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polaroidbills · 9 months

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enhypen and their boyfriend types

genre/cw: bf!enhypen x fem!reader, fluff, like mega mega fluff, kissing & hugging, enhypen being out of their mind in love with you, literally so cutie patootie.

a/n: i thought of this at like 2am so be ready. i also tried a new layout for my work. if you want more content like this lmk!

heeseung 희승

heeseung is the type to never stop admiring you. you're on his mind 24/7. when you're next to him, he'd be staring at you the whole time. especially your lips. when you're talking, you always notice his eyes go down and come up, obviously looking at your lips. "if you wanna kiss me, just do it hee." even in a crowd full of people, he only has eyes for you. heeseung would even stare at the photo of you on the back of his phone. and sometimes he'll even space out thinking of you. "heeseung! dude, are you even listening?"

jay 제이

jay is the type to only let himself do all the work. like cleaning, washing dishes, cooking, and the laundry. he will absolutely not let you do anything of the sort, even if you try to. for example, one time you got up to start washing the dishes after dinner. but he literally sprinted towards the dirty dishes in the sink and started scrubbing. he refuses to let you do any work, because it's one of his ways of showing love.

jake 제이크

jake is the type to talk about you non-stop to his friends. he always brags about how beautiful and kind you are. and all the small details and habits you have. he will absolutely be kicking his feet, giggling, talking to heeseung and sunghoon about how you always pull your sleeve over your hands, creating paw sleeves. "she's just so cute and perfect!" it's to the point where his friends just ignore it or get annoyed at how much he talks about you. but he he can't control it. it's a habit now.

sunghoon 성훈

sunghoon is the type to always be texting you when he isn't with you. he never wants to stop talking to you, so when he isn't with you, he chooses texting or calling or even facetiming. instead of it being annoying, it's actually very cute. he would say things like "schedule is so boring, i'm soo excited to see you soon." or "i miss you soo much baby." and i mean 24/7. half of the time he isn't with you, he's looking down at his phone, texting you.

sunoo 선우

sunoo is the type to always know when you aren't feeling comfortable or happy. he instantly knows when you feel down or not yourself. and he will do anything in his power to fix it. like when you embarrassed yourself in front of other people amd you felt really stupid. he tried to switch the topic of the conversation and told you that you weren't stupid after. or when you got a paper cut, he bandaged it up, gave you a million kisses, and watched your favourite movie. he just knows you too well.

jungwon 정원

jungwon is the type to be shy about pda, but will always, privately, show his affection in hugs, kisses, and cuddles. in public, the most he will do is hold your hand or give you a peck on the cheek. but when your at home or alone with him, he will never stop hugging or kissing you. he's always leaning on you or cudding you. but he especially gets shy when his friends tease him about you. if he's with you, he'll snuggle his head into your shoulder when he's embarrassed or shy. you find it cute how shy he is in public and he always apologizes for it because he feels that he doesn't show enough love in public. so he makes up for it privately.

niki 니키

niki, similar to sunghoon, is the type to always want to be with you, but it's 100% worse. like i mean he's with you at ALL times. he's so clingy to the point where he's your shadow. wherever you go, he goes. it's to the point where you would even need to go to the bathroom, but he also wants to come with you and accompany you. obviously you refuse. but when you open the door to get out, he's standing right there, right in front of the door, all pouty and waiting for you. he's just so cute.

@polaroidbills please DO NOT copy, plagiarize, or repost any of my work.

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huggybearluvr · 3 months

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HIII I LOVEE YOU SOO MUCH!!! Can you please writr something for mark estapa? Thank you

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pairing: mark estepa x actress!reader

summary: After your new movie was finished. You decided now would be the best time to fly out and see your lovely Boyfriend Mark. While neither of you openly posted your relationship you didn't hid it either. The boys however never believed Mark when he opened up about dating the Y/n Y/l/n.

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florencepugh I'm gonna miss you :(

yourusername I'll be back soon!! promise

markestepa MY GIRL IS COMING TO MICHIGAN

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ethanedwards your actually delusional its kinda scary

dylanduker this is sad

jackhughes he's still keeping up with this shit?

lukehughes its getting worse dude

markestepa SHE'S LITERALLY MY GF @yourusername please help me

yourusername do I know you?

lukehughes this just got even more embarassing...

dylanduker her responding might make him even more delulu.

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markestepa BELIEVE ME NOW?! also y/n I love you so much, thank you for coming and visiting me, I am so beyond proud of you!

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markestepa HA

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happilyhertale · 1 year

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Hi I’m the anon who asked if you watched Breaking Dawn, that’s crazy how recently you just watched it, haha. Well the reason I asked was cause I was wondering if you could write an Aemond x pregnant wife story where her pregnancy is kinda like Bella’s. The maesters have tried everything to lesson her condition but she gets worse and worse, they even think she is cursed. The reader is Rhaenyra’s daughter but has her mothers features and rumored to be a bastard like Jace & Luke, but Daemon is incredibly protective of her and treats her like his daughter. Daemon is even angry at Aemond and blames him for what is happening to the reader, that he hired a witch to curse her and the babe. Aemond deeply loves the reader and is incredibly troubled by her state and feels guilty, but she reassures him a lot. Aegon teases her about being a bastard and when she falls incredibly ill with Aemond’s baby he says that it only proves she’s a bastard cause she can’t carry the seed of a dragon. Everyone is preparing for her death once the babe is born, but she defies everyones expectations and survives and Aemond says he always knew she was a dragon and calls her fierce and just fluffy stuff.

Breaking down - Aemond Targaryen x female!reader

Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader

Author’s note:

Thank you dear Anon for the request! Now I have finally written the story!

I hope you like it (: English is my second language, soo.. please forgive me if I made any mistakes (:

Word count: 3 k

Other stories of mine

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You are hanging over a bowl. Your eyes are closed and your breath comes in short bursts.

"Not again," you whisper.

But then another wave of nausea hits you. You bend down to the bowl and fill it with the contents of your stomach. But what comes out of you is a secret to you. You have not been able to eat for days.

You whimper softly. Your eyes are closed.

Suddenly you feel a hand on your back. A warm hand stroking your tense back.

"Hey... Love," you hear Aemond say softly, "still not feeling better?"

You shake your head just slightly, your eyes still closed. Desperately, you try to concentrate on your breathing to distract yourself from your nausea.

You and Aemond have been married for a year now. You love each other dearly. Aemond would do anything for you, you have changed his whole life. And when the news of your pregnancy came, his devotion and affection for you only increased.

Your mother, Rhaenyra, was not at all convinced at first that you should marry Aemond. But King Viserys, your grandsire, thought it was a good idea to accommodate the quarrels in your family. And after much discussion, your mother finally gave in.

Your father, Laenor Velaryon, died in an accident some time ago. Your heart broke when your mother broke the news to you and your brothers. You cried a lot, felt a sudden emptiness. But Rhaenyra was there for you, consoled you.

Like your brothers, you bear little outward resemblance to your father. You are the image of your mother. But unlike your brothers, you have inherited your father's hair.

Shortly after your father died, your mother married your current stepfather, Daemon. This was not surprising to you. Ever since you can remember, Daemon has been around you. He is almost affectionate with you. Always looking out for you. Even comforted you when your brothers or Aegon and Aemond annoyed you. Daemon has become something of a surrogate father to you.

And that's exactly why rumours are going around the realm. That Daemon is your real father and not Laenor. That you're a bastard. You don't pay much attention to these rumours, because you know who your father is.

Yet no one dares to say it openly. But still, the thoughts of man are free. It is different with your brothers. They didn't inherit silver hair from your mother or father and the looks they get literally scream the word bastard.

But you were speechless when the betrothal between you and Aemond was announced. You stood in front of Aemond and just looked. He didn't look pleased either and gave a barely perceptible nod to his mother, Queen Alicent. But when your mother repeated her question if it was okay with you, you nodded at her with a forced smile.

It was a mystery to you that Aemond didn't immediately erupt in a fit of rage, after all, the dislike he feels for your brothers is known to all. And even though the rumour that you were a bastard had not yet been voiced publicly, you could only guess what Aemond thought of you.

But things turned out differently. At first it seemed like he was just doing his duty. He often went for walks with you. You had done that before, but now it had a completely different meaning.

But still, somehow you got used to each other's constant presence and you soon realised that there was more between you. You found out that you shared a love of reading and sword fighting. Hours of conversation and laughter followed, as well as sword fights on the training yard. Almost as quickly, love developed between you.

But those memories seem to be fading, just as you are now hanging over the bowl, barely able to breathe.

You look at Aemond, your voice trembling, "It has to get better eventually, hasn't it?"

He looks pained, but he nods at you, "I will send for the maesters again... they must ease your discomfort somehow..." he whispers.

You close your eyes again and exhale heavily.

You spend the rest of the day over the bowl. At times you curl up on the floor, gently caressing your belly. You love your little ball. You lovingly call your baby your little dragon. You love your little dragon inside you. You know that the little dragon does not want to hurt you. It loves you as you love it, you can feel that.

But it gets worse and worse.

The bigger your belly gets, the worse your discomfort gets. If you ate little before, now you are hardly able to even think about eating. Nothing stays inside you. And by now you can see this agony on your body.

You are getting thinner and weaker. Your purple eyes have lost their glow. Your delicate skin is covered with bruises, as every touch seems to harm you. Aemond is visibly distressed. For hours he sits by your side. Caresses you, tries to make you eat all the food that seems appetising to you. He tries to ease your suffering with a mountain of pillows on the bed.

