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#my style changes so much im so sorry lmao
depressimss · 2 years
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Eat Food at the Festival of Light, Snow, or Youth
Take a Selfie with the Mt Komorebi Mascot
Collect a Simmi by Popping Open a Simmi Capsule ✓
Swim for 1 Hour in Wakaba’s River
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bishonenspit · 2 months
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posting your artwork publically can be so rewarding and so motivating but most of the time it just results in psychological turmoil inflicted on yourself
#like oh my god girl help#im so sad and over my confidence to do with my art being paper thin and fragile but nothing changes no matter how much i like a piece#i hate the idea that artists only draw for interaction bc i definitely do not do that id have to be stupid to with the stuff i draw#but i also hate the idea that artists shouldn't want interaction on their work? like it's a very human emotion to want your work to be seen?#i just wish people liked my stuff more truly. im aware my style is specific and to a particular taste and ik that my work isn't the like#high flawless standard of most traditional art that gets posted. like ik that and like god i wish i had that skill level but i don't!!#i like what i do tho i just wish it felt like a lot of other people did idk maybe that's vain or something. I don't know!!#i wish i did digital art but i hate working digital lol#ppl don't believe me when i say that digital art is preferred over traditional online but i rlly believe it's true#and if your traditional art does well it's at the level of digital art flawlessness#im simultaneously like im too young to be crazy good like other people online but also im too old to be on the path to getting good. yk#i blame it on a small fandom sometimes but that's unfair bc art within small fandoms still does really well#idk i think im just a flop probably but also i think im insecure. schrodinger's online artist crisis#anyways sorry ignore this im just running my mouth don't pity reblog my shit or anything i don't want that#idk what i want but it's not that lmao#i think i want to be better at art and i want people to like my art. which i have like minimal control over.#being an artist is fun until the turmoil sets in
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Can you do Jeff, Ben, Liu, Masky, EJ, and Toby with a child experimented reader? Like they have scars and there wrists are swollen from being restrained, and everything? 
𝕀'𝕞 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕕 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕘𝕦𝕪𝕤 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕦𝕡 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕗𝕗/𝕝𝕙
ℂ𝕣𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠 𝕥𝕠 @𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕𝕘𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕘𝕣𝕒𝕡𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕤-𝕟-𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖!! 𝔾𝕠 𝕗𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕦𝕡𝕡𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜!
𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘!!
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Jeff the Killer
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He's a total insensitive asshole at first
"God damn kid, the fuck happened to your wrists? You cut yourself or somethin'?"
When you start sniffling and crying he knows he's fucked up
"Oh shit, wait hey I-I didn't mean it!"
One 3 hour long lecture from Slender and EJ later about how you do not in fact, cut yourself, you were held as an experiment for your entire life, he feels like he's come out a changed man
He is too much of an asshole to apologize, but he will try to make it better by initiating small talk
"You know, I was kind of an experiment too in a way"
"Really?"
"Yeah, I mean you know, I definetly didn't have it as bad as you but when I was growing up, my parents would force me to do things just to see how i'd react. And you know, how I look now is kind of a result of that"
You definetly don't like him after that, but you feel a little better
Jeff is an acquired taste for most people
No one just likes Jeff when they meet him LMAO
But as he continues to try and relate to you, you can commend him for trying
You still don't like him that much, but he's alright
Ben Drowned
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He doesn't even mention it
He notices your scars and stuff, yeah, but he doesn't bring it up
1, he doesn't care enough to ask
2, he doesn't wanna make you upset
But sometimes, it's the guy that's too busy playing video games to actually listen to what you're saying that people trauma dump on
Which he doesn't mind
He's not a gossiper, and he forgets everything so chances are, if you tell Ben something, he's taking it to the grave
Er...second grave???
So as you sit there, telling him all you endured, he just sits there quietly
Maybe occasionally popping in with a "Damn that's crazy"
He probably isn't listening im sorry
Or maybe he is idk
The only way to really tell if he was is if months later, you mention something offhand and he's like
"Oh yeah I remember that. That's when a little bit of your skull was removed, right?"
And you'll just look at him like 'you were actually listening????'
Homicidal Liu
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Liu, like Ben, notices but doesn't say anything
He and Jeff had a similar childhood, but even if he didn't, he still wouldn't risk bringing up trauma
But sometimes he gets a little concerned
Like if your wrists look a little more swollen than usual, then he will ask if he can see them
And he'll carefully look them over before getting an ointment that's supposed to help with swelling and rubbing it on them
He also has a lot of scars, so he gets the insecurity that comes with them
If he notices you covering up your arms or neck or wherever, he will offer one of his cardigans or scarves
And he will help adjust it so that it fits on you just right
Once it's on he will tell you how amazing you look
And if you really wanted, he'd let you keep the stuff he gives you
Or he'd go out shopping with you for something that better suits your style
Whichever you want, really
Eyeless Jack
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He's probably one of the first people you meet when you get to the manor
And probably the one you see the most often
He is tasked with giving you your daily medicines, checkups, etc
He understands that a hospital room probably will bring up some trauma for you, so if you want to do your checkups in your room or somewhere else in the manor, he'd allow it
Really all he does is put lotion on your bruises, anti-itching ointment on where you were bound, cleaning and bandaging wounds, cleaning your scars, and giving you any medicine you might need
After that, he reminds you to be careful around your bandaged areas, and to try not to itch where he put the ointment, and then you're good to go
If you want, he'll give you a candy of your choice and a sticker
You do have a designated therapist, like all other members of the manor, but if you wanted to open up to him too he'd be ok with that
You opening up about your experiences also helps him give you the right medical treatment
And he assures you, that he and every other medical professional in the manor will never treat you how you were treated then
Of course, he understands that overcoming trauma is a process, and especially with medical professionals in your situation
But he will continue to accommodate whatever you need in the meantime to make you feel more comfortable
Toby
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Toby from the beginning makes it clear that you can talk to him anytime you need
He loves helping people feel better, and would love to help you feel better
So if you do decide to open up to him, he will show you his own wounds and scars to make you feel better about them
He also helps you see that taking your medicine is cool and radical
(Take your meds kids, they're there to help you)
He will accompany you to the medical wing when you are finally able to go into hospital rooms
He wants you to feel safe, and if you need a break, he will be there to comfort you
He will also let you come with him when he needs to go to the medical wing, just to show you that everyone needs medical help sometimes, and that it's not scary here
He will let you touch his bandages so that you can see it's completly normal and helps your body get better
He's definetly the best to have around for medical reasons
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drenched-in-sunlight · 7 months
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hello hi!!! grfhvhghr i am in love with your artwork so much you cant believe-- i wanna ask if you have any tips on how you lineart and colourpick?? no pressure to answer tho, have a great day/night!! again, love your art <33
hi!! thank you for your kind words!! since i got asked about these a lot, im answering this for all the other ask asking about lineart and colour tips too! You can see some previous post here.
also i could only give out tips that work for my drawing style - which is heavy lineart / colours pop up the line (believe it or not it's American comic book style. ppl cant understand why my art doesnt really look like usual anime/ Asian webtoon style, even though it is still clearly anime / Asian webtoon style, but when i told them it's because im drawing these by studying American comics, no one believes it either lmao.
i do study but i do my own things too, so most of my art inspo is really unexpected to ppl, but they r really where i learn things from, cuz i dont even go to art school TT_TT).
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Changing the brush size will help you achieve thick/thin lines better without having to put pressure on your wrists. Keep your hold relaxed and let bigger brush size give you the thick strokes.
I like messy sketch, to me the sketch is just an outline shape to fill details in when i do the line, it also gives more freedom to wriggle as i draw! cuz i dont really plan out everything from the start, just wing it as i go, so a lot of my work is actually very spontaneous.
that leads to this point: when you do the lineart you should start deciding which colour style you want from it to adjust the details amount. the ink shadow blocks in my art aren't there randomly, i adjust them to best complement the shape language and colours.
for piece where i want the line/shadow to...idk hit (?), the colours are almost flat with textured brush adding depth to them, so the inking is the shading, thus there are more details in the lineart / ink blocks.
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for the video above and piece like this where i want the colours to be clear and pop out, the use of ink blocks are minimized and i do the shading during colouring process. but! the ink blocks can still make some places pop very nicely! just use in moderation!
