men will never truly understand alaska young, aza holmes, ladybird, sylvia plath, cigarettes, lana del rey, marianne sheridan, saviour complex, the bell jar, iced coffee, gilmore girls, paris geller, oversized sweaters, normal people, sally rooney, tote bags, messy buns, rotting in bed, heart shaped glasses, phoebe bridgers, are you satisfied?, fleabag,

😳 (mutuals ask game)

okay so i think you are SUPER aesthetic, smart and kinda introverted? you have a talent for writing and yearning and making other people yearn. also, you're super relatable.

mutuals ask game

i've read that beauty demands replication. we take pictures, write poetries, draw paintings of things that we find beautiful. we reproduce it in order to keep it, extend it through space and time. so maybe that's why everytime I look at you, I want to take a picture of you. because you're my definition of beauty.

physics is just plain and simple imagination combined with complex mathematical equations. even my textbook agrees. newton imagined that there must be something which makes earth orbit the sun and he discovered gravity with the help of mathematics. einstein knew that there was something wrong with newton’s definition of gravity and he studied what must be wrong and how he could rectify it and THEN einstein imagined time to be relative and a fourth dimension altogether. he used his imagination more than he used maths. and a great leap of imagination was needed to break out of aristotelian mechanics. and we humans have a truck full of imagination. so yeah. that’s it. rant over. bbye.

iced coffee, dark circles, cigarette breaks, messy hair, chewed pen caps, lots and lots of highlighters, curiosity, unorganized thoughts, equations written all over the white board, dreams about discovering new things, pulling an all-nighter, staying in library till late

when the lumineers said "cause if we don't leave this town, we might never make it out", and when troye sivan said "I'm tired of this city, scream if you're with me", and when surf curse said " don't kill me, just help me run away."

constantly thinking about when fleabag said “I want someone to tell me what to wear in the morning. I want someone to tell me what to wear EVERY morning. I want someone to tell me what to eat. What to like, what to hate, what to rage about, what to listen to, what band to like, what to buy tickets for, what to joke about, what not to joke about. I want someone to tell me what to believe in, who to vote for, and who to love, and how to tell them. I just think I want someone to tell me how to live my life, Father, because so far I think I’ve been getting it wrong.”

when gloria in barbie said “It is literally impossible to be a woman, You are so beautiful, and so smart, and it kills me that you don't think you're good enough. Like, we have to always be extraordinary, but somehow, we're always doing it wrong? You have to be thin, but not too thin, and you can never say you wanna be thin. You have to say you wanna be healthy, but also, you have to BE THIN. You have to have money, but you can't ask for money because that's crass. You have to be a boss, but you can't be mean. You have to lead, but you can't squash other people's ideas. You're supposed to love being a mother, but don't talk about your kids all the damn time. You have to be a career woman, but also, always be looking out for other people. You have to answer for men's bad behavior, which is INSANE, but if you point that out, you're accused of complaining! You're supposed to stay pretty for men, but not so pretty that you tempt them too much or that you threaten other women because you're supposed to be a part of the sisterhood, but ALWAYS STAND OUT and ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL. But never forget that the system is rigged, so find a way to acknowledge that but ALSO, always be grateful! You have to never get old. Never be rude. Never show off. Never be selfish. Never fall down. Never fail. Never show fear. Never get OUT OF LINE. It's too hard! It's too contradictory, and nobody gives you a medal or says 'thank you!' And it turns out, in fact, that not only are you doing everything wrong, but also, everything is your fault. I'm just so tired of watching myself, and every single other woman tie herself into knots, so that people will like us.” every girl in the theatre felt it.

"what horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age."

— sylvia plath

"i didn't know why i was going to cry, but i knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of the throat and i'd cry for a week."

— sylvia plath, the bell jar

“It’s very beautiful over there.” I don’t know where there is, but I believe it’s somewhere, and I hope it’s beautiful.

OKAY BUT WHEN CONNELL AND MARIANNE WERE IN SCHOOL AND CONNELL ASKED MARIANNE TO NOT TELL ANYBODY ABOUT THEM IS LITERALLY "YOU KEPT ME LIKE A SECRET BUT I KEPT YOU LIKE AN OATH" OMGOMGOMG

she's science titrated with poetry.

art museums and libraries are the best thing to ever exist in this whole world.

first ever image of supermassive black hole at the center of our galaxy, milky way galaxy!! how fascinating is that. wow!

i love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

— pablo neruda