And even Daemon is at your side at least as often as Aemond. Every time he is with you, you see the worry and anger in his eyes. He wants to punish someone for making you feel so bad.

At some point, the maesters seem to have the right idea. They want to feed you fortified baby milk and porridge. Food that usually only babies get to eat. In the hope that it will suit you and that the baby will accept the food and leave it in you. You keep hoping that it will work, that you won't be overcome by nausea.

And at first it seems to help. The food stays inside you. Your hand trembles with every movement from your plate to your mouth, but you can finally eat again. It's not much, you're too weak to eat larger quantities. But you don't throw up.

Everyone is fed with new hope that you will get better now.

But still the maesters approach Aemond anxiously.

"My prince... Princess y/n's condition remains critical"

Aemond looks up from his desk as the Maesers are with him. He says nothing and just looks at them as if admonishing them with that look to keep talking. He suspects what is coming.

"My prince... If her condition does not improve, we fear that she will not survive the birth. Not even our knowledge and skill can counter that... Giving birth is a strength-sapping task for women and..."

"Stop it!" hisses Aemond. There is a cold silence in the room.

"She will survive it. She will. She is of the blood of the dragon. There will be no other eventuality!" Again, the oppressive silence spreads through the room.

The maesters just nod and look at the floor. They dare not meet his gaze.

After a few days of being able to eat again, you decide to have dinner with your family. Aemond leads you into the hall. He is not enthusiastic about the idea. He wants to spare you this journey, but you are stubborn. And so he walks slowly with you through the corridors. You are breathing heavily. Your belly is almost as big as the rest of your body. You arrive at the hall, the rest of your family already gathered. They look at you with a mixture of worry and hope.

You avoid their gaze.

Aemond helps you to sit down. You feel dizzy. You close your eyes briefly when you are finally seated and exhale heavily. When you open your eyes again, you notice Daemon watching you with concern.

"Is everything alright? Shall I take you back to our chambers?" whispers Aemond to you.

But you shake your head and look over at him, "No... I want to stay here," you say softly.

He nods at you and gently kisses your forehead.

You try to eat some porridge. Your family is eating around you and the room is filled with soft conversation. But suddenly you notice yourself beginning to tremble. You feel dizzy.

"Aem...", but then you fall off your chair.

Aemond jumps up and prevents your head from hitting the floor.

Daemon is also immediately at your side. But your vision blurs until it goes completely black.

"y/n!" shouts Aemond. But there is no response from you. He strokes your face.

"This is your fault!", Daemon suddenly shouts at Aemond.

Aemond looks at him angrily.

"You and your bastard lover! You're the one who let her cast a spell!" he shouts at Aemond.

Aemond's gaze fills with hatred, "I would never! I love y/n!"

"Love...", Daemon scoffs, "You emotional cripple aren't even capable of such feelings!", he shouts in rage.

Aegon sits on his chair and watches the scene with amusement. He drinks his wine and grins.

"I don't think Aemond would be able to persuade his witch whore for anything... I think as a bastard you're just not capable of carrying a dragon's seed," Aegon chuckles softly to himself.

Daemon is now looking angrily at Aegon, "Shut your drunken mouth. Say something like that again..." he says through gritted teeth.

But he is interrupted by Aemond, "I will take your tongue if you say something like that about my wife again!", Aemond hisses the words.

Suddenly you move. Aemond immediately looks at you, "My love... hey... my love... please say something...", he whispers to you.

But all you feel is a sharp pain in your abdomen and you cry out.

All is silent in the hall. Your mother by now is also standing by your side and notices it, "Her water has broken! The baby is coming!"

You just whimper. The pain eats through your entire body.

"Aemond..." you whimper.

"I'm here, I'm here my love...", Aemond whispers.

Aemond looks up, "We need to get her into a bed"

"Can you get up?" he asks gently as he looks back down at you.

But you can barely shake your head. Aemond doesn't hesitate for long and carefully lifts you up. You whimper. When the next contraction comes you cry out. Aemond bears it stoically, but his heart breaks at your suffering.

Aemond carries you. He tries to hold you carefully, but still he tries to move quickly. You cling desperately to Aemond. You groan in pain. You feel every step he takes, right to the core.

He walks into a room where many maids are walking around. They prepare the bed that is in this room. Many cloths and bowls of warm water are also prepared.

He carefully lays you down on the bed. But you don't notice much. You are whimpering, your hands are on your belly.

The maesters follow you closely and are accompanied by midwives. The mood is sombre as the maesters stand in front of your bed. You cry out with the last of your strength as the next contraction comes.

The maesters look at each other, they look worried.

A maester steps forward and addresses Aemond, "My prince... the princess is very weak..."

"I don't want to hear about it," he hisses quietly to the maester. His gaze wanders to you, so as not to worry you, he continues to speak quietly.

"If anything should happen to her... I will feed you to Vhagar," he says dryly.

Aemond is convinced that with the right motivation, the maesters will be able to help you.

He looks over at you again as you cry out once more.

You are lying on the bed. You are already drenched in sweat and tears are running down your face.

Aemond comes to your side. He kneels down and holds your hand. He kisses it gently. He reaches for a cloth and dabs the sweat from your forehead.

You don't notice much. The vision in front of your eyes blurs again and again.

But you notice that voices keep saying "Push, princess!" and you do your best. But you don't know if it will be enough...

You want your child to survive. Your baby, your little dragon. The product of Aemond's and your love.

You keep seeing silver hair all around you. But you cannot tell whether it belongs to Aemond, Daemon or your mother Rhaenyra. You feel your hands being held. The sweat is dabbed from you. Again and again they talk to you, but you cannot react. You feel yourself fading.

And then it goes black around you.

Baby cries suddenly fill the room. The midwives take the baby and bring it to a table where there are many cloths and a water bowl. They clean the baby. But Aemond has no eyes for it.

"Y/n.. Love... Please.. Answer me," he says to you.

He shakes you lightly

"Love.. Please... I need you... Answer me," he repeats.

He searches for your pulse.

He finds a slight pulse.

He looks down at you. You are lying in a sea of blood.

Aemond panics.

"Clean her up!" yells Aemond suddenly. He doesn't know what good it will do to clean the blood and dirt off you, but he hopes it will make you feel better.

The midwives nod eagerly at Aemond.

They fetch new warm water. They gently try to get the afterbirth out and clean you up.

The baby is still crying in the room. Rhaenrya comes into the room and goes to the baby. The maesters examine the baby. Examine to see if it is healthy. When the maesters nod at Rhaenyra, she accepts the baby.

She cradles it in her arms and smiles at it.

She turns and sees Aemond bending over you, stroking you. She sees the look of despair in his eye. The tears in his eye.

"Aemond," she says softly.

He doesn't hear her.

"Aemond," Rhaenyra says a little louder.

Aemond looks up.

He looks at Rhaenyra, startled, as if he is only now being reminded again that there are other people in the room.

"Aemond... this is your daughter," Rhaenyra says softly.

Only now does he look at the bundle in her arms. He looks down at you. You are lying on the bed, your eyes are closed.

But you are breathing.

He looks at the baby again and then at you.

Rhaenyra notices the conflict in him, that he doesn't want to leave you alone.

"Aemond... you can't do anything for her right now... But... but your daughter needs you," Rhaenyra says gently.

Aemond looks to her again and nods slowly.

He gently kisses your forehead. Leaves his lips pressed to your forehead for a while and then goes to Rhaenyra.

He stands in front of her and looks down at the baby. Then he slowly takes her. And he is immediately fascinated by his little daughter.

The little girl cries softly, but she stops when Aemond holds her in his arms. She opens her eyes briefly and the Targaryen purple can be seen. Aemond has to smile.

This is what he has created... Created her with you.

He turns around again. You are still lying there.

But he sees your chest gently rising and falling. You are still breathing.

He looks back down at the baby in his arms and he holds it, "Hey..." he murmurs.

"Your mother will make it... I know she will... and then she will greet you," he continues to murmur.

He kisses the baby's forehead. Breathes in the scent. He closes his eyes and smiles.

Rhaenyra watches him and also smiles slightly.

You sleep through the next few days. Aemond does not leave your side. He makes sure you don't get too cold. From time to time he sits you up slightly and tries to give you something to drink.

Rhaenyra comes in from time to time and puts your daughter by your side. She is convinced that it helps you to gather strength and that the little girl needs your closeness.

But after a few days, Aemond sees you moving. He sits beside the bed, your daughter lying by your side. As you slowly stir, a smile comes to his lips. Carefully he leans forward and takes your daughter in his arms.

You slowly open your eyes. The sun shines into the room and you immediately squeeze your eyes shut again. You groan softly. You open your eyes again. You realise that you are lying in your bed. Your throat is dry. It hurts to swallow.

But then you remember. You look down at yourself. Your baby bump is gone. You immediately touch your stomach. You feel empty.

"What..." you whisper.

"She's here, my love," you hear Aemond say. He seems to realise what you are "looking for".

You immediately look to the side and you see Aemond, holding your baby. You smile slightly. Your breathing is still a little labored

"She...?" you ask softly in a dry voice.

Aemond nods at you, "We have a wonderful daughter," he whispers.

Your smile widens.

Aemond leans forward slightly and places your daughter in your arms.

You see your girl for the first time. She looks at you with her small eyes. Light purple glows towards you.

"My girl," you whisper. You kiss her head

"She's perfect," you say softly to Aemond.

