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ddejavvu · 2 years
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Sirius with a size kink?
Today is thotty thursday! Send me some horny thoughts (only if you're 18+) and join us in whoresville!
this post is 18+, minors dni.
Sirius gripped your wrists in his hands, his incredibly long and slender fingers wrapping all the way around. He grunted as his hips pistoned roughly into yours, the muscles in his arms flexing and twitching as he raised your arms above your head. You felt him pin your wrists to the headboard, wanton moans escaping your lips as he towered over you on the mattress.
"God, angel, y'fit so perfectly with me. 'S like y'were made for me, look at this," HIs voice is gruff but laced with arousing adoration, hips beginning to stutter as he focused on your frame engulfed by his own.
"Fuck," The soft sounds of your whines didn't help in the slightest, voice as meager compared to his own as your frame was to his. Your hips began raising involuntarily, bucking upwards and arching into his cock as your orgasm crested.
He finally came with a strangled grunt, cum positively gushing out of your gaping pussy, leaking out of the near-nonexistent gap between you two and trickling down your thighs. He watched it slide down your skin with hooded eyes, riding out his orgasm and finally pulling out.
The response was instantaneous, cum gushing from your twitching cunt and staining the bedsheets. He looked at your puffy, gaping pussy, the buzz of pleasure in his chest not quite sizzled out yet.
"Barely even fits in there, bunny," You weren't sure whether he meant his cock or his cum, but either way, your leaking cunt was proof that either was a valid option.
"You're s'big, Siri," You mumbled, "Gotta be gentle or you'll break me."
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love-bokumono-fics · 3 years
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Fresh Crops - Week of July 12 - July 18, 2021
All fics found under the General 'Harvest Moon and Story of Seasons' tag on AO3
Grandfather - by EmeraldHaze15; Completed, 1/1, 1.4k
Rating: General Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: Gen
Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town
Relationships: Barley | Mugi & May | Mei, Barley | Mugi & Joanna, Joanna & May | Mei; Characters: Barley | Mugi, May | Mei, Joanna, Hana the Dog
Additional Tags: Abandoned Child, bad parent, Good Grandparent, Yodel Ranch, Mineral Town, Extramarital Affairs, broken relationship, Strained Relationships, Father-Daughter Relationship
Summary: It's been years since Barley last set eyes on his daughter, but this is far from what he expected to find on a windy night...
(100) words to make you mine - by indoorsy; Complete, 1/1, 1.1k
Rating: Mature; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town
Relationship: Claire the Farmer/Doctor Trent; Characters: Claire the Farmer, Doctor Trent | Torre
Additional Tags: Drabble Collection, Fluff, Light Angst, Slice of Life
Summary: Doctor and Claire go on a picnic and other slice-of-life drabbles inspired by unusual English words.
Aurora Borealis - by durotos; Complete, 1/1, <1k
Rating: Not Rated; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town
Additional Tags: characters will be revealed as plot advances, Angst, Family, Drama, Broken Love, Married Couple
Summary: Neither the cold nor the late hour could stop them from making their solemn journey.
Winter's End - by ModernTsunami; WIP 42/70, 210k
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town
Relationships: Claire the Farmer/Cliff, Ann the Innkeeper | Ran/Cliff, Claire the Farmer/Doctor Trent | Torre; Characters: Claire, Cliff, Ann the Innkeeper | Ran, Carter the Pastor, Duke, Manna, Doctor Trent | Torre
Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Grief/Mourning, Slice of Life, Hurt/Comfort, Friendship, Pining, Found Family, Eventual Romance, Love Triangles, Cliche, especially in the beginning, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags
Summary: Cliff's life in Mineral Town changes with the arrival of a new farmer in need of guidance. As his relationships grow more complicated throughout the year, he finds himself grappling with the doubts of his past and present.
Sakura Sisters - by LuluRuru; WIP, 1/?, 2.6k
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town
Relationship: Ships will be revealed soon!; Characters: Claire, Female Farmer | Naomi, Brandon, Cliff, Doctor | Trent, Gray, Kai, Rick, Elli | Elly, Jennifer, Karen, Mary the Librarian | Marie, Popuri, Ann the Innkeeper | Ran
Additional Tags: Slow Burn
Summary: Mineral Town is the destination for these two sisters. Claire appears dainty and sweet but really is childish and a loudmouth. Naomi appears shy and uncaring but is perceptive and a go-getter. The two of them are here for different reasons, but both of them have to manage Sakura Farm together. Will Claire be able to find her childhood friend and the boy who saved her? And will Naomi be able to find her true calling in life? The road ahead will be tough, but these two can do anything if they put their minds together. After all, that's what sisters are for, right?
Lady Of Grasstrail Farms - by FromADenOfBeasts; WIP, 35/?, 45k
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Pioneers of Olive Town
Relationship: Female Farmer/Lars; Characters: Original Female Character(s), Female Farmer , Lars, Laura, Angela, Clemens, Damon, Jack, Emilio, Reina, Victor, Gloria, Simon, Jesse
Additional Tags: My First AO3 Post, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, spoilers obviously, Slow Burn, Fluff and Angst, Supportive Big Brother, honestly the best big brother ever
Summary: Pioneers Of Olive Town AU where Lars is single. That's not all that happens but it is the reason I wrote this. A young woman named Vallon quits her job and follows her heart to Olive Town, where her family has roots deeper than she ever thought. Now she has to contend with new neighbors, ancient magic, and getting the hang of farming a wild land. Can she cope on her own, or can she at least find someone to share it with?
Here You Come Again - by SeasonSuite; WIP, 15/?, 62k
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Trio of Towns
Relationships: Female Farmer/Wayne, Minor or Background Relationship(s); Characters: Farmer, Wayne, Frank, Lisette, Ford, Ludus, Trio of Towns ensemble
Additional Tags: Crushes, Falling In Love, Love, farming, Fluff, dolly parton references, Friends to Lovers, cowboy aesthetic, idiots to lovers, Day At The Beach, Flowers, Romance, My First Fanfic, Bonding, Feelings, Humor, Slow Build, Did I Mention Fluff
Summary: On the first day of her new life, June meets a handsome, smooth-talking postman. Caught between his seemingly earnest words and his philandering reputation, she writes him off as bad news. Over the year, as June struggles to build her new farm, Wayne proves her wrong—then right—then wrong again. or, Westown's charming postman is known for being perfect, and he's usually happy to play the part. But when a new farmer tries to get to know the real him, Wayne learns that to be loved, he has to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known.
