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rougepancake · 7 months
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Minors and ageless blogs dni. Sexually explicit content below.
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“Beg.” She huffs, placing her foot on your shoulder as you stare up at her helplessly. She looks like a goddess above you, while you are just a lowly creature that has been blessed with her presence.
“What?” Your voice wavers, and the question leaves your lips with an unsure tone that she isn’t too fond of. Her heel digs into your shoulder, causing you to groan in slight discomfort.
“You heard me. Now beg, or else I won’t touch you.” A smirk paints her lips as she speaks. She’s evil, isn’t she?
“P-Please…”
“Please what? Speak up.”
“… use me.”
She removes her foot and chuckles, pushing you onto your back and crawling between your legs seductively. Apparently she didn’t need too much convincing, she just wanted to hear you beg.
Because she knows she’s the only one that gets to see you like this.
QUANXI, Makio, TAO, Makima, Lisa Minci, Kafka, Yae Miko, YELAN, Tingyun, Annie Leonhart
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sea-lanterns · 4 days
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Tbh I think Lisa and Miko would have the same reaction if you’d pin them to the bed, ready to ride the everliving daylights out of them, and say “I’m going to make you a mother”
They’d be quite amused by your proclamation and say something like “*chuckle* please do” or “really now? Then by all means, go right ahead”, in such a playful and teasing tone too
In the end they would fuck you boneless and won’t stop until they’re shooting blanks. You did say you’d make them a mother and carry as many children as they want, so better keep up your end of the bargain, little one
NNNNGHHH THESE WOMEN 😫
Miko would be surprised if you pinned her down, but Lisa is all too smug, the both of them curious to know what a youngling like you could do to them in terms of stamina, as you’re that desperate to ride them and carry their seed? 🤭
Both Lisa and Miko would raise a brow at this, yet let you have your way. Not even ten minutes in though and your legs are somewhat tired from riding constantly, soft whines leaving your lips while your older girlfriend grins before flipping you over. Upon noticing how tired you were, they definitely make you eat your words by fucking you until they’re stuffing load after load into your womb. You wanted to make them a mother, right? Well, if you’re gonna act so confident, at least finish what you started…
The end of the session concludes with Lisa/Miko snoring lightly and napping beside you, all the while their cum is leaking out of your hole and staining your stomach. Aftercare can happen after the nap, these old ladies need a quick sleepy time <3
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harbingersglory · 2 months
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I'm not sure if multiple requests are allowed (if not please feel free to ignore), but can I also request Lisa kink hcs?
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{☆} characters lisa minci {☆} notes drabble, hc's, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings 18+ content, drugging (consensual)
{☆} pet play
lisa adores breaking in brats just as much as she loves obedient pups– either works for her, really, but seeing you on your knees with a collar and a leash around your throat..oh it gets her going. she won't even let you talk unless you need to stop– dogs don't speak, after all. if you've been really bad she has no problem muzzling you, too. hearing your panting and whining muffled by the leather as she constantly edges you, pushing you to the edge just to pull you back..it's her favorite part. if you've been bad, anyway. if you were a good pup, she might just overstimulate you instead, see how many times you can cum before those pretty eyes of yours roll back.
{☆} bondage
bit of an expected answer but she definitely enjoys every aspect of it. she certainly doesn't mind coming home to you already restrained, but theres something especially intimate about doing it herself. it let's her tease you, too, making sure the restraints aren't too tight by making you instinctively tug on them when she suddenly touches you or moans in your ear..shes not opposed to being restrained, either, don't get her wrong. leather, ropes, silks..she's got something for every occasion. just be careful to choose something she can't squirm her way out of, because she's surprisingly flexible, and she might just turn the tables on you mid session.
{☆} aphrodisiacs
i mean. this is pretty self explanatory. her passive literally helps with potion making, she's absolutely made something of this variety before. whoever takes it depends on the mood– sometimes it's just one of you, sometimes it's both. she just loves seeing you so needy and warm, barely able to keep your hands to yourself. when it's just her taking it, it's more of a means of..relaxation. no stress, no worries, just being taken care of by you for a bit where she can turn her brain off and enjoy it. but her favorite is when you both take it– let's you both just..let loose and fuck like rabbits for a bit, get out a bit of pent up energy. especially if you haven't seen each other for a while. if you thought she was insatiable on a good day, it's so much worse now.
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a-certain-romance · 1 year
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sharing more housewife reader and making people happy fr
this time we got ladies w dicks to make it more intesting
dehya loves her house wife after awhile of being a merc and not being able to see her housewife and catching her ass in the kitchen she just has to bend you over and pull you head a bit while her dick is deep in you doggy style
then we have candace who would be falling inlove with the scent you bring to her house and cooking and cleaning whenever the villiage needed to be proctected just makes her want to 69 with you just so you cna enjoy her dick while also being pleasured at the same time<3
beidou and house wife reader mean that their gonna be dealing with their drunk wife(beidou) 24/7 beidou apperciaite whenever you take care of her while shes drunk and she loves her hard working wife so hard she hates the fact shes been ignoringnyou for drinks so in the small wave riders she fucks you deep and content letting you cock warm her and move your hips against her to just sob and beg her to just doggy style you instead of driving the boat but you arent lifting a finger till your at the island shes gonna fuck you at
jean and lisa w house wife reader is magical like lisa is very teasing and makes you moan every single time she slowly gropes you however for jean you can lay on her lap for hours being cormftable on her thigh without her knowing sometimes (but she does notice and kinda finds it cute) whenever yohr truly all in the mood lisa is on anal while jean just rubs infront of you so you can slowly suck on her sadly jean is a bit rough she doesnt it mean it tho!!:(( lisa always cormforts her by giving you or a her soft kiss and kissing your tears away whenever jean pounds you they can be so rough sometimes
ngl next is teacher reader and a kid falls inlove w them so jealous jealous jealous!!
A/N: I. Love. Long. Asks. Housewife anon ily & u read my mind I was just about to say u need a name atp! This is the most tags I’ve ever used on a fic haha. Also my tumblr is acting weird and I can’t see the words I pasted so pink font here we go.
Warnings: Smut written by a minor, anal (Deyha)(Beidou)(Lisa), Hair pulling (Deyha), 69 position (Candace), Oral R giving (Candace)(Jean), Confined spaces (Beidou), Creampie (Beidou), Cockwarming (Beidou), Plug w/ cock (Beidou), Spanking (Lisa), Pet names (Lisa:Kitten), crying (Jean), fluff (all)
Link to Pt1, Pt2, & Pt4
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- The thing about Deyha is that she’s big
- Rather than shoving it as far as she can she eases into you slowly. And when her front meets your ass she’ll start playing with your clit to pass the time as you get used to the size.
- When she starts to thrust she’ll make you take her cock all the way to the hilt, back to the tip and all the way in again. Every time she moves it touches your inner walls in all the right places.
- Although she starts out gentle she will slowly begin to lose it. It’s been so long since she’s had your sweet cunt wrapped so tightly around her. She just can’t catch a break with being a merc and a bodyguard, so in this moment she just need to fuck your hard
- As your tongue rolls out of your mouth and drool starts to pool down to the marble countertops. She’ll stick 2 fingers down your throat and chide you for making such a mess so as she pounds away.
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- You were a spice trader before you settled down in Arue village with Candace.
- Every time you came into her home you smelled like a blend of cinnamon and calla lillies. And now she gets to wake up to that scent every day.
- Your knowledge of spices leads you to always cook the most delicious meals and bake the most flavorful delicacies. Your reputation has made its way across your travels and Candace couldn’t feel any more lucky.
- On the days that a heavy sandstorm hits, you toil away in the kitchen baking batches upon batches of sweets to feed the entire village. You learned quicker that your dishes create a calming affect and it helps those with anxiety over the monsters in the sand.
- She’ll catch you handing them out after the sandstorm dies down and helps hand out the rest. Once everyone’s had their share you pack up the leftovers as Candace showers. Most times when Candace is out fighting for her village you welcome her back with soft sex. Everyone looks up to her for protection, and there’s so much on the line when she ventures out, not fully knowing if she’ll come back in one piece. Having you in her arms makes her believe she can withstand anything that comes her way.
- She’s so worked up this time around. She wastes no time in practically dragging you to the bed. She doesn’t know if she should pleasure you first or the other way around.
- So of course the only option was to set your pussy down on her face as you drop your mouth down to the base of her cock. Candace loves the feeling of your weight on her. It doesn’t matter if you feel you’re crushing her, your closeness is a reminder that you’re safe and sound, and going through all the scars and sandstorms are worth it if it means she gets to protect you.
- You finally let her cock enter your mouth, your thumb running up and down the length of the shaft and occasionally gripping it. At the same time Candace rolls her tongue into you further, and in seconds your cum starts to drip down her face.
- You pull your mouth out when her cock starts to twitch and you know her climax is coming. Ropes of her cum shoot out and paint your face, neck and breasts white
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- Beidou drives the waverider far out onto the water but stops halfway to the island.
- You’re confused at first, why would she stop the boat in the middle of the water? She hops out from the drivers seat and pulls you down, now knowing that the reason she stopped was so she can fuck you without any distractions.
- Being in a such a small waverider gives her no other choice but to fuck well and deep, your panting even starts to fog up the windows with how rough she’s being. She doesn’t stop until her hot, thick cum is gushing out of you and dripping down your thighs.
- And she still feels so guilty for choosing drinks over you, so she keeps her dick plugged into you and has you cockwarm her until you reach the island. She just wants to be closer to you for as long as your here with her. Neither of you are fully satisfied, but she doesn’t let you ride her, not yet at least. Beidou knows she’s being a bit rough this time so she’s intent on focusing all her attention on you.
- When you get to the island she abruptly pulls out and guides you (and your wobbly legs) to a nice picnic laid out on the beach, blankets and baskets and everything. And there isn’t even any alcohol, only a sweet Sunsettia and Lavender Melon juice blend that she promises is worth dying for.
- Despite your pleas, she avoids anymore sexual contact until you’ve had your fair share of food and drink. Conversations with her flow freely, but you can just ignore the want between your legs.
- After you both packed up the remaining leftovers, she’ll shove you to lay down with your knees under your stomach, roll down your pants, and take you from behind. “This is what you wanted wasn’t it?” She grunts out, “You were just begging for me to ram my cock into you doggy style barely an hour ago”
- You should get rewarded like this more often
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- Lisa’s groping you anywhere, and that doesn’t stop at just your body. No no no Lisa will take any chance to tease you whether that’s behind closed doors or against the Library stacks. It’s all worth it for the small noises you make, like you’re just a tiny little kitten under her.
- When she gets behind you she traces the curve of your ass before delivering spank after spank to hear your cries. Lisa might not admit it often, but hearing you beg really gets her going. There’s just something about your voice that makes her want to hear you reach your limits.
- Jean loves having you around! She’ll take up any chance that has you by her side, doesn’t matter when or where. She’ll tell you you’re cute plenty of times but she wholeheartedly believes that words can’t encompass how she feels about you.
- Jean’s sorry about being too rough with you, she really doesn’t mean it! It’s just that when she looks down on you and sees those needy, teary eyes obediently sucking on her length she can’t help but shove the rest of her cock farther down your throat. You always feel so filled and so content with the both of them.
- But let’s be honest, despite how rough they can be, aftercare with them is heaven. Lisa holds you in her arms while Jean draws a bath. When you all get in the tub Jean massages shampoo in your hair while Lisa sensually washes your body, not ever missing a single patch of skin.
- Lisa is always the he first to get out. Jean kisses every inch of your skin that she can reach as she wipes the suds off your body. When you and Jean finish drying off Lisa has prepared a tray with tea and scones for all of you to enjoy
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dearbraus · 7 months
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Is it Better to Speak or to Die? ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
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— Lisa Minci
⊹ Details. 18+ minors dni, dni if you are not sapphic, afab!reader, reader dresses femininely and wears dresses, referred to by gender neutral language but affected by patriarchal norms and gender norms, reader's skin flushes, reader's hair can have fingers thread through it, reader is implied to be a lesbian, Lisa is implied to be a lesbian, side relationship; Lisa and Diluc, Diluc is implied to be gay, compulsory heterosexuality is experienced, homophobia, arranged/forced marriage, emotional affairs, slight age gap (reader is in their early twenties, Lisa is nearly thirty), lost loves, cheating (Lisa and Diluc on each other), implied past Jeanlisa, plot with a smidge of porn, Princess! Lisa is heir to the throne, flirtations, love confessions, angst, hurt with little comfort, making out, scissoring, biting, love as consumption, imagery of cannibalism, desperate sex, reader is implied to lose their virginity, a lot of; jealousy, envy, and misplaced anger, misogyny, men and male characters regarded poorly (including Diluc) in response to sexism and forced relationships, social etiquette, ambiguous threats to life due to treason, House of the Dragon inspired, canon religious beliefs, no happy endings. ⊹ Run time. 22.0k ⊹ Note. This fic is a labour of love, it is my ode to lesbianism, and it is very personal to me. That being said, this is very much an author self-insert fic. The reader is meant to be me, they are meant to encompass my complicated relationship to comphet, lesbianism, and feelings towards men so I suggest you take a very good and long read through the warnings before reading this fic because it is rather heavy in nature despite the few moments of respite. If you do choose to read this I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it <3
❝Brought to court to become the heir to the throne's latest companion, you begin to grapple with the feelings that come with the friendship of a woman like Lisa Minci. There is no halfway with her, it is all consuming or it is nothing—you learn this quickly as you find yourself utterly in love with the princess whose heart belongs to another.❞
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There has never been a name for the feeling Lisa found herself so overcome with when around Jean– when with you. She drowns in the terrifying feeling of the unknown, thoughts swirling into a tsunami of confusion when Lisa allows her thoughts to settle on it for too long. It scares her, the feelings that she cannot understand or put a name to, but she speaks soothing words to him as they toe the shores of a cloud shrouded lake– him, Diluc, her future husband. Lisa placates him with delicate words and sympathy when he lays the truth at her feet, his differing tastes. She had known though, they all had. It’s terribly easy to gaze upon another with scrutinizing eyes when the walls whisper tales of longing exchanges shared upon the remnants of Old Mondstadt; the phrase “sword swallower” carelessly thrown around as if it wasn’t a slight against Mondstadt’s uncrowned king. 
Lisa knows nothing, in truth, that much she can admit to herself when she and Diluc sit upon their marriage bed and feign their consummation; spilt wine tarnishing the stark white sheets as teary tendrils roll down his pale cheeks. She had cried too, for herself and for him– a rare occurrence for the two of them.
Then, Lisa didn’t understand their tears, not truly. She knew that Diluc shed tears for the love that could never be his, not when he was hers– the future king consort. Was he anguished by the fate he shackled himself to? Or, had he left behind another to make his father proud and restore the Ragnvindr legacy? Lisa didn’t know. The two had known each other for all of forty-eight hours before their engagement was announced and the grande affair that was to be their wedding took place. She supposed it was the latter with the way his body shook so violently as they stood together at the altar. The crushed dreams of boyhood lay amongst their stained sheets, putrid and vile, a reminder that the happy end he was promised the entirety of his childhood was not so easily afforded but rather a wishful dream that he could not quite shake. He mourned for his lover, the man who so gently cradled his heart and himself; Lisa had not understood it in the slightest.
Love and lust were too often confused, muddled together in the mind of someone who had yet to truly experience both. She was unable to discern between the two.
Lisa knew lust, or she believed she did when she thought of the desire that bloomed between her and Henry Morton, her tutor and then once more with Huffman the stable hand. Though it always seemed to fester into something ugly– disappointment and resentment. No love existed between her and those men, not in the way she wished there would be. Henry coveted her wealth, the crown she was destined to wear, and the knowledge she possessed. He was hungry for the throne he was never meant to be seated upon, starved for the knowledge locked within her mind. Huffman sought absolution within her, pious and pathetic and filled with delusions that sex with her was healing. He believed she could wash away a lifetime of sin as if she was more than simply a woman, made of the same earth and ash that he was.
But, there was no love to be found within their embrace or comfort.
She assumed that Diluc and whoever made him weep so were more of the same, two beings joined together and enraptured by the threads of desire. 
It is then that she realizes she was wrong, that she is not nearly as knowledgeable as she insists herself to be and it terrifies her. Genius was the word that floated around her since her tender youth; her mind had always been the greatest gift that Celestia had bestowed upon her. Without it, she was nothing. She feels that she is nothing that night as she lays in her marriage bed, trembling and lost in thought. No amount of thinly verily excuses could create enough of a mirage to disguise the glaring insecurities and fears that shake her all the way down to her toes.
If a man can love a man just the same as he loves a woman, could she not too? To love a woman the way a man did, it was easy enough to grapple with before she realized that she did not love men the way a woman was supposed to. Henry Morton and Huffman the stablehand were nothing but toys she used to convince herself that she felt nothing at all for Jean in the days before she was whisked away from court by her husband. Tears prickle at the corner of her eyes as her thoughts ceaselessly plague her idle mind. The hurt she feels when she thinks of Jean suddenly is somehow clarified as if before that very moment Lisa was only granted a short glimpse into her true feelings. Betrayal was true heartbreak, simple affection for her dearest friend something else entirely, the very thing her father believed would blossom between her and her new husband as time went on. 
And then she thought of you, a member of the court and her assigned companion— her only true friend now. It’s the lack of feeling she harbours towards Diluc or any man at all that terrifies her and the feeling of far too much for you now that makes her stomach twist in relentless knots the longer she lingers on you.
Her heart stirred, cheeks growing hot despite the brisk evening air that slipped between the cracks of her shuttered window. There was no part of her that would dare entertain an inspection of her feelings for you, too much possibility remained. Where her chapter with Jean stood firmly closed and long buried, yours was open, taunting her the way a predator did its prey. It’s filled with questions and feelings Lisa wasn’t sure she’d ever be strong enough to face, not when yours was the only true company she could relish in while within the stone-cold walls of the castle.
Lisa had lost too much in so little time, she couldn’t bear to lose you too all because she chose to act upon emotions she didn’t fully understand. 
It would be far too tragic but she rationalized as needing all the allies she could.
A queen needed numbers; the future is what ruled over her actions, not the thought of being well and truly alone. When morning had come, whatever thoughts that had plagued her throughout the night had long since been gone, and Lisa was ever the picture of a perfect heiress. Well, that’s what she would like to believe, Lisa has never been perfect in any sort of way and she’s reminded of that when low-ranking nobles and courtiers sneer at her like she’s nothing more than the sum of all her mistakes. If her father had been a cruel man and raised a spiteful daughter she might have thought to have them punished, simply for having the gall. For thousands of years, those who came before her did, sometimes just for the hell of it, and she was sure they would for another thousand years after but Lisa wasn’t cruel nor vengeful.
She was, however, aptly skilled in the art of playacting. 
Lisa offers you a smile when you come to dress her when the pallid morning light just barely encroaches upon the castle. There’s no trace of worry upon her brow, she’s the vision of radiance, wrapped within the sweet blanket of marital bliss. To the untrained eye, she is perfection in its truest form. She is lucky you possess such a lacking, still green in your young years and sheltered upbringing in the countryside. The air of innocence and naivety that shrouded you comforted the princess.
“Beautiful,” you had whispered in her ear, coming to stand behind Lisa so she could gaze upon her reflection, “Master Diluc shall be overcome when he sees you.”
You had said it as though they had not been wed the night before, as if the cat and mouse game of courtship was not yet over even though it had never truly begun. But Lisa grinned all the same, nodding her head in agreement though she knew it was not her that her husband's eyes would be on. Perhaps they’d be cast upon the floor, or they’d be stuck upon the worried picture that's painted across his parent's face, or maybe they’d follow Kaeya’s lithe figure– plagued with a million different worries that tied his stomach up in knots.
“Thank you, darling,” Lisa passively murmurs, her green eyes hazed as she stares at her reflection, “You may go now.”
Your brows furrow for a moment, “But your sheets …” Pressing your hands to her shoulders, you will her eyes to meet yours through the mirror, “Would you not prefer it if I handled them?”
“You are a highborn noble, it would be highly undignified for a genteel such as yourself to do such a thing.”
Her tone was clipped like you’d done something to ruffle her feathers.
“But, your Grace, you know the serving girls will talk,” You say in a hushed tone, “If they see that your … I understand that the act can be daunting, I mean the two of you are little more than strangers … but they shall not be so.”
Lisa knows exactly who you speak of, the vultures of the court, the ones who wait with bated breath for her fall from grace, “What you’re suggesting … you realize that it is treason?”
“Treason, your Grace? I must confess that I do not understand.”
