Hi Jess!! Saw that anon asking about your average fic stats and maybe you already know it but here's a useful website, if you ever wanna check and do the math https://stats-of-our-own.vercel.app/ 🥰

OMG HOW COOL !!!! okay guys lets look at my stats hehe

here's the hits to kudos ratio which is super cool (Sick being so high is hilarious y'all really love groupchat sexting)

and wow the distribution of kudos is so interesting!! it's kind of all over the place which is really interesting because I think a lot of us (writers in the fandom i mean) kind of have this perception that fic interaction has been going way down recently but, looking at this, it seems really varied!!

/walks in late with iced coffee hi i’m yumi (22, she/her) & i am so excited to write with u all, this is il, #07 for the class of 2020 subplot (fc is the biggest qt, jb of got7) !  yes i did in fact plagiarize carter baizen the best character on gg and mixed in a bit of himbo nate and someotherannoyingmediainspos & Here he is. il has a stats and about page up & wanted relationships / assorted plot prompts under the cut. like this post and i’ll hop into your im’s to plot. my tmi today is i hate tumblr im’s and 1000% prefer plotting on discord so msg me with ur discord if u wanna plot over there instead xoxo

also, some major trigger warnings across il’s pages & story : underage drinking, underage drug use, underage gambling, just general underage delinquency, gambling addiction, mention of sexual assault (i will clarify now that he in fact has never assaulted anyone, but he also didn’t go around trying to change people’s minds about it, then he left which made him look more guilty, so opinions are up in the air.)

SNOWCHILD. 25+, went to the same hs you knew him as a good guy. you two had been dating a few months and were starting to get serious when the scandal broke out. he left without saying goodbye, and now he’s back.

FALSE ALARM. 25+, had a serious relationship with him about two years ago you’re the reason he came back to town. or, one of. you fell in love a little bit some time ago somewhere far away, but you had to leave. you asked him to come home with you but he backed out when he found out where home was for you: gosan. so, you two parted ways. but months later, he changed his mind and ran after you.

IN YOUR EYES. signed up to be on the volunteer call list for his church’s gamblers anonymous program he got you off the provided call list from gamblers anonymous. he hated the first two he dialed, so maybe it’s true what they say : third time’s the charm. he only calls you now, and though you’re just a voice on the phone and you’ve never met in real life, you know absolutely everything about him. he trusts you completely, and, in a way, you are the closest family and friend he has.   sooooo many possibilities for this. maybe you knew each other but you used an alias on the call list, so he didn’t recognize you when he called (he never would have called anyone familiar.) orrr, maybe you really are a new person in his life. maybe you’ve heard the rumors, maybe not. etc etc etc

BLINDING LIGHTS. 25+ OOOOH a bad influence. a bad, bad, bad influence. maybe you’re a relic from his past, or someone entirely new. whoever you are, you’re gonna make him relapse sooner or later. you bring out the worst in him, and does he hate it? who knows. he certainly doesn’t try to resist.

REMINDER. 20+ (set after il’s inevitable relapse & involves a fair bit of underage delinquency) obviously i have to have the underclassman-who-idolized him-whom-he-takes-advantage-of-and-pulls-into-a-dangerous-game-of-poker plot. he took you to your first club, he gave you your first joint, you think it’s so brave that he gave up his trust, very that kind of rose-colored-glasses disillusioned underclassman-uppperclassman rls

SIDEWALKS. 26-28 you were one of the very few friends he had growing up. you drifted apart in high school, didn’t really have any contact in university. your only silkstring connection now are the rumors you’ve heard about each other. meetcute run-in? accidental reunion?

SIX FEET UNDER. 26-28, went to the same schools you were one of the three kids whose nose he broke when you and your friends tried to push him around. you’ve had a hate-hate relationship since. i’d love for them to have been in the same hs sports teams... the rivalry ! 

ATTENTION. no specifications open to four. people who came forward (or faked anonymous confessions) after the scandal broke out and before it was proven false, saying il assaulted them too. might be people he did know, or didn’t. he doesn’t know why you did it. and if you did it anonymously, he doesn’t know you did it at all.

