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#me: im sick of drawing my comic >:( i want a break *draws a different comic*
homkamiro · 2 months
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I LOVE THE TF2 MLP AU SM. it gives me sm nostalgia to when i was a kid and i and everyone in the fandom made pony aus of franchises we liked- im so happy cringe is dead and tradition is alive 🥹
ALSO THE INFECTION AU POST. GOOD SHIT;!;!!!!!!!!!! gore and body horror are inseparable from (hopefully only the mature part of) the mlp fandom and i felt so giddy jumping for joy kicking my feet up seeing that it had a resurgence!! Your post of this au with your tf2 ponies was my introduction to it!!! Nature is healinggggg
That post is BOMB. WE GOT: 1) HEAVYMEDIC ANGST. 2) PYRO & ENGIE ANGST. 3) BOOTS & BOMBS ANGST. 4) DADSPY ANGST. 5) SNIPER ANGST. ITS GIVING💅🏽💅🏽💅🏽 and the way the disease spreads differently for all of them is so creative!!!!!! Engie wants to sever the infected body part but cant cus its on his back and he needs medics help for that (and med is way too far gone to do any operation), and scout doesn't want his wings severed even tho that would save him cus he still wants to fly!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
also soldier misinterpreting the request is so good. And pyro wanting to help but not being allowed to cus they'd try to burn engie. Demo drinking himself to death cus he cant handle seeing his friend in the state that he's in. Sniper disappearing cus he wants to be with his parents during this horrible time even tho they have a strained relationship. Spy wanting his son to live through this so much that he's planning to sever his wings himself. And heavyyyyyy. Heavy breaking his heart everyday still taking care of medic knowing he's going to have to kill the love of his life soon. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Anyways sorry for fuckin. Screaming in your asks and basically just repeating what you wrote sgjdjd. I just really love this au (and especially that comic with scout, medic and engie!!!) and the infection au post made me so nostalgic to the early days of the mlp fandom that the adhd went mental and i had to shout about it lol- feel free to not respond to this! Youre awesome! Keep doing you!!!!!!
(also youre really good at drawing gore????? Hello teach me pls)
WHAT A BIG FEEDBACK OHMYGODヽ⁠(⁠(⁠◎⁠д⁠◎⁠)⁠)⁠ゝ
Anyway I'm really super puper glad you liked my au!! I was a little hesitant to post it, since AU in AU sounds weird but I'm glad I thought otherwise - cringe culture should be dead!! Mix your hyperfixations it's good for your health!!!
AND AHHHHGGGGGH You noticed so many details thankyouuu🥺💗💗💗The best thing about this AU is that every ship and brotp can work so well in this story. Engie first helping Medic but then ending up being also infected??? Spy checking up on Engie and making him eat since he's too stressed to take a break??? Demo, Heavy and Pyro comforting each other after loosing their friends??? Spy and Scout both raging on Sniper for leaving like a coward??? Or maybe Heavy, as an earth pony, comforts Scout after he just got his wings amputated??? So many possibilities!!
Don't worry, I love when people are noticing all the details and just get,, really invested into my stuff, it really brings me joy and you made my day so much better!!🥺🥺I feel honestly a little insecure, since my pony designs and thoughts may not be the best, but I'm glad that so many people still like my mlp×tf2 stuff!! It's really endearing to know that finally something I like making is also likable to you!
About gore -- I have no idea😭I love gore but it's a pain to draw properly and scary, you'd need practice and references (I mostly use art references since yknow,,,real photos can make me sick)
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cowsparsley · 4 years
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Hello! Fellow creative spoonie here. I've come across your blog, and I'd just like to ask how on earth you manage to draw everyday??? Also what do you do when you have to break your streak? Just cos when I tried to write everyday and ran out of spoons a week in, it totally destroyed me. Can you please... Tell me your secrets?
Oh god I don’t really have any secrets! I got sick when I was fourteen so I’ve had years of things slowly improving... 
As to how I manage to draw everyday, I gotta point out that I dont! In fact im taking a day off tomorrow! I’ve been drawing these comics since April and I’ve only really gotten my act together in lockdown. When I break my streak I try to do 5 or 6 panels a day and slowly catch up that way, or sometimes I hyperfocus and exhaust myself like today because honestly I’m an idiot. Alternatively sometimes I draw short two panel comics - luckily bad days are pretty boring.
I don’t really know what to recommend. I keep a very strict routine and otherwise have quite a shallow life. This is really the only thing I’ve got going on. (Which I wouldnt recommend! Go have a life!!!)
On top of that I’m sure our situations are very different. I don’t work (I’m a filthy scrounger) and we probably have different diagnoses. 
For me, I made myself sicker for years trying to go back to college after I dropped out, pushing myself too hard and making myself sicker. My folks thought I just wasn’t trying hard enough. I was a traumatised kid that managed to get away from a bad situation. I’ve only started to be able to manage my symptoms now that my brain isn’t drenched in stress hormones.
Routine is important to me, starting with the basics of sleeping and eating on time (which im pretty new to) and just generally taking care of yourself.
 Poor mental health and well being, even if youre not experiencing anything dramatic, can get in the way of managing symptoms. Unlearning ableism was a big thing for me and learning to be kind to my body. I recommend seeing a therapist if you have access to that.
Also gut health’s really important!!!!! I need to stop proselytising so I won’t go on but it genuinely helped me. And so did acupuncture!. (I heard people w/ my disease talk about acupuncture for ages and rolled my eyes but it turns out they were all on to something) 
Also honestly I’ve become addicted to each like and reblog... I’m not sure I’d still have the motivation if it wasn’t for all these people who like what I have to say. Im rly surprised that anyone likes my comics and am very excited for this to all go to my head lmao.
Also why do you want to write every day anyway? Just write when you feel up to it! You can’t measure yourself by the standards of abled people! Maybe try every other day or every week or whatever youre able to manage! Making art should be fun! I think if you exhaust yourself you’ll just become demotivated.
Also im really sry for rambling...... Like this was probably not the answer you were looking for but i dont have any secret wisdom sadly
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comicteaparty · 4 years
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July 11th-July 17th, 2020 Creator Babble Archive
The archive for the Creator Babble chat that occurred from July 11th, 2020 to July 17th, 2020.  The chat focused on the following question:
How do you personally stay motivated and/or disciplined enough to work on your story?
🌈ERROR404 🌈
being under schedule DEFINITELY being under schedule
there has been nothing that has lit a stronger fire under my ass than self appointed deadlines
eliushi [Keyspace]
Deadlines definitely help for me! I also find talking with supportive fellow comic folks, writers and artists very inspiring Their successes help me focus on my work too!
carcarchu
I'm motivated by the desire to see how my story ends
eliushi [Keyspace]
That is also very true and very much the Mood
Cronaj ~{Whispers of the Past}~
I agree with self-appointed deadlines, but also just my eagerness for future scenes propel me. And a little bit of a desire for other people to see a bit of the world that's in my head.
eliushi [Keyspace]
I desire to see the world inside your head
Cronaj ~{Whispers of the Past}~
Hahaha, and I desire to share it
Seriously though, as much as I write for myself, I get an obscene amount of motivation from seeing other people getting excited about my story.
I thrive on the curiosity and eagerness of others, and the potential for others to love my characters just as I do
Feather J. Fern
For me, I think motivation for me is "If I get this done, I can show my friend who is really excited about my comic" Because you always need that one hype friend who wants to see your comic
Cronaj ~{Whispers of the Past}~
100%
A hype friend or family member can be a great motivator!
Shizamura 🌟 O Sarilho
Scheduling, deadlines, having other people to talk about your work... Definitively my top 3. But also, if for some reason I'm not motivated to do a particular thing, I like to think why is that exactly? Is this page/scene not convincing ME? what can I change to fix that?