She almost chuckles at you and she might have if she had been a cruel mistress. You poor, sweet summer child, of course, you would not understand the weight of your words. Lisa wished she could reach out to pet your head, to sit you down and explain. You were still so green, still so naive and blinded by the fairytales your governess promised would be your future, even more so than she could have predicted. She could not do that, she was to be queen someday soon. It would make her weak in the eyes of all who wished for her downfall to show too much kindness. Though it made her heart ache uncomfortably, Lisa fixed her mouth into a straight line as she gazed at you through the mirror.
“To suggest that Diluc and I would shirk our duties to produce heirs for our own selfish desires is treasonous,” she grits, sharpening the only swords she was allowed to bear– her words, “You’d do well to remember that the next time you foolishly question the crown.”
“Your Grace, I did not intend to-”
Lisa holds up her hand to silence your ramblings, “I know, so consider this a warning,” she mutters, “Go on, and take a look at the bed.”
Your brows furrow for a moment as you wander deeper into her bedchambers. Amongst the stark white linens lie a splotch of red. It is evidently not blood, the colour is far too rich and the stench of stale wine wafts through the air. It’s a farce, the product of wishful thinking but it is treachery to question her. It is her word against yours, and the words of an heiress held far greater power than that of a lowly Freiherr’s child. It kills her to use her station in such a heinous manner, it’s written within the carefully crafted mask she wears but still, she does it out of duty; duty to the crown, to her marriage, and to the kingdom of Mondstadt. Pressing your lips together you dip your head into an apologetic bow before shuffling over to the door. It’d be unwise to press further.
“My apologies, your Grace, I shall take my leave and allow you to attend to your duties.”
Your shoulders cave inwards and Lisa can’t help but be filled with remorse, “No apologies needed darling,” she says, beckoning you to come closer to her, “I simply did not wish for you to make such a blunder with another, most are not so forgiving.”
The soft morning light bathes the two of you in a pallid glow, the tears that have welled in your eyes catch in the light when you peer up at Lisa. When you’ve stepped within arm's length, Lisa wraps you up in as tight of an embrace as her large hoop skirt allowed, her chin resting on your head as you buried your face into the crook of her shoulder. You smell of peach blossoms and sunsettias, Lisa finds it intoxicating. She doesn’t mean to but when you furrow further into her skin, Lisa allows herself to inhale deeply, relishing in the sweet fragrant plume of perfume that engulfs your frame.
“I’m sorry,” you sniffle against her collarbone, “I did not mean it.”
You sob like a child who has just been scolded. However, it’s not the naivety or a certain lingering childishness that has spurred this weepy display. It is fear. Lisa can feel it, your fear, it's there in the way your heart races and thumps wildly enough for her to feel it through her whale-boned corset. You’re weeping for her, for all the implications that still hang precariously in the air between the two of you. Your bleeding heart makes Lisa feel all the more guilty, her gut tangles itself together. She shouldn’t feel such shame for speaking to you the way she was taught to but she does. 
Lisa wishes she could take it back, to soothe you and the ache that seems to plague her whenever you are near. But she cannot turn back the clock and so the feelings she harbours continue to feast on the unknown and morph into a puzzle of labyrinthine complexity. Her head and heart tangle within one another, endlessly. 
“I know,” Lisa mutters, her tone clipped, “Don’t cry, sweetling.”
“But-”
“I have said this to prepare you, life at court is nowhere near as idyllic as life in the countryside, you must learn that, quickly.”
The expression you wear tells Lisa you’d much rather be there than here, attending to her but you’ve bitten your tongue and swallowed back the bitter ale she feeds you– you’re trying to learn. It takes you a moment to school your features down into a look of neutrality, tension still lingers between your brows. You’d be easy to break, your foibles laid splayed across your chest and arms. They adorn you like fools gold, glittering and attracting the eye straight toward your Achilles heel. She could fix that, turn you into a mirror image of her in a matter of days if she tried. Lisa decides then that she shall take you under her wing despite the blaring cries for mercy her heart makes. 
These feelings, they turn her into a dimwitted chit. She used to be a respectable scholar, a genius to most and for some reason she’d rather be enamoured by the fatuous allure of something shiny.
“I am trying your Grace,” you murmur, straightening out your shoulders and attempting to stand tall before her.
“I know.”
Stepping back, Lisa takes your chin between her gloved thumb and forefinger, “But, there is still so much for you to learn, my sweet summer child.”
She sounds like her mother. The intricate lace of elegance meshes with the stern undercurrent of authority that turns every question into a command. It makes you shrink back into your perch, cheeks warming at the word “child”. The very thought of her seeing you like that, a puerile waif instead of the mature courtesan she expected you to be, made your stomach churn painfully. Pressing your lips firmly together you hold back the petulant whine of defence that threatens to crack your prestige. 
“You shall learn from me,” Lisa says, her lips curling up into a smile, “I shall teach how to avoid any number of social blunders and you shall keep me company as you were brought here to.”
Raising one meticulously crafted brow at her, you can’t help but question, “Is that truly what you wish to do?” Your head falls to the side and Lisa’s chest tickles with a thousand butterfly wings, “It is your honeymoon, the start of your married life-”
Clamping your mouth shut you clear your throat. Heat blooms within the apples of your cheeks, and embarrassment fills your gut. Lisa must think you to be airheaded with how quickly you’ve seemed to have forgotten the most important rule of court– never question the crown. Straightening your spine, you hold your chin up in the way your mother taught you to.
“What I meant to say was, I am grateful to you, your Grace,” you say, placing a simple smile onto your lips, “There is so much that I can learn from you, you have my eternal thanks.”
“Good.”
Lisa’s lips, painted a deep crimson, curl into a demure smile. She smooths her thumb along your chin in a silent act of praise. Her vibrant green eyes glimmer with something you interpret as being pride and it makes your lungs painfully constrict from within the confines of your ribcage. You should shift your gaze to the floor, maybe the vanity that sits just to the left of Lisa, they should rest on anything other than her eyes. They shine like a matching set of peridot gems plucked, shined, and shaped just for Lisa to wear. But, you can’t seem to do anything other than helplessly stare at her.
“Next time if you feel unsure allow the other person to continue talking,” Lisa hums, snatching her hand away, “The longer one talks, the more likely they are to accidentally reveal their true intentions.
Seizing the delicate lace parasol from where it sits next to her vanity, Lisa offers you the crook of her elbow.
“Come, I should like some company in the gardens as I break my fast.”
Tentatively slipping your arm into hers, you send her a wary glance, “Should I be … writing this down?”
Lisa laughs like you’re just another court jester whose entire existence revolved around her entertainment, maybe it did. You were starting to feel like one big joke with how Lisa regarded you. This was how she was raised to treat those beneath her station, this you had to remind yourself, it was nothing personal nor was it a testament to your character.
“No my dear,” she hums, “The walls have eyes and ears, it's best not to keep them fed.”
Lisa nearly sports a grimace but it's covered with a mask of duplicity. She believes it is best for you to know nothing more than to be guarded, carrying on as if there weren’t a sword hanging above her head. There were many rules you’d learn over the course of your stay at court, the way whispers travelled was one you’d see for yourself and come to understand without her hand. Ushering you out of her private chambers and into the rest of her shared solar, Lisa hands off her parasol to the knight standing post outside her door, Porthos, you think but you can’t be sure as Lisa greets him with nothing but a short nod of her head. 
Diluc sits by his lonesome at the large gold-studded table at the centre of the room. A stack of parchment is spread across the tabletop, a fluffy feathered quill is clasped between his pale fingers as he scribbles onto the sheets. He doesn’t bother to look up from his work as you and Lisa shuffle past him.
“Good morrow, husband,” Lisa mutters as if that were a typically sweet endearment for the newly married to use. There was nothing sweet in the way Lisa regards Diluc, their hackles were raised in defence, shoulders tensed and stiff in the balmy morning light. 
“Good morrow, your Grace.”
If Lisa frowns you do not comment on it.
You supposed this was how it was when you married someone you’d known far less than a fortnight. They were little more than strangers, so were you and she, and yet she seemed far more comfortable conversing with you than she did with him. Diluc’s vermillion eyes peer over his shoulder at you. His gaze makes you squirm uncomfortably, his stoic expression reveals nothing and the almost bored look in his eyes makes you wonder if this is why Lisa was so hellbent on teaching you how to properly navigate life at court. Though you could not tell, perhaps this expression was the subtle judgment Lisa wished to shield you from, or he knew. The thought frightened you, but you could not stop yourself from wondering if Diluc had pieced together that you were well aware of their transgressions. Did you wear it on your face, looking aghast and as guilty as he should have? Or, did your knowledge shroud you in a cloud of bitter perfume that stunk up their chambers?
Dipping your head into a bow, you tear your eyes away from Diluc, “Good morrow, your Grace,” you say, attempting to subtly check for Lisa’s approval. She seems pleased that you remembered that he was now the prince consort and not simply a herren, “May Barbatos bless you.”
Lisa grins, a small “Good,” passing her lips as you rise to your full height.
Leaning down to press a kiss on Diluc’s pale cheek, her lipstick leaves a mark, Lisa clasps her hands together, “We shall be breaking our fast in the gardens,” she says in a bored tone, “So, feel free to attend to your ledgers or hand them off to the crowns treasurer if you so please.”
“Shall we dine together this evening?”
“Yes, I shall be all yours this eve,” she hums, “I’ve requested full privacy so we may dine alone during our honeymoon.”
Diluc catches Lisa’s hand, it’s attached to the arm that is still tightly clasped within the crook of your elbow and delicately presses his lips to it. If you had known any better you might have believed the gesture to be romantic, swooning over how darling the intimacy was. The serving girl, Glory, refilled Diluc’s goblet with something sweet with a large grin on her face. Her cheeks were dabbled with a demure pink blush and she looked away when Diluc turned back to his papers. Glory just barely attempts to meet Lisa’s eyes as she dips into a curtsy and flutters away in a fit of barely concealed giggles.
Lisa’s lips flatten into a straight line. She’s noticed too, the way Glory titters like a little girl pouring over the tales of a great romance. There’s a minuscule part of Lisa who wishes she could do the same but she’d learned long ago that they were called fairytales for a reason. The love that existed within a few pretty words was forever a fantasy to placate the broken hearts of women and girls who married too young to men much older than them, for the ones who married strangers, and the ones who lived alone in great stone castles with their babies, not knowing if their children would ever come to know the man they called “father”.
At least Lisa was nearing thirty by the time she’d been made to wed.
Lisa’s gaze cuts like stone as she sets it upon Glory, “Deary, you would not mind reminding the other serving girls, would you?” She asks, “This is a special time in a couple's marriage… and I’d hate for anyone to witness anything untoward.”
Hearing Lisa call Glory the same endearment she’s called you before makes your stomach churn uncomfortably. Bile coats your tongue and you feel yourself about to retch until you catch sight of Lisa’s stern expression. How silly, you think to yourself, getting all worked up when Lisa was merely doing her duty. Sweet words mean nothing from the forked tongue of a dragon whose fire threatens to set the room ablaze if her will is not abided by. She was playing pretend, soothing Glory just enough for her to think she was well-liked by the future queen if only to keep the wool pulled tightly over her eyes.
“Yes,” Glory nods, “I shall make haste and remind them, good day, your Grace.”
Glory’s face turns a garish shade of red. Lisa seemed pleased.
“Yes, good day.”
Lisa’s fingers wiggle languidly as she waves Glory off. Turning back to you, she tightens her grip on your arm, “Come now, darling we too should make haste,” Lisa says, “Before the sun comes out even more, too much sunlight is bad for the complexion you know.”
You nod dumbly in agreement as if you had any idea what she meant by that. Your youth had been spent running amock barefoot in nothing but underclothes during the summers. The children of the servants often joined you, your mother never minded how long you spent in the sun not even when you missed dinners because you were too busy napping on a warm patch of grass. So long as you were happy and safe, there’d be a plate warmed by cooling embers for when you were ready to return to the world of the genteel.
“Hm, I shall have to get you a parasol too. You won’t be able to share mine forever.”
“My family has opened a tab with the seamstress on call,” you mumble, frowning a bit, “So, I suppose you can tell the seamstress which style you would like to have made, and my father will pay it in full.”
You did not understand why it was so imperative that you had one of your own but it was easier to ask your father to pay for useless accessories that your future queen deemed necessary rather than attempting to understand Lisa.
“Nonsense I shall cover the expenses myself, it isn’t much anyhow.”
She whisks you away without another word to her husband. Diluc does not seem to mind, having long since clocked out of the conversation. Porthos follows five paces behind the two of you as you breeze through the castle. You had heard Diluc was not one for idle chatter but you would not have guessed Lisa wasn’t either. From what you’d known of her, she was quite lively in her youth but that was before Jean had been whisked away to Fontaine to marry some ridiculously wealthy nobleman the moment she had turned eighteen. That had been nearly a decade ago, and she had not returned home since her father’s funeral.
Lisa must not have had anyone she should trust the way she trusted Jean. Hopefully, one day she could trust you just the same.
You’re unsure if she truly trusts you after spending nearly every day with her for nearly six moons. 
Lisa is a difficult woman to read. Every inch of her is intentional, from the jewels clasped around her neck all the way up to the kind of expression she wears. There is no part of Lisa that is not carefully crafted, she’s endlessly placed on display for all to scrutinize. They pick her apart with their eyes, find some fault along the hem of her dress, and dream up some reason as to why she is not fit to be queen, like it lays within the way her hair curls and falls over her lithe shoulder or amongst the crushed pigments that fill the apples of her cheeks.
Her visage is a constant mirage of neutrality.
Unlike you, she never cringes when the conversation lulls into a wall of thick silence or flinches when boorish men spit filth at her because they believed they knew more than their crown princess, simply because of the cock between their legs. It’s a feat you think when your own mask slips all too easily. In reality, it must have been a lifetime of suppressing every want and desire to pass through her mind. None of what Lisa wished for mattered, not when the greater good of Mondstadt lay in the palm of her hands. You had not learned yet, what true sacrifice was not in the way Lisa knew of it.
Or, of how Jean Gunnhildr knew it.
She married a wealthy man known to most by the name “Varka” when she was just eight and ten. He, to your knowledge, was nearing five and forty. The Gunnhildr clan had suffered loss after loss once they lost their toehold on the trade routes that led to Liyue and Fontaine. Their coffers had been drained in an effort to keep themselves out of debt, they had hoped their luck would turn eventually but they only seemed to sink deeper into despair as months with no income turned into years. They let go of servants, sold jewels, and gave up ancestral land to distant cousins who managed to hold onto some level of prestige even when they received no help from those who lived lavishly in the “family” homes. When there was nothing left to sell, they turned to Jean. She was the eldest unmarried lady left in the family, Barbara was far too young, and Jean held a rather esteemed reputation. It was the logical choice, ripe with all sorts of possibilities. The Pegg family had no money either but still possessed a rather well-respected position in court, though it did not matter much if they did, Seamus lost any claim to it when he absconded his family's name in favour of taking Gunnhildr’s name and wearing their colours, boring their sigils too.
Jean had a pleasing smile, she was smart as a whip, and since the tender age of eight had been the crown princess's most beloved companion. If they could not have the princess, then her friend was more than an adequate consolation. She could have had her pick of any man across Mondstadt and with her family’s connections, the same could have been said for Liyue or Fontaine but when Varka, a man nearly twice her age asked for a hand, neither of her parents found any reason to say no. He held a great deal of connections and was more than happy to shepherd the Gunnhildr back into society's good graces. He was the perfect son-in-law and his pockets were heavy with gold coins. It mattered not if Jean cringed in his presence or that the crown princess heavily disapproved of the match.
Frederica and Seamus did not care for the approval or kinship of the crown when Varka promised to find Jean a spot amongst the Tsarita’s court in Snezhnaya during their courtship. They may not have had the same history as Mondstadt but their wealth superseded it tenfold and that was enough for them to sell their daughter. It mattered not that he had been the highest bidder or even offered a tangible solution to their family's poverty, the prospect of prestige and affluence was far too delicious for them not to take a bite out of. Varka was ripe with possibility, and they wished to feast on all that he could offer without a second thought. They’d tear apart his carcass too while their daughter grieved if it meant restoring the lavish lifestyle they had grown accustomed to. And, they didn’t blink twice when he failed to bring her to Snezhnaya, settling in Fontaine where King Neuvilette only tolerated his presence.
Lisa banished them from court the evening after Jean’s wedding. She had banished Varka too and by extension, Jean too was barred from court and any affiliated social events. Lisa had only been one and twenty, and both her parents were overcome with a bout of illness. She was hurt and without any guidance for the first time in her life. Like all the men who spent each night praying for Barabatos for her downfall and believed she would, Lisa acted on emotion. The tide seemed to turn that day and from then on she had turned into a wall of stone, like an evil witch from a fairytale came alive one night and drained all the jubilance from her body and left her with nothing but melancholy.
In the six months that you’d known her not as heir to the throne or Princess Lisa of House Minci but simply as Lisa, you don’t think her mask had slipped at all. If there was trust, she hid it well. Public loyalty too often meant trouble for those in positions like hers. It wasn’t very fair of her to play favourites either but you think she may have with you. Even if she wore a face of indifference most days.
It must have been rather exhausting to keep appearances up at all hours of the day, endlessly playing a one sided game of chess where the rules switched at the wind's whim. A yawn broke through the thin line you pressed your lips into, the very thought of constantly looking over your shoulder to ensure no slimy rat clung to your coattails. Your eyes roam over the pile of half written letters sprawled about the table before you. You could not focus on writing to your family and the few friends who bothered to keep a correspondence with you when the trail of your thoughts continued to circle back to Lisa.
Two days prior she called upon you to accompany her to the observatory. It was rather modest, lacking most of the embellishments you’d find anywhere else amongst the keep— it was nothing comparable to that which one would find in Sumeru but still, quite the sight to enjoy at nightfall when the skies were clear. She summoned you in the middle of the afternoon when the skies were greyed and out came a great wave of rain that pounded ceaselessly against the glass. 
Albedo, the chief alchemist did not linger for long after escorting the two of you into the observatory, hastily advising the two of you not to linger for too long before bolting off to his lab once more. That left the two alone with nary a servant, or nosy courtier to listen in on your conversations for the first time.
Lisa wore an extremely lavish emerald day gown that put whatever the young debutantes were wearing to attract suitors to shame. The gold trim melted into her sun kissed skin and crafted the appearance of a scandalously low neckline. You felt rather underdressed next to her in the breezy pale pink frock you sported but you supposed that most would when in the presence of a princess. Her hair was styled in a simple manner, curled and tucked over one shoulder with a gem encrusted rose shaped barrette to keep the strands pinned in place.
She was effortlessly flawless as usual but where jealousy would bloom over your inadequacies you felt nothing. If there was something it lay buried and twisted within a bed of biting thorns that pricked your skin when you got too close. Lisa was the most radiant woman you ever laid eyes on and the knowledge of that made your stomach unexpectedly leap in your belly.
“This must look spectacular at night!” You marvelled with faux enthusiasm, tucking your hands behind your back as you bounced on the balls of your feet, “Perhaps we can visit again once the stars are visible.”
You took to her lessons well enough, never once complaining though frustration grew to become a familiar friend as you struggled to catch up to the years of etiquette that far surpassed the norms of the country. Lisa nodded thoughtfully as she gazed wistfully at the rain, lost in a memory you presumed. You had taken to trying to decode her expression in search of whatever may have laid beneath but Lisa was far too good.
Quirking her lips into a smile, Lisa suddenly sighed, “Perhaps we should,” she proclaimed, reaching out to gather your gloved hands into hers, “We shall make a night of it if that should please you.”
“It would please me endlessly, your grace,” you said, your cheeks warming as she affectionately clasped your hands, “Though nothing brings me greater joy than your contentment.”
Lisa released a full-bellied laugh, that was the first time she hadn’t attempted to mask her true feelings from you. It made your cheeks burn even hotter as you smiled at the sight of happiness.
Wiping a stay tear that gathered at the corner of her eye, Lisa clutched your chin so you wouldn’t move when she innocently bopped the tip of your nose, “My my, aren’t you just the sweetest darling,” she giggled.
It was a rather belittling gesture when you tried your very best to appear as mature as she was. Though you didn’t find yourself insulted. Your racing heart was far too distracting for you to focus on the mild bruise to your ego. You wished that she would see you as an equal so that one day she may allow you to dispel that wretched mask from her. 
The woman that lay beneath it was far too entrancing to be trapped under the surface until her mortal body withered away. If only she allowed you to grow closer, you’d prove to her that you were worthy of such a sight.
The uneven pitter-patter of clomping feet bounding through your solar broke you away from your thoughts.
“The princess requires your presence,” Glory hiccups as she clambers into your chambers, “At once in the gardens!”
Her cheeks are a blotchy red and her skin glistens with perspiration– she must have run all the way over here. Pressing your fingertips to the bottle of the chilled jug of water, you slide it closer to the edge where she hovers.
“Have a drink, we’re in no rush,” you murmur.
