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still high but cooking. I SHARE COOK
isaacwhy x chubby! reader hc’s sfw
(small mentions of ED)
sfw
AS SOMEONE W EXPERIENCE
gym rats love us
as much as we want to deny it bc of insecurities they love us
so pls don’t be worried about that w him. i get it but he’ll reassure u each time that it doesn’t matter to him
plus i’m pretty sure yumi was talking about the new gamersupps girl who was chubby like the new design or whatever and that isaac liked it. which he didn’t deny
i need to re-find that podcast if anyone knows LMK
if ur a content creator and get the occasional hate on ur body and it gets to it isaac is immediately distracting you
telling u it’s bullshit
“some days they get me. other days they don’t.”
“yeah? fuck them. you’re hot.”
the first few times he asks if u want to go to the gym u say no out of fear and bc in ur head he was saying u needed to go
he assured u that’s not what he meant and that he just wanted to spend time w u anywhere :)
if u guys were bffs beforehand he knows every little warning sign that ur getting insecure about ur body
even if u aren’t he learns quickly
he notices how ur suddenly counting calories or eating less or staying in pjs and not wanting to be intimate
u feel bad. feeling like it might just be repetitive at this point for him
“you always help me when i feel like shit, right? everytime i stress about a video or feel like it’ll be shit you help me. and that’s kinda often. why wouldn’t i help you?” is what he says everytime u feel bad
obsessed w ur thighs
always grabbing onto them, laying them across his legs
love handles? he puts them to use 👍🏻 ykyk
if ur like me u don’t like whoever ur dating to touch ur tummy while ur cuddling. like it’ll remind them it’s there
this man will kiss ur stomach the first time it happens and honest to god u kinda hate it but he’s whispering such sweet things u can’t stop him
“you’re so pretty. so so pretty.”
“alright alright stop please.”
“not till you believe me.”
u hate when u smile bc of ur double chin that always makes an appearance but isaac has a whole folder labeled “y/n’s smile” so pls take a breath
“i’d look better in that if i was someone else,” u point to the somewhat fitting dress on ur screen
“if u don’t buy that right now i might have a stroke, babe.”
u buy it. well. he buys it. it comes in the mail and u we’re not leaving the house that day
ur known to his community and when rumors start to swirl that u guys might be dated, there was also hate that came w it
“isaac would never date someone like that.” a comment reads
that’s a fear of urs ofc but….he’s currently laying next to u and not some other random person so
soft launching until u just give in and hard launch
u guys were already all over each others stories and social medias but after u guys start dating and want to slowly reveal it u guys post a picture of each other every month on the date of ur anniversary w out any context
it’s fun lowkey
will always back u up
the boys and him make sure they don’t fat jokes around u
u told them it’s fine bc it’s a thing between them but isaac could see how uncomfy u got w then sometimes
when he can tell ur mental state is affecting how u see how u look he won’t talk about the gym around u and makes sure the boys don’t either
just the little things
he tried to give u hoodies but u refuse bc ur scared they won’t fit u
he has oversized hoodies and looks at u like ur crazy
“this will fit you babe,” he shakes the black hoodie in front of u as u shiver from the breeze in his backyard
“no. no. i’m fine.”
“lifts ur arms up—“
“wha—“
“lift!”
u comply. the hoodie fits.
“told u.”
nsfw >:)
u didn’t wanna show him ur body the first time around
u left ur oversized hoodie on, isaacs hands snaked under it to hold ur boobs
body worship bruh
kisses every part of u, leaving marks and little bites along ur thighs
u also made him leave the lights off until recently
“i wanna see you properly baby,” he says between the kisses of a heavy makeout
you pout, “isy—“
“you’re gorgeous. you’re amazing and i want to see all of it,” he says, attacking your neck in kisses
how could u not give in honestly
at this point the hoodie is gone everything and u try and use ur arms to cover urself but he won’t let you nope nope nope
fucks u in front of a mirror everytime u feel like shit
“look how pretty, hm? u can’t see what i see? i’ll make sure you do. don’t worry, hun.”