He just nods at you. The smile does not leave his lips.

As your door suddenly opens slowly. You see your mother peek in cautiously and you smile at her.

Rhaenyra smiles back at you.

Rhaenyra turns her head back, "She's awake," she says and with her Daemon and Alicent step into the room.

You just smile and cradle your girl.

"We were so worried," Alicent says, joining you at the bedside. She gently strokes your arm.

"I told you she would make it," Aemond says to his mother.

But Alicent only smiles.

"Do you finally have a name?" asks Rhaenyra a little impatiently, but with a smile.

You look at Aemond, "Haven't you told them the name yet?" you ask him quietly.

But he just shakes his head, "I didn't want to announce the name without you..." he says softly.

You smile, "We thought of a name beforehand," you say softly, "But before the birth we didn't want to reveal it..."

For a short time there is silence in the room.

"Alaenyra," you say softly, "a combination of the names Alicent and Rhaenyra," you add with a smile.

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roninishere · 9 months

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Like what you see?

Sanemi Shinazugaea x Female Reader

Warnings: cuteness overload! A little of terrible grammar.

Summary: after an incident with a demon, the Wind Pillar takes care of you.

You cried out in pain and agony multiple hands tried to hold you down. Pain pain pain. All throughout your left side of your body.

A patrol around the village near the Masters Mansion went terribly wrong. You weren’t a rookie, you had encountered stronger demons even not as a demon slayer. It went south when a pregnant mother with her son had gotten in between. As you successfully helped them escape to safety, it came at a big cost.

Before you could cut the demons head off, you had suffered multiple broken bones on the side of your body along with deep cut in your thigh from a branch, to your luck just missing an artery.

“Hold her down!” Shinubo yelled at her fellow Hashiras as she tried bleeding from your thigh.

All available hands pinned you down as Sanemi tried to calm you down “Y/N, Y/N Doll, take deep breaths.” He brushed your hair out of your face trying to whisper comforting words to you to try and help ease the pain. ‘Deep breaths’ ‘Try and think of your happiness moment’ ‘You’re gunna be okay Doll.’

“I-it hurts Nemi! hurts-s soo f-fucking much!” You cried out as Shinubo started rebreaking your bones.

Seeing you like this hurt him, it should’ve been him, not you.

Your harsh uneven breaths got worse as you started burning up. The excruciating pain only increased greatly as she started on your forearm. The worst part about it was you weren’t on anything help with the pain, you were feeling all of it.

“I know it hurts, just breathe.” He encouraged as his fingers ran across your cheek and chin as tears fell uncontrollably.

Pain. Pain fucking everywhere.

A scream pierce the room when she got to your shoulder, and you whimpered begging for it to stop. It was hard to hear for the others, but they knew that this was better THAN death. The more you screamed and was in pain, Sanemi continued on with his words of encouragement.

“Alright Y/N last one,” Shinubo placed her hands on Y/N hip bone “this one’s gunna really hurt-“ “O-oh really? That’s fucking great.”

Your smartass comment made some laugh especially Sanemi who laid a kiss on your sweaty forehead before he gave Shinubo a nod. You didn’t know if it was the worst one because you passed out at the unbearable pain.

Sanemi didn’t sleep that night, he told Shinubo that he would clean you up as you slept. Once he got the blood off, he held your right hand as he laid his head softly in your stomach, faced to watch you sleep. Your chest moved up and down more than normal as shaky painful breaths left your lips. Despite his own stubbornness, he couldn’t help but to fall asleep.

After much convincing, Shinubo that it was better for you mentally to come home with him, it definitely was better than staring at that damn ceiling. The healing process was slow but steady; about a month into the healing process. Half way there.

But none of it would be possible if it wasn’t for Sanemi. Literally taken the role of caretaker, no complains. Normally he was only soft and gentle with you in private, but ever since that night, he refused to leave your side, even to go out and grab ingredients and food for just twenty minutes. Not that you didn’t love it, it just made you think, your incident scared the fuck out of him.

You knew about his younger years, and you knew that despite not on talking terms currently with his younger brother; you and Genya mean everything to him.

It was one morning you managed to escape Sanemis hold on bed and with your crutch, made your way to the kitchen. Now the pain wasn’t gone, but with your pain tolerance, you still tried your luck. You tried to be as quiet as possible while cooking.

Subconsciously going to hold your body close to his, his eyes shot open when all he felt was cold sheets. Immediately jumping out of bed, he thought the worse, as he grabbed his sword, he heard you in the kitchen.

Setting it back against the wall, Sanemi rubbed his face groaning with his hands slightly irritated with you, your stubborn ass was gunna make your injuries worse. Walking quietly down the hallway, he prepped himself to lecture you.

Hearing you hum the same lullaby that he’s hummed you the past few weeks, brought such warmth to his chest almost causing him to forget about your irresponsible action. Entering the kitchen and seeing that you hadn’t noticed him, he leaned against the wall, arms crossed in front of his chest observing you in the kitchen.

Believe it or not, he taught you how to cook, and though you’d try really hard, you failed miserably sometimes. Funny as hell, yet cute.

“Are you gunna flip that?”

Completely taken by surprise and scared shitless, you nearly jumped almost slipping “Nemi! How long have you been standing there?”

You were all flustered, face bright red, you had been caught red handed and he scared you.

“Long enough to watch you struggle with making coffee and almost burn this.” He took the deformed pancake off the pan, examine it with a huff, and set it with the rest of them. Catching her trying to pour the coffee into mugs with one hand, he took it out of her hands doing it for her. Hearing a frustrated sigh, he pulled her chin up to face him “You know this is stupid right?”

Yeah. Nodding, she shrugged nonchalantly admitting “I know…I just wanted to do something nice for you…I know it hasn’t been easy lately…taking care of me and stuff…”

“Thank you for that, but taking care of you is the least I can do. You’re not a burden, just really a pain in my ass because you’re stubborn. The hardest thing was just seeing you in pain like that, I wished I could’ve taken it all away, but I’m grateful that you were alive,” his thumbs brushed against your cheek as he rest his head against yours before kissing your forehead “but don’t fucking scare me like that again.” You gave him a hum.

Feeling him leave kisses all over your face, you giggled with a smile until you felt his lips on yours. So you had support, he pressed you gently against the counter before he pulled away, giving you a tight side hug. He did like this though “I could get use to this.”

“Me too.” You agreed, taking him a bit by surprise. He was certain that you’d wanna go back to work as soon as you healed, and he had been dreading that conversation. Now he doesn’t have to have it. Looking down at you, he waited for a ‘I’m kidding’ but you never said it. A wave of relief ran through his body as his eyes fell upon your wedding ring that was on a chain around your neck.

Everything happens for a reason.

Ever since he met you, you never stopped moving, working, training, he was the only thing that kept you grounded so you could rest and stop to enjoy life. Now with you done with all of that. It was the perfect timing.

“How did you manage this? You know, I don’t even wanna know,” Sanemi teased as you blush. He wiped the pancake batter off your cheek before giving you a huff “Go sit down and rest while I finishing up.”

Your hip WAS starting to hurt a bit now that he mentioned resting. Siting at the island, you leaned your elbow on the counter, resting your head in your hand, watching him loving. You knew he had felt your eyes on him when his cheeks got bright pink.

“L-like what you see?”

Oh you always managed to get him all flustered up “Actually I LOVE what I see.” You winked at him causing him to blush harder.

“You’re an idiot.”

Had this idea pop in my head so hope y’all enjoyed! I had wrote a Kyojuro Rengoku a while back, but it was my first time doing a character x you, and I accident kept putting the words her and she so I’m redoing it now haha. I’ll post that when it’s ready.

Love ya! 💚

#sanemi shinazugawa #demon slayer sanemi #demon slayer #demon slayer x reader #sanemi x reader #kny sanemi

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louissolovely · 6 months

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ੈ♡ DATING CHRIS HC’S!! ⋆｡˚

summary- Chris dating fem reader

warnings- none I don’t think

✩DATES- I feel like Chris would lowkey hate going on dates. Not because of you it’s just because he doesn’t like planning them and also feels like you guys hang out together anyway just without the label of a “DATE”. But when you guys do go out he probably thinks your better than a restaurant (or he cannot sit still at a table and be quiet for the life of him) so he always takes you somewhere fun or exciting every time. He never repeats a date setting because you guys already barely go out but also because he wants explore and experiment things you like (unless you guys had A LOT of fun and agree you guys should go again).

✩COMPLIMENTS- Chris is probably the least serious person when it comes to showering and praising you with words of affirmation. He already feels like you both are aware of your serious and very well loving relationship so why not have some fun and joke around. He always makes a dirty joke that NEVER fails to have you covering your face from embarrassment. It always ends with you hitting his chest and him CONTINUING to make another dirty joke that was worse than the first one. “They sit so nicely tho..” “CHRIS STFU”.

