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#lol i'm kinda pissed tonight at a a lot of people and it's hot my head is on fire i'm trying my best to not sound unhinged
thomas-j-nook · 4 months
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Over stimmed this morning. Kinda loud for a morning. Exhasted and stressed. It's just been a bad mental health week for me. Just exhasted and depressed a bit. Lorraine says its pretty much the darkest time of the year and the holidays get people down sometimes plus the pain so lorraine said it's not a major red allert due to everything i have going on.
I did play a little switch this afternoon. Going home and doing groceries because we have no food. Suprise letes cooking tonight. Probably a grilled ham and cheese maybe I'll grab potato salad or something.
I did make it threw the program week. It was hell waking up and coming. Not that anything bad is happening here. Its a nice program week its just me this week. I've been going home and going right to bed most days. I fell asleep at 6pm last night. I ate half a subway sandwich and passed out. I didn't even watch tv this week thats how dummy tired i am. I have a 2pm meeting tomorrow with fidelity to get my inheritance which is like ehh. My brothers like money money money and I'm like wtf do i do with it. Save for a house but like damn someone died and i didn't know my aunt all that well. Like we were not close and she left me money.
The damn time is going by so slow. I just have the fidelity appointment and I'm cooking tomorrow for saturday. Making buffalo chicken dip and ham pickle roll ups for the party. Judy hates Buffalo chicken dip and tells me not to being it every year but there is 22 other people there and she's never tried my dip. Its cream cheese, cheese, chicken and buffalo sauce but the cream cheese takes a lot of the heat away. I don't like hot foods and i love it. I know petes brother and cousins will eat it. The ham pickle roll ups at the kids favorites. You take sliced ham. Spread cream cheese on the ham and wrap a pickle in the middle. Cut to bite sized disks. I love them too. And its semi healther for a christmas appitizer. Judys kids go nuts. I bought a massive jar of pickles. Pete likes them too but only when i make them because my mom licks her fingers when she makes them and its nasty.
I'm so anxious to go home again today. The ride drives me crazy. Its the only car ride i can't stand because i want to go home. The wait kills me. And i sit next to henry because caden will take you out for the front seat lmao. Litterally though he's almost knocked people over to make sure he gets it and everyday i hope henry grabs the front. So i don't need to sit next to him. Lol. He has no spatual awarness and he does not smell 100% great.
If caden does push me out of the way during winter on ice I'm gonna be pissed. He's almost knocked me over a few times and he needs to slow his ass down in the ice and snow.
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retvenkos · 3 years
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alright, Olive, I'm back with a weird question. (but first of all, I hope you're doing good! how awfully rude of me to not start my ask by that) because you're so good at psychoanalyzing people (and I adore your rambling thoughts), I was wondering if you could maybe help me? I've always wondered who my godly parent would be in the PJO universe - it's been the biggest mistery in my life since I was 8. I just haven't found myself in any figure of the Olympus, maybe because I'd be the child of a minor deity? I've thought about Apollo, and I genuinely like it, but idk, maybe I need a more thorough analysis. I've also gotten Iris and Hemera from other people? I just think your piercing mind could see right through me. anyway, this is weird lol, I hope you don't mind me asking this! and don't worry if you can't answer, it's totally fine. 💜
asdfgfddfgfd, when i get my two weeks off for summer break, i should just do placements for inquiring mutuals because honestly it's one of my favorite things,,,
also, before i get into it (because i have some thoughts™), i'm going to plug one quotev quiz that i think is better than the rest when it comes to these matters: this godly parent quiz.
now, clara, i am not nearly as versed in pjo cabin placements as i am in hogwarts houses, but i'm going to give this my best shot:
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first, i think i would be remiss not to mention that you are a libra, and libra is associated with themis, (idk really what that means since i'm not into astrology, lol), but themis isn't mentioned as one of the gods with a cabin, so i'm disregarding that. if we are following this logic though, i think that aphrodite is also associated with libra, so perhaps you could fit into that cabin? personally, i don't see it as strongly as i see others, but you do have a hopeless romantic streak, and a strong sense of community, which could sway you in that direction.
