studied, cleaned and reorganized my room, studied again. and i finished the night on a video call with my friend with lots of laughter. .𖥔 ݁ ˖༄

15.03.2023

The idiot decides to be transparent with her mistakes and imperfections

monday, july 11, 2022 🌼

○ got blood drawn lol 

○ ate a bagel 🥯 

○ practiced for 2 hrs

○ met some of my biggest musical goals for the summer!! 🥳

○ made this post haha- trying to get back into posting here :)

🎧 ur so pretty- Wasia Project

posted my first study vlog!!

probably one of my favorite parts of teaching is preparing my own materials for my classes<3

didn’t think teaching would involve this much of lesson planning and relearning english. not complaining though, i love this job<3

08.01.2023 • sunday

spent the day writing my reports. i was studying in my dorm but then my friend invited me to her place so we spent hours together baking, studying, talking and just chilling. it was very nice<3. she gave me my new year’s gift and i gave her hers!!

p.s. i’m really loving this doodling on the pics thing, can you tell?

i’m finally posting after a long while. many things happened while i was gone. i am still working and teaching at the same place :] however the upcoming exam that i was to take to become an official/public teacher in public schools was making me nervous. i found it hard to balance work and studying and there was and are other things i want to do, such as taking a course and learning german. anyways, last week i got a new job offer and went to the interview, not because i thought i’d quit my current job, but i wanted to see what they’d tell and their conditions. they wanted me to go to the interview despite knowing i’m currently employed. after the interview, i agreed that i’d help them and teach at their school if they needed me. when i got home though, i felt nervous because if i was needed to start there immediately, it’d be a very big workload for me. i talked to some of my friends and mom, i was like what if i can’t study enough because of work but i also need to work for firstly financial reasons. i’m 23 years old now and most of the people in my country usually graduate from uni around 25. my mom and friends all told me the same thing, “why rush?” and i realized i was in fact rushing things and wanted to do everything at once. my mom said something like “you’re young and you finished your education younger than many people, so stop rushing. you’re earning money, calm down and enjoy that, spend it and go out and explore.” and my friends also said similar stuff. anyways, all i’m trying to say is i’m young, i’m really lucky to have supportive people around me, i have decided to take things slow this year, do stuff i enjoy, which is working and learning new languages at the moment, and try to find joy in my life, and if i can’t find it, try to create it. i’ll probably be posting my teaching and language learning process from now on. thank you for reading this monster. and take care everyone :]<3

canva has been keeping me company recently. a teacher’s best friend for real 😌✋🏻

learning japanese update: i’ve been practicing writing down sentences and trying to understand the sentence structure. linguistically, japanese and turkish have similarities, so i can say that it’s been going well and i’m having sooo much fun!!

studying pics from the last couple of months. my german course finally started last week and i’m so so excited!

i went on a studying date by myself yesterday. ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ

this cafe has really became one of my favorites. i really like to go there before or after my classes and study or get prepared for the next lecture. i’m also really happy to be creating myself a routine at my new job :]

i really really enjoy this job. one of my wishes for 2024 is that things won’t ever go bad and until i take the government exams to become an official teacher, i will keep working here. *fingers crossed*

i’m back with a study post after a while! i don’t have any close deadlines for now, so i’m working on the assignments i’m supposed to submit at the end of the semester.

🎧 don’t ever say love me by colde, rm

the weather is cold and windy today— the perfect weather to study me thinks .𖥔 ݁ ˖༄