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lilyfilmz · 6 days
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IGH THIS GIRL IS SO BEAUTIFUL BUT SHES SO MUCH SMALLER THAN ME AND IM NOT CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO TALK YO HER YET
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malsyearning · 7 hours
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pov i’ve spent the last 34 hours begging for my ex boyfriend back just to find out today that he’s dating my bestfriend since seventh grade and im not ever actually gonna get him back. tbh it’s a good reason to keep getting skinnier because she’s smaller than me and if he wants that more maybe i just need to lose more weight.
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thynly · 6 months
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the thinspo no one is talking abt:
getting on an airplane and having to tighten seat belt alllllll the way
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yourlosingdog · 1 month
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Getting too skinny so...
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my ex who claims they also have eating issues will stop acting like we're the same when I'm actually losing weight and they never lose any..
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greekdaintyboys · 2 years
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Stupid things my Ed makes me think. Part 3.
Buying workout clothes makes me feel like a fraud and that I don’t deserve them because I’m not skinny yet. Which results in me not having any proper workout clothes when I workout. (Which has been a lot recently)
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strawbearyhoney · 4 months
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Just say you hate ppl with eating disorders and go
if someone were to promote depression ( literally using a pro-depression tag and telling other people how to get more depressed and encouraging others to self harm and be miserable ) and i said ' tumblr should block that tag ' would you say i hated ppl who suffer froam depression . lol
i have ppl close to me who have suffered from eating disorders and i have a complicated relationship with food myself . its one thing for ppl struggling with an ed to have a space to talk about it , to connect with other people going through the same thing , even to vent about it / their challenging thoughts and talk about when they relapse . its another thing entirely to make posts like " fat ppl are ugly disgusting monsters you have to be skinny pale and frail to be worth anything or beautiful " and then plop urself right into an echo chamber of people obessing and nodding along liek yes yes i must be thin i must be thin all i want is to be thin im disgusting
you are going to die . full stop . you are going to die . your organs will fail and your hair will fall out and your teeth will wear down from the acid of you throwing up so often . you are going to die and it wont be pretty . you are going to die if you do not get out . eating disorders kill people , full stop . liek i need you to understand how serious this is . you either recover or youre dead . this isnt me saying " i dont liek that these people are talking about something thats bad " or " ppl struggling with this should have no spaces to talk about what theyre going through " , this is me saying " the pro ana tag is so incredibly dangerous and tumblr should block it liek theyve blocked countless of other way less harmful tags " . this is me saying im begging you to do some reserach to get out of the echo chamber and i know its not that easy and you cant just say ' wow ur right im healed now thanks ' , but you have to want to get better and that starts with cutting out " thinspo " and to stop encouraging eachother to slowly kill yourselves
liek there are a host of other problems too . the fatphobia is an obvious one , but also the colourism , racism , etc . the pro ana / thinspo communities are obsessed with reaching this ideal of a skinny pale waif , so many blog titles and urls are centered around being ~ fragile ~ and ~ pure ~ and they only ever focus on white girls ( or apparently kpop stars now ) . its an incredibly toxic place . " meanspo " is a thing now ?? i couldnt stomach too much of it
but without getting into the ~ discourse ~ or how ~ problematic ~ those communities are . putting that aside . youre going to die . full stop you either recover from an ed or it kills you . and some people with eds are suicidal and that wont deterr them , for some their goal is to wither away into nothingness . ppl with eds are not healthy , mentally or physically , and that is not a moral judgment , it is a fact . people get eds for all sorts of reasons , from trauma ( abuse , bullying , sa , etc ) , from being fat in a fatphobic world , because they latch onto food as something they feel liek they can control-- there's so many reasons , an endless amount of reasons . i am not here to shame anyone for having an eating disorder
