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moodandmist · 2 years

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✨✨WIP WEDNESDAY✨✨

*Imagine you're seeing a really fancy header up there 👆 like you all have...totally gonna get around to that someday*

Thank you so much for the tags my beautiful, amazing friends. @fatalfangirl @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @kherub @cutestkilla @johnwgrey @confused-bi-queer @takitalks @martsonmars @urban-sith @facewithoutheart @dragoneggo @ivelovedhimthroughworse

(MY LOVES, THIS IS A BOOK of a post and I'm sorry...but I only wrangle my brain well enough to post every 8th posting day it seems so...Anyway, don't feel obligated to engage if this is too long for you!! Seriously.)

Hi, I'm always so late on this stuff...It's midnight, my brain hurts. I just freaking love you all so much, I'm gonna be very honest... I'm beating my head into the ground trying to find a part of this to share...

I've been struggling with being able to get anything out the past month or 2...or ? and then this week I sat down and poured almost 6k into a new WIP very quickly...but looking over it, I mean...it's VERY first draft...it's feelings vomit, you know?

Also...do you make playlists for your fics? I always write to music and I'm *very* sensitive to the specific vibe of a song..so when I find a song for my playlist...it goes to a very specific area of the fic and then I can't listen to anything but that song when I'm writing/reworking that part...so cue me listening to the same sad ass feelings song on REPEAT for hours on end...days on end...um, weeks on end? 😂 I'm sure this is very healthy functioning.

I'm just not gonna overthink this (hahaha, too late) and share this part of this new wip. under the cut for length...and suggestive-ish content??

**here's your sad ass feelings song for this excerpt. Oh, man, I'm IN IT. **

I know normally we try not to give away too much plot, but life is short and I could use support trying to get this done before it all ends. 🙄 This is an AU at the moment, but anything can change. Have you ever heard that to not feel alone after heartbreak you should sleep in the middle of the bed...instead of having an empty side??

I'll tell ya, Baz worked hard to get himself to a place in life where he felt strong and self-sufficient. He'd built up a lot of walls, to keep safe (including sleeping in the middle of the bed, no falling in love), to not be vulnerable again in a way that really decimated him when he was younger. Baz is visiting his family in the countryside...ENTER SIMON...who is slowly obliterating all of Baz's self preservation and Baz freaks the hell out and runs away basically, back to his home in London...memories follow him.

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BAZ

When I get in, I put the kettle on, looking out the window over the city.

London is home—this is home—where I belong. I have a life…

I walk through to the bedroom and drop my bags. All is quiet. Empty. Cold.

I stand at the foot of the bed—hands in my pockets—taking in the sight of the taut sheets, the single stack of pillows in the middle…

“This can be my side.”

“What?”

“This is my side, yeah?”

“That’s not your side, there are no sides….this is a single person's bed. There’s just the middle. My bed. My middle.”

“All right,” he pulled me down to the bed.

“What are you doing? What the hell are you doing?” He made me laugh in spite of myself.

“Come on, we can both fit in the middle, look,” his limbs flung over me.

“You’re an absolute nightmare. You’re never invited here again.”

“Gonna feel awfully empty without me here.”

“By empty do you mean comfortable? Do you mean reasonably sized for a grown man who is accustomed to sleeping alone? In his bed. Meant for one.”

“I mean, Baz,” he hovered over me on all fours, “awfully empty,” he kissed my neck—

“As in, awfully,” —my chest,

“bloody” —my ribs,

“boring”—into the crease of my hip. His eyes found mine for a moment.

My hands moved through his hair until my breath fell from parted lips, body arching at his touch. His endless warmth.

So utterly empty.

*****

Jesus, I kind of hope no one actually read all this...I should go to bed.

who can I possibly assault with this nonsense who hasn't posted yet? @aristocratic-otter Pati gets that late-night posting too 😆 @frjsti @creepyspice @whatevertheweather @bookish-bogwitch @gekkoinapeartree @mrskrementz ?? Engage or don't , see ya next time?