Forest Stroll - by konbini_kitty; Complete, 1/1, <1k
Rating: Mature; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: M/M
Fandom: Pioneers of Olive Town
Relationships: Iori/Male Farmer
Character: Iori
Additional Tags: Making Out, First Time, Neck Kissing, Biting, Grinding, Dirty Talk
Summary: A stroll can turn into anything when you're with the one you love.
Seedlings and Sprouts - by TheBeckster; WIP, 10/?, 8k
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Categories: Gen, Multi
Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town, Story of Seasons (2014), Trio of Towns, The Tale of Two Towns
Relationships: Carter/Doctor | Trent, Claire the Farmer/Cliff, Fritz/Raeger, Gotz/Vesta; Characters: Cliff, Claire, Doctor | Trent, Carter the Pastor, Fritz, Raeger, Gotz | Gotts, Georgia, Iluka
Additional Tags: Tumblr Prompt, prompt collection, I'll figure out tags later
Summary: A collection of tumblr prompts I've filled over the last couple years based on Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons games. Every chapter is a different prompt. Should be posted in chronological order from oldest to newest. Prompt themes and ships will be included in the chapter titles.
Sugar and Spice - by Chibimiie; WIP, 16/?, 20k
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Animal Parade
Relationships: Chase/Molly, Angela/Luke; Characters: Molly | Hikari, Angela the Farmer, Chase, Luke
Additional Tags: first fic, Slow Burn, at least molly and chase are, oh god how do you tag fics, beginning is kinda rough, angela chapters tend to be shorter, mentions of eating disorders, ya girl was making it up as she went along, alternating povs, Friends to Lovers
Summary: Wanting to get away from past hurts of the city, sisters Molly and Angela decide to respond to a flyer advertising an abandoned farm on the faraway island of Castanet. Leaving behind their closest friends and brother Kasey, the two take a chance and move to the tiny island hoping for a new chance at life.
Red Velvet Valentine - by Juliko; Completed, 1/1, 5k
Rating: General Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Story of Seasons (2014)
Relationship: Lillie/Raeger; Characters: Raeger, Lillie, Maurice, Melanie | Meruti, Angela
Additional Tags: First Dates, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Valentine's Day, Domestic Fluff, Cute, Awkward Romance, Romance, Short & Sweet, Originally Posted on FanFiction.Net
Summary: Raeger wants to give Lillie, Oak Tree Town's local weather girl and celebrity, something nice for Valentine's Day to show how much he likes her. But nothing he can make or buy can come even close to showing how much he loves and appreciates her. What to do?
Winning the Hammer competition Manuela’s special reward - by Thefallen1986; Completed, 1/1, <1k
Rating: Explicit; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M
Fandoms: Pioneers of Olive Town
Relationship: Eiji/Manuela; Characters: Manuela, Eiji
Additional Tags: [See Fic For Full Tag List], Cheating, Older Woman/Younger Man, Kissing, Braids
Summary: Manuela gives Eiji her own reward for winning the Hammer Competition
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strwbrysugu · 4 years
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follow forever!
so i hit 1k!!!! which is literally crazy but i just wanted to make this to show my love and appreciation to everyone who has been supporting this blog! thank you so much for dealing with me and my stupidity, whether you’ve read every single thing i’ve put out or have just taken a peek at my blog, thank you! i really really do appreciate all the kind asks, comments, likes, and tags you put when reblogging my posts, i see all of them and i love you all so much!!!!! 
i want to show my appreciation to some of my mutuals and my favorite content creators on here, even if we’ve never spoken! thank you for taking the time to put out amazing work on here! (i wanted to make it alphabetic but im lazy jdshdfs) also i know i don’T follow that many ppl pls bear w me here!!
bolded- mutuals
💗- fav blogs
✨- blog recs
💌- little note for you 
@atlaslut 💌 💗 @atlazvko 💌  @beifongsss 💗  | @cosmicholland 💗  💌  @starrysokka 💗  💌  @plutaars 💗  | @dogsuffrage 💌  @myexgirlfriendisthemoon | @celestialgguk 💗  | @active-galactic-nuclei | @mei-writes | @passable-talent ✨ 💗  @princezuko ✨  @katara ✨  @sukifans ✨ | @writtenportkey | @maddywritez ✨ 
n literally to all my followers: i love u all so. much thank u for being so nice and taking the time to send asks, comment, and read my shitty work??? it honestly means the world to me n u all will forever have my heart
i know i have a bunch of requests that i need to do but in celebration of this, you can send me any number from this list n i’ll write a short little drabble for it!!
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@atlaslut: you’re like one of my first mutuals on here and you’ve always been so supportive of my blog and my smau and i appreciate and love u sm!! you’re literally so kind and talented n i wish you all the best always!!!! also go read her works pls i 100% recommend 
@atlazvko: i honestly have no idea how we became friends but even then i’m still sososo glad that we did!! you’re literally hilarious, kind, and you give the absolute best advice????? i’m literally so happy that i found someone so Wonderful on here n just like.......i love u n that’s That
@starrysokka: literally i was so scared to message you so when i saw the opportunity to become friends,,, i hit that like button so fast LMAO anyways you’re like one of my favorite blogs and writers on here and i’m so glad that you and i became friends!!!! you’re literally always so nice to me and ur literally so fucking funny??? and you’re always staying up so late to talk to me which i appreciate kdsjdfhsja i love u even though u don’t think the green m&m is hot 💗
@cosmicholland: okay i know we like, barely interact but i literally love n adore u so much??? i appreciate u always reblogging my smau updates n i love love love reading your tags whenever u do!!!!! i love your writing and just the whole aesthetic of your blog, it’s so cute! 
@dogsuffrage: you were like the first Real friend i made on this tumblr n i want u to know that i luv n appreciate u so much!!!!! i loved reading your work and your smau and i appreciate the fact that u always sent them to me before u posted!!! i loved getting the sneak peeks LMAO 
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tacticalgrandma · 4 years
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Year End Fic Roundup
Hey all- I haven’t been around here much at all this year, so I just wanted to drop in and post the fics I wrote this year to this space! Reminder that I’m on twitter and much more active there, so please follow me there if you haven’t yet.