✩LOVE LANGUAGE- I think we all know Chris is a physical touch guy.. he uses it to joke around and when he just simply misses the way his hands feel around your body. He really likes touching your face for some reason 😭 he loves grabbing it and cupping it and you are sooo fed up cause what is he doing.. “Chris bro you’re gonna make me break out STOP TOUCHING ME” then Chris would start to lick your face while you’re pushing and yelling for him to get off you. He also really likes when you’re on top of him or hovering over his face. He LOVES when you’re sitting on his lap with you back facing him. And when he’s laying on his or your bed and you move on top of him to grab something over him he just starts STARING AT YOU LIKE DAMN. But because he’s Chris and has to ruin a beautiful moment for himself he tells you to lean down so your close, and when you move he says “arch game on 100 rn” “…” there is simply not much you can do but try and suffocate him with your pillow 🤭 (he has 1000000 pictures of you just leaning over him like that with your big ass forehead in the camera)

✩KISSING- bros favorite time of the day. He can literally kiss you anywhere and his day will be made. If you’re in front of the camera he’ll give you a tiny mouth peck or cheek kiss BUT ONCE THOSE CAMERAS TURN OFF..giiiiiirrrlll you are in trouble. He already can’t keep his hands off you and now he spent the whole day without kissing you is something he can’t fathom. He loves kissing your mouth (obvi) and neck the most but when he’s being more subtle he’ll settle for a kiss on the cheek. But it’s almost like kissing you is like drugs and my boys SOO far in I think it’s fair to say he’s addicted.

✩ANNOYING THINGS HE DOES- he loves licking your fucking face for whatever reason I just don’t know..you hate it. He loves it. Why would he stop? To him your hatred for it gives him more motivation to do it and bother you🥲 he’ll probably stop when he sees your actually breaking out and it’s making you upset. “Ur not gonna break out bro chill” “FYM. LOOK AT MY FACE”

That’s all I’m tired GOODBYE LOVESSSSS🫶🏽 (request if you want I have nothing better to do)

#sturniolo triplets #chris sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #chris sturniolo x reader #fanfic #headcanon #fiction

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foursaints · 20 days

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Just one ask and you have me hooked on Pandora/Lucius. I can't find anything on that ship. 🥺🥺 Feed me some crumbs plssss🥺🥺🥺

they’re literally just this image

ok let’s get into it…. to me, this all stems from the idea that i personally find pandora’s story more compelling if she’s with another death eater. her choice to stay out of the war is one of the few pieces of characterization we have — i don’t really like it when she’s with an order member, because it almost casts her decision as a choice of “my lover vs my brother”. i want both of pandora’s loyalties on the same side, and for her to ultimately choose herself

secondly, i want to emphasize pandora’s goodness bc it distinguishes her from evan. it’s a tricky needle to thread because pandora can be such a violent, ugly character (she’s a rosier!!) and i don’t want to see her softened or redeemed. i want her with someone worse, or bad in different ways, in whose life she can play a redemptive role despite her shortcomings. insert that “my very own honey-haired angel of death” quote

i like it when two characters who suck can make each other better specifically by having flaws that run in opposite directions… i see pandora & lucius as sad because of that. they shouldn’t have enjoyed each other as much as they did

lucius’s flop marriage to his lesbian wife hits a little differently if you consider pandora. maybe for ONCE in his miserable shallow life he grabbed ahold of something that was wild and magic and different and unfamiliar and REAL. then he lost it forever and never experienced anything similar ever again.

i think he thinks sometimes. that if he weren’t an heir, or if she wasn’t another in the sacred 28, or if they weren’t wizards at all- they could have kept sneaking around and arguing and incensing each other until they wound up doing it married. and sometimes he wonders if it would have been better to come home to a little flat instead of a pureblood manor, to a wife that would have swatted him on the head and called him an idiot. he thinks he would have rolled up his sleeves to help with her experiments.

and pandora marries xeno!! who is interesting and passionate and kind to her, and NEVER judgmental, and who couldn’t be more different from lucius. she tells herself that she loves being with someone smart and good-hearted and friendly, who she can really respect. she is happy, probably.

except lucius was nasty and contemptuous and stuck up and smug and soo judgmental and demanding and arrogant and conniving and essentially impossible to get along with, but he never once BORED her. and he made her laugh like nobody else. and he was capable of fully understanding her. she probably remembers that over & over

#a #i should make a tag #ludora

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phoenix-of-jade · 5 months

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In honor of SPOTIFY WRAPPED, send me a number 1-100 and I’ll write you a starter based on the song.

Song number 12: Love the way it hurts by Cloudy June

Oh, your demons match my ghosts

Twin spirits... That was the conclusion the raven haired had came to after listening to Minjun's story about his past and the unfortunate love story he'd gone through. It was interesting how two seemingly completely different people, with completely different backgrounds, could share soo much in common, from a complicated family background characterized by messy games of power and the iron fist of parental authority, to the tragedy of losing their first loves in an unfortunate turn of events that would make said people haunt them to this day (even if the circumstances were different for each one of them, as well as the nature of the "haunting").

I'm sad as fuck you know

When Minjun told him that he couldn't let go of Joowan because he was his very first ever love, the information kind of struck a sensitive chord buried deep within Xuan's heart and soul. He could relate in a way with the lawyer's pain and struggles with moving on, because he too was haunted by a similar ghost: while he didn't lie about Cheng being some sort of 'ex', the man wasn't Xuan's only friend he'd ever gotten involved with in a seemingly romantical way.

The two had another friend with whom they both were very close, a boy named Xia, and while Xuan didn't love Cheng in a romantic manner, he did bear this kind of feelings for this boy; feelings he was too young back then to be able to fully understand what they were or what they meant, but which made Xia be the closest thing to an actual crush Xuan had ever experienced. Unfortunately, Xuan lost Xia when they were still kids, the young man dying at the ripe age of 13 and leaving the at the time 12 year old Xuan with a grueling sense of survivor's guilt. And to this day, the green eyed man blamed himself for Xia's death even if it wasn't his direct doing, living under the impression that anyone he'd grow to love ever again would end up suffering a similar fate, which made Xuan swear that he'll never love again.

You can always make it worse

Yet, cut to the present, and the time spent in the company of this stunning and clever lawyer made Xuan feel a kind of tingle he hadn't felt in literal years, something he never thought would be possible ever again. That strong feeling of compassion and empathy he felt for Minjun, paired with his respect for this handsome man's strong will and determination, had made Xuan develop a keen liking for his new business associate. In other words, he was starting to develop a new crush. But was he ready to accept this kind of feelings in his life? Was Xuan ready to allow himself to love again and welcome this still unknown feeling to nestle into his stone cold heart?

Baby I need you I need your claws on my neck I need your bitter red wine lips and dirty regrets I need your hunger Feels like you're tying me up I'm begging you for your love Begging you for your love

Before he realized it, Xuan had already started to slowly fantasize about him and his lawyer, and that did not include the business framework in the slightest! He couldn't take his mind off of Minjun's charming smile, his charismatic voice and the way his pretty lips looked soo kissable! It was strange feeling like this for someone so suddenly after he hadn't ever caught any semblance of such cravings for anyone else in literal years, not even for Cheng, with whom he had an intimate relationship after all...

Maybe it was the fact that Minjun kind of reminded him of Xia, in a way? It was true, he had black hair and brown eyes like his long departed friend, but so did many other people he'd interacted with in the past and he hadn't developed any displays of lust like this for them. Or maybe it was Minjun's charisma and very kind and selfless nature that reminded him of the young man? Xuan didn't know, but it frustrated him nevertheless. He wanted something from Minjun, that he could tell, but what exactly that something was, heck if even he knew!

Interesting enough was that the lawyer seemed to be interested in him too, or that's what Xuan thought from watching him closely during their conversations. It was bad! This only served to fuel those weird feelings and desires he was having even further! Should he even try to initiate something...?

Xuan shook his head in frustration, sighing and leant back into the chair, staring at the ceiling. Was it even worth it? What if he tries to initiate something romantic with him and Minjun rejects him? Not only would he end up hurt (especially his pride and ego), but that would also risk ruining their business relationship as well...

The raven haired heaved a deep sigh, wondering why things had to be soo complicated? And even if let's say, Minjun were to actually return these feelings of attraction, there was still the issue of his stalker ex boyfriend... Xuan furrowed his eyebrows remembering about what Minjun had told him: Joowan was a murderer and if he'd deem Xuan as competition, he might attempt 'eliminating' him the best way murderers know...

But how can I make me not want you now? Can I make me not go to your house?

But when was he ever afraid of death to begin with? Xuan let out a self-ironic snort. The idea sounded soo stupid in comparison to his lifestyle: he was dealing with the threat of death on a daily, such was the life of a powerful mob leader such as himself. So what was one more assassination threat on top of the already long list looming over his head? Xuan wasn't a scarredy cat. He'd never fret in the face of danger and that wasn't something that would change now. If he wanted Minjun, he could've as well gone for it! Xuan wasn't going to let anyone get in his way and if worse came to worse, he was sure that at least he could rid the lawyer of this annoying pain in the ass.

Baby I crave you I crave your taste in the night (...) And it's rushing from my feet to the back of my head

That thought in mind, Xuan smirked to himself a sinister smile. Yeah, he wasn't going to back down and give up that easily! When he wanted something, he was the type of man that wouldn't refrain from doing almost anything to get that something and if that bastard was even going to think to stand between him and Minjun, Xuan was going to show Joowan what it meant challenging the Green Eyed Death himself.

So yeah, he was going to actually go to Minjun house tonight and finally do what he's been craving to do for quite a while now. Once that decision set, there wasn't turning Xuan back from it and he was going to make sure that nothing, and really nothing, would stand between him and his goal! Those were the very thoughts traversing Xuan's mind as he stared at the shiny revolver glistening in the dim light of the study, before placing it in its holster, concealed nicely underneath his shirt and pants at his back.

