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boycattj 2 years
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oh im getting another tattoo (or maybe a few??) next week ig??? but idk what im getting yet
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pressure-change 1 year
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I wish I could cook I would make beef stew while you're at work but,,, uh no. when we've made nothing but pasta, it's been a while, I can't think & I'm weak. I think I'm more likely to fail than fuck it up tbh
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du-hjarta-skulblaka 2 years
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Just woke up from sleep paralysis but it was part of the coolest scariest fuckin nightmare I can remember having so. I think im okay with it.
Half asleep trying to recap it in the tags
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fairytalepsuedonym 6 months
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@wicked-storybrooke all aboarf the antibfredrick chase train.
First stop virginia!
No. Actually forst srop is a disclainer that people are not all good or all bad. He di good things. He did bad things. And every bad thing he did can iltimstely be traced back towards athenas *really* messedbup way of havibg vhikdren. Which apploes to ALLLLLL the kidsin cabin 6 if they have bad home lives. But we lkttedallly dont knkw shit about fhe athena kkds save for one of annabeth's brother's names being malcolm.
Athena just piks scholars she likes and gived them kkds bitbed from her mind. Yes they have bwlly buttons. No dont ask me how. The books make a point to poin this out and i *eish thry hdnt*
Ok lets do this.
Annabeth ran away ay age 7. She felt so unwntrd and ubwelcome she chose *certain desth* over her dad and stepmom. She took a pretty well useless weapon(just a norml hammer) and ran. 7 yesr okds may run away. But they neve grt as far as she did. Not if their psrents are even hakf decent.
He writrs her letters but we dont knoe joe oftrn o the conents but its not enough tonget her back.
He marries a mortal woman who HATES annabeth. He and "helen"(sje not nsmed in the books bit most peoppe call her helen for the sake of clarity so ill be calling her helen.) Have twin boys. And annabth oretry well gets oushed out of the fsmily she akresdy dint feel welcome in.
Her dad *explicifly told her* she waant wsnted. Thst he trid to gove her bsxk to athena and athena said no.
And she goes back one time around ave 10 amd doesnt last veey long.(lij a week?) And comes rigbt bsck to camp half blood.
When lercy ask her why she loves at camp. Shes a lkttle evasive about it at firdt but eventually foes explain "im nnot i to sslf infelctedpain."
At age 12 annsbeth viewed livin eith her dad as *self inflicted pain*
That spwaks VOLUMES about his behabior and attitufe towards her.
And then when shs goeshome again he deckded to move allnthe wa acrosd the coubry. Whoch is bad enouh but he chooses a monster hot bed. A place deigods domt esnt to locebevause kf the heightened dsnger. And he doesnt seem to get whg that upset annabeth.
Hwr wwords arr "he shoukd kbow thst" implting he has no idea. Implying hes so uninvokved in her lofe he doesnt know major paets of her lofe. Major thibgs that impact her exjstence.
She leaces some weapons at his house. Its never explained why. But she does. And then he melts them down and makes bullets ojt of them.
Its framed as this heoeic he saved her lkfe woth his intelligence thing. But the thing is. He disnt know she waain dsnger whsn he did it. He just *did it*. (And at thsr annabeth eould have LOVED to help ekth that soet kf project.)
And whike the booos never poin it out is *clesrly* a massove slight agaisnt ddmigod culture? Since most weapons ha e nams and hisoties and hsbe ben sroubd since ancinet greece/anciwnt rome.
But she lets it go. Which is hee own peogrative. Im not saying annabsth shouldnt b allowed ro feel howevershe wants to feel. I just think the books framing it as resmeption when jw does ome vaugoey good thing is ridculous.
But my biggest peeve with tilhis man. Save for the fsvt he rold his 0-7 year old dsighter she was nwver wanted TO HR FSCE. Is thst he puts it on *her* to medn the rrlstionship whenshes 13.
Shes the ome thst apoligizes.
Shes the one thar compromises.
Shes the one thst has ro meet him halfway.
He says he knows about he monster hot bed but theres a plsce for herif she wants it at his house.
And heres thr kicker? The reason he mobed to the hot bed? His careerr as a hispry pofrssor. Bexause of a plane in a hangar. Not even a hisotrical plans thsr couodnt be mobed. Just a planw. Ot coukd have EASILY been trasportrdro a safer place.
Also he writes lettersro her and i just wsnt to know hoe msny big words in english(remeber all demigods are dyslxic in englidh.) He used. Althoigh ill gove him that phone calls arent the best option eothee. But dude...i...therr BETTER have been a "im sorry" in thdre but indont think there was.
Also he let hisbsifr blame her so much fkr mondter attscks thst she felt safer running around on the streets than at home.