The list is way long so I’m putting it under a cut. Still mainly Spiderbyte, but for the first time I wrote some stuff for other fandoms- Beaujester and a Jedistormpilot fic. I appreciate everyone who’s commented, kudos’d or otherwise supported me this year so, so much. Thank you.
Table of Contents:
I. Spiderbyte - 15 fics
II. R76 - 3 fics
III. Pharmercy - 2 fics
IV. Doom & Calamity - 3 fics
V. Genfic - 4 fics
VI. Beaujester - 2 fics
VII. Multiship - 2 fics
VIII. Misc. Ships - 6 fics
Spiderbyte
Kept in the Dark - 3k word count - Rated T
In which there is an assassin and there is a collector of secrets.
A Virtue - 1.8k word count - Rated E
Sombra has very nice tits. Widowmaker would like to show her appreciation.
Scorpion Tail & Rabbit Teeth - 2k word count - Rated T
Sombra is a demon hunter. Widowmaker is her bounty. Sombra's not one to let the job get in the way of a little fun.
Wall to Wall - 1.3k word count - Rated E
Sombra and Widowmaker have had sex in all but one room of Chateau Guillard. And they're not going to abandon their streak now. Even if the remaining room is. Unique.
Sheep’s Clothing - 1.1k word count - Rated T
Olivia Colomar is dating a werewolf. It's not quite what either of them had in mind.
Trying to Land - 2.1k word count - Rated T
Widowmaker cuts her hair.
I Know the Feeling Haunts You - 3k word count - Rated T
Widowmaker finds out that Sombra is still friends with Baptiste, and forms an unlikely friendship of her own.
Deep Purple with Blue Pearl - 2.2k word count - Rated T
Widow has trouble finding makeup now that she's blue. Sombra resolves to fix that.
Handle With Care - 2.6k word count - Rated T
Widowmaker can't know Sombra's still friends with Baptiste. Baptiste probably should know Sombra's dating Widowmaker. Sombra needs a drink.
Patience on a Monument - 4.5k word count - Rated M
Team Talon attending a duo of parties in Havana- with and without Maximilien's awareness.
The Performance Begins - 1k word count - Rated M
But Sombra had found that Amélie wasn’t satisfied with just knowing, didn’t just like working for her. She liked working with her. She liked being part of the hunt. And she was good at it.
Love Is Not Just a Verb - 4k word count - Rated G
A Spiderbyte wedding fic, in a series of vignettes.
We Go Down Together - 6.8k word count - Rated T
When a Talon Assassin goes AWOL, Sombra, Widow, and Akande head to Paris to retrieve her. But Widow suspects Sombra knows more than she's letting on.
Wild in My Veins - 2k word count - Rated G
Sombra joins the mysterious girl group Black Lilly, and receives a warning: don't go after Amélie.
Would You Trust It - 10.2k word count - Rated T
Sombra falls during a mission. Widowmaker is left to help someone who could never admit she needed it.
R76
Empty Hearth - 3k word count - Rated E
There was a small pitched skirmish, the kind of battle the Holy Army required during periods of stalemate so everyone would remember they were at war. Jack had raised his rifle and seen at the hilltop, riding a skeletal horse, the demons’ general in a bone-white mask, staring back at him. And Jack had known, mask at all.
Possessions - 2.4k word count - Rated G
Gabriel is an angel, Jack is a demon. They're both not where they're supposed to be.
a catalog of non-definitive acts - 8.1k word count - Rated T
A fic I wrote with the wonderful @foldingcranes about Gabe getting married, and Jack pining. First 3 chapters are her!
Pharmercy
Tents - 2k word count - Rated G
A missing scene fic, attempting to bring sense into why Fareeha wasn't present at the Talon attack on the Temple of Anubis.
Heaven Is Betting on Us - 2.5k word count - Rated G
A modern magic AU, featuring astronaut Fareeha and moon spirit Angela.
Doom & Calamity
Pleasure and Business - 2k word count - Rated T
Akande and Ashe have their first date. Things don't exactly go as planned.
And When You Move, I’m Moved - 1k word count - Rated E
Akande asks Ashe to treat him. Ashe is happy to oblige.
Family Affairs - 1.2k word count - Rated G
Ashe and Akande take a ski vacation, and talk family.
Genfic
Close to Home - 2.4k word count - Rated T
After the dust settles and their war is done, Ana and Jack have nowhere to go. So they go to Hawaii.
Cat’s Cradle - 7.7k word count - Rated T
A canon divergence where after the events of Old Soldiers, Ana and Jack honor Bastet in a different way. One that involves a lot more Fancy Feast.
Headed Deep Into the Forest - 2.6k word count - Rated G
Ana Amari joining Overwatch, and leaving her old world behind.
Human Resources - 2k word count - Rated G
A fic about Ana and Jack as platonic life partners, as well as office shenanigans.
Beaujester Fic
Small Talks - 2.2k word count - Rated T
Something’s bothering Beau, and she isn’t talking to Jester about it. Jester will need to bother every other resident of the Xhorhaus if she wants to get to the bottom of this.
why my gods look like you - 1.1k word count - Rated T
Jester reflecting on her beliefs and her new girlfriend.
Multiship
Roll on Back to that Old Town Road (Spiderbyte, R76, Doom & Calamity) - 12.5k word count - Rated M
When Ashe offers Team Talon a chance to catch Soldier: 76 on Deadlock territory, everyone has to deal with Ex Drama.
Fighting Talk (Pharmercy, Meicy) - 2.5k word count - Rated T
Pro wrestler Angela is told she's turning heel, and her rival will be Fareeha. She's not really sure why that bothers her so much.
Misc. Ships
Gifted (Jedistormpilot) - 2.5k word count - Rated G
When Finn tells them he's Force sensitive, Rey and Poe decide to celebrate by finding him a Kyber crystal. It's not as easy as they hoped.
Cold Comfort (Gen(cio)tiste) - 1.8k word count - Rated G
Baptiste heads to Nepal, to meet Genji's found family. Featuring Baptiste facing off against the formidable foes of impostor syndrome and sub-tropical temperatures.
When it All Breaks (Gentiste) - 3k word count - Rated T
Baptiste finds a very sick Genji Shimada and takes him back to his clinic. Genji doesn't want him to find out who he is. Baptiste knows.