I don't know. Let's sleep on it. Maybe it will all make more sense tomorrow.

#my fic #my writing #my nonsense #my brain slowly atrophying #my sad sad ass songs #over and over into infinity #snowbaz #it's ok baz I think #I see you #simon is good #he's meant for you #gonna be ok #Spotify #I Don't Want Love

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rainbowpufflez · 16 days

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“If I could go back, one thing I would do / Try to unravel, cut down, and unscrew / The first double helix that links me to you”

Wow, get a load of these guys. What’s wrong with them?

Also song inspo if anyone would like it! It’s where the top quote is from!

#drawing Gus sad made me feel like I was kicking an already sad wet cat why do I do this to him #supposed to be a weird dream sequence thing about a year later after the Geosenge Incident #believe it or not this piece is about Gus learning to move on #like my thought is that Gus has been trying to move on but he keeps finding Lys’s stuff or references to him #and after dreaming of Lys burning up (literally) and not being able to save him #he wakes up and finds he’s holding Lys’s coat #which finally leads him to finding all of Lys’s stuff around his apartment and throwing it all in a box to get rid of #and it would end with him finally grabbing the photo of him and Lys #and finally cutting him out of it #anyway I love them so much #I NEED THEM IN PAIN AND TORTURED #Gus gets to be happy and moved on later I promise #Lys either got his ass immortal or is dead beneath the rubble 💙#idk what happened tho I heard one song and got locked in and had to draw toxic doomed pokemon yaoi #what the fuck is wrong with me?#yeah I have so many thoughts on those stupid guys fr #I WOULD LIKE THEM OUT OF MY BRAIN THO #PLZ LEMME GO I WANT OFF THIS TRAIN #professor sycamore #professor sycamore pokémon #augustine sycamore #lysandre pokemon #team flare lysandre #pokemon xy #Spotify #rainbowpufflez art tag

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wyrm-with-a-why · 28 days

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Me realizing that my obsession with Megatron isn’t cute and silly anymore it’s actually a bit of a problem

#transformers #megatron #maccadam #ok so like it’s been ten years #and I keep pushing my insecurities towards Megatron so she can help #like in my head I create scenarios where Megatron’s like an actual mother figure to me #or just like she comforts me #i had a song on repeat and all I could imagine was my sad ass being hugged by megs

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hella1975 · 4 months

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girl who got hit with one of those super well-known overplayed songs that lost their punch over time until you listen to it one day and they just fucking bulldoze you

#mad world (tears for fears version) came on and i actually had to sit back and realise just how insane this song is #i find it kinda FUNNY i find it kinda SAD the dreams in which im DYING are the BEST IVE EVER HAD #i find it hard to TELL YOU cause i find it hard to TAKE when people run in CIRCLES it's a very very MAD WORLDDDDDD #tears for fears are so good ive listened to their music so much that i forget they're actually good #it's like they make music specifically for my brain to conjure dystopian depressing ass edits #dont get me started on everybody wants to rule the world. love what lorde did with it but the original is actually more haunting imo

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johnslittlespoon · 2 months

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– i just wanna be by your side, if these wings could fly :(

#wings by birdy kicking my ass tonight #thinking about curt #thinking about #curtgalejohn #my heart hurts #i'm going to make a sad ass edit to this song #sorry for the angst pals #curtis biddick #masters of the air #curtbucky #buck x bucky #johnslittlespoon brainrot #johnslittlespoon musicrot #curtbuckbucky

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castiej · 6 months

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Baby girl I'm bad at video games in ways you can't even comprehend

#I'm sure someone else has made this meme before #I'm playing hollow knight again and GRIMM is kicking my ass do you know how embarrassing that is #hollow knight #the Witcher #Pokémon #<- you'd think for a game I've been playing since I was like 4 I'd be a little better at it but I only know hit other Pokémon hard strat #video games #silk song is gonna kick my ass too I just know it #the only game I'm reliably good at is mariokart #okay to be fair I'm not THAT bad it's just I'm watching a lot of streamers that are really good and I'm getting sad 😔

