woohoo to me staring a new sketchbook:))) I customized the cover myself just because. yeah

*flips and slaps down*

@itsxroxannex

I tried :'DD

Haven't drawin Undertale stuff in a long time

Original (very beautiful I'm stealin yo hands fr)

Life is a dream.

Another idea I have bouncing around is that Kim is currently in the infirmary after some fight left him heavily injured. He’s slightly delirious from pain medication and keeps flirting with Chay, who he may or may not have reconciled with yet, and Chay is like oh my god stop it?? To which Kim replies why, my ribs are broken, not my dick??? And Chay… really doesn’t have a good response to that. So he decides to fuck Kim about it, because Kim is right; he can’t move all that much, but it’s okay if Chay just rides him and does all the work. Right there in the infirmary. While he’s still hooked up to the monitors. A nurse comes in when Kim’s heart rate gets concerningly high, and sneaks right back out when she catches them in the act (neither of them notice), then spends the next hour very tactfully deflecting anyone that wants to visit.

sometimes life feels empty and lonely and hopeless but then i see the sun shining through the blinds and i watch an ant carry food to his home and i remember that the world can be kind. it’s okay if you don’t always feel happy. the little things will remind you.

I could laugh

And I could try

And live this lie

For a thousand times

I know

I would rather be at home

Adventure Time. Found a wooden tower in the middle of the forest, of course couldn't leave without climbing up and enjoying the view. What would life be without a little adventure... 😅

March 2024

Tillfället-Skuggbo, Avesta, Dalarna, Sweden

Jisung’s outfits seem to be getting sluttier and sluttier and I’m very much here for it

I don't really have anything to say but do you have any txt thoughts you'd like to share??

obviously been thinking abt beomgyu a lot bc he's my baby forever (the fact i'm seeing him and the boys in 3 days.... actually unreal um !) and also bc i'm pretty much finished moving into my new place, i've been having a lot of Domestic Thoughts

like moving in with beomgyu. into an apartment that is wholly yours. it's not really furnished yet (see: no bed in the bedroom yet because you didn't have the means to move yours from your old place and the company you bought a new mattress from delayed your delivery), but there's potential. your shoes and beomgyu's favorite jacket already have homes in the entryway by the front door.

the two of you rifle through every single moving box that could possibly have every blanket you own so that you can craft a semi-comfortable blanket palette on the bedroom floor. the night goes by very slowly and uncomfortably, despite best efforts. you're just not used to the new space and the inches thick makeshift mattress is not enough to cushion your body from the hard floor, so you wake up with only a few hours of sleep and a whole lot of back pain under your belt.

but beomgyu seems to have anticipated this outcome because he's walking through the bedroom door with a plastic bag from the convenience store around the corner and two bottles of chocolate milk tucked under his arm. he says he would have made you an actual breakfast if the kitchen had been unpacked and groceries were in the fridge and pantry, but he figures this is the next best thing, a consolation prize for toughing it out for the night.

you're in the middle of giggling with him over poptarts and a funny tiktok video when you get a notification that your mattress is finally out for delivery.

Me: Haha a Twilight au. What could possibly be sillier than imagining Jeff Satur as a sparkly vampire?

Be On Cloud (and probably Jeff Satur): Hold my spaceship.

me when im getting worse

There is a lake in Heaven.

Lost among every the myriad of Heavens, unless you know where to look for it. It's quite similar to this one.

At least according to Castiel.

A lake with an eternal sunset that always paints the lapping waves in the water and the forest surrounding it with the same orange and yellow tones that are give it color now. The same breeze that makes the tall grass around it dance slowly. It also has a dock, like the one where they are sitting right now, right at the edge, their feet dangling over the water, shoulders and tights pressed together, Dean's head on Castiel's shoulder, fingers carding slowly through his short hair. There is even the same mountain behind the lake. So Castiel guesses that, yeah, it must be the same place, loved by someone that wanted to pass their eternity near its water, one he never thought he was going to see again and that they simply found by chance.

Dean looks down at his lap, where both his hands rest, wrapped around one of Castiel's. He woke up today, not for the first time, with that urge to keep Cas close, make sure he is real, still here with him. And maybe those doubts and fears that have him feeling like this are the same that have him saying,

"Sounds like you've missed it."

Castiel shakes his head, "It wasn't real, just a copy, the Sun didn't felt as warm, the smells weren't as deep and rich as they are here, there was a radio, playing the same songs over and over again, it was another's man paradise." Castiel presses his cheek against the top of Dean's head, "Mine is here, Dean, " he has gotten so much better at reading Dean's mood, at seeing his need for reassurance. It should scare him, the fact he has let him get so close, because if something happened the pain he has felt in the past after losing Cas would be nothing compared to what he would feel now, but he isn't scared, more than anything he feels seen, like never before, understood, without the need for words, and he knows he is one lucky bastard, and he ain't that stupid to push Cas away in order to keep his walls up, " right here with you."

more doodles of my dignus self

That animal need we have to just find a little patch of grass in the shade and lay on it is one of my favourites.

How I sleep knowing I have 3 assignments due tomorrow, a C in math, and I have to go to a place where I have a burning hatred for everyone there