Wouldn’t it Be Nice (Meicy) - 1.9k word count - Rated G
When Moira is being particularly Moira, Angela comes up with the dumbest possible idea to save Mei.
To Be Found Wanting (Doomfist/Genji/Ashe) - 4.5k word count - Rated E
A Canon Divergence fic in which Talon saves Genji, instead of Blackwatch.
Novelty (Reapfist) - 1.7k word count - Rated E
Reyes propositions Akande. Things do not go how Akande was expecting or how Gabe wanted. H/C and Actual Vulnerability occur.
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climxtologist · 7 years
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          this is entirely overdue ,  but ...                               i really wanted to say THANK YOU for everything !!
yes ,  i did hit 1k recently ,  and my one year anniversary on mei was last month ,  but i wanted to make this more of a post thanking all of you for absolutely everything .  every single person i`ve interacted with came to me with absolute kindness and sweetness .  i`m so happy to be a member of such a roleplaying community ;  this includes other fandoms as well !!  this website can be filled with the most wonderful and most talented of people ,  i`m absolutely blessed to been able to meet  &&  interact with everyone !!  i want this to be less of a celebration for the milestone i hit ,  and more of a thank you from me to YOU .  yes ,  you !  every single one of you ,  new and old followers ,  people who unfollowed and occasionally check back once in awhile ,  people who  respect differences in our characters ,  people who don`t spread hate ,  people who are just coexisting on this wonderful site .  it`s getting gushy ,  but i love you all !  honestly !!  ♥    so ,  thank you all for everything ,  for asks ,  threads ,  enthusiasm ,  and just for ..  being the wonderful people you all are !!
i am going to thank a special amount of people because they are people i have history with ,  adore ,  and look up to .  none of these are in particular order ,  but i honestly have so much love to give for all of you  &&  i wanna make sure those who deserve more love get their due . ♥   please feel free to glance through my blogroll ,  but please also take a look at these guys because i honestly do love them all and they`re all my inspirations to become a better roleplayer and writer over all !!   i sometimes forget all of the blogs people have ,  so i tried to list as many of their blogs as i could aaaaa .
@wundertater  |  @yckaii  |  @niyantran  |  @pharahsmom && @novasurge  |  @helioshero  |  @pxcifrisktic  |  @vasvvani && @omnicmcnk && @aropoakande  |  @batzoku  |  @nuitveuve  |  @bellcdonna  |  @comitatum  |  @warcommanded   |  @engclicht  |  @501di3r76  |  @latrodectae  |  @crownedpride && @visorshot    |  @crownedwrath  |  @lazarusperfected  |  @deathwalksamong  |  @alalkomeneis  |  @willbeshot  |  @niinjas  |  @batomos  |  @honorpledged  |  @devcta  |  @sombrc  |  @pistolslang  |  @calavcro  |  @menfet  |  @ressolv  |  @hisrepose  |  @vaquerc  |  @penumbrite  |  @cicatrite  |  @togladiate  |  @valhela  |  @rapidrecovery  |  @snsdva  |  @ridesagain  |  @wingedclemency  |  @sarraqum  |  @ppharaoh  |  @solavitae  |  @ryuuborg  |  @ibellator  |  @cookinem  |  @yosuru  |  @sigruna  |  @riobeats  |  @breakiitdown  |  @kaboooms  |  @hameya  |  @shotwest  |  @scaramouchc  |  @geniusgranted  |  @violentnonretirement  |  @talariis  |  @boundvigilante  |  @timeruins  |  @hcrmcny  |  @deathrife  |  @ateish  |  @talondoctr  |  @heridesagain  |  @talahdorei  |  @withtranquility  |  @bamfukrs  |  @hereality + all of akira’s other blogs  |  @oosagi  |  @apmeka  |  @coldsnxp  |  @geimhago  |  @moonfled  |  @wakairyuu  |  @oncelegend  |  @perseverity  |  @warflowered  |  @wiskee  |  @eciled
as a final ,  &&  last thank you ;  i wanted to thank those who i haven`t thanked above ,  and who i really wish i could thank .  there are a lot of deactivated blogs that i have such fond memories with ,  and even if they don`t see this  &&  possibly never will ,  i want those people to know that i love them and thank them for all the precious time we`ve spent together . ♥
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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Y/n finds out she's pregnant the day after her husband Sirius dies. Remus finds the test on the table my the door then finds her in a ball in tears mumbling about how she's gonna raise a child alone.
Today is weepy wednesday! Request some angst and make me cry :(
Remus hadn’t even wanted to leave you alone long enough to get groceries. You swore you’d be fine, that the tears on your cheeks wouldn’t flood the little reclusive room in grimmauld place that you’d holed yourself up in, and Remus had reluctantly agreed.
After all, you were completely out of food.
He strode back into the dreary house with bags clutched tightly in his hands, setting them hastily on the counter and calling out for you, “Y/N? Y/N, I’m home, can we-”
He heard something clatter to the ground when he took his hands off of the bags, crouching down to see a pink plastic stick. The muggle-educated side of him panicked, knowing exactly what the piece of plastic was, but the naïve wizarding side of him pretended it was a foreign object.
He reached for it with a shaky hand, fingers pausing just before they could glide over the smooth plastic surface. He exhaled deeply, a knot of anxiety already in his chest at the potential outcomes.
Either he had to live with his late best friend’s child and see Sirius in his eyes every single day, or face the fact that Sirius’s bloodline had ended with him. He wasn’t sure which was worse.
He gently gripped the stick in one hand, flipping it before he could change his mind. His stomach dropped at the little window, seeing a pink plus sign burned into the white background.
All of his senses shut off. His vision went fuzzy, he toppled to the ground, his hearing tuned out. All he saw was the little pink plus mark, flashing through his brain on rapid speed.
The image of Sirius’s child, a toddler with a mess of black hair and eyes as piercing as his best friend’s began racing through his brain. He steeled himself, tossing the test aside and stumbling into the hallway, calling out your name.
“Y/N! Y/N, where are you? Come on, we need to talk.”
He heard soft sobs coming from Sirius’s old room, taking a deep breath before pushing his way in.
Everything in the room reminded him of Sirius, and apparently it did the same for you. He found you curled up in Sirius’s closet, tears pouring down your face and sobs heaving your chest.