Deo101 [Millennium]
^^^ YES!!! 9/10 times if I'm not working on a page it's cause I'm not feeling it 100%, and restarting the page to try something different helps almost always!!!
So I stay motivated by keeping it fresh, and also yeah deadlines help a lot
shadowhood {SunnyxRain}
Personally? Just hanging around people who also art and seeing how they work. Also trying to keep myself physically healthy because I can't focus on my work if I'm not up to par.
DanitheCarutor
You know, in spite of how busy my life has gotten within the past couple months (Now balancing housework with a job that keeps me away from home for 12-13 hours a day.), the two things keeping me motivated are seeing certain scenes play out and the ending. I have some really major events coming up and I want to see them happen, I want to see that development from where everything began pay off, and I want the characters to get that satisfying ending they worked hard for. Also I really want to see readers reactions, making people upset with my characters and what they're going through is my jam and admittedly a major driving point for me to continue working on my comic.
eliushi [Keyspace]
The emotional connection is key!
persephinnie
Having a support group of friends, even if not exactly friends but peers and mutuals in online communities does so much wonders! And also not necessarily having a strict structure on my end, but telling myself every week what progress needs to get done and writing it down instead of keeping it all in my thoughts helps tremendously.
sssfrs (JOE IS DEAD)
I'm very motivated by producing the next parts/end of the story
Getting to future scenes
shadowhood {SunnyxRain}
Fanart is also a biiiig motivator for me. Just the idea/fact that people took the time, care and love to draw my ocs makes me a lot more motivated to tell my story even more, because it means that people care enough to want to see more
TaliePlume
My family mostly my brothers are a huge motivation because they have been through a lot and and there's not that many comics with positive Haitian representation. I wanted to dedicate my comic to them.
GuildmasterPhill
I just started uploading my comic on webtoons now, as well as my main website. Hopefully it can reach more people that way!
In terms of staying motivated, Any amount of feedback from readers is key. I want to connect with them through my art, and if they let me know it's working, then I just gotta keep going!
Holmeaa - working on WAYFINDERS
When I can I treat Wayfinders like a full time job. That helps because then I have my usual working schedule and then I just work away! When I have a job I take small breaks to help Q out, like five min breaks, and work on it in weekends and evenings
So motivation is not a problem. I want to make this story so bad. I want to work creatively on my own stories every every day
crittybonbon
I used to be quite motivated by my readers, not wanting to disappoint them by missing updates. But I realized that this was actually causing me a lot of stress and anxiety. Now I'm mainly motivated by strict schedules and habits ("Tuesdays from 8pm-10pm" is my sketch the whole page night, ect). I have a kid now and also work FT so I take my schedules seriously, I cant delay or procrastinate like I used to because I have to balance work and family. On that some note and if Im sick or something I will push the update a day or two and I try not to feel too bad it, your readers will wait. But it did take me years to develop a good work ethic.
Artem Ficta (Ring Spell)
I don't have many readers so I stay motivated purely by my love of the story, my habit of drawing, and my desire for a finished product.
Miranda (Into the Swell)
I feel like my story is what keeps me motivated. I finally have a story that I'm very invested in and it's made it so much easier to keep working on it. But I think also knowing that people are reading my comic would be a good motivator as well. I've also found an art style that I genuinely enjoy drawing and improving at so it's fun to see the improvement as I work on pages.
LadyLazuli (Phantomarine)
I want to tell these characters' stories. And I want my readers to know what happens to them. Every page I make is a step closer toward that
Eightfish (Puppeteer)
I relate much more to the recent love of story comments than the friends and readers comments
i wanna get to the good partsss
i love my endinggg
and i refuse to be yet another incomplete webcomic
Desnik
I stay motivated by having a critique group to share with on a regular basis. If I have no progress ready to show I feel bad
AntiBunny
I agree that point. My motivation is to get these stories out of my head and into the world, or they might just build up until my head explodes.
Yung Skrimp (Carefree)
Motivation where you at
Mitzi (Trophallaxis)
squeakin in just before the deadline to add that, and this might sound a tad mean, spite honestly keeps me motivated to make art and continue my comic/other art pursuits There have been people who tell me I should be doing something else with my life (to put it nicely), and what better revenge than to keep improving and putting more and more of my work out there for people to see?? ain't no one getting rid of me lmao
carcarchu
i feel ya on the spite thing mitzi, the best revenge i can get against the people who doubted me is to flourish
varethane
I think my main drive is being extremely hype to have people outside of my own brain get excited about the story things I have planned. These moments I daydream about.... if someone else can share that dream even for a moment, that's what I want (just realized this wording is extremely sappy skdjdhfbf sorry)
Eightfish (Puppeteer)
Ah no I think it's lovely the way you worded that
Shizamura 🌟 O Sarilho
Hahahaha [I laugh but deep inside in just... Uwu.. Same]
keii’ii (Heart of Keol)
Deep same. I do want to see the story come to life for myself as well, but it wouldn't be the same without potential audience engagement. If I were to do this in a total vacuum, I'd probably just do illustrations of my top favorite scenes only.
But it's a little bit more complex than that in practice. Drawing all the scenes enriches my own understanding of/ love for those favorite scenes. It's got the opposite of vicious cycle effect going on.
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Ninjago headcanons
So i decided to make some ninjago headcanons just because.
Kai
Burned the floor once when he was mad
Listens to rock
Bragging about everything he does untill someone does it and does it better than him (also upsets him so the ninja usually dont attemt to beat him (except Nya))
Total flirt
Hates sleeping with socks
"KAI I SWEAR TO THE FIRST SPINJUTSU MASTER IF YOU DONT PICK UP YOUR SOCKS... "
Extravert
Can't speak other languages than english (he really tried to learn spanish and french but he's just really bad at it)
"uhh Je suis kai and je ne parle francais"
Drinks beer (sometimes a little too much) and watches football/soccer
Skylor wasn't his first kiss (already kissed a girl he met on the streets when he was hanging with his friends. After a few times of hanging together they became closer and she kissed him. He really liked her but she had to move to another part of ninjago)
Hetero
Hates reading (he has dyslexia)
"you still haven't finished that book huh?" "yea im not planning to do so"
Sensei never asks him to read out loud either because he knows kai hates it and it takes a while and he says 'uhh' a lot
Super protective over everyone (even Cole and sensei
Makes jokes like "go make me a sandwich" not because he actually means it wrong but because he knows it annoys the hell out of Nya
Bites his nails
"Kai your hands are discusting"-Nya
Would probably get slapped a lot if he would say what he thinks
Is afraid of spiders
Dorito adiction (not only the hot ones)
Has 0 patience
Once slapped jay because he asked for the salt after being incredibly anoying to him (not a really hard slap just enough to scare him)
More hot than handsome (he kind of has the atitude that matches his face)
Cole
Big buff n cake luff
Tallest out of the ninja
Also has the biggest hands
Can't propperly hold knife and fork when at a restaurant because of this
Loves going outside and just laying there (preferably on grass or dirt but because they're on the bounty a lot he lies on wood planks a lot)
Gets sea sick
Isn't afraid to try new food
Hates breaking things (most of the time including rules)
Once he jumped belly down on his bed and broke it (he was devistated)
Speaks english and a little spanish
Looks like he could kill you but is actually a sinamon roll
Loves drawing (mostly with pencil)
He kind of has a hate-love relationship with rain (he loves watching it and going outside and just the feeling of it and the smell, but it turns the eath into mud and it gets a mess when he uses his elimental power)
Never kissed before
Bi
Can play the piano
Can sing a little (not amazing but hey its something)
Loves reading mistery books
Has trouble starting a new book (usually isn't over the old one yet)
Can't put a book down when he finally starts in one and takes it with him EVERYWHERE (a lot of times sensei has to take it from his hands so he can focus on training or actually eating breakfast)
Loves animals but is hella scared of them at first
"Cole come pet/hold this (animal)!" nahh im good i'll just watch from over here"
Is good with kid's but doesn't especially like them (i mean like they are okay but sometimes he finds them anoying and just needs some quiet)
Does groceries (with nya)
Likes to watch while Jay is playing video games (he's not really good at them but he does like them so win-win)
Jay is his best friend evenrhough they fight all the time
"Cole your cooking is shitty" "not as shitty as YOUR FACE"
Does his own laundry (well, half of it. The ninja have a rule that they can only have one laundry basket full and since cole is a lot bigger then most of them his clothes take more space)
Has a crush on Nya but won't make any moves because he knows how Jay feelf about her and Jay would never forgive him if he would
Looks hella good in a suit but hates wearing one because it's always to tight around his arms (and pretty much everywhere else)