The books dont hice us much about fhem joping the ssries expands
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daddynattt 11 months
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ITS OUT! ITS OUT! OTS OUT LOVE AND DEATH HAS BEEN RELEASED! AHHH IM SO GAY馃槶馃槶 (also i鈥檓 bsck i guess i just needed like 3 days? idk馃槶)
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pepprs 4 years
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kk slider is real and he鈥檚 this kid jamming out in the laundry room bc there鈥檚 no machines available
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mymagnificentself 6 years
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exhaustion
i think being angry about the selfishness of people and trying to help them out when no one wants to be helped and its all everyone for thenselves now apparently
is exHAuStiNG as FuCK
not to mention that for the last about 30 hpurs now i have consecutively been arpund people, and as much as i find being around people entertaining every once in a while,
i am an introverted person at heart amd itd just taxing
also probably not having had breakfast or a proper lunch didnt help and staying up till like three something cant have made it better either..
i got frozen french fries from when we drove bsck from the Beach earlier (dont evem get me started about how we sll got there..) tho and i intent to make and eat them, if its everyone for hinself i damn well can do that, but im just saying im pretty sure societies collapsed bc of egoistical shit like that
and from the looks of ot capitalism is heading in the same direction..
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morinok 6 years
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fairytalepsuedonym 2 years
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"welcome to wonderland" knightrook anlysis [anson saebra]
This ones a bit more a "i like the song so ill make ot fit because i wanted to" excercise. But oh i think its good. @wicked-storybrooke trust me you want to losten to this guys music.
I think ot could kinda be alice and wish!hook playing in the tower together and wish!hook trying tondostravt her but kt never quite fully taking away the fact shes trapped from her mind at times.
"Welcome to Wonderland, we've got it all Potions and pastries that make you grow tall; forrest and cottages and castle and cards thst can talk" wish!hook desfribing a beautiful plce. A silly thing sonfsr eemoved from their mundane life and so amazing to her young (unfortunstlry bery very sheltered) ears. Maybe hes tslking about pirates of the highbseas or a grain of sand. Doesnt mstter to her it sounds like thr picture of her grratest insgination.
"Welcome to Wonderland, look where you're at Maddest of hatters, the Cheshire Cat" wish!hook incorporating her toys into their game.
"Magical cabins and lovely white rabbits with clocks" for a moment the towers a beautiful cottage
"Dancing through a dream underneath the stars Laughing 'til the morning comes" them lretending to play ubder the constallations she cant actually go ubdsr. Maybe he ties pretend stsrs she helped him make from the ceiling..
" Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart Oh, Wonderland I love Welcome to Wonderland, I'll be your guide" they both know the game has to end eventually. But he doesbt want to see her smile fade just yet.
"Holding your hand under sapphire skies Let's go exploring or we could just go for a walk" wish!hook invited her for a pretend hike or wahtever around tbe tower.
"Welcome to Wonderland, where should we go There's a tea party along down the road Make an appearance and maybe they'll sing us a song" offering her a tea party. Hes trying to distract her as long as he can.hell sing to her or play a game anything tongive her as much of the world as possible.
"Dancing through a dream underneath the stars Laughing 'til the morning comes Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart Oh, Wonderland I love" he wishes mke than anything he could keep up the distravtion for as long as shes trapped. But he cant. No matter how hard he tries some days are just going to be hard. And it hurts him so much to see her sad. To see his little girl suffer when he cant do anything much about it.
"Nothing around here is quite as it seems Not sure if anything's real or a dream" sometime the distravtions WORK and it makes him happy just to see alice being a typical littlr girl. He knows she cant habe a lot of experiences other kids can so jes happy when she gets to JUST be a kid ejthout the weight of the tower or her painfull vivid nightmares on her mind
And the only thing sure from the start Is the song that's inside of your heart Don't let it leave" he doesnt want her to lose hope. He promises he'll find a way tonfree her
"If this was a dream, then at least I've got Memories for when morning comes Now that I must leave with a heavy heart Oh, Wonderland I love" the tower always comes bsck to haunt her some days but he wants her to know he'll always be there for her.
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fairytalepsuedonym 9 months
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im not going tk do this. But its a thought.
Im getting so tiredof people touchin me. People being very touvhy feely people. Smd if theyre in my wsy "oh sorry" and touching my shojkder or "excuse me" and geeying close but not tkuvjing me ot actuslly toucjing me.
People thst touch strsngers? Why? Why? Im so dsmn clise to vonsiderimg getting a fucking servjce dkg for criwdcckntrol becsuse i csnnlt. I csnnot deal with people roihing me. Its so umck firtsble. Sometines im finr sometime my hesrt tries to burst out of my chest.
If peoplengrt cose ibget so tense my bsck stsrts to hurt. And it does nkt help thst i hsv other medisk jssues thst mske walkimg sometimes a bit much.
I do ave a dkg ive trsined to help with a lot but i only take tjst ddog explicitly oet friendly places. And i try nkt tobgoninto buikdins alone when ibcan helpni jf i think theyll be criwded.
But STOP TOYCHINV ME. Stop it!
Its weird! Im glad you rsndom dtrsnger find touch ckmfkryi g byt id rsthet buy my goddam groceries wiyhout "cool is todsy vling to ve the dsy i fsint becsuse my anxiety wins" and i woukd love to not hsve to have my dog do deep pressure therspy bc uou cant let me shop for thingd in a pet stor in leace!
I love habibg my dof because rhen people touch HER and not me. And also if ibget tense with soneone newe me i csn move and hsve her block them from getting snyehere nesr me.
So anyone hsppy indeoendence dsy. My neighbkrs sre assholes and the guy in line at th groefy store today made me resll mad. Like dude i dknt knkw youbwhyvthe fucknare youvNEAR ME. Why touch...i cannot
Also the firworks can gonto hell
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