“Y/N-”
“Alone, alone, alone, all alone,” you mumbled, hands wrapped tightly around your knees, “Gotta kid, ‘m all alone.”
Remus felt his cheeks warm with tears, kneeling beside you and prying your arms away from your legs. He let you fall back into his chest, his arms around your waist as you cry into each other.
“You’re not alone,” Remus rasped, throat already torn from his anguish, “I’m here. I’m here Y/N, I’m here.”
“But he’s not!”
“I know,” Remus cried, chest weighted with grief, “I know, but we have to keep going.”
“Promise me Remus,” You gasped, turning to grip his shirt in your fists, “Promise me you won’t leave me like he did?”
“I promise, Y/N.”
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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Hello! Can I request a Sirius Black x female!pregnant!reader this is for the Sappy Sunday btw so maybe a young 21 years old reader and Sirius (before he got locked up in Azkaban) him binging so clingy over you and always protective maybe one day where he lay on your lap so he could feel close to the baby suddenly the baby kick and he got so excited about the first kick or smth please, Thanks :D (btw congratulations on hitting 1k you deserve it <3)
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combined with:
Sirius and reader seeing their baby girl take her first steps?
I know ist too late for Sirius day...but could you imagine Sirius's daughter chaising him around the house with a cat in her hands lol!
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The first time Sirius feels her kick, she's only a few months old. You're sitting on the couch, Sirius's head leaned back against your swollen belly as you read softly to him.
You don't have enough time to warn Sirius when you feel a soft tug at the inside of your tummy, the baby's foot driving right into the back of Sirius's head. He yelped indignantly, turning around to stare bewilderedly at your once more immobile stomach.
"Babe! She kicked me!"
You giggled at his giddiness, gently rubbing the affected spot on his head. He brought a hand up to poke gently at your stomach, grinning when another kick disfigured your perfectly round belly.
"Lookat 'er! We're gonna have to put her up for soccer, she's a kicker."
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The first time Sirius sees her walk, you're waking him up from a nap after work. Your daughter is clutching your pointer fingers in her tiny little hands, legs wobbly as you stand her up on the bed.
"Go get him, baby," You coo, gently prying her fingers off of your own and smacking Sirius's foot to wake him up.
He awakens with a startled gasp, and his eyes only widen further as he watches your daughter toddle towards him.
A drowsy grin grows on his lips and he flings his arms open, letting her reach him and step on his belly with her little socked feet before he captured her, wrapping her up in his strong arms and smothering her little face in kisses.
She squealed in delight, tiny hands coming up to brace themselves on his face as he continued attacking her. You watched with a fond smile, camera in hand as you took a few snapshots, preserving the moment forever.
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The first time she meets padfoot, she's wailing in her crib at two in the morning. Sirius had insisted that he'd 'got this one', but as you laid awake in bed, staring at the ceiling, the desperate cries of your daughter filling the house, it was clear that he did not 'got it'.
You finally decided to help him after an agonizing five minutes of screaming, but just as you crossed the threshold out into the hallway, her crying stopped, and so did your heart. You felt your stomach sink, thinking about her having dropped unconscious suddenly, or begin choking on something while she had been crying. You rushed through the door to her nursery, finding her cooing and babbling at the giant black dog that was standing with its two front paws over the edge of her crib.
She had your husband by the nose, giggling at the cold, wet feeling that it gave off. If she had been playing with any other dog, you were sure her not-so-gentle fur tugging or head pats would get her a rather harsh bite, but Sirius stood there and took whatever she could dish out, only whining lowly in his throat when she yanked too hard at his tail.
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The first time she learns to weaponize this alter ego of her father's is when she's four, and he won't let her have ice cream for dinner. She goes outside with a huff, and Sirius debates whether or not he should call her back inside and talk to her about her behavior, or let it go and let her play with her little friends.
You manage to convince him to let it go, and monitor her from the window in the living room. She disappears into one of the bushes surrounding your home, but you think nothing of it, because the bushes are backed up against a wall, so she's not going anywhere.
It only takes her two minutes to return, a devilish smirk on her face as she holds her arms out in front of her, a tiny gray kitten gripped gently in her hands.
"Daddy," She begins, tone dripping with condescension, "I want ice cream for dinner."
"Darling, I said n-" Sirius finally turns around from his stance at the kitchen counter where he's chopping vegetables, eyes widening and hands dropping whatever they were occupied with, balling up into fists, "Why is that thing in my house?"
"It's just a cat," She teases, gently waving the animal about, "What, are you scared of it?"
"No. I am not scared of a cat." Sirius huffs, eyes trained mercilessly on the feline, "But I won't let one live in my house. Take it outside, now."
"Not unless I can have ice cream for dinner."
Sirius's eyes widen at the realization that she's blackmailing him, she's actually blackmailing him, and he stares her down as she inches closer to him with the cat in hand.
Just before the little kitten's paws can tangle themselves in Sirius's apron, (baby blue, 'Kiss the Cook' is embroidered on it), he throws his hands up in frustration, "Fine. Fine! Y'know what, this is fine. You wanna have ice cream for dinner? Be my guest. You wanna get hopped up on sugar and not be able to sleep tonight? Be my guest. But so help me god," Sirius waves his spatula threateningly at your daughter, "if you come into Mommy 'n my room tonight, and think you get extra playtime just because y'can't sleep, we're tossin' y'out."
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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i love your work so much!!! a ~dark theme~ id like to request for sacreligious saturday would be professor remus lupin x student reader if thats alright!! keep up the amazing work and congratulations on hitting 1k, you deserve it so much!
today is sacreligious saturday >:)) request some dark fics!
thank you sweetheart! you're adorable, i'm glad you're here with us :D
This takes place consensually between two adults. reader is over 18, in her last year at hogwarts. newts are mentioned for proof, i do not write anything sexual about minors.
"'Mione," You groaned, cheeks burning as you tried escaping the scrutinizing glances your friends were giving to you, "I dunno why he marked you down. If you're so bothered by it, why don't you just talk to him?"
"I will!" She huffed, "We put the same answers down, either you're wrong or i'm right!"
You watched as she stormed angrily over to Professor Lupin's desk, losing most of her steam at the last few steps and shuffling politely up to speak with him. You heard vague chatter between the two, trying not to focus too long or too hard on the kindly attentive look on Remus's face.
