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g-xix · 7 months
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Pregnant | Harry Lewis
Hey girlies, here's a Harry oneshot for the W2S girls, requested by someone on Wattpad... Ik Whoetoshaw has alr done way longer + more in depth sort of oneshot for this so creds to her ofc. Here's a cute pic of Harry to prepare you tho:
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Very fitting!!! Anyways: Content: Pregnancy scare, female hormones, 2k wordcout CW's: Pregnancy scares + mentions of abortion
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The two bright red lines glared up at me angrily. 
I couldn't believe it.
Slapping a hand to my mouth, I felt as though the life around me were distorting, those bright two lines indicating the new life forming in my stomach.
"Y/n? You all alright in there?" Georgia's voice called from outside the bathroom. I felt my hands shaking, I couldn't comprehend it was really true. Tears began burning in the corners of my eyes, distorting the dizzying LED's around me. There was commotion around me- a door slammed open, a familiar face with a look of horror as they looked at me- lay across the bathroom floor- I couldn't tell you what happened in the space of ten minutes, but before I knew it I was sat opposite Georgia in the kitchen- steaming mug of tea in my hands.
She looked at me sombrely, a hot mug in her hands as well.
"So, when are you gonna tell him?" She questioned, raising her mug for a sip. 
"Who?"
"Harry."
Oh God. I had to tell Harry. Boyfriend of five years, best friend, considerable soulmate.
And somehow the thought of telling him still made me pale inside.
We'd never talked about babies before... Pregnancy or even babysat for a friend! And having a baby meant a lot of responsibility we hadn't considered. We both had far too much on our plates. I had a nine-to-five, he had all of his YouTube biz, and we barely even had time or thought for holidays together, anymore.
"Soon." I gulped, palely.
...
"We're going out for drinks tonight- Mia and Faith coming along as well, you wanna come?" Harry mentioned casually,
"Oh, yeah sure I-" I choked on my breath as I remembered, coughing and burning my lungs as I hacked up a bit of inhaled saliva. Harry's hand found my back, slapping it as though he were trying to hit the cough out of me. "O-on other notes, I think I'll pass."
"You're not one to pass on meeting up with the girls, you got a bit extra work?" Harry questioned, face showing concern as he tried to read my expression.
I turned my back to him, facing the fridge to avoid eye contact as I responded dejectly. 
"Yeah." I spoke shortly. I could feel the burning in my lungs slowly sinking in my stomach and sitting like a volcano getting ready to erupt. Every morning, throwing up had been getting worse and worse. It felt as though no matter what I ate (or didn't eat) for dinner, every morning the sickness hit with the same knee-weakening magnitude. I was sure Harry was asleep most mornings when I threw my body over the toilet bowl, given I woke at 3am with the sickening urges. 
And I didn't want him to see me throw up all over the kitchen after missing out on an opportunity to see Faith and Mia again.
"You want me to stay? I don't mind staying in tonight if you wanna spend some time-"
"God's sake, shut up Harry." I snapped "Just go without me- I've never stopped you before, have I." 
An uncomfortable silence settled between us, tension in the room thick enough to cut with a knife. 
I didn't mean to shout at him- I don't know why I snapped. 
"S-sorry." He softly spoke, voice filled with downcasted sadness. His voice only made my heart ache more, and I turned to try and meet his eyes- babble an apology- but as I turned to try and meet his soothing blue eyes, I was instead met with the door closing behind me.
The pull on my heartstrings making the tears well in my eyes was clearly too close to the stomach- as I felt my inside swirling, bile building in my oesophagus.
Before I knew it I was back at the toilet bowl, hands clasped around the lid with my knuckles going white as I had whole body shakes. My eyes squeezed shut, throat burning as I coughed up residual acid that lingered in my throat, spitting out all that amalgamated, nauseating fluid in my mouth.
And then after the coughs, it all began dawning on me again.
No more going out for drinks.
No more spontaneous planning.
No more irresponsibility.
Those coughs began developing into dry heaves, tears trickling down my cheeks as my breathing became erratic, broken cries and raw sounds coming from a throat I couldn't even believe was my own. 
My body shook with each cry- weak and unstable- and only trembling more as I realised I wasn't just shaking myself. That tiny life form- a consequence of my carelessness- shook with me with each choked sob.
A vibration from my pocket was pulled out with quivering fingers, spotting Georgia's name.
I swiped on on the accept button, lips sealing together as I tried to zone into Georgia's voice.
"Hey girl, you doing alright?"
"M-maybe... Why, has s-something happened?"
"Not really, just wanted to know- have you told Harry yet or are you still-"
I felt that anger building inside me again. It wasn't her fucking problem- easy for her to pressure me- try and advise me and tell me I ought to tell him despite having zero fucking knowledge on what it feels like-
"GEORGIA, FUCK OFF I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT-" I threw the phone out of the bathroom door, hearing it hit one of the bedroom walls. "FUCK. OfF..."
My voice breaking was the last straw before I began losing it hysterically once more. My throat burnt as more acid crept up my oesophagus and found its way into the toilet, tears streaming down my face like a river now- chest rapidly rising and falling as I clutched at my head- everything making me light hearted.
The lights went off after that.
Pulling the pulley down, the lights went off. I didn't want to be seen. I want to see the reflection of a broken woman who I knew was myself. I cried in the dark instead of facing myself and what had happened.
Until I lay back flat against the cool tiles. I had gone through the motions. Dramatic sobs until there was no more liquid and I could only dry heave- to now- simply staring up at the ceiling, eyes tired and breathing steady with the exception of an occasional erratic choke. 
It could have been just a few minutes, or a few hours that I just lay there.
Head empty, stomach empty, body feeling completely light. As though I weren't even alive.
I felt like shit.
I shouldn't have snapped at Harry.
I shouldn't have shouted at Georgia.
I shouldn't have thrown my phone.
I'll tell him when he comes back, Georgia, I spoke internally. Promise. For you.
My mind flicked through the variety of ways he could respond to hearing it. Eventually I filtered it down to a few.
Best case scenario: He's too drunk to understand it and just falls asleep, unable to comprehend what I'd said.
Worst case scenario: He completely sobers up and tells me to leave. Get out, blocks me on everything, does everything in his power to never see me again. 
Of course, there were also a few alternatives:
Maybe he would start packing and get ready to spend the night at a friend's to sober up- not believing what he'd heard.
It was a possibility he might pass out from the news.
Or he could agree to support me, but only if I agree to abort it- him- her- whatever it was.
That final thought was sickening. I couldn't abort it. Of course - I physically could have it aborted... But I couldn't do that to something living. A part of me. I didn't like the thought of something growing inside of me- but that didn't mean I was going to be cruel enough to kill it. No matter how poorly Harry reacted.
A jangle of keys outside the door was enough to get me onto my feet- rushing back into the bedroom as I heard the front door opening.
"Y/n?" His voice called from the front room.
I jumped onto the bed, finding my phone and running my finger over the dent it had left in the wall. That would need fixing as well.
"Y/n? You around?" Harry's voice peeked around the door, finding me sat on the bed. Hands held in lap, phone clasped between shaking fingers. I looked at Harry's head, hair scruffy, and the smile on his face sincere. And the lack of redness in his eyes and cheeks gave me the impression he hadn't drank - or at least he hadn't drank much.
"You don't look like you've gone out." I commented on Harry's appearance. He smiled as he entered the bedroom, shutting his door behind him.
"Decided to skip." He responded, leaning his back against the door, holding a plastic baggie in his hands. 
You should tell him. The voice spoke in my head. I knew I should. And there was not better time than now to tell him. 
"I have something to tell you." "I have something to tell you."
I lowered my head and chucked slightly as the two of us let out laughs, our synchronisation amusing despite the fact it felt as though my heart were going to explode in my chest. 
"I'll go first," Harry offered, though I shook my head.
"No, I want to-"
"I can- I don't mind, I mean-"
"No, seriously, Harry. I've got something more... uhm, important."
I could feel tears welling in my eyes as I went. The dip in the bed and the heavy arm that made its way around my shoulder indicated Harry at my side. I couldn't hold it in as again, I felt a choked sob make its way from my lips.
"I'm pregnant, Harry-"
I cut myself off with another pathetic sob, my head burying into Harry's shoulder as he wrapped his other arm around me, cradling and rocking us back and forth. My head ached as I let myself cry onto his hoodie shoulder, my hands weakly grasping onto the soft material as the second batch of tears for the day slipped down my cheeks.
