It was April and she was the saddest thing under the sun.

Khush Bakht via wordedarchive

"hey I missed you today, and day before that and the day before that. I think I missed you all my life until you finally showed up and I'm gonna miss you forever if this doesn't work out between us. I know you have your reason and I have mine. But I wish that you could've put it all aside, just for a day. Spare five mins, just for me. I'm not mad, I was just hoping you still would like to remember me. I hope someday you'll get sick of being away, and realize this could've been so easy."

A letter I can't send

-01/02/2023

Text: "Everything is beautiful when you look at it with love. If you can enjoy the presence of a cat, a bird, a flower... what can I say, all the world will be yours."

- Kedi (Turkish for "Cat"), Documentary Film, 2016.

No Bad Spirited Bitches. They get no reaction..since their empowerment is through your attention. Anyone who attacks you unprovoked intends to keep your eye away from looking at your blessings. They want your mind immersed in the drama they created so it distracts you from bigger things to focus on. Protect yourself through centering your being in Angel Energy Only. If someone isn’t speaking from love..don’t listen. If someone is trying to dim your light…ignite it even brighter. Heaven never had a war. God simply kicked out who was stirring up trouble. Do the same. You don’t need to fight..just remove who wants to be against you.

You’re above them, it’s indicated in your stature because you can only pull something down that is already high. They try to get in your way on your path because they devote their existence to being in competition. You’ll never lose when you refuse to lose yourself so don’t demote yourself to the gutter they reside in. They go low because that’s all they know..you go with God. Throughout your elevation God is your protection. Your provision is through God so they can’t cut off your source of blessings. Your antagonist has become their own agony. They are tortured by your prosper. They did the most to stop it but now they watch you enjoy the fruition of your answered prayers. The demise they hope for will never become your reality because no curse can do you harm. You have to laugh at people who hate on what they don’t have and realize..they are hating because they don’t have it. Keep reminding them of their lack by getting everything they said you couldn’t have. It’s not your fault that outdoing yourself also happens to surpass them. You are your standard. You didn’t choose to be theirs..their envious feelings is what it made it a one sided competition.

No Bad Spirited Bitches. Angel Energy Only. Written by Areli Soleil.

thrift shops. art cafes. love letters. sunsets at the beach. annotated books. moonlight. autumn. thunderstorms.

- little things i love

My calamitous love & Insurmountable grief

(my main blog is @foaming-sea)

(The mood board for this post is made by @a-beautiful-fool. You can find the whole version on her Moodboard masterlist tag section by the title platonic breakup. She is really talented, please check her work out)

Hey everyone. Welcome to my writing blog . I'm a lover of words, and a writer in theory. I'm not very skilled, but this is where I sometimes share my strings of despondent thoughts in a literary manner. I hope I can make you fall in love with words too.

"We will survive this. With the love in our heart or with the grief of it, whatever way it may come. We will get through."

El is such a mood

the truth is: i care. i care too much and perhaps my life would be easier if i cared too little.

khush bakht via wordedarchive

Suffering from pre-doom frustration. Like I know my destruction is coming, i have accepted it, but the anticipation is killing me

By the time you want to make amends

I already said amen

I prayed for the peace I have

So why would I want to return what God brought me out of

By resuming relations with you.

I’m not a fool.

You need my eye to know what looks good

You need my mind to know how to think outside the box

Realized my gifts and became selfish

You’re not going to be blessed with all that I am by treating me less than a blessing. Written by Areli Soleil.