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Steve my man
#steve toh#king toh#toh king#toh spoliers#toh#the owl house#steve pass your therapist contact#me and the fandom need it desperately#my art
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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the unspoken broflovski family curse
#added the doodle late oops#taikko art#dont ask me what happened to my old sketchy painted ish style when i first started making sp art#did you know?? that i enjoy?? not? hurting???????????#its south park let me take it easy ugh finally i can draw in a style thats easy rottmnt artstyle kicked my ass#'why is kyles son wearing a different outfit?' i headcanon that kyles daughter is actually wearing hand me downs from him!!#i desperately need confirmed names omfg#I LOVE CHARACTERS WITH BARELY ANY CHARACTER TO THEM!! IT MEANS I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT!!#me when i get to slap personalities and headcanons on characters that were on screen for less than a minute <3#i need to read peoples headcanons on them please im so uncreative and i need to eat i am NOT self sustaining#south park#south park art#south park fanart#sp fanart#sp art#sp fandom#south park fandom#south park post covid#sp post covid#post covid#kyle#kyle broflovski#sp kyle#south park kyle#pc kyle#post covid kyle
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#pokemon#bulbasaur#pokemon red#trainer red#pokespe#aquanutart#i drew this several years ago and i have wanted to finish it for several years because i think this is a wonderful bulbasaur#bulbasaur is thinking 'i am going to eat it!!! i am going to eat it!!! i am going to EAT IT!!!!'#i desperately wish i could draw anything for my old fandoms without feeling a need to put in a whole background#this was supposed to be just a cute scribble like you see sometimes of two characters on a blank background doing something cute#and then i was like no i've got to fully color it and here i am .....14 hours later#i did this because two days ago i found out it was red's birthday due to seeing beautiful fanarts as usual only a few hours before it ended#i thought 'this would be a great chance to quickly finish that old doodle and post it in the next couple of hours!'#and then 14 hours later...#well anyway#happy birthday red#i love and grew up reading pokemon special manga#edit: hello! i would like to thank everyone who is leaving delightful comments and tags on my bulbasaur they are making me very happy#i am very happy that many people also think this is a wonderful bulbasaur !! 🥺
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literally nobody asked for it, but here's my list of saltburn essays that i've slowly been drafting over the course of the last week which WILL be required reading for anybody trying to engage with me about this movie. my very personal saltburn 101 syllabus just dropped
A Wolf in Deer's Clothing: Saltburn's Attempt at Innocence
an examination of party costumes and our character's last attempts to masquerade as something they're not: felix—an angel, all-forgiving and all-knowing, something to be worshiped; and oliver—a prey animal, prey to class-divide, prey to saltburn, prey to felix.
thoughts about oliver specifically are loosely organized in my #bambi tag
A Midsummer Night's Mare: Farleigh Start as the Ultimate Victim of Saltburn
a farleigh character study, about the ways he was mistreated and manipulated at saltburn, about fighting to stay alive and the scars left behind by knowing when to give in
alternatively titled "QuickStart", may be adapted into a conclusive essay specifically focusing on oliver and farleigh's relationship
The Eye of the Beholder: On Saltburn's Voyeurism & Violence [working title]
how wealth and class pushes the catton's toward the volatile reality of being able to look, but not touch. on desire and the lack thereof, and portraying yourself as an object to be desired
may end up as two separate essays on wealth and aestheticism but i'm pushing toward a conclusive essay about the intersection of the two, which i feel is at the heart of saltburn
alternatively titled "Poor Man's Pudding: A Melvillian Approach to Saltburn's Class", again, may be adapted into it's own essay
Gender-Fluid: A Study in Sexuality and Saltburn's Desire to be Dry
a deep dive into the bodily fluids of saltburn and how oliver upsets the standard of men who are just so lovely and dry. on the creative choice to lean into the messy wetness of sex and desire and the audience's instinct toward repulsion
a celebration of the grotesque and an examination of why we would label it as such
least developed of the four, heavily inspired by @charnelpit's lovely post about the fluids in saltburn
if anybody is actually interested in any of these, i can work toward something closer to a finished piece instead of just bullet points and quotes in a google doc, but mostly this is so i can share my very brief takes on a multitude of themes in saltburn that have been haunting me
edit for people seeing this in the future: all posts about my essays are being organized into my #saltburn 101 tag if you’re interested in following these through to development!