I wiped my nose, pulling away to look at my boyfriend after the worst of the sobbing was over, my tired red eyes meeting his own pacifying blue ones. 
"I know." He softly spoke, his lips curling up slightly with a small smile as he watched my expression drop to blank slate instantly. 
"W-what?" I stuttered, the words not resonating as I suddenly felt so light it were as though I weren't even there. His eyes curved into little crescents as he giggled. 
"I know, Y/n, I know, I know, I know." I closed my eyes, breathing in and out deeply, wanting to pinch my arm. Was I even awake? 
"Please explain what the hell is happening," I asked with a short laugh, still not really processing what was happening. 
"I figured, Y/n. After all the morning sickness-"
"I thought you were asleep during that?"
"I heard the end of your throwing up and toilet flush in the morning... I feel worse I always woke up too late to help you through it. But I noticed your morning sickness, not coming out to drink, the unusual mood changes..."
"Yeah, sorry for snapping at you." I chuckled, and he just rubbed my back. "So... what now?"
"Well, I went out and I got some things for us- sorry, for you." He pulled the plastic Tesco's bag from the side of the bed, digging through it. "I got you some Häagen-Dazs- the praline flavour because I know it's your favourite- and these flowers because Faith advised to get those on the phone- oh, and also-"
He pulled a fluffy piece of clothing and gestured for me to take it. I couldn't tell what exactly the item was, but as I pulled it apart, I realised it was a tiny little baby one-piece, so small it was barely the side of my head. 
It was perfect. He was perfect. My boyfriend, my baby daddy, My Harold. I felt as though I could cry again, but refrained as I turned to face Harry.
"So you're... okay with having a baby?"
"...Yeah." He began nodding his head in self-support. "We can do this."
"You aren't mad or anything?"
"Mad?" He looked aghast at the thought. "Bloody hell, no! I'm actually kind of... excited."
I couldn't believe it. A laugh fell from my lips, realising there wasn't any problems. That Harry was fine with all of it. And he supported it. Me. We were going to be fine.
"Fuck, I love you Harry."
He connected his lips with mine and I couldn't have felt happier as the fireworks in my stomach exploded, lips curling into a smile as I realised:
Maybe it was all gonna be okay.
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starl3ght · 1 year
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//~Simon Riley hcs~//
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A/N: Alr first post🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️ I’ll be doing a lottttt more. So, requests are open so ask anything, but please do read my request rules. I’m gonna do more hcs on task force 141 and more characters first then one shots. Maybe even series😳 Enjoy this🫶✨
contains: fluff, angst??, sex, mentions of anxiety, trauma, abuse, nightmares
- When you met he was a bit clueless how to process his feelings for you. And he was also clueless that you were in love with him
- Physical affection wasn’t immediate right away. You took time with him because you wanted him to be comfortable
- When you do hug him for the first time he froze in place. He had to process what was happening. He felt relief that he had someone in his life and held you close
- The mask stayed on for a while but when he felt comfortable he took it off. You were shocked he let you see his face. But he feels safe with you
- Helping him put the black paint on his eyes? Hell yes
- You sit on his lap while you apply the paint gently around his eyes. Playfully, he might get some paint and smudge your cheek while you giggle
- His heart melts at your laugh
- arguments oh how it breaks both your hearts. He will never yell though. He’ll walk off because he doesn’t want to hurt you
- You both apologize for your wrongs while you hold each other
- Oh he makes you coffee in the morning. Because I said so and he does seem like the type for me to just bring you a cup of coffee and you watch tv together or something
- He loves how interested you are in your hobbies. Just something about seeing you happy gives him the motive to do the same.
- Whether it’s reading, drawing, or collecting stuff, he loves how excited you are and vows to always protect you.
- When he does make love to you? It’s the best thing ever.
- I don’t see him having knife kinks or BDSM because if it could hurt you he wouldn’t do it.
- Just regular sex. If he’s stressed and you’re there in front of him…prepare to wash the sheets
- When you do have some soft sex, it’s beautiful. He focuses on your pleasure and experience. You both love each other and I’m gonna say, he prefers giving. He can take your core into his mouth with his hands wrapped around your thighs and your shaking form. He always makes you see stars
- The aftercare tho✨ Falling asleep being held to his chest or he takes your exhausted form into the bath. He makes sure to take care of you well
-When he does tell you his story and about what his father did, oh how it breaks your heart
- He was sitting on the carpet floor and you were on the couch behind him holding him and caressing his head while he told you.
- you pushed strands of hair behind his ears and told him you would love him always and how you’d be there for him.
- that was probably a breaking point for him and he let out some tears while he hugged your waist with his face in your chest while you kissed his head and held him
- You comfort him when he has some sort of nightmares or episodes.
- Just hearing his hyperventilating while he’s asleep is sad. You gently shake him awake and whisper his name as to not make it worse. Or just talking to him softly while he’s having a nightmare to stir him back to sleep peacefully
“Shh Simon, it’s alright honey…open your eyes for me”
- When he does wake up he looks for your face immediately and hugs you so tight. You coax him back to bed and you keep him close until he falls asleep again
- He has a polaroid picture of you smiling and takes it with him when he’s out of the country
- And god bless his soul because when Soap finds it he will not shut the hell up with questions about you
“That your lass Ghost?”
“Walk away mate…walk the fuck away and out of my face”
- Soap’s probably gonna tell the rest of 141 and ask who you are and if they know you
- Gaz wonders too but keeps it to himself. Price will tell Soap to mind his own business
-Johnny better sleep with one eye open now
- He brings you back some souvenirs. Like a ring, necklace or bracelet. Anything you might be interested in
- When he comes back exhausted during the night you have his food ready and he quickly takes a shower before heading to bed.
- he probably flops onto the bed in his black boxers and you’re at the door smiling at him. You just kiss his cheek and whisper goodnight and you get into bed with him or go into the living room to do something else to pass time
- I don’t think you go out for dates much. You just stay home spending time together or you do go out sometimes but for walking around in parks or going to the store maybe
- Overall you relationship isn’t SO normal. But it’s something alright <3
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gloomyluvr · 10 months
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EMBARAZADO
in which miles just wants to talk to his gf 🤷🏻‍♀️
fem!plussize!latina reader x miles morales
(anyone can read tho)
fluff guys. just fluff.
warnings!: i know jackshit about the comics so if like nothing is lore accurate or wtv im sorry. 100% Self indulgent. ik miles is a bit of a no sabo (😣) but we’re gonna pretend hes a bit more fluent 🥰
a/n: hey bitchess im back. you alr know i had to write for my bae miles. first miles fic and first fic in a year so sorry if this is bad.
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“ughh im so tired bro. apenas ‘stoy terminando the english homework.” y/n yawned into her phone. miles had called her as he finished his rounds swinging around the city making sure it was as safe as it could possibly be. 
“ugh, i have to do it when i get back to my dorm.” miles grunted as he swung from building to building. 
“i’ll send you a copy of mine if you need a reference.” miles only hummed in response. y/n had noticed the sound of the strong wind had calmed down. the phone on her desk suddenly buzzing. it was miles requesting a facetime call. 
“contesta! you have to see this view!” miles exclaimed. y/n answered with her camera turned off. 
“hmm. that looks amazing.”
“un dia, im taking you to all my favorite spots.” miles promised. he turned his camera to face him and that’s when he noticed y/ns camera was turned off. “heyy! turn on your camera. i wanna see your face!”
“ughh noooo! i look so fugly rn. i look like that weird dog filter on snapchat!” y/n turned her camera. she propped her phone up against her laptop.
“wait... that was a filter?” miles raised his eyebrow. 
“hey!!!! que malo!” she turned her camera off which miles responded to in protest. 
“nooo! im kidding y/nnn. pleaseee i wanna see your beautiful facee!” y/n complied smiling as she finally let miles clearly see her face. 
“hermosa!!!” miles jokingly blew kissed towards his phone. 
“ughhh stop it! that’s so embarrassing.” 
“how is me calling my novia ‘hermosa’ embarrassing? are you embarrassed of me” miles jokingly gasped as if he were offended. 
“YES!!” 
“WHATT?”
“miles, when i first heard about you it was cuz you pulled someones hair out!! that’s so embarrassing!” y/n laughed while miles cringed at the memory. 
“it was a total accident! i can’t believe you’re using this against me!” miles once again grunted as he resumed swinging. 
“are you embarazado?” y/n burst out in laughter at her own joke. miles tried not to laugh but hearing y/n’s laugh, he couldn’t keep it in.