Not really a softy but really cares about the emotions of other people and can't stand it when they're feeling bad
Is very proud of himself because together with zane he is the only one that doesn't cry when Mufasa dies in The Lion King
Really likes thay/chinese food
Never gets angry because he feels like he is really intimidating (what is true)
Doesn't really talks about his feelings until someone else shares theirs first
Keeps a cookiejar on top of the kitchen cabinets where no one can reach it (except Zane but he wouldn't do that)
Pretty patient and will warn you if he gets angry
"Jay stop i can't do this right now" "but-" "Jay no stop you are really annoying me right now"
Can whistle pretty good
Acts like he doesnt care but cares
Gets really upset when someone eats his chocolate (he still doesn't know who eats it but he's determent to find out)
Jay
Watches to much youtube
And vines
He's the one true meme lord (he held a meme competition with Lloyd but Lloyd lost so he is the meme prince)
Not a picky eater but just has a love for certain meals so he prefers to eat that over everything else (like way worse than normal people)
When he's nervous he can't stop talking
Always finishes last with diner because he spend most of the time talking to the others
Can't whistle
Has a huge ass crush on Nya
Really dislikes spiders (he's not really afraid but he still can't sleep if there is one making a web above his bed)
Cries the most in public out of all ninja (mostly fake because of a prank or to make a lie seem more real)
Finds everything funny
"Jay wth why are you laughing?" *jay points at scandal on the ground while laughing*
Shortest male ninja out of the group
Hates cole that cole hang the mirror in the bedroom because it hangs just a little too high for him (like he can see himself, but just his face when he stands up straight
Probably hetero
Nya was his first kiss
Kai still doesn't know because they think he'll flip
Had a little gay crush on Cole but like a really small one (probably more because he's really close to Cole and Cole always listens to him when he needs to rant about something and because Cole's pretty hot)
Doesn't drink at all (mostly because he knows Nya hates it when he or her brother drink, but he also thinks beer a little too bitter for his taste. he does still drinks 0.0% sometimes, but only when he ate a lot of sweets for a long time and he craves something else)
Actually hates rain but pretends to like it because he knows Nya loves it
Has a lot of inside jokes with different people
Couch hogger
His fav fruit is banana (is more of an veggie person tho)
Really loves spinach
When he was little and didn't want to eat his food his parents told him it was spinach)
He always eats to much snacks before diner so he eats a small portion
Everyone thinks he has ADHD but he hasn't
He does have light insomnia and it takes him atleast an hour and a half to fall asleep if not more
Knows a lot
Likes reading (reads more comics that actual books but also likes reading normal books)
His favorite genre is sci-fi
Loves fixing Zane together with Nya
Zane
Sometimes tends to react on non-serious things serious
Loves it when Jay and Nya are repairing him because there is a lot he doesn't know about his robo-body
Sometimes wonders if his emotions are real or that the computer part of him is just telling him this is how he should be feeling
Really quick reflexes
2nd tallest out of the ninja
Enjoys meditating with sensei sometimes
Feels misunderstood and sometimes left out because there are somethings that the other ninja do that he just doesn't understand
He can push away his emotions easy tho because he mostly relies on his head instead of his heart
The only time they saw him cry was when jay called him cold-hearted once (no pun intended). Jay really regrets it and later went to Zane's room to apologize and cried a little too
Doesn't really know what his sexual preference is. He kind of likes girls like the others, but he doesn't make a big deal of it.
Does not like being in the rain (spoiler season 5 i think) before he became the titanium ninja because he was afraid he would rust. After that he loved it and goes oustide a lot when it rains because he doesn't have to be afraid of that anymore
Drank beer before but he doesnt like the idea of being drunk so he doesn't drink. It's fun too without alcohol
Doesn't talk much during diner but really enjoys listening to everyone else talking and laughing
Usually does the laundry if sensei is sick (then he also washes Cole's clothes)
Let's Nya paint his nails because ot makes her really happy. He doesn't really understand why people care so much about 'what is for boys' and 'what is for girls' and he actually kind of likes it afterwards too and he thinks its a shame it already starts crumbling after a day. His favorite nail polish is the one with silver glitters.
Was the first one who knew Cole was bi
Was really cool about it ofcourse (pun intended hehe)
Has a small bed for his falcon
Also goes to talk to the falcon when he is upset
"whatever i'll go to talk to my falcon or something"
Has a lot of patience like A LOT
Doesn't talk much but says the best things and really says the things you need to hear at the moment
Likes Kai the least out of the ninja because he thinks Kai can be mean without a reason
Together with kai he is the only one who enjoys spicy food out of the ninja because it is a really extreme taste and as a nindroid he can have it
His face is perfectly symmetrical so you could say he is handsome
Body temperature depends on the weather
Nya once burned her hand on him when it was really hot outside (Zane felt really bad about it even if he didn't do something wrong)
Oldest but they don't excactly know how old (but somewhere between 25 and 50 years)
Lloyd
Talks to himself a lot
Loves plants (but only has cacti because he always forgets to water them and cacti dont die easy)
Loves drawing (he mostly makes pen drawing because he always looses his pencils and usually draws when he is bored
He is pretty good actually
He LOVES disney and they sometimes watch disney movies together
He has a disney playlist and he always sings disney songs
"i can show you tha world" "Lloyd stop no"
"Iiiiiiitts supercalifragilisticexpialidiocous" "supercali-what?" "omg Kai how do you not know that even Jay knows that"
Cries the most out of the ninja
Doesnt like being seen crying but if you ask him a second time if he is okay just to be sure he'll snap
Really insecure
Has no idea if he is handsome or not (he kind of thinks he is but then he looks in the mirror for a while and he is like 'nevermind im ugly lmao' but he is actually pretty darn handsome, but has like an unique face. He askes the others what they think about him when he gets in a 'brave' mood and they think he looks handsome (except for kai who actually has no idea) but he kind of thinks they are saying it because they know thats what he wants to hear and because they don't know his face as well as he does)
"kai do you think i'm handsome?" "sure dude" "but like average handsome or handsome handsome?" "wtf i don't know"
Doesn't like being put in a box (like clothing style or sexual preference or highschool stereotypes)
If you say something mean to him he will think about if for atleast a month
He hates giving presentations even tho he doesn't mind standing in front of a group of people when he is fooling around
Loves rain and snow
"OMG OMG OMG JAY IT'S SNOWING"
Really mature or really childish. There is no inbetween
Can whistle but really bad
Has never kissed and is convinced that girls don't like him (they do they REALLY do)
Meme prince
Out of the ninja the most shy about his body (what is a shame because he loves swimming. He still does go swimming with them and soon reallises that no one cares. Everytime this repeats itself)
Is really good with people but prefers to be alone or with a small group of friends (he kind of likes meeting new people but he is afraid he'll say something wrong or that they don't really like him but just don't say that to his face because 'that's rude')
Loves wool for some reason
Is a morning person. He doesn't need a lot of sleep (unless he's not feeling well mentally/physically) so he can scroll through instagram at 12:30 and be up at 6 without any problems
When he isn't feeling well he can actually sleep for like 12 hours a day
First one up on christmass day
Always hot or cold
Has like 6 blankets (one is fuzzy, one is really big, one is thin, one for when he's in the livingroom watching tv and it gets cold, one for on the floor next to his bed so his feet won't touch the cold floor in the morning and one that he takes with him to the diningtable for breakfast
When he's hot he gets cute little pink cheeks and tries to cool his face down (he sometimes asks zane to put his hands on his cheeks to cool them)
Can cook but not as good as Zane. He can make simple meals but sometimes does burn the hamburgers or adds to much salt
Mostly because he eats a lot of salt himself. The others hate it because they cant eat his food because of this
Really is a hugger but only with certain people. He won't admit it tho because he thinks everyone will find it weird but he really craves physical afection. (Also because his mom and dad weren't there when he was a kid and he didn't have a lot of friends or a girlfriend and he is to shy to ask for a hug)
Shuts everyone out when he is stressed (not before a battle tho, then he tries to be with everyone as much as possible)
He kind of understands why is mom left him and is kind of glad she is there for him now, but still doesn't understand some things... (Like why couldn't she come back earlier. He was already capable of taking care of himself so that couldn't have been the problem)
He doesn't really like it that his mother was together with Wu before his father became good (even tho he was happy for her and he did understand her choice) but he feels like it's none of his buisiness
Tearable at math (unless you make a story of it with things that interest him like 'if fritz donnigan would jump off a building that is 20 meters high with a rope atached to the pole that is...' Etc.)
