Peter looked at (y/n) and smiled, “Mr. Stark thought you left… I had to tell him you were coming back.”
(y/n) nodded, “There’s nothing for me here.” She said, finally, looking at Peter.
    “So, what made you want to come back?”
    “Don’t make me say something super cheesy, Peter Parker.” (y/n) rolled her eyes, leaning into Peter’s arms.
Peter kissed the side of the girl’s head and stood there, staring at the front of Artemis’ shrine. There was a statue of the goddess, filled with vines and squirrels running all over it. The sight of it warmed Peter’s heart, and he was certain that the beautiful woman he had seen in his vision was her. She was thanking him for letting (y/n) learn how to love, and he wasn’t too sure if he could take the credit.
She was always someone who knew how to love; if not anything, she knew how to love better than anyone he had ever met. Peter was simply there to receive it, and collect it, and preserve it.
I love you, he thought before turning with her, as she led him out of the temple. What Peter didn’t know at that second was how (y/n) had thought the exact same thing.
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Keep Talking, Oh, Keep Talking
So, I know it’s been FOREVER since I posted any writing, and that’s mostly because I was working on this @sanderssantas​ fic for @mewithanie​! So sorry about how long it’s been, and hopefully I’ll be posting things again slightly more often lol
I had so much fun writing this! Happy holidays, mewithanie! <3
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Summary: Patton and Virgil were deliriously in love and didn’t think they could get any happier. Enter Logan, Virgil’s tutor.
Warnings: alcohol use, slight intoxication. 
Pairing(s): established moxiety into analogicality
Word Count: 2,647 (plus 2 fake-texts images)
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Patton loved his boyfriends. He loved them so much that sometimes, when he thought about them, his heart would race, his knees would go weak, and his head would spin. Especially since Logan joined the relationship.
Patton and Virgil met the first day of college, in their shared psychology class. It wasn't long until they started dating, and a year later, they moved in together. Patton had known for years that he was polyamorous, but he kept that to himself, because he was blissfully happy with Virgil, and it was never relevant. Until the second semester after they moved in together, that is.
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Eight Months Ago
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Fifteen minutes later, Virgil walked through the front door of the apartment and was immediately caught in a bear hug.
"Well hello to you too," Virgil laughed, despite his terrible mood.
"What, a guy can't be excited to see his favorite stormcloud?" Patton looked up at him, his expression just a little bit too innocent.
"Patton, what did you do?" Virgil questioned, remembering the cupcake tower Patton made the night before their first set of final exams together and the time he came home from his first therapy session to find the living room covered in fairy lights.
"Nothing major; I promise. Come look!" Patton took him by the hand and practically dragged him into the kitchen. "See? Just a lasagna. Let's eat while you tell me about your meeting and this mysterious Logan guy."
Virgil got a couple plates and served the lasagna as he started talking. "Turns out, he's in my class. I've mentioned front-and-center-nerd before, yeah?" Patton laughed.
"Dresses more professionally than the teacher, kinda cute but also seems stuck up?"
"Yep, that's the guy. He's a lot chiller than I thought he'd be. Anyway, we're gonna meet after class every Wednesday for the rest of the semester."
"I'm sure it's gonna go great!"
Five Months Ago
"Hi, I'm Patton! Nice to meet you; Virgil has said such wonderful things about you!" Patton half-yelled over the music playing at the bar.
"Oh, erm, hello. I am Logan, although clearly you already knew that. Virgil has spoken highly of you as well." Logan fought the impulse to adjust his tie. Patton opened his mouth to say something else, but Virgil arrived with their drinks, passing them out as he sat down.
"Alright, we've got a whiskey neat for Logan, some IPA that the bartender recommended for you, Pat, and a rum and Coke for me. Honestly, though, Patton, I don't get how you can drink those. I had a sip of yours on my way over, and it was awful."
Patton laughed. "Yeah, they're not for everyone, but I like 'em! And it's hard to drink too many of them, unlike your drinks, so I don't get super drunk- my tolerance is garbage. Anyway," he continued with a mock glare at his boyfriend, "we aren't here to make fun of the way I drink, we're here to celebrate Virgil!" He raised his glass.
"Indeed. It has been an honor working with you this past semester, Virgil, and I am proud to see your hard work pay off," Logan added, raising his glass as well.
Virgil blushed and refused to look at either of them. "I barely got a B+, that's hardly a reason to celebrate," he mumbled.
"Falsehood. Truthfully, when we began working together, I doubted that you would be able to achieve higher than a C. You worked incredibly hard, not only on the subject matter, but on how you approached studying. Your dedication is truly inspiring."
"Hear hear! Virge, I know how hard this class has been on you. You've worked that cute butt of yours off for it, and that alone deserves celebration, even before you take into account how much that hard work paid off! But if it helps, we can call this a general post-finals celebration, okay?" Patton was rewarded with a grateful smile.