Ducking her head down into a hasty bow, Glory wastes no time in filling the spare goblet and gulping down the cool liquid. Water dribbles down her chin to her neck in fine rivulets, your mind briefly flashes to Lisa sitting alone in the garden. The air has gone stale and thick with humidity within the keep, summer has rolled in with a fierce crack of its whip and the pleasant balm of spring has been cast aside, nothing but a distant memory to dream of until it’s come again. Her skin’s grown warm with a golden tinge, and her cheeks are filled with a near-constant flush but it suits her. Strands of her hair have grown lighter too, they edge on blonde but still very much exist within the realms of brown. Would the heat have her act as undignified as it had most others in the country? They ran around in cotton breeches and thin chemise when within the safety of their homes but sometimes uptight fathers and dismayed mothers meddled far more than necessary. Summer was the season of marriage for a reason.
The image of her skin hot and dewy beneath the scorching sun made your mouth go dry. Reaching forward for your hand fan, you flick it open and pray to whoever might listen that your expression does not betray you. If it did, all of those hours with Lisa would have gone to waste.
Squishing your eyes shut you force anyone else to come to mind, Sir Kaeya, or even Master Albedo the castle’s on-call alchemist. As soon as your mind settles on Kaeya– ever the flamboyant presence at court, your thoughts begin to trickle downward to his brother Diluc which leads you right back to the princess. 
Glory holds out your parasol, the one Lisa had commissioned, an embarrassed expression sitting on her face as she struggles to refrain from wiping her hand across her chin and neck. She follows five paces behind you as you flutter out of your chambers, perching over your shoulder to see you safely delivered. She must long for Lisa’s praise. They’d fill the aching cavern of loneliness that split Glory open. Godwin left to fight on the front lines of whatever ludicrous ventures the Knights of Favonius cooked up on Lisa’s payroll, using her name and country as an excuse to fuel their need for bloodshed. Ever since they embarked from the northern port for the sandy shores of Natlan, Glory’s been searching for pieces of Godwin wherever she roamed, today it was Lisa, tomorrow it may have been you.
Lisa was a good choice, she could be a stand-in mother, lover, or even the older sister you’d always dreamed of. You were unsure which one you wished her to be, it muddled your mind and made you wish the dandelion wine that flowed endlessly throughout the realm was stronger. Perhaps then, it’d ease your weary mind and put an end to the murky waters that surrounded your feelings for Lisa.
“Your grace.”
Glory’s demure chirp brings your gaze up from the stone pathway of the garden and up to the sun-kissed visage of your future queen. Freckles had begun to bloom along the bridge of her nose and amongst the rosy petals of her cheeks. The warm weather suited Lisa, it made her look more akin to some sort of nymph as she mindlessly thumbed at the sprigs of flowers that surrounded her tea table. Lisa’s eyes slide upwards, across the expanse of your body before settling on your eyes. There was no judgment or malice behind her expression like there was when most ladies of the court allowed their gaze to sweep over another person's body.
“Come, have a seat,” Lisa said, your name hanging sweetly off her lips as she pats the chair nestled beside her, “There is a bit of shade right here.”
Dipping your head downwards, you silently dismiss Glory who scutters away to the solace of the cool stone castle and out from the scorching sun.
“Who dressed you this morning?” Lisa asks, her nose wrinkling upwards.
You shrug your shoulders as you sink into the cushioned metal chair, “I am unsure, I did not catch their name,” you say, your head falling into a confused tilt, “Is there something amiss with my attire?”
“It is seasonally inappropriate, you shall grow ill from the heat if the day were any warmer!”
Lisa’s rouged lips settle into a small frown. Her fingers twitch in her lap as if she were resisting the urge to fuss over you. Glancing away, you clear your throat, “How has your morning been, your grace?”
“Rather droll,” she sighs as her eyes flicker away for a moment before they settle on the cloak clasped around your neck, “Allow me to remove this, I shall remain distracted if I do not.”
Her delicate hands rise from her lap to unclip your cloak, they brush against the exposed skin of your collarbone as she pushes the heavy fabric away from your body. A shiver trickles up your spine and you try to disguise the shudder that tears through you with a small cough. If Lisa has noticed, she says nothing instead focusing on the large emerald necklace that rests against your throat.
“Thank you, your grace.”
Lisa releases a small sound of acknowledgement and nothing more, pouring all of her focus into smoothing out the fabric and delicately folding your cloak over the back of your chair. She watches you from the corner of her eye when you turn your gaze away from her and to the elaborate spread of tea cookies and sandwiches. She is not so inconspicuous that you do not notice her or the frown that slides onto her perfectly painted lips. Lisa seems to want to chastise whoever dressed you for a second time when she notices how thick the fabric of your ensemble is but remains quiet as you comb through the delicacies laid before you.
“There is lemonade,” Lisa pipes up once she is satisfied with how smoothly your cloak lays with nary a wrinkle in sight, “Your favourite, I asked that it be made just as you like it.”
Laying her hands flat atop her lap, Lisa gives you an expectant look. Perhaps, it was hopeful, but you could not be sure with how well she disguises herself, pitching up towering stone walls before you can ever examine her expression long enough to read her. The glass pitcher is cold to the touch, perfectly cubed chunks of ice clink as you raise it to pour into the ornate glass that rests before your plate. The lemonade is fragrant, the sour citrus biting your nostrils as it fills your glass. Lisa’s own glass is empty with no signs of any water or lemonade lingering at the bottom so you fill hers as well.
“You did not,” she begins, a hand reaching out to stop you, “You do not have to serve me.”
Lisa says your name with a sigh before she bows her head in thanks and wraps her nimble fingers around the thick stem, “I do, your grace,” you say with a laugh, “That is what I was brought to court for.”
“I suppose you’re right darling but still, you’re of noble birth and should not serve your own lemonade nor mine.”
Your face grows hot, still, you have much to learn in the ways of appeasing your future queen. If she notices your embarrassment, Lisa chooses not to comment on it as she brings her drink to her lips. Your eyes follow her movement, gaze settling on her plush lips and the way they look wrapped around her glass. You never seemed to tire of imprinting her image to your memory, each day brought a new, rare sight for you to cherish and study when left to your own devices. A bit of the sticky liquid rolls dribbles out of the corner of her mouth, rolling down her chin to the expanse of her neck.
Your hand darts out to catch the remnants of the lemonade before it reaches her bosom and dirties her décolletage. Lisa’s chest stills as you gently brush your knuckle up her neck to her chin. Her cheeks fill with colour and you can feel her swallow. Her mouth presses into a thin line and her brows furrow as you retract your hand, wiping it onto the neatly folded napkin beside your plate.
“You had a bit of lemonade right there,” you say dumbly as if it were to excuse you for touching her without permission.
The princess was married, she’d be your queen sooner than late, and you had no right to touch her as casually as you did. All that was reserved for you, a mere courtesan who’d been tasked with dressing her, was the accidentally brushing of skin when you slid her dress over her chemise or tightened the laces of her corset and nothing more. Anything more was indelicate and improper when she’d expressed no further affection for you. If you’d been her friend then maybe she’d rest her head in your lap or even hold your hand as a sign of goodwill as the two of you spent time together but you were not her friend. You were nothing more to her as she was nothing more to you– two people stitched together for convenience.
Lisa turns her head away from you, a few stray strands of her hair brush across her cheekbone, “Yes,” she mumbles, pressing her bottom lip between her teeth, “Thank you.”
You should apologize for such uncouth behaviour, but your mouth remains hung open with no words daring to come out as she clears her throat. Discomfort trickles up your spine and your mind begins to spiral with horrid images of her scolding you in front of your parents or shaming you before the entire court as she sent you home. Logically you knew that Lisa would never publicly ridicule you, she was far too kind, too lenient at times according to the men of the court, but she may well scold you like a child. She’d be well within her right to and that filled you with a sense of dread. You had worked so hard to appear the ever-composed and mature courtesan that you were not.
“You’re very doting,” Lisa says, turning to you with a small smile, “But, I assure you that I can care for myself in the absence of help.”
She laughs and you laugh too, “As can I,” you say, idly pointing to the glass of lemonade you poured for yourself.
“I suppose you’re correct.”
Clearing her throat, Lisa gestures to the small spread of food before you and her, “You should help yourself.”
You pluck the first sandwich you see, mindlessly plopping it onto your plate at her instruction. Lisa snickers but says nothing at all. 
Her skin was soft as satin and far more intriguing than the cucumber sandwich you’ve begun to force yourself to nibble on. You wondered if Diluc had thought the same of her skin if he too felt such an urge to touch it at the more inopportune moments such as when they were dining together with their families or amid council meetings. If he did touch her, how did he touch her? His hands were quite rough from years of military service and sword usage, calloused and scarred. Lisa was unblemished and unweathered, many called her a witch for it but you supposed that was simply how princesses were; perfect. Surely, she wouldn’t like to feel such coarse skin against hers, biting into the delicate flesh of her ribs or hip bones as he held her. Diluc did not deserve to touch her not with such roguish and indelicate hands. In what little you’d seen of the two of them together, it was evident that he was undeserving of such a woman.
Your stomach lurched uncomfortably as the thought passed and you reminded yourself that the princess had allegedly hand-picked her husband herself.
“Refreshing,” you mutter as you swallow the sandwich in an effort to force down the bile that coats your throat, “What precision the cook must have to cut the cucumbers so thin, the knights may well be jealous that they’re in the kitchens and not the battlefields with them.”
Lisa dislikes small talk but this feels appropriate, it's a safe venture that brings a delighted smile to her face, “Oh yes, I rather think that thinly slicing your enemies is a practical battle skill,” She jests, her soft green eyes finally meeting yours, “I suppose I should send Glory to ask around, hm, there may be the second coming of Vennessa in our midsts and we’d never know!”
“Glory should like any endeavour you ask of her, so long it is you that asks it.”
Her brows raise with intrigue, “Oh? Why is that, and speak plainly.”
“She holds you in the highest esteem, your grace,” you say with a slight shrug of your shoulders, “As do we all. I rather think you are the most beloved lady in all of the realm and for good reason too.”
“Yes but you seemed to suggest her dutiful dispositions extend far past how high my station is,” Lisa smirks, “Do you have your ear to the ground and know something more, darling?”
In the days before she was the heir and was simply the young princess, Lisa loved nothing more than to research. Her mind craved knowledge and it did not matter if it was academic or simply gossip, she had to know what you knew and then some. The days of her youth were spent more often in the comforting confines of the castle's rather lush library than anywhere else. Lisa would not allow you to wriggle your way out of this comment, no matter how empty you’d claim it was.
Curling your fingers around the stem of your glass you took a sip of your lemonade. It was rather sweet but still tart enough for your lips to pucker at the taste, the perfect balance that made this your favourite beverage, “I do not have my ear to the ground as you said it was improper for any lord, lady, or courtesan to engage in gossips,” You reply with a haughty grin, “Unless of course, you’ve changed your mind?”
Lisa’s thumb and forefinger grab your chin, pointing it downwards so you are forced to look into her eyes. Your chest tightened and you had to remind yourself to suck down a large gulp of hair before you forget to breathe entirely. Her face grew closer to yours, close enough for her breath to fan across your face for a moment.
“You think you’re so clever,” she whispers, “You must tell me, I am to be your queen.”
It was not a card Lisa liked to play often, she found it rather repulsive to use one's station for their own gain but as curiosity lapped at her belly and urged her to question you, her tongue slipped. It meant nothing, it was not as though she’d torture the information out of you, you would not be questioned sharply but her gaze simmered with a fire that made it hard for you to resist her whims. Even without such a strong expression pinning you into your seat, perhaps you’d be destined to spill because her touch electrified you and left you with no choice but to try and please her.
“Glory looks up to you, quite a bit I must confess,” you state, swallowing thickly, “I’ve heard no rumours but with the way she looks at you, as if you hung the moon and the stars … I gather that she wishes to please you, that she enjoys your praise far more than a serving girl should.”
The Cheshire grin that forces Lisa’s mouth to curl upwards steals the breath from your lungs. She looks rather divine like this, like a true queen. A part of you wishes you could see this side of her more often but you spent your days far removed from the kingdom's high council. This side of her was reserved for the men that doubted her and you could hardly believe that they thought her incapable when she was such a force to be reckoned with.
Though, you may have just been a weakling with no resolve.
“I see,” she says, her eyes growing lidded, “Well, I suppose if it means better service then why should I break the poor girl's heart.”
“Do you do that often?”
The question slips without you meaning for it.
“Break hearts?” Lisa echoes, her head cocking to the side, “Oh of course I have darling, are you kidding?”
Your heart leaps in your chest. 
You’re unsure if it's excitement or dread, “A princess has to always be careful, always on guard,” Lisa states, still firmly holding your chin, “I’ve turned down as many suitors as I have military endeavours.”
“That makes sense,” you utter in a rather small voice, “You’ve hung the moon and the stars, I too should feel my heart ache should you ever dare to reject me.”
Lisa releases you quickly, as if you’ve said something to shock her or perhaps she’s just realized what a compromising position the two of you were in.
“You’re very sweet darling,” she says as she grabs a macaron and takes a small bite from it.
Her hand covers her mouth as she chews, hiding her visage from you. It's tactful, that much you’ve gathered but you’re too busy missing the way her warm skin felt upon yours to ruminate on its meaning for long.
The next, large, sip you take of your drink is much needed. The cool liquid squashes the flames that threaten to set your mind ablaze with inappropriate thoughts about Lisa. Pressing the perspired glass to your warm cheek, you focus your attention on the myriad of flowers that surround the two of you. 
“A virtue I’m sure will reward you on the marriage mart.”
It takes all of your willpower to suppress the frown of displeasure that wishes to cross your lips. It was not often that Lisa brought up marriage, courting, or anything pertaining to relationships. Conversations of that nature always seemed to lead back to her and her predicament or what others would call her marriage. 
You too disliked it, the prospect of imagining what sort of fate may befall you or what sort of bargain may be struck up for your hand now that you held such a precarious position, so close to the princess. It made the fight for your hand far more lucrative, the price much higher than it would have been had you remained in your simple life at your family's estate. The thought made you feel ill at ease as if it had all been some ploy by your father to receive an offer that was far greater than your dowry could ever afford.
“If you say so, your grace,” you say, attempting to keep your expression neutral, “You know far more of the marriage mart than I.”
Lisa did that all too often. She let you close and offered you a glimpse into her world whether she meant to or not. Your presence was unbidden as she could not help but allow colour to spill past the dulled shades of grey she masked herself with when she grew docile, more comfortable than she’d wish to be only to shut you out with a comment she knew would make your skin crawl. The good mood and banter effectively severed at the neck before too many of her softest spots were revealed to you.
“I do say so,” She hums, adding a few sweets to your plate once she’s finished with her macaron.
It dangles in the air, unspoken because it needs not to be uttered. You know just as well what she refrains from saying and she bites her tongue because you know. It begins to feel empty, the threat that sits heavily between the two of you. Half the court would have had their tongues flayed or slayed with their heads displayed on spikes near the gate of the castle if all acts of treason were punished to the highest extent like she’d have you believe.
“I do say so, to question my word is treasonous.”
“Perhaps my match shall be half as fruitful as yours, your grace,” you murmured against your better judgment, “If perhaps you were to arrange it instead of mother and father?”
They’d be proud of you for the suggestion even if it was underlaid with a snarky bite. Her shackles rise at the mention of her marriage. Guilt laps at your throat like the claws of a desperate animal backed into a corner. The look of hurt that flashes through her eyes is as sharp as the edge of a knife to your throat. She’s pressed it to the soft of your neck and allowed your skin to prickle open. You bleed a sticky scarlet and it spills onto the table before Lisa. She can see it, the way it stains your face and the innocent daffodil yellow of your frock like sloshed wine. You understand now why she doesn’t often pay mind to court gossip even when it is pure treachery. The way she wears disappointment scars far deeper than any blade ever could.
“Perhaps it shall be if you are blessed by the Gods,” Lisa says with a smile, it's a robotic and routine reflex, like she’s nothing but a pliant pup who’s learnt to dance on command, “With my help, you will be but then you shall be blessed by me.”
To be blessed by a queen, by her– it was a far tangible proof that the Gods looked kindly upon you rather than waiting and hoping for some sort of divine intervention from them.
Picking at the raspberry tart on your plate, you frown, “Though, I’m unsure that I should like to marry,” peering at her from the corner of your eye, you sink the prongs into the softer, buttery pastry, “None of the men at court are particularly interesting and the men of the country are too boorish.”
“It’s unbecoming to be overly critical of others.”
Lisa was never one to mince her words it seemed.
Her honesty was refreshing most days but now your cheeks burned in mortification, “Is it being overly critical if I am simply making an observation?” You asked, “It is no fault of their own that they are so very boring. Men do not have to be interesting to be an eligible bachelor they simply have to have very full coiffeurs.”
You jab your fork into your plate with more force than you intended to. The crust crumbles into smaller pieces and the dollop of whipped cream begins to mingle with the deep magenta custard, leaving a lump mess out of the once meticulously crafted dessert.
“It is just a fact, your grace. Is it so wrong to be picky about which man I shall be shackled to for the rest of my days?”
Scooping up a bit of the raspberry custard, you lift your fork to your mouth. The burst of tangy sweetness you were expecting to dabble on your tongue never came, instead, you felt three slender fingers envelop your wrist. Lisa had brought the fork to her lips and swallowed the bite you’d prepared for yourself. Her tongue poked out to lap up the bit of cream that smeared across her cupid’s bow. Your eyes settle into a stony, fixed stare as you watch her hum in contentment.
“You were playing with your food, darling,” Lisa chirped as if it should have been obvious, “I was simply demonstrating what you’re meant to do with it.”
You’d be insulted at the insinuation should anyone else have made it. The teasing undercurrent to her words was not lost on you, though it stirred a deep confusion. An incoming tide of sudden playfulness washed away her dismay within the blink of an eye. It must have been something you said but the ignorance was anything but blissful. Furrowing your brows, you watch as Lisa sinks into the back of her chair, slouching a bit.
“I see,” you mutter, pushing your plate toward her, “Well do continue with your so-called lesson in etiquette.”
Lisa shakes her head, her curls bounce with the movement and you’re struck with awe for a moment as you watch. She was truly a vision to behold and though your stomach was filled with an uncomfortable flutter you could at least admit to yourself that Lisa Minci was the most beautiful woman you ever had the good fortune to lay your eyes upon.
“I do believe I’ve had just enough sweets to rid my tongue of the bitter taste on it,” Lisa hums, resting her interlocked hands upon her midriff.
“Bitter taste?”
Her lips curl upwards in a devilish manner, “Oh yes, you see whenever the thought of boring men as you put it, crosses my mind a rather acidic taste seems to coat my tongue.”
A small giggle escapes your lips and soon Lisa joins in with a laugh of her own. You’ve never heard her truly laugh before. All you had been afforded were forced titters behind a demure hand whenever a lord of the court decided to play the role of the jester. They were missing out. They may have thought that they possessed all the rarest riches of the land but in truth, only you had. You tried to commit the sound to memory, to memorize the way her cheeks filled with coloured and her eyes squished shut as her grin grew wider but a fleeting thought bristled through you, and with it came the bitter burn of jealousy. What if she laughed like this with her husband, Diluc? He was a rather stoic man, not one for conversation unless it suited him but behind closed doors with his wife, he could have been different.
Was there a side of Diluc that only Lisa was privy to? Did Lisa show Diluc parts of her that she wouldn’t show you?
You could feel your skin turning green with envy whereas hers glowed pink with delight. Lisa caught sight of your tense expression and pressed her lips together to suppress the lingering traces of laughter that made her cheeks ache, “Do not worry my sweetling, you shall remain interesting forever.”
“Will I?” Your voice was painfully small, fitting for how utterly defenceless you felt.
“But of course,” she proclaimed, her fingers digging into the pleats of her skirt as she leaned toward you, “So long as you do not allow your husband to taint you with his ailment.”
Something vile curled at the back of your throat. It urged you to say something uncouth, something that would put an end to this conversation and bring forth another wave of disappointment. Gripping the sides of your chair, you suck in a shaky breath.
“Is the Prince Consort afflicted with such a dastardly ailment?” You cautiously ask instead, your voice unsteady. You couldn’t bring yourself to say his name, “Is that why you prefer to spend your free hours with me?”
The blush that blossoms upon the apples of Lisa’s cheeks is far darker than it had previously been. You wonder if she’s ashamed or if she’s embarrassed that you even asked such a thing, “Can you keep a secret?” she lowered her voice, whispering your name in a conspiratory manner. You nod your head against your better judgement, your curiosity far stronger than your resolve to keep Lisa’s marriage far from the confines of your mind, “Well in truth yes, Diluc is a rather boring man and he is always so serious.”
“Are those not admirable qualities for a consort to possess?”