3rd tallest out of the ninja
The youngest but the oldest (if you don't count Zane)
Really loves bordgames
Has ADD (ADHD without hyperactivity for those who don't know)
Loves animals a lot
"look a dog" "look horses!" "OMG is that an alpaca!?"
Loves strawberries the most. Also really loves pineapple but doesn't eat it too much because it hurts his mouth (does anyone else have that too?)
A fruit eater (he would love to eat like 4 pieces a day but because fruit still contains a lot of sugar he can't (sensei says so))
He is a very picky eater, so the ninja usually eat the same seven meals every week.
He hates vegetables (except green ones, he still kind of likes the green ones like spinach, broccoli, lettuce, endive and peas)
If someone cooks something he doesn't like he won't eat it.
He usually doesn't eat a dessert (sensei hates this because he can't say 'if you don' t eat your food you won't get a dessert' because Lloyd literally doesn't care and replies with 'pfft okay')
Listens to all kinds of music (can go from 3 days of grace to ariana grande)
Lets Nya paint his nails green sometimes but not on weekdays. He is afraid that other people will think its weird.
Sweet tooth (he once ate so much candy that he was really darn sick for a good three days)
Nya
Badass like really badass
"what do i get if i win? "
Still likes girly stuff tho
Loves painting her nails (and Zanes and sometimes Lloyds)
Actually doesn't like rain (pretents to love it because 'jay loves it'). When they found out they both don't like it they die with laughter and everytime it rains they joke about it
Loves repairing Zane with Jay
Does groceries (with Cole) and really enjoys that, because she feels like she and Cole hang out way too little
Has light dyslexia but its not really noticeable for others
Has a secret little sweet tooth and is the one eating Cole's chocolate
Not really competitive, but when Kai is bragging she has to beat him
Loves tropical islands (she has imaginairy planned a lot of trips for her and the ninja but she knows that they'll never happen)
Loves kai so much that she would die for him but he'd better not touch her charger or he's the one dying
Kind of clumsy (she breaks at least one thing a week and always ends up with a lot of bruises from walking into things)
Hates when kai makes sexist jokes
Definetly gets angry a lot (and looks really cute when she is)
Loves the sea (when they land the bounty in the sea she'll always sit on the edge with her feet in the water)
Wants to dress up as a mermaid with one of those tails
Has atleast broken 3 noses (one guy was trying out the wrong girl, one time when they were younger Kai was bullied by older kids and one time she accidentally broke jay's nose. He was sneeking up on her, trying to be funny and her instincts took over. She felt really bad and apoligized non stop for two weeks)
Jay and her also had their first kiss somewhere in those two weeks (it was really awkward tho because Jay had this thing on his broken nose)
Would definetly dress sexier if her brother wasn't around
"what the hell are you thinking you are not going out like that"-Kai
Will take every chance she has to wear a gala/cocktail dress
Loves men in suit
Had a crush on cole before and in the beginning of joining the team and had a hard time figuring out if she was over Cole and really liked Jay now, but she is over him
Really likes Jay but is annoyed by him. He also really needs a lot of attention and can sometimes make jokes on the wrong moments. But no one is perfect and she knows that and accepts him for who he is
Really likes popsicles
Eats a lot but doesn't get fat (even if she doesn't train)
Loves eyes (she is obsessed with Lloyd's eyes because "mostly they have like this REALLY green color but when he gets angry they are red and when he got his holden powers there was like this golden line in them and urg they're so pretty")
Loves horror games
She really enjoys playing it with Jay around because he DEFINETLY DOESN'T like horror and she finds it hilarious when he actually jumps at jumpscares
Could be a morning person but stays up too late so she is always tired and getting up is the hardest thing ever for her
Loves fashion and makeup (but her skin sometimes reacts really bad on some makeup so she doesn't wear it very often)
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charlyoddsox27 · 6 years
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its 6am, i havent slept, im bored, so im posting a list of the mercs in order of whom i like the most and reasons why, because thats something i should do i guess?
here goes
(spoilers for the comics down below but either way i think im the only person on earth who has never read them before now)
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~~1. Medic~~
reasons for being my favourite:
• fucking. look. at. him. 👌
• 'mad german doctor' is one of my favourite tropes and he is a pretty bang-on satirical depiction of it
• cute-ass german accent
• he has pet pidgeons hE LOVES HIS PIDGEON PALS THEY KEEP HIM COMPANY
• healers are the most respectable class imo and since Medic pretty much started it he's automatically the best, thats how it works right?
• he sold some random persons soul to satan in exchange for a ***ballpoint pen*** and can i just say, fucking mood??? (he is literally the "i'd sell you to satan for one cornchip" meme)
• "yes, Archimedes...I couldn't agree more." *shudders* b oi .. .
• so many more reasons to love this gross old doctor so little room in Tumblrs posts.
~~2. Spy~~
reasons for being my second favourite:
• cranky, done with everyones shit, just wants to be left alone, fucking mood
• he's a spy i mean c'mon. look at the swanky-ass suit, look at the class radiating from this asshole.
• he may be a dick but he has a soft side he's just too jaded to show it most of the time (see: Scouts death in the comics?? real tears. honestly wish they'd panned that out more.)
• masks are hot tbFH--
• he enjoys a nice glass of whisky by the fireplace and so do i (fun fact: france is the biggest importer of scottish whisky in the world so its a nice touch)
• shapeshifting is fucking cool are you serious like he can just. do that. what a legend
• "i have a cyanide pill in one of my molars, if i break it then spit some in your mouth before i die, we can avoid being tortured." *'heavy' bursts in to save them* "PFFTHBTHF--"
• "SEDUCE ME."
• arrogant frenchman is one of my other favourite tropes and this is the most arrogant frenchman ive ever seen
• he's the only fully sane Merc, maybe apart from Engie.
• people love to hate him bc he's an asshole but...come on. after working with all those other weirdos for years, you'd be pretty jaded too.
• as a gross shipper, he's the easiest and the most fun (imo) to ship with Medic (rip me)
~~3. Pyro~~
reasons for being my third favourite:
• would have tied with Soldier if it werent for that one picture of them in the comics holding a puppy over their head with the most adoring expression on their mask??? good Pyro. goodest Pyro.