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cha1cedony · 17 days

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There is an extremely detailed Oakworthy animatic to HOT TO GO! by Chappell Roan that lives in my head. But I can’t draw and have never made an animatic so unfortunately it will never see the light of day. Maybe someday 😔 For now, it is filed away in the Brain Animatics Bank

#it could be so silly. so fun #1) it’s a cheerleading song #ish #2) so much burn-related metaphor potential. and also pizza lmao #3) ‘it’s all in my head but I want non-fiction’ literally Normal’s Teeny/Chaparral Bulldog fanfic… LOL #4) the first verse reminds me of early S2 Oakworthy.. lines about dancing together…. yess #and the second reminds me of post-canon (sad. but then they reconnect at the reunion…? 👀)#anyway ramble over #can you tell I’m procrastinating lol #<- on going inside to my long ass dress rehearsal sigh #dndads #chalcy stuff

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ansy-tea · 2 months

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Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?

Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.

#incoherent rambles #ansy-stalks #confession: would yall kill me if my fave album of theirs is MANIA hAHAHAHHA—#LISTEN #NONE OF THE SONGS WERE A MISS— lord i remember how people criticized that album in its release and how fans are worried about the dubstep-y #vibe (me too cuz “yo idk much about music but how will andy & joe do this live im sorry im dumb 😭”)#then again none of their songs in their wholeass discography is a fricking miss anyways /absolutely biased #even their covers are fun to listen like I Wanna Be Like You??? That sht is on repeat lmao. I Wann Dance With Somebody?? good sht dawg #I think my second fave album is either Folie & Save Rock and Roll? Just cuz Folie is my vibe and SRAR were all dhxjkwjfiaokeixiw <33 #Every fan loves Infinity On High for sure— Golden & ILALWTWIATTGYO (me & you) makes me sob every time #broooo the raw ass line of “I saw God crying at the reflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me”#and “the best way to make it through with hearts & wrists intact is to realize two of the three ain't bad. aaaIIINT BAAAAAADDD—”#for folie a deux there's not a damm instance where I did not feel sadness over What A Catch Donnie. Dawg. The way Elton John sings his part #too bro 😭😭😭😭#AND HOLYYY SHT THE AFTER(LIFE) OF A PARTY PHCCKKK I FORGOT HOW THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME HOLD IT IN HSJDJKSOSID #i would skip that song cuz it makes me so sad sometimes 😭😭😭😭#OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME RETHINK MY ORDER OF FAVE ALBUMS HAHAHAHHAHA #“I'm a stitch away from making it AND A SCAR AWAY FROM FALLING APART. APART. BLOOD CELLS PIXELATE AND EEEYEESS DILATE- KISS AWAY THE TEARS #AND KILLS ON THE MOUTH OF AAAALLLL. MY FRIIIEEENDS—“ PHHHHCCKCKKKSIEOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭#JDJAI WAIT AND THE ENTIRETY OF SOPHOMORE SLUMP #OKAY I NEED TO STFU IN THESE TAGS HAHAHAHAHHA #okay to defend my MANIA adoration (do people still hate this album? hope not). ***Bishop's knife trick.***#“I'm sifting through the sand.Looking for pieces of broken hourglass.Trying to get it all back—put it back together—As if the time #had never passed. I know I should walk away but I just want to let you break my brain and I can't seem to get a grip. no. no matter how I #live with it. thESE ARE THE LAST—“#I'm sorry. the delivery is just too delicious.#MANIA is a fricking mixbag of weirdly mainstream inspirational songs- to suddenly; drugs- to actually being unhinged- to one of the saddest #“im tryina redeem myself” song(s) (heaven's gate- church- and bishop's)#okay i really need to shut up 😭#aight. i will stop.