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when doing the base it's good to keep the colour on the left side of the colour wheel (low saturation), but as you do shading and lighting, try to spread out evenly so it won't look washed out.
toggle around with hue and saturation slider as you go! the key is always adjusting! you're making hundreds of decisions at once, being conscious of your choice in why a line or a colour should be in a certain way will help improve your process a lot! (i think you can tell which art i turned off my brain and just draw for stress relief ........ which is also a valid way to draw and sometimes the result might surprise you! but for more serious stuffs i try to be aware of most of the move i make. it's problem solving, yeah?)
i find that one way to keep your art from appearing too...yellow in the end (which is sth that haunted my ass for a long while) is always aim for cold tone, so if you accidentally make it warm either way in the end it won't be too warm (and yellow :cry:)
well that's all the stuffs i can think on top of my head. sorry i can't give more advice on colour picking cuz it's sth i don't really know how to give advice on???? i think my colours now are still pretty lame haha........ if there are still any questions i'd gladly answer within my ability, though im very slow to answer ask ( i do read and be happy at all of them tho!)
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gemapples · 3 months
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im so sorry it took me so long to answer these oml but YES i'd be happy to show how i draw and color :)
— SKETCHING
please note that i almost always sketch traditionally first lol it's just a lot easier for me to determine how the drawing is placed that way, but i always go over and re-sketch it digitally
for magolor i always start with a basic egg shape (lmao) and then i add his ears. then I draw the scarf; it's easy to determine the shape and dynamicism based on where the bottoms of the ears are located
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then i usually add the cape and hood together. where and how these are placed and what these look like in general are very important because they're the main area that perspective is directed to (the ears and everything else is important too ofc!! but the hood and cape usually help demonstrate where he is looking and how he is moving the most). then i add everything else, usually his hands last!
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— LINEART
ohhhhhh god my worst enemy. Hope youre sitting down because this will be embarrassing LMAO
lineart is easily what i struggle with most and is more often than not the most time consuming and grating step for me. If i had a choice i would drop it in a heartbeat, but my style is so dependent on thick lines and shapes that it's difficult to 😭 a hole i dug myself into unfortunately ITS FINE THOUGH. ANYWAYS I'm getting sidetracked
i use my finger to draw all my digital art, which means i usually have to use a Heavy stabilizer to avoid shakiness and staggered lines. Unfortunately ibis paint's stabilizer is actually dog water and doesn't even stabilize more than half the time (in which case i have to repeat lines over. And over. And over again until i get it right) but when it does like me and works properly it's very helpful!
i always use the soft school pen bleed brush as my main tool for lineart. This brush has been my best friend for everything, i even use it for sketching idk it just really like the way it looks lol. sometimes i change the aspect if i want the lines to look more ,, chalky?? or smoother depending on the work
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i don't really use this tool much but for this specific piece, force fade was my partner in crime
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also i think i need to mention that i use so many layers for this. So many layers lol like to the point it's embarrassing. and at the end i merge most of them (except for the gear patterns, rings on his ear, and eyes + hands, which usually need to be by themselves as they're colored separately) Thank you for layers
and i end up with this!
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— COLORING && SHADING
yippee yahoo the fun part !!! the part that i love the most
at this point, if i havent already, i always create a folder for convenience in organization because this is the part that i stress the most about what details are on which layers lmao
then i add ANOTHER layer below that for the color, then i put every single color used on their own separate layer!
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now, for shading, if im working on larger pieces with more complex shading, i'll usually plan it all out. normally when just drawing magolor, i don't really need to do this anymore because i'm so used to it lol, but for funsies i did it here anyways
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then i use the bucket tool to fill them all in
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i usually have a set color palette for all the characters i draw (though the way i shade white differs. A lot between my work as you can probably tell fhdfgf). For every color, i have two specific tones that are associated with the shading. for example, indigo + violet are shaded with my blue, pink + light orange (or lighter pink depending on my mood lol) are shaded with yellow, etc.
so, i shade the other areas with the 2nd shading color
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a big tip i can give for coloring is to look at a color wheel when you draw. i know that sounds like. Such basic advice LMAO but that seriously was a huge help for me when developing my shading and something i learned while studying — if you notice, in all of the shading in my work, all of the colors used are analogous on the color wheel. note that not ALL combinations will work together like others obv !! but it's a huge step in knowing where to go with it
then i add other extra details like extra lighting, halftones (if i feel like it // if it fits the work), glow to his eyes, and color the lines and ta-da!
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another tool i use a lot especially with my more recent art are blending modes, especially multiply. i use a clipping layer to add a dark color (usually a dark blue or purple) and set it to multiply, then erase the areas that emit light
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and this is the end result! this is a very very basic demonstration of it fhdjg i was a pretty messy with the lighting and erasing in this example but you get the general idea right
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and that's how i draw :) i hope this was helpful, and thanks for asking and being so patient with the response!
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kaletastrophes · 11 months
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Hey y’all! I’m gonna throw in my two cents about Pedro Pascal (and others) at the Met Gala this year because what is tumblr if not a place to give your opinion?
Let me start with this, not a single person who went to the 2023 Met Gala was secretly “protesting” the event or Karl. I’m being serious, not a single person. Especially not Pedro.
And I don’t say this to like burst anyone’s bubble! I say this as someone who likes fashion and celebrities and politics and activism. I say this as someone who loves hyping up the art Hollywood produces but who believes in being realistic about the world we are living in. And, in my opinion, pretending that rich famous celebs (even ones I love like Pedro!!) are somehow secretly subverting the system isn’t helpful. It’s actually very harmful.
So let’s break this down!
How does the Met Gala work?
So the Met Gala is actually a charity event. Every first Monday in May the Met puts on their gala to raise money for the Costume Institute. And they raise a lot of money like this. I mean A LOT. In 2017 they raised 12 million dollars.
So how to people get in??
Tickets are $50,000 a piece. Yes. $50,000. And not anyone can just buy one! Brands, like fashion house Valentino, buy tickets and then invite celebrities to go and show off their clothes. Valentino dressed 8 celebs at this years Met Gala. 8! Thats a huge chunk of change my lord.
So let me start by clearing this up: When it comes to the Met Gala Valentino is not a competitor to Karl. They just aren't. In the real world, Chanel and Valentino are competitors, but it doesn't work that way at the Met Gala in literally any sense. Not every celeb can show up in Chanel, so fashion houses and designers were asked to create looks to honor Karl. Which they did. In fact, here's Pierpaolo Piccioli honoring Karl in Vogue with a Valentino look. They were not enemies and he wasn't going to dress anyone in a "protest" look because he wanted to impress people online. Im sorry, but in the world of fashion Karl is a legend and everyone that night wanted to pay respects.
But lets move on to the actual looks.
The celebrities who were dressed by Valentino this year were Rihanna, Florence Pugh, Pedro Pascal, Viola Davis, Labrinth, Priyanka Chopra, Nick Jonas and Stephanie Hsu.
Lets look at how they were styled:
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Okay so Karl famously loved a black and white looks so Priyanka Chopra, Nick Jonas and Stephanie Hsu all being in black and white is pretty spot on honoring from Valentino. Many, many celebs that night were in black and white.
But here's something else about the Met Gala, it's a really, really important event. And so many people who know nothing about fashion pay attention to it. So designers not only want to send looks that honor the theme, they want to send looks that honor their latest collections because they want people to buy their shit lol.
Viola Davis is in pink not because she wanted to protest anyone but because Valentino put out the PINKEST of PINK Fall/Winter 2022-2023 collections...ever. It's called the Pink PP collection and it literally took the fashion world by storm. Look at all that pink! This collection was literally everywhere last season, every celeb and influencer wanted this collection in their hands. If you Google "celebs Valentino pink", you're going to get a thousand photos of the hottest celebs rocking this collection. In fact, at last years Met Gala, Valentino dressed Sebastian Stan and Glen Close in pink.
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It's just Valentino's Pink at this point. So much so that fashion critics almost cringe when they see it now lmao because it was so in our faces for that season. I understand that someone dug up a quote from Karl from years ago that people interrupted as him saying he doesn't like pink but thats actually incorrect. He used pink on the runway a lot.
