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lux lisbon ♡ (the virgen suicides dir. sofia coppola)

Can someone help me with this.

I live in a small city and we only have 3 main grocery stores on my side of town, one of them being Walmart.

Every other store is too expensive and my mom doesn’t have the funds that she usually would to buy from them so we have to go cheap (Walmart) but I feel guilty about everything that going on in Palestine.

I have absolutely no problem to stop eating from certain brands but I’m running out of options.

What should I do?

reflecting during mid-july

High school parties are this weird phenomenon that no one really addresses unless they’re reflecting on the sour, regretful days of their teenage-riot youth. Each high school party I have been to, outside or in, always has a heap of humid, adolescent bodies stuck together in a crowd too oversized for whatever suburban backyard it partakes in. Each person within the crowd is so easily placed in my mind. I never really believed in cliques before, and my school doesn’t necessarily have “cliques” like you see in the movies, but we do have a handful of broken cliches. The white girls who are either on the dance team or the cheer team, both equally filled with their own drama that makes me head spin and my throat want to hurl from the sheer dramatics of it all. We have the stoners who are always breaking a pot or decades-old garden gnomes from these cookie-cutter houses. And there’s always that one guy, who you’d never expect to, but would be there with a broom and pan, scraping up the remains of his friend’s sobriety, scattered and splashed all across the soiled cement.

We all down beer or white claws, and smoke those fat, salty-tasting joints that we all score from one of the two dealers that would sell to our age group. And while I find that everyone’s eyes are forever, frantically fading into the night, I can never weave off the brink of sobriety, anxiety holding me back like some forced hand weaving into the ways of my woeful world. 

Every time I’m at one of these parties, I feel like a ghost that’s embarrassingly translucent. An outcast that’s being passed through the eyes of all the kids who have always been seen. And I don’t fit in this scene, my shoulders tense and my smile turns straight as I walk through the fleshed halls of the party, walking past drunk make-outs and people zeroing whatever smoke they can get their hands on. My friends hijack their other friends as I succumb into present fomo. 

Wishing I was anyone else in this big cosmic joke of a world. 

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looking back at my old text messages

I miss having friends🙁🙁

i try to never use black but this party was black themed so i tried to serve my dark feminine ultraviolence female manipulator the love witch alexa demie brigitte bardot jean seberg femme fatale dream how did i do girlies

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