ORDINARY LIFE. no specifications you had an extremely wild week somewhere far away some years ago. something happened that you two hold over each other’s heads. the way you two act around this mutual something, it’s like you killed someone and hid the body.  . . . wait, did you . . . ?

ALL I KNOW. no specifications you think he’s despicable but he's the only one who can help you with this thing you need help with.

ex-friends who dropped him and still believe the scandal. awkward reunions? friction? mmmm

friends who believe he didn’t do it. far and few but precious to him

customers!!! he is a body piercer and he piercers people in his apartment

you go to the same church. you’re surprised to see him there, to say the least. and so regularly, and on volunteer efforts too.

people he’s in gamblers anonymous with.

i’m sure the church hosts other anonymous programs so maybe people who are in ____ anonymous programs. you come across each other when times overlap, in the church parking lot, waiting in the hallway. crossroads, or grid lock.

he works as a bag boy in a local grocery store sometimes, as an attendant at a thrift store or bookstore or pet store or . . . well, you get it.  he has a hundred and one odd jobs. co-workers or customers or someone who has started wondering if he’s stalking them because they see him everywhere.

he works as a delivery guy sometimes too. and you’ve started ordering way too much fried chicken, always hoping to get the cute delivery boy.

tattoo artist working on his big back tattoo.

he has a dog. she’s old, but friendly. pet dates!

people who live in the same apt building!!

he parties nearly every night so party ppl. also this is where he meets most of his hookups so one night stands and fwb’s and all that

you know your parents hate him. purely platonic (possible fwb but doesnt have to be, maybe a fun flirtationship too!) but you take him home to every gala, dinner and charity ball. your parents are seething and you r amused and he gets free food. everyone wins. you two are good friends and have a lot of fun

he gave ur underage sibling/friend drugs maybe in the past or now & u think he is the worst

old money kids where u @

went to high school together. then he disappeared. u were as clueless as anyone until u were sitting in a gender studies class in a uni in another country right beside him.

HEY HOW’S IT GOIN’ GUYS. it’s ya girl aura and i’m back for veritas: quarter quell edition ! i’m a 20 year old garbage can ( she / her or they / them pronouns plz ) from pst timezone. as you can clearly see, i am a mess, but i’m here to have fun and get to know all of you guys !! i can’t WAIT to unlock the mysteries of this rp, and i know for a fact its going to actually destroy me, so heads up: i’m diagnosed babey and cry over everything all the time. that being said, i also love pain so while i may be crying, i am also THRIVING !! i’m also an artist so i hope ya’ll are ready for me to occasionally draw the shenanigans that happen here. it’s gonna be a TIME !

anyway, enough about me ! click the neat little read more button to get to know my baby boy, maxi-pad. if you like what you see, also feel free to hit that ♥ and i’ll pop into your tumblr or discord ims to aggressively keysmash a plot out. sounds good ? GREAT !! can’t wait to talk to you all asfkalsdjfasfd i’m so excited !

skeleton: the ace faceclaim: froy gutierrez name: max thomas gender & pronouns: cis male ( he/him ) age: twenty-two major: zoology clubs: captain of the track & field and football team ; student government secretary living arrangement: auberlin apartments / apartment 01 employment: unemployed, but occasionally volunteers places & does odd jobs for those that need it

[ GENERAL ]

first off, some links. you can find his dossier HERE ( featuring a bio / some stats ) & his pinterest board HERE !!

his name is maximilian anthony thomas ( if he turns out to be the killer i’m gonna laugh because i really did give him 3 first names ) but honestly just max is fine ^^

he’s the child to two ABSOLUTE UNITS of women. both of them are olympic medalists in the athletics category. even his sperm donor dad ( who, yes, also helped raise him ) was a big time baseball player who now coaches one of the best international teams, so to say that he is SPORTS BOY would almost be an understatement.

his sport of choice is easily track, but he also really enjoys baseball, basketball, soccer, and, later on in life, football. if it’s got a ball or allows him to run, chances are he plays it.

he was winning medals as early as 7 years old and had enough for a full wall by the time he was 10. boy is a legacy and it SHOWS.

he doesn’t like it when people try to give him things just because of his name or who his parents are. he would much rather get things through his own hard work. at the same time, he hates losing and is willing to do not so great things in secret if it means he’ll win.

captain of the track & field team during the spring / summer and captain of the football team during fall / winter. he also might be in the student government too so rifp his schedule. boy is ALWAYS busy.