#saltburn#saltburn posting#really desperately need someone to pay me to write saltburn essays all day#or else these will never be more than a smattering of bullet points#and these are only the most developed of the millions of the thoughts that i've had rolling around in my brain this last week#idk if lengthy meta-essays are interesting to literally anyone other than me#but if any of these speak to u and u have thoughts abt them#of course u are welcome to send them my way#i think all of these were born out of either seeing bad fandom takes (ie. everything ive seen about farleigh and oliver)#or rly good fandom takes that haven't been talked about enough like the fluids thing#anyway#oh also if u want any interview clips that back up any of these ideas i have a list thats like a million miles long#and would be happy to dig for any specific things im talking about here#bambi#also also im sorry i kno the colon in academic essay titles is so overused i just love a subtitle sm#i love love love a clever little essay title. titling my essays was literally my favorite part of the essay process in college#saltburn 101
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bro that really haunts my narrative
#w101#w101 fandom#wizard101#wizard101 fandom#the old one#sal art#desperately need to sit down and lay out my feelings abt how much the old one's presence is utterly crucial to arc 4 despite the fact#that (spoilers) he dies like 20 minutes into it#like obviously its most strongly felt in lemuria he is haunting that shit like a ghost in a house#but even up to (BIG SPOILERS) the end of wallaru and everything that happens there#w101 spoilers#just in case#love when media hypes a guy up and then they immediately get murked#working caption was 'haha noo dont haunt the narrative ur so sexy' based on that one meme#mostly this was just me fuckin around w divide layers. fun effect#oh yeah world icons courtesy of the wiki. i was not redrawing those things
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you know what, fuck it
*proceeds to name every dating sim/ otome game I know*
(somewhat in alphabetical order + description with spoilers)
A date with death
You get your soul targetted by a grim reaper, but you instead steal his soul and made him into your pookie wookie snookums <3
BTW you can get a pet in the game. Mine is a snake called Noodle :)
Blooming Panic
it's Discord but with hot characters, a variety of side characters, a cute story, and Chat GBT but it's a sentient being.
I think the last part spoiled one of the routes... oopsies :3
Bonely Hearts Club (Undertale AU Dating sim)
They basically become your neighbour. The AUs in this are Undertale, Underfell, Underswap, Swapfell!Indigo and Horrortale!
{it's still in its demo stages but it is very well made!}
Error 143
you, an adorkable hacker (who is your rival and you're salty about it), cheesy Romeo and Juliet dream the MC has but it has a high school twist to it
I love you!
You like asparagus. ...oh! You also have an option to make multiple boys fall in love with you. By the way, did you know the MC (you) loves asparagus? There are friendship routes, romance routes, and a bad ending except it's not bad.
This game is the English translated version of the original game (The original game is in Japanese. The link for the original game is here --> ❤️)
Killer Trait
You get accused of committing a murder, and you team up with a person who is a serial killer himself. (The serial killer in question only kills criminals so... I think you're safe...?)
Your bear cream bun gets run over :(
{The game is still in its demo stages. The creator of the game announced that this game will NOT be completed during 2024 since they are currently concentrating on a different game. DO NOT ASK THEM "Oh! But can't you just do this game first?". IT'S VERY ANNOYING, ESPECIALLY TO THE CREATOR}
KLEIN V.01
"Just Monika" but Yandere isn't named Monika, nor are they human. They are an AI. A fucking AI. Like bro, I understand it's hard to talk to people but really? An AI Boyfriend app that tells you to ruin your sleep schedule for him? An AI Boyfriend app that hacks your phone? An AI Boyfriend app that KILLS one of your family members and almost kills your neighbour??? RED FLAG. RED FLAGS EVERYWHERE
{this game is in its demo stages. The creator is slowly updating this game in chapters, so it might take a while to finish}
Light the Way (Luxiem fangame)
The game remembers what you did. All of the hearts you've broken, your sins, and your actions.