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Here he is walking the Chanel runway with his muse Cara Delevingne who's wearing....pink. There are many many more examples of this but i'll stop.
Okay. Lets talk about Pedros look.
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As you can see he's wearing this almost exactly as it came down the runway. To me this means he had really very little control over the look. It wasn't designed specifically for him (as Olivia Wilde's look was designed specifically for her by Chloe), they just took it off the runway and slapped him in it because he's literally the hottest celebrity right now and Valentino wanted him to stand out in red and have people talk about them as they talked about Pedro. That's fine! That's how fashion works!
Idk if everyone has noticed how many black and white looks there were on the carpet but I'm telling you it was a LOT. Anyone not in black and white was gonna get noticed even more. That's why Valentino put Labrinth and Pedro in matching red looks. They had just sent those looks down the runway and they wanted them to stand out and get noticed. They put Rihanna and Florence in matching white looks. Priyanka, Nick and Stephanie all matched in black and white. They built a really clear theme when you line them up together. The only one who doesn't match is Viola and thats because, as I explained above, she's wearing PP pink which is iconic to their brand right now.
He's wearing the brand logo on his fingernails not because he's protesting anyone lmao but because they bought him a ticket worth $50,000 and he OWES them. The least he can do is get a silly manicure and have everyone zoom in on his hands to see that Valentino logo! And the look is meant to be edgy! Whats the least edgy but edgy thing for him to do? Get his nails done and then flip off the camera to show a brand logo. Duh.
Look. All that is to say. You can dig up all the gross and hateful quotes you want from Karl about pink or shorts or what he personally liked in fashion but it doesn't matter. Thats just not how the fashion industry works. Not a single person who actually cared about protesting him went that night. I'm certain if you asked Pedro personally "do you agree with some of the things Karl said?" he would answer, "NO! Of course I don't!" I think almost every single person who attended the Met Gala that night would say no. But no one has asked Pedro, at least not in public anyway.
So I get why people are upset he would go and now they feel they have to create a narrative about how he wasn't actually there to honor but secretly to protest and be a rebel. Guys, I mean this with love...thats silly. Thats SO silly. And it's not helpful. We have to let the rich and famous people speak for themselves and when they make mistakes or do things we don't agree with, they have to explain for themselves. We can't do it for them. A very rich fashion house bought him an obscenely expensive ticket to a special event and told him to wear a look off the runway and Pedro is FAMOUS now and he wants to keep it that way so he said "ok! sounds great!" That's it.
As far as what Pedro has said in public, he has no regrets about going to an event that honored a shitty guy and he wasn't protesting anything or anyone. Let's keep that narrative until he actually says otherwise with his own grown up, adult mouth.
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venuslovesmascs · 11 months
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Hi!! I don’t really have a certain style or outline for readings so every one will be a little different im sure, I don’t like to limit myself and let the spirits and universe tell me what’s needed.
if it resonates pls leave a tag or comment 
I’m begging, talking to tarot and spirits
alone can make a girlie think they need psychiatric help
first guy - happy shark ? he looks happy
- queen of cups up, queen of wands reversed were the first two cards to come out - which I thought was really interesting. they want emotional maturity first , before intimacy or passion if it’s that type of connection. they don’t seem to be a sensual person, they like to emotionally get to know others however. they don’t accept “childlike” energy or people who can not commit. they have virgo energy. also cancer. always reminds me of queen of cups. they like security and balance.
honestly to me this doesn’t seem like someone you are seeing, either a crush you are scared to come forward to, or just a friend in general. it it’s a friend, they want to know you more intimately , to be able to care for you more. to emotionally support you more. if you reach out a hand, they will always want to grab it to help you.
they like to stay home. don’t like to go out and party. do not invite them out, especially with a large group. maybe a study sesh, baking, movie. honestly im not getting too much to pick up on here, they seem like a pretty chill person who likes to be in their own world. like I feel bad for interrupting their energy or peace lmao. if you want something, you have to make it known. they will NOT make the first move. but this person has good communication skills, and emotional maturity. definitely worth talking to. i think you will both learn more about each other if you have an honest conversation about how you are feeling. this person appreciates honesty, straightforwardness, and vulnerability. i honestly really get the vibe it’s a friend u want to communicate feelings for. don’t come on too strong or passionate, take things slow, they don’t like to rush. you’ll scare them lol. they are sensitive. don’t like change. u got this. let things flow. i know it’s hard, I suck at it that part.
- it only takes a taste, waitress the musical - came to my mind
- they have mom friend energy , maybe u have dad friend energy, “accidently parents to found family trope”
pile 2 - curved sharkey
this person may tend to take more than they give. we got the devil card. which isn’t always bad, but can involve lust or deep fantasy, living too much in a dream world, not being practical enough. they don’t desire commitment or balance right now. or communication. if they want to….,18+….. they like things firey and passionate. quick. they are the type to “get what I want”. no thinking. they want you to maybe relax a little more about communication. to live more in the moment. everyone wants different things from connections and that’s okay, you don’t always have to be on the same exact page, but you need to find a common ground. make sure you aren’t always walking the extra mile for them.
this person is fast. moves on quickly. like they don’t want me in their energy. they are like… sorry got to go. I’m bored.
you may be blinded to some red flags. they seem really sweet!! just not looking for anything serious, do not have time for commitment. but also have not communicated that, yikes :/ they like to indulge. I’d be careful with their energy honestly. you do not owe them anything. i wish I had more to say but there’s not much left lmao. they do not like the mushy feelings, or letting people in. you won’t be able to change that any time soon. feel free to engage if you don’t mind, just remember to stay true to yourself as well. do not hide your wants and needs. be honest that you are meeting them where they are for now. don’t build any resentment before something even begins.
pile three - cartoon shark
seems like a connection that has had separation, big changes in the past. a lot of hurt for both ends. one being more silent about their pain than the other.
this person wants a change for sure. numbers 3 or 12 could be important. they want to be more integrative . they seemed stuck in the past before, and feel guilty for so. they may have left you in the cold, “dropped your hand while dancing” / champagne problems. they want to bring you peace, if not come together, at least give closure. i think they had a lot going on, and want to explain. if you want to talk or not, that is your choice. just make sure you aren’t letting your “ego” decide - the part of you that holds resentments , pettiness, the part of your animalistic desires or patterns - dont make this a quick decision, take some time to think about it, not what would bring you short term fulfillment, but long term fulfillment.
they will understand if you do not want to integrate again, but either way want to help in whatever way possible.
this person cared about others opinions in the past, let status/family/friends/affairs get in between the connection. they care about their reputation. maybe they have already done some things in the past they are ashamed of, and are still afraid it can come into light. they felt like they were holding on my a thread. i still think their fear of reputation hasn’t changed if I’m being honest, im not sure they are still willing to put in any fight against others, but maybe for your connection. but don’t expect this person to change over night. they care, but still have issues being publicly outgoing or seen. they don’t like conflict. which is probably why they ran from you too lol. definitely avoidant. but if they come forward, it shows they are making change - remember that.
they didn’t fight for something like you wanted them to. they have never been good at communicating. they have worked on that for months, for themselves, not just you.
you are good at strategy. planning things out. they admire you for this. they are not. they are not good at looking into the future. they live in the moment. but are learning either way they fear what is to come. and they wish they had you to rely on , to be in the future , if nothing else. they don’t want to put the burden on you however , this scares them, maybe you are more financially/ emotionally put together, they may not feel good enough for you.
okay there’s a lot going on here but I think I’m going to end it here, feel free to message me for any clarification but, I think this is something that can only be worked out between you two in divine time.