Oh, your demons match my ghosts I'm sad as fuck you know You can always make it worse But I love the way it Hurts and maybe that's my curse Come and drag me through the dirt You can always make it worse But I love the way it hurts It hurts It hurts But I love the way it hurts It hurts Oh it hurts

Indeed, they were twin spirits attracting one another and for that reason they should have been together... Xuan wan't one to give up without a fight and even if this would've ended up hurting him in any shape or form, he was more than willing to take that pain. After all, wasn't he the type who liked a little bit of pain anyways?

Cheeky grin played at the corners of his lips and his emerald eyes shined with the glow of a hungry predator ready to go after its pray, as the raven haired exited the office. Let the hunt of the night begin!

#xuan interactions #seoulxsinners #Xuan x Minjun #precious lawyer #v1: main

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badass-queer-couples-battle · 8 months

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Propaganda:

For Shadowpeach: "ok so, we all know from that one tumblr post that yaoi is two blokes doing fuckall and yuri is when there’s themes and shit? well these two (shadowpeach) have So Much Themes. they were super close friends for years and years (both immortal) before their epic breakup scene (wukong was trapped under a mountain and macaque refused to free him) (he wasn’t entirely in the wrong but that’s another story) (also wukong killed macaque there was that, that did happen) (its complicated)

from the Moment we see these two, all we know about them is that they’re the most divorced ever. as time goes on, we see the complexities in their relationship, and they introduce a lot of the overarching themes and motifs of the show (hero and warrior pairs, peaches being a symbol of their relationship, etc). also they’re both girls to me

tmnt theme song voice toxic codependent yuri!"

"theyre So So gay divorced and have an incredibly complicated and toxic relationship. also according to that one tumblr post yaoi is when theres two blokes doing fuckall and yuri is when theres themes and shit, and these two have So So So many themes and shit. theyve got motifs out the wazoo. peaches are a motif of their relationship and in the very end of the s4 finale wukong hands macaque a half-melted peach flavored (and shaped) popsicle. this is yuri to me"

"They used to be semi-immortal bff's, but then they fell apart and literally one of them died(bc of the other), then he revived, then got semi-consumed by revenge™ and tried to kill each other for a while, but they are cool now and they gave the sweetest little smiles when they finally talked- *fangirls* ok ok, look at it this way: it's a royalty au but it's canon."

"Well, they are toxic doomed yuri vibes, in my.most opinion. But also their designs are pretty gender I think.. mostly wukongs imo. And ik eyelashes aren't inherently feminine but theyre both some of the few(if not only) male characters in the show with visible eyelashes. Also if it counts, out of the relationships that I've seen compared to theirs, most are canonical sapphic relationships from other cartoons (catradora and bubbline notably)"

For Arthur and Linus: "THEY ARE SOO YURI!! OLD MAN YURI!!! LIKE!!! JUST LOOK AT THEM!!! THEYRE SO ADORABLE"

"A warm, loving caretaker of magical children who are orphans falls in love with the fat neurotic caseworker and changes his life for the better."

For Thoschei: "i. why great

They are each other's narrative foils. They are archenemies. They were childhood friends. They might not have been married, but they are divorced. They call themselves best enemies. They are the "i can fix them"/"i can make them worse" duo. They've proposed to each other (to rule/travel across the universe together), but each declined the offer from the other. They've kissed. They've killed each other. They've killed for each other (the first to do so was the Doctor who is the protagonist and the hero, but this fact was revealed in an audio drama, not in the TV show). The universe's too small for both of them. "The cosmos without the Doctor scarcely bears thinking about" is a real quote from one of the episodes from the 1980s. They are war criminals. The Master commits atrocities to attract the Doctor's attention and admits it. They are not able to get rid of each other for good, nor they really want to. One of the showrunners literally spent the BBC's money to make his E2L I Can't Decide fanvid for them and make it a part of an episode.

ii. why guy:

They'd been in male bodies for more than 40 years…

iii. why yuri

…until one of them regenerated into a woman. After some time, the other did so too. Sadly, they haven't interacted in their female bodies on screen, but the fandom makes do with fan content.

in conclusion: this is The guy yuri if i've ever seen one"

#guy yuri round 1 #doctor who #lego monkie kid #the house in the cerulean sea #shadowpeach #thoschei #the doctor #the master #sun wukong #lmk macaque #linus baker #arthur parnassus #thitcs #tj klune #lmk #guy yuri poll #(this poll reminded me I've had THITCS on my to read list for months)#(need to get into it found family is my jam(

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thebearme · 6 months

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got any zoey headcanons?

YES!! imma bout to go off-

Zoey is Korean-Russian. (Dad is Russian and mom is Korean.)

Was a military kid so she hopped to place to place but when her dad was home the arguing would continue. Eventually leading to a divorce.

Her pet hamster and cat kept her company during these times.

Miss Puffy Cheeks (the hamster) is unkillable. Kid Zoey would make up stories of MPC being a tough, resilient military hamster that has a secret life outside of being her pet like Parry the platypus. She finds it silly now but she still can't figure out where MPC goes when she's at school.

Zoey lives with her dad. (she was always a daddy's girl even if she hates to admit.)

Zoey was a quiet but kind girl when she was younger, always a people pleaser and it only got worse in the beginning of high school.

She always got bullied by the jocks of the school for being a push-over, pick-me girl and a quiet kid.

One day they put gum soo far up in her long hair the next day it was ALL cut to her shoulders length.

Later she dyed her brown hair to red. (Cuz red looks cute but also because it gives her SOME control in her situation.)

When I think of Zoey being into indie stuff I think of arty tiktok. (like arthoe, indiekid, vintagecore suff like that)

During All Star Zoey was the girls counselor (by force) and a couple counselors (by force). By the end of it she got sick of being everyone's therapist. She LOVES helping her friends but it gets hard to do so when you have no choice.

Zoey's favorite time period is the 50s, as well is Vito. (the ONLY thing they have in common)

She's also go on dates with Svetlana. (🏳️‍🌈lesbeans)

Zoey also does Svetlana's makeup sometimes.

Zoey likes putting stickers on things and people.

In MZC team (Mike, Zoey and Cam) Zoey thinks she's the mom friend. (everyone is the mom friend.)

In a High school au their friend group is literally JUST Ned's declassified survival guide.

Btw Zoey and Mike are the types of mfs to instead of dancing in the prom they will dance in the rain outside together. (I watched too many 00s 10s Disney shows.)

Cause Zoey was a military kid she had trained with her dad in self-defense. (This is where commando Zoey came to be!) Even though she never uses it, it's still a useful skill.

Zoey is sumwhat able to catch up to Manitoba pace when they hike together.

Jo hangs out with Zoey and Svetlana, they go to the gym together.

Sammy and Zoey are friends and go to the same school (Zoey is two grades ahead.) and they spend lunch together sometimes. (depending if Amy kicks Sammy out from her lunch table.)

Zoey's cat (Fluffy) has beef with Mike because he thinks Mike is taking his mother from him. (Her attention whore cat.)

She does NOT like conflict. Zoey will have a panic attack if people argue in front of her, let alone make her choose sides.

Zoey takes a major in psychology and a minor in fashion.

Zoey and Brick are classmates and great friends.

Brick and her have a lil side project where they make outfits for Dekota size. (she really appreciates it.)

A little silly thing Zoey does when she's bored is that she draws on her or others skin. Mike tends to have the most drawings on him (hands & arms) it grounds him and also because her drawings are cute. She doesn't draw on Cam because he's to afraid of the chemicals in the markers or pen.

Zoey hates the idea of choosing sides so much after she finishes college she moves in with Mike. Not smart financial but at least she won't have to tell one of her mom or dad that she chose to be with the other parent instead of them.

Zoey has a little bit of strained relationship with her parents.

Mal and Zoey would ✨lovingly✨ beat each other up. They're ADHD VS AUTISM incarnate. (Mal hates mfs with red hair and pronouns!! /j)

Zoey is Molly McGee on adderall.

Her and Gwen would get tongue piercings together.

Zoey has a granddaughter relationship with Chaster, a good one but she still try's not to upset him anymore then he already is. (btw no one has told him that Zoey is half-Russian and none of them plan to.)

Zoey take more years in college later and became a teacher; I imagine she's Mille's teacher. After the TDI reboot Mille comes back to class feeling guilty that she couldn't finish her thesis paper about people her generation's psychology but made a backup paper about her own insecurities. And of course Zoey completely understands and tells Mill it's ok to feel insecure but make sure to keep yourself in check so that insecurity doesn't turn into judgement for others problems and trauma. (this one had abit more projection in this. superiority complexes in Gen Z's that "aren't like the others" virus is a real problem man.)

(Because I aint planning to re-re-redesign Zoey.) take a list of songs that give a Zoey vibe.