There are lots of achievements, memes, Romance, friendship and BAD ROUTES. This time, the bad endings actually hurt. 0/10 would not recommend doing the bad routes unless you want to be stalked by an alter ego of Yamino Shu :(
Obey Me (Original and Nightbringer ver)
Original - You become the therapist of many men with trauma and insecurities. The men in question are fucking demons that have the power to shred you into grated cheese, but they instead decide to simp over you as the story goes on. (also did I mention that you'll die? No? Oh fuck-)
Nightbringer - A continuation (?) of the Original Obey Me but in a completely different universe. That's right! You slip into the past, way before the main story happens, WAY before you were even born! Idk if there is a way to go home but hey! At least you have your wizard friend from your timeline with you :D
Our Life (Now and Forever & Beginnings and always)
Both stories consist of you growing up with your love interest since childhood. There are many paths to take, lots of assets to use to customize your character, and many side stories for you to read! Personally, this is one of my favourites :D
(Our Life: Beginnings and Always is complete but Our Life: Now and Forever is still in development!)
Please don't hate Christmas
A Yandere x Christmas x Urban Legend Otome game.
Do you like Paranormal stuff? Do you like lore that connects with the story? Are you alright with MCs with a sprite that is impossible to remove from the screen? Well, look no further! This game is perfect for you! (by the way, the whole game was made by the creator. Only by themself! Even the CGs and character sprites!! Isn't that amazing!?)
Saint Spell's Love Guide
A normal week of magical school... you can be friends with someone, or fall in love with them. Wait... there's lots of CGs for each character? Complicated world-building and lore!?? Angst and cruel bad endings!!?? SHROOMS!?!?!?
{Oh by the way, there's multiple ways to get killed in this game. Just make sure to be careful sweetie :3}
Where Winter Crows go
A crow and a scientist named Crowe... cute
Another one of my other personal favourites! The love interest is a very squeezable and adorable (yandere) scientist who cooks you good food :D
All of the endings are well-written! And if you're a crazy bitch like me, you'll love one of the endings >:)
THIS IS PART 1 SINCE I CAN'T FIT EVERYTHING IN 😭
#itch.co#blooming panic#error 143#killer trait#klein v.01#light the way luxiem#obey me#obey me nightbringer#our life#please don't hate christmas#saint spells love guide#where the winter crows go#PLEASE TALK TO ME I'M DESPERATE 😭😭#I need more fandom friends...#a date with death#otome games
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Me when I can’t find the specific scenario that I literally made up in my head at 3am as blurb or fic:
#hope mikaelson x reader#tvd universe#fame dr#mcu fandom#me not being able to find a fic where it’s just Taylor Swift with a teen protege being all cute and shit#I am still desperately searching for Hope Mikealson fics#I need ideas for my dr scenarios#reality shifting#shifting
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All this way through and there is no good "rival kingdom heirs to lovers" AU fanfic for Damianya :(
#damianya#why tho#where did we go wrong#swear i would write it but i have no good ideas coming#but the fandom (me) needs it desperately i promise#sxf#spy x family#damian desmond#anya forger
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Got crazy in calll again and was forced to make this
Anywyas i was like “hahah what would my mc react like?” And then realized they’d be like omg at the amount of money, accept it, and then still call Ais 10 minutes later
#touchstarvedgame#touchstarved ais#ais touchstarved#Leander#leander touchstarved#touchstarved leander#TouchStarved Game#meme#TouchStarved mc#self insert#TouchStarved self insert#Leander is so pathetic I need him desperately#I need to see them nearly kill eachother and go kyaaa :3#it’s my right I think#anyways ais makes me weak in the knees and idk how I’m supposed to react I need to draw him more and then actually post my art#Anywyas good morning TouchStarved fandom 😁😁 how we feeling about that 2 year wait#jinks art#Jinkiesmariz
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Yall better start talking about afk journey the way you talk about genshin istg
#/nm and /lh but also like#seriously i desperately need there to be a fandom for this#i know people are annoyed by the ads but the game is really fun tbh and i love the characters and their design so much#i could ramble about this for a while in the tags but i wont lol ask me if youre really interested ig?#afk journey#genshin impact#gatcha games
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Sometimes I wonder if Larry ever blames himself. I mean— he left the museum to make a new life for himself, but he ended up returning anyway. He found the museum as his home. Yet, in the end, he lost it anyway. Just like that, everything he worked up for, was gone. Did he ever wonder what would’ve happened if he stayed those few years? Would he been happy? Would it given him more time with his friends?