“yes, estoy very embarazado.” he said as serious as he could. y/n only laughed more. “that’s so stupid bro. i can’t believe you’re dying at that.” he chuckled. once y/n calmed down miles spoke again, “is your roommate there?”
y/n looked behind her where her bunkbed was. “nope, i think she went to stay with her parents for the weekend. why?”
“so i could come over. no vas ir con tus papas?”
“nah, they’re outta town, remember?” miles hummed in response.
“amor, open your window please.” y/n did as miles asked. once he was fully inside, y/n engulfed him in a hug.
“hi love.” she sleepily said. 
“hi mi amor.” he kissed her forehead. 
“‘m so tiredd. changeee i wanna go mimis already.” y/n let go and went to lay down on the bottom bunk. she went and got comfy under her covers while waiting for miles to change into the pj’s she kept for him. once he was changed he turned the lights off. miles was back in front of y/n, putting some random netlifx show on y/n’s laptop.
finally he got on the bed and under the covers. y/n sighed as she cuddled up against miles.
“imagine if your mom saw us. god, poor mrs. morales would have a heart attack.”
“nah my mom adores you. imagine if YOUR dad saw us. he’d kill us!” 
“no he wouldn’t. he loves you! i think he loves you more than he loves me.”
“hmmm you’re right. im just better than you” miles shrugged.
“ok. fuck you.” y/n jokingly tried pushing miles away but he wouldn’t let go.
“nope. you’re staying here.” 
“hmm, im fine with that.”
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only111u · 24 days
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a/n: wow I’m alr doing a series 😭 this is probably gonna be like 3 parts long so hope yall are excited for that :] I also pinkey swear to post the Han fic next I’m just a tad bit lazy. I will have it out in like 3 days tho TRUST 🙏🏼
paring: Lee Know x afab Reader (both hs students)
warnings: reader gets followed home
w/c: 1.4k
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0.2- paper ball
Another paper ball was thrown at the back of your head as you tried to write your notes. You already knew who it was. It was that stupid rat Lee Minho. God you hated him so much. He just always knew how to piss you off and what makes it worse is that he was best friends with your brother so he was always over at your house. Even in your own home you never got to escape him. He and your brother always played pranks on you even when you were just minding your own business.
You turned around from your seat that was directly infront of him and you threw your pencil at his head [mainly aiming for his eyes]. He flinches and throws another paper ball harder directly at your face. You were officially fed up and threw your charger head at him. Hearing all the commotion, the teacher turned to look at you two and cleared her throat.
“Are you two fighting again?” The teacher asked in a slightly defeated and annoyed tone.
“Well he started it!”
“Only because she wouldn’t move her big head!”
You turned around glaring at him and throwing a paper ball that he had thrown at you in his face. The teacher being fed up with you two decided to give you both 6 hours detention.
That was basically the end of the world to you. Not only did you have to deal with him during the school day and at your HOUSE but also three hours after the school for TWO DAYS. Your parents were absolutely going to go ballistic. Detention was already bad enough for them but alone with a boy? Oh they were not going to let you live it through.
Sure they did infact love Minho they just didn’t fully know him. Everytime he came over he always acted kind and respectful to them, but you always complained about him being an ass so they were just kind of in the middle with him. Even then they still loved him like a second son. Feeding him, taking him on family vacations, even INTRODUCING him to some of your female cousins to set them up. You never understood why everyone liked him so much.
You almost got excited when the last bell of the day rang when the teacher that gave you detention came to collect you from the class. You picked up all your things and told her that you’d be at her classroom shortly. You slowly walked to your locker hoping that time would go by faster if you just slowed down. Instead you were jumpscared by the face of Lee Minho.
“What do you want punk” you you death glared him as you started decoding your lock.
“The teacher told me to come get you because you were taking too long” he lazily spoke at you.
“Well I didn’t need you collect me”
“Trust me, I didn’t want to either”
“Ugh whatever, I got all of my stuff. Let’s just go” you annoyedly spoke trying to just get this over with.
Ugh he drives me crazy
She’s driving me crazy
You both got to the classroom and the teacher started to speak.
“If you are here today that means that you have acted inappropriately, disobedient, or rudely throughout the week. During this time you will not be permitted to be on your phone or laptop or sleep. You will only be permitted to do academic work. We hope you become better by the end of your detention” she read off a paper in a monotone voice.
You looked over at Minho next to you and saw him mocking the way the teacher spoke. You couldn’t help but giggle under your breath. Look at that smile. He looks at you and smiles lightly. Then you both came to your senses and quickly looked away. After 30 minutes your stomach was already rumbling. You went up to your teacher to ask to go the vending machine for a light snack but she just told you weren’t allowed to leave the classroom during detention. You sighed in defeat and went back to your seat.
Another 30 minutes went by and your hunger was getting worse and you needed eat something. Minho noticed and just ignored you. You went back up to the teachers desk and begged her to at least get something to eat and she reluctantly agreed. As soon as the teacher left the room Minho took out his phone and immediately started playing on his phone.
You too took out your laptop and started to work on one of your essays that was due soon. Minho looked over at what you were doing and laughed at you. You’re so adorable. You just side eyed him and continued to type. “Why are you always doing school work. Don’t you ever do anything fun?” Minho teases you
“Well if you look at your grades and my grades you’d know why” you retaliated.
“Well if you look at your amount friends and my amount friends you’d know why” he spoke back.
You just scoffed at him and went back to work.
How does anyone like him
It had already been 10 minutes since the teacher left and you were thinking she had left the school. You were genuinely feeling nauseous and lightheaded and Minho started to notice. “Jeez are you ok? You look ghostly” he sounded almost, caring?
“Yeah I just didn’t have anything to eat all day so just a little lightheaded” you explained
He reached into his bag and got out a granola bar. “Here, since you’re so desperate for food” he handed it to you and went back on his phone.
You took it from his hand and started eating it. You threw out the wrapper and sat back down. By now you already had one hour left of your detention for the day and your teacher still wasn’t back. Minho had actually put his phone away and started on his work and you continued with yours. You were just ready to go home already when the teacher finally came in. Of course to no one’s surprise, she was empty handed. Her lipstick was smudged and hair slightly messy. “Sorry honey the machines didn’t work.” She was so obviously lying that she didn’t even believe her own lie.
You just told her “It’s ok” and went back to doing your work on your notebook.
Finally the bell had rung letting all the kids at detention go home and you called your brother. The phone was already 4 rings in and he was still not picking up. After your brother didn’t pick up you called your dad, no response. You finally tried your mom and she didn’t reply either. You gave up on finding a ride and decided to just walk home.
You had just made it out of the school gates when a car starts driving slowly behind you. You just ignored it and kept walking. No matter how much farther you went the car continued to follow you and you started to get scared. You looked through your contacts list and for some reason decided to call Minho. He surprisingly picked up within two rings and you started to talk quickly under your breath to him.
“Ok um hi I know this is weird but can you walk with me? Or like drive me home or something? Theres someone following me in a car right now and I just had a weird feel-“ you were cut off mid ramble by the sound of the call ending.
You just stared at your phone in shock and started to slightly tear up. You knew he was an asshole but hanging up on a person who needed help? You never thought he was so mean. As tears started falling from your eyes a raindrop fell on your head and you started to cry even harder. Your day really couldn’t get worse.
The raindrops started to fall more and you just started crying harder. As you kept walking faster the window of the car lowered and a man who looked to be in his mid-50’s started to cat call you. You were just 15 minutes into your 30 minute walk back home and you really started to feel hopeless. You continued to walk in the cold rain with the man still following you when another car pulled in front of him and stopped.
“Get in”
To be continued…
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rzyraffek · 8 months
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Alr yall Eddie Gluskin brainrot part 2 or something. ITS MADE FOR MY PERSONAL NEEDS TO VENT ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM ALR DONT JUDGE scroll down for hyper important notes
Tw: eggie gluskin is his own warning, dub-con???(not really tho), erm eddie gluskin??? Ermmm idk yandere? A bit of nsfw (but there's warning beforehand) ALSO REQUEST OPEN FOR EDDIE SIMPS
Silly Eddie Gluskin headcanons
This idea is my personal one (so prepare). Imagine s/o in that spooky psych ward and she just hangs out around Eddie CUZ LETS BE HONEST HE IS THE SAFEST OPION OUT THERE😭 LIKE rest of people there bearly speak and would bite my toes off. Also I would totally get lost, so fallowing this dude is my best option
Tbh he at least pretends that hes nice😭
Also bro is mesmerised by her cuz 'shes not like other whores' cuz she doesnt scream or run away.