he said that while holding eye contact w u and u nearly lost it there
#tgc x reader#the group chat podcast x reader#the group x reader#the group chat podcast#isaacwhy#isaacwhy x reader
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#pillars of eternity spoilers#i reached the endgame of poe a few days ago#and i *think* I've reached the big twist everyone talks about and like#the twist itself is cool bc it fits this world#but as an irl religious person I am so exhausted by the rhetoric surrounding it being present in nearly every game I play recently#why even create your world with [REDACTED] if they're not even gonna be [REDACTED] anyway#it was the same with DAI and I didn't like it then either#and like I'm kinda disappointed with myself I've been really enjoying myself and made it all the way to the endgame#but now I can't bring myself to finish it#not bc it's bad but bc it makes me uncomfy#and that makes me feel like a weenie#but yeah it's not even necessarily poe's fault#bc on it's own I feel like it's fine but the frequency of it with other games is just like. played out. for me.#anyway keeping this vent in a tag post bc I'm probably just being Dramatic#marie speaks
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dunno how to articulate my thoughts without sounding mean but i'll try my best; it's so exciting when jh tries a new color and it's also exciting when he also seems to be enjoying it, but i think a problem in fandom culture in general is that need to have ownership over your [thing you like], in this case, jh, a real person. like you can be sad that jh is losing or toning down his purple hair because it was a good color and he looks good, but also at the end of the day it's his hair on his head and what he wants to do w his hair is his business only.
i say this because jh said in the latest radio station that he is going to tone down his purple hair in a few days, not because he doesnt like the color, but because his hair grows outward, a common thing that happens with your hair when you are of asian or hispanic descent. he needs down perms to literally "put down" the hair instead of it sticking straight out of his head. and down perms can fuck with the color if it's dyed.
so with this in mind, jh keeps his hair "boring" and black because he would rather his hair not be sticking straight out of his head and he doesnt want to sacrifice more time at the salon for color correction when it can just be his natural color. and thats really valid of him, just as it's valid of any other member or kpop idol to constantly dye their hair. it's his choice just like theirs and fans should respect his choice more.
#like idk just in general people make comments about jh being boring just bc he dresses a certain way and has his hair a certain way#and it's annoying to me. bc it's his business only. hes wonderful exactly how he is. u should not pressure him to do something hes uncomfy#and u can prefer a more flashy idol but that doesnt mean that automatically jh's own self expression is 'bad'#hope i dont sound like a bitch but i wanted to post this bc of jh saying hes going to change his hair soon#apple lady words#i feel like this all comes back to nuance bc u can love his different hair but dont make it seem like hes boring if hes not going out of hi#comfort zone#and ik most fans respect him but some fans come across as 'owning' him and feeling like they have the final say in regard to his body#which is what i have a problem with#maybe im making a mountain out of a mole hill or this isnt even a problem#but idk. posting it. oh well#edit: this is directed at nobody
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OKAY REMAKE IS HAPPENING SOON MAYBE NEXT WEEKISH💯💯
#tbh just realized something that makes me think it's 100% the right move#ive noticed i won't post writing anymore or things that seem like theyll get interaction bc share accounts probably will see it and interac#and all love to them i support from a distance yk but interacting w sharers just makes me feel so so uncomfy#so i like. have unconciously been barring myself from doing What I Made This Blog To Do bc of it sjhfbndshf#ik that sounds so pathetic like why am i SCARED TO POST ABOUT JPEGKISSING but 😭#ik i could just block too but i feel bad doing it now and theres so many other reasons to remake i thinks it better to just start fresh#AUGH. sorry im sucha. non-confrontational anxious loser idiot but uhmm. YEAH NEW AND IMPROVED DREAMWINGED SOON#maybe not dreamwinged we'll see.#AWUEHRAFKJFAS#.mei chats
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Wait people actually think Jack's a good person I thought that was just a joke?