Remus. Only you got to call him that. Only you got to scream that into his cavernous classroom, hands gripping the front of his desk with all your might as your chest was mashed into the wood, thighs shaking as he held you steady, pounding relentlessly into you. Only you got to coo that at him when he brought you some warm tea afterwards, an apologetic smile on his face and a soft kiss pressed to your forehead. Only you got to see it written in softly scripted letters, the paragraphs appearing as a simple note from your mum to anyone who had the audacity to peek at your mail, but as a heart-twisting love letter to you, and only you.
Unfortunately, your daydreaming had attracted the attention of your peers, and you felt Hermione elbow you on her way back to her seat.
"You there?"
You looked up startled, blinking dazedly up at her, "Oh! Yeah, I'm just really tired. I was up super late last night, had a nightmare or something, I dunno, just couldn't sleep."
She stared suspiciously at you for a moment, but ultimately settled without asking any further questions. You felt your leg begin bouncing anxiously, and you averted your gaze to the whomping willow on the school grounds, watching through the windows as it thrashed about in the strong winds.
You managed to avoid further questioning until the end of class, only looking up when Hermione nudged you once more.
"Hey, didn't you hear me?"
You shook your head hazily, standing as you watched the rest of the class file out one by one, hastily packing your bag.
"I said the professor wanted to see you, he said my answer was wrong so he needs to adjust your score too." There was a soft pout on her face at the knowledge that she'd been docked a point instead of given one, but you were sure she was comforted by the fact that you were getting marked down too.
"Oh," You fought back a smile at the idea of alone time with Remus, "Okay. I'll meet you in the hall for lunch, then?"
"Y/N," She stared at you concernedly, eyebrows furrowed, "He only has to adjust your score. It'll take ten seconds, I'll just wait for you here."
"No!" You blurted, the sound prominent in the now silent classroom, and felt Remus's eyes boring into you, "Um, I've got some questions for him about yesterday's lesson, and I know it'll be on the newts, so I'll be here a while. You go on, get us some good seats for lunch, and save me a roll!"
She finally accepted your proposal, nodding and wishing you well with your impromptu study session. You rushed excitedly to the front of the classroom as soon as she was out the door, watching Remus shut the windows with a soft flick of his wand as a soft smile twisted upon his lips.
You reached him quickly, feet pattering against the stone floors and eliciting a soft 'oof' from him as you slam into him, your arms winding around his torso and your head resting on his chest.
"'Missed you Rem," you mumbled, breathing in his comforting scent, "Couldn't stop thinking about you in class."
"I know," Remus chuckled, hands lifting you into his lap as he sat back in his chair, "Clumsy girl, you are, a stuttering mess. Y'gonna give us away, sweet thing."
You shook your head earnestly at him, "No! No, I'd never," Your heart sunk at the premise of Remus being fired because of you, and never being able to see him again, "We'd be separated."
"Y'right, angel face," Remus spoke lowly, "Y'gotta be careful. Can y'keep your mouth shut f'me?"
You grinned lazily, turning in his lap to press a kiss to his jaw. He smiled softly at your actions, eyes glancing down at your lips that had grown into a lovesick grin, "But before you do, precious, why don'tcha open it 'n we can have some fun before your next class?"
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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Hey!! For thotty thursday can you do a pillow princess! Reader x james potter? Like he’ll say ‘let me do all the work’ or something 😭 i love this so much
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"Jus' relax, princess," James coos, his hand guiding your head back against the pillow from where you'd raised it, arms reaching out for him wearily.
You let him adjust your body, limbs going weak in his grip, "'M takin' care of 'ya tonight. Don't have to do a thing." He smooths a hand over your forehead, the touch warm and soft.
He gently tugs the hemline of your pretty pink panties down your thighs, large, rough hands roaming every inch of your skin. He gently lifts your hips in his hands, cupping your ass and raising it off of the bed, "Y'ready, princess?"
You nod weakly, and a soft grin spreads across his glowing cheeks, "Right then. Jus' lay back 'n I'll do everything for 'ya, make y'feel so good."
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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how about some period sex w james? :)
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i'm gonna do first time anxious period sex bc i,, may or may not have already had that thought,,
"James," Your cheeks are hot, tears welling in your eyes as he removes your padded panties, "I don't know if I can do this."
His hand slips out of the hemline of your underwear, bracing itself on the towel you'd laid down, rough fabric grating against your back, "What's on your mind, bird?"
"Feels gross," You breathed, lip quivering slightly as you tried pushing down the frantic worry in your chest, "What if you think-"
"Shhh, bird, y'got nothin' t'worry about. 'M not gonna judge you, that would be silly of me. 'S just what your body does."
You let James's eyes captivate you, their rich brown hue filling your chest with warmth as he gently ran his hand over your stomach, massaging gently at where you'd draped a heating pad only an hour ago.
You closed your eyes, letting his fingers ghost over your flushed skin. The warmth from the heating pad was nothing compared to the warmth of his touch, leaving a trail of tingles as he made his way down to your aching core.
He cupped your cunt through your panties, the extra padding lining your underwear only adding pressure to his touch. You felt your breathing deepen, chest rising and falling with a slight shake.
"Mm," James hummed, slowly slipping his fingers between the lining of your panties and your skin, dragging the fabric down with his other hand as his fingers slowly ghosted over your skin, "Y'look so pretty, bird. All spread out for me," He exhaled shakily as he dragged a finger through the mess between your thighs, "'N already ready for m'fingers."
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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i got to your account during your 700k celebration about a WEEK ago and WOWOWO CONGRATS ON 1k!! you’re the kind of writer i aspire to be, i love your work! 😭
okok but like an enemies to lovers trope with sirius whereee he and the reader are on some kind of mission for the order and have to stay the night somewhere but! the b&b they find is owned by a conservative couple who will only let them stay if they’re married, so they have to pretend and when they (owners) ask them how they met or what they love about each other they kind of just end up realizing their feelings for one another jiji
today is trope tuesday! send me all of the cheesy tropes you can think of :)
stop. stop it rn. that's so sweet! 'you're the kind of writer I aspire to be' has me on the floor, you seriously have no idea how much that means to me! You're adorable, I hope you know you made my day :D <33 also wtf this idea is amazing i love it
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"It's a simple question," The couple looked between you, eyes locked on your bare ring finger, "Are you married?"