After he got attached (so in like 3minutes) he starts to fallow her like lost puppy and has dumb smile on his face for the whole time
He he w- he when he wh- when he- he when-
He is also very physical🥰 if he cant hug he holds hands, AND he talks a lot too... o my god
the only red flag is that he immediately wants to erm have babies 😔 BRO WANTS TO FUCK ON FIRST DATE😰🤯
Home boy 100% commits cannibalism THERES NOTHING TO EAT HERE ALR
Trying to escape WITH Eddie? Like acually from the ward? Say less
Beats up everyone, litteraly everyone. Somone stands near her in 50meter radius? They are totally dangerous mind if i stab?
Fatherless with attachment issues 👍🧍‍♂️
Loves when s/o sits on his lap, and loves being a big spoon. Litteraly melts when she grabs his hand
He 'invites' her on dates and makes some weird ass food (probably cooked rats) and if she refuses to eat he gonna grab that fork and force it inside her cuz darling you need to stay fed and healthy
He is very into domestic type shit, so if shes okay with becoming housewife he is flying away, blushing, kicking, screaming, begging for more. I mean he still would make her a housewife but its cute that she consents and he doest have to do all this threatening and manipulation stuff to make her do so
If she bakes cookies for him he will litteraly has one of those 'its so cute i want to squash it' moments and cup her cheeks and kiss all over (aggressively)
Believes in zodiac signs and tried to learn tarot once
She has to force him to stop using hair gel he looks like he has boat on his head
Looks like he smells nice but I doubt that
Kinda likes when she tries to run away? let's be honest I doubt that s/o was in love with him from the start, he is some random weird looking dude in hospital after all. So yeah he kinda liked (and still does) enjoy the whole prey/hunter thingy
ALR NOW NSFW TIME YALL CHILDREN LOOK AWAY
Lets start with obvious stuff, breeding kink, whole pregnancy stuff, likes his wife cute and obedient, but its kinda fun to chase her around once per few days, see her fear and panic o m g he loves that
He also fucks whenever he wants really, she has to have really good relationship with him to make him lisen and do what she asks him for (to some degree anyways)
Table, chair, wall, bed that he tortures people on, his bed, floor, any place is a good place to make some love
When he's not horny he is acually romantic (rare) he gives neck kisses, holds hands, talks about his plans for future, makes sure that stuff shes wearing and her hair is in good condition, bare minimum yknow
Also I use she/her and 'wife' stuff cuz even if s/o is the most masculine guy ever he is still cute lady in his eyes or something idc
My guy can do fast and rough or slow and deep. Depents of his mood really, if s/o annoyed him or he's just simply frustrated he will be rough, and do it no matter what she was doing, oh you were doing laundry? Not anymore, hop on this washingmachine, we are going on a ride. If he's in more romantic mood and s/o too, he will pick them up, kiss them, do it nice and deep to make sure that s/o feels everything
Tbh he loves 'hunting his prey (shes the prey lol)' prompt so much! Looking for her, feeling her fear... o my god this gets him going so hardddd
Bite marks on her, Hickeys on him
ALSO O MY GOD HER SITTING ON HIS LAP? omg imagine, s/o riding him, Eddie guiding her hips with hands HE DIES OMG YOIR SO CUTEEE
NOT ME WRITING WHOLE ARTICLE ABOUT EGGIE FUCKING GLUSKIN OMG IM SORRY😭 ALSO I was attacked by horse 2days ago and zapped by electric fence twice, just to buy a kebab, Im a survivor you all
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yonemurishiroku · 10 months
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Give me a list of all your Nico ships,I don't care how long it is or even who you ship him with,I want to know (Favourite Nico Ship?)
Yeah I want to know too.
No seriously. At this point I can't even keep track of my pairing list. It also doesn't help that I can practically eat everything that has Nico in it - regardless of... everything else. Jesus Christ.
But since you asked, I gotta try my best. I guess it's also a good chance for me to wrap up my own messy thoughts too---
Welp. Let's see. A list of Nico ships I actively contribute in because I have no idea what I know of at this point:
Solangelo, Jasico, Percico: have written about/ have plans to write about
Nico/Alabaster: tons of ideas and headcanons but have yet to decide on a writing plan. I could kill for them tho.
Thanatos/Nico: written one fanfic. Would love to write more but I run out of ideas
SELFCEST NICO. I'M SERIOUS FIGHT ME.
Eros (Cupid)/Nico: once unhealthily enjoyed making Love-you-like-an-enemy headcanons. Still do.
Erebus & Nico: I wouldn't say this as a ship... unless the term 'platonic ship' exist. I prefer to think of them as... soulmates? What do you call two lonely souls seeking each other's company?
Now to the pairings which I leech from others' content, meaning: consume but yet to contribute
Magnus/Nico: It exists and it's true and it's AWESOME
Pollux/Nico: There're at least two fics out there that had me in a chokehold
Child of Persephone x Nico ahsdjkahdkjahdka it was just one fic C'MON
Cecil Markowizt/Nico: Again. ONE fanfic. And it was Portuegeues.
Lukico
Or just platonic in general because there's potential and no one's seeing it so I'm taking it.
primordial god! chronos x ananke! nico courtesy of @avaetin. I fell so hard for it and I'm not even ashamed
Poseidon/Nico: all's Happy's fault. Like. Really.
Nipollo ajdhsajkda Brig shares the blame ok fine I'm crazy about it too and just bc Apollo's a hoe----
Anubis/Nico: thank you @/LapisLazuli13 on AO3
Dionysus/Nico but only if it's by @/robindrake93 on AO3. They have a distinguished figure for Dionysus and I'm neck deep in it
Minos/Nico: shout out to @/silenttoad on AO3 because it's the softest thing ever omfg 😭😭😭 Just for the record, their Minos is worlds different from the canon one. He's actually really nice.
Tons of crossover ships: Arthur/Nico (legitimately my RELIGION), Ciel Phantomhive/Nico,... That time I say Nezha and Nico could be friends. Like I don't... quite ship them but akdsaksaj this proves that you should never hope anything from me
I'm sure this is not all of them... I mean. I have read more. And probably forget a bunch...
I wouldn't say I have a favourite ship... well there're times that I would invest more in a specific pairing, but that doesn't mean I like other ships any less. I have 5 drafts for Jasico and then I have a Nicobaster week and then a Percico-marathon. Generally speaking though, I would say I usually... prioritize (?) the rarepairs. Since you know, the canon one and the more popular ones alr have people building the empire for them. I might be the only one invested in a Son of Persephone with Nico, for example, so I tend to gravitate towards it, in hopes of contributing a small brick for this little tent compared to their nation; or sometimes it's just because there's someone else more invested in me and their dedication fuels me (yes you @drksanctuary).
Anw I hope this gives you an insight into how wild of a being I am LMAO. I'm a proshipper. I have no qualms when it comes to enjoying fiction - as long as I enjoy it. Be free. Trust me.