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as for apollo, i'm going to unpack that for a minute, because it's very interesting that you'd place yourself there, and i'm on the fence with that myself, lol. (this is very stream of consciousness, so let's see where this section takes us)
i definitely see the association with the arts - music and poetry - although in my mind apollo has always been the performer, and less of the creator. i always associated the muses more with the creation stages of music and poetry. like... the muses are the fashion designers and apollo is the model going down the runway. or the muses are the writers and collaborators in the writers room and apollo is the actor or director. so, while i see the association, i think it's a little weak, because you strike me as more of the quiet artist who's behind the scenes, rather than the bard singing in the pub, trying to get coins. but, you know yourself better, so maybe it's a good association.
and after that, what always strikes me about apollo is the volatile contradictions of his personality. i mean, he's associated with the sudden death of children (rightfully so, i mean he slaughtered all of niobe's sons), along with his sister, artemis, but he's also a healer. he's like that "i'm a healer, but..." meme, which is funny as hell but also a little concerning. like, in many stories he is that godly sort of intelligent strength, but also he's really volatile and has quite a temper on him. i don't really think this relates a whole lot to you, because i get the vibes that you are generally mild mannered, but when something pisses you off, you let is really simmer. i feel like you aren't one to fly off the handle - if you do, it's probably been stewing within you for a while, and whoever your anger is directed at really knows that you're upset, and they knowingly pushed you to that place. i feel like you're more of a grudge holder than hot-tempered (but girl, same).
and then, of course, we have apollo's prophecies. now, maybe this is me reading too much into your scientific mind, but i think you are concerned with the future, but also don't think too much of it is predetermined. i feel like you are more of a trailblazer than that, and might just be prone to ignoring or actively working against anything you saw in the stars, asdfghgfsdfggfdsdfggfd
oh, and, apollo just has so many unfortunate romances, and on one hand, i have you quoted that you are more of an eponine than a cosette, but also, no hate to apollo and his tragic affairs, but he's openly mocked eros, and that truly gives off the vibes of working off of one (1) braincell, and you are too good for that, clara.
and just going back to personality, i think you have a lot of flexibility that just doesn't fit with the apollo cabin.
tldr; kinda but no?
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now, i'm gonna kinda hop back into possible theories.
one of my gut reactions was the say athena, but after thinking about it, i'm still a little unconvinced. you have the intellect and pride for this cabin, and i feel like you would get roped into helping a lot of heroes like athena, but you also just have a charm to you that athena lacks. part of athena is that she's unapproachable and her pride is excessive. you, again, are too flexible to be athena. she's staunch where you are willing, and i feel like the rigidity of her nature is too constricting for you. it's very similar as to why i didn't place you in ravenclaw.
i also considered nike because of your competitive streak, but this placement kind of takes away from the underdog vibes i get from you. the righteous fury... the glee in the moment... it's definitely there, but i feel like there's a level of unsurety to your psyche that you don't really get with nike.
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which leads me to my final analysis, where i think you would do well as a child of tyche.
let me go through this. so, i mentioned your competitive streak with nike, and that is 1000% evident in tyche. tyche is all about luck and fortune, and i feel like competition is a shoe in. children of tyche like to dabble with the unknown or the novel - it makes life interesting. they like to go against another and see where the cards fall, and if lady luck isn't on their side.... well, tonight's just not their night. they have a secure base to fall back on, and that allows them to stretch their wings and fly.
furthermore, with nike, victory is expected and guaranteed. luck is far more fluid and unpredictable - it's harder to pin down. you can have a lot of luck and a lot of things working in your favor, but still, the desired end result isn't set in stone - it's likely to happen, but there's always risk. this risk leaves for an air of quiet self-assuredness that isn't overbearing. there's always uncertainty in the mix, and that leads to less overt confidence. it also adds to the thrill (or the anxiety).
plus, i think that the gap between fortune and certainty (a pitfall of risk) leads to a lot of checks and balances that i really see in you. there's a lot of clear headed logic that gets weighed against ambition and desire, and it makes for a kind of pragmatism that doesn't stomp out dreams, just looks at them realistically.
which means i feel like a lot of people ask you for advice, clara. it also makes you a decision maker for sure. you might falter for a moment, but in the end, you make a choice and you live with it.
also, i have a personal headcanon that children of tyche are really well rounded, which harks back to my gryffindor analysis of you, where i mention that you have many tools in your box. you are able to manipulate many different things, and you can look at them from many angles, and i love that for you.
i also think this is a good placement for you because luck is all about what-ifs. it's about actively manipulating the world around you. like i said when i mentioned apollo's prophecies - i don't think that you do very well with the predetermined. some things, certainly, but one (1) you are too stubborn to believe you can't change things (oh, the contradictions of a gryffindor and child of tyche), and there's also a level of desperation that things won't always be like this. luck can come to anyone in any place. this is definitely tied to your bleeding heart - you care for people who have fallen on hard times, and you can't help but pray that it's only temporary.
oh, and i headcanon that tyche holds grudges sO BAD. she is only outdone by nemesis and hades.
anyway, this was long and it winded, but TLDR; i hereby herald you a child of tyche. you are my lady luck, clara.