LOVES HIS TEAMMATES SO FUCKING MUCHHHHH !!!!!! they’re his family.

he also does a lot of charity events cuz his parents raised that shit in him ( they literally met at a charity triathalon ), so he goes to quite a view galas and whatnot. LITERALLY HE’S SO BUSY THIS BOY NEVER HAS FREE TIME.

is surprisingly really well versed in art & art history due to one of his moms being a HUGE art history buff. literally his family did an art tour vacation once where they just went across europe & went to a bunch of galleries. basically he may seem like a dumb jock, but if you mix up a renoir & a monet, he WILL call you out on it.

absolute sunshine boy !! loves to smile & laugh & love !! is so passionate about everything !

however, he has some really bad jealousy and pride issues, as hinted at earlier. they’re easily his greatest vices in equal measure.

he’s emotionally fragile so if he snaps, it can get pretty scary, but he’s really good at hiding that side of him. granted, bottling it all up probably isn’t the best either . . .

THAT SAID, HE’S STILL THE TOWN’S GOLDEN BOY !! his coach keeps talking about the 2020 olympics and he’s SO PSYCHED !! everyone in town knows his name bc he really out here being nice to everyone he meets & helping little old ladies cross the road on top of everything else he does. he’s just That Guy.

[ DAISEY ]

he had known her since they were wee babies, and they were definitely friends first. whenever they played house, he was always the dog looooong before he played her husband.

the two were always real & honest with each other, and it’s safe to say that he knew the true her before she got all caught up in her loneliness and secret hoarding.

SHE was the one to ask HIM out not long after starting middle school, making them each other’s first like . . . actual relationship. ( though tbh, she moreso DEMANDED he be her boyfriend, rather than properly asking him aslkfjasdf he could never say no to her though so it didn’t really matter )

they wound up having an off-&-on relationship for SIX YEARS. in late-ish high school, he could feel her drifting away so he told her his secret, thinking it would stop her from being bored of him. unfortunately she ended up breaking up w/ him the next day.

[ STALKING TW ] before long she was already seeing someone new. that triggered his jealous streak, and between that and his fear that she was going to tell someone his secret, he started stalking her. at first it was just lining up their schedules so he could always keep an eye on her, but eventually he got access to her social media logins and started keeping tabs on her private conversations. she’d shown him some of her own hacking tricks when they were still together, so even when she changed her passcodes, it was a simple crack before he was snooping through her shit again.

eventually she confronted him about the fact that she was constantly seeing him everywhere, though still unaware of the fact that he was the one that was hacking into her accounts. he played it off, and while she did tell the authorities about it, that was about the end of it. he stopped stalking her for a couple of years after following her to st ettienne, and things mellowed out between them.

he joined student council that year, and after that him and daisey started to talk a lot more again. they even kinda became friends again. one night, she was having a rough time so she called him. after a quiet night of talking and looking at the stars, she kissed him. it was really great, up until she shoved him away and said it was a mistake, going right back to ignoring his existence the very next day. this caused him to fall back into his stalking habits, finding them a comfort.

this time, she finds out that its HIM going through her social media, and she pulls him aside privately at the homecoming party to yell at him. she even says that she’s going to expose his secret for being such a creep. it’s then that he sees her for what she really is, rather than the rose-colored image he’d been seeing before.

that’s the last he ever sees of daisey rutherford, and he can’t tell if he’s grateful or heartbroken for that.