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dreamersville · 1 year

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omg like imagineeeee singing your heart out to a sad song — not because you could relate, but because the vocals are just magical and mha boyd are just ??? because last time the checked you and him were on excellent terms. so why are you dancing around talkkjng about “i dont think you ever loveddd meee” by tyrese , he literally just sat there and helped you with your hair, while uttering softly about how much he literally adores your entire existence????

or you hanging off the armrest of the couch, arm thrown over your eyes singing climax. but its not your fault that your playlist decided to play these songs ??? and how were you supposed to know he was back home you thought he left ??? now he’s thinking about the past 30 minutes trying to see if he did something wrong, thinking about how he might have accidentally pulled your hair or forgot about something and is just huffy about it until you tell him you just like the singers voice, and he didnt do nothing wrong

the softer babies who were on the verge of tears cause they really thought some thing bad happened 🥺🥺. you hear a sniffle and rumble arounf trying to turn the music down at least and get to your man tk see whats wrong. you holding him while he bhries his head in your chest and wraps around you scared of you leaving 🥺🥺 promising that he loves you and he sorry for what he did 🥺🥺🥺🥺.

nd ofc you’re laughing while you pepper his face with kisses cause how could he ever think you couldn’t love him ??

ughh.. im just thinking about it yk request are open

#bakugou mean ass would get all mad and huffy mumbling underneath his breath and shit #i feel like izuku could go ethier wayyyy #you cant tell me his ass dont got a smart mouth from hanging around bakugou #so he would probably talk shit too but he still got tgat cry baby in him so a fee tears might escape #serooooo my love my love my loveee #he would be so hurt💔💔#i would be on my kneesssss apologizing😭😭#kiri sould be hurt in the moment then laugh it off later #but still make sure to reassure my bby 💗💗#poor amajiki just wanted to see what you wanted to eat and this what he walks in too?💔#he felt his soullll leave his body😭😭#bitch unt unt APOLOGIZE #seeing him cry would make me and cry and we would both just be crying 😭#you would go and move your sad songs to separate playlist cause this CANNOT happen again #.chasingtheclouds☁️#mha fluff #mha imagines #bakugou katuski x reader #amajiki x black reader #izuku x black reader #mha sero #mha amajiki #mha kirishima #mha denki #mha shinso hitoshi #.mha sleep talks 💤

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mymp3 · 5 months

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GETTING ON TUMBLR TO BLOG ABOUT THE SOUNDTRACK VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!

#okay when the moons reaching out for stars sounds goofy i do not like that #COLOR YOUR NIGHT!!!!!!#ITS GOING DOWN NOW ACTUALLY CLEAR #HOLLLYYYY SHIT SOME OF THESE NEW SONGS ARE HITTING #IM FUCKING THROWING UPPPPP HOLY SHIT PERSONA 3 REALLY IS GETTING A REMAKE HUH?#okay wait wtf are these instumentals #lmfao.#holy #wow okay i almost spit out my drink #iwatodi dorm sounds so fucking ass it makes me crack up whenever it comes up #all of the non vocal tracks sound ass #<- sorry but why does living with determination sound like that #I really do not like the direction theyre going in with these “remastered songs”#also why did they remaster the songs #whatever man #hold on changing seasons reload is on #WOAHHHHHHHH I KIND OF LIKE IT #ITS HITTINGGGG #oh my god i just minato walking in the bottom right. hes so cute.#kind of sad they got rid of the french but the violin is really pretty in this track #OVERALL REALLY NICE I THINK!#compendiumnotebook

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m-kyunie · 2 years

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The way you had me wrapped around your fingertip

- I Heard You’re Married [The Weeknd]

#dgm #D.Gray-man #allen walker #alma karma #mallen #im ship name for them is mallen so thats what im tagging bc the other one sounds stupid #timcanpy #yes i finally remebered to add him i felt so bad #i havent done preoper lineart in a very long time n yeah my ass wa snot ready to dive into it again #nor the coloring so i slapped heavy shading LMAO dont stare too hard at this #genuinely did not listen to the weeknd except 4 like 3 songs till i reread dgm fr #hes THE artist for them bye. & SZA & Willow #anyws drew this bc i realized i always draw yulma or yullen n it made me sad bc i thin abt these two a LOT #Alma's dress is a modified ver of Aerith's red dress! in case ur curious #this piece was mildly insp by my performer au where they duet song at a bar lmao n Alma wears a suit or dress doesnt matter rlly #they constantly sing n annoy Kanda bc he refuses to participate #they/he/she pronouns for Alma n he likes when Allen refers to them as 'his girlfriend'