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let-sanji-say-fuck · 5 years
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Can you do a scenario for Law s/o can take people souls and body parts (likes Law) so she decides to take something of Laws that calls himself a man (if you know what I'm mean) and hides to where he can't find her, she calls him on his transponder snail and tells him she that she wants to play a game. She torture Law by pleasuring him very slow until he's a moaning mess (like screaming and begging) later that day Law gets revenge. Can you make it a long and rough NSFW please.
Well, trying to write smut after all this time has become kinda difficult lol. I hope it’s still good enough though!
Word count: 2513.
Warnings: heavy smut, phone sex, dirty talking, any kind of detaching ability used in a bedroom is hard to write.
Trafalgar Law:
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“Why are you complaining now, after all the time you’ve been on this ship?”
“My skin gets worse with every passing day, Law. I’ve got several heat rashes already, you know it, you’ve seen them!”
“Yes to both, and I remember I also prescribed some cream for them.”
“I’m telling you, it’s not working! Why can’t I just wear some normal clothes like you? I’m from the North Blue as well, you know more than well than I can’t handle heat for shit!”
The argument had been going back and forth and [Name] couldn’t even remember when they had started. She was just worried about her health, and Law should be too. But the fucker wasn’t even sparing her a glance, remaining hunched over his desk while eyeing some books he had bought in the last island they had docked at. It honestly hurt her that he wasn’t all that worried about her health, and it hurt even more considering that he was a doctor. He knew her skin condition, and yet only gave her that useless cream.
“I’ve treated those before, countless times. They’re common, and I know they mean no threat aside from the discomfort you would be able to live with if you gave the cream a chance before wiping it away after five minutes.”
“You wouldn’t have had to treat them so often if you didn’t force us to wear these boiler suits,” she huffed, but upon looking up noticed that Law was standing, full height, looming over her with a dark, cold glint in his eyes. She stood her ground, glaring at him defiantly, but said nothing. Neither did he. It quickly became a staring contest featuring daggers being glared into the other’s soul. She would have probably handled a couple more minutes, but her patience had started to wear thin a long time ago. “I’m honestly really done with your bullshit right now, Law!” [Name] was fuming as she stomped, frustrated, on the metal floor of the submarine. Seeing no change in his expression, she grabbed the roots of her hair and turned around to leave his quarters; she just knew that if she had seen that awfully handsome face one more second she would have punched his nose inwards.
Once outside of his room, she leaned against the metal door and blew a strand out of her face. She crossed her arms, feeling her face grow warm with utmost anger and frustration. The rashes started itching again!
“FUCK YOU!” She groaned, pressing her forehead on the door and deeply hoping her loud voice had startled the heck out of him and had caused a paper cut. Partly satisfied with that small thought, yet not considering it enough punishment, she made her way to the island where the submarine was docked, evilly plotting her next move.
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The Borrow-Borrow Fruit. Ah, she loved her Devil Fruit power but, most of all, she loved what her cunning mind could make out of it. [Name] chuckled impishly, closing and locking the door behind her. It hadn’t been that hard to find a cheap inn to stay for the night, but the one she chose was expensive as all hell, and it was Law who would cover the expenses. The side effect of being an asshole sometimes.
The bed was certainly comfortable. She fluffed up the pillows before lying down on them, the soft sheets caressing and embracing her every nude curve. The door was locked, and so was the window, so she decided to get started on her plan as soon as possible: the promise of vengeance was just too tempting to delay any longer.
With a heavy, content sigh and a flick of her wrist, the palm of her hand started to brim with a thick mist, overflowing from between her fingers. She closed her eyes and focused deeply, a blush rising to her chest, cheeks and ears. The image of Law’s dick filled her mind, and her hand suddenly grew heavier.
A fruit that would allow its user to have any kind of material good in their power as long as it had been touched by them before was awfully convenient for a pirate. The many treasures [Name] had managed to steal thanks to it had made the Heart Pirates rich in several occasions. However, this time, it wasn’t the money she was after.
