WIP Wednesday
Long Ride Home sneak peak
February 23, 2016
The drive felt longer than normal, the sky was dark and dreary, snow falling again and the pain in his knee told him that it was going to be a long night. The morning would be crisp, cold and dull, the sun hiding behind the clouds. If he was honest, Klaus cared little for he had little intention of pulling himself from the bed in the morning.
He stopped thinking about it; about arriving home to see all five of his children peering at him with mournful eyes and desperation at losing their mother. He was an old man but he was still a father and there was nothing more he wanted than to take the pain his children were feeling away. But he was also selfish in a way that he simply couldn’t bear it. He could not look at their pain, masked with his own and be strong.
Klaus was far too tired for that.
Caroline was gone and along with her, was the strength that held him up. Seventy-three years was not enough. He was greedy and wanted more. He went to war, saw the depths of human depravity and she was the only thing that held him together; the moment of sun peeking through the dawn on a summer morning. That is what Caroline was to him. He was the darkness, plagued with nightmares of Chicago and Nazis while she reminded him that the world could be good and beautiful.
Klaus closed his eyes, leaning back against the leather seat but all he could see was Caroline’s cold form beside him in bed. Her hair had gone gray, wrinkles covering her face and sun spots littering her porcelain skin. She had aged but she was still the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Then he realized she had died.
It was peaceful, for that he was thankful. She had gone to sleep and there was no agony or pain. He hated that she was taken for him, hated that he was left in this state of grief and forced to mourn her. Was he expected to live like this? He couldn’t bear the car ride home but to be expected to wake up day after day, living a life without her.
No. He was just too tired.
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On what is arguably the worst day of his life-- passed over for a producing gig by a band he brought to the label, and a break-up brought about by his longtime girlfriend-- Eddie makes the mistake of answering the phone. Only to learn that his deadbeat shitstain of a dad, Al, has finally kicked it. And it falls to him, as the sole progeny, to retrieve his remains from the southern delegation of the Munson family. So begins an odyssey of surprising proportions and what could very well turn out to be the road trip to ruin. "... And the fact that I'm going home to kill myself really has nothing to do with you, Al."
pairing: modern!e.m. x fem!reader
warnings: NSFW & MDNI - strangers to lovers, angst, death (just Al, offstage), grief, suicidal ideation, drinking, smoking, daddy issues, homecoming, Appalachian setting, found family & blood relations, religious trauma, southern dialect, and vernacular, smut, Elizabethtown inspired, ST canon divergence with references to FOI, eddie is in his early 30s as is reader.
SERIES
I. Permanent Jet-Lag
TBD...
LORE & STUFF
initial idea
moodboard
chuck & cindy jonathan & argyle!
playlist
teaser
snippet from cee's request weekend
TBD...
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"Dream" Hob hums, airy and soft.
The way he says it is so full of wonder and marvel. It's hard to ignore, it's hard to not pay attention. Even if he really shouldn't.
"What is it?" Morpheus asks back, aiming for stern but ending up with something all too soft.
"Nothing really" Hob grins, eyes glinting in that special way of his, full of life and joy. "Can't a man enjoy using the name of his dear friend?"
There's an air about him, like he's teasing, but not quite. "Now that he knows it, that is" he adds coyly, smiling into his beer mug as he drinks.
To this, Morpheus finds he has no good answer, at least not one that wouldn't sound rude where he doesn't want it to be.
So he relents, looking down at Hob's hands, then up through his eyelashes, right at him.
"Of course. You may use my name at any time you'd like, Hob Gadling." he says, lips curling and eyes narrowing, feeling more than a little pleased when Hob's Adam's apple jumps as he swallows too fast, coughing lightly.
"Huh." Hob puts the mug down, absentmindedly touching his ear, looking at Morpheus with eyes that look thoughtful "Of course, Dream." he lowers his tone at the name, looking at him with easy confidence.
The husky undertones set a shiver down Morpheus' spine.
He really shouldn't. However...
Morpheus' gaze flicks to Hob’s lips before returning to his eyes, judging by the gleam in them, Hob had definitely noticed.
Well then. Morpheus thinks, tilting his head as he observes his friend.
They both are smiling at each other, as they often do.
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okay. so. i wrote something! this is the first fanfic i've written that got over a thousand words since 2020 and i decided to post it!! it takes place in this TDI rewrite AU that I've been working on for a couple months now where gwen's on the bass. there's probably going to be a whole season rewrite since that isn't the only change i made for this AU but i sort of got invested in the Trody plot two days ago and went "fuck it i'm writing fanfiction about how smitten Trent is with Cody" and it was born!! feedback of any kind is appreciated!
Besotted with Him
+ a little doodle of a scene at the end of the first chapter :D
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What fic is Long Ride Home? I don't remember this one.
Its a fic that I haven't updated in well over a year. Basically its an AH AU were Klaus attends his wife's, Caroline's, funeral after being married for over 70 years. He is elderly and he spends the drive home, his grandson and great-granddaughter in the front seat, reflecting on his life with Caroline; basically the story how they met and fell in love, building a life together in the 1940s during WWII and onward.
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Happy 2024 everyone (& happy birthday to me)! Here's something I'm churning out sometime this year...
warnings: NSFW & MDNI - death, grief, suicidal ideation, drinking, smoking, daddy issues, Elizabethtown inspired, ST canon divergence with references to FOI, eddie is in his early 30s as is reader.
"Yello," He answers the phone, wedging it between his shoulder and jaw while tilting his head to focus on the task at hand. He deftly lines the scattered pills on the counter into some semblance of order and eyes the amber bottle of Buffalo Trace.
"Ed, it's Wayne," his uncle's gravelly voice sounds down the line. "Darlin', I got some, uh, news."
Eddie nods knowingly-- of course, it's gonna be bad news, is there any other kind? and taps the last pill into formation before turning to get a mug from the cabinet. "Could you call me tomorrow?"
"No."
Eddie grimaces and generously pours some of Kentucky's finest into the Garfield mug. He tries his best to sound pleasant, "Could you call me a little later?"
"No, honey." There's a slight hitch in Wayne's voice that would on any other day give Eddie pause.
Instead, he regards the pills in a row on the counter and the mug of whiskey. It beckons with the promise of oblivion.
Luckily, Eddie is not too proud to beg. "Can you give me ten minutes, Pops?"
"Al died," Wayne exhales, voice strained.
Despite himself, Eddie feels his limbs sink against the cool counter. As if the news is a physical blow, never mind that he hasn't seen his shitkicker of a father in years.
"He had a heart attack, darlin'. He was visitin' Mamaw back in Kentucky and she's in total shock."
Eddie can picture Wayne pinching between his eyes as if he could alleviate the tension building in his skull. Tired from working a double at the plant, leaning against the wall as he speaks into the phone.
"I've put in for time off from the plant, but y'know how they are. And I hate to do this to ya, but someone's gotta handle this."
With a sigh, Eddie's eyes close. His back hunches as he splays against the counter. As if this day could get any worse. He's now staring down the barrel of a ghastly, unfathomably awful day-- truly, one for the books.
And as he listens to Wayne's shaky voice, Eddie glances out the window paralyzed with the realization that he's now an orphan. Somehow, it's worse than the hurt from when Al abandoned him all those years ago. Second only to the pain he eventually numbed from his mama's passing. He blinks to clear the tears that gathered without his permission and takes a steadying breath, shoving the pills to the side.
For now.
"Okay Pops, what's the plan here?"
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