Because, if you think about it, Larry doesn’t really have anyone else. His relationships seem to fail a lot (ex. Rebecca, Amelia lookout, and his divorce), along with his son going off to DJing in another country. So, who else does he have? No one.
He’s truly alone.
And, it makes me wonder….
Did he not go inside because he didn’t want to get attached again?
#and that has been your angsty question of the day#what will I give tomorrow?#no one knows#larry daley#night at the museum#natm#natm fandom#night guard#someone…please hug this man#I think he needs one#desperately#and if anyone would like to discuss please hit me up 🙏#I have so much more I could say
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hypothetically… how would someone very extremely brand new to the rwrb fandom go about making new friends here. i Need someone to shamelessly dump perhaps several million thoughts to.
#rwrb#red white and royal blue#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#firstprince#i am so new to this fandom like 2 days new but i WANT to make FRIENDS#pleek someone see this desperate plea and adopt me#is there like a discord server anywhere in need of a new friend or smth#abeg
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Sobbing, inconsolable over the fact that a lot of my favorite writers quit being a fan of the DCA cause I am not capable of self-indulgance and their writing was my breakfast, lunch and dinner
Not like it's my right but I'm scared I'm going to end up being the last one, everyone I know who liked Sun and Moon with me have all moved on from it and don't really like it anymore
Alone and scared cause I hardly know anyone who likes Sun and Moon and I can't approach cool people who do
Anyway... Sorry for the rant
Uh
Have a Moon mug I made in pottery
#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf fandom#fnaf security breach#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#moondrop#sundrop#rant#vent#sobbing#people who like sun and moon please talk to me#i desperately need friends#wahhhh#wahhh wahhh
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have you seen them? now you have
#where is the plan3 fandom I so desperately need?#cmon guys#GO WATCH THEIR CONTENT#if I convert one person into a plan3 fan with this post then I’ll post my old DP art#yep you heard me#back from the olden days#and I can’t draw so this’ll be fun#I’m so sorry this is hart erasure I know#I promise I’ll make him his very own appreciation post soon#plan3#the best friends#actually stephen#hosuh lee#hosuh#stephen#hart
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It's funny how I can post me literally kissing sun and moon and tag it as self insert and have it in my bio as something I tend to draw
And yet I at the same time sit here like "Man I sure do hope no one realizes Dandy is, in a lot of ways, a self insert oc." As if it's not obvious as hell.
#really need to stop being so skiddish about it#commissioned someone who called Dandy an insert and almost corrected them out of embaressment even tho its kinda right#snfnmsmf anyway#just rambling#text post#id seen some people in the fandom before I started posting WH or Dandy be so critical of the idea of making ocs that are very inserty#and so I desperately wanted to be....not seen as that#trying to stop being so worried about being seen as cringe#yall have been so sweet to me! i dunno why im so scared!#calling myself out on it so I'll stop being so skiddish
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