Opening her eyes once again, she glanced at her hand with hungry eyes. Her fingers gripped around the solid length of a tanned penis she knew all too well, ghosting her nails across the sensitive skin until her index finger dipped between the juncture of both balls. She felt it twitch and grow harder in her grasp.
The slight adoration in her eyes melted away in a flash when the startling sound of a Den Den Mushi – her Baby Den Den Mushi – started ringing rather loudly in the quiet room. She smirked, knowing fully well who it was, and why he was calling. It wasn’t like her ability would cause him any physical pain, but the feeling of lacking a certain something down there had to be easily noticeable.
[Name] took her time before answering, stretching a little on the mattress, caressing Law’s detached dick some more, feeling the ringing grow antsier by the second. Her heart was beating loudly in her chest when she finally picked up.
“What fucking game are you playing, [Name]?” Oh, the way Law snarled her name made her shudder deliciously. He was mad, pissed off, furious, and it made her blood boil with nerves and pleasure. If this was going to be her last day on the face of the planet, she’d better enjoy it to the fullest.
“A very fun one. For me, at least. As for you…” She trailed of, caressing her fingers around the tip a few times. He had grown hard so quickly it was almost funny, but she bit back any traces of her amusement and purred seductively. “I don’t know, you tell me, babe.”
“Don’t you “babe” me, you’re in deep shit right now.” His threat would have sounded a lot more intimidating if his voice didn’t seem so strained already. She stroked his girth from base to tip with some trouble, given the lack of attachment of the piece. Law audibly shuddered and gulped. “Where the fuck are you now? I-”
“Captain,” her voice was firm, and it shut him up, surprisingly, “don’t you want to spice things up a little? Come on, I know this is secretly a dark fantasy of yours. Not knowing when I’m going to touch you, or where exactly, or…” she blew a warm breath on the tip, “or what I’ll touch you with… Exciting, wouldn’t you say?”
Well, he wanted to agree. The idea was so tempting that he was already looking forward to what she had in store for him, although he hated that she knew.
She foretold his lack of response and continued the light ministrations that he didn’t consider enough to be entirely pleasurable, but that still brought small spikes of pleasure to the very ends of his body. His breathing shook, and he brought a hand to run through his hair. He suddenly felt her hand tighten around the base, and he choked on his own saliva, growling her name dangerously, but she paid little mind to it. [Name] was in control that night, whether he liked it or not.
“You know what, Captain? My skin is feeling so much better now that I’m out of your submarine… and out of that goddamned boiler suit.” Law tried to suppress a groan, but the sound was still so guttural that it made her feel incredibly warm. She sat up, excitement building up at a pace too fast for her to be comfortable in the same position all the time. “I’m here, stark naked… oh, but you don’t know where “here” is, do you? I could be anywhere, you know… And I could be waiting for you to pound me just wherever you found me, no matter the place. Would you fuck me in a dark alley, Law? Risk anyone seeing? Would that turn you on?”
“[Name], you know I would,” he growled, and paused for a second, as if pondering. “Tell me what you’re doing.” He sounded demanding, as if trying to control the situation, but he really was far from it; he knew that when he felt her hot breath against his dick at her next words.
“Why should I tell you when I can show you?” Wet, slick, so, so warm. Law moaned deeply, quickly recognizing a blowjob when he got one – as unconventional as this one was. She worked him slowly, keeping a painful pace as she licked, sucked and lightly dragged her teeth. [Name] let him go with a wet pop that sounded just sinfully right over the transponder snail. “Come on, Law, why so quiet?”
“Honestly, fuck you… babe.” His subordinate could only smirk and take him back into her mouth, suddenly starting to suck with a force that caused a loud moan to stumble from his lips. She loved being so unpredictable, loved having Law in the palm of her hand… quite literally.
“Heh, patience, love. Might get to that point tonight, I don’t know…” She dragged his tip down her torso, through the valley between her breasts, letting it dip slightly into her belly button and nudging it against her pubic bone before she rested it against her moist lips. “You got me really horny…”
“You’re sick, [Name].” His words lacked any kind of conviction as he felt the familiar wetness rubbing against his dick, coating him slightly more than her saliva had, and he had the sudden urge to just thrust into her and make her cease her dumb game. The game that was making him lose his mind, slowly but surely. He did just that, but whined lowly, disappointed, as his hips met air alone.