#allow me to be srs/ on my /hj#i doooont like what the fandom is turning out to beee#yes the non/dub-con makes me uncomfy but that just comes with the whole (gestures) territory#we can dance around the 'he does it cus he love you' junk for Eons that mug is still gonna be a cold blooded KILLER#thats its whole THING.#one of the things I've grown to love abt YanHorror is the unsavory territory writers tackle.#if someone takes on an unhealthy obsession with someone they gon do Some Shit#Y'all can't cherry pick this shit. even if ur OK with that content or pick a yes route#the mug will still do bad shit and it will still be Uncomfy to watch#Boyfriend To Death and POF i think handles this particular thing the best#makes me sqeamish as hell but the realness 👌#anyway. if i have to wait around a year for a 25 dollar horror game that doesn't have horror bc y'all can't take when a bad person is Bad#I'll come into ur home and make you watch all seasons of AHS and other Ryan Murphy shit. ya get me?#sunny day jack
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kiss me, you animal
and don’t ever let me go
#toh#the owl house#vitimir#vitmir#toh oc#potions coven head#coven heads#juniper jazz#junimir#ocs#iggy’s art#ask to tag#<- ik it’s nothing too bad but just in case! I don’t wanna make anyone uncomfy#was a bit self-indulgent with this bc I haven’t drawn them enough lately I MISSED THEM 🤒🤒🤒🤒#I’ve always been intimidated to draw kisses w vit bc of their nose making it difficult BUT I CAN’T LET THAT STOP ME ANYMORE 💥
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Jeongin having almost no votes on that poll makes sense to me, not because I think he'd do particularly bad but because I'm utterly certain if he ended up stranded with one of us he'd just up and leave and I wouldn't blame him
#he'd be like No. Sorry. Good luck. Bread baii.#seungmin is honestly a wild card bc he didnt get scared much in the haunted ep and he can be calm and level headed#so theres the chance hes actually a decent choice#but then I remembered him asking lee know if he could pick the cabbage with gloves and lee know was like ? Yeah... and i go Hmmm. No.#changbin is strong but also he's a lil city boy and he's a bit of a scaredy cat- hes gonna AHHH and im gonna AHHHH#and the creature will get us... But to go out in the strong arms and against the changbiddies of seo changbin? not a bad way to go#han is clusmy as hell and i think our personalities are similar so together? we'd die near immediately.#maybe by accidentally walking off a cliff or something not actually related to ghosts or strandedness#felix would be crying and freaking out and then I'd get annoyed bc crying makes me Uncomfy and i'd snap at him and then i'd feel SO bad#i'd have to give myself up to the entity as apology for being mean bc who could go on after that?#Hyunjin is gonna scream and im gonna follow suit and we're gonna get taken out also near immediately#but maybe he'd let me wear his versace glasses for a minute#so yeah lee know to me is the best bet 👍 im still goin chan tho#regardless of if you get off the island or not: You- yes YOU- will be attacked and cancelled by stay twitter no matter what#im avoiding go to clean out my uncles house can you tell
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Spent this afternoon binging Helluva Boss, and now I'm hooked lmao, so I'll take the brain worms and point out the difference between Blitz' and Stolas's pictures of each other
One of these was taken in the day, when Blitz feels the need to hide his emotions and push people away to keep himself from getting hurt. The other was in the night, when nobody was awake to hurt him. When he could be the loving and caring person he really is.
And I think the part that hurts the most is this isn't a buried piece of Blitz. He has moments like that rather often with everyone besides Stolas, even though he clearly cherishes Stolas above almost everyone else (the picture above, better shown by Stolas's appearance in the Truth Seekers dream sequence). What's buried is the fear of getting hurt. It's shoved so deep down that the only time it's spelled out is when Blitz is tripping balls in Truth Seekers. Even then, he tells the display of his fear to shut up.
Blitz is purposefully hurting Stolas so he'll just leave their relationship at the mutual exchange. And it's working.