• doesn't do much in the comics but makes up for it in pure charm. look at that soulless face and tell me you dont love it.
• ambiguous gender ambiguous gender amBIGUOUS GENDER AMBIGUOUS GENDER. she/he/they? trans? nb? whatever you headcanon, it'll never be confirmed so its literally up to your own imagination. fucking ace, Valve 👌👌👌
• likes to burn things. god damnit. they like to burn things, guys. but they enjoy it so much, you just cant hate them, you can only feel a sympathetic joy that this precious lunatic is having fun in their own little world.
• canonically mentally ill (schizoprenia? it could be hallucinogenic drugs but i like to think its schizophrenia.)
• pretty sure they burned a pair of pedophiles in the comics. at least i think thats what those panels were insinuating. "lets open an orphanage and have an endless supply of kids to--" sounds pretty red-flaggy to me tbh. plus they were the villains so, eh?
• bludgeoned a bear to death until its skull was pulp because it insulted their special interest. you go, Pyro.
• for a few bits in the comics they have a really cute family dynamic going on with other Mercs, Soldier for example."Miss Pauling, Pyros on my side of the car." "Miss Pauling, Pyro cut off my hand." fuckin' cuties.
• when they start putting on like 50 shirts to keep warm in the Russian mountains. chubby.
• a gas mask that can function as both badass, and completely adorable.
• just. everything about them. how could you not love them. they're not in the wrong, you are. stay away from my misunderstood child and let them burn things god damnit.
~~4. Soldier~~
look I'm sorry, I love Soldier and he was gonna be tied with Pyro but that fucking puppy drawing sold me.
• absolute gold every second he speaks. he could sneeze and i'll laugh.
• such a dumbass you cant get annoyed at him for it. like. just agree with him and move on. no point reasoning with a boulder. "haha! silly Miss Pauling, thinking theres different types of blood." Medic: "haha yes! indeed, silly."
• HUTTAH *NECK SNAP*
• i'm not American and even i can see how blatantly his character mocks stereotypical Patriotic Americans™. but its so dumb and laughable, its adorable.
• EVERYTHING ABOUT HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH ZHANNA IS A BLESSING. EVERYTHING.
• the first "meet the Mercs" video i ever saw was "meet the Soldier" so he holds a special place in my heart
• (preaches about experiencing the horrors of war; has never actually been to war. shh dont tell anyone though--) *neck gets snapped*
~~5. Demoman~~
• I'm Scottish. even though his accent is absolute garbage (no offense to the VA), any representation is very nice.
• Black AND Scottish?? i mean has a character like that even existed before TF2??? amazing example of representation right there. there are barely even any black people in Scotland, how did this happen. I love it. more of this, please.
• he's a drunk guy who blows shit up for shits and giggles and god I wish I could too, sounds like a miracle stress-reliever.
• his sassy black scottish mother. combining the stereotypical black mother with the stereotypical scottish mother is literally the best thing that ever happened.
• the bit in the comic where Medic explains that Demo can't remember what happened to his eye bc he scooped out part of his brain, and the look on Demo's face. just. the look.
• again, he's scottish, he's stereotypical, and he's awesome.
~~6. Sniper~~
• underrated
• piss jars. piss jars everywhere.
• "no dad, im not a crazed murdering lunatic, I'm an assassin. ...well one's a job and the other's mental sickness!!"
• "meet the Sniper" has kickass music
• ruffled gross old man who isn't actually old, he's just seen some SHIT
• actually given development in the comics + some really good scenes with Spy.
• so suave...so...handsome. handsome ruffled bushman. me like.
• he dies first in the comics but gets brought back and gets a cool-ass scar. and then he's just walking around naked everywhere for the rest of the comic. Medic, where the fuck did you put his clothes.
• isn't actually Australian. thats like one of the biggest twists in the comic. "no wonder i was never inhumanly strong and my chest hair didn't grow into the shape of Australia!!" Classic.
• says "bugger" a lot and i love that word
• he needs a hug, let me hug him. and give him a bath.
~~7. Heavy~~
I'm gonna be crucified for putting the big lad so low but i promise i dont dislike any of the Mercs. he'd be higher up but...ive never really liked big huge tank-men tbh :/
• loveable as fuck
• will murder you if you bully his puny little Medic
• i looove Russian accents omfg
• he like big gun. i can respect that.
• when Medic was killed and he went APESHIT on Classic!Heavy and I lost my fuckin' mind over that shit
• he probably has a soft spot for small cute animals. i love imagining him being swarmed by Medics flock of doves and petting them like "good bird...so many good bird..."
• actually smarter than people give him credit for???
• i really really wish his character was a lil more fleshed out but. that's just me. i love him but he doesn't have the same appeal to me as Medic or Spy.
• his entire relationship with Medic...ugh. yes. best friends and/or boyfriends. all good to me 👌
• he named his gun Sasha and that's adorable
~~8. Engineer~~
• gOD, FUCK, I REALLY WISH HE DID MORE IN THE COMICS. i barely know anything about his character. i like him a lot but...god, he...he doesn't...do.....anything.......
• he built a cool robot arm for himself and AI turrets and teleporter machines and guns that fire magic healing powers and immortality machines, in the 1960s. what. some kind of wizard fuckery is this.
• smoothest voice in the west
• "y'all"
~~9. Scout~~
oh god i really am gonna be crucified. i dont hate him i just. like him the least.
• shitboy
• reminds me of a shitty ex but also kinda relateable in a way
• some genuinely funny bits in the shorts.
• gross horny hetero teen boy with a god complex and serious daddy issues. also, he can't read. the "sex bom" tattoo on his chest will be an eternal testament to that. nice job, Spy. you raised him good.
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hoo boy there we go theres all the boys, all the beautiful boys (and Scout) in order of how much i love them. if i made any errors in my info about the canon, feel free to send me death threats 💙 (no seriously tell me though, being a newbie is embarrassing)
so uh. yeah. that took two hours to write. its now 8am. im still bored lol. bye i guess.
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I KNOW ITS BEEN LIKE 300 YEARS BUT-
5 things you’ll find in my bag
Right now theres uhh Notebooks, both school and 1 art. Drink mix ins, with such great flavors as sour apple jolly rancher and crush pineapple (tm) Two packs of cards, one of which steam punk themed and the other your regular ol bicycle. A calculator. Its a shitty old one but its for tests, i have google and shit for anything i need myself.
5 things you’ll find in my bedroom
A roommate. Idk if he is gay or what but he isnt straight, name’s will. Chill dude. Sleepin rn, what a fella MY SICK ASS COMPUTER IM MISSING OUT ON BECAUSE MY ROOMMATE IS ASLEEP AAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WANNA PLAY ROCKET LEAGUE WITHOUT LAGGING TO HELL also programming my mods. Need to upload that shit. Shit what number we on, 3? Okay cool. A bed. Wow really a bed in your bedrooM? yeah its pretty fuckin spectacular i know. I dont have posters n shit so like i gotta be creative you feel. A microfridge. Now i know what youre thinking, “ah a small fridge whats the big deal?” but no you dont understand, its a microwave fucking bolted onto the top of a fridge. They gave zero fucks attaching these two together and apparently the name is the same way, WHY NOT A FRIDGEWAVE EVEN LIKE MICROFRIDGE JUST SOUNDS LIKE A SMALL FRI- Last but not least, im tempted to just say my wallet here tbh, cuz its old but like, youd EXPECT that now would you? Something boring and mundane for me to fill out the word count with making everything super exciting so nah man, fuck it. Theres air in my bedroom. Fight me.