"You guys deserve to be celebrated too. Logan, you have been so incredibly patient with me; I know that I'm not exactly the most pleasant to be around when I get frustrated, so, thanks for sticking with me, I guess. And Pat, you've had my back since day one. I love you more than I could ever say, baby." He pressed a sweet kiss to Patton's cheek, and Logan was suddenly very interested in his drink.
"Loooogan has anyone told you how pretty you are?" Patton hit his hands on the table, almost knocking over the glass that once contained a strawberry daiquiri; he'd decided he wanted something sweeter after two beers.
"No no no no, the prettiest one here is Virgil. Those cheekbones have got to be illegal somewhere," Logan wasn't any more sober, two whiskeys in. "And his face when he's focusing on studying is just the cutest thing everrr."
"Oh I know! Have you seen him do the thing where he sticks his tongue out a little bit when he's really concentrating?" Patton was practically bouncing in his seat, continuing to be a danger to the glasses.
"Dear Newton yes! I had to excuse myself and get a drink of water the first time I saw him do it."
"Wait, that's why you left? I thought it was because you were getting frustrated with how long it was taking me to get it!" Virgil chimed in, astonished.
"Sounds like he was some sort of frustrated alright," Patton muttered.
"Look. We all know that Virgil is an incredibly attractive man, and I am a simple homosexual. That said, Patton, I apologize for the… less than appropriate thoughts I may have had before I knew that he was in a relationship at all, let alone one as objectively adorable as yours."
Patton giggled. "No worries, Lolo! Like you said, my man is an entire three-course meal, and it would be silly of me to hold natural, human thoughts against you! And besides, you weren't the only one in those study sessions with some interesting thoughts, right Virgey?"
"Oh my god Patton I cannot believe you just said that!" Virgil hid his flaming blush behind his hands.
"Oops! Sorry, V!"
"You- you're okay with that? Your boyfriend and a stranger having lewd thoughts about each other?" Logan asked.
"Well yeah! I'm not the jealous type, and I trust Virgil. What's important to me is open and honest communication, and he told me about his attraction to you almost immediately. Plus, in all honesty, I found it kinda hot, especially once he showed me a picture of you."
Logan looked to Virgil and raised an eyebrow. Virgil game the same look to Patton, who, after a moment of confusion and then realization, nodded slightly and leaned back in his chair. Once Patton gave his blessing, Virgil leaned in and kissed Logan, soft and unsure. After they separated, Logan approached Patton and, after receiving another nod of consent, pressed a similar kiss to his lips.
The next morning
"So… can we talk about what happened last night?" Patton asked sweetly over breakfast.
"Oh my god are you actually not okay with it? Patton, I'm so sorry I shouldn't have-"
"Hey, Virgil, no, I really did mean that it was okay. More than okay, even. In fact, I think now is a good time to tell you that I'm polyamorous. I had a lot of fun hanging out with Logan last night, and I'd like to get to know him better. And clearly you are both into each other. I love you so much, and I just want you to be happy. If you want to, I think at least a conversation with Logan about it couldn't hurt."
Virgil sat in silence, sipping his coffee occasionally, for several minutes before speaking. "Pat, I love you more than I can possibly say. I'm honestly not surprised that you're polyam; you have so much love to give. I, uh, I actually am too. So, uh, I guess I'll call Logan? See if he wants to get lunch or something?"
"Aww yay! Okay, I'm gonna go take a shower real quick." Patton kissed Virgil quickly on the cheek on his way out of the room.
Virgil took a steadying breath and took out his phone.
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Logan straightened his tie and cleared his throat. "If I am understanding this correctly, you are both polyamorous and… wish for me to join your relationship?"
"Not so formally, but yeah? Last night, it was clear we all find each other hot. Which, like, duh, you're both gorgeous and sometimes I look pretty okay. Not now, Pat." Virgil preempted Patton's interruption without looking away from Logan. "I like you a lot, and I think you and Patton would also get along really well. So, uh, yeah, this is us asking you out. Not asking for any sort of commitment or anything, just hanging out and going on dates and stuff. You know, normal dating stuff. Just… with two of us."
"Only if you want to! And if you wanted to just date Virgil, I'd be completely okay with that too, but I had a lot of fun last night, and I'd love to get to know you better."
A tense moment of silence later, Logan spoke. "Let me begin by saying how flattered I am by your interest, both of you. While I am… inclined to accept your invitation to date both of you, I have never put much thought into my own feelings about polyamory for myself. Obviously, it is a completely normal and rational thing; my hesitation is in how I might fit into your so well-established relationship. Additionally, feelings do not come easily to me, and I find them exceedingly frustrating trying to understand. I have been reliably informed that this makes me a poor romantic partner." He took a breath and adjusted his tie.