“Not so bold, Law. I can almost feel your cock taking the reins here. Can you feel it throb? I bet you can, I can see all these veins-”
“How about you put that pretty little mouth of yours to better use?” He was growing impatient, horny, and impatient again. As if anything would stop him from actually leaving his ship and looking for her to give her what she deserved. However, when she started again, he realized that his trembling legs would hinder the endeavor if she kept sucking him off like that. “F-Fuck, that’s good…!”
Her mouth was relentless, and the blind feeling made it feel incredibly, sinfully better. Law did miss having her within hand reach to control the rhythm, to look into her eyes, to feel her close. Remembering those eyes looking up at him, glazed over by the heat and lust, it made his hips spasm. Just before he could grasp a tight hold of his orgasm, every sensation stopped. And it was shattering.
“W-What the hell…?”
“Do you want to cum, Law?” Her voice had a mocking tone laced to it, she knew what his response would be. Of course he needed the release, but she was also certain that he would rather drown than start begging for a pathetic orgasm. She shook her head. No, she wouldn’t have that tonight. [Name] repeated her question, and saw the snail grit its teeth, a slight snarl coming from the other side. “I bet you need it, why play hard to get?”
Law stayed quiet for a couple of seconds, feeling the pressure in his abdomen dying out, and groaned in frustration. He was going to enjoy dismantling both, her body parts and her very skill of rational thinking when he got his dick back.
“Wrong answer!” Her coo was accompanied by the heat of her mouth once again around him. Law could feel himself approaching again. No, no. Not good at all. They both knew what she was doing. His breathing turning hitched as her hands found and fondled his balls. He braced himself, but the feeling of absolutely nothing bringing his climax to an abrupt halt didn’t feel less painful.
“F-Fuck…” The word was drawn out slowly and dangerously, he wanted to appear menacing, but his voice shook and trembled and he sounded like a horny teenager awaiting a desperate release. Not that far from reality, but the comparison made Law’s cheeks burn red with shame.
“What was that again?” Her voice infuriated him more than the pain in his belly tormented him, so he remained quiet and even dared to spit a couple of curses at his lover. “Oh, I see.” Her lips curled evilly, and he felt and heard a shift on the other side. “Let’s try something else, then.”
When she said that, he wasn’t expecting her to suddenly push his length against her pussy again, but it did feel amazing. At this point, he was sure anything would feel like a blessing, even if it was just a small portion of friction provided. Some rubs in and he could almost feel her begging hole. [Name] quivered and moaned a little, but remained mostly quiet when she pushed his tip in. She stopped there.
“For fuck’s sake, [Name]!” Law inhaled sharply, trying to grasp at the last straws of his sanity; she felt so insanely good, but it wasn’t enough. “Y-You… Ah!” When she voluntarily tightened around what little she had inside, he knew it was a lost cause. “Damn it, [Name]! Just fuck yourself on my dick already,” the inquisitive hum made him shudder and swallow his pride as he muttered the one word he never planned on letting her having the pleasure to hear, “please!”
And just like that, as if he had flipped a switch, she felt his own length start a brutal pace inside of her. The moan that left his lips was downright sinful and ecstatic, a chorus of encouraging words cascading senselessly from his lips. It felt so damn good, fucking finally. He could faintly hear [Name] from the other side of the snail, moans and whimpers and slight praise, all kind of sounds that made sex with her even better.
The teasing seemed to pay off, because she started to feel his dick throbbing in a way she knew perfectly well. Her arms were hurting from the fast pace, one pounding Law’s cock inside, the other rubbing her clit, and it didn’t take long for her to convulse around him with a pleased scream of her captain’s name.
Grinding against her, Law came seconds later, a harsh groan on his lips, and she could absolutely see him leaning back into his pillow, bucking his hips wildly. If she was being honest, that was the hottest orgasm she had heard from him.
“J-Just you wait… until you come back… dumbass.” The snail went to sleep and lost all connection with Law. Sighing happily, [Name] rolled around the covers that stuck to her sweaty body.
Definitely, the best way to sign her death wish.
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Episode 2 - “Y'all. Vote me out fr cause I'm inactive as fronk” - Joshua (through Autumn)
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I hate flag-making challenges. I will not be helpful at all, and I hope that someone else can take the reigns and lead us to victory. I honestly feel safe going into a tribal council, but I do not want to test that theory.