5 things I’ve always wanted to do in my life
Make a videogame. Like okay, a lot of stuff on this list is jokes and stuff, and I know im going into too much detail and my followers will probably murder me in cold blood for this shit, but im serious about this one like - i have some ideas, but i never have the motivation alone to like work whole-heartedly and finish one but like, at some point in the future id love to sit down and just go at it and make a game. Doesnt matter if its popular or big or small just i wanna make something that i love ya feel? I wanna like, go to newark, delaware. I know, its delaware and all, no one lives there, but ive met a bunch of cool people there and i was promised a donut run sometime, so lookin forward to that. Yknow that post awhile back that was like “i dont wanna be rich and like buy shit, i just wanna have enough money to throw at kickstarters whenever i want without having to strain on my food and rent costs” thats me. 100% Like i wanna have just enough money to be able to donate to cool people and watch them do cool shit - it wont always work out but thats fine, I just love shit. I wanna be able to donate like the high prize and fly out to meet these game studios for coffee and shit and just talk with em and see their passion and ideas. I love it. Im not actually really sure besides those. Like idk. I think itd be cool to enter a game tournament with my brother and win, but i doubt thatll happen and its not super like on my desires just itd be cool cuz we named ourselves Sora and Shiro after NGNL and to see that like, have us win would be great. Yeah. Ill make my fifth to think of a fifth one.
5 things on my to do list
FLOPPY DICKS i mean disks. Floppy disks. I do binding of isaac ab+ modding shit, and im currently working (its mostly done for what i want it to do) which adds a new consumable called floppy disks, effects are based on viruses, bugs, and just computer based shit. Like BSOD for instance, which makes the screen literately bluescreen. Or atleast look like it. Cant wait to watch people play with it. I gotta work on the programming class project too but honestly i dont waannnaaa. Like its cool as shit. Recreate a card game using c++ code. But man, i just love Apocrypha and Floppies so much more. Eat today???? Please. Dining hall opens in 3 hours. Its goddamn 4 am. I want my food. Dunno if ill get it - if ill stay awake till then. But i want it. Probably draw some stuff? Like i posted one drawing already (check it out if u wanna ;) kay?) but like theres wacom tablets here i can just kinda use whenever???? its great. I love being able to just draw stuff on em. Even if i suck at drawing, even if it took 10 hours to make the one i posted here, still love. Probably play more rocket league. Sleep first, soon as i get that food im CRASHIN BOI IM OUTTIE HA but uhh, rocket league has a halloween thing rn and i like playing it. Was playing earlier today and i matchd with a dude in 2v2 that had the same car, skin, AND colors set up as mine. Totaly random. We kicked some major ass together. I kept thinking of the same hat comic the entire time. (also my card was superior because it had furry ears on it ;))
5 things that make me happy
Getting an idea for a thing and working at said thing until like boom it went from this abstract idea to now it has a physical form and it works! And its fun and its great and i can share it with other people and they can have fun too!!!! that feeling is wonderful.  Obviously friends man. Just doing shit with people can be so great sometimes - like not all the time sure but like man. Its nice to talk to people and share experiences and just smile and tell bad jokes and have them groan but like it anyway like thats the shit. Going out at 2 am and walking to a nearby run down schoolyard and swinging on the swingsets and watching shooting stars burn up. Thats the good shit. Getting tents and setting em up in your friends back yard when your friend from far away comes up for a few days, and playing ridiculous games in a group like kick the can or fuckin zombie screaming your lungs out in the dark to freak em out, or just talkin around a fire about fuckin life man. The people make life great. Shits worth living for. I realize that last answer covered a LOT of shit but like, im just gonna add here videogames. Would be amiss if i didnt mention that, considering the rocket league rant above lmao. Yeah i better not make this category any longer.
5 things I’m (currently) into
Isaac modding, probably will be for awhile. Its good shit. As a suggestion from one of the people I work with (we also fuck around its a good time) i have started watching space dandy. Its a slow progress through lol like an episode or two a day but god man like its pretty ridiculous and the main character is pretty much everything i was expecting from seeing him everywhere. Rocket league again. It comes and goes with various different games to tide me over, give me a break from working. Bout 2 months ago or so said relaxing time was dominated by anime - i suddenly went on like a massive streak of watching shit. By that i mean, i watched all of hunter x hunter in like 2 weeks, among other shows prior to it. But yeah. Fuck man HXH I LOVED THE KING WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I have too many emotions about that. I wrote a rant to the Groupchat (tm) about the fucking battle and how everything is in slow motion but it fucking like makes it like foreshadowed and have so much of an impact and still so much fucking happens even while everything runs at super slow mo just GOD KLASFJBHUGHASFIUHIPJASK anyway. Yeah. Music, as always im listening to like constantly. Wireless headphones are a wonder for this, but uhh....i cant say im especially into any specific thing rn right? Like a bit ago i was super into joywave and then that faded out and now im just listening to whatever random shit, yknow? But I am into music in general. Its good. Art! A lot of times i dont do shit like for drawing right, like especially not in like pencil in notebooks but like, i sorta started doing a lot more art stuff? Like i had a period awhile back last year where i stopped using pencils and used only pens and i just loved the aesthetic of the ink like how it looked (funny how im doing the opposite of the fucking inktober though, huh?) but yeah im back into using pencils to draw shit occasionally. Im still terrible at drawing people (which is what i see mostly everyone drawing on tumblr lmao RIP) but its fun to sketch stuff out and just let my thoughts run and bounce to some music and shit right? Also the tablets. Especially with the tablets.
5 things people may not know about me (at least on tumblr)
I basically constantly wear sweatshirts, and they all have like earbuds where the strings go. All the earbud shits are broken pretty much, like occasionally they work (the one i have rn does) but like, i dont ever really use them? i have wireless headphones for my phone and a headset (because i need the mic for my computer) for said computer so like, idk. But yeah. I rarely take em off when im not home, and sometimes even when i am i just kinda keep em anyway? (also just now i realized i talked in the section for room shit about all the stuff in my current dorm, my room at home has all KINDS of wierd fucking shit in it. Really missed an opportunity there.) Like many people i like to stay hydrated and shit, but drinking water all the time seemed like a chore more than anything so i got like drink mix ins and shit, mio’s or whatever offbrand version you can find at your local SUPERSTORE CONGLOMERATE. I drink em like all the time pretty much so atleast im health in one way :P. Also gummy vitamins. I dont excercise but you can only ask for so much. Idk, its hard to think of things for this section because tumblr knows so little about me yknow? Like i never make my own posts or shit like its SUPER rare so im pretty much just tryna find random facts but that might not be interesting? Like i have a bad habbit of like talking way too loud when im excited about something right? Not quite yelling but like getting there and like idk. See? Thats not super interesting but it is something no one online would be able to really know ya feel? Idk. I mean physically im kinda fat as you do, but im also like wierdly strong? Like for someone who never works out i sure do have arm strength if nothing else lmao. My endurance is shit tho. Honestly? I can only blame it on osu and groceries. Osu is just a game i like where you mash buttons to the beat of weaboo shit tier music. The groceries is just because like, well, my policy is Least Trips Possible which means carrying in 13 bags at a time if need be it, fuck it milk too? And a watermellon? Bring it. 
Who am I tagging? Idk man. Just for shits and stuff tho i do wanna tag @theoriginalyami just to see what all’s changed in teh long time since i actually went to fill it out :P Dont feel like you have to add as much as me tho omg @milkchocolateowl because honestly? love you. Think about you a lot, just like glad im mutuals with that ray of sunshine. Good. @fantaledfish <3 (this is the friend i mentioned earlier, runs a QUALITY blog i guarantee it, better than mine for sure) @dragonfucker-supreme always top in my notes, a silent bond, like two guards assigned to watch back to back in the early dawn. Birds gather round. I can only tag so many people (i set myself a limit of 5 because...idk why i just mentally it felt right) so for my last trick gotta go with @ask-oncies-jizz like cmon man name changes for the win, also has quality icons and quality shitposts tbh, supreme top meme. Have fun yall.
