#like i have no problem with both characters being tofwther its just that when they're shiooed together i start having pr9blms | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ssolarcalendarr · 2 years

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its 10 and im losing my braincells and becoming overly curious how do you figure out ficliterals/irls sorry if this question is weird I'm also not in the right mindset rn imso tired and just. yeah.......

(dont take this to heart, especially the tags, I'm just rambling at this point im tired I'm young i need sleep i need to do soemthing for ym project ogjifdh dont mind me honestly)

#im? i forgot what i was gonna sya #but also i want answers lmfdosao #bc i have. what is it.#hunches? guesses? idk hunches #maybe #girl idk i get attached on everything some moreso than others and I'm starting to like. get #grosses out or sick whenever i see this certain ship with this one character on it idk with another and its tagged as the ship #idk maybes its a trigger but i also want to see if its like idk an irl #or soemthing im so confused #like i have no problem with both characters being tofwther its just that when they're shiooed together i start having pr9blms #shipped togther #it makes me have probelms #like. i love both o them im attached to both of them #but i see them like strictly good friends best friend even #but romantically ad if it happens im gonancry bc it make sme so uncomfortable for no reaosn #like. im okay briefly seeing it im like aw people an ship what they want but idk if i see it for ntoo long its like #its wrong ?? for me?? girl idk I'm tired i nee to go to sleep #but i have hunches?? guesses or whatever #dofjigehfjhf #and its weird actually bc i love seeing art of one of them i cant stop looking through their fanart or whatever #and its like i deeply care abt them in a familial sense ??#its like. hes my friend. hes like right here next to me sometimes and I'm just like. wow. u deserve all the love in the world my friend #you deserve so much afetr wahat youve been through #and then he straight up leaves #like i go into another room and hes gone #idk if its like. hes part of me ??? or i see him desperately in me ?? or something ????#gofjsoihfw #and then the character hes shipped with. i absolutely adore her #bestest friend material ever #would love to have her in my life

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