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spearxwind · 11 months

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Ouhhh I got tagged in a Put My "On Repeat" Playlist On Shuffle & Post 10 Songs That Come Up tag game by my pal @excaive time for tunes and putting my ass on blast

I've linked yt videos for every song, but some of the vids have flashing so I have also included warnings where necessary!

Onto the list let's goooo:

1.La partida - LUNA KI // wow.... starting off real strong 😭 lunka ki's music is a guilty pleasure of mine, i love dancing to it when im alone in the house. It's rly fun

2. Made to be broken - H.E.R.O ⚠ HUGE FLASHING TW FOR THE VIDEO!!! there are no yt alternates for this T^T here is the spotify link for this song if you are photosensitive ⚠ // It slaps <3 I have three songs from this album in my repeat playlist and theyve been there. Since january.

3. Voices - ALESTI, Loveless ⚠ Mild flashing for this one ⚠ // TALAS SONG TALAS SONG!!!! This tune rips hard and im obsessed and also the album cover is pink and blue god bless

4. Cynical - H.E.R.O // ANOTHER song from these guys. This one slaps hard too. "Show me my heartbreaks, run, repeat my mistakes"

5. Emotion Sickness - said the sky, will anderson, parachute // I love this tune sm and also its a CF song. I'm normal <3

6. Love me like my demons do - FALSET // Swag tune, I love the high pitch lyrics a lot

7. Without me - Dayseeker // Ough Dayseeker my beloved... they are one of my fave bands. Rory is my fave singer I think. All their songs are certified Coping songs but they also slap hard, without me is in my griefcore playlists. This one also starts soft and then kicks in HARD

8. Nigredo - The Sidh // It's techno and bagpipes, what's not to love. Also the title means alchemical decay which I think is dope as fuck. This whole album rules too I recommend it.

9. By the sound - Caskets // Some of the lyrics for this one literally make zero sense but also some other lyrics hit like a fucking truck there's no in between. "When you wake up, don't waste your heart in mourning me" kills me

10. Dreamstate - Dayseeker // Another dayseeker song that destroys me <3 "And maybe when the night comes I'll find you in another world" also kills me

Bonus song!! my current most looped song:

Back to you - ILLENIUM, All time Low // I literally keep listening to this song so much. Like I cant stop listening to it. I would like to make an art... comic thing for it eventually because it has a lot of personal meaning to me but I'm not sure when I will be able to do it. But man its good!! It's good!! All of the lyrics got me fucked up man

Andn tagging uhhh whoever wants to do it honestly. You specifically reading this. Give me your swag tunes 👆🎼NOW! (if you'd like to)

#tag game #thunderclap #musicposting #song rec #honesty id post my whole ass on repeat playlist because it's just been utterly unchanged for MONTHS bc i will just listen to it itself #All in all these are pretty mild... a lot of sad stuff but i like sad songs. Theyre free catharsis #bands stop making epilepsy inducing videos challenge god damn #anyway hope u like these <3 feel free to let me know if you check any of these out teehee #i was tagged in another tag game like this a few days ago but i was busy i need to find it again so i can do it #cause i lost the notif (sobs)

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apocketfullofhobbits · 1 month

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this day6 comeback is not hitting the spot for me ngl

#the mv is boring #the songs all sound like like i've heard them already somewhere #the only one i liked was 'sad ending' but even that one is not even close to any of negentropy or demon songs #in terms of it being interesting musically #idk i guess this day6 is not for me anymore #plus all their voices sounded weirdly processed?#idk usually there is at least one song on their albums that is absolutely life changing and like three others #that always end up as my faves #and the rest are nice if not my favorites #this time it's just one that's nice #i don't see myself returning to this album #it's like they took every element i didn't like abt negentropy and youngk's solos and made a whole album out of it lol #i am used to day6 music catering to my tastes specifically so I'm feeling left out #goofy ass album 3/10 do not recommend

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dutybcrne · 3 months

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𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄.