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Do I love hating my life?
Almost 4 months since my last post, and I feel like a lot has happened. The Ex tried talking to me. There were the typical odd random reach outs. I gave in and decided to have dinner with him (i suggested it).. he’s breaking up with his gf. in fact they are now broken up and Im not sure why he told me. but he’s .. not good at communicating so he doesn’t really know how to do it right anyway. I ... miss him but I still kind of hate him. I mean, It’s impossible. I wanted him to be someone else and I married that person. There’s no way I can get past that - not any time soon.
I’ve stopped trying to date though. I’m STARTING to accept being alone a bit more. And getting less afraid of being alone forever. only slightly. But the reason I’m able to be less afraid of that is that I’m investing more in myself.
It turns out I don’t like my job. Well, it’s not so bad, but It makes me anxious. Almost daily. And... I’m just sick of that. This september marks my 14th year in this field. I’ve really REALLY given it a good go. I’ve made some strides. But I hate. I hate corporate communications. Even for a good organization that works for a cause I care about. It’s all bullshit.
But what do I do instead? that I don’t know. I know that I love drawing and toys and comics, cartoons etc - and I want to get into that. I don’t know if I could do it as a career that pays the bills but I do think that it is the only path - the only option I have for some sort of life fulfillment.
I tried my bet to get a dog. but I can’t afford it as a single person who works full time. My heart broke so much. I put all my hopes on that, and when I found out it wasn’t feasible, i felt devastated. My job will never fullfill me. And I’m alone. and I couldn’t even get a dog.
So i go further down this path. Drawing. I love it. I’m good at it. I want to get better. I want to do more of it and sell my work. I don’t think I’ll ever make much money off of it, if any sort of steady income - but... it’s like the opposite feeling I get from work.
I’m learning to think of things differently. I don’t have the naive assumption that I need to go to school and try to get into the industry - like I did when I was younger.
I’m so deathly afraid but I’m so sick of this. I feel like a weirdo - does no one else go crazy at the thought/feeling of having to wear certain clothing and not being able to tell stupid jokes? Bleh.
Also. Some days I hate life so much that I just want to fall into a small coma. 
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Hello! We have to write about our holidays so here I am. My holidays were really...Normal. For some maybe boring. But I don't think so. Even if most of my time I spent on laptop. I don't have many friends near my house. Most of them live in other towns, really far from me. But we have Facebook! Ninety-nine percent of my time im chatting with them. We have our own group chat even if there's only three of us. We like same things but that's not most important. It's kind of friendship that just exist no matter what you're interested in. I don't even remember how our friendship started. It was...Maybe four years ago? Something like that. A true accident. It's hard to me to hold a friendship with other people. Along with time we're forgetting about other and that's how everything ends. But not with these two girls. We just can't stop talking. Somethimes we're calling each other because we want to hear ourselves. Especially one friend who I can easilly call my best friend or even a soulmate. Her name is Ola. She's a nerd like me so we're talking or chatting whole day. And we can't get bored of it. We're writing something called Role Play. How can I describe it...It's like writing a story but with another person. You're creating characters and you play them. Actually our friendship started because of that. And now we can write a story for about six months and don't get bored of it. Now we're writing it too. A fantasy of course. It's more interesting than normal stories. We can just put there everything we want. Creating your own story with someone close to your heart is really funny. Time is passing really fast. Sometimes I think how would it end if someday we publish a book based on one of our Role Plays! We create funny, serious, sad and even romantic moments. I can say that what we're writing is a part of my life. I spent most of my free time on it. And Im glad of it. It's really good way to have fun and raise your writing skills. (We're actually writing a really dramatic moment and our characters are suffering emotionally. But it's for something bigger! For a good plot! I have to stand it somehow even if my poor creations are in despair now. I will reward them with peacefull days later.) But I wasn't Role Playing for all time. I was helping my mum too. Im always helping her with washing dishes and brooming terrace. And always at Saturdays. It's helpful with spending time. At Saturdays Chinese Cartoons (Actually Japanese but whatever) are airing and I have to wait whole day to watch it online. It's annoying! Waiting makes me angry. When we're done with brooming episodes are usually online and I can watch them peacefully. Okay, maybe not. Im always screaming when somethin epic happens. Or I see a character Im in love with. And of course Im crying because something bad happens to my lovely characters and then everything in my life is ruined. For about an hour. When I calm myself down Im going back to watching or something else if I end every show that aired this day. But this isn't all! You could not belive me, BUT I WASN'T SITTING IN HOUSE WHOLE TIME! Yes I was at horse riding camp! For about two weeks. But still at evenings I was talking with Ola. We just can't live without talking or chatting to each other. But let's get back to the camp. Two weeks with working in stables, taking care of horses, riding them and playing with other girls. It was really funny! My best friend on camp was a girl called Wiktoria. She hadn't had same interests as me but that wasn't important because we just liked spending time with each other and doing crazy things. One day a bee sting her in her leg and I had to carry her from a paddock to our house. Other girls from my room were taking photos of us. We looked really silly then. I added two best photos of us at the top. I really like them. I rarely look good on photos. Two weeks passed really fast and I was at my room aka bunker again. Finally I can sleep to 12 am. And I had to watch latest episodes of Chinese Cartoons! I couldn't watch them at the camp. Shame, shame, shame. And everything went back to normall. I was chatting and writing Role Play with Ola again. Helping mum at Saturdays, watching new series and episodes that're airing in this season. I found a lot of beautiful and amazing new things this holidays. Of course Im talking about Chinese Cartoons, artworks and music. I love listening to music. It's with me every second of my life. Well in most time. Whenever Im on my laptop Im listening to something. I can't write Role Play without climatic music. For example, when it's sad moment I play slow and piano music. Usually from games or series I love. Sometimes it makes me really emotional and Im starting to cry. Sound weird but that's how it is. I love collecting artworks from different series. It think I can call it my hobby. I know many pages which artist adds their works and I save the ones I like. I can spend whole day searching for the most beautiful arts. It's really addictive! When I start I can't stop until I save over one hundred arts. Okay, that's not a hobby. That's an obssesion. This Holidays number of my saved arts striked to over thirty thousands! AND IM NOT JOKING. I have exactly 34 263 pictures and 444 folders. I think I should start treating myself from this. But Im proud of this collection. And It's still growing! I wonder when will my laptop run out of memory to save more. The artwork in background of this blog is my favourite female character and one of her best arts. I couldn't decide which should I choose and I ended up sitting for half an hour and deciding. Geez. So many new series. I already have a lot to watch but they're still coming! And Im too lazy to watch it. Yeah that level of laziness really exists. Im happy especially of one series that I decided to watch. I started it a long time ago but i dropped it. I think I just grew up enough to understand it and like it. But something tragic happened. I just fell in love with it and again I can't decide about my favourite series or character. I even sympathize myself with protagonist. Thank goodness it's a really long series. First season has about 102 episodes. Secont has only 12 but that's okay. Everything comes from comic that is...Inspiration? I don't know. I have forgotten that one word don't beat me please. I hope you understand what I have on my mind. But let's come back. New chapters are still coming out but unfortunately author is sick and can't draw so we have have really long breaks between chapters. The shortest break was about six months. Pretty long, yeah? It's been five years since we saw my second favourite character...Okay, maybe third. I said earlier that I can't decide. It's painfull because there're so many plot twist and sometimes I can't understand what's going on. But Im okay with that. Im angry at myself because I keep creating crazy theories that will never happen. But we don't know! This author is unpredictable! I just want my lovely protagonist to be happy and I will be okay. But he isn't right now so my soul can't rest in peace. It was supposed to be blog about Holidays but I had to start writing about something totally diffrent. As always. Okay I think it's best moment to end this blog. It's starting to be really weird and private. Some people might think my Holidays were really boring and I done nothing positive. That's not true. I liked them very much. And still they were too short! I still have too many series to watch...And think about crazy plot twists in my Role Play with Ola. I think that's all. Thanks for reading! Oh. That picture at the end is a meme because I like memes. And it decribes my Holidays perfect so I think it fits there. Please note that I wrote this in middle of Saturday night just because I was waiting for Ola to respond me in Role Play. I had to find something to do except scrolling random posts on facebook. And Im not joking. 100% truth. JUST BELIVE ME PLEASE. Peace~
