heres every thing i know about Queen Marika's giant family for now

Godfrey:

hes like, The Father Radagon kids love him his actual name is Hoarah Loux but Marika tried to gentrify him and gave him a white guy name aparently has a daughter out of the marriage but no one talk about that he fucked Radagon at least once

Radagon:

Queen M malesona all his kids hated him cool dog tho blessed the whole bloodline with luscious red hair tbh didn't seens that he has much going on he just hot and mute

Rennala:

the reason why Marika had a malesona pulled the baddest of all bitches by being autistic silliest hat ever a very powerful sorcerer her husband left her to marry his lesbian self wich is kinda sad got that mental illnes going on and we love her for that

Godwyn:

... he dead he was cool he was banging a dragon aparently tbh thats the only thing i know about him

Morgott:

he seens nice :) he's an Omen, wich was a good thing till god said it was a bad thing his momma threw him in the sewer ppl like to poor little meow meow the shit out of him and they're right loyal to the golden order even tho they're shitty to him HES NAKED ALL THE TIME AND I RESPECT THAT

Mohg:

WORLD WORST GAY REP just saying, he would make a GREAT priest Rykard:

literally the only one with a normal life sure he's a god devouring snake but its all that he wanted his wife loves him so much its ridiculous cute snake daughter too

Radahn:

HORSE GIRL very big man, he give Ganondorf vibes yeah i don't vibe with him very much but he was a hottie tho very tragic ending

Ranni:

mad powerfull, could have done everything herself if wasn't for the weak body she seen very serious but its actually a dork cool big hat with the LED strips cannonically fell in love with someone that die in every "try jumping" troll message voice make her sound pissed off 90% of the time kind of a Bissexual queen (we stan)

Miquella:

little guy had all the braincells he hated the golden order too, king shit rip Miq you would have loved to overthrown the government with your big sis could have gone far if wasn't for the child molestor tbh i though he was a girl pretty hair runs in the family

Malenia:

she was kind of a himbo also didn't had much going on, just like her father i support her rights and wrongs too had 5 childrens her dick game must be insane (i know they're spore kids leave me alone) just wanted to protect her brother also has a very tragic ending SHES ALSO NAKED ALL THE TIME JUST LIKE HER BROTHER

Honorable mentiouns to: Melina who could have been Ranni other self (like Radagon), Godrick and Godefroy i guess they're Godwyn's kids?? Roderika who either Marika or Godrick's daughter based on that Hewg dialog, Nepheli Loux implied to be Hoarah's descendant, all of Malenia's girls, Blaidd and Maliketh.

It's been so long since I wrote what was on my mind.

This is what happens when u stay up.. well when I post this it should be 32 hours awake just trying to get our new YouTube accounts ready and also real paper work from Amazon cuz we have a small snow bord and ski shop but we do all of out sells online since we moved out of the city. Anyway I'll tell u what guys. I haven't been on here in so long I'm surprised ppl r still on it. Well if that's the case I really came here for a main reason but also still a good hand full of other possible reasons too. So the main reason is me and my fiance broke up back in September 2018 and well got to a point it's time to open the doors back up. I tell ya one thing iv moe got a hard time doing is looking for the next one. U know. I just let it happen and hopefully they'll run into me cuz for like 24 years if been and I remember how minutely tired I was. Dating it like mildly exercising but for the brain as well. Hey its what ever I'm not saying I'm not or just get lazy about it just go with the flow of it and let time take me by the hand and slowly make our way down a road u have no idea how long it is, where it goes, or how dangerous it could get but like most chance takers out there would say

!!!!"Fuck It"!!!!

So hope at least someone out there would see my post and understand where my little story went. *sigh* you know and I'm not trying to sound desperate or needy and if u meet me in person or happen to be some of the few luckiest people the r my close friends u would know that, but hey your opinion is yours and no one can change it only u can. So I guess with all that said I'm not on here to much any more u know? I do and am on other stuff like the other messengers, streams, social media sites (not like Facebook). I'll just make a list of what I'm on way more cuz u know the most thing people keep with them more then anything eles in history and the world today. Cell Phones.....sorry just bored and feel like written a bunch of stuff and crap. So ya love to meet some new friends and it doesn't matter if you live 100s of miles away anything could happen someday and allways good to know people all around the country, especially someone like me that loves to travel and just not be bound down by stuff like a house, kids, all kinds of bills witch we all got but ya have a open mind and loving heart but allways remember our mind and heart can tell us what we need and want and what we can and can not do so think and feel on this one. Our mind will tell us we can and sometimes what we should not do or can not do. We must allways when we r at the point of letting go, giving up, or freaking out that the one thing that should have a tattoo on it that just says two letters. "DO" it is your heart that says dont give up the one that sometime we can feel a sensation of sarinaty come over us knowing we r loved in some way. The feeling of right and wrong it inspires us in unknown ways, it drives us and some say that's where our spirit, soul, vessel is at. Was going to go into something about our dreams and why the molecule in our heads named NN-DMT has such a huge role in all living things and is what creates for us a way to cope transition to the next life, world, dimension, or Holy Realm. So with all that said I'm going to leave you with this short poem I wrote about 8 years ago and also I'm just going to skip down 2 lines and attach the name of media first and then username but if I can use links instead of u retyping my user name.