You felt your mind racing, knowing Sirius's was doing the same beside you. No one had warned you that you'd need to be good at improv to go on a mission for the order. You just thought you'd have to knock out some death eaters, not falsify a marriage with your partner.
Your partner, who happened to loathe you as much as you loathed him. He'd already insulted you 12 times on the thirty minute walk to the inn, and you'd probably returned them tenfold. He was simply infuriating, there was no other way to put it.
"'Course we are." Sirius grabbed your hand, holding it up between the two of you, "Y'think I haven't snatched'er up while I've had the chance?"
You inwardly scoffed at his word choice, but left your hand in his grasp, faking a smile towards the innkeepers, "We've been married for years."
Sirius turned to you with one eyebrow raised, "Mhm, of course, and how many years has it been, darling? I tend to forget numbers like that."
"Six." You blurted out, causing a look of horrified intrigue to cross their faces.
"Six years? You seem young," The woman mused, "How old are you?"
"Well, um," You scrambled to come up with a lie, "I meant we've been together for six years. Only married for one. But we've been close for longer."
This seemed to relieve some of the tension in their weary frames, but the woman directed another question to you, "That's so sweet! How did you meet?"
You elbowed Sirius in the ribs, "Yeah honey, how did we meet?"
Sirius put in an egregious lack of effort, spewing the story of how you'd actually first met, "She was running to get to her class and I tripped her. Jus' a bit of fun, y'know."
You grit your teeth, sending the innkeepers a pained smile, "Mhm. And I married him. The man that knocked me down and made me late for class on purpose so he could laugh at me."
The couple let out a strained chuckle at your response, "Well, he must have some better aspects, yes?"
"Yeah," Sirius grinned, turning to you with a lazy look of confidence in his eyes, "Why don't you go over my better aspects? I'd like to hear what you have to say."
You forced down a scream, wracking your brain for anything that you didn't absolutely loathe about Sirius.
"Well, um, he has nice hair!" You gestured to his perfectly styled locks, knowing you wouldn't get off the hook that easily.
"Oh, come on, dig deep Y/N. I'm your husband, you must love more than my hair."
You sighed, rubbing a hand over your face, "Um, okay, I love the way that you care about your friends. You love hard."
You blinked your eyes open to meet Sirius's gaze, clouded with confusion. The couple in front of you gestured for you to keep speaking, and you rambled on a few more seconds.
"And I love the way that you sacrifice your own happiness for others sometimes. It makes a big impact on people, y'know." You'd somehow shifted from speaking to the couple to facing Sirius, who stood humbled beside you.
"Um, I- You think... Thank you." He mumbled, eyes swirling with admiration, a soft smile curling at the corners of his lips.
"Right, well then," You felt something cold and metal land in your hand, breaking out of your strange trance to see the man placing the key in your grasp, "Your room is on the second floor, down the hall to the left. Number 7, can't miss it. Enjoy your stay." He smiled, his wife stepping aside to let you up the stairs.
You hastily grabbed for your backpack that you'd set down at the front desk, fumbling with the straps as you tried getting yourself together. Sirius waited until you were already on your way up, letting you go first and carrying the extra bag that you'd packed with food. You fumbled with the key in the lock, finally popping the door open and stumbling inside.
The room was dark and Sirius flicked on a light, bathing the space in a soft warm glow. You set your things down by the door, expression still blank as you tried figuring out the emotion invading your chest.
"Hey, um," You turned to see Sirius standing by the door, uncharacteristically hesitant, "What you said back there. It was... nice. Thank you."
You felt that feeling tug harder at your chest and you swallowed your pride, "It's true, y'know. I give you a hard time but... but you're a good person."
Sirius finally let a full grin break through his features, "Y'know, you're not the worst either, my lovely wife."
You snorted, the sappy feeling in your chest now sitting comfortably atop your heart rather than constricting your lungs. You turned to look at the room once more, stomach dropping when you realized.
"Fuck."
"What?" Sirius rushed to your side, trying to figure out what had you so troubled.
"There's only one bed."
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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good morninggg did someone say weepy wednesday?! how about regulus being pressured to murder someone for the first time during a death eater attack and he’s in SHAMBLES over it </3 perhaps it’s someone he knew from hogwarts, maybe they beg him to spare them :’(
Today is weepy wednesday! Request some angst and make me cry :(
you did not ask for an x reader but i felt like that would be extra sad so i did it anyways 😌 also this one made me cry!! <3
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"Reg, did you see the-" Your frantic questioning was cut off when you stepped into Regulus's dorm room, eyes locked on his rarely exposed forearm. What used to be smooth, clear skin was now a twisted, inked mess, the design filling you with terror. There were three others in the room, two women and a man, one of which had her hand wrapped tightly around Regulus's arm, her wand digging into his mark.
"No..." You breathed, hands coming up to brace yourself on the doorframe, "Regulus, you- you didn't."
Regulus previous fierce frown was replaced with a soft gasp and a teary-eyed look of terror. He tried worming his arm out of the other's grip but his efforts were futile, and he was cemented in their hold for good.
"I-I didn't-"
You broke out into a sob, hands covering your torso as you tried finding something to ground yourself, "You... You're a monster, Regulus."
Regulus opened his mouth to speak, eyes spilling over with tears, but was cut off the second he did, the man inching towards you with a sneer, "That's right. He's a monster, a vicious, foul monster. Why don't you show her, Reggie," The woman threw him forwards, wand extended to shut the door behind you before you could escape. You flattened your back against the wood, eyes wide in terror as he stumbled towards you, "She'll join us, and you can do the honors."
"I'll never join you," You seethed, pressed completely against the door as Regulus inched forwards, "I'd rather die."
"Have it your way," One of the witches chuckled darkly, grabbing Regulus's wand from his back pocket and shoving it into his hands, "Black, she's made her choice."
Regulus stood frozen, eyes wide as the death eaters behind him shoved him towards you. They crowded him up against you, forcing his wand into your chest and hovering over his shoulders, intent on seeing the life leave your eyes.
"Y/N," Regulus whispered, voice breaking and tears spilling down his cheeks, "I can't, I won't-"
"Don't! You're better than they are, Regulus. You don't have to do it!"