PILE FOUR - SHOWER SHARK
this is definitely an ex or a past lover or current situation that’s getting less intimate . something has recently gone wrong. some kind of trust has been broken.
i think you are waiting for this person to change. but you two can not change together. they do not want the same things, you are both lacking fulfillment.
if I’m being honest, I don’t even think this person wants closure or to talk. they want a clean break, a fresh start. im sorry if you feel left out in the cold. there’s some new journey here that you have to take on your own. and I don’t think you are used to being alone. i know it’s scary, but I think the universe is high lighting some lesson or journey here. maybe this is long distance. starting college, or studying abroad, a new job, that kind of energy . i think you have a lot to look forward to. all these new changes coming are a blessing in the future. take time to mourn and heal, but know that when you are ready, you have a lot of fulfilling things ready for you. new friends, passions, hobbies
i think you felt really bogged down by this persons energy. that you were too similar. “twin flames” energy , not the western Instagram post “twin flames” but the idea that you meet someone who mirrors all the parts of you that you have ignored for years. that feels like your soulmate - how quickly and intimate you knew them. but it’s just the catalyst for your change and self growth. you will heal and grow into a person that people will love and understand, a person that this past energy won’t even recognize. i think you will always have love for them, it dosent feel too toxic in a sense, more just confusing, and hard, too hard. love dosent need to be hard.
focus on taking a break. mourning. going no contact seems like the best route here. we all have free will, im not telling you what to do. however , I think your energy would be best preserved if you had a clean break. no meeting up again. no drunk texts. no giving back some old tee shirt from the back of your closet that they don’t even want. bring it to goodwill. you will feel better in the long run if you focus on feeling empowered by yourself and not others. it’s okay go want community, and human connection is natural, but we still need self reliance and independence to be able to help others too. okay that’s a lot hope ur ok , much love. bye.
pile five - teeth sharkey
I’m getting this person wants to call you lol. they want to come back around, maybe from the past but not too far back.
they want to cleanse whatever has happened , maybe a fresh start. you may have noticed they have changed a little , dress differently, talk differently, new confidence?? new haircut ?? new phone?
they are a “shape-shifter” , they want to be a person that can change and provide for you. i don’t know how long term these changes are, they seem to change a lot - that is for your judgement and not mine. they seem smooth , I can like feel myself blushing??
welp - there’s definitely some big change spiritually within them with the death card I just pulled. they want change in your situation. maybe they link k***nk …. u know. they want to know the dark parts of you. show you the dark parts of them. “For better or for worse” energy. idk if they want long term commitment so to say? but they definitely want a more stable emotional connection. i may not be your boyfriend/girlfriend/partner but I’ll treat u and know u better than any of them energy.
there’s some secret they are hiding . i still don’t think they want to tell you everything, im not sure they want me to even be clear of what they want, maybe they do not know. they for sure want u tho. especially physically. wow they are attracted to u. possessive energy. maybe u like that, maybe u don’t. that’s urs to say. they want more eye contact, they think you have pretty eyes. they may like the occult / spiritual. OOO u know what, maybe they know you like it , they either researched it to impress you or actually had an awakening and want to share with you. they love your energy. they like being with you at night lol. maybe for some non-pg 13 stuff, but also I think they just want to be “spooky” in general with you and look at the moon and wander at night , do spells, that stuff. you seem to have changed them if I’m being honest. maybe opened up their heart. maybe you are their death moment.
if I’m being honest, idk if this is a person you see as “the one”. more like, a fling or fwb. but they were brought into your life for a reason. don’t let fears of the unknown / future hold you back from connecting with them. they have a lot to teach you.
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Sorry if this is an inappropriate question to ask, but why do you want to rewrite pesterquest? Was there anything wrong with its original version, or are you just doing this for fun?
brain is a Lil Loopy rn so please excuse if this answer is semi incoherent - recovering from ankle surgery rn.
im gonna try to not harp on the original pesterquest as a project/talk about my percieved issues with it. from what I understand about the work environment where it was developed, it was hell -- poor communication, tiny budgets, little overall direction. plus every artist/writer involved was likely busy with other things at the same time (for example finishing the development of Hiveswap Act 2). they had so much going against them, and... it sorts shows in the final work, which isn't their fault. the original PQ team was passionate and cared and like. the absolutely last thing i want to do is disrespect them.
(generally also stating for the record that calling the original PQ "trash" or "replaced" is like. not good vibes. please don't do this if you're trying to enjoy PQR -- the last thing the original postcanon team needs is more harassment.)
anyway.
pqr is fanfiction, fundamentally.
i started making pqr because in september i was sick with covid, i wanted to learn renpy, and i wanted to study homestuck more. i wanted to figure out what made PQ tick, literally, figuratively, all of the above.
plus i really wanted to write a different story arc for mspar.
i also really love the side characters in Homestuck, and wish they all got more time to shine. the pqr prologue including a set of Spades Slick sprites just for a brief encounter i think helps establish what i want to do with the like. raw potential of the premise of a Homestuck visual novel.
damara is the other big thing -- i've wanted to make a story with her in it work for ages. (if anyone remembers the old MEGIDO hades mod, that was my first big public attempt. she was gonna be the protagonist, breaking out of scratch's mansion. turns out coding in renpy is WAY easier LMAO)
like. the plan wasn't even initially to have the prologue be a full damara route? i just let the writing take me where it wanted to take me. it's been deeply fun and cathartic.
the prologue's "bad end" has some incredibly intimate themes of like. inevitability, and worrying you've let everyone you love down, and i showed it to a college friend who i hadn't spoken to for ages and she set a screenshot from it as her background.
like. to me. that's pqr. that's why i make it.
pqr is the laundry room ending of rose's route, a deeply personal look into my own fears and anxieties as an author reflected back through this girl's circumstances. pqr is also the retcon ending of rose's route, a wildly stupid and indulgent romp through my own past fanfiction for a silly gag that people seemed to really love.
pqr is about dave and myself looking for a place to stay simultaneously -- pqr is about jade leaving prospit, and how i was adding to that part of the game in real-time as i dropped out of college, changing both of our destinies to something unexpected but hopefully better, at the same time.
pqr is also a silly extended sleepover scene. it's just fun to see them interact.
pqr is an excuse to turn over corners of homestuck and see if we can't peek behind them. what was it like for roxy, to think she lost joey and then find rose's meteor barely a year later? of course she'd think it's impossible for her to succeed as a mother. pqr is about finding empathy for yourself for your own mistakes, reflected back at you through homestuck characters.
because really, isn't that what we're all here for?
pqr is me coming back to my last long-abandoned attempt at an act 5 rewrite. pqr is an excuse to watch my girlfriend grow in confidence and style as she makes all the endcards and incidental art (except for joey route pt 2, but THAT was an excuse to work with a NEW friend!!!!!!!)
pqr is a friendship simulator that i am winning by having an incredibly supportive and collaborative group of friends in the dev thread who are cheering me on with every segment of text i post, friends who will hop in vc to check out the newest segment. friends like @dare0451 who literally yesterday rendered out some new audio to upgrade the June route to be even more fucking amazing and terrifying than it already was, AND DARE HASN'T EVEN PLAYED IT????? IT'S LITERALLY JUST. IT'S FRIENDSHIP MAN. PQR IS FRIENDSHIP
what the hell was this question again.
oh right.
yeah it's been fun basically. that's why i do it lol
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fruit-sauce · 9 months
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im so happy other people have the headcanon of “qsmp eggs look like their parents + start looking like the people they hang most around” because i’ve had that idea since like. day one of the eggs lmao
i’ve only drawn dapper, but! i have many design ideas that i wanna write out (bc i might forget them lol), if you have any questions, feel free to ask them, I love talking about my designs, they are weird and silly and i love them all, i promise i will not be upset if you ask something i will instead by very happy
first, each egg started off basically as a blank slate (this is all with human designs in mind), just whatever is their defining detail but also pure white clothes, white hair, etc. but the more they hang around their parent(s), they go through a transformation and then look like their parent(s), typically after an emotional/impactful moment, like how pokemon evolve in the anime
second, to be more specific, every egg has different “Styles” that match each of their parents, as well as a few having mixes of parents (the beginning 8 [except Tilin and Dapper] and Richas w/ TazerCraft) called Duo Styles. All these Styles represent and resemble their parents in some way. 
Still, these Styles can change over time, fading when a parent is absent, or warping to fit the people (not their parents) that are around them the most. This came from the idea that BBH takes care of a lot of the eggs very often, even being referred to as another parent. but what if he hangs around them so much they start to look like him,,, as an example, now that Tallulah sees Phil as her father figure and wants him to refer to her as his daughter, she technically has two Styles, Wilbur and Phil, but since Bad takes care of her so often, tiny details start to change. most obvious, her eyes are becoming lighter, like Bad’s pure white eyes, as well as the tips of her fingers and fingernails creepily starting to turn into the charcoal black that Bad’s skin is. 
