#like to be clear the reason why it's making me have extistential dread is that they all discussed how we don't make enough money
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One outcome I didn't expect from an outing with coworkers at a bar after a long week was an extreme state of existential dread, but here I am
#money and the housing crisis and gun violence and schooling and abuse was all discussed#and i am sat here now like 👁️👄👁️#okay now I'm left to the weekend with all of that on my mind#like to be clear the reason why it's making me have extistential dread is that they all discussed how we don't make enough money#and that you have to be altruistic to work here bc no one working here will be rich ever#like they're all barely making it#and now im like okay well im 22 and ive got my whole future ahead of me#i want to keep working at habitat but with all of the costs everywhere going up and my paycheck staying down......#can i even do it?#and what was also discussed was the possibility that i myself could possibly qualify to be a habitat homeowner so im like.....#okay should i do that? then I'd own a house. what the heck...#and it would embarrass my mom bc to qualify I'd have to show them how bad my living situation is... aka her house#and it is bad#it's bad enough that i could possibly qualify to be a homeowner#so like should i do that? do i want to own a house? do i want to embarrass my mom?#idk.#all of this is too much for tonight#i should just go to bed
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