As I've said, I forgo everything when it comes to Nico. He's my exception. He's always right. If he's wrong I have a few words to Rick------ jk lol or maybe not---
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residentmara · 27 days
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a little context for smth, the Astral Express Crew is this train of ppl, not really many ppl keep that in mind (ha, mind), that travels on the path of The Hunt, but the path they travel on isn't important, but they are following in the path of this Aeon (basically like, gods in the game but they're also not gods ?) who had died (I personally believe that the Aeon of The Trailblaze, the one they're following the path of didn't die, because there is nobody who knows how they died, it's unknown if it was at the hands of another Aeon even tho thats a popular theory in game, or if it was killed by a human or what) and they're just following in that guy's path and stopping at worlds when they can't pass, usually bc of a stellaron (cancer of all worlds) on the planets, and they help those planets and continue on their path
Mind (March and Dan Heng)
Mind would be March because of more like her backstory, she was found floating through space in a block of six-phased ice (I believe it was that or it was some 'eternal ice' but I am p sure it was six-phased) which Welt spent ages to get her out of, and I did get my facts a little wrong when I was being autism in dms earlier, her name is March 7th because that's the day the Astral Express Crew (which at the time I believe consisted of Himeko, Welt, and pom-pom (? for Pom-pom)) freed her from the ice, and she didn't even know who she was, so they took to calling her March 7th since that was the date, she canonically puts out this happy, bubbly, personality to cover up this like anxiety and sadness I believe is what Himeko says when you ask about March, but she puts on that personality and smile to cover up those feelings
and Dan Heng because he's smart.. and he also has things in his past that he's running from, he's generally a mysterious kinda guy (HELP IM REACHING DISCORD LIMIT ALR,, THE PRICE OF TYPING THIS ORIGINALL ON DISCORD WTF) theres not many lore rooted reasons that I'm saying Dan Heng for, though he does live in the file room (I think it was called.. words aren't wording but it is like 8:34 at night) and keeps things nice and filed n stuff for the express, he knows a lot about it, he also joined it because he was running from people from his past life / past (I say past life because even though he normally looks human, he's from this dragon looking species I can't spell the name of for the life of me who goes through this rebirth process) and he refuses to really talk to anyone about it, and if you in game ask Himeko about him she doesn't give you much information
Heart (Kafka)
I won't go deep into lore because I don't think we know much of Kafka's lore or she doesn't have too much to go into ig, but Kafka is one of these Stellaron hunters who's goal (you'll never guess it) is to get stellarons, Kafka can appear as this nice person but really she's kinda violent and slightly manipulative (though it is kind of for the 'greater good' in some sense depending on where your morals lie when it comes to lore of the entire game) also she uses a gun canonically when you use her ultimate.. enough proof there /silly
Soul as Himeko or the Trailblazer
tbh I'd mainly say Himeko, we don't really know too much about Himeko, only what you can get from asking Welt, but she found the express when she was a kid blah blah that's not imporant to why Soul would be her, she was there from the start, she knows like everything about everyone on the express, at least all there really is to know, she's the real owner of it, but she is generally who keeps things kinda calm on the express, she's who you trust (which when you put hms as pathos, logos, and ethos, we know who is what, Heart is Pathos, Mind is Logos, and Soul would be Ethos, and if you were to characterize Himeko as one of those, she'd be Ethos because you know you can trust her) + she has red hair
I'd say Soul as the Trailblazer (the Main Character) because that is also the only character you can be 100% sure of in the whole story, also I can kind of draw a connection from the Stellaron that is inside of the Trailblazer (they are generally supposed to just be a storage for it, we don't know why yet because that lore isn't rlly out yet) to the void seen on Soul in like the videos, they both have something that can like 'take over' them in some sense
and Whole as Welt
Welt is someone who also knows a lot about people on the express (not as much as Himeko though) but he generally is like this character that is like the 'dad' of the express, at least in my eyes (that I totally have shh I'm not a Heart fictive what) this is smth you can argue that Welt would be Soul for but he is in and out of the Astral Express this like peace keeper, there is a lot more of lore to Welt because he is a reoccuring in like another Honkai game (I think there is only one other ? but if not he's in the two others, but I cannot remember how mant there is) and I remember seeing something about a comic, but basically if you were to put a face on the express it'd probably be Welt or Himeko, Himeko because she is the actual owner but Welt because he is this powerful figure that has this cohesive story if any of my reasoning for Whole as Welt makes sense
Boom autism explosion pt 2, now I’m very sleeby so goodnight !! -💕
this is unironically the direct reason i got into honkai: star rail
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theflyinvelaris · 1 month
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Okay wow I had never seen this before and GOD do i LOVE IT!! 😍😭🥹🤩🫠🤧🤤
Art done by inkfaeart on IG! 🌷
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Aelin + Rowan’s daughter & Feyre + Rhysand’s son 💝
(pls ignore blossom in the gif above, i am easily buttercup in this scenario. thank you, i digress)
Okay for starters, wtf is going on
why cant i breathe ?????
HELLO NYX??? Nice to meet you 😭😭😭😵😵🤮🤮🤮 (throwing up because omg grown nyx has me SO EMOTIONAL for some reason)
okay okay okay but he kinda looks like feyre to me no seriously
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Tell me you don’t see it!! Their cute lil pinched noses! That is mother and son right there.
portrait of the high lady (above) by madschofield 🌷
defender of the rainbow (below) by neural_art_v 🌷
LOVE. THE. FREAKIN. DETAILS. In this thing
like i really am so sorry, but the feysand child is serving feyre’s face, and that bod (AND WINGS‼️‼️‼️) is (are) rhysand bb
love that
of course they make pretty babies
AND LETS TALK ABOUT ROWAELIN DAUGHTER!!
Because wow i dont even know her and yet i alr know i would never DREAM of getting on her bad side
SO COOL that she has aelin’s fire like fuck yes
thank god it continued on
(honestly i choose to believe that aelin’s power did eventually come back— gradually, soooo slowly, and def not to the extent that it was before, but she gets it back 😏)
a follow up question for you (rowaelin offspring):
DO YOU KNOW LIDIA CERVOS IS SHE UR COUSIN ARE U RELATED ANSWER ME!!!!!! DID U KNOW SHE NAMED HER CHILD AFTER YOUR, LIKE, GREAT, GREAT, GREAT, GREAT (?) GRANDFATHER?! AND ALSO SHE WIELDS FIRE LIKE YOU. BUT SHE CAN BECOME AN ENTIRE BALL OF FLAME.
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anyways…
I also love that rowaelin’s daughter has tats because of COURSE that is so fitting
i feel like they (the ‘rents— rowan and aelin 😌) would def use it as a bonding thing with their kids; like in training with discipline and commitment, use it as rowan/aelin/and the cadre did for grief and representation, maybe also to wear success/honor ???
but who r we kidding
they also think it’s so fun and def get a kick out of their kids’ whining and fussing once rowan starts
and they just love tattoos
and everyone and their mom can appreciate rowan’s art i mean the male is a genius
also how special that they’d get to tattoo their whole family CUTE
ROWAELIN 🍾 ROWAELIN 👏🏽 ROWAELIN 😻
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aelin and rowan art done by mellendraws 🌷
Are they not just the most wholesome and perfect and beautiful relationship that’s ever come from sjm???
I actually cant for sure claim that.
💀
I think I would need…
A couple of weeks, LOTS of sticky notes, google docs, a big ‘ol joint, and a thorough reread of all the books
…BEFORE i could make such a declarative statement
🤍
MY FAVES FROM EACH SERIES, that I can manage. Take it as you will. Behold, my fave SJM couples (in *no* ranking order):
ACOTAR = feyre + rhysand
You dont understand. I would sell my soul to discover their relationship for the first time again. THE WAY HIS LOVE FOR HER CHANGED MY LIFE. I literally have said out loud before that if Rhysand was a real person, I would quickly single-fy myself. 😀🤡 i wish i was kidding. Feyre is a SLAY idc what anyone says, i think she’s fucking badass.
TOG = aelin + rowan
I think about these two ALL. THE. TIME. Talking to customers at work? Thinking about Rowan *biting* Aelin that first time. Brushing my teeth? Reminiscing on their reunion in QoS. Making a sandwich? “Where is my wife?!” I, um, I am obsessed. They make me NAUSEOUS with envy. So much devoted, unconditional love. Stfu. They are perfect.
CC = bryce + hunt
of course these two are my faves is anyone surprised?????(tho… ruhn and lidia sit at a comfortable #2). I love them. Their growing friendship throughout the whole series makes me ache inside. They just love each other. And know each other. And would do, and DID do, anything for the other. Hunt adores the fucking shit out of Bryce even when she’s driving him crazy. And Bryce would take on the entire world and then some if it meant defending him. LOVE. LOVE LOVE. LOVE.
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Okay lmao what was meant to be a “hey! Look at this cool fanart” turned into “so here are my favorite sjm pairings” bitch wth
🤡🤦🏽‍♀️
my bad, yall! But just appreciate the art!
gooooooodnight and goooodbye
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neadivana · 1 year
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aight since soma yall asked for part two here it is ;)
ive had some help from a server ;D
Nicky headcannons part 2✨
while having an argument he won’t yell oh but when he does hell feel guily because why is he yelling at his sweetheart :( he kisses u to calm u up
he wakes u up gently, very gently especially if ur not a morning person lmao and he makes sure to give u ur morning kisses
kisses kisses kiss him before he leaves its his ‘good luck’ kiss he needs it 😔 kiss him whenever he’s having a bad day it’ll make him happy
when hes pissed with someone hes like “dont do it or i swear to fucking god :)” help him calm down pls rub your thumb against the top of his hand :(
whenever he gets custom clothing done for you he doesn’t need someone to measure them anymore since he would know your body proportions
spoilers - premium choice: after the party and his argument with Floyd you guys go to his room and before you could ‘spoil him’ he makes u open a drawer, inside are pajamas with your initials on it ;)
he will love to eat anything you make especially if its a traditional dish from your country since hees interested in trying different things and he will probably teach u how to cook things he can
speaking of tradition if you have a traditional or cultural thing you do he would ask all about it like what’s it for, why you do it, when do you do it since he’s curious and maybe you can teach him as well!
he can dance. probably not complicated hard dances like tango but he can dance😌 theres a scene when yall dance and he’s teaching u since u dunno how
its alr cannon but PDA (public display of affection) he does it all. the. time. and if ur not that comfortable with it he wont do it as much like just small pecks on the cheek yk yk here and there
but if you are comfortable with it and love it yall would kiss in front of the camera so the world knows ur his and hes ✨yours✨ and urs only
hes always holding on to your hand or has his arm around ur shoulders and i think it would be so funny if ur drunk yall are just swaying as u walk💀
HAH u wanna do some fucked up shit? LEZGO (depends on what fucked up shit u wanna do tho💀)
part 2 ✨done✨ ᵖᵃʳᵗ ³??