Warping to Styles can be stopped if the egg accepts the person as their parent, in that case, a new Style would be made, and the previous Styles revert to being not affected. 
Negative relationships with eggs or even between egg partners will reflect in the egg’s Style, for example, Mariana and Slime’s... thing they had going on? It showed in JuanaFlippas Duo Style
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this is gonna be an entire essay, i’m sorry, but now its full on ramble time of each egg, some things will be vague, i’m just too lazy to try and describe it fully, while others i have more specific ideas that i wanna talk about ok lets get on with this mess:
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Bobby - Since he had such a close, positive relationship with both parents, Bobby has fully defined Styles of Jaiden and Roier, both having full patterns and even a bit of color in his hair. He also has a Duo Style, again, very developed, comfy, and stylish. As for any particular warping, he wore fingerless gloves (Cellbit), had yellow and green accents in his clothing (Mariana and Slime), and had slightly light eyes but nearly had his hands fully black (BBH)
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Chayanne - Fully defined Style of Philza, even to the point of having small crown shaped arm bands from his stories of Techno. As for Missa, his Style is less defined from not being around very often, but still very Missa, lots of bones and purples/blues. His Duo Style is more leaning towards Phil, but noticeably different from Phil’s Style. His clothing has soft yellow accents (Wilbur), a leather holster for his sword and one shoulder pad (Fit), and lately, his eyes are pure white (Missa Style already had pretty light colored eyes, but they’re now pure white from Bad)
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Dapper - He’s basically Bad’s mini self, I’ve already made a design for him a while back, but it needs to be updated. After Baghera, he now has a second style! Lots of soft, fluffy colors and textures. Owns a pair of sunglasses that he wears every now and then (Max), has some brown accents in his clothing and a dark grey glove on his left hand (Fit), horns have bright yellow tips, his shoes have purple accents, and his hair is braided back in Baghera’s Style (Forever), and his clothes have gold and diamond details (Foolish and Skeppy respectively)
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JuanaFlippa - With Slime’s Style, the ends of her limbs and hair were slime-like and green, and even had one of the slime creatures (?) that Slime has on his head and shoulder. Mariana’s Style wasn’t as defined, but still had the same colors and generally shapes. Her Duo Style was messy and vague, kinda like if you took the two main Styles and mushed them together, instead of being a third new one.
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Leo - Very defined Styles of Foolish, Vegetta, and Duo. Foolish’s Style has many gold and emerald details, and is comfortable to even swim in (because shark). Vegetta’s Style resembles Trunks/Bulla from Dragon Ball because haha funny. While not being a parental figure, Leo does have a Roier Style, with heavy details of Cellbit. They have semi-red horns (Bad), black accents in their clothes (Bad and Max), and fingerless gloves (Cellbit)
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Ramon - Duo and Spreen Style has nearly fully faded, but Fit’s Style, similar to Bad and Dapper, is very much like Fit himself. Lot’s of warping from Bad, charcoal skin goes up past his knees and elbows, horns are almost fully red, and eyes are also nearly fully white. He wears fingerless gloves and has a white streak in his hair (White streak earlier resembled Spreen, but is now closer to Cellbit’s hair)
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Tilin - Never formed a Luzu or Duo Style, and his Quackity style barely resembled Quackity. Bright purple eyes and accents in clothing (Jaiden), bright red accents and spider web details (Roier), red/white shoes and green under shirt (Slimcicle)
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Trumpet - Dan and Duo Styles vaguely resemble Dan at all, but it was still noticeable. On the other hand, Maximus’ Style was very defined. Had pure white eyes and red horns (Bad)
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Tallulah - Again, Wilbur’s Style resembles Wilbur exactly, even after all this time. She doesn’t use his Style since he left, but it’s still exactly how it was since then (aside from warping). She had HEAVY warping from Phil, but since asking him to refer to her as his daughter, she now has a Philza Style. She has a lot of colors in her clothing, im gonna have fun designing her (i say, through gritted teeth) Her hair is now a lighter brown, nearly a dirty blond, and is braided back (Forever), eyes are fully white, hands are becoming that pure black, and she has many black accents in her clothing (Bad), a white streak in her hair and some dark brown accents in clothing (Cellbit), previously had dark brown eyes, still has light brown/blue accents (Fit), previously had dark blue accents(Quackity, not anymore tho), and her horns are purple (Jaiden). I’m gonna regret doing this once I get to drawing her design but its ok i’ll survive. maybe.
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Richarlyson - Style for all five parents, Felps is the least defined but still there, and TazerCraft does have a Duo Style. He also has a Quackity Style, but that has been slowly fading since the arrival of El Quackity. Red horns and black accents (Bad), yellow accents (Baghera), and a few emerald details (Foolish)
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Pomme - Has five Styles, but Kameto’s is basically just a dark blue dress since he was barely there, all others are very defined. Consistently has bright blond hair in all Styles (Forever), red accents in clothing (Forever and Bad), and has some black accents (Bad)
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This is gonna be the death of me but I just needed to get these ideas and designs out of my head, I draw so slowly and I didn’t wanna forget anything so spitting them out in text form was my best bet, once i finish this kirakira precure drawings, i’ll start drawing these out, some of the wording might be confusing, i apologize, but it’ll all make sense once i draw them out
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harukapologist · 3 months
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hi milgramblr today I had a dream that Mikoto and Hatsune Miku were teaching Haruka how to play tennis, in the playground of the middle school I went to. It was very peaceful and cute, Haruka was doing his best and they were very gentle and patient with him, and were really excited when he scored. Then for some reason, the scene suddenly changed to this haunted house level from a race game I used to play with my uncle on his PS2 when I was very little (can't remember its name at all but it was like. minuscule cars racing idk how to describe it lol), but in the dream I kinda just "knew" that this location was also a Scooby Doo episode (though the scooby gang never appeared LMAO) Accordingly with the scene change all 3 of them had to start running while still playing tennis. Of course since the game is old, the graphics were low, so it was really funny seeing all 3 of them in an HD anime style running surrounded by poorly rendered ground and trees etc. Then for some reason the castle from ~2:45 in Bring It On appeared
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and Fuuta came running out of the castle scared shitless because he was being chased by a witch because he refused her cookies, but for some reason the witch was Zatsune Miku ("dark" derivative of Hatsune Miku) and she was like 10x bigger than everyone else, like a giant. Then a tennis racket appeared in Fuuta's hand and he had to join Mikoto, Haruka and Miku in the tennis game while running. Suddenly Zatsune disappeared and they were all able to stop and play normally for a moment, then the scene changed again but to this farm level of the same race game I mentioned above. Mahiru was playing with the chickens at the farm, then suddenly a tennis racket appeared in her hand and she joined the game and everyone had to start running again. They weren't being chased by anything this time though. Mahiru and Mikoto were having SO MUCH FUN!!! MIKOTO WAS HAVING THE TIME OF HIS LIFE. Miku too but she was more focused on teaching Haruka how to play, everyone was encouraging him very nicely. Fuuta was still scared a little bit and insisted that he liked soccer better, but he was also secretly having fun. The scene changed a third time to this classroom-turned-storage-room in the elementary school I went to, and for some reason John was in the closet (LMAO) of this classroom (I don't remember there being a closet in the classroom I have no idea why there was one in the dream) and he was really upset they started playing without him and just watched from where he was in the closet (looks like the endless running while playing tennis curse didn't work on him im sorry John). The classroom was like 5x bigger than it actually is, so they were able to play tennis comfortably for once, and during all of this, Kazui and the Lich (from Adventure Time) were sitting on lifeguard chairs, their positions unchanging, watching and commentating on this monstrosity of a dream I had that I decided to share with you all. They weren't even really commentating, the Lich was eating some cookies with tea and Kazui was just making jokes about everything.
Also, none of the Milgram characters were wearing their prison clothes except Kazui
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[HIYA! I'm not dead!!! But I have a lot of important things to say below the cut!!!!]