“They are indeed,” Lisa murmurs, her eyes awfully watery as she trains them upon your face, “But they aren’t what I wished for in a husband, in truth, Diluc is not who I would have chosen for myself.”
It would be selfish for you to ask what kind of person Lisa would have envisioned for herself but the urge is overwhelming, “Then who?” You ask in a desperate tone of voice, her face has grown closer to yours. You can feel the warm fan of her breath across your cheeks and along the tip of your nose, “What sort of man did you envision for yourself.”
Your chest tensed and a prickling sensation gathered between your ribcage as if a long, thin blade was pressed against your flesh– ready to slice and flay before you’d even taken your last breath. 
Lisa remains silent, her pink blushed lips pressed into a firm line. You shouldn’t have asked, it was foolish and would only result in even more complicated feelings that stung too painfully to begin to dissect further. Her hand rises to brush a strand of your hair away from your eyes, her calloused fingertips brush against the flushed skin of your cheekbone. The green of her eyes looks even more striking when they are closer to your own, there are flecks of blue right near the centre of her iris that you’d never noticed before. With the summer sun, freckles had begun to sprout amongst the few beauty marks that graced her skin. Even more questions filled your mind, like why a princess's hands were calloused when they were supposed to be smooth and delicate, without blemish like all the bards have sung but Lisa had lived a thousand lives before you and she’d live a thousand more without you. You were just another beef-witted courtesan that would pass through her court, one she was burdened with modelling into a sensible member of society. You had no right to demand entrance into her past chapters.
“I never envisioned a man would rule by my side when I became queen.”
The admission is no louder than the soft rustle of leaves when a gentle breeze filters through them. Lisa wears shame beautifully. If you weren’t paying close enough attention, you’d miss the way her lips wobble in embarrassment, her hands trembling for a moment before she steadies them. Her mask has crumbled and she’s laid bare before you but her words are purposeful. Prying ears would gain nothing insightful, they’d assume Lisa is high in her instep, an arrogant wench who thought she was above tradition and smart enough to rule a kingdom all on her home. She was but even the most pious scholar would never admit it out loud. But you, you see it, the double meaning that is thoughtfully interwoven with her statement.
Lisa did not want a husband.
Your jaw falls slack, your mouth turns into an “o” shape as you search for something sensible to say to such an admission. There is nothing you could say that would spare either of you the torment that embedded itself within your chests. 
Her fingertips trail against your cheek to your jaw, gently pressing your mouth shut before she cups your face in the palm of her hand. The perfume that has melted into her skin is just barely noticeable but you can smell the fragrant notes of cecilia’s and valberries. You can almost taste the raspberry custard that you’re sure lingers upon her tongue and lips, if only you could angle your face closer to hers and then you wouldn’t have to wonder. Lisa moved before you could ruminate any further, in one swift movement she had gone from a hair’s breadth away to close enough for her lips to graze against yours. They linger there for a moment, just a whisper amongst a sea of shouts before she has pressed her mouth firmly against yours.
Her kiss isn’t greedy like you assumed kisses to be. There is no expectation of something more wrapped within it but you wish there was because it may have soothed the mind-numbing flames that followed the feeling of her bare skin on yours. Something heavy settled low within your belly, it was dizzying but thrilling all the same. Fear should have dawdled somewhere in the mix of emotions that made your heart leap all the way up your throat, but it didn’t. Your skin should have run cold but you burned so deeply that it was incomparable to the muggy summer heat that kept your skin sticky beneath the heavy woollen frock you wore. In the six months you had known Lisa, this very thing plagued your mind when you lay alone in bed and followed you into your slumber even when you tried to will yourself into a dreamless sleep.
It unleashes a type of hunger that you had never known though her lips only remain pressed to yours for a few short seconds– it felt much longer, but you’re left starved for something that no array of decadent sweets could satiate. Lisa’s eyes look strangely darker when they flutter open, her face garishly pink but still utterly kissable despite the shock that seems to mar her features. Your chest heaves in time with her, a myriad of deep breaths used to chase away the impending conversation.
“I must go!” You blurt between gasps, quickly tilting your face towards the sun to disguise your expression, “The hour has run late and I just remembered I was to write to my mother before the day's end!”
The sun had just barely begun to shift from its spot in the centre of the crystalline blue sky but Lisa took your excuse with grace, mechanically bobbing her head in agreement, “Oh yes, I have duties I too must attend to,” she breathed, clasping her hands together as you rose from your seat, “I am sure that my husband, Diluc, must require my presence too.”
You thoughtless nod as your trembling fingers grasp for the emerald necklace clasped around the base of your neck. Pressing your fingers against your décolletage, you will your heart to rest. It thrums wildly and you can hear each erratic beat with each inhale. You hope that Lisa couldn’t hear it, that the sound of flapping bird wings and splashing water in the distance was enough to muffle your pathetic reaction. The chair screeches against the tiled ground as you push out from your seat, falling over as you stumble away from the table.
The stifling air is no comparison to the hellish flames that nip at your heels as you walk away from the garden without a spared glance toward Lisa. You couldn’t look at her or bear witness to the look of utter devastation that painted her face. When your feet reach the sleek hardwood floors of the castle, you stop running. The hallway you found yourself in was empty, devoid of the usual hustle that you still hadn’t become accustomed to but you chose to relish the oddity. You tuck yourself into the first corner you find, your knees buckling beneath you until you’ve begun to slide down the wall and plop onto the ground with a small huff.
A bead of sweat rolls down your neck and another dribbles into the space between your breasts. When you go to pat yourself dry, you notice that in your haste you had forgotten your cloak on the back of your chair in the garden. You supposed now it lay carelessly on the ground amongst the bugs. It was a rather lavish cloak, one Lisa had made for you when she realized you were sorely lacking seasonally appropriate clothing.
Oh, you were in such trouble.
Lisa does not call upon you for nearly two months. 
Summer rolls through Mondstadt with a startling quickness but the chill that permeates the air is welcomed by you. Now that the social season has come to an end, your parents were more receptive to the idea of you returning home for a short visit. Without Lisa’s constant presence life at court is stagnant. For two months your days are spent alone. Lords and ladies do not find there is a need to converse with you when you no longer follow Lisa like a shadow and your listless figure floating through the halls is haunting.
Though, it is not half as haunting as the glimpses you catch of her.
It is torturous to be resigned to simply stealing an eyeful of her passing figure or a whiff of her perfume after she’s left a room. Strangely, half a year felt closer to a lifetime than it did a minuscule increment of time. But, Lisa did not wish to see you, that much was clear with how scarce she’d become. You’d have to be satisfied with chasing the train of her silk dresses like everyone else.
The library becomes a respite. Its walls are sparse from any life other than your own and that becomes a comfort on the days when it is difficult to put Lisa out of your mind. Tall tales of knights wooing princesses could only occupy your thoughts for so long and the privacy offered by the ancient, towering shelves meant you could weep to your heart's content without the prying eyes of the court scrutinizing you. The lush carpets and the soft velvety cushions that were littered around the space were what called you back to the library on the days when your heart felt a little bit lighter. However, it was never as soothing as you wished for it to be because it was never long before you wondered which books were Lisa’s favourites.
This was her home, the very place she had taken her first breath and would be the place where she took her last. It was filled with pieces of her that you couldn’t ignore no matter how you tried. From the portraits detailing her youth hung along the walls to the flowers printed into runners that led to the main hall, you were surrounded by everything that made Lisa who she was and to deny the joy that filled your heart just the same as anguish was a cruelty that even you could not commit.
And, in the end whoever Lisa was behind a lifetime of carefully poised hands and masterfully crafted curls would remain sealed away for another to uncover.
The soft call of your name breaks you from your thoughts, “Her grace calls upon you,” they said, their voice wavering, “She wishes for you to attend to her chambers at once.”
Turning away from the trunk you were peering into, you come face to face with Barbara Gunnhildr. Pegg, she was now Barbara Pegg. Word had it that the girl's father’s parents took her into their care sometime during the month of June. She now bore their family name and had begun to flutter around the court like a ghost of years past. Amid etiquette lessons and academic studies, Barbara often spent her days attending to the church with her family. She was a waif of a girl with bouncy curls spun from gold, dressed in a blue so pale it’d be mistaken for white by most. It was befitting for the aura of innocence that surrounded her. She was a sweet girl, far more näive than you had been when you first came to court and there was something worrying in the way her weaknesses were on display. With Lisa withdrawn and hidden away in her solar most days, there wasn’t anyone with enough power to ensure that her sister's fate wouldn’t befall her.
“Glory, do continue packing my clothing,” you instruct as you straighten your shoulders, “Thank you, Barbara, I shall visit her at once.”
Her head dips into a prim bow as she scampers away with a small smile, satisfied with her work. Your gaze glides over to where Glory is elbow-deep in your armoire, she’s humming to herself seeming all too content to run her fingers over the fine fabrics. She must be imagining what it would be like to wear one of them but just like the dreams you had of Lisa every night since that day in the garden, those thoughts were nothing more than a fleeting fantasy to plague your idle mind.
The walk to Lisa’s shared apartments with Diluc is solemn. Your chin remains titled high as you saunter through the halls, only stopping to greet those whose station ranks above yours. They don’t seem to recognize the aura of dread that prowls alongside you, their spirits are tinged with merriment since the well-loved Weinlesefest grew near. None seemed too bothered by the absence of their heir around the court. But, you bite your tongue and allow no trace of ill content to show on your expression.
Lisa’s door was imposing much like her. The gold crusted knocker that lay in the middle of the wood was meticulously crafted into the shape of a rose. Two twisted thorn-covered vines looped together and met in the middle. The signs of age wore around the handle of the knocker, revealing the darker metal beneath the brush of gold. Before you could raise your hand and wrap your nimble fingers around the knocker, the door swung open. Diluc stood tall in the entryway. He was quite the dignified man, even when dressed down in a part of charcoal coloured breeches and a loose white blouse. His hands were stained with ink blotches and his ruby red eyes were ringed by a deep plum that gave away all the sleepless nights that were the centre of this week's round of gossip. The laces of his blouse were loose and revealed a spattering of crimson hair that covered his broad chest and pale skin.
Many ladies and some lords of the court fawned over the king consort to be, his name a constant on their tongue. They found him to be the most comely man to ever grace the kingdom, even more so than his charming younger brother Kaeya. As you peered at him in the low light, you tried to see just what captured the interest of so many but you felt nothing.
“Your grace,” you mutter hastily as you dip into a messy courtesy, “Good evening.”
Diluc’s eyes settle upon your face but he doesn’t see you. He looks right through you, hardly lifting the corners of his mouth as he greets you, “Good evening,” he murmurs in disinterest, “Lisa is waiting for you in her chambers.”
He silently slips by you, tucking his hands into the pockets of his breeches as he drags his slippered feet along the floor. The door remained open, orangey candlelight spilling into the hall. The solar is dimly lit, a sparse few candles and the central fireplace illuminate the space. Despite the chill that rattles your bones, the atmosphere appears rather welcoming. The floorboards creek beneath your feet as you enter the room. Your breath catches in your throat as you grow closer to Lisa’s chambers. It’s eerily quiet. Pressing your ear to the door is a fruitless endeavour. The only sign of life inhibiting the space is the glow of light that bleeds from the cracks.
“Your Grace?” You call, your knuckles gently wrapping the wood, “You called for me?”
Her voice is muffled when she responds with a meek, “Come in.”
Popping your head into the small space between the door and the frame, you peer into her room. Lisa stands in front of her large, four-post bed. She’s donned in a thin, wispy nightgown. Though the evenings have grown colder, the castle remains muggy well into the night. Most of her arms are exposed, and so is her collarbone. Lisa’s tanned skin looks like molten gold when bathed in the warm, fiery candlelight. 
The door clicks closed behind you as you slip further into her space. You feel over-dressed in your evening wear. Kaeya summoned you for a private dinner to discuss the upcoming festivities. He hoped you may have been able to sway Lisa’s opinion on some matter. The moment you returned to your chambers to continue packing your things, your conversation with Kaeya was entirely forgotten. You do remember how worried you’d been when he called upon you, having spent three hours with Glory trying to decide what to wear and how to style your hair. He didn’t seem the least bit interested in your appearance and now you felt rather silly, still sporting such extravagant clothing.
Lisa had gifted them to you.
“Your Grace?” You called, “Barbara said you wished to see me?”
She remained where she stood, with her back turned to you, “Yes, I did,” Lisa said, pressing her hands to her lower stomach, “I heard you shall be returning to the country soon.”
“Yes, in three days time.”
Lisa hums beneath her breath before shuffling over to the corner of her room. Her heeled slippers click with each footstep she takes, “I see, well you cannot return to the country without this,” she says, “The weather is getting colder and it would certainly be a shame if you went without it.”
Your cloak is clutched between Lisa’s trembling hands. When she turns around to face you, your heart drops into your stomach. Her eyes, always so expressive, shone wetly in the low light and her bottom lip quivered. You’d never seen such sorrow peel across her pretty face. She stood frozen in place like she’d be plucked from the confines of a canvas and dropped before you. Shame coiled around your belly and squeezed it uncomfortable tight. To think of her as some sort of masterpiece when she was wrought with such sadness, and sorrow that was crafted by your hands.
“Your Grace, are you alright?” You ask, taking a tentative step forward.
A sob is wrenched from Lisa’s lips, it’s harrowing and you can feel your heart snapping into a thousand pieces as she stumbles back and tucks herself against the side of her bed. You reach your hand out toward her but think better of it. Her cheeks are blotchy and tears have begun to fall in streaks against him against her will.
“You are leaving because of me,” Lisa hisses, clutching your cloak to her chest, “I have done it again, I have made a mess again.”
You shook your head in confusion, “I do not understand,” you cried, curling your fist against your chest, “I swear to you, your grace you have done nothing wrong.”
She hadn’t. Hiding herself away like a damsel locked away in some ivory tower was no fault of hers. You ran from her when she laid her mask aside and stood bare before her. You continued to bury your feelings so far down in the soil of that garden, you were unsure if you’d ever be able to unearth them once more. 
“Without you, I am so very lonely.”
The blunt edge of your nail digs into the supple flesh of your collarbone. Your confession does little to relieve the bone-crushing weight of remorse that squeezes the air out from within you but your tongue refuses to wag and spill any more secrets.
“Do not lie to me,” she whispers with a shake of her hair. Her wavy brown hair cascades around her shoulders, it’s the first time you’ve seen her without her hair meticulously styled. It makes her look even more defenceless than she is, “If there is one thing you should have learned from me is that you shall never lie to me.”
“Because it is treason?” It’s a stupidly sarcastic question to ask but you need to see her smile. The wet, half-hearted laugh she lets out is not nearly enough but it makes some of the tension gathered at your shoulders melt away.
Lisa’s brows push together, her eyes softening for a moment. Her expression is endearing and it placates the skittish animal inside of you, the one that begs you to run with your tail between your legs because nothing good can come from this. But, how can it not? How can nothing good come from Lisa Minci, she cradled the sun in the palm of her hands, she was crafted from all that was kind and gentle in this world. 
She nods, rolling her eyes in an exaggerated manner, “Well yes, I suppose that is true,” she swallows, her shoulders bowing inward as she shudders, “But you mustn’t lie to me for I cannot handle another heartbreak. So, speak plainly here and now, your words shall not leave this chamber, I promise you.”
“You did not call on me for two months,” you spit with a shake of your head, “I felt discarded and unwanted at court and I was so very lonely I could no longer bear it!” 
Your eyes dart back and forth between Lisa’s eyes and her expression, searching for something within them. You came back with nothing more than an abundance of shared guilt that began to pool at both of your ankles.
“But it was no fault of my own, it was torture by my design and mine alone.”
“I do not understand,” Lisa shook her head in confusion, she hated not understanding.
But, when you spoke in cryptic tongues, your own frustrations boiling over how could she understand? Too many words remained unspoken, they hung in the air like taunting fingers just waiting for the right moment to jab at your soft spots.
“You were vulnerable with me and we …” Your voice trails off, your cheeks burning even hotter than the still crackling fire in the corner of Lisa’s chamber, “And then I ran from you, like a child and I ruined everything between us.”
“You have ruined nothing, darling.”
Lisa’s eyes fluttered shut for a moment as she deeply inhaled. Your heart skipped a beat, “darling”. For a moment you could pretend that this was some sort of clandestine affair rather than what it truly was.
“I did,” you murmured, “You couldn’t stand to look at me for two months!”
“I kissed you.”
Your breath catches and a raggedy cough escapes you. The very thing neither of you had been brave enough to say out loud or think upon for longer than a few short seconds before you forced your thoughts to settle onto something less terrifying. Of course, Lisa was brave enough to say it out loud, to give life to the moment that you desperately tried to bury away like a rotted corpse. Lisa had a strength that you don’t think you’d ever be able to possess, she was born with it but her parents fostered it. All good and just leaders had to be strong, but never would the king and queen think that their daughter was using all that they’d taught her to confront matters of the heart. Though, could they be categorized as such, if these feelings were meant to be reserved for men?
Your mother once said that temptations of the flesh manifested in many different ways.
Any man or woman could tempt a chaste and pure, well-bred genteel into laying in the pit of vipers because all were powerless to the taste of flesh. You had never known such a thing, your youth was sheltered and the only person your heart and body ever craved was Lisa. But it was wrong of you to think of her in such an impure manner. She was married, she was to be the queen, and she was a woman. Lisa was the person farthest from your grasp and yet your greedy fingers still reached for her coattails. Running to the country allowed for all of these feelings to wash away with the morning tide. You’d be clean once more and maybe next summer you’d be wed and enraptured in marital bliss.
The longer you remained here, the more complicated this web of strangeness grew. You felt lost and tangled within a never-ending maze of emotion and escape sounded too enticing. Lisa had done it, she escaped you before you had been ready for it, now it should have been your turn.
Lisa kissed you and you could not dwell any longer within her chamber because if you did, you’d kiss her.
It was a need, you needed to kiss her. A part of you wished to be brave like her even if it was just a crude imitation of the real thing but your mother's words and your fears of alienation crept along the back of your neck and whispered vile threats against the shell of your ear. 
“You kissed me.”
“And then you ran,” Lisa sniffled, a sad smile playing on her lips, “Away from me, how could I have called upon you when you made your feelings quite clear that day.”
Clutching your cloak against her chest, Lisa nuzzles her nose into the furry collar. A few tears drip down the slope of her cheeks and stain the fabric darkly, “Yes, I ran but it is not because of you,” the heavy material of your dress uncomfortably compressed your chest, making it difficult to breathe, “I ran because I was afraid of much more I wanted from you.”
Her mouth echoes your words but no sound comes out.
“Even now as we stand here, I want more than just a kiss but I can never have it.”
“And why not?” Lisa blurted, “Why can I not give you all that you desire?”
Your cloak drops from her hands to the floor without a second thought. Lisa straightened her shoulders, pressing herself back into the mould of a woman she used to wear so well. It wasn’t because she needed to posture herself as someone she was not but because it stirred a confidence in her that could not be broken once she had it clasped within her hands– its rightful place.
“Who shall stop us? I am the heir to the throne.”
You want to laugh and to tell Lisa that she cannot simply flout her duties and use her title like a tyrant when it suits her but a voice deep inside your head was screaming for you to keep your lips sealed, “What about your marriage? Hm, what about Diluc,” you say instead, pushing down the growing want that singes your belly with its devilish flames, “He does not deserve such a betrayal.”
The words leave an acrid taste on your tongue. 
In truth, you cared little how Diluc felt about his wife's desires because it was clear in your eyes that he did not either, not if she was standing here before you in a state of undress, taunting you to fall prey to her loving touch. You were not in control of your mouth’s movements, it parroted someone else's voice without your permission.
Something sits on the tip of Lisa’s tongue. A confession or secret of sorts that was not meant for the ears of a lowly courtesan. You heard whispers of Diluc but never paid them any mind, in your eyes they were as false as whatever egregious vitriol was spewed about Lisa. Those at the very top were never as well-loved as their subjects would have them believe, their ambition and thirst for power corrupted whatever good will they may have held. 
“Diluc does not need to know.”
Oddly, Lisa does not appear ashamed. In the morning when the flames have dwindled down to cooled embers and hardly have the strength to flicker, Lisa might feel ashamed. Tonight, she did not want to. She wished to relish in the feelings that she spent her entire life yearning for but could only suppress them with a forceful hand. Her stomach twisted itself up in excitement, at the prospect of wetting her maw and indulging in the appetite that she was shamed for having.
“You made an oath before Barabtos,” you continued, sucking in your bottom lip between your lips, “You cannot break that oath.”
“I swore to love a man I do not care for before a God that I do not believe in,” Lisa confessed, her hand rising to rest against her chest, “Is that not a sin too?”
Your throat feels like it is closing, your lungs threatening to constrict until you turn blue.
“Barbatos is kind.”