Next morning
With Chips and Jules working on the crest designs, I feel confident that we will do well in the challenge. Maybe not the best, but definitely not the worst. I still have the same anxious feeling that my tribe is not active enough for my taste, but I will just have to live with it for now. Besides, at least this is not immunity because that we increase my anxiety by so much. But, I keep forgetting to search the idol hunt which is my bad, but it is just so hard and long that I do not really feel like searching all the time lol
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ART CHALLENGE <333 i love these challenges. Jess made my picture 110% better and its super cute. The note that she wrote with it is also hella cute and I love the whole HP aesthetics bc i never got to go to real hogwarts ;-; but i'm sure most of yall can related. The boys weren't too helpful but nick was better than jacob who is sick. Nick was way more active aka jacob said 3 sentences the entire challenge sooooo…. if we lose idk I might just save jacob anyways bc pregame relations.
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Won reward, but now we have to win immunity again. I really hope that this reward helps us continue to survive. I don't want to have to vote anyone out. We've been getting first, but I really just want to survive this challenge, its known to be hard.
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I think I have been stuck with the second most challenge inept tribe in the history of my ORG career. I literally said so many answers in my version of the story and Jules just fucked it up. And then they got the girl's name wrong. And then they started mixing up characters. I know I did well, but fuck these people. God. Now we need a tribe to get 0 which is very unlikely. I will just resign myself to tribal. I hope and pray that these people have some common sense and do not want to vote me out
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Listen. Listen. Listen. I dang knew this story was going to be Harry Potter based. I knew in my brain and in my heart that I shouldn’t have been the one to start that thing. What do I do? Start the dang thing. Oh well. We did alright. I would be shocked if we won tho but if we don’t I’ll be relieved. I def don’t feel confident enough but I really had a lot of fun with my tribe. I really miss this and really hope that my time isn’t cut short! I feel really good about my tribe mates sincerely. And that’s kind of scary! I would hate to see any of us to go and how it’s going to affect the bond we have if we vote someone out. In this moment with Max sitting out, it may be him who goes if we go to tribal. I hope that isn’t the case. I’ve got my fingers crossed for us. Huff Puff strong!
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Honestly Jules dropped the ball sis!! But it’s okay, I love her. She’s really nice and I know she tried her best. Plus she’s in an alliance with me and Owen, so we should have the numbers against Joanna or Miguel if we go to tribal. Personally, I’d prefer Joanna to go. She’s kinda domineering, but she’s also an asset in challenges thus far. She is organized and direct. I’ve also talked to her a bit more than Miguel, so I guess I don’t really care who goes.
I’m happy I didn’t fuck up the reward comp and the shit that I drew got us a win!
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I really hope I don't bomb that challenge, I answered everything that Kevin talked to me about.... I think!  The rest of them tried very hard but I am SOOO glad that I asked to do my part at the end because my memory of repeating things is horrendous but I'm usually pretty good at bullshitting test answers... too bad I got some of the multiple choice stuff wrong.
I think that if we do lose I am still in a good spot on this tribe and hopefully I won't be in danger.  I feel like I'm on everyone's good side and Max kind of just disappeared so maybe we could just vote him out this round? Idk.
Hopefully we don't have to worry about it.  I smell a swap coming up pretty soon and I just hope I'm either with Owen or with some of the people from my tribe.  I have no idea if they know anyone or are close with anyone in the other houses.
I'm still feeling the closest to Lily and Kevin but I have been talking to Landen a good bit too these days so hopefully we'll be safe or we can all just agree on Max.
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OOOOOH IS LANDEN PAVING THE WAY FOR A MOVE TO SEND MAX PACKING???
He just told me that me, lily and kevin are precious angels that must be protected and that he likes Max when he's around too so that sounds like something... HMMM...
I can't get cocky, I always go home when I get cocky. But I like this.
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my host chat saw this first (shout-out to Drewie and Dennis): Y’all I’m an idiot. I thought I only knew 2 people in this game (Owen and chips). Then I remembered I also know Jess, Autumn, and dan. Literally love and respect each of you my brain just don’t got the strongest memory no more. I’m so sorry!!!! I literally just told landen I only know 2 ppl. I’m just gonna try to not remember it happened.
Ugh.....I need to get it together.
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I love my tribe talking to each other now that we have to!! Everyday I'm like damn either I'm on the bottom or I'm not the only one with piss poor social game. Ok so... the moment the hosts said we got 1 point, I started getting ready for tribal lmaaaooo. No sense crying over it either because all the tribes basically just had to show up in order to beat that
Like how could we not go to tribal with a score of ONE? That shit's embarrassing hahaha. That's like when your teacher passes the test back to everyone sitting around you but not you so you KNOW it's bad. But you know what? It's all good cause I'd rather us take the L now and get it out the way and we can all laugh about it cause losing won't be funny after long. The real question is: will Gryffindor do this the easy way or the hard way caaauusse we all know who the weakest link is. I just wanna see if someone puts two and two together without my prodding. Chips already said we voting together right and I'm like yes sir. There's no better place than being on the same page
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WE WON OMG!! Jules basically gave me nothing, which is fine, i understand, but i'm so impressed that we pulled that off. Absolutely killing these reward challenges really helps!