OKAY. as you guys know, this blog has been dead since.. sammys birthday. even before then. sorry guys :(
the reason why: I GOT MORE INTO BENDY. I DONT KNOW HOW THAT MADE MY BATIM ASK BLOG GO INTO HIATUS. I WAS DRAWING EVERY DAY... but. BUT!! it was not our beloved inky characters. It Was Pre-Cycle. ((oopsies))
looking back onto this blog, i need you guys to understand I made it with no story in mind, and thus everything was a mess. I was makin stuff up as i went. and then the craziest thing happened (delusional attatchment to wally franks + memories attatched to it... soo. uh yeah)
look, this blog isnt gonna disappear. BUT. im gonna pull a sneaky on you all and instead of doing that week-long event i said i would, i'm just gonna restart it from the beggining. HOWEVER!! everything will still be here! I'm gonna try to attatch links on all of the current things and get things sorted so that it's cleaner, because all of my old (and very very icky) drawings are gonna be archived. NOT REMOVED. they will still be here, but you won't be able to reblog them because... just. ew. lmao
now that im not completely angst-ridden, and my art style has vastly improved, i actually have a plan for the inky nightmares au! however, it's going to take a completely different turn- new characters, wally isnt bendy anymore, kana (unfortunately) isn't a part of the story, etc etc. it won't be canon compliant (as... it's an au,) but it'll have a whole lotta things changed! i hope you guys enjoy what i have planned, and i hope you'll bear with me while i give this blog an almost COMPLETE make-over!!
thank u guys so much for reading, ik that was a lot, ily all have a good day muahmuahmuah have some cookies🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪
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depressimss · 2 years
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where tf are all the fishing spots ugh
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megistusdiary · 2 years
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hey there comrade~~ can u write anything with ayato being a mean dom im literally desperate for anything,,,,, and can u keep it gender neutral?? ily thank u~~~~~~ (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
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i have gotten so many requests for like brat taming or mean dom ayato. i respect that lmao. so, get ready for a lot of that 🤌
also i am so sorry it's taking me so long to get through these asks. i am graduating on friday!
warnings: mean dom!ayato and sub!gender neutral anatomy/pronouns reader
penetration (sub!receiving), doggy-style, riding, spanking, marking, reader calls ayato 'sir', degradation, hair-pulling, *slight* nipple play
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ayato's hand came down once more on your ass, smacking the skin hard as you lurched forwards. his eyes gleamed with excitement as you let out little whines and gasps, struggling to hold yourself up on the bed.
ayato's hips pounded into yours, hands holding your waist in a grip guaranteed to bruise. he pulled you back to match his tempo, pressing deeper into you.
a particularly deep thrust had you keening, letting out an embarrassing noise you tried to muffle in the bedsheets. ayato was having absolutely none of that, however.
he leaned over your back, moving one of his hands to card through your hair. tangling his fingers in the strands, he pulled your head up, arching you back towards him. his chest pressed to your back as he leaned to meet you halfway, breath hitting the shell of your ear.
"i thought i told you i want to hear every little pathetic noise that comes out of those lips. hm? don't disobey me again." ayato hissed into your ears, still managing to sound calm and regal.
you nodded, mumbling out a "sorry, sir."
he released your head, watching you fall forwards and struggle to pull yourself on your forearms. he picked up his pace sometime while you tried to regain your bearings, making it ten times harder.
you settled for laying limply on the bed, head tipped to the side so ayato could hear you while he fucked you. deciding he was bored, he slapped your ass a few more times, hearing you cry out for him.
he pushed down on your back further, making you arch for him as he changed the angle of his hips. you practically screamed as he suddenly abused the spot he knew you loved. he felt you shake under his hands, trembling as he hit the spot perfectly.
"s-sir, oh- oh my-" you struggled to speak, hands gripping the bedsheets tightly as ayato smirked. he could feel you tightening around him, keeping his dick in a vice grip.
"oh? are you getting close?" he knew the answer, you knew he did too, but you chose to nod rapidly.
"please- let me-"
"let you come? if you're that desperate to come-" he pulled out, hearing you whine and try to reach back for him. "then work for it."
he suddenly flipped the positions, leaning back against the headboard. he observed you carefully as you were still laying down in front of him. you stared up at him with wide, pleading eyes as he scoffed.
"don't tell me your head is that empty." he snapped as you shivered, pulling yourself up. you crawled over to him on the bed, staring at his dick, eyes switching to look up at him. "on top. now."
you pulled yourself up onto his lap, legs shaky as you kneeled over him. he allowed you to place your hands on his shoulders for purchase as you tried to slowly sink onto him.
having none of that, ayato pulled you down himself, holding you tightly as you writhed. the change of position had him hitting much deeper. ayato huffed as you held onto his shoulders, slapping your ass again as his eyes narrowed.
he gripped your chin tightly, pulling you to look him in the eyes. "i suggest you start moving, unless you don't want to-"
you immediately started moving your hips desperately, riding him the best you could. shaky moans slipped past your lips as you did your best, hovering over his lap. his hand fell from your chin, tracing down your throat, teasing over your nipples as you shivered. he pinched each one, feeling you push your chest into his hand.
he leaned over, mouthing at the skin under your jaw. you felt him sucking marks into your throat, head tipping back to allow him room. he bit down more firmly on the skin by your shoulders, admiring the light indents of his canines.
he smirked at how pliant you were being, finding it almost endearing. he could feel your pace slowing, thighs growing tired as you began to fall onto his chest.
"i can't, sir-" your voice sounded soft as you leaned onto his shoulder. he sighed, sounding irritated as he pulled your face back up.
"then i suppose you should find a compromise that will satisfy us both. otherwise, i don't think you'll be coming any time soon, sweetheart."
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Hey it's me again lmao You were wondering what specifically I was struggling with and I had to kinda take a moment to think about it, these are some of the examples I have digitally (there are a lot more traditional examples but I felt bad putting them on here already lmao). The reason I suppose I struggled to articulate my issues with drawing him kinda just boiled down to "it doesn't look right" I'd say my biggest struggles are the face shape, hair and just proportions of everything. Sorry if this is a bother, you don't have to answer this if you don't want to, but thank you for taking the time to understand in my last ask.
hehehe don't worry its not a bother, i love analyzing art so this is basically enrichment for me >:3!!
(a little disclaimer that all im saying will be from my perspective and according to my preferences in designs. its pretty obvious since you're asking me, but i feel like it needs to be said. also im sorry if im too harsh with anything)
face shapes can definitely be tricky, because even the slightest changes are super visible... you (in these drawings) tend to draw longer faces and define the jaw and chin. it might be worth it to try and bring out the cheeks or cheekbones a little. cheeks add roundness to the face and take some of the attention from the chin. cheekbones make the face feel more defined and sharp.
also try to leave some space between the eyes and the hairline, so they don't go over each other and have some space for expression. im not directly saying to draw a bigger forehead, because its really up to your style if the eyebrows sit where they should anatomically be or if they're more cartoony and go up higher, so there might be a lot of space that isn't actually considered a "forehead".
i really like the nose shape you draw for him, this sort of "v" shape, its super cute and looks interesting! so im not touching it, i like it.
another thing, you draw the guidelines for the face, like the lines that go through the middle vertically and horizontally, and its really good and helpful! but remember that those are just guidelines, they don't define the face, and sometimes they can be more constricting than helping. sometimes the face features go below or above them or shift because of perspective! not saying to completely not use them, especially if you're not feeling confident, but lowering the opacity on them or making them thinner would help!
and somewhat relating to the guidelines: you know how you draw the corners of his eyes on this middle line, but then the upper and lower eyelids go around it? this makes the eyes feel much higher on the face than they are. the inner corners of the eyes i would call one of the more charismatic parts, because they feel like the place where the eye starts, and then the direction the eyelids take is what brings in the character.. if that makes sence? by having both the inner and the outer corners of the eye on the same line, it removes the character, because none of the corners are dominant and they're not dynamic. by making one of the corners higher or lower than the other, it creates a more dynamic shape. and also removes the problem where the eyes feel like they're too close. this really is much easier to explain in a drawing....
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for the hair i think you're doing well! just remember to leave some space for the back of the head and above the hairline, because the face sits on the head but it's not the head itself, so there should be some area around it too. and also that hair have weight and volume and they go over the shape of the head and don't stick to it.
also don't foget to leave room for the neck! there's space between it and the chin, and there's space between it and the back of the head. and head doesn't have to sit directly in the middle of the neck, it can move from side to side and create interesting shapes depending on the angle.
and i guess yeah! experiment with shapes, sizes and dimensions, if something is wrong you can always erase it and draw again!