#Helluva Boss#blitzø#Blitzo helluva#Stolas#Stolas Helluva#i think i'm hooked bc this is pretty good#i like how they've built the characterization to be consistent and funny and complex all at once#i think Blitzo is my favorite character so far bc of how insanely complex he is#i also think i have a hell of a lot to say about this show#if the brain worms survive me sleeping then i'll prolly come back in the morning to analyze the show more#idk man the fandom seems to be a largely teenaged space n I'm uncomfy interacting with that as an adult#i think teens deserve their own spaces in fandom to grow and learn critical media analysis skills#and also teens don't need to hear how down bad i am for Mollie#she's so fucking precious and hot and i wanna make out with her#spoilers#helluva spoilers#helluva boss spoilers#edit: I FORGOT TO TAG SPOILERS ORIGINALLY LMAO SORRY Y'ALL
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Tis' the season where I mentally and physically suffer. Complaining below (feel free to ignore, I'm just venting. I usually do this every year to get most of it out of my system lol):
mmm the fall/winter SAD is indeed in full swing. No warmth + no sun = a bad bad time. I always get so annoyed when ppl assume that I love winter bc I'm a "winter baby", as if that has any sort of divine intervention on instantaneously adapting you to perfectly fit the climate you were born in. NOPE. Silly human superstition. I start to freeze once it hits below 20C. I wish I lived in a warmer climate o|-<
The depresso is probably going to make me very whiny and moody until next spring, so an early forewarning bc I'm EXTREMELY annoying about it this time of year bc it's the only way I know how to deal with it.
But moreso in addition to the physical stuff is how badly it messes with my mind, making me so depressed to the point of just... sitting in non-moving silence where I become stiff as a board (very painful btw) and I isolate, making the bad depresso brain time even worse where I overthink everything bc of the silence and isolation. It's also always the time of year where everyone goes quiet too, which is understandable, but also makes things 10x worse (I am very alone in my life and where I am, and kind of rely on online friends bc they're all I have. I don't even have a pet. I'm literally just, loner mode. I don't really have much family to speak of, and only one family member I do speak to. I have little to no connections at all. But regardless, this is still the best living situation I've been in my whole life, so that's saying something).
#i hate the cold; I hate ice; cold air hurts my skin and burns my lungs#i hate snow (I'm sorry I just don't think it's pretty. It's gross; erases all colour/everything; blinding; kills everything; claustrophobic#I hate long nights; i hate all the darkness#I take Vitamin D drops every day during winter and they don't really help#I also use those special lights meant to help during the long darkness for the same reason; and they also do not help#nothing works!!!!!! eating and drinking hot things doesn't help me stay warm bc heat dissipates away quickly and doesn't help my extremitie#the cold makes me SO dry and dehydrated; makes my bones hurt; makes outside DANGEROUS AF. ICE IS BAD. BE CAREFUL.#I can't retain heat; my hypothyroidism makes me colder by default and I just don't metabolize good/fast enough to keep myself warm#(my body temp is lower than average; fun fact! same with my blood pressure! both of them are very low)#I think my average from all the times I've had it scanned during covid was 32-36C. No idea how that works; I just remember checking it a lo#my fingers and hands are going to freeze; making it harder to draw/type/etc.#I'm not going to wear gloves inside my home bc that's dumb and they don't help anyways. It will just screw up my ability to use my hands#I get to be in pain for months with increased potential of being sick :/#also I HATE bundling/layering myself with clothing or blankets; it's suffocating; restricting; sensory hell for me; sweaters are uncomfy :(#also whenever I try to do that all it does is insulate the cold for me; keeping me colder for even longer!!!!! it's so unfair!!!!#I've worn out 2 space heaters already and they don't work properly anymore (I used them both so much I wore out my preferred settings lol)#sobs; i'm a sad plant lizard
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OKAY OKAY BUT THE WEIRD 'FLOWEY IS AN ADULT' TWITTER THING. SAW MORE W THAT THIS MORNING AND WAS LOSING MY MIND