[ WANTED CONNECTIONS ]

okay listen i’m . . . honestly garbage at coming up with wanted connections because i genuinely want everything. friends, lovers, enemies, family — the whole shebang. i’m always down to brainstorm, so if you’ve got any ideas, even if they’re whacky, hit me with them and we can come up with something phenomenal and unique, yeah ? yeah !

the biggest actual idea i can think of is like . . . half siblings through his biological father. i think the dichotomy of that could be fun since his dad is still VERY MUCH in his life along w/ his 2 moms. TAKEN BY CASSIDY

rivals in sports could be fun ! as w/ rivals in general !

people he tried hooking up w/ to make daisey jealous when they weren’t together ? maybe ??

he doesn’t drink or smoke or do anything fun so like ?? a bad influence type connection mayhaps ?

HE NEEDS A TUTOR !!!! HE NEEEEEDS A TUTORRRRR !!!!!

bro squad bro squad bro squad bro squad bro squad. did i mention bro squad ?? ( ed is his best fucking friend so any mutual friends,,,,,, let’s squad it up )

maybe i’ll edit this later if more come to me, but for now that’s what i’ve got !! hmu if anything strikes your fancy or if you’ve got any other ideas !

Full moon, contemplation, night light, constellations, soothe (let's get deep)

full moon: what type of person do you hope to be?i want to be the kind of person someone can look up to but also not feel like i’m so above them in anyway that they can’t come to for advice. i want to be kind and generous and offer help in any way i can. if i end up becoming a teacher instead of being some kind of famous artist (which is most likely) i want to be able to keep up with the times enough to be able to understand my kids and not look like an absolute dumbass as far as the evolution of culture and tech goes. and i wanna start living a free life and dressing and doing my hair and makeup how i want now and taking more pictures and having something fun to look back on and (again if im a teacher) be cool like my stats teacher and be able to show ridiculous pics of myself in my younger years and be proud of it rather than embarrassed

contemplation: if you could wake up one morning and everything in your life was perfect, what would that look like?this question is hard to answer because like……not trying to sound too edgy or mom-ish or hot topic slogany here but like……life is never perfect. you’re always going to run into problems and there’s always going to be things you don’t like about yourself or the people around you or the world in general and that’s? just life. life would have no purpose existing for any animal if they didn’t have problems. if animals had no problems we would all die because nobody is killing anyone then all the plants would die then Earth would be Over. so really? u ever see mars? it would look like that

night light: who/what makes you feel safe?being in bed with the covers all the way up over my shoulders. the sound of an entire venue singing along to the important songs at twenty one pilots concerts. hugging someone with a hoodie on. wearing a hoodie. being around my best friends.

constellations: who is someone you could talk to for hours and never stop?i always have to stop talking because socialization is exhausting at times However. i find conversations w @sirrupybuzzard (thats you) my other best friend courtney, my friend dan, asya @chalupacabras ellis @vesselbf christiana @stalk-softly to be able to go on forever (and bonus if they can just pick right back up whenever the fuck ever) (when christiana and i first started talking we were in the middle of a long ass convo for literal Days)but i really can’t knock anyone else i didn’t mention here because like? i don’t need to talk to people for hours and never stop? i have to stop. if you have to talk to ME for hours and never stop im really gonna hurt ur feelings cuz im gonna stop replying. what i REALLY value are friends who i can leave alone for a long time and pick right back up w later and ones who i can sit comfortably in silence with? and everyone i mentioned there i can do that with too but still

soothe: what’s one thing that always makes you feel better when you’re upset?i like having really stupid fun with my friends like i can be really upset and then my friend will just send me a really stupid ass video or send me a cute pic or smth or just say something dumb and it’ll immediately put a smile on my face