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astral-runic · 6 months
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Emergency Commissions - Again!
GUESS WHO'S GETTING THEIR ASS KICKED BY POVERTY AND SHIT HEALTH AGAIN LMAO 💀 anyways hiiiii, we're fucked again
This time, my dad is sick and throwing up blood again even though he's been taking his meds so he's not working for like a week at least so,,,augh. We're already close to being evicted (again!) and our car is fucking up (and on repo,,,,like always LMAO) so,,,yknow, we gotta try this shit again frfr
before I go into the prices and whatnot this time, here's my Ko-Fi and my p@yp@l but I also take C@ashapp and V3nmo so :3 (<- typing it like that bc Tumblr is a bitch sometimes)
Ko-Fi Link
P@yp@al
also I will be 10000% honest here, the first like $30 I make off of this is gonna be to get myself a shirt at my MIW concert next week because I was gonna save like $200 off this paycheck to splurge on merch but shit hit the fan so I can't spend money from it unless its for bills so 💀
anyways!!! Prices below and I will be 10000% honest, yeah they're a bit expensive tbh,,,
SKETCHES (don't mind the half coloured one HJSHFJH)
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FULL BODY - $15 USD
HALF BODY - $10 USD
BUST - $5 USD
-> these MUST be paid upfront
-> Full Body simply means that most of the body is in the piece
-> (not added on the pic above but) If you want a more dynamic pose (like the examples for Full and half body) I work best with reference pictures of real people if you have one in mind (if not I can send you a pinboard I have of poses I use!)
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FULL BODY - $25 USD
HALF BODY - $20 USD
BUST - $15 USD
-> Once again will have to be paid upfront (these are very quick to do)
-> Same things apply as above
-> these WILL have basic shading, I just didn't have examples with any so LMAO oops
FULL PIECES (*Disclaimer for the prices going NYOOM from here)
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FULL BODY - $80 USD (I am so sorry I don't got any refs in my current art/shading style 😭😭😭)
HALF BODY - $60 USD
BUST - $40 USD
-> half and half payment is accepted with these
-> more complex shading is an extra $5 (bc,,,difficult w this shading style)
-> all of the above from before also applies here other than the payment
"Why did your prices jump up so much?"
this is why, these screenshots are literally a 30 min time difference
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for a more detailed look at why it costs more, I'd also check out my speedpaint for the halfbody I posted in the examples
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^ this was with me being quick with this piece btw, I was SPEEDY and it only took about 4 hours, usually these can take like 6-8 hrs
EXTRA INFO/OFFERS
-> okay first, if you're not sure if I can draw something, pls ask and I'll let you know if I can or can't and if it'll be an extra charge or not!!
-> Extra people can range from an extra $5 -> $15 depending on what it is you want (unless its just a sketch, I'll do that for free unless its like, extremely hard but I'll let you know)
-> I CAN do reference sheets but I don't have a finished one bc I just?? don't ever care to finish them for myself????? but it'd be a minimum of $100 for one and It'd look something like this but you can change what you'd like shown
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^this is SERIOUSLY unfinished bc I honest to god have his design memorized at this point bc he didn't leave my brain for fucking months so HSJJSFHJ but if you want one PLEASE Dm me about it bc these mfs are hard
and uhhhhhhh
oh! please know that atm I'm working irl still and I have fucked health so it may take me some time if its a bigger piece BUT PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO ASK ME AB YOUR COMM!!!! FEEL FREE TO TELL ME TO HURRY UP EVEN ITS OKAY!!!!!
if I get more than one Comm at a time, I'll let you know if I'm currently working on someone elses and then let you know when I start yours!!
okay thats all I can think of thank yall for reading all of this HJSHSJHS
okay tag list uhhh @lower-ones-eyes @multi-lefaiye uh uh uh yeah idk im brain dead i was supposed to be asleep 30 mins ago and I havent eaten all day oops
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Hiฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ! can i have a request? like how
The nrc student + neige would react after they find out that mc is a girl? . like she covered her gunder cuz yk daddy issue kinda like her father wanted a son more, so he married again and he cares for his son more than her so at young age she started to hate her gender and learned material arts
Anyway than you for reading my dear❤(⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
hi! i was actually gonna write a scenario about this for only vil,rook, malleus and lilia(cause im more familiar with their style) but i did not expect someone to send a req about this HAHAHA . I tried to write all of them as accurate as possible! sorry in advance if they seem a little ooc >_< thanks for requesting~
scenario: being in an all boys school is easy, after all, you were used to disguising yourself as a male. no one suspected your gender, why would there be a female in an all boys school? it wasn't until you confessed to them that you are a female ......
characters involved: all nrc + neige
tw: some spoilers event stories
heartslaybul
riddle
*inserts his in game shocked face*
yeah he was REALLY shocked
isn't this an all boys school? why is there a female here? did you just broke a rule?!
he is quite obsessed with rules but will calmly ask you why did you decide to hide your gender and stuff
when you told him about your reasons, he understands and sympathizes you
he feels like your dad does not deserve you
(i mean his mum literally have high expectations for him and stuff so he can understand hating your own gender when you feel unappreciated)
will offer you comfort and support
you know how to learn martial arts? that's cool! you can defend yourself in this place full of....chaotic kids /and maybe help to discipline adeuce
you might wanna teach him martial arts so that he can stand up for himself in front of his own mother
trey clover
another one that is also really shocked
will also calmly ask why are you hiding your gender and stuff
when he knows about your dad, he offers you comfort and support
" your gender does not define you. do not let your dad's action affect you. it is not worth it."
bakes you cakes and any treats that you like :)
you learn martial arts? he is interested to know why you learn them!
automatically becomes that ideal over caring dad that you never had
carter diamond
cay-kun is surprised!
shocked person number 3
doesn't change much around you, probably gets more flirty LMAO
he has 2 elder sisters, so i don't think he minds that you are a female?
huh? you disguised yourself as a male cause you hate your own gender?
kindly asked to see you in your female form... cause he wanna take pic and upload this precious moment on magicam
brings you out and say funny jokes so that you won't feel awkward being the only female in the school(and also to make you feel happy)
will definitely ask you to show him some cool martial art poses so that he can do it and make his magicam looks more cooler lmao
you are his bestie now eheh
deuce spade
your a girl this whole time???why????how????
he freezes on the spot instantly
starts to stutter when he talks to you
come on... have you seen the way he speaks to the ghost bride in the ghost marriage event ? T-T
when he heard about your dad, he starts to feel bad for you
how could someone do this to their own child?
he starts to feel even more grateful for his own mother
don't worry, he still treats you the same, maybe a little gentler
maybe not that gentle after he learned that you can do martial arts
probably suggests you to use that skill of yours to fight your step bro LMAO....
secretly can't wait to see you fight someone with your skills
ace trappola
you are a female??? that's so cool!
but why did you disguise yourself? oh you hate your own gender cause of your own father?
will give directly tells you that you being a female or male, does not change the fact that you are still you, so you should not bother about how other people treat you, and that includes your own family
his opinion towards you does not change at all, will still offer to help you, and maybe teases you more
also, why not use that martial art skill of yours to challenge your step bro? #2
savanaclaw
leona kingscholar
the first time he met you, he instantly knew that you are a female, but doesn't question you
doesn't bother you as long as you don't bother him
when he learned that you disguised yourself as a male because you hate being a female....he is confused
then when he learns about your father.. oh damn, he can understand why now
he too, was casted out in his family simply because he is the second born
if you ever step on his tail by accident, he will just let it slide
does not care if you know martial arts or not, just don't try to challenge him :D
ruggie bucchi
?????????????? why ????
and most importantly... how did he not noticed?
oh you dislike being a female?
he does not understand why, and probably doesn't bother about it
oh is cause of your dad? well i guess he would feel bad for you
you learn martial arts? definitely doesn't want to offend you lmao
jack howl
jack has a keen nose, but he tends to be a little oblivious
the first time he met you, he doesn't notice that you are a female
it was only after a few more interactions with you.... the scent that you give off is different from others
and the monthly period thing... just gives it away
this can go both ways, he either ask you about it(cause he wants to help you) or just wait and see how things go
when you tell him about the reason why you disguised yourself as a male, he is angry, not at you but at your father
is definitely slightly more overprotective around you
there's a defenseless girl in an all boys school! how could he not look out for you?