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righteousfury90 · 7 years
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Unique Asks
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?  Pandora, but Spotify is better and I’m slowly using it more
is your room messy or clean? Depends on the Day, somedays the tornado of an art person hits hit, and then other days its lke American Psycho clean
what color are your eyes? A lovely shade of Brown
do you like your name? why? Yea I love all my names, but my real first name is great because its pretty unique and people butcher the pronunciation of it all the time (You should ask me what it is)
what is your relationship status? Currently Single but im working to change that
describe your personality in 3 words or less The Coolest Geek
what color hair do you have? Black
what kind of car do you drive? color? I dont have a car, thanks for rubbing it in
where do you shop? Shop for what...clothes..food because the answer to both is walmart
how would you describe your style? The Coolest Geek
favorite social media account? Tumblr and Im not just saying that because this is Tumblr lol
what size bed do you have? A full I think...I sleep on my floor
any siblings? Yep 3 sisters and 2 brothers
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? Somewhere in Europe so I could experience the different countries that are only a train ride away
favorite snapchat filter? I dont normally mess with the filters on snapchat
favorite makeup brand(s) I tend to go with the all natural look so I dont really have a favorite brand per’se
how many times a week do you shower? 6 normally (I tend not to go or do anything of Sundays so why bother)
favorite tv show? Currently Steven Universe but my all time favorite is Avatar the Last Airbender
shoe size? 13 or 13 1′2
how tall are you? 6′4
sandals or sneakers? Sneakers
do you go to the gym? I do not, but I walk a hell of alot ( you know not having a car and all)
describe your dream date Simple, maybe dinner, then just walking around a nice downtown area and just talking  and enjoying the company of the date (i know that sounds hella lame, but hey the simple things in life are the best)
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? zero, i dont like holding on to cash
what color socks are you wearing? red and black (they're Star wars themed)
how many pillows do you sleep with? 3
do you have a job? what do you do? Yes, Im a bouncer at a night club and I toss riff raff to the streets when they get to riff raffy
how many friends do you have? alot but only a few real good friends that i can count on night and day
whats the worst thing you have ever done? Punch one of my best friends ( which is a girl) in the face but I swear it was completely unintentional....both times
whats your favorite candle scent? Hawaiian Breeze
3 favorite boy names Alexander, Jay, William
3 favorite girl names Genevieve, Giselle, Alexandria
favorite actor? Either Keanu Reeves or Idris Elba
favorite actress? Emma Watson
who is your celebrity crush? Emma Watson and Daisy Ridley
favorite movie? Star Wars...all of them
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I do read, my favorites are the Count of Monte Cristo, and a random book Called Empires of Sand by David Ball
money or brains? Brains all day
do you have a nickname? what is it? Gus is my nickname
how many times have you been to the hospital? Ive never been hurt or sick enough to be in a hosptial, however I have been to an emergency room a couple times
top 10 favorite songs Wordless Chorus - My Morning Jacket, Thats what I like - Bruno Mars, Company- Justin Beiber, Everlong- Foo Fighters, Supersoaker- Kings of Leon, Hello, Erykah Badu and Andre 3000, Sober- Childish Gambino, Suffocate- Sevendust, Halftime - Amy Winhouse, and Europa- Santana
do you take any medications daily? no
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) It can be really dry at times
what is your biggest fear? Not doing anything with my life  and really really small spaces ( im a bit claustrophobic)
how many kids do you want? 2 would be perfect Girl and a Boy, but ultimately that is up to my future wife, cause I cant be cashing checks her uterus cant or wont cash
whats your go to hair style? Low fade
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) I live in a nice sized apartment that Im going to have to move out of in a couple months
who is your role model? Sam Liu a comic book artist
what was the last compliment you received?  and I quote “Oh my god that smile though!”
what was the last text you sent? Telling someone I was going to ask my friend who works at my apartment complex about our pool ( Which was much shorter than my explanation of it lol)
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? Like 6 we didnt have a chimney and I was like does dude like just break into houses
what is your dream car? 1969 Dodge Charger
opinion on smoking? To each’s own right
do you go to college? I did and I’m trying to go back for grad school
what is your dream job? To work for ILM the company that does the SFX for the Marvel and Star Wars movies and some others
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Suburbs
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? I used to as a teenager, but I never used them so I dont anymore
do you have freckles? I do not
do you smile for pictures? When I have to take a pic I do, but normally I dont
how many pictures do you have on your phone? like 16
have you ever peed in the woods? Yea, who hasnt
do you still watch cartoons? Vigorously, cartoons are my life
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? I really enjoy both
Favorite dipping sauce? Ranch
what do you wear to bed? Gym shorts and a t shirt
have you ever won a spelling bee? No I deliberately threw one in the 6th grade cause I didnt want to be in it in the first place ( I misspelled Tiptoes as Tiptoed)
what are your hobbies? Drawing, Collecting comic books, Playing Videogames you know typical geek stuff
can you draw? I like to think so,I do have an Art Degree
do you play an instrument? No, but I want to learn either the harmonica or the guitar
what was the last concert you saw? Smash Mouth like a year ago right in the park by my apartment complex
tea or coffee? Tea, Green Tea to be exact
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Eww neither, Krispy Kreme is the winner
do you want to get married?At some point in life
what is your crush’s first and last initial? A.S.
are you going to change your last name when you get married? Naw, and if the wife doesnt  that will be just fine
what color looks best on you? Red and Black
do you miss anyone right now? yea that A.S. Havent seen her in person for a couple weeks
do you sleep with your door open or closed? Closed
do you believe in ghosts? yep
what is your biggest pet peeve? When people ask me for advice but go a do the exact opposite or keep doing the thing ( or person in alot of cases) in lue of the advice I had just given
last person you called? My momma
favorite ice cream flavor? Cookies and Cream
regular oreos or golden oreos? Regular, but at the end of the day both are still oreos and Ill eat the hell out of either one thats available
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? CHOCOLATE!!!
what shirt are you wearing? A Star wars shirt
what is your phone background? Steven Universe Backgrounds
are you outgoing or shy? Im an ambivert, while I dont mind being outgoing that alot of times where I content with not talking to people ( makes me really good at my job)
do you like it when people play with your hair? I do, but it doesnt happen to often, because one, most girls that would play in my hair are shorter than me, and two, the situation where it would happen, never happens
do you like your neighbors? I dont know them
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? whenever I take a shower
have you ever been high? Yea, super high....like I saw through time and space
have you ever been drunk? Once, I have the alcohol tolerance of a god
last thing you ate? Some Chicken
favorite lyrics right now?  What's a mob to a king? What's a king to a god? What's a god to a non-believer Who don't believe in anything?
summer or winter? Winter, I dont like the notion that Im slowly roasted in the summer, and theres only a finite amount of cloths you can take off but still be hot, Winter it the time of cuddles (ILL CUDDLE YOUR FACE OFF)
day or night? Night
dark, milk, or white chocolate? Milk Chocolate all day. CHOCOLATE!!!
favorite month? December, Winter Solstice, My Birthday, Christmas  and saying bye to the old year.
what is your zodiac sign? Sagittarius
who was the last person you cried in front of? Im not a big crier, pretty sure the last time was after getting spanked as a kid
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