"I have noticed that you are both quite vocally and physically publicly affectionate with each other, and I wonder whether my reticence with such displays would leave you unhappy with me. I have historically struggled to show adequate affection to just one person; I cannot imagine I would be able to give you both the kind of affection you seem to crave. In short, while I would like to accept, I currently cannot see it ending in anything but significant emotional distress for all of us. I apologize, most sincerely."
"I think I can safely speak for both of us when I say that we appreciate your honesty," Patton began gently. "Can I address some of your points?" Logan gave him a confused look, but nodded. "Thank you! So, it seems like your big concern is that you're afraid your emotional reticence would in some way hurt us or leave us unsatisfied. Am I understanding that right?" He waited for another nod before continuing. "To be honest, Lo, that's just silly. Are you familiar with Gary Chapman's concept of love languages?" Logan shook his head.
"Chapman posited that there are five ways people experience and express love- gifts, quality time, acts of service, words of affirmation, and physical touch- and everyone prefers to give and receive one or two of them over the others. Mine is words of affirmation, and Virgil's is physical touch; that's why we are as outwardly affectionate as we are. Trying to force a partner to 'speak' your language and not their own is just going to make everyone unhappy; healthy relationships require everyone involved to understand what the others need and want. We would never try to force you into anything you aren't comfortable with. We want to date you, Logan, not some version of you that pretends to be something or someone you aren't. If you let us, we'd love to learn your love language and not ask or expect anything else of you."
"Also," Virgil chimed in, "as to your worry about how you'd fit? Not a worry at all. I love Patton so much, and his energy and positivity makes me feel so good most of the time, but sometimes it can be... a bit much. He's wonderful at giving me space when I want it, but I know that I'd enjoy having someone else around who's more grounded. On the other hand, I remember quite a few study sessions that got diverted by you going on a tangent about something you love. If you think that passion isn't something Patton is going to join you in, you're incredibly wrong. And I think that his energy will help draw you out of that thick shell of yours, while I'll always be a more down-to-earth realist with you. I think we'd all be great for each other, if you're willing to give us the chance to show you. Only if you want to, though. One word, and we'll shut up about it forever." He gave Logan an anxious smile.
"In the face of such reasonable responses to my concerns, I suppose I have no choice but to gladly accept." Virgil and Patton both silently melted at the pure joy in Logan's smile. Well, Virgil was silent. Patton let out a squeal of delight that only dogs could hear.
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Present
Patton loved his boyfriends so much, just remembering the beginning of their story made him dizzy. Wait. No. Bad dizzy. I need to- he collapsed on the bathroom floor with a resounding THUD.  
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THUD
Virgil jumped out of his seat. "Logan? Patton??" he called as he ran from their bedroom to the living room.
"Patton? Virgil?" Logan shouted at the same time. They met in the living room.
"Shit, where's Patton? PATTON!" Virgil yelled.
"It sounded like it came from the bathroom." Logan had barely finished his sentence before they both started running. They skidded to a halt outside the closed door; Virgil knocked.
"Patton? Are you in there? Are you okay?"
Three seconds of silence later, Logan knocked. "Patton, we are coming in." They opened the door to find him collapsed on the floor.
"Patton, can you hear us? Patton??" Virgil fell to his knees, checking for breathing and a pulse. "He's got a weak pulse, but it's there, and he's breathing okay. I don't- what do we do, Lo?" Virgil's voice was barely more than a shaky squeak.
Logan, on the other hand, spoke with cool, detached clarity. "Assuming that Patton collapsed due to a loss of consciousness, he has been unconscious for approximately thirty seconds. If he is out for another minute, we will call 911. In the meantime, go get a glass of water and all the pillows from the living room. Quickly, Verge. We need to get him back." They locked eyes and saw mirrored concern and panic. Virgil turned and ran to the kitchen. He was back in 45 seconds, and found Logan holding up Patton's groggy, but conscious, head.
"Virgil, you're back. Excellent. Here, give me a couple of pillows." He tucked them under his head gently, while Virgil knelt down beside him and took his hand. Only then did he notice how much his own were shaking.
"Patton, are you okay? What happened?"
"Mmf, dunno. Got dizzy. Are you guys okay?" Patton mumbled.
"Patton, of- of course we are okay; you're the one who fell. We should get you into bed. Do you think you can stand?" Logan asked.
"I- I don't think so, not quite yet." Logan and Virgil once again met eyes in a silent conversation.
"Okay, Pat, knees up, I'm gonna carry you." With an ease that surprised and slightly aroused Logan, Virgil picked Patton up, placed a soft kiss to his forehead, and carried him to the bedroom. "Let's get you to bed, baby; we'll take good care of you. You're gonna be just fine," he said softly into Patton's hair.
Once they got him to bed, they tucked him in, Logan made chicken noodle soup for when Patton felt up to it, and they gave him all of the cuddles he could possibly want. Which is, of course, an unlimited amount.
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