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"Y'all. Vote me out fr cause I'm inactive as fronk."
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Tonight we learned Joshua is a feminist selfless man that I stan because he's volunteering to go home without me having to put his name out, which I was going to do. Like imagine if every guy had that kind of self-awareness, to recognize why he should be the vote and then embrace it instead of wreaking havoc. And wanting to see others succeed more than yourself? King shit! He knew when to hang it up and did just that. Like the number of times I've seen a vote get complicated for no fucking reason because everyone wants a fight to the death. Enough- I'm old, tired, and cannot exert too much energy at once. We got a long game ahead of us, not to mention quarantine. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you Joshua. We need more players like you and I appreciate your service
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im back back BACK AGAIN with another confessional! not much has changed but a few updates for the sake of these being required :) 1. max has become even more inactive, he's not reached out to me personally since the first day and any time i messaged him after that he's sent me nothing back that i can build a convo off of, so we just have stopped speaking. Luckily this challenge only required four people and everyone else SHOWED UP!! or at least spoke about their availability, while he did not. However in his defense he said he was having some issues at home and i feel for him but his inability to connect has been an issue before he spoke about anything in our tribe chat with us. I'm trying to give him the benefit of the doubt but this point my relationships with the other 3 are leaps and bounds ahead of where I am at with Max. Maybe he can pick up some speed if we continue winning challenges but, it's not looking too hot. SPEAKING OF CHALLENGES, well first we lost reward AGAIN, but we won immunity.. AGAIN! thank goodness for not being first or second boot, i always love being able to avoid these early tribals and if i can get to a swap without seeing one that would be ideal, but also if we do go and maybe vote out max? wouldn't be the worst thing. Moral of the story we won and thats exciting! however.. if we didn't.. the first big push of strategic talk came up with landen when he hinted at being frustrated with max's lack of presence which I also share. I do believe if we lost me and landen could have most definitely picked up ruthie and lily to form a four against him, if he even came to tribal. That would be my ideal situation and if we continue on this tribes hopefully it gives me a nice cushion to fall on if we do lose so i dont have to entirely blow up my social game within the first few rounds by voting out someone i've built a connection with. If max can go and the remaining four hufflepuffs can make a swap I would feel good about that, and maybe in the right circumstances we could work together on the swapped tribes because i genuinely like all of these people (yes max too but in this specific scenario he wouldn't be included bc... well..) anyways to close this off i still absolutely ADORE lily, she is fun and our conversations are really good, and same goes for ruthie, hopefully i dont have to see either of them or myself go home before we can really start playing because i think we could do some damage. :) ok anyways this was longer than i thought it would be goodbye
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I'm still not over the fact that I was able to answer 7 of those questions right. I have the memory of a plastic fork.  I also love that we are SAFE!
I do kind of hope things get spicy and we swap this round and become two tribes of 9. That'd be cute. I don't want VI to get bored and crack on me. BUT ALSO I think I have solid enough relationships with almost everyone on this tribe... so who knows?!
Also... these hoes really out here trying to search for an idol in PUBLIC. IN PUBLIC. WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON HERE?
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Dear diary, seems like we keep winning challenges, which is great but tbh i feel like every time i give a disadvantage to my team because english is not my first Language, and so far its been a vocabulary test and a listening and speaking test. I mean I knew I signed up for school but damn. Give me some macarena  or drinking tequila challenge and I'll crush it
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bippity boppity boo im back again with almost no content kdfasjhdskjfh
Ravenclaw working smarter and we keep winning, period!!! Thankful that y'all put Dan and I together....bc truly we will be unstoppable in these competitions. I kind of want to lose soon though to see how things would shake out, but I don't really have bad blood with anyone. Joanna seems passionate enough in the tribe chat and the challenges, even if she's dry in PMs. Miguel still won't give me anything other than a "how are you," but I hope the best for him in life lol
Still love Jules and Dan, and we made a three person alliance, but I haven't talked with either of them much one on one since it happened.... I really need to step the social game up eventually, but right now, I'm coasting, and maybe that's what I need before I find the time and resources in this game to strike!!