He’d forgive Lisa, that is what you wish to tell her but could he forgive this? Perhaps not.
That yellow-bellied craven is back again, resting its haunches upon your shoulders. You cannot shake it off because your mind races and allows itself to fall under the craven’s spell. The thirst that festers fights to be heard and appeased but all you can think about is how your silly, overly lavish attire chokes you.
Roughly tugging at your necklace until the clasp breaks, you throw it to the floor but it isn’t enough to fill your lungs. Your gloves are torn off next but you cannot reach the tiny buttons to free yourself from your petticoat. Lisa stares at you with concern, she’s come dangerously close to you. She smells of jasmine and honey, her hair is still rather damp and when she stands directly before you, you can see how the ends frizz. 
“He is kind,” she agrees, boldly reaching to cup your heavily flushed cheek, “But I am far sweeter than he.”
“Lisa,” you whimper, her name comes out like a kitten's mewl and it is mortifying, “We shouldn’t no matter how much we wish to.”
Her touch sears your skin but it is electrifying and thrilling in a way that makes your heart race. You like the way her calloused palm slides across your smooth skin in a gentle caress but your mind is screaming at you to hate it, to hate this, to hate her. Leaning forward, Lisa presses her forehead against yours, and a long sigh passes through her pursed lips. She wouldn’t taste like raspberries and cream if you were to kiss her right now and that very notion made you wonder what she would taste like. There was no sharp sting of wine on her breath nor any goblets and pitchers. Lisa had not fallen into her cups, she was of sound mind and she wanted you in the way you wanted her.
Though you did not have the words to articulate what it was that you needed from her, you could feel that she knew exactly how the yearning felt to gnaw away at her flesh just as you did. 
“I’m tired of denying who I am.”
Tears stick to her wispy lashes, but she does not appear saddened.
“Are you not tired of living a farce?” Lisa demands, her eyes boring into yours, “Do you not wish to feel just for one night what it is to be honest?”
Her tears leak onto your cheeks and drip down into the corners of your mouth. They’re salty but utterly human. It strikes you that Lisa had not been wholly human in your mind. Her sincerity and her vulnerability scared you because you did not recognize the fragility that all earthly beings possessed, yourself included. You saw her mask and the caricature she played but you still thought of her as some obscure and untouchable figure. What a disservice that was.
“I do not know what it is, to be honest,” you confess, shutting your eyes with a sigh, “And I am afraid.”
“Of what?”
Lisa’s voice is gentle, her other hand comes to cup your other cheek. You shook your head, unable to muster up an answer that would make sense to anyone but you. 
“Of everything … of what comes afterward.”
Nothing could ever come from this. There was no afterward, that you knew but the potential of something erupting from the walls of her chamber and spilling out to the court made your blood run cold. She was the future of the realm, you could not be the reason she was deprived of her birthright or bringing ruin to this kingdom because some moronic barbarian of a cousin challenged her claim due to some foolish misstep that you goaded her into. You would never forgive yourself if you were to bring such ruin to the realm and to her.
It wasn’t fair.
To think, of how men could bed whomever they pleased whenever they wished and never once had to think of the consequences. For them, sex was as much of a God-given right as their status, lands, and titles. If they left a young miss pupped it was her fault for succumbing to a man's charms, she was the idiot but truly it was never a surprise. Girls were foolish, they were born lacking in the eyes of society and would never fulfil the impossible standards they were held to.
You were endlessly frustrated, but Lisa did not need your pity. She needed your resolve, lest she forget how truly precarious of a position she held.
“It would ruin you were anyone to find out,” you whisper, your brows stitching together as you frown, “Think of your future, think of the realm.”
Lisa shook her head, a huff passing through her nostrils, “That is all that I have done my entire life!” She exclaimed with a pithy laugh, “It is why I gave my blessing for Jean’s union to Varka and it is why I agreed to marry a man with whom I hold no affection for!”
Her eyes search yours for something utterly intangible, you wish to give it to her but you held even less than she did. Resting your forehead against hers, you press your eyes firmly shut. You could not bear to drown yourself even further within her swampy green eyes. They cut like a blade forged from noctilucous jade, sharp and stinging the longer you allowed yourself to prickle with forlorn.
“I am a woman of royal blood,” Lisa says with a resigned sigh,  “It is my duty to be tortured.”
The way her hands quiver against your cheek brings tears to your eyes.
“And I am so tired of being tortured.”
Your eyes fly open to meet hers, and a few stray tears dribble off your lower lash line and gather beneath your eyes.
“Is it so wrong to covet one evening in which I am unshackled from the bonds of duty?” She implores, her voice crackling with shame, “Why is it so shameful for me to want, and to act upon it?”
“It isn’t, Lisa,” you whimper as a lump settles amid your throat, “But are you not afraid of all that you could lose?”
Lisa shrugs her shoulders, and a sad smile sits on her lips, “If I am to be burned at the stake for succumbing to my need to relish in the touch of another then I will have lived a full life,” she says with a certainty that startles you, “They would burn me for less, so why must I allow them to puppeteer me about like a miserable fool.”
Her hands slide from your face as she pulls away from you. The loss of her warmth steals the breath from within your lungs but the disappointment that festers is what surprises you.
“I understand if this is not what you want, so take your cloak and leave, and I shall wish you a safe journey home.”
Though she stands still before you, her posture rigid, it is as though you can see her placing her porcelain mask over top of her visage once more. The vaulted door inches closed the longer you stand silently in place, your mouth dumbly gaping as you struggle to comprehend the whirlwind of emotion that relentlessly whips you around. Lisa was older than you, she’s had many more years to work through the injustices that permeated the society she would soon rule, such injustices she may well uphold to secure another era of peace but you had just scratched the surface. You had always known it was cruel, the double-edged knife that pierced your chest and taunted you as you teetered along the rope of societal convention but never had you considered skirking duty and responsibility to steal one single moment where you deluded yourself into thinking nothing else mattered. Where there was action there was consequence, that was the way of the world but as you stood there you could not help but wonder if there would be no cosmic justice to answer to if you danced in the dark of night.
“Lisa … I,” your voice trails off as you stare at her figure, eyes raking over the ample curve of her hip, “I do not wish to leave but, I could not bear to live if I were to cause you harm by acting upon my uncouth desires.”
Her expression turns sympathetic, “Oh, sweetling,” she coos with the affection of a mother, “No desire is uncouth, flesh craves flesh. It is the most base and natural desire for us mortal beings to possess.” You feel like a child as she regards you but Lisa was raised for this. To slip into the role of mother, lover, sister, or friend if the situation called for it. Your stomach churned at the idea of being treated just the same as any other courtesan but it was to no fault of her own. A thousand questions rest at the tip of your tongue all of which you presume to know the answer to. The rumbling need that eats away at your insides begs for your mind to settle into a state of ease so your body can be satiated. 
Her words soothed you some. You decided that would be enough for you to nod your head in agreement despite her words going against everything you had been taught to believe.
“There is nothing for you to be afraid of, nothing and no one shall lay harm to your head.”
Your concern for her seems to hang idly between the two of you. Lisa does not wish to address it, you wouldn’t force her hand, you couldn’t but it itches at the back of your mind as you step closer to her. She knew that you cared for her and her position, that would have to be enough for now.
“Thank you, Lisa,” you say with a small dip of your head. The roots of formality are buried deep within you and you happily cling to it like a babe with its favourite blanket, “I trust you, I do not doubt that you shall protect me as you always have.”
Smoothing your hands across the firm expanse of your corsetted top, you wistfully gaze upon Lisa. She beckons you forward with a quick flick of her wrist, “May I?” She asks, gesturing toward your petticoat.
“Yes, please if you would be so kind,” you laugh, the warmth in her gaze melts the tension gathered within your body, “Glory laced my corset a smidgen too tight this afternoon, I could hardly sit for for dinner.”
Lisa’s lithe finger glides across your shoulder blades as she moves to stand behind you. Goosebumps rise along the path she traces, and a shiver slivers between your ribs and leaves you rattled. The tiny pearl beaded buttons that follow the length of your spine give way easily to Lisa as she plucks them open. Your top begins to sag around your shoulders to reveal your corset-covered chemise. Lisa is oddly attentive in the way she undresses you, her touch is feather light and fleeting as she slides the sleeves of your top down your arms and folds it together before she sets it aside.
“Glory is a sweet girl,” she muses as she runs the palm of her hand flat against your top, “But, she has much to learn still, just as we all do.”
Turning your head to the side, you peer at Lisa from the corner of your eye, “Even you?”
“The game of thrones is not so easily won,”  she cryptically mutters. Your skirt falls and pools at your feet when she pops the button holding it in place, “So yes, I too have much to learn.”
“You appear so …” Your voice trails off, a gasp cutting into your words.
The heat from Lisa’s palms bleeds through the thin fabric of your underclothes when she rests her hands on your hips. 
“What was that?”
Her breath fans across your neck, hot and heavy. 
Your head grows fuzzy but the feeling is pleasant and welcomed by you. This line of conversation is dead and buried, a mountain of soft damp earth piling on top of it as Lisa presses her abdomen flush against your back, her chin delicately perching upon your shoulder. Her hands slither from your hips to your lower belly, the tips of her fingers just barely caressing the stiff bottom of your corset. A throbbing sensation builds between your legs, it's simultaneously familiar and foreign. You may have felt it one night when trapped between the comforting embrace of a dream and the harsh reality of waking. The pads of her fingers absentmindedly stroke your belly, and your breath catches and compresses your chest where it sits, smouldering.
Pressing your thighs together, you allow yourself to meld into her form, “Nothing,” you breathlessly whisper, “Lisa would you … undress me?”
The pitchy lilt of your voice makes you cringe when the sound reaches your ears. Could Lisa decipher why your usually smooth voice grew shaky, if she peered and examined your expression would she see the beginnings of lust form within the pools of your irises? You knew nothing of lust or love but something that laid between the two must have swirled within you. If it was as natural as Lisa proclaimed it to be, then there was no reason for you to feel so overwhelmed with the prospect of feeling something new. You were human, a creature of habit that sought skin like anyone else. Taking a breath, you willed yourself to relax.
“Oh yes,” Lisa mumbles, retracting her embrace, “You must be terribly uncomfortable, darling.”
You bob your head up and down in agreement though that isn’t why you need as few layers draped across your body as possible. Maybe it’s the unnerve you feel being so well put together while she was an apparition in her most vulnerable and honest form. Still stuck in the muddy depths etiquette. To be equal with her was a ridiculous sentiment but for her to be beneath you in any manner was rather absurd. But in her chambers anything was possible, wasn’t it? Or it was one of the many things you failed to put into words out of fear and a lack of vocabulary. All you knew was that your skin burned and itched beneath the white cotton chemise, it would slough off in a matter of minutes if you didn’t peel the fabric from your body.  
Lisa guides your arms above your head once the ties are loose enough to be lifted and glide along your torso. You suck in a deep breath once you’re freed from the garment, your lungs fully expanding. It wasn’t often that you found yourself discomforted in the overly formal attire that made up your wardrobe as a genteel courtesan, the support provided by your corset quashed any qualms you had about how bothersome and restrictive it was and you quite enjoyed the artistry that came with intricately made lace trimmed gowns or paisley printed frocks. You had never felt as smothered by the weight of your overly embellished clothing as you did now. 
The chemise stuck to your sweat dabbled skin, the already thin white cloth becoming rather translucent. As you peered downward, your chin tucked into your collarbone, you stared at the way your nipples poked through the soft fabric with stiff peaks. Guiding the palm of your hand along your décolletage, you tug the chemise away from your flushed body but to no avail the damp fabric settles back upon your skin with a wet plop. 
“Is that better?”
Lisa’s hands hover over your updo, carefully plucking the masterfully placed pins that keep your hair twisted and coiffed, “Yes,” you say, your eyes rolling back into your head as your hair cascades into soft waves around your shoulders, “Thank you, Lisa.”
“You do not have to thank me,” you can hear the frown in her voice though you cannot see her expression, “Here I am just Lisa, not the princess or the heir.”
“Just Lisa,” you repeat out loud and then a dozen more times in your head until it sticks.
To completely remove a lifetime of conditioning is a near impossible task but once upon a time, it would not have been too strenuous to regard Lisa as a friend. That is what she has always been somewhere between the hazy image she projected outward and the person who stood before you— simply a friend.
“I believe I quite like Lisa,” you whisper in a conspiratory manner.
Spinning in a small circle, you turn to face her. You’ve never been bold, not one day in your life but you feel daring when you reach out to touch her. The tips of your fingers lightly brush her bicep but it electrifies you, spurring you on to wrap your hand around the crook of her elbow. Lisa studies your movement with observant eyes, her tongue darting out to wet her bottom lip. It is almost a test of will when you tug her to you. Graceful as ever, Lisa does not stumble or trip over her feet at your abrupt movement. 
Trailing your hand up the length of her arm, you mirror her earlier actions and cup her cheek, “I like her a lot, even before she let me see her,” somehow, it is easier to speak to her as though the two of you were discussing someone else entirely, “I fear I like her more than I should.”
There is no easy way to confess all that lingers in your heart lest you wish to spend hours upon hours turning over each foible to meticulously inspect them. All you could hope for was that these few simple words resonated within Lisa without needing further elaboration. It was enough for you, to know she holds some sort of affection for you that extends far past what would be considered the norm.
“She likes you too.”
Her skin is hot to the touch. If Lisa is blushing it’s well hidden amongst the warm coloured firelight that flickers weakly from the hearth. Still, even in the steadily dwindling light, she looks something straight out of the novels you drowned yourself in over the past two months. Her beauty has never been lost on you but as you’re able to fully appreciate her appearance you find your breath stolen from you. Even dressed in her nightgown she remains rather elegant but there is a demure essence that radiates around her exposed figure. You drink in the way her chest rises and falls with each breath she takes and how her tanned skin melts into gauzy white fabric. 
It was a shame that Diluc was her husband, he’d never appreciate the blessing he was gifted with every evening. Envy coiled dangerously tight around your gut, pulling your belly taunt for a moment. You have to remind yourself that he was as much of an unwilling participant in this doomed union as Lisa is, neither of them were to blame and you would not have wished for Diluc’s lover to spurn or disparage Lisa for a fate that she did not choose for herself. Diluc must have taken a lover too, if only to mitigate the frigid cavern of loneliness that filled their solar. 
Setting your focus on to the sharp curve of Lisa’s cupids bow, you force any loitering and unwanted thoughts of Diluc far away. It’s a repeated action that makes your insides feel ugly because you were the sole focus of the woman you embraced. You made a quick and fruitless prayer to Barbatos that with age your jealousy would fade. If your God were listening you hoped that he would give you a sign that he could forgive the transgressions you were to commit.
“Good,” the corners of your lips twitch into a smile, your thumb tracing a circle into her cheek, “It pleases me endlessly to know.”
You think that you should ask for her permission before you move to kiss her but then you’d lose the nerve you’d begun to build before you ever got the chance to make the proposition. Slowly leaning toward her, you angle your face so close that the tip of your nose bumps against hers. You can hear the audible hitch that falters her steady breath, you can feel it too. The rapid rush of blood that swishes your eardrums is defeaning but above it all you can hear the way Lisa’s heart beats frantically, though it may mistaken the sound of your own roaring heart for hers.
Where your lips are slightly have slightly crackled from nervously chewing and picking at the skin, her lips are as soft as a rose petal and tastes of nothing at all. Once more it is over as quickly as it began– the quick brushing of lips, a divine sample to fill the insurmountable urge of want that hungers for the taste of skin. Lisa stares at you for a moment, her eyes shockingly round and blinking, there is something heavy that lurks within the murky depths of her irises that shoots a jolt straight to your core. Messily threading her fingers through your hair, Lisa haphazardly mashes her mouth against yours in a desperate haste that leaves you gasping against her lips.
Your hips bump into the sturdy oak wood frame of her four-poster bed when you stumble back from the weight of Lisa’s body crashing into yours. Her nails dig into the fragile skin of your scalp, it stings in a pleasant way that has you keening into the kiss. You catch bits of Lisa’s tongue and teeth, there is nothing poised or practiced in the primal way she attempts to consume you. Your jaw falls slack to allow her tongue to ravish your mouth, curiously it flicks against the roof and slides against your own useless tongue that lays limp. The selfish sort of satisfaction that fills you grows exponentially with each inexperienced and utterly depraved motion.
“Lisa,” you pant between sloppy open-mouthed kisses, “I … I need you.”
Need is a rather obscure word, it leaves a rather spacious crevious for Lisa to guess what you mean when you tell her that you need her. A moan spills like ichor from your throat when she roughly tilts your head back to expose the column of your neck, her teeth tear into as if it were as pulpy and thin as a peach’s fuzz blotting blotchy bruises that you’d figured out how to cover up tomorrow when your senses return to you. For now, they shall remain lost to you because all that is tangible within your brain is need. You needed Lisa in the same way you needed air to breathe or sleep to carry on into the next day. You needed Lisa like she were a leather waterskin dipped in the glacial waters of the Starglow Cavern on a sweltering mid-August day. There would be no you without some piece of her embedded between your hip bones because you needed her.
She seems to understand or at the very least share some of this carnal all consuming feeling. Her hands released their hold on your head and floated down to your hips to grab fistfuls of your flesh. The fabric of your chemise becomes bunched up between her hands and exposes the smooth expanse of your legs to Lisa who leers at the sight with her lips drawn between her teeth. 
Lisa lazily sighs your name into the crook of your neck, languidly rolling the syllables around her mouth as she allows her calloused palms to squeeze your thigh. In all the ways you imagined what bedding another would be like, never would you have thought for it to be filled with an urgency that left you reeling. You thought it was supposed to be gentle and timid with you spread across your duvet with the sweet floral notes of some luxurious flower filling the air. All you smelt now was scored cedar, sweat, and the smothered undertones of the fragrant perfumes you and she both wore.
Lisa’s touch was searing, you could feel her all over you even when she drew back to climb atop  her cushy mattress, “Come here,” she beckoned, her breasts bouncing as her chest heaved with a ragged breath, “Right this instant.”
Her demanding tone made your knees weaken where you stood and it pleased you greatly to her play the part of the petulant princess the court tried to make her out to be. Hitching your leg over the edge of the bed you pulled yourself upward, landing on her mound of overly fluffed pillows with a huff. Her bed was stupidly large and ridiculously high off the ground. You grumbled under your breath as you rolled over to face Lisa, your elbow digging into the mattress as you propped your head up.
“Off, will you please take this off?” She nearly begs, her hands already leaving her sides to tug at the frilled hem of your chemise, “I would like to see all of you.”
Your heart skips a beat, “Only if I too can see all of you,” the coquettish lilt in your voice borders on teasing, “It is only fair, is it not?”
“I suppose it is,” she chirps, teasingly pushing one strap of her nightgown down the slope of her shoulder, “In another life, you’d make a rather fine negotiator my darling.” 
The other strap falls on its own. The bust of her nightgown crumples beneath the weight of her breasts, sliding down her body to reveal the parts of her that were usually swathed in fine silks imported from Liyue and gems harvested from Sumeru. Your mouth ran dry as Lisa reached behind her to tug at the loosely tied laces of her dress. Her breasts spilled out as the fabric slipped off and pooled around her hips.
Some time ago you had peered into a dusty, long forgotten tome tucked away into a forgotten corner of the library. Among its pages were the histories of the lands before the Archon War and the Seven blessed the lands of Teyvat. There were detailed accounts of long dead deities of love and beauty, pages upon pages dedicated to depictions of their supposedly perfect and delectable figure. Lisa looked as though she walked straight out of those yellowed pages and laid before you because she knew she was the Gods greatest trick of temptation.
The pudge of her belly created rolls that were begging you to dig your fingers into, “You are utterly divine,” you whispered, your eyes falling slack as you committed each curve and dimple to memory, “And I believe one of life’s greatest joys must be worshipping you in a manner befitting a Goddess.”
“Oh, you flatter me!”
She flaps her hand about in dismissal, rolling her eyes a bit as she impatiently waits for you to hurry along in undressing yourself.
“It is not flattery if it is the truth,” you murmur, a small wanton whimper biting into your words, “They should paint statues and create great marble figures of you, with songs penned by bards that tell all who shall listen of the magnitude of your beauty.”
Hooking your fingers around the back of Lisa’s neck, you pull her in for a searing kiss, silencing any further witty quips. Lisa didn’t need flattery or falsehoods, she spent the entirety of her existence on the mortal plain being fed pretty words of praise ‘til she got sick of them. But your words were neither and you’d still speak them like hymns against her flesh until she believed them.
Lisa desperately pulled at the fabric of your chemise, your mouth and mind too focused on suckling on her tongue to mind how the garment tore as she stretched it over your shoulder blades, “I hate this thing,” She murmured between kisses.
“Then, tear it off!”