People were using some claim from toby in the artbook or something about being happy when people call god of hyperdeath asriel hot as 'evidence' that he must be an adult or it's weird and it's like???? God of hyperdeath is what he's supposed to look like/wants to look like as as adult if he'd survived manifested. Asriel is canonically an adult in DELTARUNE. Toby was probably delighted to know that people will probably be all over deltarune azzy when he's revealed it's not that deep 😭
#like. weird to be so persistent this kid is an adult. really don't get it. like apparently there's some kinda age debate or whatever#and as long as you aren't sexualising ut flowey or azzy whatever but I'm staying far away bc it makes me uncomfy#but asriel in deltarune is an adult. if ppl find him specifically hot when he turns up that's fine y'know?#and if he looks similar to god of hyperdeath then. there's a very easy answer right there#if anyone tries to argue on this post I'm killing u btw#all this feels like ppl just wanting an excuse to insist their adult/minor ships w flowey are fine or to sexualise him :I#or to insist things like flowisk are bad once they lose the incest argument (frisk does not always get adopted by toriel)#personally i see flowey as an aroace king but. flowisk shippers get behind me#(as long as you're not willingly seeing it as incest or hcing flowey as an adult)
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i like adachi as a character. i think he's a generally well-written antagonist, even if p4 doesn't actually do a good job of addressing his issues w society/nihilism. i think it's crucial that he is on some level relatable and sympathetic; that's the whole point. this can happen to anyone. you can know/be an adachi, without realizing it.
but also.... idk. dont wanna act like every conversation/post abt adachi has to mention that he tried to sexually assault/rape(?) yamano and saki, but it kinda skeeves me out when adachi analysis/interpretations just... ignore it? dont mention it? act like He Wanted To Connect With People But Got Scareds? bc no he didn't.... he wasnt Just Sad Because He's A Failure. like he very explicitly approached yamano and saki w Intent to Harm them. he is very explicitly misogynistic. and predatory. you cannot pretend those aspects of his character don't exist
#some of this phrasing is bad but im tired of editing so. sorry :/// whatever idk#getting kinda tired of seeing this#idk its weird to me when fans are like 'i looove messy/problematic characters!' and then go and do this like. are u sure abt that....#i think its also why im so uncomfy w any iteration of trans adachi bc like. what does it add to his character? do you really think it makes#him More sympathetic? Why? is this rlly what u want even from fanon transfem/masc rep???#obvs this isnt me telling ppl what to do . i just dont get it ig#L.txt#p4#persona
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baizhu x diluc >:3
meow :3
#beeep#query#i had a bad uhhh third impression? is that a thing#with this one#cus my first impression was 1. oh fun thats a neat crackship :) 2. oh fuck did i miss baizhu content on one of my breaks this is all over#twitter??????#(i did not there was just one guy who introduced me to it that had also made a bot)#and then i was like (second impression) well sure i'll give it a shot#and then i saw the content that was being promoed and i was like. im still giving this a shot but some of this is making me uncomfortable a#hell..... but i didnt say anything cus it wasnt Asked for yknow like. no need to be rude if people arent Asking you to#(like right now)#anyway then that same sort of stuff kept going for a while and some of it was fine and good and others were like oh god what the fuck why i#this good to you....#and now that baizhu is out and has more canon info its much better#there was a lot of manipulative/bad intentions baizhu or like. femme fatale baizhu?#and that made me rly uncomfy bc there wasnt any indication for that#it was basically just. long haired crop top guy + the voice andthen running with stereotypes#plus it often seemed sooo unbalanced like. less about two guys in a relationship and more. idk. like baizhu wasnt a Character there. he was#just a generic Sexy Guy for diluc to be desperately obsessed with#so a few months ago these answers wouldve included a lot more of eeeggghhhhh but now that the baizhluc enjoyer(s) have been moving away fro#that old dynamic its settling down in my opinions as cute :> altho i wish a certain someone wouldnt be keeping the headcanons as secret dms#(cough cough x*****a)(because im a wimp and don't wanna be too nosy yet)#this might seem like i should add could write essays about it but this isnt essays and i cant write. salute emoji.