#total drama #td zoey #td headcanons #total drama headcanons #ask #i wont lie- i was waiting for someone to ask about zoey #i may only draw mike & the system but i still love my girl zoey #lil bit of projection but still-

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saotoru · 6 months

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the most recent ask from 🐯 anon got me thinking thoughts... what about all of those at the same time? :P

leon coming home from work while you're sitting lazily on the couch, so he comes and sits between your thighs. at first hes watching your show with you, however when you rest your head on his shoulder you realize that hes so squirmy ..? in the end he tells you that was just soo pent up all day at work today but was too embarrassed to tell you!! how cute!!

so, like any good partner would do, of course you tease him saying how hes so naughty thinking of you all day while trying to do his job? wooow what a whore <3. but of course he's your whore, so he ends up with his pants + boxers off shirt unbuttoned hands ALL over his chest. soon enough you're jerking him off without even moving from your original seat (bc leon :( i'm just so tired from waiting for you all night D: OHHHH LAWWWDDD SEDATE ME)

does this even make sense? idk its my late night ramblings again... - 🐞

(loved the brittany broski reference from the last ask btw LOL she's literally the spokeswoman of being insane over fictional men)

OH GOOD GOD YOU ALWAYS KILL ME!!!

wahhh sitting on the couch w him resting against your chest after a long day :( hes so needy but doesn’t know how to say it. fidgets in your arms, nuzzles his cheek against yours until you finally ask why he’s moving so much. he’s still shy to admit it but then he feels your hands slide beneath his shirt and up his waist and soon you’re playing with his nipples :( you definitely won’t get a straight answer out of him now, the only noise he can make is a sharp inhale through gritted teeth while you pinch and thumb them. he’s nearly forgotten all about his day or what even happened before being in your lap like this—that is, until your hands fall away from his chest. suddenly he can talk again, but only to beg; i couldn’t—i couldn’t stop thinking about you today. please, just wanna feel good. want you to make me feel good, please please please.

soon you’re lifting his shirt overhead and slipping off his pants and now he’s fucking naked. the feeling of your clothes on his back only serves as a reminder of just how embarrassing this is and leon’s secretly grateful he’s not facing you otherwise you’d see just how hot his face feels. it only grows worse when you’re whispering in his ear, asking him to show you what he was fantasizing about all day. that’s when he’ll guide your hand down to his cock, lets you feel how it’s leaking and throbbing and aches so damn much. ‘s been like this all day he whines. thought about you sitting on my face and it wouldn’t go away. he’s so impatient too, humping himself in your palm, hand holding yours as he guides you to jerk him off :( and who would you be to not start pumping him slowly, licking his neck, and telling him what a pretty slut he is for being horny all day :( he can’t help but whimper at that but he can’t even complain because this exactly what he wanted! all he can do is clutch your wrist sooo tight as you jerk him off. he won’t stop squirming and cums so fucking much when you wrap an hand around his neck and squeeze <33 he just wants to be your boytoy </3

#🐞 anon #leon would 100% do that hip lift thing when you take off his pants :( like a girl #RAHHHH *eats drywall*#i have so many thoughts about this man it should be illegal and u bring them all out of me 🫶🏼#(i love brittany so much she’s so REALL)#thirsts tag

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chrollo-lucilfers-chains · 11 months

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Hiii I only read few of your posts about chrollo because I am stressed due to my exams 😔 but as soon as they are over I am going to read all of them because the ones i read are amazing!

But could I request a really sweet and gentle chrollo? 🥺 because there are so many yandere chrollo (which i also enjoy reading) on tumblr and so few of fluff chrollo like maybe chrollo who helps his s/o to relax and tell her that everything is fine? 🫂

And I also apologize for my bad English since its not my first language 💀

No worries love, I feel you with exam season...

You close the door behind you with a huff and groan, leaving behind a wet trail of water. Finally this shitty day will be over!

You'd went to a Cafe to get some studying in. Usually this works great for you and the buzzing environment helps you focus, but today was just not it. Apparently three families had decided that today would be the perfect day to have a family lunch and neither the kids nor the parents felt the need to be discreet about the incredible intricacies of their abismally boring private lives.

Coincidentally, on the way back, a sudden rainstorm had decided to make your day even worse, with making you soaked and you having to sprint home.

Now you just feel bad for not having done nearly as much as you'd originally planned for the day and you're cold and wet on top of it.

Sighing in self pity, you drop your keys into the little bowl at the door, relishing in the familiar quiet of your flat.

There is some light shining from the study so you make your way to the door. Peeking into the room your mouth forms a smile.

Chrollo is sitting in your beloved armchair, reading one of his books.

"Hello dear, welcome home," He says and reads one more sentence before tearing his eyes away from the page to look up at you with his steel gray eyes.

Before he can say anything else, you crawl on his lap and slump into his arms, burying your face in his chest with yet another dramatic groan of frustration.

He lets out a chuckle as you rub your wet face on his shirt.

"Hard day studying?" He asks, stroking your cold cheek with his thumb. You nod and wrap your arms around him in a tight hug. He pulls you closer as well and boops your hairline with his nose.

Slowly, the cold from you body begins to dissipate, wrapped in his embrace.

"I feel like I haven't done nearly enough for the exams that are coming up soon. It was just soo much and the cafe was soo loud today... " You sniff. "I couldn't concentrate at all!"

Chrollo listens to your complaining, while stroking your hair calmly. You look up at him and he smiles, quickly kissing your lips.

"I'm sure you did as well as you could, given the situation at hand. You've been studying so much the last few days too so don't worry. You'll be fine!"

He's so pretty in the low light of the study. Rain and the evening darkening the sky outside. Now that you're inside, it's quite the nice sound, to hear the pitter patter on the windows and the storm outside blowing through the street.

Listening to his sympathetic voice you smush your face back into his chest. He smells nice, you notice...

"I also got drenched on the way back," you murmur quietly and he laughs at that.

"Yes, I can feel that, dear. You're quite literally sitting on top of me." The hand on your waist squeezes your side as if to bring home the point that you're getting him all wet.

"Sorry." You bump your head against his peck with a smile, not sorry at all. But he only chuckles and pats your head in a gentle motion.

"It's fine. I was going to wash the shirt tomorrow anyways. Might as well add the pants and your clothes to that."

Your smile widens. Surely, your boyfriend is the best of all the boyfriends in the world.

Chrollo softly lifts up your chin to look at you. You blink at him and he presses a kiss to your ice-cold nose.

"We should quickly hop in the shower together, you know? For warming-up purposes only, of course." You snort and kiss him properly on the lips.

"Of course."

#hunter x hunter #chrollo lucilfer #chrollo #mine #my writing #chrollo x reader #gender neutral reader #gn reader #hunter x hunter x reader #hxh #hxh chrollo #request #ask

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lunar-years · 8 months

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would love to hear your thoughts on the team bullying/forgiving jamie in s2, in particular what you disliked about it. imo i think sam’s treatment was harsh but not at all undeserved, while others like colin and isaac were a bit twisted considering they fully participated in the prick-ish behaviour in s1. and the whole led tasso bit was entertaining to watch, but it really reveals how problematic ted’s hands-off approach to conflict can be. to the point where ted refuses to refer jamie (and later on isaac) to speak with sharon, and never fully acknowledge’s each player’s feelings.

There was a really good meta I saw on this topic the other day that i cannot for the life of me find in my tags to link here. But yeah, there are definitely things I disliked about it! For me it's less about the players than about the leadership & Ted. I actually think the players reactions/responses mostly make sense. It's a bit weird, like you said, that EVERYONE suddenly hates him when half the team was literally participating in and/or endorsing him in season 1 (remember that episode where the team is split into two factions and one of them is Jamie's? lol. Like it wasn't even just Isaac and Colin participating in the behavior, it was half the team). However I can see that their opinion of Jamie might have changed given distance and their own growth.

Also, we don't really see any instances of Jamie publicly bashing his old team apart from singling out Ted and Roy, but apparently at one point he was off calling Colin a jaundiced warm to his hometown newspaper, so yeah I can see why that might've left a lingering bad taste in his mouth. Also the boys have gotten used to Richmond without him at that point, and it HAS been a much better environment, so I think it'd be easy to overlook that they were actually sort of starting to like him at the bonfire the night before he went back to Manchester (which was ultimately only just one night), in favor of focusing on all the times he was made the locker room worse. Also, there's probably a bit of misplacing their hatred for their past selves onto Jamie because it's easier to shift that blame around a bit than accept their own culpability in the bullying. Just like it's easier to blame relegation on Jamie, because he's there to blame, then on their own shortcomings in the game. Is it a bit unfair to Jamie? Sure. But it's realistic and I don't mind it.

Actually the only one I'm a bit ??? about is Dani, because he was absolutely getting along with Jamie in Two Aces even despite Jamie's prickish exterior. Dani hadn't even been around long enough to be negatively impacted by Jamie's effect on the locker room culture so? what gives? I also don't see him bandwagoning on just because everyone else hates him (which does make sense when jan does it hahah). So it's very weird to me that he holds as much of a grudge as everyone else, lol.

The biggest issue for me is (once again. woop.) Ted. Because he didn't want to get rid of Jamie in the first place. He was in fact IRATE when Jamie was sent away, and got into his first real argument with Rebecca over it, that's how upset he was. So why is he soo hesitant, suddenly, to let Jamie come back? His whole speech to Jamie at the Crown & Anchor makes me uncomfortable, because the whole "You burned a lot of bridges" thing doesn't even add up to the real reason Jamie was sent away and totally dismisses the progress he had already started to make before leaving. It seems to reiterate that Jamie was sent away because he'd been Bad and Done Something Wrong. Sent away after he'd in fact had a significant breakthrough with the team. No wonder Jamie is confused. Ted is crossing all kinds of wires and it's ??? Not to mention that he tells Sam Jamie isn't coming back, then brings Jamie back seemingly without even pulling Sam aside and explaining to him circumstances have changed, Jamie is coming back, and why. It's one thing to have told Sam and then change your mind. It's another thing for Sam to tell you he's upset at you for withholding information, explain that's not the case, then go and do the thing you JUST assured Sam you wouldn't: not consult the team re: Jamie. Idk, the whole thing rubs me the wrong way.