Your suggestion is thoughtless, you simply wished for her lips to stop mother and press to yours once more. You did not think she’d do it or even have the strength to rip through the cotton but she did. The chemise gives way to Lisa’s hands with such ease you can’t help but gasp as she peels the torn sweat sweat-soaked garment away from your body.
“That was quite fun,” she giggles to herself, “I shall buy you many more for the express purpose of wrenching them from your body!”
Her eyes appear pitch black, her irises diminished to thin green rings, absolutely drenched with lust. She drinks in the expanse of your bare skin, her tongue darting out to wet her lips. Pushing you to lay flat against the mountain of pillows that line her headboard. The rest of Lisa’s nightgown slips down her hips and rests carelessly aside. A thin trail of mousy brown hair dusts along the length of her abdomen from just beneath her navel, all the way to her pelvis where a thick patch of curls keeps her cunt hidden from your view.
Tossing her legs over your hips, she looms over you with a devilish expression, “By the Gods you are scrumptious,” she coos, “I could just take a bite right out of you!”
Lisa emphasizes her words by nipping at your earlobe and then again at the junction where your neck meets your shoulder. This bite is deeper and makes you jolt in surprise, but it melds into a breathless moan as she slips her hand between your bodies. Her fingertips graze your vulva, lightly tugging on your pubes before she draws a featherlight circle to your clit.
“That feels good,” you whisper, wrapping your hand around her forearm to keep her place, “Can I please have more?”
She laughs at you but not in an insulting manner like she means to humiliate you, “So polite,” Lisa hums, circling the pads of her fingers around your clit, “I’ve taught you well, haven’t I sweetling.”
“You have,” you purr, threading your fingers into her hair. It’s damp with sweat and sticks to the nape of her neck.
Your body warms and melts into the lush bedding, you’ve never felt hunger like this before. The pit in your belly sinks inward and your hips rise to meet her hand, chasing her touch because you’d never bite the hand that feeds you. 
“I’ve always wanted nothing more than to be good for you.”
Her plush lips brush the tip of your nose, “You’ve been so good,” Lisa says, “You’ve tried so hard.”
The loss of her touch makes you whine but it's soon replaced with the dripping wet heat of her cunt against yours. Lisa grabs your thigh, her fingers digging into the fat of your flesh as she positions your leg over her shoulder. Her breasts sway as she begins to rock her hips into yours, the slick arousal that coats your cunts allowing them to slide against one another with ease. 
She wears a sort of lovesick expression that you never imagined would be directed at you. Your heart soars and the wanton moans Lisa lets out are like music to your ears. Your insides feel gooey and your head grows fuzzy in a way not dissimilar when you’ve had your fill of dandelion wine but it’s better. 
“I have,” you croon, your eyes glazing over.
The headboard creaks loudly with Lisa’s movement, slamming against the wall in heavy thumps, “Mhm,” Lisa grunts, cursing under her breath. Her lips are too pretty for such filthy words, “The best and only for me, right?”
“Uhuh!”
It’s all you can muster up between the bare breaths that clog themselves in your throat and pleasured sighs. Lisa is unsatisfied, her hips nearly still as she peers down at you with a pointed expression. Frustration claws at your throat and you’ve half mind to bare your teeth and snarl at her for snatching away the threads of bliss.
“All yours,” you moan, the ravenous hunger is close to subsiding, “Only for you, I’m all yours Lisa.”
You both knew it was a false promise built upon a mountain of lies but as the two of you chased your bliss, it didn’t feel like it was. Honesty is all that either of you see through the hazed mist and sex filled air. It was a pleasant mirage that disguised the cruelties of society.
Streaks of red taint Lisa’s perfect skin, they’ll fade in two days' time but for now, they were there and they were proof that this wasn’t just some far fetched reverie that filled your lust-addled mind on a rather lonely eve.
“There will never be anyone else for me.”
Tears prickle at your eyes but you don’t feel sad. You’ve never felt as good as you did in that moment, pleasure washing over you and turning your limbs to stone as exhausting settled in. Lisa’s lips twitched into a melancholic smile, a heavy breath passing through her lips. She gazed at you for a moment, her eyes sweeping over your face before she laid back on the bed beside you.
Tomorrow, insecurity will poke itself into the side of your rib cage to take root in your lungs until you choke on the feeling. For now, her silence soothed your frazzled mind as she settled beside you, her arm looping over your stomach. Resting her head on your shoulder, she places one last kiss on the underside of your jaw before settling in for a restful slumber. 
You stare up at the top of the canopy, trailing over the vine printed pattern. 
Tomorrow none of this would exist.
You’d settle with the knowledge that while the only person your heart has room for was someone you could never, you’d love to see another day and eventually you’d find peace in it. Even if your heart sank with the knowledge that Lisa did not return the sentiment. Her lack of words was proof enough but you’d grow to have enough strength so it did not destroy like it would have. 
But, that was tomorrow's thought.
Tonight you sunk your teeth into the forbidden fruit that would taunt you for the rest of your days. You’d relish in the knowledge and feed on it during the harsh winter months and perhaps you’d feed again if the Gods were in your favour. For now, you let your eyes flutter shut and let the soothing embrace of sleep wrap around you much like she did.
It would be enough. It had to be, Lisa was never yours to keep and you had known it from the moment you met her.
“Good night, my sweetling,” she whispers into your soft, sweat-soaked skin.
She knows it too, all too well– as the future queen she cradled the realm between two careful hands, all but you. Anything she desired stood but a fingers brush away but you would never linger as close as you did this night, it was far too dangerous. Lisa was familiar with letting go, she’d have no trouble keeping you at arm's length and locking away the memories for the rare moments of indulgence. This was not the first time Lisa has had to put duty above all, it wouldn’t be the last either. There would be another Jean, another you, someone who captures her heart for a short while and brings to fruition all the hidden desires on a lust-filled evening when it all boils over and is inescapable. 
You weren’t special, perhaps Jean was and whoever comes last. She was the first, young love was unparalleled and could never be replicated.
Lisa has long since fallen asleep when you find your voice once more, “Good night, Lisa.” You whisper into the dark of night, skin pimpled with goosebumps.
“I won’t ever love anyone the way I love you.”
You’re speaking to no one in particular, Lisa cannot hear you and Barbatos has better things to do than listen to the languid murmurs of a lonely person– there are far too many of those across the expanse of Teyvat, their woes must fall onto deaf ears because they’ve grown boring.
“But, if I’m half as strong as you, I’ll carry on.”
You weren’t but you could wear the mask because if Lisa taught you anything, it was to pretend to be someone you would never be. And you’d grown to be quite as good, even as good as she. Lisa was just that good of a teacher. As sleep beckoned you into her comforting embrace, a second skin slithered over your body and pressed into your curves.
Tomorrow, you’d be the image of perfection the court and your family willed you to be and that would be enough for your aching heart. True love belonged sealed between the pages of parchment, in paragraphs of children’s tales and romantic ballads sung by drunk bards looking to charm a lady. There was no place for it in the court of Mondstadt or within House Minci– lofty positions and grand riches could not be won by those distracted by childish whims.
To be of royal or even genteel blood was to be tortured, but the two of you would persist as hundreds and thousands had before you.
“I must.”
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xianoii · 2 years
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‧ ˏˋ MULTIPLE ﹐ ◜ SWEETENER ! ◞ ̣ ͘ ─┈ I WANNA see what your head game like, do you know what you doin’?
ׄ     ׅ  ★̶̲ HEADCANONS 、how they eat pussy .
ׄ     ׅ  ★̶̲ WARNINGS 、fem!reader ╱ cunnilingus ╱ praise ╱ squirting ╱ overstimulation ╱ multiple orgasms ╱ fingering ╱ minors & dc antis do not interact.
ׄ     ׅ  ★̶̲ INCLUDING 、kaedehara kazuha ╱ arataki itto ╱ diluc ragnvindr ╱ yae miko ╱ kaeya alberich ╱ lisa minci ╱ childe ╱ kamisato ayato .
ׄ     ׅ  ★̶̲ NOTE 、tryna get outta my writing & inspo funk don’t mind me ( i got carried away on the second one mb ) *reposting with working tags!
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──┈ ◜ MESSY & SLOPPY ◞ ⠀ ݈݇- ARATAKI ITTO | LISA MINCI | YAE MIKO⠀
they like to drive you wild. a part of it is for their own pleasure—because there's nothing sexier than seeing you writhing and moaning, hearing their names pour from your lips, and your hands grip impossibly tight at long strands of hair. sit on their face or just completely smother them in your cunt - it doesn't matter. they love the taste and the feel of you, and as long as you, their sweet lil’ baby, is feeling good? they’ll eat you until you're soiling the sheets and the mattress through in your juices, your thighs shaking and sticky as they're covered in cum and arousal and your pussy soaked and never recovered from multiple previous orgasms. soak their face in everything you have to give while you sob in pleasure and whimper their names. if you become a mess by their hands—by all means, spread your legs, and let ‘em get a taste.
──┈ ◜ CALCULATED & SLOW ◞ ⠀ ݈݇- KAEDEHARA KAZUHA | DILUC RAGNVINDR | KAMISATO AYATO⠀
he likes to take his time with you. carefully exploring every inch of your pretty body, praising every curve and dip as he goes along. he likes to have his knee between your legs, occupying the growing anticipation behind your panties as he tends to every part of you. his eyes never leave yours as he drops to his knees and peels back your panties, seeing the pool that's soaked through the fabric and the translucent strings of arousal that connect you to your messy panties. he likes to keep them on you and push them to the side, flattening his tongue in your folds and humming. he takes in the way your back arches as he does so and how you fight the urge to moan, sinking your teeth in your lip. it's almost agonizing how he twists his tongue between your folds, slowly trailing closer and closer to your clit. circling around the bud before letting the tip of his tongue flick it. he loves to get you desperate - to hear you plead and beg for more as he meticulously maps out your cunt. and though it drags on for much too long and your pussy aches for adequate pleasure-- it's not long before his lips are wrapping around your clit and he's sucking, humming, and flicking it rapidly with his tongue. his tongue is magic, and you realize soon that all that agonizing teasing was for you - to get you in the right places that have you incoherently chanting his name and praises like a mantra. and when he uses his fingers to toy with your clit while his tongue moves in and out of your hole, you feel as though you're about to pass out. and it's those low mumbles of “c’mon angel, give it to me...cum on my tongue, pretty.” that have you lightheaded. it doesn't take long for you to come undone and trap his head between your thighs as your orgasm breaks over you like a flash flood. but he doesn't stop, and he isn't sure if he will, because your body cooperates with him, and you're too pretty as a mess to leave after one orgasm.
──┈ ◜ GREEDY & SELFISH ◞ ⠀ ݈݇- KAEYA ALBERICH | CHILDE
he just wants to taste you. any time, anywhere, spread those legs of yours and suffocate him in your taste. it’s every time that he does this that he doesn't stop until he’s satisfied. try to push him away or sob out ‘stop’, he’ll pin you down and fold your legs back and lap incessantly at your glossed cunt and puffy clit. the way you taste, it's addicting. he won't miss an opportunity. sit you on the dining table after a meal, on the sink after a shower, sneaking under your desk at work— whenever, because he’s greedy and can't help but feast on what you give him. your pussy is his and his only, and he makes sure you know that. spelling his name with his tongue along your folds, slurping every bit of cum that spills from your hole, and always reminding you as he speaks against your clit, “taste s’good, princess. mmh, i love my pretty pussy.” you're all his, and real obedient. open those legs, spread that pussy and get comfortable, because as long as he’s with you and in control, you’ll be there a while.
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pristine-rose · 2 years
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The Touch Me Show
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the audience loves it when another woman comes in your shows
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alice’s 600 special cam girl au — sub reader edition !
nsfw . mdni . female ! camgirl ! reader (afab, she/her usage)
dom reader edition . art: solmi’s channel
guests ! ningguang, beidou, lisa, yelan, sara [separate]
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fingering, overstimulation
The audience always expects a treat when NINGGUANG is your special guest for the stream. She tends to carry such a calm personality, one that is both charming and arousing in the rather indecent setting you work in. It’s such a stark contrast to the way she absolutely ruins you right in front of your camera, and right in front of your thousands of viewers. Even basked in this limelight of your bedroom, her movements are fluid as if this was her show and not yours. She constantly keeps a simple smile on her face as you are the complete opposite from her fingers alone.
Her favorite thing to do with you on stream is rather simplistic. She loves wearing beautifully expensive clothing to your streams, from tailored suits to jeweled dresses—making her look like some rich celebrity guest on your shows. But she’ll keep you bare naked on her lap, your back against her chest.
Ningguang will sit at the edge of your bed with the camera directly facing her. The upper half of her face is cut off by the top of he camera view, wanting to keep her identity secret. You’re body is not, however, making you really look like some cheap slut that’s only there to satisfy some rich payer. She stays quiet the whole stream, only fucking you with her fingers and holding you down, so that the only thing your audience hears are your moans.
She wholeheartedly believes the viewers should get the chance to watch exactly what she’s doing to you. And so she’ll spread and lift your thighs, adjusting your whole body until your glistening cunt is directly on display. She fingers you in a way you could even describe as aesthetically pleasing—she angles them in such a view that is so alluring inside your folds, but also feels like heaven. Ningguang is against zooming the camera in too close, though. She wants people to see when your body begins to squirm on her lap from overstimulation; even your audience agrees that it’s just the cutest. But she’ll hold you down; and viewers get to watch as your body absolutely writhes to break free and squirm against her dominant hold.
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drinking, strap on
When BEIDOU comes on your streams, people always expect a good laugh first before anything else comes in. She’s so friendly to both you and your audience, and most even grab a drink for the first half of the stream. The both of you share drinks through a series of simplistic talk between you two and your audience. Though, this is usually just a setup for an eventual alcohol game.
Streams with Beidou are more chaotic, meaning she likes a party. The chill drinking in the beginning is bait to make the mood seem friendly and intimate, like she’s everyone’s friend. Until later in the stream, then she suddenly that friend who is now fucking you with a strap so wildly against the table you were just sharing drinks on. She has one hand on your head, pushing it down roughly and banging into you so hard, the wooden table rocks back and forth.
The position is made so you look like some blackout drunk, and your audience is feral knowing you can’t even look at the chat. But Beidou can, and they are throwing suggestions at her like rapid fire. And since she’s everyone’s “friend,” she loves complying so that she may “share” you with everyone. It feels like your getting ganged on sometimes, by Beidou and by your thousands of viewers. In chat, they coo at you like some plastic toy or animal.
“‘Pour the beer on her back,’ you say?” she’ll read out from chat. “Sure thing! Our girl would look so pretty with her body all drenched, don’t cha’ think?” And then you shiver immediately from the contact of the fountain of alcohol on your back, and all the while, she’s still pounding into you relentlessly. The way she speaks makes you feel like everyone owns you, especially since she takes requests. Beidou fucks you down like some cheap whore on display for thousands, and the camera makes you feel that way, too.
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roleplay, tipping games, maid, crop spanking
Streams tend to get a bit more creative when LISA is there. There’s usually some sort of roleplay; whether it be librarian and assistant, nurse and patient, or even mistress and maid—she’s gotten creative with you, and all include some sort of dom and sub dynamics. Because of this, your streams tend to require big announcements and Lisa gets invited for milestones and events. A real money-maker and cash-grabber in your shows, really.
One stream, you were celebrating six months of camming; and so you invited her for your little special, announcing that this celebration stream was be a maid-themed spending game. It was her idea—for you to roleplay as her little maid, and for her to be your mistress. The highest donors would be able to dictate her actions throughout the stream, encouraging more spending.
“500 coins!” she slightly gasped, though it was clear she was more amused than ever. You laid half bare beneath her, the strings of your maid dress already pulled open and draped rather haphazardly around you. She read aloud, “‘Punish her with your crop,’ oh my!” Lisa put her hand over her mouth in feigned shock. “Aren’t you all so creative? I do think our little helper needs a punishment, after all.”
The camera panned downwards as she slid the flap of the crop across the skin of your stomach; downwards, until it lightly caressed your clit. “But spanking her butt is a bit too boring… don’t you all think so?” Suddenly, the crop spanked down on your upper thigh, so close to your core. Your leg immediately jolted and bent out of reflex, causing Lisa to forcibly hold it down with her other hand.
“Ah ah, not so fast,” she told you as you squirmed. “You don’t want to disappoint the patron who gifted so many coins, do you?”
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bondage, vibrator, squirting
Always a classy bondage night with YELAN. <3 She loves all things ropes, and keeps a collection of them just for your streams. Sometimes she’ll show them off in the beginning, just to give the audience a taste of what’s to come. Referring to you, she’s coo to the chat; “These ropes would look so pretty on her, don’t you think?” and she’ll watch as your viewers respond. “I picked these out because chat once told me that red would look perfect on her,” she spoke, “and I can’t wait to see the marks this will leave.”
She gets them excited with her buttery words before grabbing the camera herself, and then zooming in as she ties you down. Yelan gives them detailed instructions on how she ties her knots, and they’re always so pretty. Your body is to be admired as she ties it down. But you’re treated like some mannequin—some cheap, plastic display just for her ropes. She continues her knot lessons as the rope bites into your bare skin, the whole audience either learning, or enjoying how you squirm when her cold fingers hit your back.
Yelan will tie the pretties knots on your torso, but will haphazardly tie your legs. For one stream, she placed a vibrator right at your core, then tied your legs together to keep the vibrator in place. As she zoomed the camera onto your core, she turned the toy on. The audience when wild when you squirmed violently against your biting restraints—the vibrator was so hard against your sensitive clit, but you couldn’t even move to resist it. Even as you squirted, Yelan still didn’t remove the restraints or the vibratory.
“Aw, look at her,” she said to your viewers, zooming the camera even closer to where your juices were bouncing off the vibrator. “She’s making such a pretty mess…” Her hand went to slap against your thigh, and your whole body practically jolted against the ropes, your voice practically crying and whining from the constant vibrations on your clit. “You can do one more for your audience, can’t you?”
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slight body worship, licking, strap on
SARA is always (most of the time unintentionally) flexing her muscles, and it makes your audience swoon. They love seeing your head around her arms, the shape her of toned muscles flexing around your chin. Slight misuse of gym equipment is totally welcomed, but only for her, especially when they get to marvel her body in such intense positions. Her stamina is quite high because of this, and streams can last for hours if she wants to show a workout first.
She’ll sit on a chair and get you on your knees right in front of her. She’s worked so hard to get a body like this, and you better marvel at it. As she grabs your head with her rough hands, she’ll force you to trace her abs and hold her body—doing this as a way to entrance both you and the audience watching. Sara will yank your head right towards her stomach, and make you lick her abs. She’ll zoom in the camera so the audience sees every single curve and crevice your tongue reaches.
Sara fucks you by covering you completely with her muscular body. Her appeal is that she can hold you up in so many different positions; sometimes she has you pressed right up against a wall with your legs dangling and her strap pounding into you relentlessly. The audience gets to see your cute little face be completely fucked out of your mind, meanwhile Sara never once slows down in her movements.
She normally even assumes a new position, too. Right after she’s done with you on the wall, the audience watches as she flexed her arms, only to use them to pick you up and throw you down on the bed. She’ll haven the camera angles right at your bottom, where she tops you in a mating press position so the viewers can see exactly how your pretty cunt takes her strap.
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b0ther · 5 months
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i can still see it all (in my head)
lisa has always liked a challenge. this time, though, she just wants you to be easy.
pairing : lisa minci x reader (masculine pronouns. amab) rating : explicit, not safe for work (sexual content) type : one-shot tags : royalty-sorta!au. age-gap age-gap age-gap (older man and younger woman), reader is a general and a divorcee AND a dad (he also has a big dick),description of the length of reader's hair, porn with feelings, semi-public sex, cowgirl position, mating press, breeding kink, lisa gets manhandled by reader, there is an emotional scene at the end word count : 2208
author's note : title from 'daylight' by taylor swift. in my head, lisa just looks so good with an older guy,,, also this is a chance for you all to be the dilf you've always aspired to be. also note that i don't know at all about military hierarchies 💀 i really do be writing whatever
( masterlist │ ask/request │ ao3 )
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Lisa doesn’t know what to think of the new scout assigned to the library.
After bringing home a glistening victory for the crown, there was a couple of months where he was not seen until he once again reemerged in a ball celebrating the Crown Prince’s 17th birthday. Lisa did not see him fresh off battle, but she heard stories. Of his shagged face, hair overgrown to his chest.
She did, however, see him on the ball. And he was full of glory: dukes and duchesses scramble to part the sea of royalty for a man to whom they owe their lavish life to. His hair was trimmed at the appropriate length—just above his ears—and his face clean shaven.
Lisa finds it odd, though, how after that day, he lounges around her library—a gift from his King, she heard, to be dismissed of all duties relating to waging wars and protecting the city. It would be inane for the King to award him with less than whatever he wanted after the almost-decade-long battle cost him his handsome face and his obnoxious wife. It’s good for the King that he didn’t want much. Just for a quiet life of defending the palace instead of the city.