The idol hunt is hard but Dan seems onto something. Honestly he's gonna be a big threat sooner or later so he's sticking around as long as I can keep him! The last two games I've been in I've seen "goats" get dragged to the end and locked in final 3 positions, and then these perceived goats have ended up winning. so I want the big players in this game to rise to the top and fight it out in the end!
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let’s say i am como we dice.. fed up with a lot :flushed: a lot meaning joshua starting to get on my nerves a bit! he’s genuinely sweet n all but.. the way he complained about us losing by putting down others work HHH pissed me off. which is why i will be voting him out hehe.. but so far my misting has worked because no one wants to vote me out! mwah
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Slytherin killed the memory challenge. We thought we were all gonna flop bc all of us thought we sucked at memory stuff. um well we knocked it out of the park? Ravenclaw got 4 and huff/gryff got 1. We got 7 so oops. I do hope things turn out well for Gryffindor but no one I really know/care about is in that house so I'm not too worried. I hope they continue to lose or even hufflepuff since ravenclaw has 2 of my friends in it.
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I have been TERRIBLE with confessionals but only because there's really not been much going on? I have an alliance with Dan and Owen, and even though I wrote off Joanna I was DEFINITELY wrong in doing that. Miguel is sort of the outlier. Our team is kinda iconic though? We've done so well on all the challenges. I might be the weakest link? More to come.
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it's pretty sad but the whole tribe has agreed to vote max if we lose, basically he's just never around because of what's going on at home and like thats sad but... we gotta do what we gotta do *shrug*. I'm really feeling good about Hufflepuff moving forward, i've never bonded this much this easily with EVERYONE on a tribe and i just feel like if we keep winning or even if we lose and have to vote out max, we could be a great group for the future. especially i feel great about working with kevin, we dominated eve's game after eve came between us in 2020 that dastardly witch... :P (juuust kiddin. love ya!) but now we could totally do well in this game too i think.....
lily and ruthie are just so sweet and we really bond talking about pretty much anything,, especially lily is a great conversationalist and i just find it so natural to talk to them both. i'd love to work with any combination of people from hufflepuff in the future, hopefully i start sucking a little less at all these challenges. i think i did pretty great on memory :D
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So here is the summary of what has happened since last time
We had a reward challenge that was drawing. Mine sucked. Apparently 3/4 so no reward.
We played Telephone. My team didnt realize that details are the most important parts of that and didnt share then with Autumn so Autumn didnt share them with me. Then I didnt know them when asked about them.
We scored 1 point and lost. Since I still have no alliance I'm scared that it could be me. So I kind of got an idea how everyone was feeling.
Juls let me know she wanted to vote Joshua and- it's not me so that's fine!
Then I was talking to Autumn about it and - OOP! Josh asked to be voted out. So unless he plays an idol I'm supposing he is leaving after asking to go.
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woo my tribe won immunity!! we are safe! i’m glad bc i’m forming good relationships with ppl on my tribe. i think we all get along rly well so i hope we keep winning. the challenge was fun and i slayed bc i’m skinny mwah
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Ya know what’s refreshing? Being on a tribe that actually wins!!! The last three games I’ve played I’ve been on flop ass starting tribes.
Now we’ll lose every challenge
10 minutes later
This sickening bitch just found a hidden immunity idol!!!! Good until f6 L A D I E S!!!!!!
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HI BARBS SO I WAS GROUNDED SO I MISSED THE CHALLENGE BUT MY HUFFLEPUFF BABS SLAYED SM SO IM LIVING
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CONFESSIONAL 2.1 —
Not much strategy has happened this episode, just simply tribal bonding! We are SlytherWINNING, getting reward and immunity this time! How wonderful.
Regarding my tribe mates, I love all three. I pray, pray, pray we make swap, i do Noh want to be a dirty bad guy and have to vote one out.. yet. Haha.
I was drunk during immunity, one full glass of rum & coke, so I am shocked that we won immunity. Honestly, I feel silly admitting I was drunk to my tribe because... if I can do that when drunk, imagine if I was sober. Competition Beast, duh.
I also gave up my run this round for the tribe to use. Was partially social, partially I just do not understand how to do the Hunt, so I might as well help the greater good. Either way, it comes off positively.
Hoping for a smooth journey for a little longer!
x nick
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Joshue has basically quit at this point so I have no fear going into tribal
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