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uh oh besties I feel a menty b coming on
#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#gotta wait a whole week for therapy too 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢#just one of those days where im in a foul fucking mood which makes me uncomfy#which makes me lash out at ppl which.. makes me uncomfy#we r spiraling but what can u do#at least im doing easy tasks at work that make my brain feel nice#(organizing months worth of film)#i think im gonna play games w my friend on discord tonight bc we're both having v bad days#ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh#someone take my brain out of my skull and beat it#thank u for coming 2 my tedtalk#rAMbles#AAAAAUUUGHHHHHHH
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they gave me a setlist last night btw <3
#bella.txt#my head hurts so bad and i can’t talk bc my throat is fucked and my body hurts#but holy shit that was maybe the best night ever of my life#twice we had damon standing on top of the barrier literally right where we were 😭😭 the crowd got pushy and uncomfy but it was still cool#he grabbed my hand while he was up there once djsjsf i hope he saw my tattoo#AND LET ME EXPLAIN THE SETLIST THING OK SO LIKE#they handed out two of these smaller folded setlists and a few guitar pics and one bigger setlist i think#and for everything they handed out they were like waiting for ppl to be like ooh me me give it to me#but for the setlist i got i literally wasn’t even paying attention like the guy just walked up and put it in my hand and i was like ???!!!!!#and then i ugly cried HFJDJSJSG#i guess i was like. being more batshit in the pit than i thought#but literally. girl i kid u not i think i sang every single word#i was sooo dehydrated by the end though like#sweetie irie was doing those ‘make some noise’ things to keep the crowd hyped and every time i yelled/screamed my head felt like it was-#gonna pop like a balloon fjfjdjsg#it was so fun though i literally feel like i have a golden light emitting from my whole body rn. just straight from my soul
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Very rarely the rules my autistic brain has picked to be nonnegotiable come in handy and rn the only example I have is that I cannot drink alcohol before 5 pm or after 12 am. The after one has changed a smidge as the years have gone but the 5 pm stays firm so if I'm feeling particularly mentally unwell and think about drinking as a coping mechanism, no can do if it's before 5 and by the time it rolls around I've typically regulated better and/or forgot about it. And if the urge is there after 12 am no can do and eventually I might sleep a bit which miraculously helps me to not feel like the world's ending (it's also nice bc if I do drink my time limits help give me time to sober up a bit so I don't feel like total shit after sleeping like I would if I went to sleep still fucked up)
#text#kayla rambles#tw alcohol mention#tw alcohol#i do not drink often in general bc alcohol tastes bad and im also so very afraid of throwing up#but sometimes the urge to try to feel better with it pops up Viciously at like 10 am#and i feel like i would be in way worse shape if i didnt have these random limitations that make me physically uncomfy to break#bc i have mediocre impulse control
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#you know i also forgot how extremely dysphoric gynocology offices make me#especially since its so busy and like#every person waiting is such a feminine pretty ~woman~#and everything here is like WOMAN!!! WOMANLY CHECKUPS!!! HAHA WOMEN FEMALE AM I RIGHT#UPDATE HERE so i dont annoy or sound like im trying to do this on purpose#tumblrs just my journal w an audience JFNJD#idk why i was worried as bad my gyno is so great she explained#estorgen and progesterone when youre not on any hormonal balance meds vs when u are#laughed over her absolute suprise that i have a low cervix she was like OH.#so fuck you the BAD ex who said i had something wrong w my vagina bc how DARE i find penetration uncomfy!!!#at least now i know why!! now i know why tampons/cups are a pain fornme#its so good to get yhat validated#i already knew#anyways im real excited for this nuvaring im very much looking forward to my hormones balancing out#also i lost a lot of weight?? dunno if thats a good thing since i hardly been eating sijce february LMAHFDAO#the nurse was funny as hell when she asked if i smoke insaid '#not cigarettes and she was like OH you smoke mary jay? alright ill say you smoke mary jay#an absolute delight#hated the fucking torture device tho it was more painful than last time fjdjjcjf#text
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