Lisa personally thinks that he should have asked for more; tranquillity does not erase the profound scar down across his left eye, after all. Even if it added to his allure. Even if Lisa spends her day daydreaming about running her fingers along its length.
So, instead of being the ravenous, cruel war general that he is rumoured to be on the battlefield, he sits with his leg crossed on top of a knee and reads thick volumes of exhausting diction and verities between the shelves of her library,
The first few weeks, Lisa greets him with a warm smile as she would do to everyone. She does not indulge herself in calling him sugary-sweet pet names—he was far older, after all, and way above her ranks. Dear lord, what would he think of her?—and instead, calls him General, not even daring to mutter the sound of his surname following it.
He is helpful to her. With his swords clanking against the stony floor, he would walk after her and grab the mountaining pile of books from her arms. Wordless. He then would place them on the higher shelves, ones that she could not possibly reach without the help of some wooden steps. He looks like he has the filing of the books and reports memorised like the back of his own hand—Lisa thought that she knows this library most, but he looks like he melts right into the scenery, like he is a part of the breathing, living room.
Once, he came into the library just in time to catch her wobbling body from crashing against the cold ground. Her careless feet had misstepped, and Lisa is certain that if he wasn’t there to catch her falling body, she would have died. And maybe it was her racing heart, or maybe it was the way his wide palms grabbed her skin, fingers digging into the flesh of her thigh and almost circling her waist, but on that day, Lisa decided that she must have him.
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She knows what to call him, now, when it’s just the two of them. A series of provoking “General” or “Baby”—even his given name, when she gets bold enough or if the night gets dark enough.
She would ride his cock, never really getting used to his size, as she pressed her palms against his stomach, mouth hanging open, drool spilling free, and her knees bruising from the friction against the stone underneath them. He’d call her all sorts of pretty names, cooing at how good his little librarian is milking his dick dry, thumb grazing over her perky nipples, jugs glistening with sweat.
Just as he would shoot his thick seeds up her womb, filling her hot cunt with strings of white juice, he would push himself to press their lips against each other, cursing at god at how perfect her pussy is for him.
She knows that he likes being on top—folding her in half with her scarred knees pressed against her tits. She has seen the way he licks his lower lips, watching the way sweat sticks her champagne hair to her face and chest, drilling into her tight hole with his thick length. He loves the way she rolls her eyes back whenever he hits her spot just right—loves feeling her warm walls wrapping around his dick, seeing her clenched cunt stuffed with his cream.
But he is too nice. He knows she chases that feeling of control whenever she pushes him back against the chair—or the floor—and rolls her hips. He lets her take control at times, just sitting there with his thumb rubbing against her sensitive bud, watching her body shudder at every wave of orgasm she gets just by him toying her clit. This isn’t what he is used to, she supposes, but Lisa can tell that he also enjoys the view of seeing her tits bouncing at every squeeze of his cock.
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Lisa thinks that she would make a fine wife.
She isn’t rowdy like his once-wife. She is quiet, sweet, charming. Her opinions are never uttered with such strength like the Marchioness, and she imagines that he would prefer keeping her close and showing her off.
But she is just a scholar, nothing more. She cannot give him the title that he must want, or the child that he already has.
The boy is a few years younger than the Crown Prince, and Lisa can see him in his son’s eyes. They are civil with each other, just as a father and a child of royalty would be. There are habits and quirks that she observes in his son when she tutors him—little patterns that are never engraved to someone like her.
If the Marchioness had been patient and not divorced the General, he would not have been holding Lisa the way he does now. And no matter how many times Lisa has ended the night with his cum up in her cunt, there are just some skeletons that she cannot resolve.
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Lisa often dreams about his tongue on her nipples. Her hard, hard nipples.
Just the feeling of his wet tongue rubbing, tugging, sucking on her teats. His low growl, his hungry looks. Just the thought of him catching her in his mouth is enough to make her cum most times. She starves for him, for his touch.
And she knows that he loves reaching over to knead on her tits, fascinated with her nipples as his cock is buried deep inside of her.
In his chamber, he would let her sit herself down his length, with her back pressed against his chest. He would rest his chin on her shoulder, and she would bury her nose amongst his greying hair, moaning at how he tugs at her nipples, rolling them between his calloused and thick fingers. His other hand would begin with caressing her other tit before making his way down to her belly, pressing down against her flesh. Then continuously trailing down, pressing his palm flat against her sopping pussy lips.
The friction of his palm against her clit would make her jolt. Lisa would claw at his big arms, silently begging for him to let her ride him, but he was too strong. She can’t fight his strength when he is holding her down.
“I’m getting older, Baby,” he mutters in her ear—his voice almost enough to send Lisa yipping through another orgasm. He sighs, pressing his nose and lips against her neck. “I’m tired. Be a good girl for me and sit still.”
And Lisa whimpers. Because she wants to be a good girl for him. She wants to be the best.
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Lisa doesn’t mind getting dicked down in her library. As long as it was his cock puncturing her little hole.
Though she complained that the library is the least comfortable place where they can fuck, it seems that he is interested in the notion of pounding mercilessly into her tiny cunt against her work desk, watching their cum mix and spill against the expensive mahogany.
“I’m gonna fuck a kid into you, Lisa,” he mutters, pressing his nails down her hips to the point where it hurts. Lisa whines, hands busy trying to grab the edge of her desk as her core pulsates even more with his threat. “Fill you up— shit,” he breathes as she clenches around his cock. He lifts her ass up, positioning her so that it’s easier to fuck into her hole. “Stuff you up with my hot cum. You’d like that won’t you?”
“Yes,” Lisa gasps in between her moans, her cries, her heaves. “Yesyesyes, please—”
Her cunt burns at his words, squeezing as he drags his length out, then piercing down her walls yet again. She can feel every girth, every veins of his cock. She can feel him opening her up, urging her to accommodate every single inch of him.
“Oh, Baby,” he grabs one of her arms, forcing her off her hands and against his chest. “You’re making me feel so good,” his voice trails the same time his hand goes to take hold of one of her tits.
Her throat dries. She lays her head on his shoulder as he kneads her ample jug, blabbering on and on about how she loves him and his big, big cock.
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Lisa thinks that she would make a fine mother.
She is smart, and her mother used to say that being smart is the one quality that is most important in a woman when she bears a child.
When she gets dressed, Lisa would more often than not hum before her mirror, rubbing her belly as though one of these days, he would really impregnate her with his seeds. She dreams of swinging, little baby feet; she dreams of propping her child on her chest with their chin against her shoulder. She would teach them how to read and write and count, and how to chart the countless stars in the night sky.
But her reverie would dissolve like smoke from her hot morning coffee, and she is dragged back into the world where in the eyes of everyone else, they are nothing more than colleagues.
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He isn’t mean. Lisa understands absolutely where he is coming from.
Even when he kisses her knuckles, lays with his head on her stomach, twirls her strands of hair around his fingers—she understands him. She absolutely does.
If she were in his position—in his mid 40s, tired from a long battle, is the father of a son he can barely see anymore—she would also feel his amount of shame in indulging in a younger woman. It’s not her—it is absolutely him. She senses that he wants to break free of his self-imposed chain and peck her cheeks in the royal garden instead of the strange, unseen nook of the castles, but an unseen rope tugs him back over and over again to his shame any moment he deems adequate to leave.
“Lisa,” he mutters one night when they are laying together, his head on her lap. She has a book on one hand as the other gently caresses his strands.
Lisa sets the book down, “Hmm?”
He has been staring at the ceiling, and Lisa waits until he feels as if he is ready to crank his neck. Their eyes meet—she marvels silently at the way moonlight reflects on his gaze. “I’m sorry.”
She titters, pretending to be dumb. “For what?”
He smiles at her laughter, his fingers escaping each other on his stomach before reaching out to find hers. He kisses the back of her hand. “I don’t know.”
Lisa shakes her head and feels the heat returning to her chest, throat, and ears. “You’re being silly again, General.”
“I am,” he sighs, shutting his eyes. “I’m getting old, aren’t I?”
“So am I.”
Lisa sits straight and looks down at him, fingers finding their way in between the spaces of his. She brings his hand closer to her lips to kiss. “You’re overthinking.”
“I am.” He pensively agrees, as though embarrassed.
“Everything is fine,” she tries soothing him with her head tilted. “Or am I not enough?” She gently teases.
“No,” he chuckles almost immediately. “You’re perfectly enough. You are more than enough. I am content with us, just like this.”
“Uh-huh,” Lisa nods. “Then why worry about something that is not even real?”
“I don’t know,” he turns to bury his face on her stomach, nuzzling his nose against her flesh. “Sorry.”
Lisa breathes in hard—a gust of wind from the open window suddenly reveals the perfect atmosphere for her to start crying. But she doesn’t. “It’s fine.”
He remains quiet with their hands tangled with each other. Lisa bites her lips, her other hand reaching to stroke his hair. She glances outside the window—the moon shines bright that night.
She will get through this. She breathes in deeply yet again, bending to press her lips to the side of his head. She has to.
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machi-luvv · 2 years
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"You're quite something, hm?"
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You and Lisa take an aphrodisiac.
Character(s) : Lisa, and Lisa only. ;)
- Fem!Reader
Warning(s) : NSFW, alcohol, aphrodisiac use, Lisa uses a strap, mommy kink, overstim, ass slapping, praise and degradation, dacryphilia, Lisa's possessive, i make up for it at the end i promise
This is really just me sating my desire for Lisa to actually ruin me! Ive never used tumblr, but I present this to you, because im just wonderful like that. <3
Have fun!!
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You shivered underneath the blankets, thinking of your lover. Today was rough, and all you craved at the moment was her touch.
Lisa usually returned home at around 10:00 pm, or earlier, depending on her mood (or laziness). Though it was now midnight, and you stayed anxiously awaiting her return.
A bit frustrated, you got up out of bed. A sudden urge for a drink plagued your mind. At times like these, thats all that could really comfort you. Making your way to the living room, you opened the cabinet, gazing at all the liquors. "What's this?" You questioned, bringing up a purple tinted flask. It had no label, only the color to show. "I don't remember buying this.." you muttered, but still opened the glass. You brought it up to your nose, wafting the air. It had an odd smell, but so did every other alcohol in the world. Without a second thought, you sealed it. You walked over to grab a glass to pour it in, when you hear the front door open.
"Y/N? I'm home!" You hear Lisa yell. "I'm in the kitchen!" You respond, readying two glasses now.
Lisa sauntered towards the room, eyeing you shamelessly in your nightgown. You smiled at her, looking at the bag she held. "You look delightful, but what are you doing up?" "Well, I was waiting for you, but it didn't seem like you were coming anytime soon. What held you up?" You question, a kind of upset look on your face. "I'm sorry dear, there was so many books to put up, and it was a bit too much for me." She answers sincerely. "That's okay, i'm not mad, I did find an odd flask of liquor though, want to drink?" You ask, both glasses in hand while you wait for her answer. "Darling, of course, but it's quite late. Are you positive you want to?" "Very much so." You say, walking towards the couch you shared. You placed both glasses on the table in front. "Now.. take a look at this." You turn around, presenting the purple flask to Lisa. She scans it for a second, till her mouth turns into a small smirk. "Oh, we're drinking this old thing?" She asks, taking a few steps in your direction. "You know.. that's a stimulant." She states as she turns her head towards you, her smile still sticking on her face. "A stimulant for...?" "For your sexual desires, cutie." Your face goes beet red, and you place the flask down in embarrassment. "Oh! Well- uhm. You bought it? 'Cause I for sure don't remember even seeing it before." You question, still embarrassed from the information. "Yes, I bought it for us." She picks the glass back up, holding it in front of you. "We could try it tonight you know? A cutie like yourself should have some fun every now and then" She giggles, pressing the alcohol up to your chest for you to take hold of. "I'd love to see you in such a state.." She mumbles as she rubs a hand against your hip in a suggestive manner. "Okay okay... we can try it, just a little." You say, still just as red, but excited. She smiles, placing the bag she held in her other hand next to the couch. "What did you buy?" You ask. "Just some lotions and other useful things" she says as she gestures you to sit down. You didn't question it.
About an hour passed, and you could already feel the effects taking place. Lisa was ranting off about the day, laughing occasionally at herself for small jokes she'd make. She picked up her glass to take a drink, but took a glance at your wandering eyes. "Did the drink kick in yet, cutie? You have quite the stare." She teases, but you smile at her words. "Maybe, it isn't my fault you're so..." You sit a little closer to her, leaving your hand on her cheek. She stared as you rubbed against her body. Taking in how drugged up you looked.
"...enticing."
"Really? You flatter me." She smiles, holding your neck to pull you into a kiss. It was innocent, at first. She took her other hand to your thigh, letting her nails run on bare skin. You took it upon yourself to deepen the kiss, letting yourself go. It was unbelievable how much this liquid enhanced your senses. The both of you still sat next to each other, attempting to contain yourselves while you touched each other like horny teenagers. Your hands trembling on her face as she begins to grope your ass, pulling a strained moan out of you.
She positioned herself towards you, pushing you down into the cushions. "Archons.." you mumble, eyes half-lidded with lust. "Shhh love.." she tells you as she drives a hand up your thigh, teasingly. You whine in anticipation as her hand kneads your soft skin. "What do you want me to do my love?" She questions. "What? Lisa.. please are you serious.." you say frustrated, how was she going to ask you such a question in an obvious situation. "Lisa? Really.." She says with a serious expression, pulling herself off of you, despite her own needs. "No!- Wait, I'm sorry.." She glares at you with waiting eyes, her hand still positioned on your thigh. "I'm sorry mommy.." You whisper. "There it is." She says excitedly, laying herself on you again wasting no time to rub at your clothed clit. You nearly cry out with the sudden contact, being more horny than usual has you as sensitive as ever. "Mommy's going to take care of you baby." She tells you, taking a hand to slip off your panties. The air hitting you makes you cry out. "Please, touch me.." She smiles, taking two fingers to your pussy. You moan loudly, but slap your hand on your mouth to try and muffle the lewd noises. "Mm baby now don't do that.." she says, taking your hand and replacing it with her mouth. She runs her tongue over your lips before plunging forward. She takes you all in, letting herself moan against you. Her hands rubbing against your clit stimulating you even more. "Mommy.. please.." you mumble against her. Grinding your hips on her fingers, to get a pace going. She quickly plunges her fingers inside of you, making you moan out in pleasure. "Mommy's got you, I'll make you feel so good"
You flush at her words, the way she speaks to you ignites a whole other feeling. Her long fingers hit every aching crevice in your pussy, plunging in and out quickly. The pace has you uncontrollably moaning for her, the pleasure becoming all too much. You feel a strong ache, a knowing feeling. "Mommy I'm gonna cum!-" You nearly scream, and she gives you such a lustful look. "Cum my love, you're so good for me." You kiss her roughly as your body convulses, all the sensitivity catching up to you. You can feel her smile on your lips, but you separate as your mouth makes a small "o" shape. She watches the face you make, whispering dirty words in your ear as you orgasm. "You're so slutty for mommy hm? I make you feel so good don't I? Mommy is just everything to you isn't she?"
After a moment Lisa pulls away completely, leaving you confused. "What are you doing?..." you ask, sounding pathetic with your higher pitch. She reaches for her bag, pulling out a strap. "I'm doing you with this." She states, with the biggest smile across her face. Your face turns a harsh crimson, but you don't protest. The thought of her stretching you out has you aching all over again. "That's what you bought?.." You ask, staring at the large size of it. "That's right." You watch as she undresses, her figure never looking any less perfect. She pulls her strap up to her lower half and adjusts it. Once she's done she gives you an amused look. "Come here." Sitting back on the couch, she makes you straddle her. "I want to see all the cute expressions you'll make.." She helps you pull off your nightgown, and places kisses on your bare skin.
You look at her with an excited expression, holding her strap to your entrance. "You've got this baby, mommy's right here." That reassurance was all you needed.
You sink down slowly, moaning as her strap fills you up to the brim. It burns, but it's such a good feeling. Suddenly, Lisa gives you a rough slap on your ass, making you arch forward in pain. "You're such a whore for mommy, hm?" She tells you, close up to your ear in a near whisper, snaking her hands all over your body. She grabs your ass with no warning, and pulls you down onto the strap. Her hands set into a motion, pulling you up and down at a quick pace. "Ah!- Mommy please!.. Slow down!" You moan, but she ignores you. Forcing you down as she nuzzles her face into your neck. "You're all mine, no one else's."
Is this what Lisa was like when she was stimulated like this? These are her true feelings?
She starts sucking onto your neck, placing her hands on your tits as you got situated to the speed. Moving all on your own now. "Yes!- I'm all yours mommy! You fuck me so good!" You're so overwhelmed with pleasure at this point. Tears welling up in your eyes as you rock your hips even harder. "Archons- it's so good.." your voice breaks a bit, making Lisa stop her movements. She sits up to get a good look at you. Your tears already falling, as you mutter to her "I love you so much.. I'm all yours." You couldn't tell with your current state of mind, but she was in shock. Seeing you so drugged and drunk on her strap, crying, proclaiming your love for her..
It made her insanely aroused.
A smile crept on her face, "Mommy loves you too baby, you're so hot like this.." she brought herself down to your chest, sucking on your breasts vigorously. "Mm- yes! Archons yes!" You yell out, still roughly fucking yourself on her strap. Is this really what that drink did to you? "Mommy's got you baby, I've got you." She holds up your body, keeping it still as she pulls her legs up. You're confused for a second, before she thrusts her hips upward, pushing into you at an intense speed. All you can do is grip her shoulders as she holds your ass up. "Oh my- Mommy please!- Fuck..!" The feeling is too much, tears in your eyes, her thrusts are just so quick and deep. You squeeze your eyes shut, letting your tears fall as you feel another orgasm coming. Lisa pulls you even closer, still thrusting into you. "You look so slutty, so good for me. Are you gonna cum for mommy?" "Yes! Please, don't stop-!" you beg, your grip on her shoulders tightening. You don't know how she has the strength to keep the pace up, but you feel too good to question it. Finally, your orgasm washes over you. You hide your face in the crook of her neck, moaning. Thighs shaking as your body freezes, and your cum drips from the strap. You can feel her hands let go of your thighs, letting you rest. The both of your rough breathing echoes in the room, but you hear a small laugh come from Lisa.
"You're quite something, hm?" She breathes out, and you bring yourself up to look at her. "That was.. really good." "I can tell." She smiles, taking her hand to wipe away your tears. You can't help but hug her, lying on her body again, taking in her scent. She wraps her arms around you. "I love you Y/N." "I love you too Lisa." She lets you sit to the side while she removes her strap. You feel like you can pass out right there. Standing up, she puts an arm under your legs, and one underneath your back. Picking you up bridal style. "Let's get washed up and head to bed, how does that sound?" "Absolutely wonderful" You say, letting your head rest against her.
You definitely have to try that again.
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Its the way I kept adding more warnings the further i got for me. 😭 smh
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Hi bestie I saw your requests were open so I thought why not hehe
Can I please have Ningguang, Lisa, Jean (seperate) with a Dom!Reader? Just hcs with Reader who likes edging and degrading 👉🏻👈🏻
Hello! I had fun with this one! But I apologize for the wait nonetheless~
Pairings: Sub! Ningguang / Lisa/ Jean x Dom! G/N Reader (Seperate)
Warnings: Edging, degrading, slut/whore calling (chara receiving)
Word count: 503
Summary/Intro: Just some hcs, love to top pretty women~.
Thirsts are open~
Minors DNI
Ningguang
Ningguang is the Tianquan of the land, receiving nothing but praise and respect for most of her life, so when she gets a taste of what a few dirty words and remarks can do, it’s like she’s in ecstasy! 
Sit her on your lap and brush your fingers against her prostate, calling her a little, desperate slut when she moans out or claws at your back.
Surprise her by cutting off her orgasm right before it happens and watch as she drops her head back and lets out breathy whines, looking at you from beneath her lashes while trying to not moan or whimper at the rough words or stares you’re giving her.
“The grandest Tianquan of all the land turned out to be such a whiny bitch! What would you say if I showed your cum on my hand to everyone, hm? Would that tame you, doll?”
Basically, call Ningguang your desperate, whiny bitch and she’ll be putty in your hand in no time~
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Lisa
Dirty little Lisa who clenches down on you whenever you call her your whore, her pathetic smile spreading every time your words go straight to her heat! 
She’s used to being the one on top mostly, but oh of being degraded and handled as you do it doesn’t get the itch she always has.
Lisa is shameless as she is loud, she’ll be a brat, smiling that infuriatingly sweet grin of hers while rutting against you with her sinfully blissful sounds, but she always goes quiet and fucked out wide eyed when you grip her hair a bit too tight and spill that mantra of yours. 