that does not change my stance on the fact that the " pro ana / thinspo " tags ( and their copycats . #proana #proed #thinspi #thinspii #thinspø #thinsp0 #ed not sheeran #ed not sherran #ana miaa etc etc ) are dangerous and should be removed . similar to how someone going into tha #depression tag and promoting and encouraging others to kill themselves should be banned
srsly if someone went into tha #depression tag and started posting and commenting on others posts liek " kill yourself , its never going to get better , heres some accessible ways to die , heres some suicide inspo , heres cute suicide note ideas , kill urself just die prove everyone wrong , everyone will be so sorry and regret the way they treated you , just die " , people would mass report them and dogpile them and be angry at them and get them banned . but when pro ana ppl do it suddenly its " let us cope " lol ????? not all coping methods are good or healthy or should be encouraged / promoted . and self mutilation is one thing , but when you are actively harming others it cant be left alone
to quote Blythe Baird from her spoken word When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny : if you are not recovering , you are dying
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chlovsana · 2 years
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i need all the fasting tips y’all have! i need to make it to 24 hours atleast
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#thinspiration#thinspi#thinspo#i wish i was thinner#th1nn#th1n$po#tw ana vent#tw ana#ana relapse#ana#ana rules#ed diet#grunge#emo#goth#grunge ed#grunge thinspo#emo thinspo#model thin#ed relapse#tw ana relapse#ana trigger#ana vent#tw ana thoughts#ed vent#ed#tw ed#ed fast#anar3xia#notprojustusingthetags
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tinyybutterflyyy · 1 year
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Hi butterflyes
I decide to make my tumblr account about a4a motivation;D There will be some thinspi and my balance of each day ;3 U welcome
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victoriagoods · 17 days
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please help me
If I binge 2000-3000 calories twice a week but then I either fast or eat under 300 calories for 5 days a week will I still lose weight? I know I should not eat that much but when I am with my bf he is always making me eat and it is so hard to on the two days I see him. Am I ruining my progress or will I be fine and the fast will burn it all off? Please help me I am freaking out and cannot find answers anywhere.
#ana trigger#tw ana diary#thin$po#4norexi4#ana bllog#ana rant#i want to ⭐️ve#4norexla#4n0r3xia#disordered eating thoughts#ed behaviour tw#ed not ed sheeran#tw thinspi#tw restriction#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#ed not sheeren#ed
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angel-dust-xx · 2 months
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New Diet! Rules
1.) 128 ounces of water per day
2.) 800 cal COUNTED using the MyFitnessPal app.
3. No flour, added sugar, or added salt (safe foods already containing sugar/salt like soup are acceptable)
4. No eating in bedroom. At All. For me or roommates.
5. Organization is key. Clean one thing per day. Even if it's just organizing one tiny laundry basket, washing 2 cups, or making your bed.
6. No sleeping with TV on if it is distracting. Just turn it off.
7. Skip dinner each day or have it in the living room, or someone else's bedroom (DO NOT GO OVER YOUR 800 RULE)
8. Get a good water bottle thermos for tea/coffee/flavored water. Decaffeinated counts towards the 128 oz.
9. Carry headache pills, ibreprofen, and tampons/pads. You don't want to get stuck in a store looking at food.
10. Do something to remind yourself of your journey each day, whether it's reading a chapter from an e.d./diet book, goung to the gym, or putting on Thinspi to sleep.
11. Coffee/tea rule: 200 cal limit per day which is no more than 7 creamers in all coffee. No added sugar. Hot chocolate made with half milk and 2 tbsp of chocolate for 100 cal drink.
12. Only 2 meals a day, no matter how big.
Breakfast: Only carb allowed for the day (example: toast 160, butter 40 -200 total) 200-300 limit.
Lunch: buy a salad for dinner at school, get a coffee or tea. No lunch on work days. 2 hard boiled eggs as a snack if its needed- 140. 200-300 limit.
Dinner: Salad on Tues/Wed/Thurs, Dinner with Kit on Fri/Sat/Sun/Mon. Meaning meal prep on Fridays (if working 2nd or 3rd shift, just meal prep the next night, you don't need to eat that night!) 500 limit.
Snack: veggies and dip, fruit and whip/applesauce, or popcorn ASSUMING THAT YOU HAVE LEFTOVER CALORIES. There is no eating in your room at all except for these safe foods. 100 limit.
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magicalgirl00 · 6 months
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daily log (oct 4th 23):
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how I feel currently 🧚🏽‍♀️
Diary will be below but first cals since that’s what y’all are here for.