im frustrated

last fall a guy i didnt know was suddenly a part of my normal friend group here in town, met him at RT related events (joel show specifically) and if my friends met him before those i was unaware of it, thats where i met him. real talk i was never super comfortable around him, but he didnt seem like a bad guy, just awkward, and i tried to make myself act naturally around him and not make things weird or awkward but i was still really never comfortable around him fastfoward into the new year, hes a part of our dnd group, we’re hanging out as a group semi-regularly, im still doing my best to not act awkwardly around him and treat him like i do anyone else, its extremely obvious he has a crush on me despite me not at all subtly around thanksgiving expressing that i have zero interest in dating anyone or being in relationships at all atm, (also random uncomfortable things like making plans for me before i even agree to anything and just moving forward with them but like, friend, i dont even keep plans i make myself 90% of the time) BUT... basically i have a depressive episode, post about it here on tumblr, i wake up to DMs from him saying that he “happened” to be on my tumblr at a certain time and saw the posts and had excuses and was reaching out andddd on a hunch i checked my stats page and found that particular hit on my blog, and he’s been checking my tumblr almost hourly for moooooonths, i’d been seeing that hit, but i didnt know what it was and hoo boy it turned my general discomfort into WOW IM SUPER FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE AND NOW DONT FEEL SAFE POSTING ON MY OWN BLOG due to rly bad past experiences and ?? so i made a post vaguely calling out this fact because i didnt want to confront him directly about it, since i wanted things to remain as normal as possible i just wanted him to back the heck off so i get FB messages from him saying that “hes sorry that hes broken” and his “brain gets stuck sometimes” and that he’ll never contact me again and not to tell our mutuals why he suddenly vanishes, and then messages our friends regardless later that day saying to them “ive been unintentionally cyber-stalking mk, im going to go to therapy and get help but i cant hang out with you guys anymore unless MK says its okay” which...holy shit dude, you are putting me in the position of being the bad guy when i am the one whos space was violated and was made super fucking uncomfortable i tell my friends i want things to be chill, i dont want it to be a big deal, we can still all do things, im sorry it escalated like this, i just want him to back off of me, and once he sorts his shit out things can be fine (there was a level of “im gonna be mia while i start therapy” in his messages to them) because i dont want to be the one fucking things up for people?? and theeEEEENNNN allie comes and visits and her first night in town suddenly i hear allie from the living room “uh that guy @’d me” since...she knew.. the situation..since it was a Thing that just happened. and the tweet was along the lines of “starting therapy on monday, too bad this situation means i wont get to meet @ allie while shes in town - i feel like we’d be friends” (or something, it was a chain, and i saw it briefly when allie showed me) and according to other friends had pretty much a tweet chain about how he likes to meet people and collect friends like pokemon? and like...drunk tweeting yes, but holy shit, and still more of this trying to make people feel bad for you when you’re the one who did the thing????? (also he messaged me again in this time frame) so i talked to our mutual friends about it since i didnt really know what to do since i was scared of burning this bridge, but the immediate response i got was “block him” so i did. i blocked him, and i messaged him and explained why i blocked him giving him the benefit of the doubt that he doesnt get that hes being really fucking manipulative in the situation, but like bruh ill put up with a lot of shit and discomfort directed at me, but involving allie made me draw the line (plus after how weird and clingy he got of me it made me really anxious to think of him around allie at all?? even before?? god) and he then texts our friends and is like “so i guess i fucked up even more,” and then told them he wasnt going to be talking to them anymore and to never message him again, so...that..was that.. but of course it wasnt, hes trying to make amends with them it seems, which is fine?? he did nothing to them, but whats getting to me now its one of those friends is messaging my new roommate about it instead of talking to me? and when she expressed “well im not comfortable with him” because..shes..like me..and nervous about dudes and especially nervous about dudes who have pulled shit like this, he was immediately defended and i just???? why cant situations ever actually be over??

im frustrated and stressed out and fully aware that my relationship w my other friends is probably gonna be pretty well damaged if they get back to being friends with him, since im already a homebody and would never be comfortable going out to environments where he is a part of the group and they know that so i just. wont. be included anymore? and that also means mason gets isolated? god i fucking hate this

also he still checks my blog and probably reading all of this too so thats great