Ted having a conversation with the team beforehand, explaining why Jamie is coming back, would've already gone a long way to help Jamie, instead of just springing him on them and throwing him to the wolves. Led Tasso was typical hands-off Ted problem solving, and it's a funny comedy show bit but not exactly an appropriate workplace solution, is it? I might not mind it so much if it wasn't the start of a pattern of behavior where Jamie needs help, asks for help, and then is like...ignored or gone around or "acknowledged" and not helped. it happens with his return to the team, it happens with Roy refusing to coach him, it happens with fucking Zava. And it's extremely annoying that the team leadership fails him specifically again and again. ugh.

Re: Sharon/therapy and referring the boys, that one is soooo mixed up in ted's own mental health stuff I'm willing to give it a pass. of course Ted's not to going to refer players to see her when he doesn't see what she does as helpful and doesn't respect therapy as a possible tool/solution.

#ted lasso #ted lasso critical #ch: ted lasso #jamie tartt #richmond himbos #asks

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slut-taylorsversionnn · 2 months

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summary: part 1 of tom blyth x med student (idk how many parts this will be so just enjoy!) also this is taking place pretty much modern day when tom is filming part 2 of season 2 of billy the kid.

mackenzie blaire was my best friend and roommate. we met our sophomore year at nyu when her boyfriend had broken up with her OVER TEXT and i found her in the bathroom at a bar sobbing her eyes out. i was at the time getting over a very toxic situation ship so we immediately hit it off and have been roommates and best friends ever since. she was currently pursuing her acting career while i was in my 4th year of med school. mackenzie had starred in billy the kid alongside tom blyth and ever since then let’s just say i had developed a crush on him. me and mackenzie had gone to see the ballad of songbirds and snakes in theaters together and let’s just say my crush had gotten ten times worse. so tonight was the people’s choice awards and tom and mackenzie were both nominated for season 2 of billy the kid. and of course mackenzie picked me to be her plus one!

“i am soo nervous.” i said pouring mackenzie and myself a cup of coffee.

“you will be fine and tom will be obsessed with you by the end of the night, trust me!” she said.

“but kenz you are the outgoing and bold one, me not so much. this is why you’re the actress and i’m still in college.” i sighed, med school was super interesting and everything i thought it would be but sometimes seeing how successful kenzie was kinda made me jealous.

“ok first of all, you are like the smartest person i know. and you are so funny so please don’t get yourself down. you are so positive about everyone else, it’s time for you to be happy for yourself!” kenzie always knew what to say.

“you’re so right. i am just going to enjoy myself and we are going to have the best time regardless that i might get rejected by the single hottest guy on the planet, tom blyth.” i laughed.

i was enjoying my coffee and reading my book when my phone buzzed. i picked it up to see that tom blyth started following me on instagram. i sprinted into mackenzie’s room.

“TOM JUST FOLLOWED ME ON INSTAGRAM!” i pretty much shouted at her.

“oh my gosh y/n! this is huge!! i have been texting him on and off today and i told him you were quite the catch soo….”

“what exactly did you say???” i love how she just casually brought up that she was texting tom blyth like what.

“just how charming and sweet and funny you are. i guess that made him want to go check out your insta and he must’ve liked what he saw.” she said eyebrows wiggling.

“now i literally cannot wait to get to see him tonight! this is actually insane am i dreaming right now??”

she laughed, “i’m so happy for you! looks like its time to get ready, tom won’t know what hit him when you get onto that red carpet!”

we walked into our shared bathroom. it was perfect to get ready because of the huge double sink vanity.

“kenz you have no idea how excited i am! the nerves are like completely gone and i just can’t believe i actually get to come with you!”

“yay, y/n i am so happy you get to come too. like who else would i want to party it up with on a red carpet?” she laughed and we started putting on our makeup. i loved getting all glammed up and mackenzie curled my hair. i finally put on my yellow floor length dress that was absolutely stunning. it hugged my body perfectly and had a slit that came up the side. i then slipped on my gold heels and stepped out to see mackenzie in her gorgeous coral dress.

“omg y/n you are STUNNING! tom isn’t going to be able to take his eyes off of you!!” mackenzie exclaimed.

“mackenzie you literally look like a disney princess right now, that dress was made for you!!” we definitely picked out our dresses to match each other and man we were going to kill it on the red carpet.

we stepped out of our car and i was immediately overwhelmed by the flashing of cameras and the amount of people at this event. i felt like a celebrity myself with all the pictures being taken of me and mackenzie. all of a sudden i heard someone saying mackenzie’s name. i turned around and bam there was tom blyth.

“tom!! it is so great to see you!” kenzie said leaning in for a hug. oh my goodness he looked even better in person if that was even possible. THE tom blyth was hugging my best friend. like obviously they had acted together in billy the kid and every time i watched it that felt insane to me but seeing this in person was crazy.

“mackenzie! it is so so good to see you darling.” tom said in his accent which was the hottest thing ever. then those blue eyes found their way to mine. “you must be y/n! kenzie won’t shut up about how awesome you are, it is such an honor to meet you in person.” he said. my shocked face was blocked from his view as he pulled me into a hug. oh my gosh i am hugging tom blyth right now at the people’s choice awards. he said it was an honor to meet me. is my life even real right now?? my mind was spinning.

“it is such an honor to meet you! you were so amazing in billy the kid and the hunger games, i’m glad people are understanding the tom blyth hype now.” i gushed, im sorry but i was completely fan girling like how could i not??

“oh the tom blyth hype? are you a supporter?” he questioned, was he flirting? was i flirting with tom blyth?

“i guess you could say that.” i blushed. now keep in mind somehow during this conversation kenzie had abandoned me so it was just me and tom on the red carpet which i guess i should thank her for but i was also very flustered.

“do you ever get used to these cameras?” i questioned tom as the cameras flashed at us.

“not really, but it’s easier to get through when you have company.” he winked. that sent butterflies erupting in my stomach. so what exactly had mackenzie said about me that made tom so flirty tonight??

“may i?” he asked wondering if he could slip his arm around my waist to pose for some more pictures. i just nodded and giggled. he laughed and snaked his arm around my waist.

“that dress is gorgeous on you, i can’t believe this is your first red carpet. you are such a natural at this.” tom whispered into my ear. feeling his breath on my neck sent shivers down my spine.

“i think it’s because you are doing all the work. i’m just standing here and looking pretty.” i shrugged making him laugh.

as we neared the end of the carpet there were stairs we had to climb down. and tom being the gentleman that he was, went down quickly so he could hold my hand and help me down the stairs. the lyrics from slut! by taylor swift started playing in my head ‘in a world of boys he’s a gentleman.’ we made our way inside and there were so many tables i had no where to go and i froze. tom smiled and placed his hand on the small of my back and led me to our table. gosh he was hot, funny, and so sweet.

“y/n! you made it. i see you and tom had a fun time on the carpet.” kenzie said as me and tom sat down. my seat was perfect - i was in between tom and mackenzie. other actors that worked on billy the kid were also seated at our table such as daniel webber and josh cruddas.

“y/n is quite the natural on the carpet. she was cracking jokes and that was the fastest the red carpet has ever gone for me, i think she needs to come to all of my events.” tom gushed.

“i wouldn’t mind. getting all glammed up is pretty fun and you were the one cracking all the jokes. i feel like i just stood there laughing the whole time.” i smiled. how were me and tom acting like old friends already, we just met? the chemistry was wild.

the lights started to dim signaling the show was about to begin. they were announcing action movie of the year and the ballad of songbirds and snakes won!! i shot out of my seat to congratulate tom. since he was right next to me i got to hug him first hehe.

“congratulations tom!!” i cheered as he hugged me. he smiled and went to hug kenzie and then he went up on stage with the rest of the hunger games cast. rachel zegler started her speech saying how thankful she was for the wonderful cast and the amazing fans. then tom said how this was such a wonderful opportunity and he was so thankful for the franchise and everyone showing so much support. i clapped and got a little teary eyes at their speeches.

tom returned to his seat and the rest of the table said their congratulations. the show continued and rachel zegler won the action movie star of the year. taylor swift won lots of course, loved her so much.

then billy the kid won an award and the whole table stood up except me and made their way to the stage. mackenzie and tom said a few words of thanks and i was so proud!

after the show we headed to the after party and me and kenzie headed over to the bar.

“what could you have possibly said to tom?” i questioned her, “he’s been all over me tonight!”

“i don’t know, he must just be in love with you, i mean who wouldn’t.” she replied. “now let’s party it up! i heard there was gonna be some karaoke too.”

i was sipping on my drink and mackenzie had wondered off to talk to some other friends of hers and i was content to people watch. that’s when tom walked up to the bar and asked for some whiskey.

he smiled at me and asked, “how is your first red carpet after party going?”

“well i heard there was going to be some karaoke so i figured some alcohol in my system would give me the confidence to go up there. i love karaoke but im just some random med student at the people’s choice awards.”

“would it help if we were to do a duet?” tom offered eyebrows raised.

“that would be so fun! what song are you thinking?” i was grinning so much right now.

“i’m up for anything, the point of karaoke is to not know the words anyway.”

“umm definitely not the point of karaoke but we’re just going to ignore that flaw of yours.”

“flaw of mine?? i feel personally attacked on that one l/n.” he said.

i rolled my eyes and held back a giggle, “ooh! i have a song idea, but no making fun of me blyth. why don’t we we do what makes you beautiful by one direction! that would be a great duet and the crowd would love it.”