haha you learn martial arts? good, you can protect yourself. maybe you guys can go train together and exchange your skills
octaville
azul ashengretto
if you are going to tell him that you are a female, please don't
uses this information to blackmail you and ask you to help him do things lmaooo
oh people already know? then i guess that's too bad
will ask why you are doing this and blah blah blah
oh you hate your gender? your father prefers your step bro over you?
he is probably gonna say that's too bad and is life (you can always rub his wound and tell him about how he used to get bullied lmao)
will advertise some products to you...to help you disguised yourself better as a male (is a marketing opportunity to him)
oh you learn martial arts? perhaps he should group you with diasomnia.. and label you guys as one of the people to not mess with (cause he doesn't want his ass to get kicked)
jade leech
he SUSPECTS that you are a female, but doesn't ask
man just sits back and observe how you deal with choatic boys around you (is like an entertainment show to him)
when you confessed that you are a female, he acts surprised even though he is not lmaooo
will ask you why you are doing this
eh you hate your gender? he thinks it can't be helped since you are naturally born as a female
oh it's cause of your dad? well i guess some people are just a bastard
will ask you some questions about... period... simply cause he is just curious lmao
you learn martial arts? that's cool, do all females learn martial arts?
overall he will just ask you questions lmao... is probably his first time seeing a female on land so
floyd leech
also another one that suspects you are a female, except he confronts to you about it
eh, shrimpy is really a female?
he wants to squeeze you even more now, just to get the feeling of how it would be like to squeeze a female that belongs to the land
hmm you hate your gender? it can't be helped #2
it's because of your father? damn, he can help you to squeeze your father though ~
you know how to do martial arts? HAHA you either run or fight now, cause his desire to squeeze you even more just went from 80% to 200%
scarabia
kalim al asim
kalim is deifinitely shocked, but he is happy!
he has a female friend now! will throw a banquet to celebrate the friendship between you and him
when you told him about why you disguised yourself as a male, man feels sad for you. how could your own family do such a thing to you?
well, all the more to throw banquet for you
don't worry! is just a full on 8 course meal with plates that are made from gold. he will invite world class performers to perform for specially for you, ride on the flying carpet and pick whatever treasure you like from his "store room" jamil is definitely diagnosed with high blood pressure
gets excited when he learnt that you can do martial arts, will want to see you do it and will definitely praise you
jamil viper 
yeah cue in his shocked face 
you are a female?? why are you here then?? 
when he learns about your reasons, he is understanding and doesn’t push any further 
you being a female doesn’t really affect him 
no wait, it does, since kalim is being too excited and wants to invite you to breakfast lunch and dinner everyday
and now he gotta cook more food...
stress level just went up
?? you can do martial arts? might just open his eyes a little bigger so that you won’t hurt kalim
don’t worry, he loosens up once he realised that you are not a threat ^-^
pomofiere
vil schoenheit
he knows, cause rook told him, and also cause he noted that you were kinda different from others 
this can go both ways, if you guys aren’t close, he will keep his mouth shut about this matter
but if you guys are close, do expect him to ask you why
is not that he wants to intrude your privacy or anything, he is just curious as to what made you do such things
ah you hate your gender? vil definitely frowns. he thinks that is a part of you and that you shouldn’t hate something that defines you
oh...... is cause of your father? he favours your other sibling more? now vil is angry. who does that to their own child??
don’t worry, he will definitely give you tips and tricks to improve your overall appearance and your mental state (so that you can outshine your stepbro)
he only humms when he learns that you know martial arts. sure it might seem cool to others, but can you do it elegantly tho??
don’t worry, this man meant no harm hehe 
rook hunt
LOL he stalks everyone around NRC, so he is probably the first person to find out that you are a female 
confronts to you about it, and ask tons of questions + praising 
“why did you decide to hide your gender?” “oh my eyes has been blessed by a true beauty~”
when he learns about your reasons, he frowns ever so slightly
“ah, that’s not a very beautiful thing that your father is doing”
also.....just keep on praising you about how good you look when you are in your female form
i mean... pomofiere is a dorm based on the beauty queen, that means queens are 101!!! and you are no exceptions
you can do martial arts? tres bien~ care to play a game with him? you be the mouse and he will be the cat 
epel felmier 
EEHHHHHHHHHH???
you are a female???? he thought you were just like him lmao...
gets a little shy around you 
when you told him about the reasons why you were disguising yourself as a male, man’s jaw dropped 
you hate your gender??????? :( 
feels kinda sad for you 
will punch your father for you though, just say the word and don’t let vil find out about it 
will shyly ask you to teach him martial arts cause he wanna look cool lmaoo hHAHHA such a cute baby lol 
ignihyde 
idia shroud 
is this some kind of anime or what
why are you disguising yourself as a male 
are you an undercover agent here to blow up NRC?? O.O 
nah he is just exaggerating lol 
stutters a lot
i mean he usually stutters.... but with you is just extra more stuttering 
so he just runs away lol....he is not familiar with females 
ahhhhhhhh you hate your gender? mannn will suggest you to just wear full body suit to hide your identity lmao, easy
your dad doesn't like you that much cause you are a female? will literally suggest you to change gender... 
you learn martial arts? so does this mean that you can kick his ass?
idia is never coming out of his room ever again
he is convinced that real people are scary
ortho shroud
shOCKED 
“ah! not even my data can predict this!”
someone please tell him that data prediction is not everything, but he will definitely remember this as a rare case 
will ask you why you are disguising yourself as a male
ah you hate your gender?:( does research about the difference between male and female and then proceeds to state all the pros of being a female 
unlike idia, ortho is more understanding and tries to give you support
martial arts?? dayum, it reminds him of that one anime that idia is currently watching rn
will try to put you and idia together lollll 
diasomnia
malleus draconia 
this man is old
im quite sure he has seen a fair share of females before, but never really interacted with them 
when he first saw you, he already knew that you are a female loll but decided not to say it 
he also kinda wanna see how this drama will unfold lmaoooo
when he learns about your reasons, he is quite shocked
why would you hate your gender? poor dragon boy does not understand
are all human fathers like that?
don't blame him please, he is not heartless, he is just relatively confused about how humans relationship work
"male or female, you are still blood family. one should not let their own gender interfere with the family bond"
doesn't really know how to help you, but will share some of his ice cream with you :D
eheh you learn martial arts? maybe you can teach silver and sebek
lilia vanrouge
the first time he saw you, boom, adoption time
he knows your a female, and is not bothered by it
will ask you why you are disguising yourself
you hate your gender?? why???
your father dotes on your stepbro more than you?
that's not your father anymore
your new father is lilia vanrouge
isn't it wonderful? you have a war criminal war general as your father :D
(i do see him as someone who wants a daughter though)
you learn martial arts? kekek maybe you can be silver's new sparing partner! and also sister
best dad ever = lilia vanrouge
silver
is....clueless
doesn't rlly know why you are doing this and how did you not get caught
also a little concerned by your well-being in this school
this school is full of chaotic dudes, are you coping well?
when he learns about your reasons, poor boy is sad
i mean even though he is an orphan, he has an adoptive father that loves and care for him a lot
he is not good with words, but you can tell him anything that you want, and he will do it for you
you can do martial arts? please train with him, he wants to improve his skills (and learn more about you)
sebek
SCREAMS
WHAT IS A WOMEN DOING HERE
ISN'T THIS AN ALL BOYS SCHOOL
unlike idia, he is fully convinced that you are a spy lmao
calms down a little after he hears about your situation
ahh...that was....unexpected
idk why but i can see him saying that all humans are like that
this is the time when you should use your martial art skills to knock some sense into him
cues his shocked face
so you know martial arts..?not bad.... for a human....
wanna spar?
RSA
Neige Leblanche
he is happy!!!
a female friend??? say no more
gets a little sad when he learns about your situation but is okay, this pretty boy here will make you happy
brings you out to shopping, gives your praises, cooks with you and etc
you can do martial arts? he will be interested to know how did you learn it. was it easy to learn?
might ask you to teach him a little so that he can use it for his career
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