(I ate so much today, within a two hour frame)
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(Pastries and chips 🤠- I know.. I actually wanted to make a really healthy low cal soup today and have it as my omad.. but no- this girl ate her feelings like a pig 🧚🏽‍♀️)
Buut here comes the upside. I cycled for about three hours today. Wow.. to school and back. Yes, my school is literally 20km away from my house and I’m a bit over the top ig. But it was fun really. I’m not even joking. I listened to my bomb girly playlist and my fav podcast (anything goes).
Soo.. I burned 1667 kcal today. Minus 100 from walking.
Total: 293
This is perhaps the definition of a metabolism day. I feel like this food got digested so fast. Def realizing how much I actually love exercise. And how little these foods do. Like satisfactory wise.
Anywho..
Now personal stuff. Today was my first day back in school since we had a long weekend due to a public holiday. I kinda woke up early and got pretty plus wore my new clothes and I look visibly thinner. So my confidence is 📈📈 it’s fun being perceived as a hot girly.. and I’m more focused in class and choose how and who I interact with. All is good at school. The only thing is I feel guilty for not doing enough. I seriously think I’ve been in this depression for too long now. And its making me stupid and lazy. But at least I’m getting pretty now ✨
Tomorrow I have my first big exam (6 hours 🤡) and I’m only kinda ready.. so let’s see how it goes.
Pray for me 🙏🏽
Otherwise with my man it’s going well. He still wants me, still charming and sweet. And I’ll see him this weekend💕
About my blog:
Imma try and separate Ed from everything else and therefore post on two different blogs. This will remain my food and exercise diary and my new blog will be my personal stuff and fun aesthetic things too. Let’s see 🧚🏽‍♀️ but no more thinspi, sorry.
As I feel drained and Ig I should be studying rn these changes will happen soon but idk when 👍🏽
Bye, love and peace to everyone 💕
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star-ver · 1 year
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im coming down from a weak and lame high and my period started so im all emotional and i just gotta get all my emotion out while i can feel it at all.
TW VENT
i am so lonely. my boyfriend and i dont communicate well at all but we just got together and i shouldnt have accepted but i did so i feel too bad to break up with him. i dont love him. i like him as a friend, but nothing more. the only reason i really hung out with him anyway was a mutual friend and the fact that i felt skinnier around him. my best friend at school spends tons of time talking with him and theyre each others best friends. i want romance so bad. i want the feeling that not allowed makes me feel. i want to be understood and loved and i want to cry into someones shoulder and have them stroke my hair and tell me its not my fault my life is falling apart and that its okay to need a break. i cant be vulnerable to either of my parents and im not close enough with any of my friends to be open about my life with them. even my art teacher, the person i would probably be most comfortable talking about this with, is a mandatory reporter so i cant tell him about half of my problems. maybe i should just have him ask my parents to admit me. i might fare better in the loonhouse, honestly. i have nobody.
half of my life is crumbling, my and my mom's housemate who we depend on for half of rent has terminal cancer. in 2-3 months we're going to have to find a room mate or we wont be able to make rent for the last 6 months of the lease. after those 6 months well almost certainly have to move somewhere. i stay with my mom half time. i really want to live with my dad full time but i cant exactly tell my mother who is already convinced everyone wants to leave her that i want to leave her too. she has hurt me so much. she deadnames me every time i see her. she gave me this disorder and probably more im too numb to realize im losing to.
i get high so often just to cope with all this that im almost out and i barely get high at all anymore. i genuinely dont know what ill do. i wont make it through a month long t-break. i need to get more or find a different coping mechanism. i cant quit. i wont be open about my age here but i am definitely too young to be smoking pot and far far too young to be dependent on it. god i wish i could be a normal teenager. my memory is completely fried and i cant even remember what i was doing 2 hours ago 90% of the time. its my reputation at school, laid back forgetful stoner kid. its a cry for help is what it is, that i cant get through even 4 days without having to drown my problems in drugs. i wish my friends would notice instead of thinking im funny. im really fucking struggling. i tried alc a few days ago and i know its only a matter of time before i get addicted to that too.
