cannibalism and love

ethel cain // lara williams // yellowjackets // natalie díaz // silas denver melvin // raw (2016) // unknown // blythe baird // hannibal // yves olade // erica jong

“The line between pleasure and revulsion can seem so very thin, if it even exists at all.”, supper club by lara williams

L’ansia era un’entità amorfa e invisibile, eppure solida e compiuta. Era come una specie di sudario. Come una gabbia di immobilismo che mi circondava. Descriverla era impossibile, e ciò nonostante non mi toglievo la sua descrizione dalla testa. Era come entrare in una stanza e dimenticare perché l’avevi fatto. Come stare lì lì per dire la parola che hai sulla punta della lingua. Non andava mai via, la minaccia costante di una fine e al tempo stesso un tirarla per le lunghe: la lancetta di un orologio colta tra un secondo e l’altro, quasi pronta a scattare. […] Era una spessa lastra di insicurezza e un cappio di indecisione. Il grado di operatività di una consapevolezza atroce che richiedeva continue valutazioni e aggiustamenti. Cogliere l’aria che tira nella stanza. Tenere d’occhio chi c’è nella stanza. […] Io mi consegnai all’ansia mani e piedi.

JOMP BPC - 1st April - Books and Chocolate

A chocolate egg destined for some friends, with two books about appetite and eating - in very different ways. Both are good.

i need them all so bad omfgggggg i have a type

hmmm, which lesbian do I want today?

(I want all)

I would obey these women whenever they order me to do something.

They tell me to cook them something.

IM COOKING 👩‍🍳

They tell me to do the laundry’s.

I AM DOING IT 🫡

if they tell me to strip

Oh I’m stripping all right 🤤

Anything these women tell me to do I AM DOING IT WITH NO HESITATION 🫡🫡🫡

Hello hello! I absolutely adore your writing, it just feels so complex and the dialogue is so perfect you don't understand, probably my favorite writer in tumblr ^^

Do you have any favorite books? I'm not really into reading but I want to write my own stories, and English isn't my first language so I always try to read but I don't really continue since most of them aren't really in my taste– but I'm willing to try anything you read or take inspiration from since I'll probably like it since I like your work so much :]

Sorry, hope that made sense, ty <3

So, I'd like to think that while my writing has a consistent *vibe* it also covers quite a few different genres and moods that could be what you are interested in. Let's go.

If you like a book rooted in complex, dysfunctional power dynamics try....Summer Sons by Lee Mandelo, The Last Tale of The Flower Bride by Roshani Chokski, The Invisible Life of Addie La Rue by V.E Schwab, Gone Girl or Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn, Deathless by Catherynne M Valente, If We Were Villains by M.L Rio, The Foxhole Court by Nora Sakovic, Dark Rise by C.S Pascat, Interview with a vampire by Anne Rice, These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever.

(You can see that complex, dysfunctional power dynamics that are central to the story are basically my favourite thing haha. My absolute jam and butter! The dynamics themselves vary. You may root for some and watch others in delighted horror.)

If you like a great, not a romcom, enemies to lovers romantasy, try...Sorcery of Thorns by Margaret Rogerson, Girl, Serpent, Thorn by Melissa Bashardoust, The Folk of the Air trilogy by Holly Black.

For some fantasy horror vibes, try...Rolling in the Deep by Mira Grant (mermaids!), House of Hollow by Krystal Sutherland, The Hollow Places by T. Kingfisher.

If you want something cute and LGBTQ, try...The House on Cerulean Sea or In the Lives of Puppets by T.J Klune, One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston, Carry on by Rainbow Rowell, anything by F.T Lukens.

For short story collections that make me want to write...Things We Say in the Dark by Kirsty Logan, Salt Slow by Julia Armfield, Through The Woods by Emily Carrol or the multi-author anthology Hag.

And, let's be real, absolutely no one is following me for worldbuilding, but...

For worldbuilding that has stayed with me, try...The Wayward Children series (all stories semi-standalone) by Seanan McGuire, The Belles by Dhonielle Clayton, The Coldest Girl in Coldtown by Holly Black

I know I haven't done superheroes. I just...?? I liked Hench by Natalie Zina Walschotts, but honestly most of them just don't interest me. Sorry.

OH WOMEN THAT CAN ACTUALLY DESTROY AND TEAR ME TO BITS COME SAVE ME

ellie would looove lara croft stop putting my women against eachother

wake up

think about hot women

eat

think about hot women

sleep

dream about hot women

repeat

Nerd talk (🤢🤮) p.1

Male gaze on Ellie (and other female characters)

I want to talk about how the character is sexualized by men who call themselves "fans" of tlou. And how I would cut off my own hand to prove that I'm sure it's only men who make these disgusting montages. How do I know that? Because all the women who like Ellie (think she's a pretty character, whatever) like her the way she is in the game. Dirty with blood, telling men to fuck off and being our beloved angry lesbian. That said, you can see the difference in the way men look at her and how they'd like to see her, they change her body, her face. Just to make her look "feminine" (in a totally disgusting way). And they also mainly use images of a pre-teen Ellie (14 years old) in sexual images. The point is this: men don't see a female character as something strong, capable, with an interesting story. They see them as something they can masturbate to and be weird about. And that's why when a female character isn't created in a sexualized way, they get so angry. Because, for them, that's all women in stories, films and games are good for, to be seen as something only sexual. Anyway, I've written a lot and I haven't even got to the point of heteronormativity and homophobic people.

*I know that not all men think like that and are disgusting like that. But unfortunately in the gaming universe, they are the majority 🤗

(Yes, my English must be shit, pay for a language course if you don't like it. Bye 💋)

WHY NO ONES WRITE ABOUT LARA CROFT????😓😓😓😓🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 SHE'S GAY DUDE

Video game protagonists are like:

my fit lowkey gave lara croft but also ellie today n no one’s cool enough to notice 💔