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SOMEONE'S SOMEONE
POV: PAYU
Chapter 2.
PICK UP?
It must have been a minute or two hardly before my phone rings ♪ It's hard when everything is numb♪ I mute it as soon as I can, and stare at the screen ringing with an unknown number. I found me being disappointed, why? good grief.
I lay there looking in the call log. 20 miscalls, sure isn't that big of a deal, I scroll a bit more, there are also other's calls, emails, messages. Goddamn I should get a grip on myself. What kind of life am I living in? a freaking wreck
my phone rings again-
♪ It's hard when everything is numb♪ I mute it as soon as I can, again, and stare at the screen ringing with his number. It would have been easy, to not think this much. If I wasn't in such a confused emotional state. If I could pretend I don't need comfort, Or that comfort from him. I sit up contemplating whether that I should pick it up or not. LIKE reading his name is giving me anxious feelings (butterflies dumbass) I am feeling those weird feelings for my close friend?? friend. huh, It came out as a mocking scoff, you can't have friends, or let them so close to yourself, you are meant to be alone, remember how… shut up. It's different now I have FRIENDS. They are there for me knowing it all, they don't care if i hide things, they know it and understand it. right? right. Does it matter tho? Stop all this overthinking, nevermind. I sigh and swipe it to green this time.
"Hello? Payu?" His voice send a sense of calm sad pit in my stomach. "Hello, HIIii" I try to sound cheerful. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? KAHAN HAI TU???" "cemetery" I laugh, he doesn't. "Payu." stop calling my name, I makes me feel real. I don't want to be real. "geez shantiii, dumbo, where else will I be if not my humble Adobe? at my boyfriend's house??" I start pacing around in my room, trying to keep my calm, me distracted enough so that I don’t worry him by saying anything I will regret later. ''yeah your boyfriend, miss dream like love-life'' he lets out a mocking sigh. "HEYY." I act to be offended "so intelligent" I chuckled, or scoffed, or something between them "anyways why are you calling me ?" ''well-'' ''HEY BITCH WHAT IN THE BETRAYALS OF THE CENTURY" ''LUV???? woah are you guys out? together??'' Makes sense about all that calls today, god these idiots. ''WE ARE COMING TO YOUR HOUSE. IN AN HOUR OR TWO. SEE YA SOON.'' and she cuts the call.
I try to call back but I can't reach his phone, or hers. Why are they coming? when??? what the- I can't meet them this way. I start to frantically clean up my living room first, its a mess, everything is a mess. I start muttering curse words under my breath. And a wave of sudden light dizziness hits. When was the last time I ate food properly? fuck they can't see me like this. Weird. Messed up.
I manage to clear and make some clean space, stuffing and stacking piles of clutter in the best organized mess I could. I stand in front of mirror combing out my hair. 'hiiii' 'come inn' I try to sound chill and I see me faking a smile in the mirror, face screaming liar. Stupid so stupid. My throat is forming a knot again, phase, it wasn’t a phase, it has never been, it keeps getting worse. I make my way to bathroom. To wash my face for like some 50th time today.
I wash my face again and again a few times until I can breathe again normally. I look at myself in the mirror and smile, try to, its okay it will be.. I look so weird, unlike me, they would judge me so bad. What if he doesn't like me this way? why am I thinking about him, amidst all this I am so weird.
some 30 mins later-
In the kitchen all I could find was a packet of hidenseek. I am kind of hungry but I don't think I have in me to make anything, but I shouldn’t be eating this junk but then also I barely have groceries either its already Sunday ending one more week just floating away like this, Looking at the pile of dished in sink all I can think is I was supposed to clean up all the mess and drop by to the market and so many more things. ding dong I am brought back to reality suddenly, doorbell, THEY ARE HERE ALREADY? wow. But urm it hasn't been that long- I guess it might be neighbors. But weren’t they on vacation? Maybe they are back, but it was locked in evening so no one will ring their bell. ding dong its late, I look at the time, who it might be, ughh what if its important, or what if its something shady? ding dong fffffffff, I shouldn’t have taken this building, I start recalling the news of few days ago where there was burglary a week ago in a house nearby. I reach out for the drawer beside and pull out my dagger, dramatic enough but rather wont be dead.(one of her treasures, as she calls) (she is overdramatic(paranoid)) ding dong I walk towards the door, okay if there is a thief I can just tell him that I am broke and ask him to take anything he likes in my messy house if its serial killer I can stab him I know enough self-defense or what be dead simply I am so stupid. But like if this is how I die it will be so weird, in my old t-shirt from when I was 17 and my face is all swollen only my glasses are keeping my face okay what the heck. It will look so bad on news- ding dong here goes to nothing, I finally ask 'who?'…. 'who's there?' no answers.. 'umm WHO??' am I really dying? what in the crime thriller is this? For last time, ‘WHO IS IT?’ I shout this time. 'Ma'am, I am from ekart delivery, Payu Singh?' 'oh ok but this late?' 'actually its raining a lot today that is why little delayed, I was in this locality so I thought to deliver all things before returning’ 'ohkayy, but no call?' I open the door slightly, still on my edge because its late and paranoia is my 2nd name, to peek at the person. Valid enough it's a delivery boy. 'I was trying that only but it said unreachable' oh fuck I forgot where my phone is?! ‘oh um okay give me a min‘ I laugh as I put my dagger on floor in a corner, grab my purse and open the door and step out, remember to close the door behind me.
I take the parcel and he goes away, I watch him get down the staircase. I close the door, lock it from above and fall on my knees, I really am dumb huh serial killer? It was just a parcel, it must have that supplies. I am too tired to open it. I keep it aside with dagger on top, to remember opening this later.
And after a while I manage to get up and make my way back to my heaven my room with the blanket. I am laying on bed again, with some random songs on shuffle. It sounds like its heavily raining right now. I am looking at the pack and find me munching on biscuits already, wow food habits what am I doing with my life. I have a job perfect for me, but I don’t like doing my hobbies anymore, when can I really get out of my depressive phases, Maybe should try it again.. and stop worrying people- I shouldn't eat more and its not good for health or weight, not like I look any better.. and before I know I am crunching on them, one by one, line by line. You know its fine for a day. Seriously tf.
ding dong not again. ding dong wow whoever this is sure is impatient I walk towards the door again, shouting tiredly- “who is this?” please god kill me this time- 'BHOOT’
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lostfracturess · 28 days
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i’ve got my work laptop out and my phone in hand to live react to this chapter 😼
omg i kneww it was the fkn student he punched. satoru’s so sweet to not want to drag her into a courtcase though.
kafka 😩🫶🏼💕 ive been on such a kafka kick lately omg (not so much reading his actual works but looking at kafka tumblr quotes 😔 i feel motivated to actually read his works now) also the way he sees her?? we’re so beautiful to him 🤭
“what a fucked up way to describe it. a child, small and defenseless against an unyielding force. where was the justice in that?”
☹️☹️☹️ ok i’m teared up. wtf.
“for all her strength and boldness, there was this fragile core to her. one that the world, am i, seemed intent on bruising.”
