"The truth is, I need help but I can't imagine who I'd be if I was happy?"
NF - Happy
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NF
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Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with
I know that you got a thousand reasons
You prolly wanna leave, but don't know how
- Like This, NF
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"I love you but not enough to allow you to continue to drown the both of us, you're holding me back, you're pulling me down, you're making me hate myself,
I Don't wanna leave, but that's what I need, I ain't got a choice, I can't just let you deceive and make me believe that I don't deserve to be loved
I am not gonna stand aside and watch you attempt to rob and steal and sabotage
What little faith I have left, yeah, haven't I scarified enough for you?
Hate seeing you cry, but I think it's time to let go and say our goodbyes
Yeah, I'm gonna miss you, but I am not gonna spend the rest of my life running"
NF - Running
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Not a mistake
Found another one that reminds me of Spider. Specifically, his relationships (or lack there of) with everyone around him. He's constantly trying to prove himself to others, that he belongs to the only world he's ever known, that he's not a burden, he's not a demon, he's not a mistake. Listen to this song before watching the movie or while reading The High Ground graphic novels.
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waitin' for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me, why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
Mistake
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Just like you - NF
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“late nights get the best of me
they know how to get to me
suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
but i don’t wanna die, i just wanna get relief”
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"don't take opinions from people that won't listen to yours"
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"I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in."
NF - Paralyzed
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What's my definition of success?
- Creating something no one else can.
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I miss the days when I had a smile on my face and Wasn't so caught up in all of the small things.
-NF real pain .
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Oh honey
Have you seen
What life takes
From you
Everything has a price
When you ask life
If you want love
Life takes your pain
MLL 2018/07/14
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So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there
'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear
And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared
To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not
'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
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count on one hand who i trust
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stand alone my soul is jealous.
it wants love but i reject it.
trade my joy for my protection.
grab my hand i'm drowning.
i feel my heart pounding.
why haven't you found me yet?
i hold you so proudly.
traumas they surround me..
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