“you would be a one direction fan.” tom chuckled.

“i told you no making fun of me. and you are so a fan too, i can just tell.”

“fine you caught me. i love listening to one direction.” tom says.

i grabbed his hand and dragged him over to the sign up sheet. kenzie came up to us, “you got tom to sign up for karaoke??” she exclaimed.

“oh yeah! we’re doing a one direction song, it’s gonna be great!” i replied.

“be ready to be blown away.” tom said laughing.

before i knew it, it was time to go up and sing our duet. “you ready for this, darling?” tom asked helping me up on stage.

“oh i was born ready tom.” i giggled.

the song starts and i start singing:

You're insecure, don't know what for

You're turnin' heads when you walk through the door

Don't need makeup to cover up

Bein' the way that you are is enough

then tom starts singing and i forget about everyone watching

Everyone else in the room can see it

Everyone else but you

then we sing together and i walk closer towards him

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know, oh-oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know, oh-oh, you don't know you're beautiful, oh-oh

That's what makes you beautiful

tom sings looking at me the whole time

So c-come on, you got it wrong

To prove I'm right, I put it in a song

I don't know why you're being shy

And turn away when I look into your eyes

then i sing back to him

Everyone else in the room can see it

Everyone else but you

then we both sing dancing around the stage

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know, oh-oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know, oh-oh, you don't know you're beautiful, oh-oh

That's what makes you beautiful

Na, na-na-na, na-na-na, na, na

Na, na-na-na, na-na

Na, na-na-na, na-na-na, na, na

Na, na-na-na, na-na

i sing and turn towards everyone watching and blush when i feel tom’s eyes on me

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know you're beautiful

both of us:

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell

You don't know, oh-oh, you don't know you're beautiful

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know, oh-oh, you don't know you're beautiful, oh-oh

You don't know you're beautiful, oh-oh

That's what makes you beautiful

everyone is cheering to loudly and i feel like i have just had my high school musical troy and gabriella moment with tom. i looked at him and he had the biggest grin on his face and i knew i looked the same way. we got off stage and tom goes, “did we really just do that?”

at the same time i go, “that was incredible.” we just start laughing. mackenzie runs up to us.

“guys that was literally straight out of a movie. you guys had every single person at this party invested.” she said.

“i think that was my best karaoke performance yet.” i said grinning.

“i think it’s time to quit acting and me and y/n can take this show on the road.” tom laughed.

“such a great idea.” i said laughing and grabbed his arm to stabilize myself in my heels.

kenzie dragged us onto the dance floor and at some point rachel zegler, josh rivera, and hunter schafer joined us on the dance floor. what?! my mind was blown as they all said how amazing me and tom’s performance was. we danced and drank and laughed and boy was it a blast.

the party winded down and mackenzie and i were making our way out.

“wait y/n!” i heard tom call as i was about to climb into our car. i turned around as he jogged up to me.

“tonight was so fun and i just wanted to say it was a blast getting to know you, can i by chance get your number?” he asked sheepishly.

“yes of course! i had the best time too, you really know how to party!” i said laughing. we exchanged numbers and he hugged me good bye.

“see you later tom.”

“hope to see you soon l/n.”

author’s note: hope you all enjoyed! i can’t wait to continue this series. leave suggestions for other stories you want to read and i will get to it!

#tom blyth #tom blyth angst #tom blyth fanfiction #tom blyth fic #tom blyth fluff #tom blyth imagine #tom blyth x reader #tom blyth x you #billy the kid #rachel zegler #josh rivera #hunter schafer #coriolanus snow #people’s choice awards #med student #med school #nyu #new york

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wizardfrog69 · 1 year

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I saw ur last sigma post! Soo happy. Do you write for kolya? If yes can you do kolya X a reader that has autism headcanons? The reader can be gn

Have a wonderful dayy

Ofc I write for Nikolai, why wouldn't I write for that silly little clown (if I didn't my own little clown will kill me in my sleep) I write for anyone :)

'•.¸♡ Nikolai x autistic!reader ♡¸.•'

Nikolai x gn!autistic!reader

All fluff

Enjoy! :)

where do I even begin?

so this man speaks in quizzes and other weird-ass cryptic message meanings and stuff, basically NT language but worse.

so he was surprised when you took everything he said literally and when your tried to answer one of his quizzes he started laughing.

Like he had to get used to speaking literally when with you but he doesn't mind at all.

He would let you ramble about your special interests for hours, like y'all would just be walking, sitting, cuddling etc and he would ask about your special interest(s) and listen to you talk about it for hours and if you feel like you're annoying him then he would ENCOURAGE you to keep talking.

Like this man wants to hear about the most random topics ever for hours and hours on end none stop and he would sit there looking so entertained aswell cuz HE IS.

He loves seeing you stim, and if you do like very physical stims e.g. jumping or dancing, even just waving your hands, he would join you.

You got very excited about something and wanna jump around? He's got you and y'all are jumping all round the house.

If you nonverbal then he will stop speaking and just play charades to annoy you.

But if you need a break from him and need sometime alone then he would feel a bit offended but brush it off and leave you alone, either going somewhere or he tries to stay as quiet as possible in the house and goes yo the rooms which you usually aren't in.

Buys you your comfort food like all the time and has a stash of it (if it's shelf life is long) somewhere hidden.

When you cannot do anything, like you have no energy at all and either stay in bed all day or something he will definitely join you and he will have a break from his daily shenanigans or something.

If you have a comfort plushie he will hide it so you can hold him instead.

He can be a little bitch sometimes and will annoy you a bit too much or be too loud, or just talk in riddles and quizzes if he doesn't want you to understand what he's saying.

༺♡༻ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ⋆ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 ༺♡༻

This was really fun to write and idk if you can tell but no one wants to hear my rants about tea 😒 but oh well ig I can rant to the clown above my bed (the teddy bears are protecting me from it killing me in my sleep)

Thank you for the request tho, it's much appreciated:)

Take care of yourself as much as you can and have a good day/night!

- with lots of love, Az the wizard frog :) <3

#bsd #bsd x reader #nikolai gogol #bsd nikolai gogol #nikolai imagines #nikolai x reader #nikolai gogol bsd #nikolai gogol x reader

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ladymirdan · 11 months

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I've had such an amazing day today.

I guess there is no secret that my interest in 40k has waned slightly recently.

I feel I get less and less comments on my posts/fics/art, despite getting a lot more followers (and with that, a lot more unhinged hate DMs) Ive started to feel like the hobby had lost that spark for me.

I've been into Warhammer for a loooong time.

I first got into the hobby (WH Fantasy) in 2003 and I was immediately hooked. I was blown away by how cool the worldbuilding was, but more importantly how friendly the community was.

My FLGS let me, a broke-ass student, sit and paint my army in store for literal hours on end. Always so happy to see me, despite me hardly ever buying anything. And let me tell you, I was a shy and awkward kid, and they always remembered my name and made me feel so welcome.

I haven't really engaged with Warhammer online until about a year and a half ago when I created my ao3 account. At first it seemed just as friendly as my offline experiences. But recently? I feel like I'm either ignored whenever I comment or try to interact with the community or worse, get told I suck or should go kill myself.

So I just felt it was time to maybe leave, (but I admit, the sunk cost makes it difficult) The only thing I really looked forward to was the minipainting classes I take once a week.

But today I got that magick feeling back. And remembered how much I love this hobby.

I went to my local GW for the new 10th edition 40k release. I’m a time pessimist as usual and arrived 1,5h early 😅 and found out there was only one other guy in line before me, but rather soon a bunch of other people showed up.

Everyone was sooo excited to be there and I made a bunch of new friends in line.

Then I got in and ordered my box (and I also managed to snag the special edition signed book that is a tie in with the box! That felt so much fun, I have never managed to get one of those before despite really trying).

I also got some of the new Death Guard Space Marine Heroes packs. A kid behind me in the queue also got some because he wanted a specific hero (that he unfortunately didn't get) I suggested I open my packs and see if I got one and then we could trade. I did get that model, and he was so excited and thankful, it really made my day since I didnt care that much for that particular model, but to him it was everything.

Everyone in the store was so hyped, and the mood was so great I didn't want to leave, so when I overheard some of the guys I hung out with in line ask if there was a mini of the month they could build, I tagged along.

The store staff was as amazing as always and brought out not only the mini of the month, but also three other models they still had in stock from previous months.

So I ended up building 4 minis in the store along with a bunch of other people.

I met a really nice couple that was pretty new to the hobby and they asked if I was excited for the new box because half of it was Ultramarines (I told them I love the Ultra boys, big chock 😅) but I explained that there was nothing Ultramarine specific in the box and one could paint them as any chapter they wanted.

And boy, they were amazed! They had no idea that all space marines are generic models and they were so curious about other chapters and I tried to explain that there was a chapter for pretty much anything and any colour.

The girl ended up really liking the Soul Drinkers and the guy was on the fence between Blood Angels and sticking to Ultramarines :D

So my advice to anyone else that feels like the hobby is toxic, or is tired of the “my army is soo much cooler then yours/everyone who likes this sucks”, please join the real world.

This hobby is soo amazing, and it is filled with so many happy, passionate people, all loving this weird little hobby.

Over 20+ years, a dozen or more game stores/clubs; I have never had a bad IRL experience with Warhammer. I really wish I could say the same thing about the online experience.

#warhammer 40k #40k #warhammer #hobby #real talk #leviathan #space marines

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