😩🤚🏼 i feel for reader fr she can do no wronggg in my eyes omg i can FEEL the stress of all this fkn research & trials gone wrong omg. she’s such an empath and it’s takin a toll on my girl over here
OHMYGOSHHH she saw the lawyer papers plsss higurama you had one job 😓 also i know im supposed to hate how secretive n stubborn he is but something ab his habit of shutting reader up w kisses 😩🤚🏼 i like my men toxic like that LMFAO
yaga laying innnn on him omg i love the consequences of his actions catching up to him. the forbidden romance is forbidden romancinggg. THE ETHICS COMMITTEE….hmm i mean considering the power dynamic i think satoru would def be the one to take the brunt of accusation if they were caught 🤔 i really wonder if reader would receive as heavy of a fall from grace as he would
omg the elevator stuck scene 🫣 PLS HE CONSIDERS FUCKING HER IN THE ELEVATOR!!?? IM SCREAMING. also they need to stop talking ab thisss in the elevator omg ppl might be listening or recording 😔 where is higurama w the legal counsel.
i cant tell if its my iced coffee giving me palpitations rn or if its your fucking writing (most likely latter). i looove how theyre resolved to try n keep each other tho :”) despite facing the things going on rn.
sheesh those lab results lmao that patient’s liver gotta be fucked 🤣 Oh WHAT ITS SATORU’s LIVER 😨 NOOO.
aw a signed kafka book?!? 😩🤚🏼 lord…
im on the basketball scene and ugggh first of all basketball satoru?!?! NEED. just imagining his arm muscles flexing while he’s shootin a shot 😩 also he’s sooo whipped for her oh my god. need a man who loves this deeply.
OHY MY GOD A SPARE TO HIS APARTMENT ITS SO REAL. ITS ALL FEELING SO REAL RN. SCREAMING. TRYING SO FKN HARD TO HIDE THE SMILE ON MY FACE RN.
oh god i cant ice ant i cant the hydropmorphone this sshift in energy i cant. to the bathroom for my ten min i go because i alr know imma need to scream for this 😭😭😭
NO WAAAYYY HE’s DOIN DRUGSS OFF OF HER IM ABOUT TO LOSE MY GODDAMN MIND. OH MY GOD IM CLUTCHING MY PEARLS RN. OVER SUGURU’s FUCKING DESK?!????
OH. MY. GOD. SATORU IS THE FUCKING DEVIL. HE’s THE DEVIL. I……….I JUST GOT TO THE END. I COULD DEADASS SCREAM RN. THE— THE GUMPTION. THE GALL?!?!? TO LICK HIS FUCKING FINGERS.
i…….🧍🏻‍♀️i’m literally shaking. im SHAKING like IM the one w a panic attack or withdrawal rn. you ate this chapter up. you ate this chapter ALL the way fucking up and i could cry rn. no words. pheewww AND IM SUPPOSED TO MOVE ON W MY DAY AFTER THIS?!????!
fuck.
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girl you make me cry with your comments! 😭❤️ yes, satoru is such a sweetheart for dealing with the lawsuit with money that she wouldn't have to go to court, even if that means he would have to swallow that bitter pill. green flag!!
and yes, pls pls read kafka! there are a lot of short books and stories of him that are just like a four hour read but so worth it, can't recommend that enough!!
OHMYGOSHHH she saw the lawyer papers plsss higurama you had one job
higurma must have done it on purpose i'm so sure!! like i wrote it, but still am not quite convinced it was a coincidence ahhh! and him shutting her up with kisses is EVERYTHING. bit toxic okay, but EVERYTHING.
the forbidden romance is forbidden romancinggg.
yes, the forbidden romance is catching up to them, how would have thought. like satoru was not even trying to hide it that much, but now he's surprised?? he's so stupid.
PLS HE CONSIDERS FUCKING HER IN THE ELEVATOR!!?? IM SCREAMING.
yeeeessss!! he really considered it a split second as he knows that will work quite good to shut her up ahaha he's so miserable with talking and feelings. but he sure knows what he's good at and how to use that. 🌚🌚
im on the basketball scene and ugggh first of all basketball satoru?!?! NEED. just imagining his arm muscles flexing while he’s shootin a shot
yes!!! i want to rewrite this scene out of reader pov just to be able to describe a bit of how this mf handsome man looked in this scene for us to please ahhhh.
also he’s sooo whipped for her oh my god. need a man who loves this deeply.
he's down bad for her and this will be his undoing. but yes, everyone deserves a man how's on his knees for his girl!!!
NO WAAAYYY HE’s DOIN DRUGSS OFF OF HER IM ABOUT TO LOSE MY GODDAMN MIND.
he's so fkn feral omg, like he really got some nerves doing that aahhhhh. also over suguru's desk ahahah. still he could lick every drug he wants from my body at any time ngl.
I COULD DEADASS SCREAM RN. THE— THE GUMPTION. THE GALL?!?!? TO LICK HIS FUCKING FINGERS.
HE HAS NO SHAME!!! this man is so unhinged and i loved every second writing him like that. he maybe is about to lose his mind but he's still serving while going insane!!
thank you so so much for your comments on this chapter, is was so funny to see your reaction while reading!!! thank you so so much for your support and taking your time to write this (also on your rec on the story??? reposting this in a minute), wishing you nothing but the best! 🥲🫶🫶
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oh i'm SO down bad for the lqfiles quiz, i'm nailing it i just know that we're soulmates alr, also thank u anon!! i really do felt loved here, y'all r so nice😭 this is like my little found family online, i thank god for the day i thought of sending u that one ask about slendy?? now i lit go by that, i'm slendy anon??
anyways, i just began my lil break and i'm alr bored because what do i even do?? i just played a couple games of chess online with my friends and again i'm bored enough that i started studying again :')
nvm nvm, tell me how have u been?? how's uni going??
-slendy anon
i so would make a test if i wasn’t too lazy to, i’m sure you would ace it for sure loll we definitely are!!
FOUND FAMILY AWWW 🫂🫂🫂 it honestly does feel like it i feel like we’re all a big family in a way who just communicate every now and then, i’m glad you sent an ask too and it’s even MORE special since you’re my first (custom?) anon 🥹 the slendy nickname fits YOU more than jisung 💯💯💯
i wish i knew how to play chess but i’m a checkers girl.. that’s MY game fr! i’d recommend watching some youtube or reading some stuff or you could always take naps (what i did during summer, literally) good luck studying though, you’re motivating me to study more as well 😭😭
i’ve been alright, NOT UNI but college loll but college is alright, my coursework has to be finished by next week and i’m contemplating on if i should stay after school tomorrow to do work or if i should just do it at home, but if i were to do that i’d probably end up procrastinating 💔 other than that, nothing interesting had happened? i cut the skin on my finger from brushing my hair too roughly tho ig so that sucks </3
take care and enjoy the rest of your break <333
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HAI FRIEND
i’ve literally been obsessed w ur megumi smau since like chp. 14 or something LOLL,, i have this thing where i just psychoanalyze characters and ive been thinking a lot about yn like hm…
(THIS MIGHT BE A LUTTLE LONG BTW SO FEEL FREE TO JUST LIKE IGNORE THIS BUT I RLLY WANT TO TALK ABT HER)
like yn (to a lot of people) may be like a little intolerable but honestly i think the reason we have such a reaction to her personality like that is bc we see a little bit of ourselves in her if that makes sense…
PERSONALLY, I AM A YN DEFENDER FOR LIKE THATS MY HOMEGIRL.. like imagine you grew up in a world where soulmates are the basis of your romantic future. the sheer fact that that in itself already builds a sense of you either love your soulmate or hate them in someones head (considering that most of the time,, soulmates are portrayed as; first time you meet, you just know)
yn,, having met megumi long before you brain could have developed a coherent understanding of relationships, and lacking in the sense that when she met megumi,, she didn’t feel sparks like they said she would, obviously, she would categorize those feelings as hate. THATS WHY WHEN MEGUMI SAID “i dont think you really ever hated me either” HIT SO HARD FOR ME I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD…
BASICALLY WHAT IM GETTING AT is the fact that there is so much pressure already due to the fact that soulmates are said to be your other halves, so if you don’t like them, theres immense pressure and insecurity (hence yn’s hostility to the subject of her hating megumi because she has no comprehended idea of why she actually hates him) plus the fact that they met when they were kids and that probably affected the way she saw relationships in the first place EXPLAINS WHY SHE IS SO ADMENT ON BEING INDIFFERENT TO HIMMM
ok… another thing (sorry)..
AS MUCH as i love yn’s friend group,,, THEY LOWKEY PISS ME OFF THE SAME WAY YN PISSES ME OFF HELP..