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

Everything I Ever Thought I Knew // Zachary Levi

Diver // Amalee

I'd Give Anything // Mandy Moore

Ao no Sumika // Tatsuya Kitani

StopRewind // Natewantstobattle

Love Like You // Rebecca Sugar

Atlas: Two // Sleeping at Last

Tagged by: @strdstd (Thank you!) Tagging: @goldtravl , @dcndrohime / @fleetinglotus , @capravulpes (ganyu), @starscrxssed (Takuya or Tighnari!), @ananthologyofsouls (Diluc or Rosaria!) and anyone else who might want to snatch this!

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#hc; kaeya #//There are so many thoughts I have behind each and every one of these but to explain is to write a whole paper kjgkfjgf #//The most important one of all I can say in a nutshell is ofc Love Like You being most definitely Kae & Klee. Which makes me happy #//But also him refllecting upon BBy!Luc back in their childhood. And that makes me sad #//Why is there a j.jk song there? Bc it's my favorite opening; step yo ass back jhbdgfg #//Jkjk; it's just that feeling of nostalgic for good old days and lamenting how things passed vibe of it #//Bc that arc made me fucken Cry

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strigital · 9 months

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Black feathers Bloom out From our thorns And I'll take back what you stole

uncolored boy because i like this version too <3

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nonokoko13 · 5 months

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*Drumroll*

Total artists listened to: 659

Total songs listened: 800

Top Artist: Melanie Martinez. Her most listened song: Cry baby

Time spent using Spotify: 31.172, equivalent of 21 days in a row

Between the 11% of listeners who has used Spotify the most. Most listened genre: Pop

Now onto the songs!

Are you satisfied? — MARINA

Shakira: Bzrp Music Sessions, Vol.53 — Bizarrap, Shakira

IDOL — YOASOBI

World's Smallest Violin — AJR

THE BADDEST — K/DA

My R — Annapantsu (cover)

DADDY ! DADDY ! DO ! — Masayuki Suzuki

Boyfriend — Issues (cover)

Warriors — League of Legends

BOUNCY — ATEEZ

mariposas — Sangiovanni

Dance The Night — Dua Lipa

MORE — K/DA

Change — Zach Callison

Applause — Lady Gaga

Cry Baby — Melanie Martinez

DRUM GO DUM — K/DA

Barbie World — Nicki Minaj

Looking at Me — Sabrina Carpenter

INDUSTRY BABY — Lil Nas X

Drift Away — Sarah Stiles

They're only human — Annapantsu

Dangerous woman — Ariana Grande

poster boy — Lyn Lapid

Nobody like U — 4*TOWN

High School Sweethearts — Melanie Martinez

Jenny — Studio Killers, Kim Petras

Red Flags — Tom Cardy, Montaigne

Sunroof — Nicky Youre, Dazy

Boyfriend — Dove Cameron

VILLAIN — K/DA

Karma — OR3O

Villain — Stella Jang

Bad Ideas — Tessa Violet

After LIKE — IVE

Maniac — Conan Gray

Legends Never Die — League of Legends

Power — Little Mix

SIGN IS B – NEW ARRANGE SOLO VERS. — B Komachi

Deja Vu — Olivia Rodrigo

Randy Dandy Oh — Jonathan Young

Made You Look — Meghan Trainor

Mockingbird Sped Up

Prom Queen — Beach Bunny

Bad Romance — Lady Gaga

Woman — Doja Cat

I AM — IVE

Busted — Annapantsu

Nochentera — Vicco

DDU-DU DDU-DU — BLACKPINK

#spotify wrapped #spotify playlist 2023 #man I can't type more this is too long. I'll finish other day. maybe #sad because it doesn't include all the songs I like to listen to but my lazy ass can't keep writing #remember me to never do this again pls #shut up noko

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