Thanks for reading.....Late!

Telegram. LeonArun

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My Discord server below https://discord.gg/8JKTFT

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Furaffinity http://www.furaffinity.net/user/leon183arun/

Howlr App. Leon Arun

Skype. leon18301

Xbox Live. Leon Arun

TikTok. @garrettturner14

2 upcoming YouTube channels witch I'll put the main one first.

(GampagE "Times Infinity Equals") I got the hole logo/Banner done. I'll attach it.

The other picture is basically my mind atm lolz

Oh also here is the other YouTube channel working on at the same time.

(Lunacy of Imagination)

Facebook, ya I know what I say about FB but on it catching up with what's going on in the family and the new town I moved to. It's a mobile site but should work all the same.

https://m.facebook.com/garrett.turner.10485?ref=bookmarks

Secondlife. Got 2 usernames

Umphery Toxx & Lucia snow

also if you want to see my other fursona Lucia. She's the cutest, sweetest, innocent, little Arctic Fennec/Wolf Herm or like a say Futa. Just sounds way better then herm. Anyways here is her Furaffinity account if u want to check it out.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/lucia183snow

So any who if u made it to the end of this I know....NO I can feel you'll at least say Hi or *Woof* or something. Thank you for letting me talk away and u read it TY

OK Later......!

P.S. dont forget the poem I rather attached or just posted under this.

Well thought I could put a picture of it cuz its written down on paper and also on my phone so here u go

Enjoy.

"Definition of Life in the Now"

Hate we seek for the love we lose. Promises we keep in the Defection of truth. One part heaven, two parts hell, The balance tips We know this challenge well. We search for love, we search fore truth, Hurts so much to see the love we loss. Seek the answers form seer tent questions. Never spoken, never know, The cycle is unbroken The cycle slows. A heat of glass, face of stone. Question asked, answers unknown Lies and truth, the tools we use. Focus on the feelings Worlds can fuse. Life and death, living and dreaming This is a test-this is a test Only an experiment no meaning

Well, the main thing I use to try to cope with my depression & anxiety is playing my xbox. At the beginning of this year my xbox started shutting off soon after starting up a game. This made literally every game I own unplayable, because the console would just shut off whenever I try to play literally anything. My friend sent me money to buy a power supply for my xbox, and because of the tax I still didn't have enough, I had to transfer the money to my bank account so I could afford the payment. That was Thursday. I just had to wait until Tuesday and I could order it, because surely I'd have 3 or 4 dollars in my account still regardless if I paid for anything or not. It's Monday, well, Tuesday morning, and Monday night I got a notification from my bank saying I was in the negative by about $20, I believe. So now, on Tuesday, I'll have about $30 in my account. And I told my friend I ordered it, because I don't do well handling pressure and hey, I'd be able to order it & it'll come within a few days. That'd be fine. But now, because my xbox membership took money out of my account (so I could play online), I can't pay for a power supply (so I can play at all). And on top of that, I need at least $400 to $500 so I can pay for my plane tickets to hang with my bro during spring break like we planned. I don't know if I'll be able to make it. I still don't have a job. I don't see anyone that can help me. I'm just broke & even more unhappy. I feel like sometimes my life & my very being don't mix. Like I'm sandpaper "sliding" down wood & everyone else is a regular pieces of paper sliding down. Why is it that everything I try to do to live I have to fight for. Why does anyone think that I would fight so much to keep the things that help make life bearable when me living is already a fight in itself. Why do I feel this need to not die when I've been unhappy for most of my life. Why, when every bit of help I try to give myself gets taken away or I get too discouraged &/or tired to keep going. Stitch had an evil meter, and I have a despair meter. My meter seems to increase though. There's even moments it goes down a bit but it always ends up higher soon after that.... If I can't do everything alone, then why am I alone and why does it seem I constantly get isolated. You know I checked to see if I could just send in my xbox for repairs to see if that was cheaper, and Microsoft said my xbox one isn't made anymore. That I had to get a newer one if I wanted to use that option, but that option will only apply to the newer xbox. A lot of things just don't go right for me in life when I really hope they will. Maybe my death will.