OK SO,, obviously i’d also get pissed off if my friends get hostile bc i bring something up to want to understand them better, BUT at the same time, i would also have some sympathy 😢😢
LIKE,, their immediate response is to press harder, and try to solve the problem and if youre looking at texts like that thru yn’s eyes, it will prob lowkey feel like your feelings are being invalidated. yn is already confused, probably insecure about her love life, and now having to literally throw up her heart into her hands just for her friends to understand why they feel that way,, like she’s not gnna want to do that no matter how close they are (but maybe thats js me idk…) and then their immediate response to her not wanting to show that side of her is to get pissed off like i’d be mad and sad like yn too :(
i think those are all the points i was thinking sbt but if not im not gnna try to rmbr the rest bc this is alr super long.. BUT I HOPE U ENJOYED MY RANT AND I LOVE UR SMAU AND I LOVE U MUAH I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT DAY
I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U
i absolutely ADOREEEE when people psychoanalyze the characters (mostly only when the analysis is correct tho LMFAOAO autism.) BECAUSE I DO THE SAME THINGGG i kinda have to when i’m doing plot heavy smaus like this to make sure everything fits n there’s the least amount of plot holes possible blah blah blah insert my annoying rambling on how i write
ANYWAY i loved ur analysis u r so amazing n so right ! like i get yn is annoying but lord have mercy so is everyone else that’s the POINTTTTT NO ONE HERE IS ACTUALLY IN THE WRONG OR BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE. EVERYONE HAS THEIR REASONING FOR WHAT THEY DO OR DONT DO!!! ugh sorry okay i’m gonna shut up now i could talk about this forever i fear .
I LOVE UUUU HAVE A GREAT DAYYYY
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winterbluesworld · 11 months
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hiya ! im planning on manifesting a mansion like you did and im wondering kinda like what its like after you manifest living somewhere different,do you ever miss your old house or do you forget which house you live in sometimes etc. ? 😭 (sorry if this doesnt make any sense !)
HII! it makes perfect sense babe don’t worry! so, alr, lemme jus start by saying that I’ve been in the loa / subliminal community for I think about- three or four years, and I’ve ALWAYS OVERCOMPLICATED things and I had the mindset that I was the only person that the law and subliminals didn’t work for- and it’s been like this for a while until recently, maybe the beginning of this year, where I finally put my foot down and had enough of the victim mindset and I started to fix myself, changing my mindset and developed more positive habits and that’s when I finally noticed change in my life.
so before, i had a victim mindset but now, I have the ‘that bitch’ mindset and I knew that I could get anything I wanted to fall into my lap at this exact second- not even second lmao seconds are too long.
SO BASICALLY- I AFFIRMED IN THE MORNING, AT NIGHT, FELL ASLEEP AFFIRMING. THATS IT! because I KNEWWW I’d get what I wanted. I FUCKING KNEW IT!
I affirmed literally I’m sure- less than twenty times in the two days I took to get the house- AND GUESS WHAT! I STILL GOT IT! OFC I DID- IM THE GOD OF MY REALITY!!
that’s basically all I did!
oh! and to answer ur other questions- I did miss living in my old house because of all the memories but I remembered that this is simply another chapter in my book.
I rlly like my new house tho! and there’s lots of room for koala to play around!
I Hope this helped! LOVE UUU!!
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milksnake-tea · 5 months
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How did you learn to speak English... Your writing is so elegant, I can't do it with my limited public school vocabulary... I don't want more tenses in sentences! I'm not even sure whether that is well written!
Wikihow tutorial how to learn a new language with zero motivation (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)
Good God, Spanish is supposed to be a very difficult language, I'm really good at speaking it and conjugating verbs, but I'm terrible at English! I refuse to lower my grades, send help
ALR I GOTCHU BBG
So how I learned to write is by reading
Like I read a lot when I was a kid; Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Warriors, School of Good and Evil, etc
I also started writing early on too, like I started writing fanfiction when I was about 9. Was it good? Not really but hey I liked it
English is a stupidly complicated language, but like all languages, you have to practice it to get better. Read other people's essays, other books, and study how they write. There's also a book called the Elements of Style that I had to read last year in AP Language and Composition that really helped me with Grammer (and taught me how to use semicolons). If you have the time, I recommend you check that out !!
But yeah !! Everyone has their own style, and what I like to do is when I read stories, fanfiction, or manwha, when there's something that hits me really hard, I rewind and try to figure out why it made me feel that way. Try different things out and see what you like!
Also with essays, with English you want to keep your vocabulary broad and incorporate your evidence seamlessly (make it a habit to not say "Author states" or smth to that degree. Use action verbs such as describes, argues, articulates, reiterates, etc.). Write as though you're talking, keep it formal, but also keep it smooth.
ALSO SPANISH GOOD LORD THAT HURT ME WHEN I LEARNED IT CONJUGATING PHYSICALLY KILLED ME BUT SPANISH AND ENGLISH ARE KINDA ??? SIMILAR spanish easier to pronounce tho .... SO U SHOULD BE FINE
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nyashykyunnie · 6 months
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Solo Leveling x Return of The Blossoming Blade shitpost
So you saw the latest teaser of Arise right? The game? The sword is called "Demonic Sword Plum Flower" AND DID YOU KNOW THERE'S A MANHWA WHERE THE MAIN CHARACTER HAS THE TITLE OF " Plum Blossom Sword Saint"? THAT MAN IS CHEONG MYEONG SO BUCKLE UP EVERYONE LISTEN TO MY DAILY BULLSHIT WHERE AS LING AS I CAN DO IT, I WILL FIT JINWOO EVERYWHERE
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Jinwoo was just 13 years old when suddenly he isekaid to another world and he was about to try and make a way to come back to his world(even tho in his world he has no family to go home to, je also alr regressrd in this and has his own shadow monarch powers idk how it happened just shut up and listen mWaH) and as he was fcking around he caught the eye of one of Sect Members of Mount Hua. The stranger was just watching him before randomly blurting out, "Hey, Kid. Wanna get into mount hua?"
Jinwoo: ????
???: Quit staring, kid, this old man doesn't have that much patience.
Jinwoo: **is even more comfused because that kid doesnt even look past 14**
???: Hey. **skerryyyyy face** mtf I'm tryna adopt u get ur ass to say yes or I'm forcibly gonna fcking kidnap u and force u into mount hua
Jinwoo: a name at least?
???: Cheong Myeong^^
Jinwoo: alright, I'll come with you?
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little did he know Cheong Myeong is the greatest mtfing brat who does not hesitate to slam dunk your head onto the pavement and is a BIG ALCOHOLIC. And as Jinwoo was about to dismiss this lil brat. He realized everyone is batshit scared (and so done) with Cheong Myeong so he cant help but be intrigued. And so the part where the training come sup. Yknow Jinwoo is alr a monarch so he cant help but feel bad that everyone else is suffering intense training and here is cheong myeong going "IF ANY OF DUMB LIL SHITS FALL BEHIND OR GO TOO GODDAMN SLOW YOU'RE REPEATING THE WHOLE DAMN SET BUT TEN TIMES MORE."
Though Jinwoo could see how much the kids are suffering, it wasn't unjust tyranny because he could see how determined everyone else was in training.
Jinwoo was just melting in the bg until one night he was goofing around in the forest and he found Cheong Myeong drinking alcohol.
Jinwoo: Aren:t you too young for that?
Cheong Myeong: As long as the sect leaders dont see I'm fine~
Jinwoo: ....
Cheong Myeong: Hey, I know you're not having a hard time on training
Jinwoo: ..... **shit.**
Cheong Myeong: Its obvious you are stronger, but are you really gonna stay like that? Huh? You're part of Mount Hua, and since I made it my.decision to drag you in here— I'll make sure you're gonna be a top swordsman.
Jinwoo wanted to refute, god he did but the fire in Cheong Myeong's eyes. That cold and calculating gaze. Cheong Myeong knew there was more to Jinwoo than what he looks but doesnt press on to milk more info. All that matters in Mount Hua and for mount Hua to prosper.
Cheong Myeong: Starting tomorrow I'll double— No triple? I'll add so much to your training, I wanna see you panting and bleeding from your palms tomorrow^^
Jinwoo: Sure.
Jinwoo was intrigued, intrigued at this so-called "Kid." He knows this brat is also more than what he appears. This kid has an air of wisdom around him, something benevolent and old—
Then he sees Cheong Myeong being the absolute menace one time and all that acknowledgement goes to the bin. Atleast Cheong Myeong was serious in making Jinwoo train extra harder. Jinwoo alr has incredible stamina so he secretly doubles his own workout for the fun of it.
But ofc training aside, Jinwoo is having a hard time to adjust because modern world and old world traditions are so vast. He cant even differentiate "Sajae" and "Sahyung" withour fucking up one way or another. Not to mention the stress Cheong Myeong is causing like man that brat is an absolute menace, when he's pissed. HE IS PISSED.
i would go more into detail but my brain juices out. just know that Jinwoo had to watch sm of Cheong Myeong's bullshit
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