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number-1-crush · 2 years

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do you guys have any idea how hard it is to get over a crush when they have a habit of calling everyone “babes” and they have a silly nickname for you and they’ll often tell you goodbye by going “cya [aforementioned nickname] ily!!” do you have any clue

#they’re cute and it’s annoying to me #just bc like. i’m normally over crushes super quickly. like snap oh feelings gone mkay #but here it’s like. i have zero chance. none. i know this. and yet my brain refuses to detach #like girl!!! this ship is sinking you are not going down with it!!!#oh whoops i was just making an analogy. was not talking abt shipping myself with them that’d be weird #anyways. literally every time i interact with them i just hear ‘please be poly please be poly’ over and over in the back of my head #am i sad jealous or salty? no. am i irritated bc my silly little heart won’t move on? yes #at this point i’m even like. should i just tell them so i can get rejected and move on.#but i think i’d literally rather die #but also how could i have not gotten a crush on them!!!!#they gave me a rose quartz when we met bc they had it in their pocket! they’re really fucking nice!#they’re also strong! we’ve worked together during theatre games and it’s always fun!#when we were first getting to know each other we were talking abt gender and they went ‘omg ur literally my favorite person’#like!!!! not fair. also they introduced the friendly ilys at like. stage 2 of our friendship #the first time they said it i just kinda like. froze bc i was so shocked. and i think i said ‘oh thanks’ or smth bc. flustered #and then they went ‘too soon?’ and i had to scramble like ‘NO IT WAS SWEET I WAS JUST CAUGHT OFF GUARD’#also they said they’d make a playlist for me when i said i wanted to expand my music taste. literally that’s a love language #anyways. mad i’m not over it. the anger isn’t directed at anyone it’s just there #still kinda holding out on the poly theory tho. we’ll see

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