#my entire middle-upper back and ribs and sternum are just killing me. can't stand up straight or slouch without pain
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Seems like I'm having another pain flare-up, this time so much worse than the last :(
#i don't know what i'm gonna do about school this year. at this point i definitely can't carry a bag#can't even carry just my ass around without being in so much pain. and i can't fit anything in a fanny pack#i've been stretching and trying to work out my muscles veeeery slowly. because if i don't i'll injure myself again#..........maybe i should just say fuck it and finally see a doctor.#but nooo. if you're afab and you see a doctor for pain it's gonna be two things:#'oh it's your period of course!' 'oh it's not your period? then have you tried yoga? drinking water?'#i swear to god it's always like that#partner thinks i might have fibro and i'm not completely unconvinced#my entire middle-upper back and ribs and sternum are just killing me. can't stand up straight or slouch without pain#stretching doesn't seem to be doing anything to help but i'm going to keep trying#can't tell if this is just because i'm 26 and not active at all or if i have some other serious underlying condition#though if i've been in pain every single day for at least the last 11 years it's probably p fucking serious.#i just want to cry. everything aches like when you have a fever or the flu#i'm also feeling SO nauseous this morning like holy shit#someone might have to physically drag me to the doctor tbh#medical trauma wee hoo!!!
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