"They'll kill us both, Y/N," Regulus whispered, lips close enough to brush over your cheek. You recoiled as much as possible from his touch, your own tears dripping down your face.
"No, no, no! No, don't do it Regulus, please, I don't want to die, we don't have to die, please!"
"She can be your first kill, Regulus," One of the witches hissed in his ear, "You can finally prove your loyalty. Come on, do it!"
Regulus finally crumbled, hands snaking out of their grip to wrap around your waist as his head burrowed itself into your neck. You screamed at the contact, writhing in his grip as you prepared yourself for the worst.
"Y/N," Regulus rasped, "I won't do it. They'll take us both, but I don't care. I'd rather die with you than live without you."
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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Ok ok I’m still thinking about hockey player Remus. Idk he’s been stuck in my head. Could you do some text messages with him. Anything is fine 😩
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how about some locker room shenanigans :3
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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hey why have i been thinking about peter eating an orange for 4 days straight???
like specifically him sitting with his legs up, cross cross, on the couch- and peeling an orange ?
in some pjs and a sweater
orange mist goin everywhere
and then he catches u watching him and smiles while he pops a piece in his mouth and offers u some ???
am i ok? do i need to see a doctor? i just 😵‍💫 he would be so cute and soft and wow— i know this has nothing to do with the current celebration but i just thought i’d share </3
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interesting thought process but hey it's cute so idc <3
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Peter's hair dipped slightly over his forehead, casting a soft shadow over his pretty eyes as he dug his thumb into the center of the orange. You watched as he strategically moved his thumb in a circle, managing to take the peel off in one big spiral.
He popped a piece of the orange in his mouth, separating another from the bunch as he turned to brandish the swirly peel at you.
"Are you impressed?" He looked at you eagerly, holding up the peel as if he'd just painted a masterpiece.
"Very," You giggled, reaching out to swipe away a bit of orange juice that had dribbled down his chin, berating him when he opened his mouth with orange still inside.
"Y'want one?" He held up the chunk of orange slices, grinning through his mouthful of fruit. You scoffed lightheartedly, taking one of the slices from him and leaning your head gently on his shoulder.
"Thanks, Pete."
You weren't sure if you were thanking him for giving you the orange slice, or for simply existing, but honestly, you were content with either.
"Lemme know if you want some more, peaches." Peter's eyes lit up at the nickname that fell from his lips, "Wait! I can't call you peaches anymore! Now I've gotta call you orange."
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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hey honey! this is a request for sappy sunday just bc i don’t want forget it!! reader getting super insecure about being everything peter needs/wants and he just reassures her and loves her sm :/ i love you to the moon!! xx
Today is Sappy Sunday! send me the sweetest, fluffiest ideas you've got :)
Peter felt tears sting at his eyes as you looked up at him from his bed, similar droplets raining down your cheeks already.
"Not good enough?"
"No," You sniffled, wiping your nose haphazardly on your sleeve, "Don't feel like I deserve you. You're too good for me, you deserve someone who's better and-"
You felt a soft touch over your lips before you saw it, Peter's hand coming up to gently cover your mouth and cut off your sentence.
"You don't get to decide whether or not you're good enough for me. That's my job, angel."
"But I'm not special, I don't fight crime or stick to walls or get all tingly when something's about to happen. Just yesterday I tripped over my own shoe," You burst into tears at the reminder of the embarrassing moment, only further convinced that Peter was far too good for you.
"Oh yeah? Well, last week I fell asleep on my desk and when I woke up there was marker all over my face because I'd left it uncapped when I fell asleep." Peter recalled, gesturing to the still-uncapped sharpie on his desk, "Just because I'm sticky and tingly doesn't mean you're not worthy of me. In fact," His gaze darkened and his smile faded, "It probably means that I don't deserve you. I'm only putting you in danger, it can't-"
"Shut up, Peter," You groaned, burying your face in your hands, "Not this again."
"I'm just saying!"
"Well stop saying it! Listen, if I agree that I'm good enough for you, will you agree that you're good enough for me?"
"Fine." Peter nodded, holding a hand out, pinky outstretched.
"Good enough?" You linked your pinky with his, curling it around his finger.
"Good enough." Peter grinned lazily, using your interlocked fingers to pull your hand up to his lips and pressing a soft kiss to the smooth skin there.
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ddejavvu · 2 years
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ahhh happy weepy wednesday :,( peter breaks up with reader bc he’s so in love with them and just wants to protect them :( reader gets defensive bc they know the risks but peter refuses to budgeuGH
Today is weepy wednesday! Request some angst and make me cry :(
lmfao i made it worse
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"But if you're with me, you can protect me!"
Peter bit his cheek, "But if I'm not with you I won't need to protect you."
"That's not true and you know it! We met when you saved me from being mugged! What am I gonna do if I get mugged?" You were grasping at straws, pleading with Peter to not break things off.
"Y/N, please, my argument might not be the most sound, but I know it's the right thing. Please just trust me? I've seen what this can do to people, I've-" Peter stopped in the middle of his sentence, voice breaking, no doubt remembering the losses having occurred because of his secret identity. You sympathized with his grief, but you weren't going to let him go that easily.
"Peter," You lunged forwards to wrap him in a hug, heart sinking when he didn't reciprocate, only stood there stiff and shaking. He gently pried you off of him, striding to the door and ignoring your frantic calls for him.
"Listen, Y/N, I need to leave now, or else I'll change my mind."
"Then stay!" You'd raced to the door after him, eyes welling up with tears as you pleaded with the heavens above.
He was silent for a moment, and you really thought you'd gotten through to him. He simply stood there, face blank as he stared out into the empty hallway. Then he muttered, "I can't," voice thick with anguish as he stepped over the threshold and slammed the door behind him.
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A mere two weeks later, Peter stood at your funeral, stony faced with teary eyes. He couldn't look at the engraving on the stone, he wouldn't. If he didn't see your name, you weren't really dead, right?
But he had seen your name. In the newspaper, on the television, hell, he'd even heard it on the radio.
Masked Hero or Murderer? Innocent woman slain in apartment, murdered in the hunt for Spider-Man.
He'd shown up to your apartment a pathetic three minutes too late. But the three minutes were all you'd needed to leave him, for the blood to drain from your body and the light to leave your eyes, leaving Peter in darkness.
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