#mema isn't an issue though.. our bond is healthy. i'm mostly just bitching about mom.
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i would like to go deep, deep, deep into the forest and then never come back.
#yet another post about how tired i am of my family relying on me for physical/emotional support and up-keep of our home#i feel like that's all i bitch about nowadays. i feel like this is all my life's gonna be about 24/7 until i lose my mind.#i don't want to be babied but.. i just wish someone would see i'm not doing well mentally and offer some physical comfort.#i will Kill for a good comforting hug rn. someone to pet my hair and hold me while i cry#i can't ask mema of that. she's going through so much. she lost her husband and is losing her siblings to age and cancer.#and mom is.. mom. too wrapped up in going to work for a week straight and then ignoring the household unless she needs me.#she doesn't care about me. it hurts still.. but i've kind of accepted that.#but i still have to care. i have to care about their well-being. i have to listen to their woes and take care of their problems.#mema isn't an issue though.. our bond is healthy. i'm mostly just bitching about mom.#i'm her therapist. i'm her mother. i'm her maid. i'm raising her son. i'm taking care of her pet. i'm making sure she doesn't kill herself#while working because she pushes herself too hard.#i just. can someone take care of me? aside from myself?#it's been getting so hard...
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