“What a pretty whore cracking open on my fingers, wonder what her Master must think of how pathetic she’s become”
If how her cunt gushes around you isn’t enough, then her mumbles of “I am” and other brain fucked nonsense would make do. 
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Jean
Personally, I feel Jean rides between the balance of degradation and care. 
What I mean is, fuck her stupid and edge her till she cries, all while calling her your slutty puppy, but absolutely ravish her with your movements, your gentle and loving touch on her face and body would make her feel even more heated with every sinful word that leaves your lips.
Make her sit on your face in her office, gently rubbing your hand and drawing soft circles on the plush of her ass or thigh, your other running up her back or sweetly giving her support when she leans too far.
But your words are sharp, rough as your tongue when you pull out and watch Jean’s face with a smirk whenever you edge her as she gets louder, a telltale sign she is about to reach her high. 
The dizzying comparison between your caring touches but downright filthy words would make her ache for you even more somehow.
“Ohhh, innocent hardworking Jeanie, such an absolute slut for my tongue. What? You want me to fuck you again? Horny doll, get your shrieks in check then”
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sea-lanterns · 9 months
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i feel like dehya and beidou would team up on you sometimes and beidou would be pounding you with a strap while dehya shoves her fingers into your mouth having a viberating anal plug in your ass
or maybe miko and lisa two hot women flirty and smart but mikos manipulative right so she’d probably manipulate you into something like sex on accident (she didnt mean it!!) and then lisa would walk in and probably pull mikos fox ear away from your pussy and she’ll probably punish you for being so gullible
then oo layla and ganyu both sleepyheads who want pleasure, ganyu and you would probably scisscor due to laylas weak stamina and layla will probably be on ganyus face only reciving a reward till you say so <3
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that layla and ganyu pairing has me drooling 🦊 anon. you don’t understand how much i love rarepair threesomes, especially with characters that are never seen together but work really well when you think about it.
also, this thirst is pretty long just because i got so carried away
nsfw under the cut—————————
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dehya and beidou are two of the strongest women in the game. so of course a threesome with them can only end in one thing: manhandling. oh, it doesn’t matter how tall or big you may be, these two women will toss you around between them like a rag doll and take turns fucking a huge silicone cock into you. the strap is definitely something beidou brought to the table, but dehya brings her fair share of pleasantries too. she’s the one who brought the vibrator after all…
beidou has you bouncing on her cock with large hands gripping your hips upright, while dehya is currently mumbling sweet praises into your ear as she presses the vibrator against your clit. one of her fingers is circling the entrance where you and beidou were connected, and scooping up the leaking cum like it was a delicacy not meant to be wasted. “look, you got ‘em creaming all over you…” dehya chuckles lightly, “your time is up by the way, let me fuck ‘er brains out…”
beidou grunts as you’re pulled off her cock by dehya’s strong grip. her arms pulling you towards her lap and manhandling you like a toy between the kids who don’t want to share. “you ruined her orgasm you know…” beidou scoffs, a smirk growing on her face, “you better fuck twice as good as me…”
“I am twice as good…” dehya shoots back playfully, hands spreading your thighs apart before rubbing your folds together with two giant fingers. “watch.”
and then dehya proceeded to plunge two rough fingers into your already dripping hole. the sudden penetration making you gasp in pleasure before falling forward and landing on beidou’s muscular front. “tsk tsk, seems they’re just aching to crawl back to me…” beidou laughs, gripping your hair and moving your head down to meet eye level with her cock. “clean it off, pretty. you’re the one who soiled it…”
before you could even move, dehya’s strong arms wrap around your waist and smush you closer to beidou while she fingers your cunt roughly. effectively sandwiching you between them as you could feel every movement and flex of their sheen muscle.
“go on pretty, suck the captain’s cock off…” dehya chuckles, before helping move your lips down to wrap around beidou’s strap. both women’s arms holding you up securely as if you were nothing but a little rag doll to be tossed around and played with.
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miko and lisa are two of the most seductive and flirty women in teyvat and you bet they use this to their advantage. they could turn you into a sex-drunk mess in a matter of minutes and it’s something they’re both equally proud of as your partners.
miko is usually the orchestrator of your sessions. all she has to do is whisper a few dirty things in your ear and— oh! you’re already dripping, how cute! the guuji is flattered her words make you wet already and she can’t contain herself as she has you pushed down on the flat of her desk and tongue already pushed inside you. “mmf…what a naughty pet…” she can’t help but purr, trying to smush her face deeper into your folds as she just can’t get enough of you.
meanwhile, lisa is watching all of this go down from the doorway with a smile. she’s so amused (and turned on) at the sight of her two precious babies having sex right in the open just for her. “both of you are naughty pets…” lisa chuckles as she walks in, gloved hand running down miko’s scalp and yanking her away from her pussy. the guuji’s face all covered in cum and saliva as she pants and drools to keep going inside you.
“lisa…” an annoyed expression overcomes the frustrated kitsune. “let me go.”
“hush, pet.” lisa says gently, although her eyes say otherwise. “it isn’t nice to leave your other partner out of the fun now is it?”
miko let’s out a surprised yelp as lisa yanks her back further and takes her place between your legs, “your punishment is to watch, miko and you…” lisa smirks up at you before slowly sliding her tongue up your cunt, a shiver running down your spine.
“yours is to just take it all.”
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layla and ganyu are two of the most sleepiest and subbiest women you’ve ever had the dream of dating. they’re both so soft and needy and when you’re not around they try their best to get each other off but it’s not the same :(
you oftentimes find yourself coming home to see the two of them desperately trying to rut and scissor against each other but it’s no use. layla’s soft and tired whines as she’s on the verge of falling asleep. meanwhile ganyu is trying to take the lead but unable to because she also is quite tired.
the moment they spot you they both whine at the same time and ganyu plops over in exhaustion on top of layla. both of their chests rising and falling in sync as they both await their desperate release from you. “you’re back, finally…” ganyu pants, raising an arm towards you. “please help…we need you…”
and so there you were, ganyu eagerly riding on your fingers while cute little layla sat so sleepily on top of your face. the two women so close to passing out but so close to cumming that they are practically gripping onto you like their life depended on it.
“nngh…more…more…” layla mumbles brokenly, hands tangled in your hair as your tongue pushes forward into her soft little hole. her needy little whines making you so turned on as you couldn’t help but let your fingers twitch inside your other girlfriend as well.
ganyu gasps and clings onto your arm with a death grip while bouncing her hips to the set rhythm. both of your girls were just so edged on and sensitive that all it took was a few minutes with you and you both had them creaming all over your body. sleepy little moans emitting from them before they both fell over and laid beside you.
ganyu on your right with layla on your left…
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kurogane2512 · 5 months
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Genshin women 'assisting' you during NNN
Type: Suggestive fluff (no sex, just flirting and teasing with implied sexual activity)
Can imagine any reader
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Will make you lose intentionally within 3 days at max
She really said she will cooperate and support you, she really said she will be kind to you and keep her distance. But she just can't help teasing you to see your cute and flustered reactions, how you bashfully scold her for tempting you time and time again. She playfully presses her boobs into you and grinds into your thighs when you stand around her.
She will whisper in a seductive tone all sorts of things she will do once the month is over. How does she expect you to hold on after all this? No wonder you pounced on her the next time she did her usual antics, that's when you find out she was doing it intentionally simply to tease you. There's no way she could hold back herself but she didn't want to be the one to give in first so she made you do it~
LISA MINCI, YAE MIKO
Will make you lose unintentionally within a week or two
She is genuinely serious about it and promises to support you, she actually finds the whole situation quite amusing and wants to see how you do. She keeps a very reasonable distance throughout and doesn't try to work you up in any way, even her usual teasing has significantly reduced. In truth, you didn't expect her to take it so seriously. And perhaps you didn't want her to.
Now her simplest actions make you desperate. Be it a simple hug, pecks on cheek and just cuddling at night- you want more, you want to do so much more. You thought she would end up whining and complaining soon but it seems you are the one who will do that. You can't stand it anymore. She has such an effect on you; truly, how can you resist her body for so long. She is so amused by your complaining and pleading, she teases you so much about how needy you are for her but in reality, she feels so loved and will happily take care of you~
LA SIGNORA
Similarly, this woman is oblivious to her doings. Everything was going so well, both of you were doing so good. She doesn't really understand the whole concept of NNN, she finds it unhealthy that people would torture themselves this way. But of course, she promises to support you in this. She is not needy for you, she is doing rather well and spends time in other things.
But again, she doesn't realize the effect she has on you. She wanted you to be cared for so she asks what you would like to do after this is over, she suggests all kinds of dates and things to do during sex all with a straight and innocent face. And then there's the accidental touching like breast contact and rubbing.... none of this helps your case and you end up giving in. In truth, a sneaky fox had suggested her to ask you all this under the guise of care....
RAIDEN EI
Lets you last halfway then 'accidentally' tempts you
Another woman who finds the challenge amusing and promises to cooperate seriously. In addition, she herself joins in to support you and do this together. She was confident both of you will win if you do it together, and she was confident in her own ability to hold back even if you can't. She is a busy woman, she'd likely end up swarmed by work that she can barely think of sex and you aren't around to help her destress.
That's how you both last till the middle of the month at least but now it's becoming rather difficult. You catch each other staring longingly at each other, clear expression of desperation on your faces but you pretend to see nothing. Until one day, you catch her in a rather.... unexpected state. There she was touching herself in her room/office, sighing your name as her fingers plunged deep. You watched her from the door, feeling heat pool between your own thighs. You would have called her out for cheating but you are too pent-up as well.... you'd much rather go in and help her~
NINGGUANG
Will complete all the way through with no problems at all
You should have expected it to turn out this way, why did you even suggest to do this with her. She was a busy woman who rarely had sexual needs, she could easily put away her desires for the greater good and in service of her people. You accomplished nothing by doing this except torturing yourself not only for entire November but even few days into December.
You don't see her come home for days and when she does come home, she's too tired to do much so it automatically makes you suppress the need as you just want to love and care for her tired self. Honestly, she may even forget you were doing the challenge because she can't even keep track of the time. When she finally gets a reasonable vacation period, it's already December and you are dripping in desperation....
JEAN GUNNHILDR
A/n: If you guys have ideas for other characters then feel free to suggest and I'll make a pt 2!
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munv · 8 months
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CHARACTERS THAT WOULD EAT YOU OUT LIKE YOU’RE THEIR FIRST MEAL IN THOUSAND OF EONS, ALTHOUGH YOU ARE SHAKING LIKE A LEAF AND BEGGING FOR THEM TO PULL AWAY THEY STILL CONTINUE TO OVERSTIMULATE YOUR POOR PUSSY:
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YAE MIKO . LISA Minci . Ryomen SUKUNA . Satoru GOJO . NIKOLAI Gogol . FYODOR Dostoevsky . Arataki ITTO . KAFKA . ARLECCHINO . TINGYUN .
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MAIN TAG-LIST: @tojisworm69 @tabbycake @str4wpuddin
A/N: new chapter of jjk series coming soon babes <33 life support is a thing and I’m complicating the new episode more than it should be. Spoiler is that I’m staying to my word and keeping riko alive🫶
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dearbraus · 2 years
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— Strap on, Strap off
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Starring; Lisa, Beidou, and Dehya.
Warnings; 18+ only minors dni + gn!afab!reader + strapon sex + squirt & praise (Lisa) + creampies, breeding, & edging (Beidou) + knotting, cockwarming & slight dacryphilia (Dehya) + bottom!reader (all).
Word count; 0.7k
Note: Just some headcanons on the kind of straps I think some of the genshin ladies have <3 I have some ideas for other characters but wanted to leave it at this before I got carried away, enjoy <3
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꧁ Lisa – Pretty in Purple ꧂
Specifications; 7” in total, 5” insertable. Made from plush but firm silicon with a bulbous head, bulging veins, and pair of realistic-looking balls. It’s coloured a deep royal purple and comes with a suction cup with is harness compatible.
❥ Most of Lisa’s toys come in varying shades of pink and purple, usually glass, and always too pretty to touch but her latest toy is all for your pleasure.
❥ With all the toys in her collection, she never had much interest in getting a strap-on, they felt a bit plain to her. Your skin wouldn’t shiver as it did with her precious glass toys, the cold material leaving goosebumps on your skin without fail but she did like the image of you split open on her cock.
❥ So, she doesn’t get anything too big, something easy for you to take and her to handle and by God does she love it. Lisa loves the way you get cockdrunk even when she’s still something of a novice, squirting and spewing half-whimpered praises her way when she’s nothing if not nervous.
❥ Such a darling you are, getting on your knees for her to suck her strap off so she could slide into your pretty pussy with such ease that it surprises her but she supposes you’ve always been one to get worked up so easily– so wet, just for her. 
꧁ Beidou – Creampie Enthusiast  ꧂
Specifications; 8” in total, 6.5” insertable. Made from thermoplastic elastomer, this realistically coloured dildo is designed with the sole purpose of simulating ejaculation. Sold with the harness, it has a pocket which comfortably and safely holds the bulb.
❥ Beidou’s a bit in love with the idea of breeding you, driven by an almost primal urge to keep your cunt stuffed full with cum that she spends months searching for the perfect toy for the two of you to play with.
❥ When it comes in the mail she takes you right then and there, on the living room floor; she may be too overcome with excitement to lay down towels but she takes all the time you need to be prepped though, she only lets you cum on her cock.
❥ You’re quivering and trembling with need by the time she sits you on her cock but she still takes her time getting you to the brink of orgasm, it makes it all the more satisfying to blow her load in you.
❥ And when it starts to slip out of your spent hole, she pushes it back inside you even though it’s a fruitless endeavour, the synthetic cum is far too thin to do anything more than coat her fingers and your labia but she does it anyway.
꧁ Dehya – All Knotted Up  ꧂
Specifications; 9” in total, 8.2” insertable. Made from silica gel, this knotted dildo exists somewhere between distinctly human and something straight from a fantasy book. Coloured with a mix of reds, whites, and black this toy is fitted with a knot for a bit of extra fun.
❥ The fascination springs from a drunken night of reading fanfiction with you, and though the two of you laughed and squealed at the mere idea of taking such a thing inside of you, the thought of being knotted/knotting refuses to leave either of your minds.
❥ The sheer girth of the knot is intimidating and thrilling all the same. Dehya’s chest swelled with something unrecognizable the first time she uses it on you, eyes were blown wide with sheer wonder at the sight of your pussy stretching over the bulbous knot.
❥ But the way you called her name, nails biting into her shoulders as you all but cling to here, balancing somewhere between pain and pleasure. Dehya grows addicted to the way your legs tremble around her hips and the way your lash line grows damp with tears.
❥ What’s more addicting though than such a debauched sight is being wholly entangled with you, a flurry of limbs linked with one another as you warm her strap, chest fluttering when she inflates the knot ever so slightly.
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ninjacomix · 6 months
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I saw the womb tattoos and had to hop in the ask box immediately… Remember, this is your fault, not mine >_>
Anyway, can you do Genshin girls of your choice showing off their tattoo to their male s/o? My depraved, tired brain is thirsting for it in the middle of the night…
I knew what I was doing when I posted that
Anyway I think these 3 would get one either to mess with you or cause you asked
Bearing your mark~
Warnings: NSFW headcannons, implied Element play, subtle non con in yelans part, a
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Yelan
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Okay so yelan and you have been together for a long time now and have gotten very comfortable with one another....maybe a little too comfortable as the both of you cuddle lazily in bed with yelans head resting on your bare chest as her arms are wrapped around your waist and you keep an arm around hers with your hand on the small of her back, but as you both enjoy the silence that the morning sun brought yelan suddenly remembered something she wanted to show you
"Hey darling~" Yelan spoke her favorite nickname for you, drawing your attention from the random spot on the wall you were staring at and into her beautiful emerald eyes "yes hun?"
"So remember when we were talking about me getting a tattoo of your initials somewhere on me?" You vaguely remembered that so once you gave a small yes, yelan suddenly straddles your lap and lifts her sleeping gown, revealing a womb tattoo of your element (Cryo) which earns a surprised gasp from you and a sudden erection from your cock making yelan giggle before using her vision to wrap you up in hydro ropes
"Let's see what happens when you apply cryo to that hot cock of your darling~"
Safe to say neither of you got to work on time that morning....or afternoon
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Lisa minci
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It was another day in mondstadt as you finish up your afternoon patrol. You remember being told that your lover lisa wanted to see you in the library, so once you found some time you made your way inside the library where you found the lovely lisa placing books back into their shelves so with the stealth of a mouse you stand behind her and wrap your arms around her waist earing a cute yelp from her
"Hello, my violet rose~" the way you speak into her ear in that low voice she loved and nuzzle against her cheek making her blush before she turns in your embrace and places a kiss to your lips
"Hello to you too, my brave knight....so excited for what I'm about to show you~" Before you could reply, she brings you to a secluded corner of the library and with a sultry smile. She lifts the front of her dress and reveals a womb tattoo with the symbol of your anemo vision above her womb and judging by how red your face is you love it so she struts over to a table and lays on it before spreading her legs and pushing her panties to the side revealing her glistening cunt
"Well come on darling, take that sword of yours and electro swirl this naughty librarians pussy"
To say you did as she said was an understatement as the library was closed early due to an "Elemental reaction related accident"
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Yae miko
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It's been a dull couple of days at the shrine for the lady guiji, yes she could continue to torment and harass the poor shrine maidens but with her loving husband and fellow kitsune finally on vacation from his work In the shogunate she decides to reward her brave soldier for all his hard work so when miko invited you to the bedroom that night for "something special" you thought nothing of it
"So miko, what did you wanna show me?" Currently, the both of you were sitting on your bed with miko laying her head in your lap before rising and pushing you down onto the bed as she teasingly licks her finger before dragging it down her neck, then between her breasts and finally down her stomach before stopping over her womb where you see a tattoo of your electro vision making your ears stand up and redden at the tips
"Do you like it, my love, I got it with you in mind?" Despite your embaresser stuttering and the way she's looking at you, it is an identifier of anything you were in for a long and electrifyingly steamy night
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pristine-rose · 2 years
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hi hi alice i just came to share this thought..wearing a maid dress for lisa. like bro she would love this i swear on it.
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being lisa's little library maid helper
nsfw . mdni . sub female reader (afab, she/her usage)
maid dress, dom/sub dynamics, lots of teasing, spanking, sexual staring, light light light manipulation if you squint
anon anon ur so smart <3 and so right ! istg every single ask i got today was pure genius and i can’t wait to do them all
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she tells you there’s a uniform once you’re hired.
yet you’re still surprised once she fits you into the skimpiest of maid dresses—one that seems to hug your curves perfectly as if she knows your measurements pristine to memory. and yet all she presents your flustered state is an amused smile.
she is very cool, calm, and collected; though behind such a patient look, her eyes practically cannot wait to devour you.
lisa hides her intentions through her outwardly lazy nature. completed with a fake yawn, she sits on her chair, and then droops her head down on her arms atop the wooden library table. she tells you, “i’m a bit too tired, cutie. mind putting these books back for me, instead?” and it’s a whole cart of books from the top shelf she purposely picked out—ladder required, of course.
and from her position resting down on the table, she’ll shamelessly get an eyeful under your dress.
if you messed up on the job, she already set a punishment for you. she’ll tenderly lay you on her lap, with your stomach planted downwards on her legs. one of her hands is threaded through the black laces that run through the exposed back of your dress, just to keep you steady; her other hand is lifting up your skirt (not that there was much to lift, anyways) to expose your bottom.
and then she’ll leave an experimental spank on your ass that will make you yelp. she’ll tenderly whisper out a shhh to you as she so gently rubs the cheek she slapped. then once you’ve calmed down, she’ll spank it again without warning. and this time? she won’t stop until it stings so she knows you’ve learned your lesson.
as far as the actual dress goes, your waist is exposed. it was her little added detail, simply because she loves grabbing the skin of your waist. it’s her favorite place to pull when she needs to push you up against a bookshelf.
the skirt ends around your upper thigh, so it completely exposes your legs. it’s very flowy, so even the slightest of twirls will have it flying upwards. dainty-looking, the style itself completely passes as one to match both lisa and the old library she runs: ergo a quick-enough glance from an outsider will discern you are just a worker in uniform. however, it’s not so dainty anymore every time she nearly rips it off of your body whenever she’d needy, or whenever she locks up the place for the night.
even then, that gentle, caring, and tender look never once leaves her eyes—not even when her gaze is so sinfully looking at your body in a maid dress like some pervert.
she owns you in that dress, and ravishes you when she takes it off. one little “come on my lap, cutie,” and your legs will instinctively tremble for what’s to come.
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ok that’s out of my system. god, anon send me more of your thoughts <3 i think something good’s going on in your brain
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