both my households are broke. my dad has a good job and hes still more broke than normal. my mom put all our money into govt bonds, then our housemate got injured at work and had to stay home. he never healed because shocker, he has cancer. he probably wont live past february.
im so fucking bad at being ano. i binge almost every time i smoke from munchies and impaired decision making. i barely lose any weight because of it. ill restrict all day then i smoke to settle down and i eat everything and then wake up with my progress ruined feeling gross. the worst part is that i forced myself into this as punishment for being fat. i didnt develop it. something in my crazy ass brain decided to indulge in my self hatred and just opt for dying over self love and healthy weight loss. worst yet is that i forced myself into it and i cant even stick to it. im a fucking failure. i cant love myself and i cant fix myself. im just doomed to hate my current form that i cant shake because i cant restrict low enough for change. i want to sew my lips shut and live in my room living off of vape and black coffee like the good obedient people in thinspi. they have discipline. theyre skinny. theyre loved. theyre worshipped. they have everything i want. i try so hard to be good. i try so hard. most of my day is spent thinking about my weight and calories and how much i burn walking around vs sitting down. im gonna be home for 2 weeks in a few days and i am not going to lose any weight the whole time because i have no discipline and ill be home all day.
a few days ago in math class i got so fed up i took a pencil and scratched my skin until it was a bright red scrape. i was clean for like 6 months. and now i want to do it more, as a punishment. i want to be visually sick. i want people to look at me and want to help me, ask me if im doing okay, offer me a granola bar because i look faint. i want to look as sick as i feel. i feel pressured to sh because its the only way to show how fucked up i am on the inside. its another cry for help. its just another example of me wanting to sit in between recovery and death.
and lastly, i forgot my phone at my dads house and we never went to get it. this is how i felt all of 2020 when my phone got taken away because i was too tired and depressed to get any work done. its fucking terrible. now its almost 6 in the morning and i have to be up by 10am to get it, fuck fuck fuck. whatever. im about to fall asleep. thats enough girlblogging. goodnight/morning tumblr.
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I don't know why I do this to myself. For a second there, for a moment, the "th!nsp0" tag scared me. Looking, searching, hoping to find the one picture that would trigger me and get me back on track. I kept looking at it, kept searching; not knowing it wouldn't be one picture, but a slow process of accumulation. At some point it stopped scaring me, and started making me feel nostalgic, yearning, wishful.
It just goes to show I will sabotage the fuck out of myself just to fall back into bad, old habits. Because they're comfortable, because they're familiar.
Its been years. YEARS. I was so, so far away from this. I could restrict, lose at a healthy rate, and get where I wanted to go. Except for this time. This time I can't lose a damn pound to save my life. So I started looking at thinspie again.
Bless and blast me. I knew better. But here I am.
A boy called me pretty to someone else today. I felt flattered. He's cute, and funny. He told someone else I'm pretty, and they told me. I'll show him pretty. He's going to think "pretty" when I'm done. He hasn't seen pretty yet.
Height: 5'5" ...SW:170 ... CW:159 ... GW:???? Fuck if I know. Let's get fucking pretty.
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thistlepaperthin · 2 years
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Megan Fox thinspo because I’m a fat fucking cow who can’t stop her big gross jaws from unhinging at the sight of garbage food
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caloriesasperger · 4 years
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Thinspo
tak bardzo chciałabym być jak one...
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greekdaintyboys · 3 years
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I see people on TikTok (plus sized creators) comment about their weight and sharing a not so happy experience they went through with other people because they are plus size. And all the comments are like “oh you are beautiful inside and out!!!” “You’ve always been beautiful, don’t listen to them!” Like that’s nice and all but do you really mean it? Let’s face it never has someone been like “ugh I wish I were fat” or “man I wish I could be as voluptuous as you are” so why would plus size people suddenly believe people when they say “you’ve always been beautiful” when they are feeling bad about themselves?
It’s a whole other thing if they are body positive and actually comfortable in their own skin but when someone is feeling bad about their weight those comments are just hollow words. Our brains are literally infected with the idea that fat is bad, influenced by the media mainly.
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